#but also i am SCREAMING let the lesbians be happy pls

[paperglader]

yes, it’s been three weeks, and yes, I’m still screaming about the fact that Imogen was at her lowest when she met laudna (was thinking of ending it all), and laudna had been roaming aimlessly for thirty years, utterly alone. No purpose, no reason for living, until she met the purple-haired sorcerer that saved her life no questions asked as soon as they first met, then chose to stick together forever, hold on to each other, sleep on the same bed for the next two years and help each other find answers to their miserable existence- and now, NOW that they finally got it together, got some stupid answers, and actually gained some power over the forces that had subdued them for years, KISSED, immediately- literally nine days into their relationship- the shitty world that they live in decided to make it clear and remind them that their days are numbered (significantly smaller numbers than they had accounted for) and that they won’t get to live their quiet life on a field, raise horses and just be. I AM OK ABOUT THAT. TOTALLY FINE.

#but also im not worried because laura bailey is there to captain this ship into the inevitable wedding one shot that we all deserve #but also i am SCREAMING let the lesbians be happy pls #i do think it's funny because marisha is so chaotic about laudna #like she's over there talking about how laudna doesn't believe she has very much of a future #and how excited she (marisha) is to explore rs conflict #and how she was like no im creating a dead lady this campaign that's sort of doomed by the narrative and NO ONE's gonna want to romance her #and laura was just like BET #like i am telling you #laudna presented imogen with the beutiful dream of a quiet life together and imogen temult will see it through with tears in her eyes #I KNOW #imodna #imogen temult #laudna #critical role #cr #campaign 3 #c3 #can you tell im still not over ep 49 #nor will i ever be until they get their soft epilogue #southern gothic

[bisexualfemalemess]

*HSMTMTS SEASON 4 SPOILERS*

Final episode. Oh, this is gonna kill me. Let’s go.

Poor ricky worrying about gina. HE WAS NOT HAVING DANI TRYNA JUMP IN LMAO. Ooh, there’s my babygirl G. Ricky being a supportive boyfriend, awww. EJ AS BOLTON, yasss. Gina wanted ricky to ask her to stay and he didn’t want to make the same mistake he did with nini, miscommunication trope, i hate it here. RICKY BOWEN IS A FUCKING MENACE. “hey, by the way, who the fuck are you guys?” Been asking myself this question for four years, we still don’t know. Awww, Ricky, baby. Ah, Monique coleman giving kourtney advice, aww cute. WISH WE WOULD HAVE GOTTEN AN ACTUAL THE BOYS ARE BACK SCENE. TIM, I’M UNDER YOUR BED. Ooh, rina paralleling troyella, babies. Why is everyone going to ej for advice lmao, even miss jenn. That boy is a freshman in college. Maddox is so pissed that ash and red could be back together. Madison knew hahha. MADLYN CONFESSION AND KISS, LET’S GO LESBIANS/ SAPPHICS! Also, the fact that ej carved their names into a tree, he knew since the beginning and was a supporter, 😂 Terri back off, gina’s already hesitant. Jealous ricky, awww. GINA JUST WALK AWAY, SHE’S SO GOOD, My gabriella fr. “Be good to her. Just please take care of her in New Zealand.” My boy loves her so much 😭😭😭😭😭😭. JENNZZARA ARE SO CUTE. NOT THE RINA LOOK EXCHANGE BEFORE MY BOY RICKY SINGS SCREAM. THEY’RE SO TROYELLA RN. Antoine is me. Aww not Benjamin touching his heart while watching miss jenn perform. JETNEY SCENE. MADDOX IS GOING TO NEW ZEALAND TOO WTF??? Aww, big red worrying about Ricky, such a good friendship. Ricky worrying about his future now that gina’s leaving. Rina right here, right now reprise version?! It work so well for them at this point in their story. My poor children, tim istg if they don’t get their happy end i’m suing. THE LOOK EXCHANGE AND GINAS SMILE AFTER THE SONG, DON’T MIND ME DYING ON THE FLOOR. HAHA MRS POTTER DID NOT LIKE THAT. WAIT ANTOINE IS ANDY??? WAIT ANDY AND RED???? ANOTHER RINA LOOK EXCHANGE DURING CURTAIN CALL, ARE YOU KIDDING ME?! andy screaming is me. DEWEY IS A SOFTIE OMG. AND A RINA CHEEK KISS! Seb 😭😭😭. Gina, my movie star baby. Ooof ricky’s speech hit me where it hurts. I hate it here. ITS OVER KOURTNEY SHUT UP 😭😭😭😭. G OH SHE LOOKS GORGEOUS AND THE WAY RICKY LOOKED AT HER AND MOUTHED ‘wow’. He’s in such awe of her, my otp. Oof, gina’s speech also hit me where it hurts. Not her calling jet out when it comes to kourtney haha. THE WAY SHE WENT THROUGH THE PEOPLE ONE BY ONE OH AND WHAT SHE SAID TO RICKY OMG 😭😭😭 “But with you I feel so seen, and so understood and so known.” THATS SO MUCH BETTER THAN ANY I LOVE YOU, OH THEY DESTROY ME. I MEAN SHE LITERALLY SAID “this one is gonna kill me.” The way the camera couldn’t find ej 😂😂😂. MISS JENN IS THEIR MOTHER, GINA CONFIRMED. THE RINA HUG AFTER HER SPEECH TO HIM PLS I’M ON THE FLOOR. NOT ASHLYN FINDING OUT MADDOX HAS TO LEAVE TOO. I HATE IT HERE. RINA AND MADLYN ENDGAME PLS. OH THE WAY RICKY’S VOICR BROKE WHEN HE SAID “I DIDN’T SAY I LOVR YOU.” OOH GO FIND THAT GUITAR RICKY. Ooh mack’s not doing Romeo and Juliette, ha. GO TELL YOUR GIRL YOU LOVR HER RICKY, GET THE GIRL. OMG RICKY! “Am i too late?” Some things never change. RICKY. CONFESSING. HIS. LOVE. TO. GINA. WITH. A. SONG. IN. FRONT. OF. REPORTERS. HER MOM. ALL THEIR FRIENDS. THEIR TEACHERS. HER BOSS. DON’T MIND ME ON THE FLOOR SOBBING HYSTERICALLY. THE LYRICS??? ‘Cause i love you fells a lot like high school and forever after that.”STFU. EVERYONE JOINING IN 😭😭😭 RINA ENDGAME OMG. RINI LOVE CONFESSION COULD NEVER. ITS HIS FAVORITE HAT SHUT UP. STFU STFU STFU THE EMBROIDERY ON THE TAG STFU. “Just like me.” RINA ENDGAME. OMG GINA MOVED THE MOVIE TO SALT LAKE BEFORE RICKY EVER EVEN SHOWED UP, RINA ENDGAME FR. AWW MISS JENNS STAYING TOO. RINA FOREHEAD KISS SHUT UP! Ricky is such a good boyfriend, helping her down. Terri finally approves! Ha. MISS JENN AND MR MAZZARA FINALLY. GINA WEARING RICKYS JACKET AHHH, cuties. BORN TO BE BRAVE NAWW. LAST RINA CHEEK KISS, IM FINE 😭😭😭😭 AWW THEY WENT TO DENNY’S. What a nice nod to nini. Omg the post credit scene STOP IT RN.

Seblos endgame ✅

Jetney endgame ✅ (kinda)

Madlyn endgame ✅

Jennzzara endgame ✅

MOST IMPORTANTLY RINA ENDGAME ✅✅✅ THEY CALLED US DELUSIONAL BUT WE MADE IT RINAS. THIS SEASON WAS FOR US. THIS IS THE BEST DISNEY SHIP THEY WERE SO INSANE FOR A DISNEY SHIP, OMG. OTP FOREVER, Golden retriever boyfriend and black cat girlfriend fr.

Question; Are we all in agreement that ricky definitely took over as Romeo after mack left the movie???

#gina porter #hsmtmts #rina #ricky bowen #ricky x gina #madlyn #jetney #seblos #jennzzara

[crimsonandcloverwrites]

bhah ch7 can’t stop won’t stop

lmao Dani being like ‘we should wait to discuss kids til after we’re married’ yes doesn’t seem like a giant thing u should make sure u agree on before u make a major commitment at all

Dani is so in love with Jamie sdjkhdfkjg driving to her house on instinct and just like...gazing at her in her old t-shirt and sweats like you’ve finally seen the light girl just kiss her already

god I can’t believe I have 2 more chapters of them as adults just being the absolute perfect match for each other to get through before they finally kiss in ch 11 (i’m maninfesting it no one say anything) I am literally going to scream. Dani will like... feel a little off and it’s all “i need to go to Jamie’s house and also tell Jamie everything and she will make me tea and let me be myself without all the expectations and I will feel better” I AM VERY HAPPY SHE CAN BE THAT FOR YOU BUT ALSO CAN YOU SEE WHAT IS HAPPENING HERE MS CLAYTON (actually I think she kind of does but she must extract herself from her real life first I guess)

oh no the new chapter is almost here I still have so much to read

forget ‘there was only one bed’ this is now a ‘there was only one tent’ stan blog only

thirsty Dani truly is the funniest I am so sorry ur suffering is so entertaining. Dani: literally whacks her finger with a mallet bc horny for Jamie. Me: uncontrollable chortling

the idea of Dani wrangling 8 year olds that are probably just about as tall as her is too funny. tiny legend

aww the lil background Hannah and Owen moments. cute

Dani in a big ol’ straw hat pls that’s so cute

this Jackie and Jamie situation..... GIVE US THE DEETS

hmmmmnnnnnngggg Jamie just straight down on her knees in front of Dani to tie her shoe lace I will absolutely let u have this gay panic Dani u don’t deserve to be made fun of right now

Jamie “I have a story” absolutely NOT

Viola, emerging from the lake in this no ghosts childhood friends story: surprise bitch

these two drunk idiots are literally teenagers dsjkhdfkgjh just get in ur tent

Dani, drunk in a tiny tent w the love of her life: hope this doesn’t awaken anything in me

when we finally get a Jamie on her knees redemption moment-

Dani, drunk in a tiny tent w the love of her life currently taking her clothing off: oh fuck oh fuck oh fuck (y’all really wanted to torture her this chapt huh?)

“dawn was a saffron colored suggestion peeking through a pinhole gap in the tent’s zipper” god that’s a pretty sentence can i pls borrow some talent

Jamie and Dani w kids is sooooo cute they have such a nice balance between them

just thinking about if teenage Jamie desperately in love w her bestie could see things now Dani being all into her w all her lingering looks etc how the fuckin turn tables

“Dani kept a firm grip on her sanity” lol

oh my god they’re both drenched in the tent w the soft lamplight and only their own bodyheat to keep warm whatever will they do

oh wait they also have the heat of their burning attraction to each other they’ll be toasty as anything

hhhhngggg abs

that’s like 4 mentions of Jamie on her knees aklhfdkjgkdjh enough

lads is it gay to imagine running ur fingertips over the scar on your friends back before pressing ur lips to it or...?

Jamie taking the time to teach Dani car things aww

lol not the smutty book

eddie honking at her gets so under my skin like my dude... my guy... stop

Dani thinking so hard about rain damp Jamie and how much she wanted to jump her while she’s in the car w her boyf and MIL. girl

imagine if we had to sit through a dani and eddie wedding before she finally managed to call this off how cursed

ayoooo Carson’s show I cannot wait. omg we get it this chapter too gbless this really is the Dani suffering hours

Jamie just so casually like.... not even flirting w Dani it’s all just kinda observations but every other thing she says makes Dani stop breathing skdhfdkfjh this is so good

Dani has like... a lack of object permanence but with Jamie feelings ok

pleeease the Dani Carson road trip that’s so cute I can just imagine what fun they would have had

uuughhh i wanna go to a sweaty bar n listen to loud music again

also would like a Jamie to press their hand to my lower back n make me lose my mind in a sweaty bar to loud music

this lil jamie dani carson trio is my faaaave

“Girls must be all over you.” and Jamie choking on her drink dsfkjsdhkf oh Dani u beautiful naive angel. god that’s so funny

Robin instantly going for Jamie... same bro

Carson’s lil found family band pls my heart is so full

Carson calling them his sisters n Jamie freezing up bby when are u going to accept these people care abt u and love u like family

Robin is so brazenly just like ‘ur hot’. a voice of the people i love her

Dani being lowkey jealous as IF Ms Taylor has eyes for anyone else babe

Carson knoooowwwwws. When do we get the Carson O’Mara biopic please I want his takes on everything I know they’re excellent

oh my god Jamie knowing Dani’s fave kind of pizza pls I love that so much (I can’t remember if it’s been mentioned in the past few chapters but I remember her being mad that Eddie didn’t in CH1? i love this lil detail) (also I literally just ate vegge pizza I feel so immersed in this experience)

dfkgjhdfkjgh Jamie licking her finger and Dani completely combusting this is so entertaining

fuck n then it gets all soft and about how they’ve been in love their whole lives this is emotional whiplash

Jamie constantly in protector mode but in this really quiet comforting way is so sweet I love her so much

god I just feel so bad for Dani that this kind of insane electricity she has with Jamie has probably never been a thing in her relationship w Ed bby u deserve someone that makes u feel like this

awww Carsons bf

Dani’s soul leaving her body when she sees them kissing oh no

Jamie giving Dani her jacket pleeease I am dying here... the romance of it all

and shariing cigarettes and intense looks these two really are somethin else

lmao even Robin is picking up on their vibes you two could level a building with the amount of tension between u

Dani’s moment of Realisation abt Carson n Jamie just being like... well yeah

lmao Dani subtly trying to figure out if Jamie is gettin’ it sdkgdfhkjgh

when these do two finally get together both of them are gonna be like... taken out by all of this. Dani has only ever known Eddie who just does not get her (and the fact that she is a lesbian so she’s never had real feelings for him in that way) and it seems like Jamie has only ever had surface level relationships with people who never really got her either (while also being in love w her best friend who she never thought would love her back). there’s no way this is wont eventually make at least one person cry a bunch (probably me) with how right all of it is

god Dani is so horny for Jamie sdflkdfjgkfdj preemptive RIP for Ms Taylor when Dani finally does get to live out all these daydreams on her I just know someones gonna end up pulling somethin

Does Dani like.... get that she will never love Edmund that way like is she fully aware of the fact she loves him but she’s not in love with him and all these feelings for Jamie aren’t just because it’s Jamie but because she’s not straight??? have we gone on that journey yet

aw Ed waited up for her

the book the book the book

dsfkdhfgkj oh Dani

“Jamie on her knees, looking up at her” listen-

girl u are so fucked

SIX. SIX MENTIONS OF JAMIE ON HER KNEES pls

THE DREAM

who could this possibly be about hmmmm Dani

christ

THE MEASURES SHE TAKES TO DEAL WITH THE DREAM lordt

“baffled but excited” i think is how I almost always picture eddie lol

dang get it girl take control

aw dani u poor confused little duck. i just wanna give her a hug

Dani dressed as Dorothy is awfuly cute

heh Jamie as a wolf i love her fursona

lmao toto

of course Jamie is well aquainted with the bleachers. cheeky. oh no not the art room. Dani dying inside and then imagining herself there with Jamie girl has got it baaaad u poor lil repressed gayby

Dani is... so thirsty... goddamn

lmao Jamie blatantly checking her out are u trying to kill her she already wants to rip ur clothes off

“To the third floor art room?” dfksdhfgkjdfhgjdhf imagine if this was it they just banged it out in the art room right now n got things sorted

god they go from horny to soft so quick i love the ways they care about each other

Jamie saying the scarecrow costume is fitting for Eddie PLEASE

ooh the infamous hickey

What Dani deseves: snuggles. What Dani recieves: struggles

the MEMES. god bless the memes

this was an excellent companion for my Wednesday hopefully I can churn through the rest of em before we are blessed w ch11 amen

#bhah

[myheartstopperblog]

WOW okay I know I've read the comic/books and knew what was going to happen but HOLY FUCK

My liveblog underneath, it's long just sain lol

MEET

Charlie walking down the corridor is adorable he looks so happy!!!

Ben fuck off

Tao bought Elle's drink🥺

Isaac my beloved (I love his smile)

Agsjshdhsj Nick DOES look like a golden retriever lmao

AHHHH the fountain pen hahahaha

Poor Elle :(

Mr. Ajayi must be protected at all costs

Lol Charlie's head drop

Poor Charlie seeing Ben with his gf

On no ED FUCK

Tori my love

Omg when Charlie said jesus afaksghsbshd

Afusgshs yes he was a nob thank you Tori

That locker scene OMG LOVE ALL OF IT

Their banter PLEASE

Ugh fuck those toxic boys

Awww he's teaching him🥺🥺🥺

Tao and Elle miss each other so much :(

Charlie's laugh AHHHHHHHHHHHHH the most beautiful sound everrr😭😭😭

Ben is such an asshole (Nick saying piss off to Ben just extended my life)

God Charlie crying really hit me FUCK

Charlie being all nervous awwwww

OLIVIA FUCKING COLEMAN AFSKSVSKBSHD

CRUSH

Aww Nick reaching out ahhhh

Thank you for being my supportive straight friend haha AFAKSGSIDHDJ

Charlies recent emojis omg🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️

THE HEART AHHHHHHHH

Where are my girls Tara and Darcy????

Oh shit there they are lmao

I fucking love Elles hair omg

IS THAT GIRL IN RED PLAYING???? ICONIC

No no he was horrible AGSKSHSHD CHARLIE SPITTING TRUTHS

AHHHH TARAAAAAAA

Aafahsgshs Darcy straight (ha!) to the point

Tori just appears out of nowhere I love that

Also what the hell is she drinking? Apple juice?

Ahhhh the British streets I miss it so much😭😭

He's so adorable with the hat🥺

The dialogue is like the fucking comic I can't😭

Wish I had the nintendo switch to play mario kart too :( I miss it (anyone wanna play with me?👀)

In his oversized hoodie PLEASE

OLIVIA (or Sarah ig lol)

OMG i am in love with that kitchen can I have it?

Lord just thinking now that we'll probably see David in s2🤦

IMOGEN!!! I SEE HER!!!!!

Oh fuck why is she looking at him like that......... God pls no

A YOUR MUM JOKE I CAN'T FUCKING BELIEVE IT AGAJSHSHBD I FUCKING LOST IT (this is so fucking british I love it)

Aww poor thing is in the reserve bench😭

Also are we gonna hear Charlie speaking spanish!???? Or maybe his parents??? Idkidk

I do miss Oli tho :( and Aled FUCK but I ADORE Isaac

Oh shit Tao is so fucking tall afskshshhd Charlie's a tiny little baby🥺

Oh no is this when Tao tells him about Tara?????

Oh fuck Charlie let me give u a hug😭

Oh Otis is here?

I fucking love his little waves omg how is he so adorable????

I WANNA BELIEVE IN ROMANCE AHHHHHH

Omg Isaac going for the hug too I FUCKING LOVE HIM HE MUST BE PROTECTED

French.... This better be a hint at the Paris trip afsjshdjdhd

They are so sneaky lol

Omg why is he getting so close ahhhhh

He cares so much that "what?" Was so sweet🥺

My god Kit looks so much like Taron Egerton holy shit (if there's ever a flashfowrd lol they better use him)

The school lesbians ahhhhhhh

Their "Heys!" Will be the death of me

THOSE LOOKS

Oh fuck it's the scene with the hands AHHHHHHHHHH

My boy is catching feelingssssssss

Charlie with the blanket hehe I do the same

MY GOD JUST FUCKING KISS I CAN'T TAKE THE TENSION

AWWWWWWWW THE HUGGGG😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Poor Nick needs a minute

Is he gonna look it up now?👀👀

Ouch Tao don't say that

Omg that pic is the cutest

He zooms in HE FUCKING ZOOMS IN ON HIS FACE😭😭😭😭

Omg he has so many frekles they are so pretty!!!!

HE'S LOOKING IT UP (we've all been there lol)

Also this song slaps

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

KISS

62% homosexual lmoa (but god you can see him struggling 😔)

Ugh is that Harry?

Wow Imogen's eyes are beautiful (but shit it's obvious she has a crush on Nick FUCK)

Lmao straight bating with that start and the title kiss agsjsgdjshdhd

But they were talking loudly? Why are they surprised he heard them? HE WAS JUST THERE BESIDE THEM LMAO

To quote Tara, why are straight people like this?🤦

Nick sweetie you are so nervous ahhhhhhh

IM SCREAMING AGAJSNDHHDHD literally

Lmao Isaac is so done with the drama I fucking love him omg

I love everyone's bedrooms??? They are so cool and cozy????

Este tiene pinta de Espanol puro y duro agsisgsjdhd I wonder who the actor is

He's so awkward I love him

I feel bad for Imogen

Nick's looking for Charlie😭

"I've been looking for you" 🥺

Ahhh Taos mum😭 she seems lovely!!!

Are they gonna kis??👀👀

I love Yazs sass hehe

Isaac is a little shit, did I mention that I love him?

KEEP IT PG PEOPLE (or is that the opposite? Ahajhdhdhdh idk)

Harry's accent is so strong holy shit

My god I am loving the soundtrack

I want pizza now

"Nick's stolen him" lmao

He's his best friend don't touch me😭

I love Tao and Elle ahhhhhh cute romantic date hehe

THEY ARE HOLDING HANDS I REPEAT THEY ARE HOLDING HANDS

Oh fuck I forgot Ben was there

Fuck yeah Charlie tell him!!!!

It's not dumb it's fucking adorable😭

OMG JUST KISS

Imogen is funny but she's just trying to hard

Well at least she told him lol you go girl!! That takes guts

YAY TARA DARCY KISS AHHHHHH

Awww Nick's so happy for them🥺

NOW GO KISS CHARLIE AND DONT FREAK OUT

Their "Hi"s istg

"I'm so proud" NOBODY TOUCH ME😭

HANDSHANDSHANDSHANDS

there's just something about hands with us queer folk, like with Tara and Darcy in the previous ep lmao (but also other shows holy shit do't get me started with Young Royals)

THE ROOM FUCK OMG ITS HAPPENING

His voice sounds so small🥺

The emotions I CANT

THE MOTHERFUCKING SHOES

THE PINKIE TOUCH ANOTHER THING US GAYS DO

Omg this is going to destroy me

Omg that was the sweetest kiss ever omgomgomg🥺🥺🥺🥺

Oh no the panic THE FUCKING PANIC Harry keep your mouth shut

Hand holding and going in again????? FUUUUUUUUUUUCK

Fuck nononono don't do this to meeeeeeeeeeeee

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I DONT WANNA SEE HIM CRYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

He a burrito with a cuddly toy ahhhhhhh

I hear rain???? Ahhhhhhhhhhh it's gonna happen!!!!!!

Just noticed Alice's books in Charlie's shelves hehe

BITCH NO DONT END IT THERE

FUCK

SECRET

Omg Charlies mum looks familiar?

Fuck now Nick's gonna cry and then both of them and ahhhhh

Their kisses are so soft WHAT THE FUCK

And the little animations when they kiss with the flowers and leaves ahhhhhhh

Awww I was really hoping we would get the conservatory scene :(

These two own my heart OMFG

Oh fuck is Charlie gonna think Nick is with Imogen and it's a repeat of Ben or smt?????

As a friend Imogen seems nice and fun but like it's obvious Nick isn't interested and a bit uncomfortable so BACK OFF

CHARLIES HEART BETTER NOT BE BROKEN

Wow Nick real subtle with the look agsjsgdjshdhd

Awww the kiss🥺🥺

All the kisses here are so fucking soft and tender😭😭

Common Tao and Elle👀👀👀👀

Miss u ahhhhhhhhhhh Tao is so far gone omg

MISSED U AHHHHHHHHHHHHH NIIIIIIIICK

Their banter is just top tier I just............. No words

HANDS

Oh no I'm just getting the feeling that Imogen is gonna kiss Nick and Charlie is gonna see it and I will be crying

Please don't let that happen

I mean it's fucking scary Harry stfu

Awww he's training!!!!!!

Okay hold up I need a list of all the songs they use in the show rn HOLY FUCK

Ohhhh ffs so when "straight" people do it it's not a big deal?????????

Okay nope I was giving her the benefit of the doubt but Nope fuck that

That is such a dick move Imogen

Fucking knew it

Fucking knew it CHARLIE TALK TO NICK DONT SHUT HIM OUT PLS😭😭😭😭😭

"IM A LESBIAN!" YOU GO TARA

"We thank you for your service" agajsgdhd BURN

Imogen being an ally is the bare minimum you shouldn't the applauded for that🙄

ELLE DONT SAY ANYTHING

"Honeymoon phase" Isaac how did u know??

Awww Nick :(

Oh fuck Tao agshsndjdjd

Darcy u are an angel

This is gonna be a goddamn mess

But it's cool cause this ain't in the comic so total surprise how this is gonna pan out👀

Oh fuck me

Is Charlie gonna hurt his leg here?? Or maybe something more holy shit

Wtf is Ben doing there

He and Imogen should get together lol

Isaac with his books I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM

Imogen u r getting on my nerves stfu

EXCUSE ME AVENGERS IS AWASOME...... But I get it lol (they're my comfort movies😭)

He's taking care of him I CANT😭

ISAAAC

I scream everytime I see him he's my favourite omg

My heart is HURTING

Fucking love Elles hair god

Hehe they be flirting

Fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck

No

Please

No

Nick

Nick

Nick

Don't

Istfg

No

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK

WHAT THE FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK

fuck this

Fuck

You have GOT to be shitting me

Harry you absolute tosser fuck u

Fuck

FRIEND

I need a minute cause in my head THAT didn't happen okay!???? Fuck

Isaac's asleep agsjsgdhhdhdhdhsgs cuddling his book can he be more adorable!?!?!!

God fucking damn it Charlie's gonna have some PTSD from Ben and THIS is not gonna help FUCK

Tao hahahahaha erotic dance moves lmao

Isaac u absolute legend (also love his smile omg🥺)

Oh lord her dog died

Nick is so far gone holy shit TELL IMOGEN TO SOD OFF

I just ughhhhh Imogen could be a fucking good friend but she's just so pushy and just ughhhh she needs to mature a bit fuck (I know she's sixteen but like look at Elle? Tara? Darcy? Same age and they are much kinder)

BELL END HAHAHAHHA GO TAO

Harry IS an absolute bell end

SARAH

Love how she calls him Nicky like in the comic🥺

"Do you like this girl?" "Well her dog died" agsjsgdjshd Sarah's face was like mine agsisgsjdhd

Awww he went🥺

Nick's smile I can't😭

HE'S READING RADIO SILENCE AHHHHHHHH

Oh fuck

Oh no Nick's heartbroken face😭😭😭😭

HUG YESSSSSSS

I fucking love the visuals holy fuck

Lol Nick looks genuinely scared

Well Charlie seems okay?

Her fucking dog lol

HERE👏WE👏SUPPORT👏HEALTHY👏COMMUNICATION👏

OMG THEY ARE SO FUCKING CUTE HOW DARE THEY BE SO CUTE

What did he get him????

I forgot hahahahaha but omg that is so fucking cute and DOMESTIC

"wasn't that obvious?" It's the convo from the conservatory😭😭😭😭

WHY ARE WE LIKE THIS

okay I have officially broken down and this just made me start crying no joke

YES GO NICK

THEY ARE SUCH AWAKWARD TEENS I LOVE THEM

Omg those penny machines I miss them so much they were so fun😭😭😭😭😭

My half British heart is missing England right now fuck u Heartstopper for making me miss it even more🥺🥺🥺

God I am Isaac 100%

Oop that Tao and Elle gaze👀

Nick is such a sweetheart I CANT

Glad the dog cheered her up

Also I have never in my life heard the name Imogen?

AWW the birdsss

GOD IM FUCKING LOVING THIS

GIRLS

Another bunch of my comfort movies pirates of the carabean ahhhhhhhhh

Nick was obsessed with this hahahahaha yes you have good taste😌

Oh wait afajgshshdhd Taos comment about watching Avengers NICK LIKES MARVEL I FORGOT😭😭😭

I mean Elizabeth Swann👀👀 common! And Jack Sparrow is so fucking funny

I AM LOSING MY GODDAMN MIND

AHHHHHH bisexuality eh?👀

AHHHHHH watching videos so cool!!!!!!!

AHHHHHH SHE SAID IT her friends are so excited lmao

"Like your last remaining brain cell" I SCREAMED

Tao my beloved

Noooo Nick don't look down😭😭😭

God those comments are making my blood boil

GIRLFRIENDS

Ohhhhh the concert!!!!!

WHAT THE FUCK

WHAT THE FUCK DID THEY JUST SAY!?!?!?

LET ME SLAP A BITCH OMG

Anti homophobia cheese lmao

Aaaaa park date :)

"Oi!" Hahahahah

THEIRBANTERTHEIRBANTER

Omg they are so cute

AHHHH the panic😭😭😭

I mean it's totally understandable

Also are they wearing the outfit of the first Charlie and Nick reveal photo??? AHHHH???

I mean yes but bisexuality doesn't mean "both" genders it just means attraction to more than one gender, not just boys and girls

Anyway

God Nick wants to be with him so badly😭😭😭😭

He told her AHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Ahhh mini Tara and Nick adorable

And also kudos cause those do look like 13 year old kids wow

God Nick is so fucking tall wtf

I guess Charlie did settle for someone tall ;)

I bet Tara didn't know Darcy was gonna do that adsjsfsjg she took a jump there lmao

Miss the "why are straight people like this" line lmao but hey less Harry agsjsgjshs

Ahhhhh his wave😭😭😭😭😭

Taos comebacks are fucking stellar

TORI

STUDY DATE AHHHHHHHHHHHH

They are so fucking cute FUCK

AHHHHHHHHHH ANOTHER HUG!!!!!!!!

AHHHHHHH THE KISSSSSSSSSSSS

SHOES

Omg his little happy dance agaishdhdghh

Oh wait Charlie didn't know they liked each other????

Omg they are such dorks I love them😭😭😭

Yay Tao and Elle hug!!!!!!

Darcy real subtle omg asksgsjsg

Awwwwwww we can shareeeeeeee

Wait has Tao not realised about his feelings???

I am so confused rn there are so many different emotions here

AHHHH they told Elle😭😭😭😭😭😭

Intense pining lmao

Ohh Tao feels left out :(

HAHAHAHAHAHAH 15 MINUTES

YES earbuds with wires I feel so seen rn agusgdhdhdh

Omg I really love you🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

Elle shoot her shot lmao

Nothing bad better happen fuck

There's gonna be more homophobic comments I'm feeling it

God poor Tara she's so affected by it :( Darcy just seems like she doesn't give a fuck but FUCK THOSE PEOPLE FOR THOSE COMMENTS FUCK

Awww he's teaching him again🥺🥺🥺

HE MIGHT BE BISEXUAL HE TOLD HIM AHHHHHHHH

LOOK even tho I know the storylin I'm just surprised by everything I am LOVING IT

HAHHAHAHAH THE DOOR I FUCKING KNEW IT

Of course no signal

YES TALK

Ugh I'm a sucker for healthy communication (I blame Young Royals for that lmao)

So Darcy came out years ago.... Interesting.... So are her parents here nice and accepting???

They are so sweet I love them

Lmao Nick almost broke the fucking door

I am in love with this friend group NOW WHERE THE FUCK IS MY SON ISAAC???

hehe grumpy Tao

Nick and Charlie's smiles🥺🥺🥺

BULLY

Ohhh this is the cinema right??👀👀

Jesus Tori agsjsgdjshdhd

How many converse does he bloody have????

CALLED IT HAHAHAHAHHAHA

Julio hablale Espanol POR FAVOR I WANNA HEAR IT

Nick would absolutely swoon if Charlie spoke Spanish to him agsjshdhdhd

Awwww the hugggggg

I can't fucking stand Harry or Ben FUCK

Can't wait to see Nick punch him hehe

Ohhh is this his ED showing?? Like the cereals in the beginning?? AHHHHHHH Charlie let me give U a hug😭😭😭😭

CHAR!?!?!? CHAR!?!? HE CALLED HIM FUCKING CHAR😭😭😭😭😭

I AM SQUILING SO MUCH AGAJDGDJDHD

COMOONNNNN THE PINKIE TOUCH IM WAITING👀👀👀

Lord this is making me miss Young Royals hahahah I'm feeling nostalgic

Oh god did Ben see it?????

I am having..... Emotions......

AHHHH FULL HAND😭😭😭😭

Ben definitely saw that FUCK

God Harry stfu

That shot of Nick running after Charlie outside made me emotional Idk y it was so beautiful

If he says I'm used to it........ I'm gonna have a breakdown

OKAY BREAKDOWN INCOMING

Fuck Ben ahhhhhhhhh nooooo

FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK NICK WENT INSIDE

Ben u shut your trap

Nick punch Ben next FUCK

Sebastian I love you you did an amazing job

Oh god Harry's gonna say fag isn't he?

FUCK HIM UP NICK

SARAH

Awww Nellieeeeee

Nick u deserve a fucking Oscar holy fuck

Awwww he's leaning on him🥺🥺🥺

And Tao still doesn't know

Oh fuck

She told him

AHHHH THE HEARTSSSSS❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

ahahahahaha he sprinted downstairs

"Make sure you leave the bedroom door a tad open okay" afsjsgsjshsj

Kisskisskisskisskiss

Or in the Louvre that's fine too hehe and romantic🤭

He did NOT just send that

Taooooooooooooo

OHHH FUCK U HARRY GIVE IT BACK

YES TAO GO APE SHIT

Please tell me Charlie was NOT about to do what I think he was about to do.......

GO Tao beat his ass

Oh no the drawing :(

Oh noooo Taooooooooooooo nooooooooooooooooo he's so upset😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

THIS IS TOO MUCH DRAMA ALICE

Also where's my Isaac at?? I miss him

BOYFRIEND

Pleaseeeeeee don't let the season end with Tao and Charlie like this😭

NOOOO CHARLIEE U DONT😭😭😭😭😭

You are pure sunshine u hear me???????

Oh god oh fuck nope no that is NOT a reference to what I think it is nope FUCK (this is hitting me hard FUCK)

Not hungry again..... Fuck this is gonna be the storyline for S2 ahhhhhhhhhhh it's gonna HURT

I heard the sea???? I heard the mutherfuckin sea

Gender explorers?? Never heard of it!!

Ohh just noticed that Tao is left handed

Such an awkward "hey" nooooo😭😭😭

Oh god he was about to cry FUCK

Oh no he quit :(

Hahahah Fanta (used to love the one they had with out the fizz, I can't deal with fizz it's too spicy for me afsjdgjsdh)

"I deserve to be appreciated" YES TAO YOU DOOOOOOO

That No was so quick ahajshdjjddj "pissed off at him a bit longer" lmao

That eyebrow raise IM DEAD

DONT SAY THE S WORD

COMMON CHARLIE COMMUNICATE😭😭

Wonder if we see Nick tell his mum

No one and I mean NO ONE better pick on Elle

Oh fuck I was not expecting this much angst............... I love it

Ahhhhh Tao and Elle hug😭😭😭😭

Isaac and his books I love him so goddamn much

YES YOU ARE A NICE TEACHER YOU'RE THE BEST😭😭😭

UGH FUCK U BEN

Holy shit he's fast

YAY :D group hug

YES TELL HIM OFF CHARLIE

AWWWWW yes hugssss they made up😭😭😭😭😭😭

they're running in the school🥺🥺 thinking about when they went to the Louvre together ahhhhh

GO ISSAC

TARA AND DARCY KISS

Isaac is such a bubbly person I ADORE him

Kissssssssss

They are so cute

Agsjsgdjshd is she gonna tell him???

Oh shit this is it agaishdjdhdhd

NO FUCK

OMG WAIT WAIT WAIT

NO FUCK

U FUCKER

They better get together in S2 in Paris and in the Louvre

Ohhh is Tao now realising his feelings???

Awww Nick only sees Charlie🥺🥺🥺

WAIT WHAT

WHAT IS HE DOING

WHAT

IS

HE DOING!?!?!?

NO

NO DONT DO THIS TO ME

OMG IS HE GONNA.......

FFFFFFFFFFFFFFF

OMG IT'S THAT FROM WHEN THEY WHERE REHEARSING AND JOE WAS ON A CHAIR AND KIT LOOKING UP????

Oh okay thank god hahahahha

But omg he held his hand and took them away🥺🥺🥺

Imogen is happy for him yayyyyy

Seeing all the couple's.... And then Isaac lmao such aroace vibes

"I don't wanna break up" AHHHHHHHHHH

That confession was *chefs kiss*

IM SCREAMING

AHHHH MORE KISSSSSSSSSSSS

THE FUCKING RAINBOW IN THE BACKGROUND

YES BEACH DATE

ALICE!?!?????? IS THAT FUCKING ALICE!?!?!? ICONIC

AHHHH kissing outside🥺🥺🥺

God I miss fish and chips

Omg the photo booth🥺🥺🥺

Like the fucking comic omg no one touch me😭😭😭😭😭

HE'S BISEXUAL YES💖💜💙

"omg I like you so much" NICK YOU ARE A GOLDEN RETRIEVER

No don't get your shoes wet😭😭😭😭😭

I LOVE THEIR HUGSSSSSSSS

"Why are we like this" I'm crying again fuck, I'm literally crying

Cuddling agsisgdjshshsj

Omgomgomg is he gonna tell her???🥺🥺🥺🥺 Is he gonna cry???🥺🥺🥺

The Menorca holiday lmao

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASEEEEE GIVE US A S2

OMG THIS MOMENTS THIS MOMENT AHHHHHHHHHH

SARAH IS SUCH A GREAT MUM I CANT😭😭😭😭

A HAPPY ENDING? IN MY QUEER STORY? its more likley than you think

Uhh yeah I mean I think yall know my opinion based on my reactions so......... No words

Literally no words because it was so goddamn good, 11/10

#heartstopper #heartstopper spoilers #mine

[jollyhaunt]

things i need to let out before i pass out from exhaustion (definitely not the fact i was crying from 2-4am)

they kept klaus' PTSD!! love the consistency. also,, pls get him some help

when the fuck are they going to remmeber that klaus can commune with the dead? whenever he's babbling to thin air, has it not crossed their minds that oh idk.. hES TALKING TO A DEAD PERSON AND POSSIBLY NOT UNDER THE INFLUENCE????

addressing the weird romance thing between allison and luther and klaus calling them out bfu style

raymond!!! keep fighting sweetie we fucking adore u

elliot :(( deserved better, the lil nerd. rlly wanted him to get a happy ending

uHh when diego said "lizard people" that did not sit well with me. if y'all don't know, that's rather anti-semitic

did,,, did diego forget five was the one to assassinate JFK??? did the others remmeber this?? if so, did they rlly let him go on a spiral to stop it i– NOOO 💀💀💀

five was absolutely feral this season and i loved it

THEY TOOK AWAY FIVE'S GOLDFISH RIGHTS!!!

the handler gave me really creepy predatoral vibes and i cant stand her for that (and ofc the fact that she's the antagonist)

lila.. idk man she's definitely a character and idk how to feel abt her now

why am i surprised ben has an emo cut now? he screams sad emo rawr xD

MR PENNYCRUMBS!! NEED HIM PLS

VANYA WAS REALLY LIVING THE PINING LESBIAN FARM LIFE AND WE LOVE HER FOR THAT. THE GAYS HAVE WON!!

dave dave dAVE :(((

THE SIBLINGS HUGS!!! MY HEART I CANt

can we get a five hug some time soon...

luther's character development? exquisite. he's growing on me

i will die for each and every single one of them

the board of directors scene is one of my favourites hH yes

ngl i wanted more hazel and agnes :(

WHAT THE FUCK REGGIE???

five jinxed the whole un-adopted thing

i fucking knewww they wouldn't be adopted in the future like– they practically told reginald themselves to not adopt them

ben hHahshs i couldn't stop crying i miss him

also,,, they didn't rlly mention the loved ones they left behind in 2019..?? like diego didn't mention edora, five didn't mention dolores, allison did mention claire once or twice,,, vanya didn't remember so.. and luther?? idk ngl i cant remember if he mentioned the moon

also, five has been adverting the apocalypse for 2 weeks..? holy shit he doesn't need just coffee, he needs some goddamn therapy

they all do

season 3 but they say fuck the sparrow academy and seek therapy to cool their jets THEN fix the timeline (ahah sike that's asking too much)

the racism and homophobia did get to me lot of times and i had to pause bc it was overwhelming... as smo who is a lesbian and POC, that hurt oOmf

FIVE MEETING FIVE?? THAT I CBAT HDJJD

herb and dot.. i c u

i cannot,, think so i'll stop there djdkd

if u wanna add ur own spiel go ahead

#tua spoilers #tua season two #tua season 2 #the umbrella academy season two #the umbrella academy season 2 #the umbrella academy spoilers #the umbrella academy #tua

[bucksbisexual]

okay since im rewatching 2gether, might as well make my reaction public lol

tine trying to be a supportive boyfriend by asking wat if something is troublig and wat’s himbo self being like “nah fam im good” god i love this dumbass

also tine not knowing how to talk about his feelings is so relatable help

honestly i would’ve LOVED to see sarawat at least one (1) question

tine’s smile while wat drinks..... Sir I Am In Love With You

also his blush..... Sir I Am More In Love With You Than I Was Before

“is the lyric about smile or happiness?” “don’t cheat” wat saw through his bullshit right there KSJFHKS

i wonder what’s in those glasses because it doesn’t quite look like coke but it obviously isn’t beer,,,,

ohhhhh “a friend from high school” ... explains tine’s reaction we see in the teaser when he introduces pam as his highschool friend

also explains why tine thought sarawat made that video for her instead of him. wat is in his high school clothes and tine probably thought it was before he saw him (when in fact it was probably recorded the same day lmao sarawat hopeless romantic)

tine: one more game! [spins the coin and supposedly falls on heads] wat!

sarawat: no one can talk to me if i fall asleep

i’m trying not to look at bright’s jiggly butt why is ass so fat fOR

it doesnt add the points here if i dont write something else so intro time yeet

yknow what . we need more earn and more pear in these two last episodes . i need my wlw rep and i need it Now

“personal space is important even for couples” still cant believe man was the owner of their braincell in this scene

tine giving all of type’s info away to wat so wat can give it to man who tine knows will use to pester him until he becomes his boyfriend...... say it with me: tine mantype shipper

“how did you know?” “i prayed to god” literally the funniest part ever

manboss: im not going good luck wat: you’re so full of bullshit

GREEN <3

i will just say that pink is tine’s best colour. i need him in every soft pink thing u can find. it accentuates his skin colour so perfectly and we are Here for it honeyyyy

MIL SHUT THE FUCKUP

sarawat being a savage (rachet booty nasty) we stan

bro get over him oh my god he’s taken and happy with wat LEAVEEEEEE

and man pestering type begins Now ksjfh

i’m like 100000000% sure that the only thing in that whole backpack is a pencil and half of an eraser

im also sure type saw him buy the book since u literally can see him from where man and that girl are and

hold up the waiter looks like a guy from whyru,,,,,,,,,,

i need someone to write a fic about tine being an astronomy lover and wat falling in love with him because of the joy in his eyes when he talks about the stars and interesting facts about the universe and new discoveries of galaxies and other things that wat doesnt really care about but he listens to either way because he’s too in love to shut off his brain

okay back to the episode sorry i just really had to say this

wat really said “don’t take advantage of me when i’m sleeping” when they haven’t even kissed.......... no words, completely speechless

tine probably thought he was being real sneaky right there lmao boy he fell asleep 2 seconds ago

god green really appears for 2 seconds and yet he steals the show KSFJHKFJFS he really was about to beat the person in front of him’s ass for not walking faster im crying i love him

BITCH SHUT UP AND LEAVE THEM ALONE STOP TRYING TO BE A HOMEWRECKER

wat looks so offended by his offer it’s so funny jhfksjhgj still MIL GET THE FUCK OUT

them running around is so funny when u know they had to do that like 20 times and were tired as fuck KSJFHKSHFS

WAT YOU SMOOTH FUCKER i love u

omg the bracelet truly isnt there at the start of the scene :-(

“nuisance tree” lemme just cry a bit

the music stopping here......... they truly played with our feelings there huh

WAT YOU SMOOTH FUCKER 2

the reactions are so kdrama outro i cant breathe KJHFJSFKJS

GET THE FUCK OUTTTTTTTTTTT

“well, you left him” IM GOING TO STEP ON YOU

bracelet where r u :-(

“it was here a second ago” it wasn’t im an obsessed bitch and noticed just as the scene there started

he looks so worried:-( tine baby

“i can make you a new one” “but i want the old one” why do i feel like that has more than one meaning,,,

half of the times wat touches tine’s head his hands are dirty as fuck lmaoooooo

is- is someone wearing a marihuana dress??????

manbosss again and he has a book

type is the teepakorn brother that can lie and will lie meanwhile tine can’t lie for a living

I LOVE THIS GUY GIVE ME HIS SELF CONFIDENCE

dim really made up a whole spirit just for wat to be with tine lmao i cant breathe (unless the pine tree spirit is an actual thing and he just used it for this specific thing lmao)

“that senior is me” “and who did you go with?” “that was a long time ago” “it wasn’t me, it wasn’t me” “green, drop it!” i love them KSFJHFSJHF

green and wats faces i cant bREATHE these are the faces of people who know this is all fake

BRO WAT WASNT EVEN THAT SLICK WITH THE PAPER IN HIS HAND SJKHSFHHKFS

my guess is that he had two papers that were the same number just incase they didnt get the same number but then somehow mf MIL had to come in and ruin it

i dont know who chose to make bright wear this much brown but it honestly fits him so well

coffee for his soon to be boyfie

man: loving u is kind of bothering? type: o_o man

he’s still reading the book kjshfsf WAIT HES SO CUTE

“you gotta miss me if i don’t show up one day” “just back off. i’m leaving. do not follow me. give me some time to miss you” okay tsundere ass bitch

type’s so rich he’d rather spend money on getting his tire fixed than get it fixed by man for free i hate rich people

he’s also too rich to care to check if his doors were locked i-

“for me?” “do you see anyone else?” bitch ass tsundere

type: smiles, realises he just did that, eyes cutely go o_o

type looks so cute in that scene for no reason im going to eat ur cheeks if u dont stop being a cutie

aaaaaand of course theyre not paired up

dude of course he is youre creepy and also trying to break his relationship apart only because u dont have the decency to see that you dont have a place in his heart whatsoever

dim honey........ jskhsjf

tine’s hair....... PLEASE I NEED TO TOUCH IT IT LOOKS SO FLUFFY

“the spirit doesnt like it when you pray with your eyes opened” did literally no one notice how nonsense that was? KSFJHSJ

GREEN U SCARED THE BABY WHY WOULD U DRESS LIKE THAT

he looks so cute im gonna cry like actually cry

weak ass blankets they gave them i swear

if u cuddled then u wouldnt have been cold but noooooo ur big puppy boyfriend has trust issues

baby:-((((((((((( i will cover u with a blanket and give u lots of kithes and hugs

tine having his phone die at an important moment and also having no sense of direction whatsoever is so relatable lmaooooo

thank god for the rain because otherwise sarawat wouldnt have ran the way tine actually went lmao i wouldve beaten dims ass if mil was the one who found him

this scene hurts so much:-(( his throwing the grass like that in complete defeat??????? the flashback to him saying that bad things seem to happen to them lately makes my heart break

the soft touches:-((((( please im gonna Cry

dnotsaysorrydontsaysorrydonsaysorrydontsayHE SAID SORRY FFS

baby :’((((((

“i prayed for something but i havent redeemed that prayer yet” “what did you ask for?” “it’s if i got to see you again, i would show you the video i made. it’s the song your smile you are so curious about” BITCHHHHHHHHH

HES GONNA SHOW ITTTTTT YES I LOVE HOPELESS ROMANTIC HIGHSCHOOLER SARAWAT

he’s all shy i cant breathe he cant even look at the screen skjfhksh

oh so it was on the same day sksjhj forgot about that

I CRY I LOVE HIM SO MUCH

tine is all blushy im gonna sob i love these two

im trying not to scream and tines reaction to wat telling him he went to every scrubb concert just to look for him

ITS NOT GONNA GET STUCK ON THE VIDEO BABY HE WILL LIKE U BACK IN A YEAR!!!!!!

“i like you” “yeah. i know. i like you too” AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA IM LITERALLY REWATCHINNG BUT I STILL JUST SCREECHED AT THAT I LOVE THIS CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT

their smiles after he said it tho.......... my heart hURTS

wat: the wish only drew us to cross paths again. us being together is because of something else, tine: what then? wat: shout out to my homies for being there for me since day one i love u bros

THE FLASHBACK AAAAAAAA I FOUND HIM YES U DID BABYYYYYY

boss’s whistle after he tells them that he only said he would kiss him until he dropped lmaoooooo

“his name is tine. [with the softest voice ever] what a cute name”

manboss looking at each other like this bitch is so gone for this random dude but we’re gonna support him because we’re the only friends he has

wat was probably wishing the pool had water in it so he could throw both of them into it at that moment KJSFHJSFHF

“he’s the one i like” “shiiiiiit” same dim, same

fan dee nAAAAAA

his ass was so gone he was gonna make his ig username lovetine i literally cant believe him

boss having the braincell in this scene i love it

“but earn has a boyfriend” LIES. SO MANY LIES. ITS A GIRL. SHES A WHOLE LESBIAN.

boss once again being the owner of the braincell...... im starting to think he owns it half of the time

“you get it now? us being together is not a coincidence. it’s because of us” WAT YOU SMOOTH FUCKER 3

wait,,,,, tine’s little head tilt,,,,,,, SIR I AM IN LOVE WITH YOU

the stars!!!!!!!!! theyre there!!!!!!

“i think nothing bad is going to happen anymore” honey you got a big storm coming

it ended :’(((((( my beautiful boys i love this episode and drama so much i swear

lets watch the next episode teaser

i dont think tine is gonna lsiten to pam saying that but if he does,,, baby pls dont overthink okay he loves u and wont leave u for anyone in the world

phukong dont come back to him he knows that u like him and will play with ur feelings

type is gonna have to choose between im guessing either a boy interested in him from work or man and im gonna vote for him going with man lets hope i win

WHAT IS WRNOG WITH U BRO GET OUT HES HIS BOYFRIEND OF COURSE HES GOING TO CARE AND WORRY YOURE JSUT A CREEP FOLLOWING HIM AROUND HOPING THAT THEIR RELATIONSHIP ENDS SO U CAN SNEAK IN UGH

“is pam your first love?” WHY DID U END THE TEASER THERE AAAAAAA BITCH

im so glad that the episode comes out today because i Need to know more

okay thats it if anyone read all of this first of all sorry kjshkfj and second of all thank u ,, u didnt have to but u did and ily for that okay bye

#2gether #2gether the series #2gether ep11 #2gether reaction #svt-district posts

[altarwaiting]

thots on debts

I promise I will be doing a normal live blog next week I’ve just been at rehearsal every monday these past two weeks but I will not be silenced 

lea lesbian icon if the show would stop fucking around

you have claire shaun :(

the dialogue in this show is...a choice

we get to see claire’s house I love winning

also claire’s outfit ur the only bitch in this show I ever respected 

claire pls keep these boundaries sweetie

claire and shaun on the same service I LOVE WINNING

I forgot how gory this show could get jfc

lim if u fire alex rn I will pay you

andrews for the love of god I hate men

claire feminist queen

I think everyone on this show just hates women I’m gonna keep it real

actually having the plastic surgeon work on a plastic surgery case? ground breaking

carly is so good at communicating we have decided to stan for life

shaun sweetie ily

and I oop

god is this alex and morgan competition gonna be their whole character arcs this season

no one tells the president to do.jpg

okay now we’re back to acting like what these surgeons actually do is irrelevant bc now u got a trauma surgeon taking over for a cardio surgeon on what I’m pretty sure is a general surgery case?

glassman has done PLENTY of pushing when it comes to shaun let’s not

shaun what a sweet optimist 

remember that whole plot line abt claire not being religious and morgan getting defensive that was so weird 

andrews is pulling a shaun (tm)

claire and shaun talking I love this song

morgan appreciate u but this is a shaire moment thank you- PARK IS HERE TOO I STG men ruin everything

why do I keep hearing “chem trails” 

melendez shut up this episode is all about how men don’t deserve rights except the dude who saved the woman on the subway

throw all our lives away for one happy day tease 

oh david shore you WISH this show was the bachelor 

andrews first of all this was ur idea second of all shaun “fixes the unfixable” every other episode

I really am not ever on board with redeeming shitty parents so idc claire u are so valid

if this is claire at the door I will pay david shore

well then *lucky luciano pose* 

“we’re not all the same” WIG

he’s so happy i’m gonna lose it

the stakes would seem so much higher this episode if the entire previous episode wasn’t abt shaun doing a crazy surgery 

I feel like this show would be so much better if the cast got to sing musical numbers like in glee 

literally if y’all don’t start singing moulin rouge

A HUNDRED HOURS A WEEK girl there’s only 168 hours in a week

morgan’s muffin joke I’m screaming maybe I’ll stan

lim this is so unethical and also probably illegal?

once shaun realizes he loves claire IT IS OVER FOR YOU HOES

claire I know what you’re thinking now say it with me I DO NOT HAVE ANY OBLIGATION TO HELP MY ABUSIVE MOTHER AND I AM ALLOWED TO SET BOUNDARIES 

YESSS Claire it’s what she deserves :)

I am so tired of ppl hurting claire and then her guilt tripping herself into feeling like they’re the victim no sweetie you deserve so much better

shaun took claire’s dating advice maybe shaire stans won some rights today

that’s so soft omg

#if a scene has no notes it's bc what I thought was even too bitchy for me #the good doctor #the good doctor spoilers #tgd lb

[hotshotshitshow]

i guess just because ive been on a roll lately and also oversharing is my lifelong passion i want to verbal diarrhea a lil bit about my own experience of coming to the conclusion that im a lesbian so pls feel free to ignore if u want or whatever i just have Lots Of Thoughts and i just want to get them out. this gets sort of weirdly long winded and shouty and ranty so im sorry. catharsis!

even now i still feel some level of .... idk? shame? regret? i dunno. about the fact that i didnt come to the conclusion that i was a lesbian until i was 25 bc that feels so late to me even though i know for a fact that there are countless other people who came to similar realizations about themselves when they were much older than me.

and ngl there is even a little bit of envy that there are so many kids so much younger than me who seem so sure of their identities (even though i know there are loads of kids who arent sure!!!) and there are moments where i catch myself thinking of myself as “less of a lesbian” because i didnt allow myself to face the fact that i was one until fairly recently ..... and i am still learning so much and trying to cultivate my own identity and just all around see myself as “less experienced” (whatever the fuck thats supposed to mean) than others which undoubtedly is a part of the massive chasm that all my self confidence gets sucked into daily.

but like obviously its not like just BOOM one day i was like “from here on out i am a lesbian now!!!!!!! :)” bc even from a very young age i was always more drawn to women and could not wrap my head around the idea that someday i would have to marry a man and completely idealized my mom’s best friend who was a big burly woman who drove a truck and wore flannels and knew that i wanted to be just like her when i grew up and never ever marry a dude (which in retrospect was sort of weird because my mom usually hates women like that and i grew up with her periodically warning me to “stay away from fucking dykes theyre mean awful ugly women”)

and then the always confusing for everyone period of middle school where i dated a boy for three days before breaking it off because the whole situation gave me more anxiety than i could deal with but i just chalked it up to me being an emotionally immature teen but also being completely obsessed with my best girl friend and wanting to impress her and have her attention all the time and being unable to understand why i was so upset when she started dating some  guy and me just assuming that i was upset because i had a crush on him that id never realized i had before

and then id go home and spend hours online looking up content for my favorite shoujo-ai anime ships and talking with other wlw on the gaiaonline guild forums and asking them questions about how you knew if you were gay or not and if liking almost exclusively girl/girl ships meant you were gay and only being told in response “plenty of heterosexual girls like girl/girl ships!! youre the only one who can tell if youre gay or not!! :)” and just feeling completely confused and alone and having no idea what to think!!!! and then having one day that i remember very specifically where i had a shining moment of clarity for all of half an hour where i thought “i AM a lesbian!!!” and feeling so happy in that moment before my brain took over with the thoughts of “but what if you come across one particular guy sometime...... can’t rule out that possibility” but i knew i really wanted to be a lesbian but just could not allow myself to think i was one

and then fast forwarding up to undergrad where i briefly dated an online guy friend (hi) for like. a month? and then abruptly breaking that off in the worst way possible because i had no fucking clue what i was doing and once again chalked it all up to being emotionally immature and from that moment out identified as aromantic because i figured there was something fucking wrong with me and romance was just not something i could do!!!!! and thinking there was absolutely no fucking way i could be a lesbian and it was completely not even remotely an option because there were certain aesthetic things about men that i appreciated and also never once having had a “proper crush” on anyone or at least not one that i could identify because everyone always talked about love feeling like fireworks and something big and id never felt that for anyone ever so obviously that meant i was incapable of love!!!! so i shoved the whole notion of trying to figure myself out way way way down and didnt look at it for years afterwards 

until i got into graduate school and for some fucking reason my brain decided it was time to dig all that old shit back up and i SUDDENLY COULD NOT STOP THINKING ABOUT IT AGAIN SCREAMS. and feeling more attracted to women than ever even though i always knew that i liked women 

and i still couldnt entertain the idea that i might be a lesbian because even though id been in a very happy relationship with beansly for a few years at that point and knew for a fact i was not aromantic there was still that thought of “Ok But What If You Meet One Guy Sometime”

and this sounds dumb as fuck but it wasnt until beansly straight up told me “if i had to label you id think you were a lesbian” that my brain went “what if theyre right” (TO WHICH I IMMEDIATELY WENT NOPE but acknowledged that the fact that they called me that made me feel really really good) (but kept thinking about that and kept bringing it back up to myself and ruminating over and over and over it) and then even more dumb as fuck i couldnt admit it to myself until i saw a fucking tumblr post that had something to the effect of “a common thing for lesbians who dont know theyre lesbians yet is that they really want to be a lesbian. its ok to be a lesbian” AND THEN I FUCKING CRIED LIKE A LITTLE FUCKING BABY AND HID UNDER MY BLANKIES but the fucking relief and validation my dude but then being presented with a whole new heap of Problems such as “how the fuck do i come out to people. everyone will think i am faking and Not Enough” and just having to deal with the struggle of owning that label and allowing myself to feel good about it and not let my brain convince me that i am somehow unworthy. and i am completely worthy because i love women and not men and thats the one fucking qualification i need to meet so my brain can go fuck itself into oblivion. ive spent so much time worrying over how much of myself i owe to men and holding myself back for a man that does not exist and will never exist and part of why i keep excitedly bringing up the fact that im a huge fucking lesbian is because in my mind its a huge testament to my personal progress and taking ownership over myself and no longer holding myself back over hypotheticals

so yeah anyway at the end of the day i still have so much more growing i need to do and i still see myself as a small shakey little chihuahua with a big mouth but i am a damn stronger person than i was even a year ago!!!! and learning that your attraction and what label you identify with is supposed to make you feel good was one of the best things i ever learned. i just really wish i could have had the self awareness or at least resources that i have now when i was younger and could have figured it out a little sooner. i know it doesnt make me “lesser” and technically i am still a very young person and have my whole life ahead of me but. idk i just wish id had it in me to be more honest with myself sooner. idk how other people can be so sure of themselves when they are so much younger. that just wasnt me i guess

#so i made a post about it

[rosyredlipstick]

You mentioned you loved YOI and read some good fanfic for it!! Would you mind recommending me some, maybe..?? :')

This took longer then I meant but im real serious bout my yoi fics. gets kinda long so under the cut! 

Okay currently the fics im obsessed with - 

Fics I rec:

The princess diaries au that has me SCREAMING WITH EVERY UPDATE OMG it has such an amazing aesthetic and plot and i ADORE all the characters and this victor???? Wow. amazing.

Seek those who fan your flames by @ebenroot

summary :

Yuuri gets hand-delivered a black-print T-shirt by one of his bodyguards on Friday. There’s a small sticky note attached to the collar in Victor’s handwriting that reads: ‘Our new band shirt! Logo is still a work in progress. Name too. But it’s a start! Let me know what you think after school. - Victor’

There’s a heart next to his name that is hastily scribbled out. Then another heart next to that one, like Victor decided to put it in anyways.

Yuuri thinks he’s in love.

–

in which Yuuri is a teenager that’s actually a prince, and Victor is a teenager with a band that just wants to listen to rock music with him

i love yurio here’s a fic with him prominently i love it

along with the popular fandom troupes of pining viktor and secretly caring yurio, there’s the troupe of yuuri being a beautiful idiot without realizing it i love them all

in wine we trust  by @fireblazie

summary:

Yuri peers into the expanse of the apartment and finds a single, flickering light in the kitchen. He stealthily tiptoes across the floor with the baseball bat clutched tightly in his fists, only to find that, what the hell, this bastard is actually fucking raiding his fridge.

“That’s my pirozhki, asshat!” he snarls, ready to swing his bat when the intruder turns around.

Shit, Yuri thinks. It’s Beautiful International Student Yuuri Katsuki.

IM A BITCH FOR OFFICE AUS. LIKE. OH MY GOD.

I seriously adore everyone in this fic. Omg. ive read it so many times at this point it’s unbelievable. Wow.

the season of the spirits by counterheist / @kixboxer

summary:

Yuuri wakes up to one hell of a headache, a tie he doesn’t recognize knotted around his wrist, and two fistfuls of banknotes cradled to his chest.

~

An AU about cubicles, and the people who work in them.

THIS IS CURRENTLY ONE OF MY FAVORITE FICS EVER IT’S A STAR TREK AU MY GOOOOOOD I LOVE IT!!!!

everything here is amazing omg captain viktor and first officer yuuri with heavy heavy pining omggggggg yaaaas

To Boldly Go by @xyloophones

summary:

“Yuuri!” Viktor calls. “I’ve come to rescue you!”

Yuuri stares at him blankly. He gestures to the various unconscious space pirates with his recently discharged phaser.

“Oh, Captain,” he deadpans. “Save me.”

Or:

A year in the life of badass science officer Yuuri Katsuki, Captain Viktor “Team Mom” Nikiforov, and simultaneously the best crew and worst crew in Starfleet history.

ok so this next fic isnt finished BUT it’s the funniest fic i’ve ever read in this fandom. omfg. i was laughing so hard at every chapter pls read. it’s a speed dating au AND IT’S HILARIOUS also there’s phichit\seung-gil in this which i didn’t even know was a thing\didn’t ship UNTIL THIS FIC IT’S JUST A SIDE PAIRING BUT I LOOOOVE IT AND BOTH OF THEM

Speed Dating (Let’s Take it Slow) by @apalettefullofyou

summary:

“Why like this?” Yuuri asks, breaking the silence.

Phichit grins. “Because desperate times call for desperate measures. And if you haven’t noticed, we’re desperate.“

Tired of watching Georgi mull over his recent breakup, Viktor and the gang take him speed dating, hoping one of the twenty-something strangers could help fill the hole in his heart.

Now if only he could stop crying.

u like royal au?????? am i bout to blow your MIND

this is THE royal fic. so so so good. gods. the characterization. the pining. the povs. everyone is written so well OH MY GOD ITS SO GOOD.

The Rules for Lovers by  @adreamingsongbird

Prince Yuuri Katsuki has a duty to his country, above all else (his desires, his dreams, and his happiness included), and he knows this alliance will help to ensure the safety of his people. That’s the only reason he accepts Prince Nikiforov’s hand in marriage. The pleasant surprise, of course, is the part where they fall in love along the way. The unpleasant one, well…

That’s a long story.

I went through a superheroes phase and this fandom is the best enabler. Pls check out this superhero series, like, even if you’re not that big of a fan. It’s so wonderful throughout and intriguing and god, the plot sucks you in so well. The characters and their powers are handled so well and tbh im so invested

The Yuuri!!! On fire series by @hinatella

Summary:

A detailed exposé of what working with an ex-villain is like, as told by a very distraught Yuuri Katsuki. (P.S.: it isn’t the fact that he’s an ex-villain that Yuuri is close to losing his mind.)

so! cute! domestic life after yuuri and viktor move back to russia!! so cute!!! omg!!!!

Safety Hazards in St. Petersburg by @lucycamui

summary:

In which Yuuri moves in with Victor in St. Petersburg and Victor discovers just how distracting living with him can be.

Alternatively titled, How Many Ways Can Victor Hurt Himself? or Idiots in Love

Authors I advise to immediately read everything they produce because fUCK

Ebenroot - they wrote the princess diaries fic above but jfc. Jfc. there’s so much more. They’re doing a fairy tale au that i scream into a pillow every time it updated. Everything they write is just so purely GOOD dear GODS

Xylophones i recced their star trek series above BUT WAIT THERE’S MORE! They did a halloween week of fics that im still obsessed with (GO READ MOONSTRUCK PLEASEEEE!!!) so there’s a ton more to check out!!!

Thehandsingsweapon / @handsingsweapon *opens coat* u want some wonderfully developed characters? Some of that good character development shit?? The best parents i’ve ever read for sir victor nikiforov?????? Literally please read these fics for the pure existence of victor’s wonderful lesbian mothers. God. its all i want in life and i have to live vicariously through these fics.

Spookyfoot / @spookyfoot if for some odd reason you dont have the time/will to read 30 wonderful yoi fics, for the love of god please read their spy/mistaken identity fic. God please. It’s been months since i got the notification email for it and i STILL LAUGH FROM THE THOUGHT OF IT. so good. im in love. 

okay okay, it’s sunday night and im using this to stall doing my homework but i should go now. let me know if you want anymore!! lol it might take awhile for me to finally answer the ask but ill get to it!!! 

#fic recs #yuri on ice #yoi #my asks #anon #rosy answers

[iamalivenow]

what's your favorite monster from tma!

oh my god thank you for the question it cheered me up!

okay so; if you mean just straight up monster, i am honestly very into the tma version of vampires because idk, they actually seem like the monsters horror keeps trying to convince me they are?

but if you’re talking about like Anything that’s monstrous thatswayyyyyyyy harder to answer cause i love so many of them? 

this is going to devolve into me gushing about the avatars but honestly, isn’t that what we all do all the time anyway,

(i put it under a readmore cause of light spoilers but tldr; all of them)

so

the very first avatar that we met was jane prentiss, and i love jane prentiss so much? like, me, a person who hates bugs, (i am partial to spiders) and i do mean really hates bugs, like ladybugs, freak me out level of i hate bugs, find her so compelling? hive is one of my favorite relisten episodes (for multiple reasons) but the like shes very relatable? and aesthetically pleasing? i think about what power i’d want to avatar for because obvi and the hive is always like bottom of the list but its such a good look on her? and the like confusing love that she talks about is very appealing, and also her scream is nice;;;;;;

then there’s micheal who i don’t find scary but am honestly also very into for i feel like the same reason all of us are into micheal;;;; im also very here for helen, dont get me wrong, but idk if the spiral is scary to me personally? but. they have nice voices listen dont judge me. micheal’s scream was also very nice

jude perry is i mean. okay. i think between her and janeprentiss, i’d take jude but honestly, neither pls thnk, i’m not a heat person idont do good in heat, and the first horror movie i ever saw was house of wax so, theres a lot to unpack there. i’m very here for the loving exultation of a righteous god, and there something about arsonist lesbian ceo that is so inherently appealing to me. i support her in her endeavors.

mike crew was short lived and also very good. i have a specific fear of falling, personally. i’m fine with heights but i too hate going on ladders that aren’t bolted down. but the vast is so appealing? im in a constant conflict of thinking some is very cool and being very displeased by it being near me.

lukas perry and his family are also Interesting mostly because we don’t know a lot about them, but they seem to be constantly involved? im already a very lonely person who lives alone and regrets it so like i fit right in with isolation. his voice is also nice, i hope we get to hear him be vaguely threatening at some point

avatar interlude because i remembered that not them exists. not them is fascinating but probably the least scary monster to me? idk there is something very fun about leaving only one person aware and then fucking with them just for the sake of fucking with them, but also you’re bound to a piece of furniture so

nikolaorsinov is a gift? i honestly am still confusion about the stranger but nikolaorsinov is so… very good? shes so polite? and considerate? but also very inherently monsterous? because the other avatars were at some point human and shes just barely keeping along? she loves skincare and skinning people and i’m here for her. i want her to be happy.

and then there’s elias who’s i mean okay, he’s fine, is he scary? no? why? because yes his allsight is fun but like? has he murdered anyone in a fun way? no. he beat an old man to death with a pipe. step up your game elias- don’t you see the competition you’re up against

tldr; i dont have a favorite i love them all to much but i do have a least favorite and the answer is yes until elias steps the fuck up

(just not at jon he’s been through enough leave him alone let the man rest)

i look forward to listening to more tma and loving more monsters

this was very long and i’m sorry but i am very enthusiastic

#the magnus archives #light spoilers #tma spoilers #long post #i am very into monsters #i can't help myself sometimes #also i know this probably isn't what you wanted but #once you start you just can't stop the fun #thank you for the question tho #!!! #aliengum

[crimsonandcloverwrites]

bhah ch5 reread time for emotions

idk why eddie half-asleep mumbling about pancakes is so funny to me but like... relatable king

we love the contrasting feelings of Dani and Eddie vs Jamie’s house

lmao poor mikey. let the boy shred on his air guitar in peace

god this is all so domestic I want what they have (owen’s pastries and Jamie in a bandana)

a great, good place huh???? idk why clever canon line inclusion sometimes makes me go a little bit mad but here we are

Dani wanting to leave her mark on this place vs... whatever the fuck is going on in her own home the signs are all there babe

Jamie seeing the problem of Dani not having a desk to work at and immediately wanting to fix it vs Eddie just being Eddie hmmmmm

Carson and Mikey being buddies is actually something that can be so personal

dang Jamie and her quiet temper are so intimidating

problem solver Dani is here we love her. god they’re such a good match

skjfhdfkjfh so much talk about loins ladies get a room already

"Sometimes I just like making other people happy, is all." Dani you are toooo sweet (even if this gets you into trouble sometimes)

oh my godddd Jamie sending Dani flowers I can’t handle this. DANI WANTING TO KEEP IT A SECRET TOO LIKE WANTING TO KEEP THEIR TIME AS JUST FOR THEM I’M GOING INSANE

oh she is having Thoughts about their thighs pressing together and their fingertips grazing. this is so gay. gayer than whatever is gonna happen when they finally bone (I will happily retract this statement if proven wrong 👀👀👀). nothing tops this on the homosexual heirarcy of intimacy

mikey trotting towards school w the lil packed lunch jamie just threw him is so adorable I love the visuals of this fic

I am headcanoning Dani’s Aunt Liz who moved out east to be gay and no one will convince me otherwise (also bring her back Dani needs a cool gay aunt in her life)

Dani being presented with an opportunity to not hang out with Eddie’s familly: I will be there also I can be there 7 hours early also I will bring snacks

Charlotte? Charlotte Wingrave?? Is she on maternity leave to have Miles???

“"Yeah," she lied.” is one of my fave sentences ever idk why I just... the agreement and the deceit of it all (not necessarily specific to this moment tho it is a good one. I just love them in general)

ooft Dani feels so close to breaking here r.e. Eddie and their relationship and I cannot help but wonder if she’s been like this for a while or if the Jamie of it all is really accelerating things

aww Dani’s birthday we love to celebrate she

Dani looking for Jamie I always always imagine as a grounding thing even if she’s not aware of it. Jamie truly is her person and I will be going insane about it ty

Jamie’s wardrobe is truly top tier she is so dreamy

gah the um. heights of everyone on the wall... the familyness of it all. the history. time to look away before I explode

“It’s just the way it’s always been.” ooooohhhh these lines in sort of inconesquential moments that capture the essence of everything!!!!! genius

i fucking hate how hot I find Jamie smoking akjdfhdjfh why can I see it so clearly in my head and why am I like Dani Clayton levels of attracted to her about it

oof Dani truly hates her n Eddie’s house (a house is not a home.glee.mp3 etc). I’m also just realising with a return to the wall heights thing that Jamie was probably thinking back to simpler times and what this house represented as a home to her (both as a welcoming place to be/an ideal kind of home but something she will never really have/be a part of) my heart hurts

What is Dani wishing for as she blows out the candles does she even know what she wants???

Jamie insisting she gets to sit beside Dani is so adorable

the casual domesticity of Dani and Jamie together has me making the stupidest most endeared faces at my screen I love it

the camping trip mention kjfdghdfkj I will never forget Dani gay panicking the whole time I love this lead up

god why am I thinking so hard about the different paths Dani and Jamie went down r.e. their sexualitites rn like Dani being all scared of Jamie mixing w her work life and people realising that there’s something there is just... she’s so fuckign afraid of being herself and then u have Jamie who has lived her life as authentically as she can in that sense and the contrast of it all is so damn interesting (and breaks my heart a bunch)

is this the scarf Dani gave her for christmas does she still have it oh my god

“"And here I thought you were a fan of delayed gratification," Jamie said, chuckling softly.” please tell me this is a surprise tool that will help us later

wait i take it back about the gayest thing ever. I think this blindfolded w Jamie gently guiding her w a hand on her back while she says gentle reassurances like “I got you” is possibly the gayest they’ve ever been. OH she’s guiding her to the desk she refurbished with her own two gay hands this is peak lesbianism. i’m gonna make a heirarcy of needs pyramid based on this fic one day just u wait

ok but this is really soft as hell god I love the thoughtfulness of Jamie. get u a best friend that will fulfill ur every need and feels like home and then kiss her a bunch

“I feel like I'm standing in the middle of the room, screaming, and nobody even looks at me. Nobody can see me." this nell crain ref pls I cant

i think it’s really like... sweet in a way that both of them are sort of dancing around this like there are so many feelings there and they’re just sort of clinging to each other and the familiarity of their bond without pushing it into anything more even incidentally. i think it’s v much a testament to the writing that their relationship and what it is/what it could become isn’t overwhelming to either of them in moments like this. it all just feels very authentic and I love this fic so dang much for it

the library trip ok are we ready 4 the gay meltdown of the century

god them lowkey playfighting on the bus pls this is just like the perfect mix of teacher Dani trying to be professional meets teenage Dani and Jamie cuteness aaah

lmao is Jamie having a small gay meltdown over Hannah Grose that is perfection

fvkdjfgkjfh Hannah and Jamie discussing Dani’s pretty eyes I love this so much please I need more of this and Dani getting flustered about it

god the Jamie and Jackie history I need to know this backstory so bad

plsss Jamie putting Dani’s hand in her jacket pocket to keep it warm could you two be any more digustingly cuuuuute.

jesus fuck the tension of them almost making out in the back rowww. Jamie having a meltdown. Dani falling impossibly harder in love

i can’t believe this moment was it for Dani. lesbianism is stored in the library

oof the parallels between this and the school dance bathroom meltdown Jamie gone vs Jamie HERE in ways she can barely even comprehend. everything is NOT OK

“She couldn’t want this. She couldn’t want Jamie.” Ms Dani your delusions

yeehaw I’m officially halfway through my reread may the next 5 chapters align with the universe and see me through until ch11 is here amen

#bhah #there are a few tangents in this one #but I am v tired and my brain refuses to stay on a single train of thought #anyway that was fun see u next time

[hurglewurm]

12.07.17 get ready I saw falsettos in theatres

it’s always fun being in a theatre mostly full of teenage girls, young gay men, and old couples, (and me and my mum), and just crying a whole bunch. collectively. as a group. anyway below are some chronologically segmented thoughts on this experience™ warning it’s long

“four jews” was so good, so bouncy, so happy. I love my kids. To Be Honest I was already crying a bit tho from the start just with the. uh. knowledge of what is to come

by “tight-knit family” christian borle was Already sweating and honestly, same

in “love is blind”: 

the “daddy’s kissing boys” kiss was SEEN and REMEMBERED because BOY HOWDY they MADE OUT

and before that happened andrew did an eyebrow waggle?? and a “come hither” crooked finger beckoning marvin near??? help??

“but so am IIIIIIIIIIII” I love brandon uranowitz, I love mendel

I watched andrew rannells as he did the “ah-ah” and he was a FLAWLESS boy, thank you camera crew for giving this to me

“the thrill of first love”

was so much more??? sexual??????? than I’ve ever seen it be??? andrew rannells put your tongue bACK in your mouth, oh my god

they. were. PALPABLE. that is all I can say

their little bickering and random spurts of dialogue were cute tho. like after The Kiss, whizzer said “that’s all you get” and I was like lmao my boy

legit I’m not joking about how steamy it was like they were mouth to mouth breathing the same air by the last “LOOOOOOOVE” and I was sweating

in “marvin at the psychiatrist” anthony rosenthal is the purest boy, best boy, absolutely flawless, KILLED IT YALL HE DID THAT. VERY PROUD

in “everyone tells jason to see a psychiatrist” 

whizzer stared at marvin for sO LONG after the flick. 

also can I just mention? andrew rannells? as whizzer? loves jason so much, and you can really tell

in “this had better come to a stop” the fluidity with which andrew rannells delivers his L’s in “late for dinner late again” is just incredible honestly, never fails to impress

“I’m breaking down” 

was the first song where the cinema audience clapped really hard along with the filmed audience. 

yall sjb killed it, she killed me, it was amazing. 

she d e s e c r a t e d that banana

“please come to our house”:

“hello to my house, so good of you to travel on account of my unraveling now let’s eat some food” anthony rosenthal’s fake smile was so on point during the delivery of this entire line and I was like. my boy

“I’ll wait for yoouuuuuuuuuuuuuu” trina held that note for SO long as she left the room, smiling shyly at mendel, and it was cUTE

“a marriage proposal”:

I LOVE MY PARENTS AND THEY LOVE EACH OTHER GOD BLESS

“I’m… not a giant man” “good” AAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

THEY CONTINUE KISSING EVEN AS MARVIN STARTS SINGING OVER ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE STAGE AND THEN THEY HUG THIS IS V IMPORTANT INFORMATION

“a tight-knit family reprise”:

mendel is so??? happy???? marvin pls let him live

“king of the losers” “at eighty an hour” the camera man was just ON MENDEL like. yes my boy deliver it

“I just got a family” “the family was mine” still fuckin gets me. damn. mendel is so happy and just?? full of bliss at his new life??? and marvin is so… act one marvin… you get me

“march of the falsettos”: 

Excellent

bran uran’s voice sounded so strained my poor boy

whizzer: “stop pulling my shorts!” marvin: “they’re so hard to take off!” oh my god

whizzer screaming into the void for the blocks to be thrown up like: “hit me! another one!” 

the finger thing with marvin and whizzer? yeah that happened. they both gasped in fear

“the chess game”

bitch it was t e n s e

idk andrew rannells made the choice to call marvin “man” a whole bunch in this production and??? ok

after marvin storms off, whizzer is like “mARVIN” still in that growly voice from the last “life’s a sham” (nice) and he starts to say “it was just a g—” and then he sees marvin and goes. quiet

also from midway through this song until the end of act one, andrew rannells has this big Curl of Messy Hair in the middle of his forehead and I’m sorry but it was a blessed sight

“making a home”

hi the little zooms on whizzer? unpacking his suitcase in the corner? being sad? broke my heart, thanks

“could he love me?” the angle of the shot had happy mendel in front and whizzer kind of behind him off to the side and stop this, camera crew, stop

for “the games I play” I have no words. andrew did so good. so good. he was so sad. and he hIT those high notes yES boy. the audience clapped a bit after this one

“marvin hits trina”

he just barges into their house and starts yelling and tears up their wedding invitation like holy fuck marvin, what is ur damage

“I am so dumb.” and there is the longest silence as he walks all the way around before he starts his Lil Rampage

the actual Hit was p quiet but that’s what makes it all the more poignant, because you can hear trina’s little cry of shock and pain, and it takes her a second to bring a hand up to her cheek

after the Hit someone behind me in the audience just. let out an audible breath, like the wind got knocked out of them, and I was like. same bitch

“I never wanted to love you”

EVERYONE. ON STAGE. WAS CRYING. 

the mood of this musical changes so quickly when it gets to this song and it’s. Good. like it cleaves my heart in twain don’t think it doesn’t but it’s. good

trina needs a fucking hug (and mendel is going to give her 20)

“how do I start… not to love you” FUCK

whenever marvin looks at jason tbh my heart hurts bye. which bRINGS US TO

“father to son”

the pure adoration and faint amusement on marvin’s face as his son is all like “I think… girls are” like it’s so cUTE

near the end as marvin was singing about love the camera just showed us whizzer? sitting alone in the dark? leaning his head on a corner of the Cube™? how dare you

anyway christian borle was crying and so was I

act two time because there was no intermission which was…  not great to be honest oops

“falsettoland”

bran uran had little glow sticks in each hand and at “homosexuals” he just pointed at the audience and the music stalled as he just waved about at them like “YALL ARE ALL GAY JUST TAKE IT”

“and a teeny tiny band” a bunch of little paper cutouts of the band rose up from the Band Area Void and bran uran did a little dance to incite people to love and cherish the band (always love and cherish the band guys they’re so good they do such a good job)

“nancy reagan” andrew slapped the blow up doll so hard lmao

“spiky lesbians” EVERYONE CHEERED AND I WAS LIKE DAMN RIGHT

in “about time” marvin holds jason close and is like “as mature as my son who is tHIS TALL!! that’s all!!” and you really can see… just how much he’s changed, my boy,

“year of the child”:

anthony rosenthal is the cutest kid alive

his little dance between his parents as they’re all like “my chiiiiild” is. just. incredible

“I’ll bring women from the wrong side of the tracks” mendel says out of the corner of his mouth, as he tucks jason under his arm and leads him away, like a bad influence

“the baseball game”

when whizzer first appeared and marvin was all “what is he doing here??” he hid behind charlotte while simultaneously trying to get a good look at whizzer and it was. adorable

whenever marvin touched whizzer’s hair, whizzer couldn’t keep the smile off his face. I’m deceased

“how would I know… without him… my life would be flat as a lake” ok but who is responsible for this lmao

“would it be possible to see you or to…......... kiss you” BASHFUL MARVIN I REPEAT BASHFUL MARVIN

“a day in falsettoland”

“yEEEESSS IiiIiiIII dOOOooOoO” u already know it was perfect, I don’t need to tell you

charlotte pulled cordelia in with the apron and their part of the stage went dark but they kissed, they did, saw it with my own two gay little eyes

“what more can I say”

TOO… SOFT… HELP

andrew had his leggy out

before whizzer rolled over he?? gave marvin a lil kiss on the cheek? it was really audible????? I’m???

when marvin looked under the sheet, instead of his customary simple eyebrow waggle, this man Dared to laugh in delight along with the audience like “yes I love this boy he is mine and I am his and that’s incredible”

ALSO AT THE END when they both just cuddle into each other they… kissed each other’s faces a bunch… h e lp me

“something bad is happening”

charlotte is so upset and I am upset because hERE WE GO

“more racquetball”

the costume department is full of geniuses tbh like the loosening of whizzer’s costume? genuinely just looked like the poor man had lost a bunch of weight

he fell so hard and abruptly and something in me fell with him

“I’m sorry” HIS FACE CRUMPLED AND HE STARTED CRYING

“days like this”

someone forgot to turn on andrew’s mic at the beginning so his mouth said “good morning” but you couldn’t hear it

“kid you’re looking very good today” whizzer just gives a self-deprecating smile and he. he Knows. 

cordelia’s laugh is the cutest thing I’ve ever heard in my life

“I’ll let you win, whizzer” “don’t let me win…” “I’ll let you win” I’m really upset, whizzer looked so… wrecked

at the end of “cancelling the bar mitzvah” mendel’s fucking “why don’t we tell him that we don’t have the answers” whole thing got me w r e c k e d. he says those lines like a man who knows how awful it is, but he knows how true it is, and he’s helpless to stop it

“unlikely lovers”

“marvin? did you hear what I said?” they were both crying, you could hear the tears in andrew’s voice, and christian borle kept… sobbing… between his lines… 

like when marvin stopped singing and cordelia/charlotte were at the door he just had to crumple for a moment and just lie there shaking?? a broken man?? just to recuperate for the next bit of the song? kill me

the way marvin looks people in the eye and just says “I love you” with the softest voice. god

so “something bad is happening reprise”: charlotte sang this directly to marvin, a steadying hand on his elbow, peering into his eyes past her own film of tears to make sure he understands what she’s saying. and he does. and he just turns away and walks off

“you gotta die sometime”

when he swung his legs out of bed his voice broke from the effort

he got really choked up after the second verse and he was openly crying by the end of it (still killed it tho, my boy)

this is my favourite song but I can’t watch anyone sing it ever

“jason’s bar mitzvah”

jason rushes in, bubbly and cheerful, and andrew is still fucking sobbing and it takes him a while to come down from it and everything hurts

“don’t know why, but he looks… like marvin” fucking crying already and then there’s a little pause, jason is really agitated, and marvin just whispered something like “hey you got this” and I WEPT

marvin kissed jason’s head. he loves this boy so much

whizzer also kissed jason’s head??? jason has so many dads who all love him so much

whizzer’s “thank you” was just a whisper but it rang through the theatre and then it was so quiet. I could not breathe in the space after whizzer’s final line. (I mean I was sobbing but I was real quiet about it)

“what would I do”

andrew was crying, christian was crying, I was crying, it was beautiful tho

whizzer just walks out in his pristine white shirt and it’s. it’s poignant. it’s such a stark contrast from the last time we saw him, it hits really hard

“I’d like to believe that I’d do it again and again and again” the crescendo that christian puts in these lines leading to that really Powerful last “again” shakes me to my fucking core (and yeah, makes me cry, you guessed it)

“we’re just gonna skip that stage” it sounded like it hurt to say that. it hurt to hear it too

just in general there’s this softness to christian borle’s voice when it’s live that’s not really there in the cast recording but it’s really, really beautiful

whizzer gives him one last, sad, little smile before the lights change

there were three men sitting beside me and my mother and they were all sobbing

“falsettoland reprise”

marvin buried his face in his hands for most of this, but there were moments where he didn’t, where he tried to be strong in the face of his loss. he couldn’t do it anymore once they put the gravestone down. 

to be honest i could barely see jason put the chess piece down because everything was too blurry from my tears

as my mother put it, “there was no catharsis at the end. it was really, really sad. but it was realistic about that, about death, and love, and everything.”

20000000/10 would watch again, please release a dvd

#this is so long lmao do I ever shut up? no #falsettos #falsettos proshot #alligates says things #alligates has life experiences #that's a new tag #because I saw book of mormon in london two months ago and boy howdy!! forgot to make a post abt all my Thoughts

[cafephan]

dan and phil play faceapp: a summary

HELLO NEW FLAT "any cardboard box can be turned into something beautiful" how long before dan promos the merch this definitely wasn't scheduled beforehand they stole the dvp board even though it technically belongs to their old landlord discussing furnishings if they still have cardboard boxes in the background in ten weeks time we can shout at them or let them know if you're into that kind of thing "i give this channel one week before we get evicted" danandphilgamesFACES appropriate but weak phil i'll let you off because you've been moving and you're tired and cute that helps I JUST NOTICED THE STUBBLE HELLO this is a video that phil basically said 'dan can we do this' and it's proven dan is still wrapped around his little finger "we have to do it while it's still relevant" mate you're not exactly plummeting in views bloody hell i like the insight into his camera roll why is the danieldreamx liveshow thumbnail there throwback to the ladybird jumper selfie dan stop dragging him that attractive chin angle "apparently phil can't take a selfie" i fucking relate apparently phil is slightly scared and startled all the time and the first scream of the new dapg era is upon us rip headphone users someone needs to put that as a jumpscare in the comments phil speaking about having straight teeth made me sadder than it should've the old filter aka "six months into the future" according to dan the fond look from phil "it's seven months into the future at least" every old!phil trope needs to be rewritten "if you keep your current hair you will be the coolest old guy" dan still rolling in the compliments "let's not be ageists" shoutout to the over 65s watching phil looks like his grandad apparently "i look like me but younger but that's not what i looked like when i was younger" just got a full close up of dans crusty ass lips that's another one to add to the jumpscare list dan doesn't like female phil "it's like a horrible alternate universe" someone's gonna be scouring the au tag, have fun dan "i'm a bit scarlett johannson-y" "clearly your hairstyle is ready to go for the female app" celestial glowing earrings "i would avoid him in a dark alley" says phil about himself as a... man "that is the phil that never got a myspace account and became a builder" now there's an au dan is either going to write himself or search for "normy phil" "you look so average" dan pls we know you think he's beautiful but we're only five minutes into the video control yourself dan's turn on the weird app 'neutral face' 'dan with a soul': "i look like a mouse person" // "you look like a rabbit person!" phil the savage my one true love "i like it. i wanna be friends with him instead of you" wow phil you absolute savage drag him more "it's like you put a hoover against your ear and sucked out your soul" phil looks legitimately scared i'm "old dan! old danny! old danny slice" phil chants whilst looking over fondly dan's impersonation of his old self: "i'm old but you still would" "derek has imploded" "you're like an anime child" "let's meet danielle!" phil is way too into this "i look like louise! that is a picture of louise!" // "it is louise... or is it a bit of zoe as well?" phil doesn't know zoe and louise's ship name come on phil they had a shop back in the day where even were you in the old days they both watched your videos "do you even lesbian on wattpad?" dan revealing more of his plans for that night okay he got the ship name in the end nice one philly "i like to think that if i, as a female or just as dan now, embraced eye makeup, it would be a bit cooler than that, that's a bit normal" he'd do a smoky eye, phil was more than happy to help him draw that conclusion calling all fic writers; this is your chance "am i already the hunky dan i wish i was?" phil looks so excited to see 'male' dan "you look... very angry" i wonder if that's code for if phil's into it or not "it's really square-ified my face like let's give this lad a chin that he doesn't have" oh nice dan would fuck himself calling all fic writers; i'm begging you please please don't now the camera roll pictures make sense okay here we go phil's aesthetic twitter icon has a creepy ass filtered smile "that's phol. p-h-o-l. that's your doot there" alright dan calm yourself lad dans twitter icon's turn "i hate that profile picture... because i have curly hair now, i need to get a new icon that embraces the curls" finally he's saying stuff i can get onboard with phil stop trying to stop him from changing it make it your lockscreen if you want to see it everyday but let the man change his damn icon "rabbit dan is back" pastel dan as an old guy: "he's so cute!" says phil phil's selfie with the hair dye on okay dude "i literally think that's what i'd look like as a girl" why does he only have one set of eyelashes tho "that is amazingphillipa" "ah your really cringe selfie!" // "it wasn't cringe!" dan is getting his revenge drags in he nailed the caption according to dan also contact i am all over that i definitely haven't rewound it four times the first american names they think of are kyle (phil) and cody (dan) i ship it what the fuck is this last picture sideways dan he has like three teeth i'm laughing so much what the pirate!dan, he said so himself what the fuck is the smile filter....... add it to the jumpscare list also in case you're curious we do say stuff like that in the north, philly ain't lying to you aaaaaaand here's the merch promo i feel sad that my moon head doesn't suit hats rip "good luck sleeping" i don't think you'll be sleeping dan sounds like you have a fic filled night ahead of you oh god the photoshop make it stop right now i hate this endscreen why am i still here i wonder what faces they're pulling behind the photoshop "don't swap faces with people because it's really demonic bye" danielleisnotonfire AmazingPhillipa

#gaming vid summaries #SORRY IM SO LATE

[crab-goddess]

Lala  land more like Po land cause that shits gay ad I do not like it cause the cant sing Very well and mate I’m just over the hype like let it go the love you feel towards the film? – DROP IT

Reaching into my thoughts I pull out the hated memory of seeing lala land because it ruined my faith in cinematography to cast people for singing roles. I love advanced higher and I know this essay is really shit right now I really need to get this grade because I want to go to the cconsevitour you feel me

Lala land goes against my morals also because of how it shows examples of cheating because mate she has a fucking boyfriend and she makes a date with this guy when she is still with her boyfriend and she stands up the date with this new guy cause she has a boyfriend and half way through her date with her actual boyfriend she goes with the dancing man. I wrote in my diary how outraged I was after seeing the film because I had to document my utter rage, long story short I tore up the page because I was fuming

What else do I not like about it? They have so much money but they have loads of money, they have so many costume changes like obviously they have money. There are so many changes. HE DRIVES a convertible.

Every single time someone is shot in New York they have no money like what’s the deal I am concerned. I cannot not see my genitalia, my little buddy.

I should talk to my dick more actually, oh hi penis

Hold me while I pee small bowl. Kerry has departed and so has my inspiration for the cause because not gonna lie I did enjoy lala land despite its bad qualities it made me feel good and that’s all the matters to a young emo boy living in the suburbs you feel me sqa marker like seriously not gonna lie either I really want a fucking A give me it you low life piece of amazing literature like the essay you are reading right now so shut the fuck up and don’t go to the cinema

Turning point baby Kerry is spitting on the attack, she doesn’t really care about poussey anymore which me as the writer I am happy about. I should use periods more, periods only stop sentences. Lesbian teasing in orange in the new black is so annoying because it is like oh here are some sexy lesbians oh wait they are dead now or in shu or whatever it’s called like nicky was an example. Lexa wasn’t the best like gay character I just want a consistent gay character, you can tell she hasn’t seen sense 8. That’s something I could talk about

I don’t like ben aaffleck.

Sense  8 is great, there Is no doubt about that but man there are somethings I am not happy about. I feel as if they are just ticking off all of the stereotypes in today’s society in the sense that they have to have ever interesting character like what are the chances that they are from different countries, surely there must be like two in India or something it kind of annoys me but however, new  sentence. It does give me everything that I want in a tv show like there isn’t a character I would want added to the show because they have everyone I could ask for and more. I think im doing well so far, lewis is going home –wait sorry I am the writer lewis Gemmell I have not got a ghost writer

Cactus? Katniss? Obi wan? What is the difference, ben kanobi that what. It literally just goes back to the same position. I promised my mum and dad I wouldn’t get drunk I am a bad person I just need to start taking responsibility for my actions. I am a bad person. Responsibility is coming, are we doing this hand thing. Who is dominant? I like treating this essay as a mental release, they are being so loud. I do think I am kind of mental with this parasite thing also me and Lewis are opposites  on another level with me being a bottom an ben being a just o top not like ben is writing this he just promotes instinctfulness , Melissas belly is making funny noises. Melissa is such a twinky bottom, only a bottom as a boy don’t get her wrong.

Vegan cheese thats fucking disgusting oh my god how am I typing when im walking around like a zombie omg that’s hat school is like. Endurance is key top tip sqa. Ppinky then thumb, 12 inch instantly would just make you vomit, dick comes out mouth and it touches your delicate stomach and you projectile acid all over the sheets and dissolve his dick and bed sheets. Lewis wants – wait I – want to bottom properly. Douche for week not years. parks and rec inspiration mate the banter is flowing like nates cum in my mouth – said by Jeffree star 16/02/2016. How cool is numbers in essays. Braid my asshole hair into a nice messy bun/ wreath

Have you never heard of jeffree star? He’s hilarious. Slurp that shot babes, hump till you make that fucking calorie burn. Everybody clap your ass can you bring it to the top, slam into my sister room bum first. Dick of terror – oh wait caterpillar ride omg the caterpillar ride is like a 12 inch dick coming out his mouth like the caterpillar through the apple, sorry sqa I’m just on such a tangent. Holl boll screaming low blow puff poof

Back to lala land anyway, sorry about it. OK I want to type that emma stone is very ugly but I do not believe in what I think because she is beautiful but I am gay so I can just stfu, sorry sqa I’m really into abbreviations and tbh I’m liking my structure the flow is as potent as the banter. Cactus up anus? YOU SHOULD HAVE SAID SO? I fucking love numbers in w0rd5 LOL. Spike in every orifice, Cactus in every orifice. Are eyes hoes? Only if you don’t have them. I have work in 5 hours but I care more about advanced higher english than to be caring about my fucking money situation. New paragraph for the editors enjoy babes take a s

Bit h I cannot ad

Mate you have no idea how hard it is to see he keyboard I’m typing this from memory of I’m decided am going to get married even tho theres like no point I like buy dress

Poke me with that dick bc I love jesis- the blind woman

I can’t imagine being Minnie driver

I think I am kaput, I’’m just out of energy towards getting my point across aand I think I have made some really potent points, melissas ass in this game. Sorry I keep going on these tangents and its about lala land not fucking reptiles. Emily is being really good at running in overwatch. But anyway I’’m coming to an end, I do like lala land but I respect the aspect of disappointments within the film.

I am going to make a film about am man who talks to his aunt in scrabble just so you know sqa I am doing other things than my advanced higher but I am only going to start when I finish this masterpiece cause again I love advanced higher English.

I want lola to pierce my nipple and I do like lala land ok and fuck emma stones hate on her

Bye, kind regards

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