#bc it just bums me out

[sun-marie]

This is probably gonna be the last time I talk about this bc all it really does is make me sad and it's not the kind of thing I want to focus on abt BG3, but whenever the larian writers say some out-of-pocket shit about Wyll or Gale I'm reminded of this

#like. #being completely honest i kinda don't give a shit about what the writers think of their characters #if they can't be respectful than they've lost the privilege of my attention #anyway all of the characters in bg3 are amazing in their own right and no amount of shitty opinions/jokes can change that <3 #they all deserve love and freedom and yes that includes wyll and yes that includes gale #anyway like I said this is the last time I'm acknowledging it bc from now on I am actively avoiding hearing from the writers #bc it just bums me out #bg3 #gale of waterdeep #wyll ravengard #marie speaks

[wellnoe]

wips of the worst woman and your war criminal campaign manager

#sharing these in part BC #i realized that one of the joke fliers is unreadable :( #and i'm trying to figure out if i want “The ghost of george hw bush says listen to kesh!!” #to be in a more readable place or not. i think it would ruin the vibe #just a bit. but that line makes me laugh a lot so im bummed about it #w.me

[weaverofink]

Redraw of a panel from the teen titans to give Conner back some of his bisexual swagger

#going from his young justice design to his titans design. downgrade of the century #i jest. but really tho #the actual art of the comic books is great its just conner's design specifically that kind of bums me out #give him back his earring!!! #the leather jacket too #also the hair. i was really upset about the hair bc it was just SO GOOD in the early yj days #young justice #young justice 1998 #teen titans #kon-el #conner kent #tim drake #dc comics #comic redraw #not really sold on the way i drew tim but im tired so it's good enough #trying to get quicker and looser w my style!! this pen i started using is really nice #art #my art #weaverofink

[duckiemimi]

it’s bpd

#puts a lot into perspective i think #cost me a lot too especially my last major split #i’m doing cbt but my parents really want to try hypnotherapy so we’ll see (my poor bank acc…) #lots of things i wish didnt happen but for some reason i’m mostly bummed bc all my writing is just depressing #which is fine! but (and maybe this is my tendency to be harsh on myself) a bit corny even by my standards #i’m glad we had the bipolar misdiagnosis straightened out bc i dread going back on lithium (though at one point i thought it helped) #(i mean despite the way bpd is treated online i guess) #thank u all so much for ur kind messages and comments!!! i’ll never run out of gratitude #but i’m sorry if i don’t respond to everyone! #i’ll pop up once in a while (?) and i’ll make sure it’s good i hope that’s okay!

[kaioshin-kai]

Happy new year mfs

I don't have time to finish art and life is 2fuckin busy RIP so another sketch

Shin found a bitch with a higher testosterone level than Kibito, good for him ♥

#(ooc) #tahinnia #supreme kai shin #majin oc #kaioshin #tf am i doing #I just know that someone is going to blacklist me for this kind of bullshit #i am cringe i am free #its okay to reblog if you want but I'm just bummed out rn that I can't finish this shit bc family constantly want me to be around :/

[variksel]

at what point am i to blame for what adhd does to me. at what point is it "adhd made it fucking physically impossible for me to focus today so i didnt do much work and hate it" versus just "i didnt do much work." am i allowed to feel shitty about it or is that just wallowing

#genuine question honestly #like. it feels like fucking shit to not have anything to show for sitting at a computer for 8+ hrs #but like thats My Fucking Fault for not doing the work #like god i tried but it just wasnt good enough #and like. what am i allowed to say about it? oh my adhd meds ran out (5 months ago) thats why it didnt work out? #but the reason i havent gotten new ones and let these ones run out is bcs of the same exact reason #i just couldnt bring myself to refill them just like i couldnt work today #so thats again my fault and it Sucks SoBad #i base a lot of my self worth on being productive and adhd makes mr feel like im not worth much when i cant do anything #UGH ANYWAY thats dramatic but. idk. bums me out i really was looking forward to working a long time today #adhd #neurodivergent #neurodiversity #actually adhd #adhd problems #adhd brain #vent #rant #adhd rant #neurodiverse stuff

[xannerz]

its always surreal to me to see people praise s2 of centaurworld. s2 was so spectacularly bombastic and aimless and it ended in this awkward forgettable fizzle.

i feel like a dick saying it b/c i really do love the show lmao. or, at least half of it lmao (/stares at tnwk). gf and i've been thinking about rewatching it just to write out our thoughts on why s2 was such a poor follow-up to s1 - from the tone to the setup to all the worldbuilding the narrative had to offer in between the (far more) memorable songs of s1. idk. it's sad because cw really had the bones of a cult classic, but idek if you can call it that.

ive seen a few posts commenting on its lack of popularity, and i feel like it certainly deserves more, b/c i do feel like it's a novel idea made w/ love, but the shift btwn s1 and s2 wasnt just in the plot. there was a full-on *fracture* in the quality and direction and i'm still scratching my head over it. more than i should be, probably. but, it's just a bummer.

#centaurworld #centaurworld critical #<- a tag i never thought i'd use lol #ok EDIT: fuck it im tagging this maybe there are others who'll also see their own viewing experiences in this post too #dont mind me rambling #but i got an ask on my thoughts abt cw a long time ago (hi!! i still have it 😭) and ive been wanting to write a detailed response since. #debating tagging this since the fandom's already p small and i dont wanna bump the tag with negativity #even if it is (what i feel is) p fair criticism. but idk people are sensitive and conflate it w hate idk idk #ive seen thinly-veiled hate posts in the t*ngled the series tags and it's always bothered me. #bc you can tell op just like hates xyz character or the show entirely and its like can you just come out and say it LMFAOO #but i genuinely like cw. i so so very much do. so i get bummed out! gf and some other friends and i were so excited for s2 and #when it rolled out ep by ep we were like 'it'll get better right? right?' #also tempted to just draw more cw fanart in general bc the t t s fandom is slow and if half the people dont have each other blocked #theres simply 0 overlap in fave chars or interpretations so lmao #im going back to work i just feel sour LMAO #also adding that i think a lot of people conflate a story eliciting an emotional reaction from you = its good #but ill revisit that and all these thoughts again eventually in another post. we'll see. #and i STILL want a nwk tattoo lmao. or at least an elkie. gf and i love elk bc of this guy! the impact that he has! #xangoeswah

[cerealmonster15]

while im here. take my stupid dog son and also sebeks there too this time. i think i decided he is in fact a first year in pomefiore and ALSO on the track team w/jack and juice. let him run. set him free. ok bye

#twst oc #oc: fidel #ocs #cereal tries to draw #i think i scribbled this right after i drew him the first time #i wasnt gonna post it but what the hell ever this is my house #ive been playing with markers irl more lately it's fun #doin doodles and hiding lol #i did update my artfight with scorpius finally last night i think #but i still gotta add his lore later. i just need to add flannery #i could add dogboy for funsies i suppose #i made myself log out of tumblr for like a week a lil while ago #and now im just sporadically popping in to lurk or make a post or two and then run away #bc i keep getting really anxious about god knows what lol im stressin myself out #however the booping tethered me im glad i checked in last night #to see the start of the boopening bc id be bummed if i missed that #anyway im doin some type of soul searching i just dunno what it is im lookin for #anyway x2 um hits you with my paws i guess. look at my son. ok good bye bonk bonk bonk bonk

[paalove]

saw a post that reminded me again and ughhhhh... so things that happen In Canon are always more canon than word of god. i don't caaaaare that p'aof claimed out loud that homophobia doesn't exist in bad buddy's world, it's not canonically true at all

pran's parents have a whole conversation where "no, it's chill if you're with a man too!" which is literally nonsensical if this was actually a no-homophobia universe - it would be like deciding to sit your kid down and tell him "we are actually fine if you go out with a blonde" - the very conversation presupposes that they are going against a default!

and idk if youve all forgotten but that was only something aof was discussing when the reaction to wai was, um, clearly Stronger Than Expected. it's an outside-canon retcon that's it that's iiiiiiiiiiiit

#and like incorporate it into your fic whatever there are many wilder aus than this! it just bums me out when people include it in meta lol #bad buddy #this is a bitchy post sorry (if it helps the one im annoyed at is p'aof bc extracanonical nonsense retcons are annoyyyyying)

[terra-tortoise]

its gonna take 2-3 weeks for staff to reasses my gf account closure -_-

#scribes #i am full of spite and hope #like angry hope #which is maybe just indignation #i am not gonna be super active i dont think until then bc it bums me out

[eirian]

what do you MEAN in order to get more commissioners i have to actually post my art

#im joking. btw. i know that i have to do this #its just been hard bc i feel such an insane pressure to ONLY do stuff that brings in money #so i dont rly..do stuff for fun all that much. which rly sucks. i want to have fun again #man. i want to do art bc i love doing art again. i cant believe im saying this but i need to fall back in love with my art #i want to draw just to draw. i want to love the process and not just the finished profitable image #its kinda bumming me out ngl. but i will live. i'll get my love back somehow. #maybe i need to become obsessed with something again idk. id love to be obsessed with some ocs or something. a show even #maybe i should rewatch inazuma eleven idk #something will help surely

[july-19th-club]

always makes me so bummed and sad when new patrons come in and they ask like "how many are we allowed to get" like. because i know some libraries actually do have a borrowing limit but the only time i ever was subjected to one myself was in elementary school. at the school library. and none of the public libraries in my county system have one or ever have and it's like. these people have been to places where the free book distributor set a cap on distributing free books. and they don't know that at our house you can take home as many as you're willing to return! they don't know! they think we're stingy!!

#we're not a very wealthy or large library either #and our satellite branches further out in the county are even smaller and less-funded #any one of us would have a perfectly valid reason to HAVE a checkout limit #but we never have and i'm glad of that bc it would be such a bummer . it makes me bummed out just thinking about it #in what free society do we deny the people the right to stuff as many words or concepts into their faces as they possibly can #q

[manasurge]

.

#sometimes I wish drawing wasn't such a lonely activity #am in a bit of a social mood but can't find anything to socialize about #i also wish I didn't need to spend ALL DAY trying to prep my brain to try to draw; despite it being something I wanna do and enjoy #why must i have executive dysfunction over my hobbies #this is why it takes me one million years to something I can actually get done in a few days at most #i'm so incredibly frustrated and it's super depressing and bumming me out #it's just so frustrating and i'm so irritated at myself #i know it's shark week so maybe it's why i'm a bit of a mess; but usually it doesn't affect me during the time so idk #also i love how every night I get to deal with the crippling dread and lowkey anxiety attacks bc everything i'm avoiding/afraid of and it- #- keeps festering in my mind and makes me avoid sleep for as long as possible and i'm stuck in an eternal negative feedback loop #i can't even do the thing i enjoy bc my brain is making it hard for me #not to mention that I constantly get those thoughts about how i'm never getting anywhere in life and i am in fact; ALONE #no irl friends or family and it still scares me to think about how worse things will get in the future for me. #not to mention not having a career or being capable of doing any kind of secondary schooling makes the dread even worse #but again frustrated and i can't even apply positive activities like how I'd usually do; not to mention i'm just always mad at myself about #-everything lmao #stupid brain just let me enjoy me hobby bc i wanna do it and you're not letting me and it's making me feel worse #delete later probably idk lmao

[technicalthinker]

Since I see a lot of reactions on articles/quotes from the Loki crew and cast, here are some general reminders when it comes to stuff like this;

There are so many people working on a show/movie and everyone make decisions creating the final product we watch. Of course they do a lot of work to unite their visions and make it cohesive, but "contradictions" may still happen. We often talk about the obvious people behind a show, the actors, writers and directors, but there are also costume designers, composers and editors, etc. All of these people can have different perspectives and pull things in different directions, that just sort of comes with the nature of making such a big show.

And then it comes to producing a show itself. Productions are messy. Things get reworked on the spot because what might've worked on the page didn't work in practice, props break and need to be changed, actors can't be in for the day, etc. All of these affect the final products in chaotic ways. Sometimes unpredictable things like this may get in the way of or improve the story.

And finally articles/interviews purpose is to provide this one specific person's perspective and promote the show, or engage fans.

So take these things with a grain of salt. You don't need to base your entire view on the show on statements from cast/crew. Is the line less meaningful because it was improvised? Should we consider an episode to be less canon because it was apparently rewritten a lot from its original state?

Your fan experience will likely be healthier and more fun if you try to mainly engage with the art you have in front of you. If you read quotes from creators and feel frustrated that they are inconsistent with the art - first of all, art is subjective, it just comes with the territory. But my main point of the post is that even if a person is working on the show, it doesn't mean that their view is 100% represented within the text. You don't need to go full Death of the Author here, but you gotta remember there isn't just one author and that author's intent at work here, there is a production, with all that comes with it. And honestly? That's what makes it interesting. All of these visions coming together to create art that we get to take part in, and whatever vision we're getting as a viewer might be something completely unique.

#marvel blogging #loki #loki spoilers #KINDA #marvel #this is a long way to say: you dont need to go death of the author but it is more fun that way #IDK I CARE A LOT ABOUT THIS TOPIC SO I NEEDED TO PUT IT ALL DOWN #ive struggled with this before. getting bummed out by weird comments made by cast or crew but like. it aint HEALTHY. it aint fun. #i wanna be clear this is NOT a 'lokius truthing' post #this is NOT a 'dont worry it is canon dont listen to them!' post #im also feeling a lot for the sylki fans who are being told it was abt their romance when s2 very much downplayed that aspect of the writin #this is just like. #literally a reminder of how productions work #I AM A DESTIEL AND THE HOBBIT TRILOGY ENJOYER. I KNOW WHAT I AM SPEAKING OF. #hearing bts stuff from both spn and the hobbit (AND LOTR) has made me realise how much of the good that is happy mistakes basically #if you get something FUN from cast and crew? ENJOY IT. enjoy that laugh at it and feel seen #but if it makes you feel shitty it might be better to just leave it at the door #like it isnt just more fun and healthy that way i think it leads to more interesting conversations about art #thinking abt how the destiel 15x18 handprint was an accident of them realising they had to change the location of the confession #bc they had earlier fucked up a door and the script had missed it. #and tHEN it lead to the bloody handprint

[lemonhemlock]

it's so frustrating dealing with a friend that seems set on finding imaginary slights against their person and seethes in silence waiting for you to figure out what you did 'wrong' this time 🤦‍♀️

#this is the fifth time since october i've invited her somewhere to catch up and she said no #always with some excuse #which. sure. i can't verify #maybe the 8th time in the last year she refused for some reason or another #but there's only so many times you can give someone the benefit of the doubt #when she never initiates anything and just waits for us to ask her out #and if you don't happen to do that within the secret interval of time she is available and which she never discloses #she registers it as a slight #i'm so tired of these stupid mind games how old are you/?? #also she is SO hard to get hold of. never answers anything on any messaging app for days on end including the weekends #even if the proposal is time sensitive #girl you are NOT that busy bffr #i remember we invited her to see barbieheimer and she did not freaking answer on time. as usual. #and we had to get tickets without her bc the time slots quickly sold out #and ofc she was pissed at us bc she's can't be bothered to reply 🤦‍♀️ #she always is pissed even when it's clearly her fault #when she clearly sees the message bc she DOES check the apps whaddyaknow #and the one time we did manage to see each other she had the gall to propose that we go out more often!!! #and then never initiates anything and refuses everything #ik if i were to recount this to a third person they would tell me she already checked out of this friendship #it's so stupid #having to walk on these eggshells #bc we didn't even have a falling out she's just finding pretexts to become offended #that was been her modus operandi since the freaking pandemic #good lord the stories i have #lemonposting #anyway i'm bummed out now

[liquidstar]

I'm glad the "Satire requires a clarity of purpose and target lest it be mistaken for and contribute to that which it intends to criticize" meme is getting critiqued in its usage because... While the sentiment itself is absolutely true... I feel like sometimes, perhaps, it's not a work of fiction's fault that you're personally bad at picking up on satire

#im thinking about how i saw a person say futurama is bad because bad things still exist in the future #and its like. thats the point though? #the joke is literally the idea that if we never learn and grow from these problems as a society these are the hyperbolic extremes #that they would come to etc etc #do i think it was all well handled? probably not. it had a 14 year run im sure it fumbled lots of stuff and has shit that doesnt hold up #but i feel like dismissing it entirely based on just- #''but bad stuff happens. and i want the future to be better so this bums me out'' is just dumb LOL like thats literally the point #theyre taking the problems of today and making them into crazy hyperbolic extremes to mock them THATS WHAT SATIRE IS #there is a clarity of purpose youre just bad at picking up on it. NIXON WAS THE FUCKING PRESIDENT IN THAT SHOW FOR CHRIST SAKE #WHAT ELSE DO YOU THINK ''AMERICA'S FAVORITE SUICIDE BOOTH SINCE ****2008****'' COULD MEAN? #idk. this site is bad media literacy r us why take it seriously. but i am. bc its frustrating #bc that quote on its own is sooooo good at explaining why some ''satire'' is bad and doesnt work #but ppl who dont know how to engage w media beyond a surface level have taken it and turned it into like #''this is bad bc i didnt get it'' ok. sounds like a you problem. #but posting this is scary bc im afraid itll be used for the other extreme .-.