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sillyfairygarden · 2 years

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rest easy king, sweet dreams (print)

#technoblade #technoblade fanart #technofanart #i dont think it has fully set in still. i cried drawing this #i will never be able to articulate how much he means to me #and my heart aches for his family #thellos art corner

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rayroseu · 13 days

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I know I'm just reaching, but the sequence of Silver waking up in the Rabbit Race feels so much like the occuring ways he's woken up by Lilia 😭😭😭🙏🙏💖💕💞💕

⬆️⬆️⬆️ This is from the Rabbit Fest

⬇️⬇️⬇️ This is the parallel of it in Book 7

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one thing I noticed, Silver and Knight of Dawn do have similarities with their magic other than their whole white void magic... ITS THAT THEY BOTH REQUIRE A FAE TO DEVOTE THEIR STRENGTH TO 😭😭🙏🙏✨💖💕💖💕

In Japanese, they basically said the same thing😭😭‼️‼️✨✨ especially the 我に力を！！😭😭(in silver's case the way he says his line is just more ""informal"" (俺に力を) than Dawn, he says "ore ni" unlike "ware ni")

Does this mean in Silver's heart,,, Lilia is Silver's guardian fairy??? 😭😭😭💞💞💞

GRAAGHHH I CANT WITH THEM SJSHDJAJD

I know thats like obvious already but "guardian fairies" for Knight of Dawn, was the origin of his power, every time he wields his sword he dedicates his strength to them, so every battle he endures feels like its for the fairies that gives him strength and in turn, he wants to protect them (and remember that Silver's dream is to be a knight capable of protecting Malleus and Lilia (the faes he loves!!!))

IM GONNA SOB... GUYS IT KINDA FEELS LIKE he loves his father so much, he thinks his strength came from his love to Lilia😭😭

So, the thing that makes Silver strong even against his sleepiness or sadness, is true love, JDJSJDJS regardless if its not Lilia, it could be Sebek, it could be the first years...

Its mostly Lilia OFCC but it can also be from friends and in the Rabbit Fest, the first years, who are his friends😭💖💖💖🙏✨ I'm sure Lilia would be proud AJDJWJS

ALSO now this just makes me think that MAYBE Silver's and Dawn's lineage, requires them "to love someone," or "be loved" in order to be strong???

If so, THAT COULD BE A PARALLEL to the fact that the Draconia lineage also needs lots of love in order to be born... so both Silver/Knight of Dawn and Malleus/Meleanor are people who were born and whose strength centers around love— kind of like they cant exist nor grow up without it 😭😭💞🙏✨✨

WE NEED MORE KNIGHT OF DAWN LOREEE I NEED TO CONFIRM THIS KNIGHT'S BACKSTORY PLEASEEEEEEE😭😭💥💥🙏🙏✨✨✨

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dent-de-leon · 14 days

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His sister bought him the clock!! For his birthday!! ; ; They tried to play a little game of it, "In a sham of a seance..."

Leo Amicus: "Has it all been a dream? Am I waking up for the first time? Am I still with my family? Am I not crumbling yet? It just isn't fair...Not just, not me--any of it. To anybody. It's just not fair. I can hear the sounds so much--it's so much louder now. I can hear it over everything. I can see it again. The machine. I remember her face. I remember too much. When did I start crumbling? When do you start growing and stop crumbling? I--I don't trust myself. And...it could be worse. I'll put that on my tombstone at that point."

Thinking about...how the through-line of all these little threads is every character agonizing over family. Malcolm wondering, "Was my family involved?" Edgar grappling with how much it hurts that he saved someone in Candela, "someone who wasn't my family," instead of finally chasing down the one lead on his sister he's had in years. Grimoria fearing what will happen the day she feels a spirit and it's her own family's. Leo wishing he could turn back time and forget that clock and just have his sister back--

The way Taliesin describes Leo's trauma as, "I can hear the sounds so much--it's so much louder now. I can hear it over everything." The way it so heartbreakingly parallels his description of love as, "And it makes the sound of whatever happened to you before quiet. At least for a moment--"

#candela obscura spoilers #leo amicus #the way taliesin describes leo's trauma makes my whole heart ache ; ;#SO DOES EDGAR SAYING THEY AREN'T HIS FAMILY #reminds me of how he hesitated when referring to them as colleagues before #feels like he's afraid to label anyone else as family because of what happened to his--#also the seance as something that was just supposed to be a fun little childrens game and leo just lost his whole childhood to that--

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satans-knitwear · 2 years

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Some thighs on a thursday?? 💙

Treat me ~ Tip me

#Photos taken while avoiding serious conversations ✨#The best kind. Obvs.#satans knitwear #Any tips/donations would be massively appreciated right now ✨💕#Damn. Life sure is something. Got some family in hospital as of a few days ago. Massive heart attack(s) and we hear its all hereditary #So we all gotta go get tested asap. Bc hes young. Remember i went to a wedding not too long ago??? Yah. His. His poor wife #My heart aches about it all #bi girl #uk girl #Alt pinup #pinup girl #cheeky #Pretty lingerie #Strappy lingerie set #wlw #Floral lingerie #Jewelled lingerie

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nebulousbren · 2 months

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Yesterday I had to say goodbye to my darling boy, Kody. He was with me for 15 1/2 years and the best, most precious of boys. He passed at home in my arms, surrounded by family at 18 years old. I miss him so much, there will never be another like him.

#brenspeaks #cw death #cw pet death #his absence is so palpable it makes my heart ache #but i also have the best family and friends helping me through it #please give your little buddies big hugs and kisses #you never know how many are left

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maximofftwinsbitch · 1 year

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im not team black, team green, team targ or team any noble house. i'm team leave the kids & small folk out of this jfc

#aemond was maimed & impaired for life bc of the bad blood between rhaenyra & alicent; all of it viserys' fault #luke died bc of this bad blood imbued into them and only continued when aemond's injury was brushed aside & luke wasn't really reprimanded #the twins are deprived of their birthright in favor of two boys claimed by the adults around her bc of names & they're male #poor helaena!!!! my heart aches at how her life ended #HELAENA'S TWINS & MAELOR JFC !!!! these poor babies!!!#little aegon iii forced to watch his mother be burnt & eaten by a dragon !!!!!#little joffrey so powerless and hurt and angry he died thrown off a dragon while trying to fight bc everyone around him was being k!lled!!!#little viserys ii abducted & forced to marry a grown woman before being returned to his family who thought him dead for YEARS #nah im SICK #im team fck the royal family & them nobles #look at what they do to their OWN CHILDREN #anti daemon targaryen #anti viserys #anti rhaenyra targaryen #anti alicent hightower #anti aegon ii targaryen #anti aemond targaryen #anti targaryen #anti royalist #the takes i see on here twt & reddit diosmío #you bitches are insane #asoiaf #hotd #a song of ice and fire #house of the dragon #fire & blood #fire and blood #grr martin

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eternal-reverie · 5 months

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I fell down the rabbit hole with discovering new music and then new-to-me old music, and then somehow circling back to familiar yet unknown music that I rarely search for. Music that my mom would play from her country in the background since my childhood.

#all because of an instagram ad for this guy’s debut single which is a really good disco bop and scrolling thru his ig #and finding that out he’s a pianist too and played an arrangement of siempre en mi corazón which is a gorgeous Cuban melody #then I typed into Spotify and found other versions because when I like a song w/ lots of versions out there I have to go listen to them all #and then I stumbled upon huaynos and peruvian folk music and i was like oh hey!!!#all that to say I miss Peru 😭#I was trying to find out more about this Peruvian music artist which there’s barely any info on #and I ended up on the travel side of YouTube with someone going around a peruvian neighborhood and my soul aches to return #and see my family there #I really do miss them and that place. a part of my heart was left there forever I guess (இ﹏இ`｡)#click clack #also discovered a taiwanese music artist because the piano disco guy deep in his ig had a photo together with her. good music everywhere

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sociallyawkwardseal · 26 days

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Okay, so not fanfic/writing stuff but do you ever think of how close Calla and Kody used to be? How sweet and bright and encouraging she was towards him when they were younger? How friendly and warm she was? How they smiled at each other? It makes me want to eat rocks.

#Lumine #Lumine webcomic #Lumine (webcomic)#Lumine (webtoon)#Lumine webtoon #And then ableism starts dragging Kody down.#Dozens of things that are either pinpricks or full-on bricks getting slammed into him (figuratively. I do not mean. Kody got beaten with #bricks.)#''It's not like he could have played anyway--he can't use magic''#Kody's disappointment and heartbreak at not being able to use magic like the other witch kids #Him finding other ways of being a witch (potion making) to accommodate to his limitations #But still not being seen as a proper witch according to some (i.e. Calla's family; ''they could forbid me from seeing you/us being friends #if they found out'')#Anyways I don't really know where I was going with this but it just makes my heart Ache #I can't remember how canon it is (I'll find out soon) but I always imagined that Camille had a heavy focus on potions;#I feel like she really appreciates potionmaking and the uses/applications of it; how versatile it is and while it isn't as convenient as #general magic--having a potion prepped in-advance would be pretty useful and convenient. Especially if you got too tired to actually do #general magic or something was blocking it off.#It's why I think she would be a good parental figure or aunt figure or mentor or SOMETHING to Kody #Kody finding a way to accommodate to his illness and disabilities by trying potion making has always been something that's stuck out to me #That doesn't take away the grief or pain of Not being able to do it ''the normal way'' but it gives you SOMETHING. Any connection to what #you love dearly and want to do.#This was Not meant to be a rant on disability stuff whoopsie. And yet here I am. I'm gonna cut it off there.#If this didn't make sense sorry the migraine-hangover brainfog is eating my words alive #My heart just hurts over their old friendship and how sweet they were #Also forgot that Kody wanted to open a bakery when he's older... Aughhhh. Implodes into 500 tiny shrapnel forever.

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wellthebardsdead · 1 year

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Honey: *a friendly drider cursed by the spider queen to be half drow and half spider for the rest of his life, and blessed by Pelor allowing him to live in the sunlight and heal his friends but now screaming up at the sky feeling like he’s been cursed all over again* TAKE IT BACK! TAKE IT AWAY! WHY HAVE YOU CONDEMNED MY HEART TO THIS PAIN?!

Scorn: *party’s adopted himbo orc dad* I don’t understand? I thought you wanted this? To live in the light, wh-why are you in pain?

Honey: *looking at everyone in our party and seeing a warm loving glow around us, he can see who literally lights up when they look at him* Because now I know whose going to break my h-heart when they get hurt or die! He’s cursed me with the pain knowing who loves me and I’ll never forgive him!!!

#we still don’t know much about honeys backstory but he’s suffered a lot of heart ache #his family rejected him after he shamed them by failing his trial #his best friend tried to kill him and failed his own trial by failing to do so and also got cursed #and the idea of us dying or hating him the same way was so heartbreaking he considered knowing we cared about him a curse 🥺#needless to say my snail wizard gave him many many hugs #dnd #drider

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local-limebug · 4 months

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i'm so out of it rn but apparently my eldest aunt's mother in law used to practice magic. in rural pakistan in the mid to early 20th centruy. she ran away from her village to marry the man she loved and was hated for it by the society around her. apparently people used to call her too cunning. she was also apparently famous in the villages nearby for her beauty.

i am really, really mad that i did not get to ever meet this woman.

#especially as someone who is now interested in paganism #like ancestral connection and magic are such an important part of the magicks and practices i've been looking into #and its always felt so difficult for me because i come from a muslim family and its like who the hell am i supposed to connect to??#i dont share a drop of blood with this woman but my heart aches to know her anyway #she was famous for her beauty. her first husband died and she was forcibly married to his brother.#she ran away from that marriage and married a man she loved. she practiced magic and had children and everyone talked shit about her for #being too cunning but she just kept on going despite the hardship #and idk. i feel like i might be putting this woman who died well before i was born on some type of pedestal but like !!!#in rural punjab during the 20th century this woman fought for her life to not be taken from her #and idk. i wish i could have met her #i mean even if she was alive i probably wouldnt have since my family have cut ties with her family #because her son cheated on my aunt but i really really wish i had met this woman once #limebug.txt

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sure-to-lure-someone-bad · 7 months

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TBD. personal vent in the tags.

#I'm okay and moving forward and loving living alone #and i know in my head that both of us needed this space and that i'm doing much better now that life has changed #but my heart aches constantly #not even for romance #but just to get my best friend back #no one knows me like he did #and it's too hard to open up so completely to new people #I want to say our inside jokes and laugh until we cry and drive around listening to music while we sip coffees #I want to hear about his art and the cats and talk about my job #I want to ask how his family is doing and tell him the tea on mine #I miss my best friend so much all the time #tbd

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rainsnap · 8 months

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Riverstar is now my top fav cat

Just!!! What a guy!! What a great amount of internal/external conflict!! What a neat way of changing the perspective!

I loved him when I hardly knew anything about him but now he’s up there as a top fav

#errornoises #wc #warrior cats #riverstar #riverstar’s home #tbh his book actually helped me because I’m dealing with a very similar situation to Riverstar #I never listed all my favs maybe I should do that and a reason why I dunno #slight spoiler: a tom who badly wants a family and kits is interesting to see because #most of the time the toms wanting kits are creeps about it but Riverstar had a genuine heart aching desire for a family often portrayed #by only the she-cats #riverstar’s home spoilers #anyways I low key ship him with Gray’s Wing tho #spiritual able to tell when your buddy from another group is sad?#that’s something special

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lonelywhalien22 · 1 year

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#*trigger warning for the following tags*#I am absolutely heartbroken and devastated to hear the news #My heart aches for his family and friends #Anyone else affected by this news please take care #Let's all remember to take care of each other and be gentle and kind #We truly never know what people are going through.

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stolligaseptember · 11 months

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don't make me write an essay on why lwj is anne elliott in persuasion aus

#'lwj is captain wenthworth' what are y'all smoking #LWJ CAVED TO SOCIAL PRESSURES BEFORE REALIZING THE ERRORS OF HIS WAYS AND THROWING CAUTION TO THE WIND ONCE HE GETS A SECOND CHANCE #HE WITHERED AWAY FOR (8) 13 YEARS LONGING FOR A LOVE HE THOUGHT HE'D NEVER GET BACK #HE DOESN'T DARE TO HOPE THAT THE ONE HIS HEART ACHES FOR COULD EVER LOVE HIM BACK #(AND FEARS THAT HE'S JUST CRUELLY TOYING WITH HIS WITH HIS AFFECTIONS BUT CAN NONETHELESS NEVER STAY AWAY)#BUT THEN HE D O E S IN THE MOST HEARTBREAKING WAY IMAGINABLE #HE'S GOOD WITH CHILDREN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 #and wwx is a cocky little shit that needs to get knocked down a few pegs before he can deserve his happily ever after #a cocky little shit that's justified in his cockiness but who needs a reality check nonetheless!!!!#and let's not talk about the intricacies of the elliott family while the wenthworth's are just. frederick his sis and brother-in-law.#wei 'orphaned several times over' wuxian anyone?????#y'all really opened pandora's box with this one #my fastidiousness with austen au's and my favorite austen work at that?????#anyway. persuasion aus. good god i'm going to faint.#the pining. the longing. the angst. the distance. the familiarity. the soulmatedness of it all.#lan wangji #mdzs #mo dao zu shi

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natjennie · 2 years

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went to the cardiologist today bc my heart is. bad. but anyway along with labs and echos and stuff the dr told me to start intermittent fasting and really raved about it. like he kept saying how magic it was and how much it would help everything, lose weight, lower heart rate, increase focus, etc etc and like.. sure yeah I understand the concept of like, decreasing insulin spikes but. I basically already eat like that?? I wake up at like.. 11 and eat something to take my meds with. then I forget about being hungry until dinner. sometimes I get a snack or something at like midnight. and that's it!! so i genuinely dont get how cutting out that one midnight snack is gonna like.. change my life like he says but. whatever. I'm just sick of so many things being wrong with me and no one helping.

#my heart rate and blood pressure are high #my joints are bad #i bruise so easy #im always nauseous #or have a stomach ache #bad sleep. headaches.#and im 99.99999% sure its ehlers danlos #but i cant get genetics testing until something bad happens #like an organ rupture or something. until then they wont test for it #and my dad is adopted so we dont know whats up there #if we got his genetics maybe we could figure somethign out #but my whole family is like. fucked. physically

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ithekingofweeds · 2 years

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A Tribute To A Titan🧡

I woke up this morning, to a community post of Technoblade by molzeysketch. After a quick, curious skim through of the comments, I searched up his name.

I was greeted with a barely 5 hour old video. The last one of them all.

I reeled, and processed and cried and mourned a man I didn't even know, and I have been for the past 8 hours now, while pondering my own last message to him.

I am aware that to him, logistically, I am nothing more than a number amongst more than 10 million others. Sentimental ly, I may have held the value that a dog across the ocean has to someone who says they like all dogs even though they've never met anywhere near even a percent.

And to me, he was not a friend, I didn't know him. I know what he showed. But what he showed is adored. He was a comforting voice when silence was too loud and music too much. He was a good laugh on days where smiling seemed pointless. And he and his friends were a small glimpse of the fact that mutual love and respect does indeed exist in full.

I mourn for his family, and for his friends, having lost their loved one. It'll never be the same, and I hope they can keep eachother safe. Let them grieve for now, everyone. I mourn for the Minecraft community as a whole, for loosing a Greater King. I for mourn our community, for loosing a beloved creator.

Cancer is a retched thing. It's ravaged my family for generations, but it's only as of late that I've pondered how I actually feel about it.

It doesn't hate, it just takes. It has no mind that maliciously tell it to, yet it steals and hurts and kills.

I dont like how its fundamentalized in language. You don't fight it. Fighting implies some form of equal enemies, it implies skills and strategies and leeway to improve. Sure, saying "you survived your battle with cancer" sounds wonderful, but what of the opposite? Do not tarnish the memories by claiming they are a loser in a fight that has no contestant except for maybe your own body for unknowingly, accidentally creating a cancerous cell. If anything, consider it a draw, as the cancer died with them.

But Techno won. He won so, so much. He wrote so himself, he would do it all again even with a hundred offered chances. He won his friends, his community, his success, everything.

A legend, a king, taken far, far too early. All the what ifs that only scortch and burn. The future rushes us like a maddened bull, but in the end, it always flinches first and settles into the present. We can do very little but breathe in, breathe out. There's both agony and catharsis in the knowledge that the world has not stopped turning. But for today, we are millions, scattered all across the world, mourning and crying for one singular person. And how beautiful, to have so many bow their heads in solidarity for your life. Being mourned is human right, and he has so, so many. Mourning is the remembrance of something great. It is the pain of knowing that things won't be the same.

Comfort is the answer to all life's problems. It doesn't solve them, but it makes them more distant for a bit. Keep eachother safe, seek out communities and just talk for a bit. My DMs are open right now if you don't have anyone else

If there is such a place, I know Techno will triumph the kingdom of God, and watch us from his throne, chuckling and calling us crybabies. He got spectator mode while the rest of us nerds remain in survival. Good fighting king, and here's to the absolute rediculous astonishment we may face when we pass on and come face to face with him, laughing at us about how we fell for the 'Dave' thing.

I am not a religious person. I believe that we cannot know if or not there is something greater. I don't have a particular religion, --a particular tale of afterlife to be precise--, that I gravitate my agnostisism around.

But I hope that there is somewhere in the stars or beyond the sunset that he may reunite with family and friends again one day.

'Are we living a life that is safe from harm?'

Of course not. We never are. But that’s not the right question. The question is are we living a life that is worth the harm?

It might feel like your life is unraveling, but your life cannot unravel. Your life is your life. You haven't lost it. It's just different now

Goodbye King

In our hearts, memories and mind, truely;

Technoblade never dies

#technoblade #techno #technoblade never dies #tribute #goodbye to a legend #my heart aches for his frinds and family #fuckcancer

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