#but i just. dont have the energy anymore?????

[shanti-ashant-hai]

why can i not. do things. anymore.

what is wrong

#i want to draw #and play instruments #and learn new things #but i just. dont have the energy anymore????? #which is weird because im my jee era i forced myself to do things i didnt have the energy for and it went good #now i simply. cannot. do things. #ive been trying to draw for ages but i cant buy a fucking canvas #heck waking up in the morning is becoming tedious now #my life is supposed to be in my control why am i spiralling #shanti ki ashanti suno

[inukag]

@inuvember day 19: inuyasha & kagome ღ

#inuyasha #inukag #inuyashaedit #manga #myedits #mymanips #kagome higurashi #inuvember #source: ranma 1/2 #i've had this in my drafts for ages #it's not really complete cause i wanted to add a panel of them kissing #but i dont have the energy anymore lol #i just wanted to post something for this day of inuvember c:

[clembian]

i fear i will never stop being abnormal about dsmp

#on account of never consuming new medias mostly #also just #nothing will ever compare for me i think #like #ya that characters cool but they are NOT ctubbo #i need something else to be abnormal about man .our numbers r dwindling #i wish i could be insane and abnormal abt qsmpbut truly. i mostly lost interest after juanaflippa died #im like a passive enjoyer and i like seeing my friends talk abt it #but im not Invested and i dont really have the time or energy to get invested in streams again #ough.literally a guy who hates most shows/movies but cant watch streams anymore. #catboo.txt #i need someone 2 drag me kicking and screaming into a new media until i start getting invested

[jils-things]

to love someone is to heal someone

#~ art #♥️ memoryshipping #ignore tags if youre just here for the art and not me going full diary mode #anyways ... this is a little personal to me #especially with how i treat her here. i think this is a direct projection of how i'm feeling right now #today has been a little harsh on me - maybe a little painful even #i'm okay now - because i resolved it. albeit harboring some bits of anger to it but its not worth fighting about anymore #its hard to say that i'm - very optimistic so to speak because it's only one pillar i just jumped over and there will be more later #and this is me coping with it and im lucky to have mustered some energy to at least express it through drawing #i havent been drawing much for myself and it makes me sad because its my source of happiness #my time for drawing is being repurposed for other stuff right now and it still is and i dont feel entirely happy doing it unfortunately #i still have many things i want to follow up on my drawing list especially in my recent interests peaking again #but i resorted for now to making something im already used to. stevaide lol fgsjsddsjjsdjkghsdjgdjkhskjghshsgsasjhjsjksdjfhsfasgs corny ass #rest assured im at a somewhat relaxed state right now. throwing boops here and there calmed me down because theres people around me #who ig thinks im cool eajdhajhd #ahh anyway

[todayisafridaynight]

no ones ever gonna understand how much i love daigo doin this stupid shit after dissolving the tojo

#snap chats #is this a gaiden spoiler. its been like five months catch up you nerds #ANYWAYYYYY NOO I LOVE HIM ....... this whole bit is like four seconds long but i love it so much #i just reminded myself i should probably make gaiden/y8 videos for daigo.. i'll make it a JP/ENG comp or somethn.. one day #not soon tho like its barely anything since he's not in those games Long At All but still. im lazy 💀 #excuse me while i gush about daigo for twenty minutes now because hehee HE'S SO CUTE I CAN'T GET OVER IT #this is literally the middle aged equivalent of going yippee like YOU CAN TELL HE'S SO RELIEVED IT'S SO CUTE #got the energy of a student with crippling anxiety after they somehow get through giving a presentation without throwing up #AND his lil smile ......... thank you gaiden you made me wanna eat drywall with daigo's sad puppy dog eyes about kiryu #and then immediately made up for it a minute later #sorry i keep scrolling up to look at him and i love him so much. what if i threw up #i dont like using babygirl lightly but this is actually the most Babygirl frame of him ever ive decided #thats my boy .... i love my boy so much ..... he's so cute ... come so far in life congratulations king ..... ily ... #him lookin up at the sky for a minute just to breathe i know he thankin god for the fact he somehow isnt dead yet #im gonna ignore the fact all of this was for naught so i dont bash my head against a wall anyway stan daigo #im gonna be sick i love him so much #if i redraw this later shut up. i love him... #this is why i try not to look at cutscenes anymore cause when i do i feel my brain being put in a microwave and start to melt #its not my fault i love my guys so much .... ok bye i have work to do .... #and then when i finish that work i can go back to loving my guys YAAAAAY !!!!!!!

[lessthanimpressedlesbian]

#shadowgast #beauyasha #percahlia #perc'ahlia #widomauk #widojest #fjorjester #beaujester #widobrave #widofjord #imodna #i was gonna tag every character but you know what #i dont have the energy anymore #critical role #also these numbers are as of today #i just wanna see if the poll responses will correlate with the number of fics for each relationship #i put them in order intentionally

[juni-ravenhall]

things i start doing when health breaking apart. sso moorland stables opening scene but gameboy (i had no idea what character style to go for so its just. 5 pixels that vaguely looks like justin)

#its not in any way intended to look like that if i finished it i just dont rly have energy to do anymore #gbproject

[mineralboa]

i need to see more people drawing themselves with their favorite characters fr

#it makes me so genuinely happy #i personally don't draw a lot of self ship art anymore #not necessarily because i dont want to #but i just have no energy or ideas for art anymore 😭😭

[chinelacanta]

more paper doodles!

#oughgh i got sick so i dont have the energy to transfer these to my tablet #but i feel bad just leaving lmao so #enjoy :')? #strawhat pirates #i love romance dawn trio designs so much i believe in short hair nami supremacy #and zoro looking like the average bar hopper #luffy remaining largely unchanged is peak honestly #AND ROBINS OLD HAIR #i get the theme of not needing the bangs to hide herself behind anymore but #SHE WAS SLAYING W THEM NAURR #I WEEP #man do i tag every character in this i dont wanna spam #will only tag the ones i think look the best ahdjs #nico robin #donquixote doflamingo #red hair shanks #my art!! #anyways stay swaggy guys ( ✌︎'ω')✌︎

[send-me-a-puffalope]

why did my teachers think it was okay to give us like one single weekend to finish all of our midterm projects and study for our tests.

#slight vent #i have 3 projects and 3 tests #i’m halfway through my lit/history project and halfway through my psych project #and maybe a quarter done with my programming project #which is fucking insane btw cause how tf am i supposed to code a whole video game in like 3 days on top of everything else 😭😭😭 #and some things he hasn’t taught us and just thinks that we should just be able to figure out like HELLO???/?/// #I DONT HAVE TIME TO TEACH MYSELF NEW CODE #ITS THE MIDTERM/FINAL FOR THE CLASS?????? #and once the weekend starts i’ll have no one to trouble shoot my stuff and fix my bugs so literally i’ll be hopeless so 😭😭😭 #my calc teacher JUST finished teaching us everything we need for the midterm TODAY. THE MIDTERM IS ON WEDNESDAY. BRO. #my physics teacher doesn’t let us copy down any of our idk test questions or take our old assessments home to study #*old #so we get to look em over for like 20 mins and hand em back. which doesn’t exact fucking help me when i’m studying for the midterm. #WITH NO STUDY GUIDE. #my teachers even said that this years midterms are worse than previous years cause they’re all in a row instead of split by a weekend #we’ve had 2 delayed openings and 1 early dismissal this week which means we have less time to work on our midterm projects in class 😭😭😭😭 #i’m so overwhelmed i’m gonna explode #by the time i finish these projects i’m not gonna have anymore energy/time to study for my tests. WHICH IS THE HARD SHIT BTW.

[ganondoodle]

been feeling under the weather for a long time now, for some reason i keep having ideas and stuff i rly wanna make a sketch of when im at work but when im free im just getting tired and demotivated to hell ...

i know the whole totk rewritten thing isnt the most interesting but its the thing i need the most concepts for still so .... if anyone wants to see something in particular as a concept sketch, pls do tell me qwq

#ganondoodles talks #i have been feeling tired at like 9 pm already despite sleeping more than usual it sucks i cant get anything done after work anymore #i dont wanna sound like im begging or being a complaning lil b again but im just #tired of being tired #you can also ask for soemthign different i guess but idk if i have the energy #and as always i cant promise anything #tho i do read every suggestion AND make up a concept in my head #but putting it on paper is much more difficult to comit to #;__;

[karda]

the effect quitting monsters has had on my mental heath is so unbelievable. they really were just making everything worse for no reason

#i was having like 2-3 a day since senior year #and i quit cold turkey a couple months ago #the headaches stopped after a week and i havent wanted one since #once u get to the point where they dont even give u energy anymore its really just pointless #ur only drinking them for the familiarity

[cyberdragoninfinity]

if youre doing the ask game

🔥

unpopular opinion for seto motherfucking kaiba? mayhaps? blease?

ok so. i wrote. like four fucking paragraphs answering this, talking about how i feel about kaiba, and then. when i went. to fucking add tags. tumblr fucked up and deleted my whole post <333 super cool website very fun to use <33333

anyway im not rewriting all of that so here's the tl;dr: i like kaiba, he's iconic for a reason, but my 🔥🔥🔥est kaiba take is just that honestly i dont think he's nearly as deep a character as people want him to be, and that's not a bad thing. He fulfills the role he has in DM's narrative fantastically well, and he has his veins of things that could be interesting to discuss, but after 25 years it feels like it's just nonstop hitting bedrock when it comes to kaiba 'analysis.' I feel like i see the same 3-4 kaiba meta posts every other week (and i do sometimes wish that level of love and dedication to character analysis got extended to. any other yugioh character. i feel similarly about atem too tbh dfghd)

like with kaiba, it feels like a massive chunk of his implied depth is things fans have willed into existence through the sheer power of I Want it To Be That Deep. and i dont even think there's anything wrong with that, it just doesn't interest me very much. i like my kaiba discussion where the elephant of "this character is in many ways defined by stagnant growth and if this is left unchecked it's going to get really fucking bad" is Very in the room. kaiba is at his best to me when he's doing digital duel links necromancy, when his interpersonal relationships beyond mokuba are under the microscope and revealed to be, uh, hanging by a thread or two!

also, just, with not being terribly interested in it all, at this point now five yugiohs in and fully out in the spinoff reeds, i gotta say, every other yugioh rival is a more engaging character to me on a narrative and symbolic level than i have ever personally found kaiba. i honestly think a lot of them are also, by their series' end, far kinder people than seto kaiba is. 🤷‍♀️ maybe in another world another life kaiba could have dueled a robotic embodiment of all his negative traits and been humbled to some degree by that. what a world to think of

#IM SO FUCKING MADE. THAT MY FIRST RESPONSE JUST GOT COMPLETELY OBLITERATED. I HAD SHIT TO SAY!!! #asks #ygo posting #anonymous #also re: the bedrock hitting. half of why i dont really draw kaiba anymore is just cuz. like. theres already So much bonkers cool kaiba art #i dont have anything else really to add #i would rather use my creative energy to draw insane art of ygo spinoff characters who are lacking in that department #also meeting kite felt like finding out your fav band did a remasted remixed version of a pretty good song and made it even better #l + ratio + moon duel

[zellk]

- Family - (Rhithin, on the left (they/them) belongs to @shuuzaar ! - Mitas, on the right (he/him) belongs to me - And of course Meteion is from FFXIV >:^) )

#ffxiv #final fantasy xiv #ff14 #final fantasy 14 #rhithin #rhithin aubrey #mitas #mitas aubrey #mitas faceshift #meteion #ffxiv endwalker #endwalker #ff endwalker #zellk #beary sketch #god i have no energy nor will to draw nowadays and it fucking sucks #almost feels like i dont like drawing anymore but it's not rly true but at the same time i dont /want/ to draw idk it's just #rly fucking weird #idk how to mend my relationship with art and drawing and it's depresso but hey #at least a doodle

[dizzybevvie]

NO because Izzy shouldn't have died purely because hes PART OF THE SHIP. HES THE NEW UNICORN

#LIKE THE WHOLE POINT IS HE ISNT AN AUTHORITY FIGURE EBUT HES A UNIQUE AND INHERENT PART OF THE CREW. UGH #its so frustrating #its just like. none of his accomplishments feel meaningful anymore #him being the new unicorn him singing at calypsos birthday his conversation with Stede him telling Lucius to move on. none of it matters no #a character whos arc was partially about learning to accept help should be able to die old recieving help. #and yeah ! some deaths are tragic and thats the point #But izzys death was so rushed that again. its not MEANINGFUL. #dont fight me on this i dont have the energy /lh #most of the issues i have with the finale are fine cus i know they can be solved in s3 but Izzy is just dead forever now. hes just gone. #UGHHHHHHHH so disappointing #ofmd spoilers #ofmd #our flag means death #izzy hands #izzy ofmd

[arvoze]

we do a little trolling

#wont tag because its a video wip i just really really like this image of him.... #last night i did tje. animatic today i did like most of the actual coloured images #this is literally the once in a lifetime moment where i want to do this fully so like. i have to see it through #even if there's really not a lot to it #what really matters the most is the idea of “i actually can do this” instead of it just being wishful thoughts #because for like. a decade i kind of just told myself i dont have the energy for this anymore #so even if its not that much. still just being able to do SOMETHIGNG is crazy