#boggle writes fic

[chichikoi]

hiraeth.

part II. synopsis: she watches as cassian falls for another, grappling with her own hidden affections and their newly snapped mating bond in the process. pairing: cassian x fem!reader fandom: a court of thorns and roses (book series by sarah j maas) genre: angst warnings: none a/n: house of balloons/glass table girls, this is his song... i love him. fluff part two coming up OBVIOUSLY, im not fucking ending it like this i cant do this to my #1 loverboy babygirl kitty princess beloved. @joyseuphoria hi <3

Cassian had always been the beacon of power and resolve, with a demeanor rugged and unyielding. But beneath the surface was vulnerability, and she knew that it was written in the stars for her to remain by his side as his closest friend and confidante, never to become one to uncover that side of him.

But it didn’t make it easier. Watching him as he fell for Nesta’s every glance, every touch, every word that escaped her mouth seemed to throw him deeper and deeper into a trance. And she was fine with that, and accepted it. Accepted that she would never be the object of his softened glances, his featherlight touches, his-

Her thoughts halted as Cassian stormed into the room, frustration radiating off him in waves. She glanced up from her book, her eyes immediately catching the tension etched onto his features. Without a word, she closed her book and shifted, making room for him on the couch.

Cassian collapsed beside her, his movements rough yet familiar. He stretched out, his feet finding their place on her lap almost instinctively. Y/N didn't flinch; instead, she settled into the comfortable silence, waiting for Cassian to speak.

"It's Nesta," he finally muttered, his voice heavy with frustration. "Training with her…it was like walking on eggshells. One wrong move, and she was tearing into me with those ice-cold eyes."

She listened attentively, her gaze soft as she absorbed his words. "It was like she was always testing me," Cassian continued, his voice growing softer with each word. "Pushing me to my limits, making me question everything I thought I knew about myself."

Her fingers instinctively started to massage his feet as he spoke. It was a small gesture, one born out of years of friendship and trust. Cassian didn't protest; instead, he leaned back against the cushions, allowing the soothing touch to ease the tension from his muscles.

As the minutes stretched on, their conversation ebbed and flowed, the weight of Cassian's burdens slowly lifting with each passing moment. Y/N listened, offering words of comfort when needed, but mostly content to provide silent support.

Cassian's breathing eventually evened out, his body relaxing against the cushions. Y/N glanced down to find him fast asleep, his features softened by the serenity of slumber. She smiled softly, her heart swelling with affection.

Suddenly, chains, bolts, and locks shifted, loosening, their weight growing just a little more tolerable. A soul peeked through. Broken, scarred, and trembling — with fear, she realized, but it stretched further and further. Yearning, searching.

It was as though a tether had snapped into place, an invisible thread binding her to Cassian in a way she had never felt before. Confusion flickered as she processed the intensity of the connection, the undeniable pull drawing her closer to him.

She was aware that this was not happening in the slightest. A mind trick. A dream, she thought. betraying once, the jolt of real-time that pushed through her. Burning her cheeks and stealing her breath. How the waking world slipped past the knobby parts of her fingers like a whisper, barely there, because dreaming was just a fancier word for getting lost. It held her there, suspended in imagination and for every second, it felt real. Like she could grasp the outlines and the textures. Like she could touch the weather, drink the clouds, and taste the sunlight.

The gods who had her in a chokehold withdrew.

Death feared her too, it seemed.

He was soaring in the air, and she was on the ground. She tried to reach him but he was far, far out of her reach. Seconds ticked by, and then minutes, and every thought that tried to sneak its way in, through this thick veil, bounced off and dissipated into thin air.

Because she then remembered… that beautiful things shouldn’t be broken. And she had a knack for breaking things.

The soft rays of dawn streamed through the windows of the House of Wind, casting a warm glow over the sitting room where she and Cassian had fallen asleep. As she stirred from her slumber, she found herself alone on the couch, the imprint of Cassian's presence still lingering in the air. She rubbed the sleep from her eyes, her mind foggy with the remnants of… dreams? Visions? She felt as though the very fabric of her existence had been torn asunder, leaving her adrift in a sea of uncertainty, but when has that ever stopped her?

So she stood on the ground and longed.

part II here >>

#WAHHH #MY FIRST CASSIAN FIC #i hope i did it justice man >< #stay tuned for part two maybe? #“maybe” lol i alrd started writing part two #its so mind boggling to write for book characters as opposed to writing for animanga characters #the fear of fucking up characterization #anywayd #clout tags coming up #acotar #acomaf #acowar #acosf #a court of thorns and roses #a court of mist and fury #a court of wings and ruin #a court of silver flames #a court of frost ans starlight #acofas #cassian #cassian x reader #cassian x you #acotar x reader #cassian imagine #cassian angst #cassian x y/n #sjm books DESTROY me #i need my animanga followers to know that mating bond is NOT an a/b/o thing. it is an acotar thing.

[blushinggoku]

Been trying to read some goku x reader fanfics (because I love him and cringe culture is dead) but there's soo few out there it's insane. I'm disappointed in this fandom for not loving goku more

#listen I understand he's married but that's what AUs are for #also there's way more vegeta x reader fics out there than there are ones with goku and that's a crime #he's the MAIN CHARACTER ffs!! #vegeta is written better and has a well written story arc that is true #but still #I guess this is the only way he could beat goku huh #this is should probably be a case of “if you want someone done right you have to do it yourself”/ #“you want this foc so bad make it yourself” #however A) I'd get too flustered writing goku x reader fics. #B)I'm already busy writing some stories for other fandoms that take all of my time #and C) I'd be afraid to make any of dbz's characters OOC (I need them to be accurate for my peace of mind or I'll cry) #so I will just suffer knowing there is not much of the fics I want out there #I have read a couple of good ones. but I'd only recommend like 2 of them #btw I gotta ask how tf is this possible. dragon ball has existed for 40 years and there's barely any selfshipping fics wtf #again especially pertaining the main fuckinh character. it baffles me. boggles my mind. makes me sob #star scrambles #goku

[borderlandsresearcher]

If you want good smut, always consult with the asexuals

#smut writers with aro/ace in their bios stay writing the most god defying devilishly stomache aching mind boggling fics of all time #got me kicking my feet in the air n sh!t #mk1 #mortal kombat #fandoms #asexual #asexual smut writers #aroace

[helianskies]

April 23rd might possibly be an important day for more than one person — especially this year 📕 [ read on ao3! ]

i wrote this fic four years ago and it was the first proper engspa fic i posted to ao3. i think these days i'd've written this a bit differently (arthur and toni included) but, since today is also April 23rd and i have nothing new to offer, i thought i'd share something old with you instead . . . 🌹

#helia writes #hetalia #hws england #hws spain #engspa #this is pure 'two idiots with feelings' #that much about toni and arthur is very much the same #i didnt originally want to edit the fic either so it stayed in its natural 2020 state . . . #. . . but i did have to justify-ify the alignment bc it was bugging meeee #(': #that this is 4 years old is mind boggling to me btw #i wrote this. at the start of lockdown. oh my goD

[just-french-me-up]

Some of yall are so horny on main it's actually kinda healing, good job

#like.... UNABASHED FILTH #and i'm here for it #all the power to you #you explore the depth of that id #you draw the most mind boggling fanart #you write the ungodliest-it-might-actually-go-full-circle-and-become-holy fics

[bogglebabbles]

I don't really miss the attention my fics got when I was posting regularly but I do miss how posting regularly encouraged me to actually finish the fics and keep my editing skills up to snuff.

#boggle writes #sorting through all the fic i wrote in the last two years to see what's actually finished/edited #and out of literally hundreds of docs i have *three* that aren't missing things or needing heavy edits #it really is a skill that erodes if you stop staying on top of it

[seoafin]

ddao currently being at 40k words makes it the longest thing i've ever written im kinda in awe

#im sorry im so mind boggled rn FORTYK!? #keep in mind i literally could not write more than 1k words until like a year ago #if i manage to finish this fic it's going to be the first thing i've ever written to completion woahhh #mt

[trillscienceofficer]

rewatching “Extreme Risk” now that I'm fairly invested in the stupidest Voyager polycule ever (Harry/Tom/B'Elanna/Seven) is... a whole thing because one moment I'll be crying about B'Elanna with literal tears streaming down my face and the next moment B'Elanna is boarding the Delta Flyer with the other three and yeah, obviously, they were the ones manning its first flight because the four of them built it after all. And in the end I come up with these elaborate castles of relationships because I want so much for B'Elanna to be loved, by as many people as possible, so imagine my reaction when in the episode B'Elanna saves the day with their support and trust. I know “Extreme Risk”''s ending is a little too abrupt and optimistic for what B'Elanna has just gone through, and yet. Those scenes on the Delta Flyer are so good.

#i rewatched the episode while writing fic and my mind was. boggled. #i was like oh my god i'm onto something #voy #7tpk #i really wish i could call this poly mess 'delta flyers' but that's way too confusing bc of popular podcast

[alexiskk]

i am a tlou fic machine u guys, workin on a request abt a lovely silly lil game night for our fav duo🥹, i would love to do drabbles or other stuff maybe, if ppl have any ideas, thoughts, comments, anything pls send🫶🫶🫶

#ik they aren’t very good but it’s too much fun to stop writing them #GET READY FOR BOGGLE NIGHT BUCKAROOS #tlou consumes every last brain cell #also i would lowkey write for marvel again just think abt it #english is my first language i am just a terrible proofreader😭 #tlou #the last of us #tlou tickle #tickle fic

[thespacelizard]

once again i am baited on discord into explaining omegaverse

#my username has been resident omegaverse expert for way too long #this KEEPS HAPPENING #how there are still people in my friend group i have not explained this to boggles the mind #my fucking obedience fic beta didn't know what it was. how have we known each other this long. and they don't know that #I DONT EVEN WRITE OMEGAVERSE

[queenhawke]

the thing about mythic quest s03e08 is like. you've only got nine 20 minute eps a season so you gotta make each ep count and you do this by devoting half the runtime to a bit about catching a rat? and you title the episode To Catch a Mouse despite the fact that it isn't even a mouse they're catching, knowing full well that last season had a whole thing about brad potentially being a mouse and everyone is gonna expect that to be relevant?? you have brad and jo working together again and they don't even talk about... anything? nothing about brad going to jail for her, really? like what was the point of that. you've got ian and poppy's part, which actually develops their characters further, but you couldn't do that for brad and jo? just gonna do jokes?

okay then

#sorry im rewatching random s3 eps for fic writing reasons and i just #what was the point of this subplot exactly #IT WASN'T EVEN A MOUSE #and like im trying to read the subtext here but most i can come up with is that brad and jo have a soft side #which we knew already #but GOD the fact that they don't have a meaningful talk about their relationship BOGGLES THE MIND #sorry i said all this before in my big s3 complainy post but im just bothered by it all over again

[samwilsonsbabymama]

Sometimes I wish I could write for Bucky and Steve so that I'd get more interaction/attention lol but I love Sam too much and I don't really care for Steve.

#im just venting here #also theres just something about me that rubs people the wrong way i guess #cause ive been on this how for like 4 years #and none of my fics have broken 1k #like if i suck at writing please just let me know #i fucking hate this #what am i doing wrong #i know it's because i dont write ce characters but like i cant write for him #it boggles my mind that people dont like anthony mackie characters #like this whole fine ass man and just nothing #i dont even care about the likes anymore cause inbarely get those but like damn #no messages no nothing #WHY AM I STILL HERE????? #i should fucking delete this blog #but then if i do then all my work is gonna be lost #no one fucking cares anne #get over it #im going to bed #I'll decide ifnim gonna delete in the morning

[newnewyorker93]

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: What We Do in the Shadows (2014) Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Anton/Viago (What We Do in the Shadows) Characters: Anton (What We Do in the Shadows), Viago (What We Do in the Shadows) Additional Tags: Pre-Relationship, Fluff, Flirting, Freckles Summary:

In which Viago enjoys puzzles, and Anton is just puzzled.

Wrote some What We Do in the Shadows!

#vianton #viago x anton #what we do in the shadows #wwdits #viago #anton #fic #my writing #actually posted this at like 2 am #bc i was so boggled that my brain actually let me write a whole fic basically in one go and completely unprompted that i didn't want to wait #never written anything for this ship or fandom before so i hope i did alright!

[duskholland]

I was rereading Crash Into You today and life is so unfair. Where is my Dutchy? :(

real. where is he. like Where

#im a bit ~~ abt tom at the moment but i swear if we get anything even slightly related to hockey!tom i’ll come straight back #or. wetsuit!tom. but mostly dutchy #i genuinely think about him all the time #and really hope one day i can write more for him… there’s just too many directions to take him i get overwhelmed every time i try to plan it #anyways #thank u i know i say it a lot but it really is so so so mind boggling to me that people remember my fics #and it’s v special when it’s a character i care about so much #so thank you 🫶 #anonymous #also ur dutchy is out there . keep looking you will find him

[bogglebabbles]

My problem is I start a fic, write until I hit even the slightest snag, and then proceed to toss it to the side and start a new fic in the hopes that this one will be smooth the full way through.

#boggle writes #i am easily discouraged with fic/writing in general lately #and when i do finish something i just. don't like it enough to edit it most of the time #buh.

[padfootastic]

working on foundations of decay after…a long time bc everything i’ve posted so far has been pre-written like. months ago. def before my lil writers block episode.

and it’s—interesting, really. reminds me why i love fanfiction so much. it’s the endless possibilities. i can do whatever with my characters, manipulate the situation to my fancy and…that’s okay? it’s in my control?

writing only one shots definitely makes u forget that lil fact tbh there’s just not enough time & space

#i think i need a tag for this one lol #anyway. i’m just. having fun with tis? #i’ve realised i really love worldbuilding #it’s so pointless bc almost everything is OOC and/or fanon #but it’s just. so interesting at the same time. fun. #and like—FoD was supposed to be a harry & sirius bonding fic lol #but then it just snowballed into all this #and i looked over my notes and outlines and stuff #and i put So Much thought into this??? #and sirius def doesn’t come in until like. chapter 5 or 6. minimum #and idk where i’m going w this #but i’m just glad that i’m able to write for it again #bc im so so excited to get to the later parts!!! #what i’ve got written already—around 25k words—is stuff i reread all the time hehe #and i want others to as well #but also just. ultimately it is self indulgence ykno? #and that tag makes it much better and low stress tbh #also hoping this’ll motivate me to work on my prongsfoot MC hehehe #i reread it today. it’s only 2k words but i love the vibe sm #that i have acrisp WIPs rn (3!!!!) is so. mind boggling to me #actual* #fic: Foundations of Decay #pen’s writing