#and now I’m crying while reading this

[rustyarcade]

None of you will ever understand Wednesday, Enid, and Bianca friend group like I do NONE OF YOU GRAHHHHH!!! (A reuploaded 🧵 from my twt)

They lay on the roof of Ophelia Hall and stare at the stars above them like once a week to talk about literally everything and nothing at the same time

They have the constellations memorized at this point and talk about them like they’re old friends

They talk about their moms a lot. And the night when Crackstone was revived. Or whatever other internal issue. It usually ends up with one of them crying. Almost always Enid. But there were times where Bianca cried. And Wednesday did once too. But no one likes mentioning it

It’s the one time a week where Bianca doesn’t have to keep her bossy, queen bee demeanor, Enid doesn’t have to keep her peppy, always happy attitude, and Wednesday doesn’t have to completely shut out the world around her

Sometimes when it’s a rainy night, they run into the forest and just chase each other for hours. When they get tired, the sit up against a tree and talk. But as soon as that energy returns, they go back to running and giggling

They consider each other closer than Yoko is with Enid, Divina is with Bianca, and Eugene is with Wednesday

They are each others biggest supporters no matter what and are willing to sacrifice themselves to make sure the others are happy

Their friendship isn’t loud to the world it’s more of a winky thing. Not that they’re hiding it, but there’s no need to announce it either. But at the same time it’s so obvious that they’re friends

They tease each other so much. It’s their love language. They’ll make comments to each other. They’ll pretend to throw each others’ stuff to make each other laugh

When fencing club is over they’ll talk for HOURS in the club room afterwards and even do some more spars if they’re up for it

Bianca was the third ever person Wednesday hugged (first being Enid, then Eugene) but it was after such a vulnerable moment that as much as she’d love to brag about it to everyone, Bianca will take it to the grave just for Wednesday

Enid loves buying them all subtle matching gifts. From plushes to bracelets to anything really, Enid will find one for each of them and theme them accordingly

She especially loves getting them powerpuff girl themed stuff. Bianca is Blossom, Enid is Bubbles, and Wednesday is Buttercup easy

If Yoko is wenclair nation president, Bianca is vice president. She loves their relationship and is honestly so happy for them. Both reached out to her for advice. She felt like a proud mother watching them realize their feelings right in front of her eyes.

Wednesday and Enid’s relationship isn’t overbearing in their friendship. Bianca is never treated like a third wheel and Wednesday and Enid have the absolute respect and comfortability being themselves around Bianca

They were the first people Bianca told about her being Poly and Pan. She was terrified and so nervous but they accepted her immediately and let her know that she could tell them anything

They’re the biggest biayokovina Stans as well

Everyone at school knows they’re the most powerful trio in the universe and they love each other so much UGH-

Ok thanks for reading goodnight feel free to add ur own ideas/headcanons abt them cuz I love them so much

#wenclair #enid sinclair #wednesday addams #wednesday 2022 #bianca barclay #headcanon #I remember crying while writing this #and now I’m crying while reading this #BiaYokovina #I NEED to write fics based on these headcanons soon istg #can u tell I think about them alot #cuz I do #late night arcade posting #I love them sm #it’s not even funny

[kg-clark-inthedark]

I've been bewitched body and soul by @uncontrol-freak's corvosider au in which Corvo is a grizzled sea captain, so I made a short fan comic for ch 2. If you want to know where the seas will take them, check out their fic, Abyssal!

Higher quality version linked here because tumblr always chews up my comics

#seriously though I highly recommend abyssal #corvosider out at sea what more could you want #seasoned and gruff captain attano has me swooning #overall though I’m pleased with how this comic turned out #big departure from my usual style and I think it paid off #the idea for it to be on old nautical maps is what struck me first while reading the fic #thanks for the inspiration!! #I love this fandom I love how we all feed off each others ideas and share with each other #(also yeah I’m finally glazing my art now and I hate how it makes it look. if you bring up the artifacts I WILL cry) #uncontrol-freak #my art #my comics #abyssal fic #dishonored #the outsider #corvo attano #corvosider #dishonored fanart #dishonored au

[liabegins]

holy mother of god, i finally finished reading top 1 ao3 fic (by hits) in sterek tag and i need an fucking hour or preferably a whole day to start breathing normally and to return to life after this. how are people so talented i have no idea🥹 oh and the incredible arts, so worth it😭

my dear sterek mutuals (or literally anyone interested), if you haven’t seen it yet, you don’t know what you’re losing

so please show some love, gratitude and literally everything for this masterpiece -> Home by TheTypewriterGirl

DEAR AUTHOR, I HOPE BOTH SIDES OF YOUR PILLOW ARE COLD EVERY DAMN TIME 🫂

#i swear i felt every possible emotion while reading this #i’m going to cry in the pillow now #sterek #teen wolf #lia rambles #random things #happy thoughts

[megamcm]

How am I supposed to sit here, sleep even, knowing that Percy Jackson and I have both called our moms in the middle of the night crying about how we have no friends and we want to go home. How am I supposed to sleep knowing Percy Jackson and I both have said “I think I finally made some real friends” only to be betrayed and hurt by them in the end. HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO LIVE knowing Percy Jackson and I both deep down feel like we’re broken. FUCK.

#guys I can’t begin to describe the emotions I am feeling #everything he said in his prayer to his mom is so relatable #I never felt this deeply connected while reading those books #I read them when I was really going through the peak of my friendship crisis #worst year of my life #and now this gods dam show is making me feel again #percy jackson #pjo #pjotv #I’m gonna cry

[whatsorryiwasntlistening]

I just finished Dark Heir. It destroyed me. That ending. And now I have to wait FOREVER for the next one. And it left off like that. I’m never going to survive. Those last 20 ish pages were the most intense thing I’ve ever experienced. I am literally crying. And dying.

#dark rise #dark heir #c s pacat #cs pacat #im not okay #nothing is okay #nothing will ever come close to what I experienced while reading this book #I’m going to go cry some more now

[seventh-district]

so uh. that 2.2 Special Program, huh

#hsr #honkai star rail #hsr 2.2 #hsr spoilers #hsr leaks #the body of this post reads as far less enthusiastic than i really am #i just don’t know how to casually return from my latest 2 week hiatus only to gush abt a game i’ve hardly blogged abt before #but i’m not making a whole ass sideblog for it like i did for Genshin. nah y’all r gonna bear witness to my fixation with this one #so anyways don’t mind me. vibrating into another dimension with anticipation for the next 11 days #it’s insane man. a year ago i Never ever woulda thought i’d be so invested in this game. and it took Months for the game to really grab me #but i’m v glad i kept coming back even when i was struggling to really get into it. like i just had this feeling that if i stuck around and #gave the game a chance to really like. come into its stride. i just always felt like there was Something there and i just hadn’t found it #and holy shit i finally found it in Penacony. the devs really truly outdid themselves with this region and these characters and this story #not to discount everything that’s happened prior. like i was genuinely Liking it all before now but i wasn’t Loving it y’know #but that may be more a ‘me having to fight tooth n’ nail to force myself to consume new media’ thing than it is a matter of the actual game #anyways i came here to talk abt the program! bc since i’m not filming my HSR stuff i’m gonna be insufferable abt it on Tumblr instead ! :) #and i’m probably not filming any more Genshin stuff. or anything else at all for that matter but let’s not talk abt that dead dream #pun not intended lmao. Anyways let’s return to the subject at hand while there’s still room left in these tags shall we #i’m so fucking glad they had Aventurine on this program man. especially since he’s leaked to only have 18 lines in 2.2… it was nice to see- #-him here at least 🥹 i’ll take what i can get. his unenthusiastic little bird noises at the beginning.. him being reluctant to come out.. #the way one of the first things to come out of his mouth was ‘y’know DR RATIO once told me…’ like boy we get it ur in love with him 🙄 (/J!) #i love how they can’t go on these programs w/o talking abt each other it’s adorable. AND THE WAY HE WAS THE ONE TO EXPLAIN BOOTHILL’S KIT!? #they can’t just fuel my crackship like this… god and his whole ‘muddle-fudger.. son-of-a-nice-lady?’ thing had me wheezing #Aven mocking Boothill’s inability to curse was not on my special program bingo card but fuck i’m here for it #and Robin being all curious abt him was so cute.. ‘who /is/ he? … does he order milk at the bar?’ i’m crying she’s so sweet #also the trailer was fucking insane. which feels redundant as hell bc all of HoYo’s version trailers go hard but like. still. wow. #that millisecond long shot of Boothill surveying the skyline is so fucking good. also what the fuck is Jing Yuan doing here!! #not complaining at all tho. we’ve got JY & DH(IL?). Argenti(?). Boothill. Sunday. Aven. all my men r here and i am eating so fucking good #Seven.txt #viddy game stuff

[fraberry-stroobcake]

is it gay to be so overwhelmed with emotions by thinking about someone you care about so much you almost want to pick up writing again

#- but also it’s night time and you can’t fall asleep even though you need to get up early #and you’re just stuck imagining the lines you want written down #so your only options are to do it now while they’re still there #or not and then forget all of them in the morning and cry #hi i’m the gay one help i haven’t been in this state in a while #i’m just in that state again somehow i guess #probably because i never got a chance to tell this person how something so small for them meant a world to me in that moment #i hope i’ll be able to tell you all that myself in a more direction way but i love you so much you mean the world to me #okay i don’t actually want to scare you off by saying that but knowing what my mind is imagining for this you’d think that yourself anyway #i should probably stop taking now it’s way too late and i’m being tooooo emotionally vulnerable rn #hi guys sleepy night time frab here i’m the (other) emotion + vulnerable one #don’t you love to see it #i wonder if anyone is still down here reading these tags #hi if you are! send aaaa hmmm send a little ‘£; e’ if you read to this point #also why r u still reading? weirdoooo /jk love you #but really don’t be down here too long i’m sorta bleeding all my feelings out right now #because i’m so bad at expressing myself directly and as soon as i want to #ugh i’ll leave now i’m lonely and talking to myself too much again #night night everpony #frabrant #wonder if i’ll write more again… ok i’m LEVAING now gah

[lavampira]

okay even as much as my mom and I have been at it today, she does know how to pick the most low-brain power ridiculous but funny shows for us to binge watch and decompress, and I love her for that magical intuitive power tbh

#grey’s was making me cry so she wrangled the remote away to try ginny & georgia #since we’re hanging (read: i’m helping take care of her) while my dad’s out of town for work this week #but anyway. yeah. not as weepy or anxious now at least #the life and times

[ninacarstairss]

i fucking love that i can sing along to all the aurora songs as if i’d listened to this album forever. like kill you to try and let me down easy came up and i was singing my fucking heart out to the songs of a band i read about over a year ago and i mean— it blows my mind

#the fact that i can listen to aurora #that i can sing along to all the songs #i’m fucking crying #it’s unbelievable #i read this book almost two years ago now and while i read i had this physical need to liaten to these songs #i craved this album #and now i finally can #it’s really mind blowing #daisy jones and the six #daisy jones & the six #djats

[turtletaubwrites]

Okay y’all, how do I write all the hard things without feeling all the hard things 😭😭😭

#halp #do y’all cry while you write? #I cry when I read too #I have to take breaks when I can normally charge through a chapter #I love the pain #but it’s making me write so slowly #I’m very uncomfortable right now #lol #writing #mine #fic writing #writing advice

[just-rogi]

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#like I’m sorry #I love my best friend so so so much and she’s perfect and kind and has gone above and beyond to be rational and to be there for me #and I get it she’s an autistic woman and has faced adversity and has had to go on medical leave and that’s hard #and I’m not being dismissive of her struggles #but it makes me so angry because her parents unconditionally love her and her siblings and have always made her feel that way #and has never worried about money as a kid #and yeah her relationship with her parents isn’t perfect of course #but she literally cannot understand domestic violence beyond just reading about it in a book #like she did everything she can to understand and relate #but sometimes I want to scream because I feel so alone #because no one in my life fucking understands why I’m the way I am #and I’ve been struggling the past two months really badly with coping #I’ve had to go to the doctor to ask about PTSD and not like the tik tok OWO kind #but the I was in a car crash as a kid with my dad as a drunk driver and I keep getting flashbacks in my daily life to being a small child #that are impacting by daily life and interactions #and like I feel so fucking alone #and to hear from my friends ‘your right this is horrible and toxic but lots of people go through this’ ISNT FUCKING HELPING #I don’t want to hear that it’s normal I want to feel fucking safe in my bedroom without my mother blowing up my phone or calling the cops #I am unwell and I’m so stressed and I’m so sick and I can’t cope with this and none of the therapists I’ve tried to find handle ptsd #especially not therapists of color #I’m angry and I’ve been getting worse over the past two months #and not that it matters but due to ^^^ reasons my birthday has always been insanely fucking bad for me #like depression watch bad. when I turned twenty I was vividly hallucinating while walking around campus for a week straight having #flashbacks in class and I had to be taken out of the auditorium because I was physically unwell and couldn’t stop crying and shaking #and I told my friend I didn’t want to celebrate I just wanted to sit on her couch and not be alone and she fucking ditched me #because an emergency with a different friend came up the night before #like I have a history of suicidal ideation traumatic flashbacks eating disorders and self harm and I’m asking you to be with me on a very #upsetting day and you call me the night before telling me we have to cancel because another friend is having a bigger crisis #and like you don’t even feel a little bad about it?? #I’m just upset and scared and I’ve got a doctors appointment tomorrow and I’m not in reality right now and that’s scary

[matt-murdick]

I feel like we don’t acknowledge the level of trauma Remus Lupin went through when he was four and a werewolf came through his window whilst he was sleeping and mauled him. like he would have died rather than be turned if his dad hadn’t shown up throwing spells about. that shit is heavy

#remus lupin #I love my angst factories #hp #marauders #I’ve been reading wolf star fics lately can you tell #surprisingly I find there’s more angst about Sirius’ childhood than about the time someone tried to kill 4yr old Remus in his bedroom #most don’t even touch on it #they just have Remus feeling like a monster and then the full moon every now and again + feeling I’ll #*ill #like bro he was ATTACKED. BY A GROWN MAN. WHILE HE WAS SLEEPING. IN HIS OWN BEDROOM. #that 100% should’ve been a safe place for Remus and he probably never felt safe there again #I certainly don’t think he slept in his room for month. he slept in his parents’ bed. #but also his parents were trying to fix him. and he was a baby werewolf with no real understanding of what was happening to him #and they were scared of him #i’m not crying you are #anyway fuck jkr

[ifyoucandaniel]

AYYYYYYYYE YA BOI GOT THE BOOK this is a dream come true to my middle school self 😭 the way nico was my first time seeing queer representation presented in a safe space that was just for me in my books so that i could decide for myself how i felt and helped me realize things about myself??? coming from a strict religious upbringing and having him as a character to really open up some doors, and now getting to see him get his own book??? i’m a lot more emotional than i need to be

#the sun and the star #i’m gonna go cry quietly while i read this now <3 #the love i hold for this boy is unmatched #ugh ugh ugh #nico di angelo #will solace #nico and will #<3

[shewhoeatssand]

Just finished reading Killing Stalking!! I think my taste in literature is going to eventually drive me insane (still really liked it though)

#that was a fucking experience #it reminded me of tg because whenever I stopped reading it #I’d get sad about not reading n be like #ooo I miss my serial killer son #then while reading I had a hard time stopping #which is why is 3am now… #killing stalking #oh sangwoo #yoonbum #THIS MADE ME SO SAD OMG I’M GONNA CRY WHY DID THIS HAVE TO HAPPEN I LOVED HIM SO MUCH

[whorenerdking]

reading a fanfic that’s got me like

#steddie #its a steddie fic so I’m putting it in the tag #and I started thinking about ‘leaves from the vine’ while reading it #so I’m currently sobbing in my living room #I wanna so many things about it but I don’t think any words would do it justice #the author spun the words so beautifully #every sentence chipped away at my heart #I’m honestly still crying over it #it was beautiful #💖💖💖 #🥹 #also I’ve been listening to ‘leaves from the vine’ on repeat for like half an hour now so that’s not helping my tears

[seventh-district]

it’s finally getting cold enough that i can bring my cardigan collection back into rotation without feeling like i’m gonna melt into a puddle the second i step outside!!!

#Seven.txt #my face #i have rematerialized back out of the void to once again make my once-in-a-blue-moon selfie & life update post #i’m running on 4 hours of restless sleep and the single banana i ate for lunch earlier today. let’s do this #hrrrrg i hate the lighting in my bathroom but i refuse to take pictures in the absolute Mental Illness Disaster Zone™️ that is my bedroom #anyways. got diagnosed with Mystery Pain Syndrome at the dentist today. so now i take ✨steroids✨ #the less funny explanation is that my tooth still hurts with pressure nearly a month post-root canal and That’s Not Good #so we’re trying some new medications to see if that fixes it. and if not then who knows. root canal pt.2 the sequel. or extraction. sigh #and so the Dental Saga continues. todays visit went quite well in spite of the unforeseen mystery pain delaying the tooth-shaving plans #we had some time to kill so he managed to fill some of my other tiny cavities while i was there today so that’s good #okay moving on. what else. uhh. OH they finally came out and ran the fiber to the house last week!!! now i’m just waiting on one more- #-guy to come and finish the interior install and the long awaited fast internet will finally be mine eheheheheeeee #now i can feel my hours upon hours of unedited gameplay footage breathing down my neck :) #man i’ve got so much stuff piled up right now. i’m drowning in Tasks and it’s a lil overwhelming but i’ll handle it all! eventually #uhhhhm my current writing project is coming along well! i’ve never put so much time and effort into a oneshot before in my life #its a labor of love though and i think i’m gonna be really proud of myself (and the fic) once it’s complete #even if no one reads it bc it’s so goddamn self indulgent and kinda lowkey throws canon out the window but like. fuck it! #if i want Astarion to write a song on piano and perform it for me while mentally taking me on a trip down memory lane. then so be it #fr though i’ve never written anything quite like this and i rlly want to do it justice. even if its unrealistic i still want it to be Good #in other news i received word that one of the chickens i sponsor at my local Gentle Barn has passed away so i had a lil cry abt that #i feel so bad for his little tiny chicken wife. they obviously loved each other and it’s like. so sad when one half of an old couple dies #like. she pulled him out of his depression after his 1st wife died. now who’s gonna be there to pull Her out… #anyways let’s not get all sad about that again. in happier news my cat who i presumed died/got killed has returned home uninjured!!! #after that huge stray dog chased her into the woods i thought we’d never find or see her again #but then the morning after i started grieving her she showed back up hungry as hell yet completely unharmed like the enigma that she is #so that’s one definite highlight from earlier this month. uhh what else. rapid fire summary of the past few weeks let’s go- #Jersey turned 10! Bullet turned 10! my 6 year Veganniversary happened! i’m approaching 700 days on DuoLingo! #i’ve written more than 20 thousand words! i’ve been facing some fears! fighting my OCD! taking care of myself! (kinda!) #anyways things are far from being all sunshine and roses around here but i’m trying to focus on the good stuff for the most part #for now tho i have a headache and have reached 30 tags so it’s time to go shovel some mashed potatoes into my mouth :)