#but it works better jesus

[ghostespresso]

staff logging on to tumblr dot com today

#staff sweetie i Promise you an algorithm would kill this webbed site #changing the way reblogs look/work would Absolutely kill this webbed site too #this is a Blogging Platform i dont want it to be like tiktok or twitter jesus #if you NEED to change something literally listen to the the Tumblr Users you pretend you cant hear #if money is what you need make your userbase Happy and you should be fine #the shop is fine blaze posts are fine ad free subscriptions are fine but dont get rid of shit that Works For You in favor of making money #someone really laced up their clown boots today im. so tired staff please dont #tumblr staff #EDIT: staff updated their original post to say we were all misunderstanding but #that doesnt stop the post from being stupid #the whole post was worded for Investors and then presented to the userbase #if you say 'we have big changes planned!' and dont put in the 'as options' its Your Fault that people read it as 'were changing everything' #staff isnt stupid. they know how they Should have worded it better than what they did #so yeah. someone Did lace up their clown boots before they hit post #edit pt 2 lol for the record i dont think tumblr would actually go through with all their changes in that post #they know how the userbase is and there are A Lot of us #i just dont like how? idk. condescending? the post sounded #and out of every place on the internet being being burned alive in the name of money #tumblr is the one place i know enough about to be Actually mad at lol #ive really liked some stuff staff has done in recent years #but talking to your userbase that way wasnt one

[screamingfrenchfries]

here is my contribution to the catboy agenda

#since this is flopping over on twt #posting it here for (hopefully) better luck #but if u like tøp lets be mutuals!! (@gottagoquack if link isnt working for some reason) #I talk abt tøp a lot more over there #but art is art and i post that Everywhere #twenty one pilots #twenty øne piløts #tøp #clancy #skeleton clique #tyler joseph #josh dun #furry #???? #furry art #?? #|-/ #just realized this is my first tøp post on tumblr in a WHILEEE #anyways this is far too many tags.. jesus #crypt's art

[yea-baiyi]

how are people saying that xie lian isn’t autistic when he and quan yizhen are paralleled all the way through the brocade immortal arc until it culminates in THIS

most talented martial gods whose special interest is fighting 2x combo

#autistic xie lian #tgcf #xie lian #quan yizhen #xianxia jesus #meta stuff #qyz #PLEASE QYZ OBJECTIVELY MOST AUTISTIC CHARACTER #and xie lian spends the whole arc exasperatedly babysitting him #while he basically just parallels xie lian the whole time #and it’s like. yeah xie lian knows better how to do social cues because he is older and also gives more of a shit #but like. when the civilian screams because of the brocade immortal and xie lian is like RELAX THERES NO BODY IN IT #it’s just. baby autism vs seasoned autism #i’m still working on a more serious post than this but lmfao please???

[trashcreatyre]

they’re a duo wether they like it or not

#idk man #I’m just really feeling the religious symbolism rn ig #tbh I feel like these might work better as separate pieces but idc lol #sonic #trashcreatyre's art #mephiles the dark #sonic 06 #sonic fanart #sonic the hedgehog 2006 #sonic the hedgehog #princess elise the third #princess elise #mephiles #mephiles sonic #ibispaint x #ibispaint art #digital painting #digital art #also no we’re not gonna talk about how I used refrences of Jesus and Mary paintings for these #shut up #tw religion #[edit] actually im kinda glad i posted these pieces together because for one i drew them so theyd be facing each other and also its feels #like every time i post an elise drawing and it has nothing else to do with other characters its massively flops? #[edit 2] IF ANY OF YOU TAG THIS AS SHIP IN ANYWAY IM KILLING MYSELF IN FRONT OF YOU TO RUIN YOUR LIFE FOREVER #RHEY ARE SIBLINGS TO ME AND I FEEL LIKE IM VERY VERY CLEAR AND UPFRONT ABOUT THAT

[pinkfey]

𝐔𝐑𝐒𝐔𝐋𝐀. ┆ 𝗕𝗔𝗦𝗧𝗔𝗥𝗗 𝗖𝗛𝗜𝗟𝗗, 𝗞𝗥𝗔𝗞𝗘𝗡-𝗦𝗟𝗔𝗬𝗘𝗥, 𝗕𝗨𝗧𝗖𝗛𝗘𝗥 𝗢𝗙 𝗧𝗛𝗘 𝗚𝗥𝗘𝗔𝗧 𝗦𝗘𝗔𝗦.

𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐨𝐭𝐢𝐜 𝐧𝐞𝐮𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐥 ┆ 𝐬𝐚𝐢𝐥𝐨𝐫 ┆ 𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐝𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐞 𝐝𝐫𝐨𝐰 ┆ ♡ 𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐨𝐧 "Let me say it plain: I loved someone and I failed at it. Let me say it another way: I like to call myself wound but I will answer to knife."

#okay i am mildly proud this time !! i’ve come so far with coloring methinks !! #will not stop having my little baldur's gate 3 moment..... we are fucking down down down by the river !! #bg3 #edit* #ch: ursula #blood tw. #also will NEVER stop using that nicole homer quote for ursa. like jesus christ. #you the ocean and me is one of my favorite songs ever btw. it's so ursula/taylss core u don't even understand. #almost included sunlight by hozier for a lil ursula/astarion moment bc of their recurring sun imagery (makes me moan and throw up <3) #but deep sea works for like a MILLION different things relating to ursula and talyss AND astarion so i used that one instead #anyways. teehee. #real ones will recognize i've changed a few details abt talyss' 'betrayal' + killed off the crew in the time since i last posted abt it ✊ #it just works better !!

[rabbitcrimes]

Have been rereading some of my favorite old wangxian fics and its actually fucking insane the extent to which the wangxian writers of this beautiful fandom INVENTED chemistry. Like jesus christ nothing compares, I'm so ensorcelled by the extent to which wangxian 1. think the other is interesting and fun 2. want each other 3. the TENSION of that

#this is inspired by reading that doctor flowers varnes fic #and then the inception varnes fic #again i am just not seeing this kind of insane chemistry genuinely anywhere rn #and that pip fic where wei wuxian locks them in the locker room lol #and that tepre a lifetime of study fic jesus CHRIST #altho honestly tepre could impart chemistry to like #an apple in a paper bag lol #anyway i just think its really cool to see things that fanfic does much better than the bulk of published work #specifically my favorite fics from this fandom #its also that each of these fics has a slightly different dynamic #each more sizzling and interesting than the last

[trainingdummyrabbit]

fuck itttt. two more odd little beasts.

#ihave two more im working on but im tired and also u need 2 see them. ok ✌ #anyway this is wolfe and rose and they are also members of the Where Do I Even Fucking Start club. #the There Has GOT To Be A Better Way club. the Jesus Fuckig Christ Girlies club. ilove them dearly. thankyou <3 #Give It Up For Doomed Yuri !!! 🎉🎉🎉 #pikart #pikocs #projmoon #(since i need t make them all refs Eventually anyway dfkjgndk;; they maaayyy shift with time but for now. For Now.)

[devsissues]

Snowjanus Jesus/Judas

screaming bc I stayed up two hours late drawing this but here's me trying to learn to do digit art again ig

#the ballad of songbirds and snakes #fanart #snowjanus #sejanus plinth #coriolanus snow #jesus x judas #the comparisons are accurate what can I say #if I was in better practice I could have done this better justive but alas #I haven't even charged my tablet in a year I'm surprised it still works

[jacksoldsideblog]

truly nothing more depressing than seeing a blog glorifying self harm in the fight club tag in an unironic way and you click through to see its an anorexic 14 year old :/ i wish i could communicate like... it doesn't make you cool or better, it's not an actual way to control things in your life, i am so so sorry you think this is the sexy answer. but also jesus why do you blog about it

#like damn weve all been 14 yrs old and making health decisions that are actively damning your future health in very concerning ways #but also like #these blogs exist because of each other and if i could nuke every single one i could because that might help even one of these kids #to recover #jesus #makes me feel old #like. ive been there lol. youre depressed and 12 and self harm seems right and also cool #but thats insidious as hell snd listening to that is whats going to make you depressed for half a decade #i think the hardest part of growing up is seeing kids make the same or similar mistakes you did and knowing if you say anything they will #almost certainly double down and dig themselves deeper #but you feel its a crime not to say anything and also remember lack of pushback being part of the problem #but its just. you cant fix anyone #i wasnt anorexic ftr but its Very Relatable unfortunately #anyway whether i like it or not i have a lot of teenagers following me i think #all of you. be nice to yourselves #actively pursue making your life better #not in a momentary happiness sort of way but in a taking the work to get over your mental illness and grow and become a more confident and #secure person kind of way #it sounds impossible and it feels like hell but literally the biggest part is just really trying to do it and letting go of the comfort of #the pains you know vs the unknown pains of change #i should stop soapboxing because this is getting silly long lol

[lostinvasileios]

Hey so, I'm sorry if this is intrusive since I haven't seen you post a lot about this but could you say what your experience with Yeshua or Jesus has been like so far? I left catholicism a long time ago, but I feel strangely called to him no matter what I do. And I don't like the church, I don't like the bible, but I want to oddly accept this feeling and see what happens with him now that I am out of my old abusive home and forced religion.

-☁️

Hello, bumblebee! It's not intrusive at all, I was planning on posting about them sooner or later, actually! Thanks for sending in your ask. 🍄🤍

Firstly, congratulations on getting out of that!! I'm so glad you made it out alright and trying to heal those wounds.

Now, I want you to know - you don't need to connect with churches or bibles to worship Yeshua, to communicate with him, ect. And, I get it - I never personally liked churches, I never felt any sparking connections to the bible, and - this all played its parts in my falling out with him at first.

I'm queer, and that alone was called filthy, or impure. Seen as something to be ashamed of and try to hide or tame. My gender identity and sexuality/romantic preferences have always been spoken about with hatred, judgement, or just blatant intolerance by my family & the religious leaders I was around at the time.

I didn't want anything to do with Yeshua when I left the religion. I couldn't get myself to face him, since I felt like he intentionally ignored me. Like he truly, heartfully hated me as much as everyone said he did.

But, one night, very very early into my journey... He appeared to me. And, at first - I was... Really shaky about it. I was super... Um... Emotional. To put it lightly, haha. I had a lot of conflicting thoughts, feelings, ect.

But, despite how angry, how sad, how - everything, I felt during that time, I remember how calm he was with me. How patient and understanding. Yeshua never cursed me, he never yelled, he never spoke to me with anger or any sort of negativity. He was, and is, very adamant on telling me that my identity, everything about who I am, is beautiful to him. How much he loves me, every part of me. How I am not a sinful creature, how I am not some mistake in a code to write out or bended metal to fix, yet a beloved soul he holds very dear to him.

Even after knowing how he felt about me, I still had issues really... Letting him in. I've never had a good relationship with any father figures I've had, and I didn't have a good relationship with him either. The reason I bring up father figures here, is because I found out quite quickly through my soul self that - well - Yeshua does take on the role of a father figure for us. He's spoused to my soul, he truly does care for me. He loves me, he wants to be there for me, to protect and reassure me. And that was hard to grasp for a long while.

In my own UPG of him, I've found out a lot of him. Of his troubled past, of his regrets, his traumas. He's been through a lot. And, he put in a shitload of work to try and heal from everything he was put through as a young god to where he is now. He knows he's hurt many people, he knows people use him to hurt others, he knows he's unfairly been put on to a higher shelf to the mass public. And he wants to make up for it. He wants to be that god I saw him as before I went through the incidents that caused me to fall out in the first place.

As of late, I've been trying to ease my way into him more. I've accepted him, but it can still be rocky for me at times. I crave for his love, and I know he craves for mine, as well. He's been trying to allow me to know just how much he loves me, with poetry and deep discussions on any and everything I was/am curious about. Gifts, affections, ect. But... Unlearning the church, and relearning Yeshua is difficult. He knows this. He went through the same things in his own variants.

You also don't need to be Christian or anything to worship him. He knows I am not Christian, and still very much loves me and accepts me. He isn't a forceful guy, not for the most part. Since, yes, he's healed a lot of his old ways and trauma habits, but he, like any god or soul at all, he can have his darker sides. Just as he can have his wholesome ones.

I've come to see he's also queer. Which is nice. We talk about our husbands/wives together over a nice glass of wine sometimes - whenever we aren't sobbing in each others arms about things.

#to: yeshua #Me and my deities will often do that. We're just a bunch of sobby saps #witchcraft #witch advice #deities #deity work #deity witch #mother witch advice #I want you guys to listen to this connected feeling you have towards deities more often #Please #For the sake of the literal lords #It's valid and important and a sign in itself I promise #If you feel connected with Yeshua - leap for it!! Or inch into it. Just see what happens. It's better than being curious and confused #yeshua deity #deity jesus #He's a sweetheart honestly

[zaynes-left-chesticle]

Why is this man literally me? 🤣

#tl;dr jesus raf 🤣 #he and xai text like children istg lol #zayne texts like an 80 year old man that knows how to work a phone 😅 #love and Deepspace #do queue feel better now?

[oscarp81astri]

For FREE DANIEL?? YOURE GIVING THIS TO US FOR FREE???

#The thoughts are being thunk #But I don't even think I can share them on tumblr honestly #My digital footprint would never fucking recover #My security clearance for work is still fucking pending and I would be deemed a national security risk if I shared #But motherfucker jesus fucking christ what the actually fucking fuck #I'd say I'm no better than a man but no man would understand the appriciation I have for these photos #Daniels thighs are the only threat against my lesbianism fuck I love them #daniel ricciardo #red bull racing #alpha tauri #las vegas gp 2023 #dr3 #toxic bitches #Vegas 23 #e speaks

[somerandompizzatowersideblog]

@awakenthebeing hi hello i still heart the 🅱ie🅱oe and it's fambly very much

bonus doodle of piepoe flying away with their bow bc i cannot get that idea out my head

#i do not like the single color thing i did but i was forced to do it as i do not have a color reference for my clones augh #piepoe deserves better 😔 #i would've drawn keepino too but i had this doodle page half done when they were announced and i was tired from working on this drawing #it took me like 5 days 😭😭😭😭 #I WILL DRAW THE EMO SILLAY #just not right now #anyways piepoe doodles weeee #the top middle one is me playing animal crossing new leaf on a in game rainy day bc those songs are really calming and nice #and i feel piepe would like them #i hope you enjoy my cringe fail art i heart piepoe a lot <3 #jesus christ the bow size is so inconsistent wtf #pizza tower #h does pizza tower art #i will not tag this with oc tags

[empressofthelibrary]

Well, today was absolutely rotten, but food does make me feel less like exploding from the stress and disappointment. I'm never gonna not be mad that self-maintenance actually, y'know, works.

But I can be mad and grateful at the same time. I'm complicated like that.

#my district manager is coming in tomorrow to help with an event and the store is being left to me -- #a baby manager with three weeks of experience -- and the dumbass who was hired before me and SHOULD be better at this than i am and YET... #he's been doing SLIGHTLY better this past week than he has been but. jesus wept. he's barely competent. #and if he doesn't shape up i'm gonna ship him out myself #in a box. fold him up with the transfers. he's someone else's problem now. #but I'M the opening manager tomorrow so I'M probably the one who's gonna be working with the DM the most #and i am. so nervous. and maybe even kinda scared? #like. i don't wanna screw this up and let people down. but i know if i put too much pressure on myself i'm gonna collapse. #so i'm kinda wallking a tightrope here and that is also kinda stressing me out #because am i worrying the right amount of worry #which is BLATANTLY overthinking things and I Should Stop That and Go To Bed

[bakedbakermom]

there are many. Many. MANY. things for which i will never forgive chris carter. items 1-734 on that list are scully giving up william.

#fuck you chris #it's not canon To Me #txf #txf s9 #AND IT DIDN'T EVEN FUCKING WORK DID IT #HE WOULD HAVE BEEN BETTER OFF WITH MULDER AND SCULLY. #WHO ELSE COULD RAISE A PSYCHIC ALIEN JESUS BABY PROPERLY!?!?

[theragamuffininitiative]

😅

#i let myself put words on an already words and y'all are being suspiciously quiet about it #which is fine don't get me wrong but like #very sus 🤣 #also going to say here on my own lil blog post that i do think there are many cults masquerading as christianity #i also think there are many churches that are christian in name that are instead cults #i have recently discovered how close i and my family were to falling into one #not like we were being led directly but like... #we were at a not safe distance going 'what a pretty mountain' and then while we wandered to a slightly safer distance #the mountain revealed itself as a volcano and exploded #like i can see and taste the ash but the lava flows didnt find me ya know? #anyways #had a recent discussion in sunday school about how there are several sects of religion that claim to worship and follow Jesus #but he is not the Jesus of scripture #and people have added doctrines to him often in works based salvation styles #of which latter day saints and jehovah's witnesses and several other things fall into #but so have the dangerously patriarchal fundamentalist churches #and we should just be very very very careful #that the God we are following is the one whose revealed word has withstood the test of thousands and thousands of years #and not a doctrine whose god and testimony cannot stand up to its own witness for a couple hundred years #ragamusings in the tags #my views on what makes good religion have so shifted in the past couple years #hopefully for the better and closer to the truth and further from what man has to say about it