#but i'm not most people. i'm an idiot

[aestheticsyoutubers]

nathan, mudflaps ↳ could you beat minecraft spectator mode?

#same my dude #nathan #mud flaps #mudflaps #could you beat minecraft spectator mode? #aestheticsyoutubers #youtuber aesthetics #youtube #aesthetics #minecraft #minecraft youtube #but i'm not most people. i'm an idiot

[utilitycaster]

You know what's interesting to me? For all people keep claiming at every juncture that perhaps Bells Hells will come around on the gods and see the harm they do (which, as discussed extensively, is, half the time, simply not intervening) not only have they never done so, but also they never quite cross the line into saying the party should join the Ruby Vanguard or aid them - and indeed, they defend against it - so what does this achieve? It feels like they're asking for a story in which the party stands idly by, which isn't much of a story nor, if I may connect this briefly to the real world, a political stance anyone should be proud of.

That's honestly the frustration with the gods and the "what if the Vanguard has a point" conversations in-game. What do we do then? Do we allow the organization that will murder anyone for pretty much any reason that loosely ties into their goals run rampant? The group that (perhaps unwittingly, but then again, Otohan's blades had that poison) disrupted magic world-wide, and caused people who had the misfortune to live at nexus points to be teleported (most, as commoners, without means of return). While also fomenting worldwide unrest?

Those were the arguments before the trip to Ruidus; with the reveal of the Vanguard's goals to invade Exandria, the situation becomes even more dire. Do you let the Imperium take over the planet?

And do the arguments against the gods even hold up? If Ludinus is so angry at them for the Calamity, what does it say that he destroyed Western Wildemount's first post-Calamity society for entirely selfish means? (What does it say about the validity of vengeance as a motivator?) What does it say that Laudna told Imogen she could always just live in a cottage quietly without issue before the solstice even happened? (Would this still be true if the Imperium controls the world?) What does it say that when faced with a furious, grieving party and the daughter she keeps telling herself was her reason for all of this, Liliana can't provide an answer to the question of what the gods have done other than that their followers will retaliate...for, you know, the Vanguard's endless list of murders. (That is how the Vanguard and Imperium tend to think, huh? "How dare your face get in the way of my boot; how dare you hit me back when I strike you.") She can't even provide a positive answer - why is Predathos better - other than "I feel it", even though Imogen and Fearne know firsthand that Predathos can provide artificial feelings of elation. Given all the harm Ludinus has done in pursuit, why isn't the conclusion "the gods should have crashed Aeor in such a way that the tech was unrecoverable?"

Even as early as the first real discussion on what the party should do, the fandom always stopped short of saying "no, Imogen's right, they should join up with the people who killed half the party," it was always "no, she didn't really mean it, she just was trying to connect with her mother." Well, she's connected with her mother, and at this point the party doesn't even care about the gods particularly (their only divinely-connected party member having died to prevent the Vanguard from killing all of them). So they will stop the Vanguard; as Ashton says, the means are unforgiveable. As Laudna says, it's not safe to bet on Predathos's apathy. As Imogen says, she's done running; the voice that she used to think of as a lifeline belongs to someone she doesn't trust. So I guess my question is: if they're stopping the people who are trying to kill the gods (and defense of the gods isn't remotely their personal motivation)...do you think the next phase of the campaign is Bells Hells personally killing the gods? Reconstructing the Aeor tech and hoping none of their allies notice? How does this end? Does your ideology ever get enacted? Or is this entirely moot and pointless and the story ends with Bells Hells saying "well, I'm really glad we stopped the people who [insert list of Vanguard atrocities from above]; none of us follow the gods or plan to, but honestly, the status quo we return to is preferable to whatever nightmare Ludinus had concocted in his violent quest for power and revenge"?

#i've got a lot to do today so I think I'm done posting but #cr spoilers #i called that this particular cohort of fans had empathy only for those like them and were terrified of player agency like. 18 mos ago #and i have never been proven wrong. zero analysis just a constant demand that everyone coddle their feelings and confirm their biases #literally will straight up fabricate lore and cry you're disrespecting a pretend person for not including it in your considerations #absolutely SHIT understanding of actual lore. utter incapacity to follow a logical throughline to its conclusion #it's like. wow. wonder why you're so focused on hypocrisy and you overreact to the word selfish #the reason they hate or fear orym (they say they don't...but that just means they want him to go to a reeducation camp instead of die) #is bc i think they are truly terrified of the idea that people can not just hold opinions that are against theirs but stand fast by them #easier to stan the villain because then they die and you can feel wronged and betrayed and wallow in a sense of continual victimhood #than to like a character who might last long enough to call you the idiot and asshole that you are #but it's also funny bc literally if orym weren't there in the latest convo the conclusion is the same. #ashton's had the same opinion of the vanguard the whole time (and it's not positive) but that's not under scrutiny #probably bc it doesn't allow people to be ghoulish in the most cringeworthy way possible

[bimoonphases]

@wolfstarmicrofic March 22 – prompt 22: Impervius – word count 909

Impervius - Makes an object waterproof

Sirius wasn’t mad McGonagall had caught him charming her classroom ceiling to start raining and had given him detention. No, Sirius was mad Remus had been assigned to supervise him as he stopped the spell and dried the whole classroom without magic. Lately, Remus had been acting weird towards him, and he thought he knew why. After his friends had found out about the scars he had on his legs thanks to Walburga’s favourite Slicing curse he had been a bit more open about his family. Safely guided by James (and more often than not also safely tucked in James’s arms) he had started to tell the other Marauders bits and pieces about the house he had grown up in. About his parents’ rigid discipline. About the Black family motto, Toujours Pur. About the Sacred Twenty-eight and his parents’ belief that anyone outside of that circle wasn’t worth even existing. He suspected that had caused Remus to mostly avoid eye contact with him, exit a room as soon as it ended up just being the two of them, and almost jumping away whenever they accidentally touched. He supposed it was difficult adjusting to the idea one of your friends had parents who thought you were an abomination, but he had always been careful to make it very clear he didn’t support any of his parents’ beliefs. Even what he couldn’t control, he used to say, had turned out against his family values. His being sorted into Gryffindor was the most obvious and the fact he liked men was the most hilarious since he kept flirting with each one of his friends claiming out loud it was payback for the way he had been raised. He had had to stop that too, since Remus had looked uncomfortable about it.

“You’ve outdone yourself, really,” Remus said, shielding his head from the rain pouring from the ceiling. “I’ve rarely seen McGonagall so angry.”

“I know,” Sirius smirked, before pointing his wand at Remus’s bag. “Impervius! Wouldn’t want your precious books to get soaked, Moony.”

“Thanks,” Remus nodded, leaning on a desk nearby. “You should really stop the spell before it gets worse, though.”

“You know it’s not my fault, right?”

Sirius bit his tongue. He hadn’t meant to say that, he just wanted to get detention over as quickly as possible and maybe slip into James’s bed later on and ask him what he could do to make sure Remus knew he was safe with him, he would always be safe with him.

“I’m pretty sure the classroom being flooded is, Pads.”

“No, I mean… Finite incantatem!” Sirius said. If they were going to have this conversation, at least they wouldn’t be in the pouring rain. “I mean about my parents.”

“What?”

“Their ideas about ‘blood purity’ and all that bullshit. It’s what they think, not me.”

“I know that, Pads.”

Sirius looked at Remus, who was looking back at him with a puzzled expression.

“You don’t… You don’t think I have the same ideas?”

Remus stared at him, eyes wide.

“We’ve been friends for years and I know how horrible your family is. Why would I think that?”

“It’s just…” Sirius hesitated. “You’ve been distant lately and I thought…”

He was expecting Remus to deny it, but instead he looked away from him.

“Yeah, like that,” Sirius sighed. “If it’s not my family, what is it Moony? Did I do something wrong?”

“No, of course not,” Remus was still not looking at him.

“Then what is it?”

“It’s just something about me and it’s nothing, really.”

“It clearly isn’t, you’re not even able to look me in the eye!”

Sirius walked up to Remus, stopping only when he was almost up against him. He hesitated a fraction of second, but Remus was still looking away, so he reached up and put his hand on his cheek, gently but firmly turning his head.

“What is it? Please, Moony, tell me,” he whispered.

He had never looked that close at Remus’s eyes. That warm brown with somehow hues of gold in them. Gorgeous, but Remus was a marvel of a person, in and out, even if he scoffed every time someone mentioned it. Remus blinked, his long eyelashes fluttering for a second, before he suddenly moved forward, crushing their mouths together. It was over in seconds, the feel of Remus’s lips on his, the way his heart skipped a beat, the sound at the back of his throat, before Remus abruptly pulled back.

“Shit, sorry, Sirius, I’m sorry,” he had turned bright red. “I know you don’t…”

“I don’t what?” Sirius said, trying to find words in the sea of no please kiss me again his brain was screaming.

“Me. Don’t like me. Not that way,” Remus grimaced. “James is going to kill me.”

“What does Prongs have to do with this?” Sirius asked, lost.

“Well, I mean… You…” Remus gestured vaguely.

“Me and James?”

“I mean, you’re always in each other’s beds,” Remus said, defensively.

“Yes, to talk and plan, not to make out!” Sirius roared with laughter. “And I’m not his type anyway, you know he likes them mean.”

“I… And what’s your type then?”

Sirius considered it for a minute, still standing so close to Remus, still with his friend a deep shade of red.

“Confused, apparently,” he sighed, before leaning in and kissing Remus again.

#I'm 100% sure people mistook James and Sirius for a couple all the time #also yep James likes them mean pair him up with your own favourite mean one #and Sirius is an idiot but what's new and we love him #wolfstar #wolfstar microfic #sirius black #remus lupin #sirius x remus #remus x sirius #marauders #marauders era #james potter #the noble and most ancient house of black #the marauders #the marauders era #just writing (like i'm supposed to live)

[cherryatombomb]

hear me out but. vet (as in. animal vet) ghost w soap who has a very embarrassing crush on him, and gets the very smart idea to ask him out by pretending his dog's sick so he can go and see him

except he never quite finds the courage the first few times

so he just. keeps going back. with this animal that is very well cared for and absolutely loving life at the vet's, whilst johnny keeps fumbling over his words and never quite managing to explicitly ask ghost out

(he eventually musters up the courage. ghost is very charmed and pretending he isn't. bonus points if soap's pet somehow managed to get them into a fluster-y moment. ye classic rom com lead ties two people up moment.)

#big hulking ghost being a vet is so personal to me. idc #he's so gentle with animals #the most caring man ever #definitely the “i prefer animals to people bc u can predict animals” type of guy #also #whatever pet soap has #i'm personally imagining a ginger cat #is just the dumbest guy ever #soap gives me the vibes of a man who has an idiot pet #no i will not elaborate #one time soap's ingenious plan doesn't work bc he gets another vet #and he gets so >:( about it #ghost's coworkers have started calling him his client or smth silly #simon ghost riley #john soap mactavish #soapghost #call of duty #ghostsoap #ghoap #simon riley #john mactavish #call of duty modern warfare 2

[sugaredoleander]

i say this with love. house fanfic writers, if you ever want me to beta something for medical accuracy, i'll fucking do it no questions asked

#hate crimes md #house md #hilson #listen. every medstudent is some version of an idiot and i am only a second year so for the love of god do not ask me #for Actual medical advice that i am not qualifed to give. i'm just qualified enough to check Fanfic. and i'll do it too just ask #this isn't directed at everyone. some of you have managed to put together well-researched compelling cases and i am kissing you #on the mouth for it mwah. even as i don't actually give a toss about most internal medicine #(look. i am just in a very monogamous relationship with trauma surgery) #anyway don't rely on the show either - sure it's one of the more accurate medical dramas but these morons still shock asystole #you can ask me how medschool works too!! the show is house md not house getting his md yet i've lost count of the ridiculous ways #people have gotten medschool wrong just. mentioned in passing. so concise and yet so wrong #serious offer. #these inaccuracies bug me more than they should

[shopcat]

omfg people really need to calm the fuck down about people disliking some characters like it's not always a deep seated prejudice or an inability to empathise it's because we are human beings with our own experiences and normal biases and fictional characters are not real and it doesn't matter if you don't like them for pretty much any reason at all and doesn't make you suddenly x just because the character is y it just means you don't like them. obviously other indications of actual prejudice or a repeated pattern mean something else entirely but you can just dislike a character because get this they're a character and not a real person. you can dislike real people too even it's almost like we've got free will. please oh please can we get out of the torture chamber together.

#🐾 #just saw the dumbest post ever i wish you could take away someone's keyboard #saw someone say it was inherently misogynist to not like zuko's damn mom like omfg #she's literally a 2 dimensional nothingburger i'm sorry i don't give a FAUCK 😭 people are so damn annoying #i don't like her cuz of the way she treated azula and OBVIOUSLY!!! because my own mother hates me and abandoned me but loves her other #children. and OBVIOUSLY!!!! this means i seriously don't give a fuck about her and honesrlt wish she (ursa) were dead and You know what.. #it doesn't MATTERRRR SHES NOT REAL. GET A FUCKING GRIP 😭 FICTION IS A REFLECTION OF REALITY #obviously i would and do feel differently about complex family dynamics irl but you know what's not real irl either. FIRE MAGIC #YOU BRAINDEAD IDIOTS SERIOUSLYYY #every actually ridiculously insane motherfuckerrrr who claims all ursa ''haters'' are inherently morally Wrong just make me hate her more #like awww yeah it is so sad. it's so sad to abandon your children and favour one over the other and also enable all of your husbands #actions that's so sad #ngl i don't really care that much but people who act like the wife of the colonist is 100% innocent is crazy #and treating her like some sad trapped victim who also has no free will is like... Well it's not NOT racist #like she was not actually trapped considering she you know left and was always fully capable of doing so #okay this was obv a rant i won't delete it but like tldr harmless biases like this seriously don't hurt anything and don't make ppl who #don't like her Woman haters. esp bc most ppl who don't like who do it bc they Do love azula 😭 but for me personally it's just like sorry #she's a bad mother. and i have no mother anymore. So i'm allowed to hate her. ..

[bear-cubs-art-things]

hey just a couple things bc my step-dad really pissed my off yesterday and I need this to he out there:

People mature at different rates

And it's hard for autistic people to mature (quickly) because autism is a cognitive disability

Autism is a cognitive disability

#he- in a nutshell- told me to get my shit together that I'm a fucking idiot and I need to grow the fuck up. #okay first off what I did was an honest mistake. And I handled it for the most part. #second off I'm a teen and autistic. Quit expecting me to be a fucking adult when I'm not #and let me learn the hard way if I fuck up! Stop riding my dick! #Something I should also mention is that he's a bit of a hypocrite (I won't elaborate here) #It's really hard for neurodivergent people to remember simple things. Yall know this #And he basically told me that bc I forgot this simple thing that it wasn't important (I need to get a ride for today) #IF ITS NOT CONSTANTLY BROUGHT UP IM GOING TO FORGET. AND ALSO I FORGWT SIMPLE THINGS. ITS THAT FUCKING SIMPLE. #my step-dad is great when he's not a dick and most of the time he is. #bear rambles #vent

[aingeal98]

The inevitable cost of posting opinions on the Internet where you will say something as a casual semi joke and some random weirdo who clearly has a bunch of issues about this concept completely unrelated to your post will start fuming and insulting you for being a horrible person and it's like... My dude I just complimented this character for their memory skills nowhere did I imply that's all that makes them good or that intelligence is the only thing that matters why are you assuming- nevermind we're on the Internet of course you're fighting a version of me that exists in your head based on your own half baked idiotic assumptions.

#This happens way too many times on twitter and a few times on tumblr #On the bright side whenever I glance at the profile of the person fuming I'm immediately like oh nice #This person is much worse than my initial impression and definitely not someone worth any of my time #Shockingly the people who disagree with stuff I say but talk to me casually instead of treating me like a malicious idiot #Are usually the ones making the most sense and who I learn cool new stuff from. Amazing how that works.

[queerstudiesnatural]

i think it's time to take a page from the james flint gay agenda manifesto; stop trying to convince people that the queers are not a danger to society, and become a menace to civilisation instead. the real queer agenda should be to overthrow any and all social systems. work in tandem with other marginalised groups and set heteropatriarchy on fire. become ungovernable, ignore social norms, uplift new voices. assimilation should not have ever been the goal. queer people are different. difference is good. the real enemy is conformity. conformity is responsible for every man made horror in history. war, poverty, hate crimes, slavery, genocide, they are all made possible by the existence and desirability of a status quo. remove the desirability of normalcy and you remove the foundation for all systems of suffering. systems work because a majority of people have decided it was in their best interest to uphold them. but is it really? remove the desirability of normalcy and you have no grounds for competition. keep quiet out of fear that the system will decide you are abnormal next, and you are making sure it will. fuck civilisation, fuck normalcy, fuck the status quo.

#rain posts #sorry watching black sails has enraged me #seeing gay people and women become outwardly transphobic #because they've convinced themselves that trans people are the problem #because they're so scared of society turning on them/relieved that the heat is off them for once #that they'll do anything to keep their spot on the normal people hall of fame #is so fucking heartbreaking #you fucking idiots are only succeeding in making sure that people remain categorised #that a hierarchy perseveres between normal and abnormal people #that inequality remains the foundation for civilisation #if you are anything other than a cis gendered heterosexual wealthy abled white western man #then society is not and will never be your friend #it's so fucking baffling that such a small group of people has managed to create an atmosphere of fear worldwide #where instead of saying fuck that we've all decided that we needed to find any resemblance we have to that tiny group of people #(being white or cis or male or straight etc) #and beg to be included based on that one similarity #i'm so fucking tired of normalcy i'm so fucking tired of quiet acceptance #be fucking weird. be appreciative of other people's weirdness. refuse to put anyone into categories #categories lead to classification and hierarchy #the most powerful weapon we have is non conformity #we all possess it. so fucking use it. #and at the very least (if you're scared for yourself) make sure other people's right to non conformity is protected and uplifted

[arseniccattails]

btw every time someone suggests a solution to a community problem is to 'read Whipping Girl' you should actually read something by bell hooks instead, or, failing that, any decent social theory by an actual sociologist or academic in another social science.

#this will fix everything #the worst offender is 'wow I'm really annoyed by this trend I haven't realized stems partially from Whipping Girl.' #'we should all read Whipping Girl about it.' #< fastest way to show me you're either a liar who hasn't read it or an idiot with no reading comprehension #ac speaks #like. there is so much gender theory out there that isn't one mid book from 2007 #why has everyone chosen it as their fucking gospel #if you think masculinity and feminity aren't innate or inherent serano disagrees with you. #if you think transmisogyny doesn't mean 'the worst version of transphobia' serano disagrees with you. #(not that people can't use the term in ways that Make Sense or Advance Good Ideas but this book is stupider than most of you realize.) #transgender

[just-an-enby-lemon]

Carter: As Oscar once said: "everything is about sex, except sex, sex is about power."

Wilde: I never said that!

Carter: Yes, you did!

Barnes: Well that sounds like something you would say.

Wilde: Last time you agreed with Carter that "You don't love someone for their looks, or their clothes, or for their fancy car, but because they sing a song only you can hear" was something I would say. Your opinion does not count.

Barnes: Wait, you didn't say that?

Carter: Nah. I did got that one wrong it was Campbell actually.

Zolf: *who was listening from the side room and entered invoked by Campbell's name* No it wasn't. Campbell isn't a hack.

Carter: Ohoho, Oscar, he called you a hack? Are you gonna let him?

Wilde: Not he didn't! Because I never wrote that. I never spoke that. And I resent anyone thinking I did.

Barnes: Okay, so who said it?

Carter: I still think it was Oscar.

Wilde: *doing calming breathing exercises*

Barnes: Don't be like that Oscar, Carter is just being himself. In fact, didn't you once said "be yourself, everyone else is already taken"?

Zolf: *who knows that Wilde never said any of this things* *breaks laughing*

Carter: Yeah, it was right after "never love anybody who treats you like you’re ordinary".

Wilde: I hate all of you.

Zolf: Why? Wasn't you the one going "there is only one thing in life worse than being talked about" well we are talking about you.

Wilde: I never... wait... no...I actually did say that one.

#i was thinking about how people misatributte quotes to Oscar so much there is a poem about it #and i thought what if that but rqg oscar #and howard would totally be the one spreading missinformation #sorry for the salt on the fancy car quote but i think it is very unlike Oscar Wilde's style and I just don't like it #a lot of great quotes were misatributted to Wilde as well but I chose the most popular wich are also the ones with no known creator #barnes genuinally belives oscar said/wrote all that #carter doesn't he just likes messing with wilde #the last bit is also a reference for me finding the final quote listed in a forun discussion of wilde misquotes #it is not a misquote but a lot of people appear to think it is #also i love this four idiots and my brain is full of what they were doing in the missing 18 months #i specially wonder about Wilde literally the “I'm fine” meme famously wrote Wilde Is Fine in magical fireworks #interacting with Zolf dad instintincs mc sucky #rqg #rusty quill gaming #rqg oscar wilde #howard carter #zolf smith #rqg barnes

[scorndotexe]

idk man kaz isn't my real name, my birth name DEFINITELY isn't my real name i have a bunch of nicknames but i don't have a name

#gets really funny when people ask me about my name and i look like an idiot #because i'm trying to decide whether to tell them the greek pronunciation of my birth name #the english pronunciation #the nickname of my birth name #or just ''kaz'' #sometimes i say kaz is just a nickname and then they ask what it's short for #man idk!! it's a nickname without a name. #not quite an online nickname. most of my irl friends call me kaz #i think i put too much meaning in names actually #persimmon's rambles

[glorious-mysteries]

One of my biggest pet peeves is people assuming I don't have common sense and/or that they have to explain basic things to me the same way you would to a five year old who is still learning how to exist in the world and unfortunately I am seeing more and more of this from people who are desperate to show off how informed and correct they are. I think the most anger that I experienced over the course of this very difficult academic year was when I had to do a group project on Huckleberry Finn for my American lit class and our topic was Twain's use of humour and whether this contributes to racism in the novel or deflects from it. I was disagreeing with someone else in my group over the ending--she thought it was very effective, I thought it took away from what Twain was doing in the first two sections. This is a debate that has been played out many times before by people way smarter than we are and tbh I do not care that she disagreed with me. What bothered me was that she made it clear that she thought I was stupid and that if she just spoke rudely and condescendingly to me she would not be proved right exactly but she would at least distance herself from my ignorance. She didn't care that I had read several articles about the ending of Huckleberry Finn and had been intrigued by one critic's theory that the burlesque at the end of the novel was meant to show that black and white relations at the time of its publications were a burlesque of what they should have been and had thought about this a lot before deciding that it ultimately did not change my opinion--she just assumed that I was basing my stance off of a surface-level reading and told me in an incredibly contemptuous tone that if I wanted the author to spell out the correct moral interpretation to go watch Dora the Explorer. I will be real I wanted to strangle her esp since this was in front of others. I told her she was being ridiculous but I wish I had told her not to speak to me like that. Makes my blood boil just thinking about it.

#sorry! #i'm not interested in showing off how smart i am i'm just going to state my opinion #and trust other people to assume that I did consider thoughtfully before arriving at that conclusion #i don't attach any great moral worth to being wrong as this girl clearly does always having to be the most unproblematic #and choosing to insult me with dialogue stolen straight from a tumblr post #found within an echo chamber of people who are also desperate to be seen as super intelligent and unproblematic #and feel the need to explain every step of their cognitive process lest they be accused of wrongthink #and assume that anyone who doesn't do this is an idiot. #anyway. not my problem anymore. this shall be my spring of peace and love. just had to get this out there first.

[catgirltoes]

Gotta be honest the constant objectification of women's bodies is a bit tiring sometimes.

#catgirltxt #'naked female torso (conventionally attractive)' is a common decoration for some reason #shittons of songs that treat sex with women as purely status building for men #i think the worst part is that as a woman you're expected to buy into it too #and not just buy into it but participate in it #to be chill or whatever you have to create a gap between you and other women #you have to instead align yourself with men and abandon any female solidarity #don't get me wrong i'm a tranny i know full well that female solidarity is a sick joke #but like goddamn i don't want to live in a world where a prime way of gaining respect from men is to engage in this shit #if you object to it all you're treated like you're an overreactive hysterical idiot #and if you just don't participate you're treated as boring #this type of shit is especially prevalent in male dominated areas but it exists just about everywhere #almost the only places it doesn't is spaces that just don't discuss sex at all and those spaces for the most part suck #just about the only people i've seen even mention this on tumblr dot hell are radfems! hardly anyone else! #we need a feminist movement again so bad

[skinnypaleangryperson]

Everything I've ever been into has been a lie being a nothing consumer distracting myself from the inherently emotionally and spiritually abusive society that I was born into with no way out. I can't believe that I was as blind to it as I was growing up because it's all I see now

I reached a point in my life where I understand about where my place is in in society and about why I've struggled mentally my whole life and to literally not a second of it is my fault, ever has been, and nothing will ever convince me that it is but I'm still suffering

#I'm literally treated as less than human and I don't have a single ounce of support and love in my life forever have #I don't think that people can even fathom how low quality my life has been but it's not my fault #can't even go downstairs to stay with my boomer parents force me to stay alive without having a meeting breakdown because celebrities are #telling most people that they're untalented and sending me into a panic attack knowing that these are the idiots that are running and brai #washing the majority and it works

[dronningnure]

I've been producing music for around 4 years

"So you know what an octave is?"

#the amount of music theory I know is embarrassing #it's 0% #when people are like 'idk what's wrong with this harmony melody it doesn't sound right ;-;' #I'm like 'I know what's wrong with it' #'what is it? should it go up a note? half note? octave? fricktave?' #'uh idk but it should sound like uuuuh this' #I think for 2024 I'm gonna learn the most basic terminology to avoid sounding like an idiot ;U; #personal