#it took me like 5 days 😭😭😭😭

[somerandompizzatowersideblog]

@awakenthebeing hi hello i still heart the 🅱ie🅱oe and it's fambly very much

bonus doodle of piepoe flying away with their bow bc i cannot get that idea out my head

#i do not like the single color thing i did but i was forced to do it as i do not have a color reference for my clones augh #piepoe deserves better 😔 #i would've drawn keepino too but i had this doodle page half done when they were announced and i was tired from working on this drawing #it took me like 5 days 😭😭😭😭 #I WILL DRAW THE EMO SILLAY #just not right now #anyways piepoe doodles weeee #the top middle one is me playing animal crossing new leaf on a in game rainy day bc those songs are really calming and nice #and i feel piepe would like them #i hope you enjoy my cringe fail art i heart piepoe a lot <3 #jesus christ the bow size is so inconsistent wtf #pizza tower #h does pizza tower art #i will not tag this with oc tags

[scionshtola]

from the touch prompts: 12. on a scar; or 18. because you are dying :>

ty azia!! this one really sent me on a spiral this week adkfd

the pain of perception

pairing: Corisande Ymir/Y'shtola Rhul word count: 1292 | read on ao3 notes: i went with 18. because you are dying. 5.0 spoilers!

Y’shtola has always found Corisande difficult to look away from, some inexorable pull between them perpetually drawing her gaze. She turned toward them as a blossom sought the sun, unfurling in their light and basking in the warmth of it. Even when Y’shtola lost her sight and the world lost its color, Corisande’s familiar aether was more than enough to draw her in, their countenance so dear to her that it hardly took any effort at all to pick out their features.

In the grand entrance hall of Emet-Selch’s recreated Capitol building, the light Corisande emanates is not the kind Y’shtola wants to bask in. They are a beacon of aether, so bright they blur the forms of the other Scions gathered around them. So bright the light lingers even when she closes her eyes, a ghostly blur haunting the back of her eyelids.

She watches them as they take their leave of the others and turn toward her, seeking her out as surely as she sought them. They cross the hall, the soft click of their boots growing louder as they approach. 

“The others are nearly ready. Ryne only wants to charge a few more cartridges for Thancred before we start on our way,” Corisande says, gesturing at the others over her shoulder, gathered by the door that leads deeper into the building. She lifts her hand, starting to reach for Y’shtola, but stops herself halfway, arm falling stiffly to her side. ‘Tis difficult to make out, but Y’shtola thinks she might be clenching her fist. “I came to see how you fared.” 

Y’shtola holds back a sigh, her jaw clenched against the sharp pain in her chest at the aborted gesture. In the three years she’d spent without them on the First, she had so missed the easy physical affection between them. A reassuring squeeze of her wrist, a gentle hand on the small of her back, a soft brush of their thumb across her cheek. Touches she had at times wished Corisande would not make, if only to spare Y’shtola the misery of her endlessly growing feelings. 

But she’d been wrong to think it would spare her any pain. Since their reunion—that near disastrous moment when Y’shtola had mistaken them for a sin eater—Corisande has, for the most part, kept a careful physical distance between them. Every deliberate step back, every halted reach for her hand, left her far more hurt and confused than any touch that had ever led her to hope for more. 

That they keep their distance even now, when losing themself to the light is becoming less a potential threat and more a rapidly approaching reality with every passing moment, is more than she can bear. She reaches for their hand in their stead, pressing their cool palm to hers. “l have no preparations to make. I will be ready when you are.”

Corisande tips their chin, head tilting down in the direction of their joined hands. Y’shtola holds fast, hope swooping through her stomach, her breath caught in her chest as she waits. But rather than pull away, they squeeze her hand, and the ache in Y’shtola’s chest is eased as she finally exhales. 

Corisande lifts her head in Y’shtola’s direction, her familiar features—the heart shape of her lips, the curve of her nose, her downturned eyes—just as obfuscated by the light as the rest of her body. There was a time that Y’shtola could have known what Corisande was thinking just by a simple shared glance. Now, though she could make her best guess, she could never be sure what was written in their expression. What Y’shtola might give to see the curve of Corisande’s gentle smile once more, before they venture toward a battle that could change her forever. 

Y’shtola glances down at their hands, still pressed palm to palm between them. Corisande had not shied from one touch—perhaps she would not shy from another. 

Do as your heart decrees, Y’shtola had told them, only moments ago. Without hesitation or regret. 

Y’shtola raises her free hand to Corisande’s cheek, heartbeat a loud, steady rhythm as she moves. They lean down ever so slightly to meet her, their hair falling over her arm, the ends of it brushing lightly against her sleeve. She stills when their fingers wrap gently around her wrist, thinking they mean to tug her hand away, but they simply hold on.

“Is it difficult? To look at me? To—” Corisande’s grip on her wrist tightens. Their voice is soft, almost fragile to Y’shtola’s ears. “I know the toll a surfeit of aether takes on you. It must be exhausting just to have me near.”

“‘Tis not easy,” Y’shtola admits, though it pains her to say it. Corisande knows the truth already—the abundance of their aether is difficult for Y’shtola to process with her aether-fueled sight—and Y’shtola would not lie to her besides. 

Worse than the harsh glare of their aether, though, is the damage the light has wrought on their soul, battered and bruised as it struggles to contain the light. For all the distance that Corisande has kept between them these past few weeks, they could not hide the depth of the wound from Y’shtola. While she knew Corisande would prefer it, Y’shtola saw no kindness in pretending otherwise—she would not turn from them when they were in pain, no matter how much it hurt to see. 

Y’shtola sweeps her thumb across the swell of Corisande’s cheek, and hopes she’s looking her in the eye when she speaks again. “But I would no sooner look away than I would leave you to face what lies ahead alone.”

Corisande’s smile blooms under Y’shtola’s palm—cheek curving upward, the quirk in the corner of their lips where they’ve turned into her touch, the crinkle of skin around their eyes—and she answers with a warm smile of her own. Corisande sweeps a finger across the inside of her wrist, and after weeks—years—of so little contact between them, the deliberate touch feels monumental, as much a relief to the longing inside her as it is a catalyst for a desperate desire for more. 

“Shtola,” they say, the newly restored warmth in their voice reigniting that flame of hope in her. The one that made her long for Corisande’s soft touches, that made her think Corisande has always felt about her the way she feels about them, the one that never quite went out. “I—”

They cut off with a soft whimper of pain, lurching forward with a grimace. Their grip clamps down sharply where they hold Y’shtola, fingers digging into her wrist and the back of her hand, and she feels the hold as if it were a vice around her heart, pressed under the weight of their pain. The light inside them surges, brightening and straining against their soul as Corisande struggles to stay on their feet, and then it fades.

“Are you all right?” Y’shtola asks, keeping her tone neutral though she feels anything but, unable to even blink away the image of the surging light. Corisande straightens, her expression smoothing beneath Y’shtola’s hand. 

“Well enough,” she answers between breaths, her voice thin. She squeezes Y’shtola’s wrist, then gently tugs her hand away from her face, though she does not completely release her. “Perhaps we had better be on our way.”

“Of course.” Y’shtola expects Corisande to drop her hands, but they hold on to one as they pivot, placing themself at her side. 

The door that will lead them to Emet-Selch looms before them, the others still gathered in front of it. Whatever they face beyond it, whatever Corisande’s heart decrees, Y’shtola would not turn her gaze. They would face it together—perhaps not hand in hand, but side by side.

#kels writes #xiv fic #corishtola #this really took hold of me this week so i hope. y'all like it akldjfasd #its wild how this moment did not exist in my brain til like 5 days ago and now it is so important for me that this happened #before the battle and before their first kiss #also i love writing shtola dialogue bc my process is sometimes like #here's the nice thing to say. the thing that in another romance the person would probably say. and here are all the reasons shtola would no #say that. she would just say!! the truth! and cori would know that and be fine with that. yes it hurts to look at cori. yes in my other fic #she's mad at cori. but she's gonna look and she's gonna love cori anyway. #ANYWAY. will stop the commentary now i just have a lot of feelings 😭 #shadowbringers spoilers #idk why i feel nervous about this one okay. bye

[mwagneto]

*breathing harder than if i'd run a marathon* finished wild blue yonder rewatch...dear god

#it took me like 5 days?? 😭 #this was the second time i saw it first when it aired dear fucking GODDD #i finished it in 1 night then but it still took several hours #only 1 episode with 14 left ougfhfufhdudhfdjdjndjnx🥺 #saddest creature in existence fr i cant protect him...... #BUT top 3 best scenes of all time incoming (toymaker dance sequence) #also 15 soon holy shit... AND only 2 months til s14. still with no release date😐 #doctor who #dw lb #wild blue yonder #14th doctor

[conflictedkismet]

Days 1 and 2 of Chulip Week

Day 1: Rocketman. Characters: Love Interest (canon) and Caramel (mine)

Day 2: A Daytime Stroll in Scarecrow Field. Characters: Scarecrow (canon) and Em (mine)

#conflictedart #kismetthoughts #Chulip #chulipsona #chulip ocs #chulip week #so. i lied about posting them all on one day akfksjf #idk if any of them will actually be posted on time but i am trying to get them done 👍 #also. ik the pictures are bad plz spare me EKTKAJTJ #i didnt have the energy to edit them 😭 #they only took me. like. 5-7 hours total. including research for references & thumbnailing for the whole week #also including breaks #idk if i ever actually posted Em before akfksjf. I'll have to look into that #my ocs #ocs #the sash is so Bright bc i just colored it today AKFJSJF. fucking forgot about it

[aromanticmara]

happy extremely belated birthday @sifutoph!!!

[id: a drawing of toph from avatar the last air bender. she has her arms crossed and her tongue is sticking out. she wears a green tank top and brown pants. she has on her moon rock arm band. end id]

#ohhh moon i tried drawing steve but men don’t agree w my art #he wouldn’t look right so it took me 5 more days to get this done 😭 #she is older and a sifu #like ur url #🤯 #toph #toph beifong #atla #avatar the last airbender #my art #moon tag #birthday gifts

[mariatesstruther]

okay hear me out modern au where Tommy and Maria first meet in a club in their 20s and they bump into each other while dancing and just start dancing together and they just hit it off but in the end they both forget to give each other their numbers so both of them go back to the same club the next week to hopefully meet each other again (also Tess and Maria definitely go clubbing together because I love them as best friends)

cowboy!!!! yes yes YES i LOVE this. and u could extend this meet-cute into like a whole thing where tommy and maria keep trying to meet at the club and exchange information, but something gets in the way everytime!!!! kid emergency!!! bar fight!!! cocaine bear on the loose!!! zombie apocalypse—who knows????

im thinking the first time, tess drags maria to a bar she likes because she’s been trying to get the attention of this hot dilfy guy at the bar, but he’s always tailing along with his friend. by tess’s design, maria and tommy meet and and hit it off and dance (to maria maria by santana) the night away. they fall in love and decide they want to go home together, so maria goes to the bathroom—but joel randomly comes up and is like “tommy, hey sorry selena’s mom called, sarah had a nightmare and she wants us both to pick her up, we gotta go” and in true miller dad-uncle panic they BOLT. by the time maria comes back, tess is like “idk dude, mine got a call so they had to go. seemed like an emergency. bummer” and they assume thats that

on the flip side: everythings okay with sarah, but after tommy and joel tuck her in tommy’s suddenly just like “fuck—fuck!!!!!” and joels like “what? what???” and he’s like “i didn’t get her number :(:(:(:( fuck” and so joel’s like “it’s okay, i see her friend there all the time” and so tommy’s like “omg :D do you have her friends number?” “well… no” “joel… what the fuck man.” so they make a plan to go back next week with the hopes of at least seeing tess and getting maria’s number from there—tommy also wants to get tess’s number for joel, but he doesn’t need to know that

little do THEY know, tess and maria are already plotting for next weekend. they show up to that bar looking fine as FUCK—they quite literally turn heads walking through the door. of course the miller brothers are there, sitting in a booth all the way in the back and waiting, making eyes. tess and maria are not shy, so they start making their way over. unfortunately, some drunk asshole decides to try to get handsy with tess on her way there—which results in her punching him in the face, which results in him trying to punch her in the face. she dodges, of course, but it starts a full-on bar brawl that the miller boys jump into without hesitation (joel manages to tackle and land a few good ones on og drunk asshole too so. slay.). none of them get arrested or anything, but they definitely don’t get eachother numbers on account of joel and tommy having to duck the cops

so i guess they gotta keep trying ;)

#missed connections au #honestly idk how i would even end this i think its so fun to imagine scenarios where some shit goes down and the bar has to scatter 😭 #tess calling joel her miller > #idk how joel turned into a shy type in this au but he did and i think itd be so cute #shameless flirt tess and shy nerdy dad joel who’s majorly oblivious?????? cmon #and then stuffy upcoming lawyer type maria who wants to be partner before shes 30 #meeting veteran tommy who spends his days taking care of his niece working with his brother and being a good mf man #he just wants to watch her be great and talk about her achievements and explain stuff to him #hes very complimentary to her yet insecure and one of these meetups she finds out hes a literal human calculator #like is crazy good at multiplication. she just spends all night giving him rando equations and checking them with her calculator #they are just sexy geniuses i love them #his ultimate goal is to take her on a proper date and maybe cook for her #it takes maybe 5 bar meetups for that to happen #one time is just gonna be them sitting and talking for so long that they just forget about numbers bc it feels like they have them already #i dont imagine maria having a son in this au tbh #this could def be a whole fic lmfao #tysm for this cowboy what a treat #sorry it took me long i wanted to edit typos!!!! #asked and answered #tlou #tlou au #the tipsy bison #tommy x maria #tess x joel

[kaiiscottage]

ε a bit late but happy birthday Mafuyu :]!! ♡ з

#I’m actually quite surprised on how fast I finished this drawing #it usually takes me like 4-5 days to finish a full drawing but this only took me 1 day #it kind of scares me ngl :3 #but anyway MAFUYU MY BELOVED #HE MEANS SO MUCH TO ME I LOVE HIM SO MUCH😭💝 #he’s literally my second favorite character of all time I’m dead serious when I say that he’s a peak character #with each year that goes by I find myself more and more attached to him a being able to understand his character more #as well as finding new things I like about him that I didn’t see before #idk why my brain choose this specific lil guy to get attached to but I’m not complaining he’s such a good character :”) #anyways I know he doesn’t have piercings or his nails painted but I added them bc I thought they look good on him❤️‍🔥 #and I also did his hair more sideways since I noticed Kizu has been drawing it like that for a while now :3 #also I did use for reference a lot of her illustrations for the colors and clothes specifically #i love Kizu’s art so much she’s such a big inspiration for my own art <3 #given #given anime #given manga #mafuyu sato #mafuyu satou #paint tool sai #artists on tumblr #small artist #the scrunkly!!!!! #digital art #my art #kaii art tag

[oatbugs]

took an under average dosage of ritalin for first time 👍

#my psychiateist prescribed me the pills and a preliminary dosage thing but told me not to take them until #i fill out like 3 massive very thick assessment questionnaires and then when i did she ghosted them so #taking the perliminary dosage #which is 5mg 2x a day but the pills r 10mg which means i have to split them in half . but the issue is the pills #kind of crumble if that makes sense #so im pretty sure that 5mg was like. less than 5 😭 #i preserved most of it tho so it should be fine roughly #anyway i already washed my hair took out the trash started changing bedsheet stopped halfway thru bc i have to go to a lecture #but i feel like its placebo tbh . idk #maybe i should take more but also i dont want the side effects to hit too hard at once bc i overdid it #anyway #personal

[buglover3000]

waited two months to see my doctor for a referral. went, got referred, waited two more months to see specialist. have appointment this week and turns out there is no referral. my doctor just … didn’t send it??? and no one told me????? and so now I’m waiting for them to respond or else i have to cancel my appointment. the American healthcare system makes me want to cry

#the specialists office said my doctor just isn’t answering the phone?? #like i might need a new doctor 😭😭 #but it took me months to find a doctor so idk #delete later #this is stressing me out so bad #either she didn’t send it or it got denied but like i feel like someone should have told me??? 😭😭 #like i get being busy but it’s been over two months I just saw her if it was a problem I wish she would’ve told me :| #also she literally told me wait 4-5 days before calling i waited a month just to be sure #and now it’s been two months and nothing

[yoohyeontual]

My body went numb a little and I’m stressed, cause I hope everything is not coming back and I’m afraid to go to sleep (cause you know I’ll feel it more since I’m not distract and I will panic) but I have to wake up in 2 hours for Puppy’s pills so I have to so sleep now 😭

#I hate being home alone that’s why I can’t leave my parents house even my dad would prefer I did (not seriously) jdidnjd #I weirdly don’t feel tired I think it’s cause I took a mini nap #even if I don’t actually sleep if I take a nap it’s like I slept 10 hours idk why #my body should allow me to have nap more often #I feel like I’m gonna panic and at 4am i still won’t be asleep so Pups gonna have his pills a little earlier #it’s suppose to be at 5 cause that’s the time my dad go to work during the week so we have a schedule #but on weekend if we wake up at 4am (or still awake in my case) we give it or sometime my parents préférer to wake up at 6am and give it #I don’t cause if the sun is up I can’t go back to sleep easily 5 is good #the pills are every 8 hours so it’s okay if there’s an hours less / more in between #that’s a think that stress me out when I’ll start working it’s 5am-1pm-9pm so what’s going to happen at 1pm if no one’s home 😭 #my mom do have a fix work schedule now so we could do 7-3-11 instead since my dad is home 4pm max #but my mom old job had a schedule all over the place it would have been messy unless I would have one fix myself #anyway going to sleep and I hope my body is just tired of being in the same 2 position most of the day #at least my eye dosen’t hurt anymore there’s that ! #goodnight ! #alex.txt

[disengaged]

i’ve been messaging this dude for a couple weeks, we haven’t met in person yet but i …… think he walked past me at the gym

#yesterday we were chatting and he mentioned he usually goes to the gym around 5am before work #and i usually leave at 5 but the other day i took my time and was late heading out #naturally i’ve been thinking abt this all day bc i DID take notice of a particular dude walking in on friday morning at that time #cuz he has white hair and is super fit and that’s … distinct #ahhh ! fuck my entire fucking life. wish i had been wearing my glasses that day #bc now i keep thinking about it & im like duhhh #i have fucking PINK HAIR he definitely saw me and that’s why he asked. oh my god how embarrassing .. i was really fucking around trying a #bunch of random shit with the kettlebells too like 😭 why didn’t he see me deadlifting bro that’s so sad #pegasus speaks #anyways we’re planning on getting coffee this week so whatever #ruh roh

[orcelito]

You guys better clap for my baby I'm gonna shove it out the door and be like "wow! 11.2k words! And it only took 5 weeks! Isn't that amasing :)" and you have to clap for my baby or I will be sad

#speculation nation #im vaguely delirious rihht now i apologize. dizzy and nauseoisjs i am #and i am feeling the weight of days and days and days of hope and effort to get this bitch ass chapter out #i hope it's worth it. i hope people appreciate it. this chapter felt like shaving drywall off with my bare fingernails #clap for my baby please please please i want it to be worth the effort 😭 #i say as if it's coming out soon. assuming i can recover enough to edit tonight it will still be hours #but. still. clap for him....... he licked a tomas beak for us.... for our sins.... #i suppose ill find out later whether i hate reading this chapter as much as i hated writing it #it felt like it took. forever. 11k in 5 weeks is so little for me.......😭😭😭😭 #still. the woes of my soul inhibit me. and i tried my bestest.

[sonego]

*writes a 2000000 words text* why am i so cringe and annoying

#nothing wrong with being cringe. unless you're me #god if she replies with 4 words i'm literally ending it all i swear 😭😭😭😭 #took me like 5 days to be calm n emotionally “stable” enough to write that pls don't make me feel dumb #relationships are hard and texting is hard and everything is hard. why must i Be A Person

[marcuspierce]

never be a double major, kids. it is not fun. it is not... fun...

#what the fuck mary #like everyone who does languages and lit at my uni has 10+ exams cause we're double majors #so tell me why we gotta abide by the same rules and have the same 3 weeks #as all the other ppl who only have one major and therefore only 5-6 exams #i remember last semester cause i was talking to my dad (who's getting his degree now and im so proud of him 🥳) #and he's an engineering major like shit's hard but he was fr there like yeah i got the teaching extra course too and i got like 6 exams #and he had one at the beginning of the week and one at the end of the week #meanwhile i fr took 4 exams in three days... like... that's illegal... literally... #and now i got a nice 3 exams 3 days bit with like 4 days and 1 exam break and then 5 in 5 days like wtfffff #i fr refuse to talk to my dad this winter break cause i WILL start killing if he talks about having 2 exams per week again 😭😭😭 #and it CAN get worse cause one of my profs fr didn't show up to the course like... the entire semester so we aint got a date for his exam #when he puts it on the government issued day off cause he's allergic to the last week of finals and out of dates in the other 2 weeks >>>> #(the allergic to the last bit... i swear most of my profs gotta be allergic to it cause why tf do i have only ONE exam that week... #i got like 12-14 of those bitches and yet only ONE over the course of 7 days????????????) #anyways...

[holyviolence]

having the most irritating day at work 😊👍

#accidentally stabbed a pin about an inch into my hand!!!! #my boss is annoying as always. blaming us for things that are just not our fault!! #we were double booked back to back for 5 hours straight! im literally only on my lunch break right now because my customer got finished so #fast. otherwise i wouldn't have had time to eat until 1 hour before i have to clock out #and customers are being so annoying today??? this woman was crying because her dress had WRINKLES. ???????? #also my friend is not going to see this so im gonna keep ranting. #she's fed up with working here which i totally get and she interviewed for someplace else and will most likely leave in a couple weeks #which is fine and great because i support her and it is awful working here!!!! #THE THING IS. the only employees in alterations currently are Me and Her and one woman who only comes on Fridays.... #so if my friend (who is the alterations manager too btw) leaves then it's just ME for the entire week. every day. taking appointments and #sewing dress alterations and repairs. and they're not going to give me enough hours to do all that work because im not full time #they're not gonna offer me the full time position i know it. and i wouldn't take it even if they did because i see how they treat my friend #i want to quit too but im not going to just leave them with NO ONE to do alterations. i can't do that to all the customers who already paid #i just don't get why they won't hire anyone else. when i started here there were 4 people working. 2 of them quit at the same time a week #after i started. obviously it sucks here if no one sticks around #we had people interview for these open positions but they didn't get hired!!! #im literally going to lose my mind and cry. this sucks. #it sucks so bad i don't even want to do this as a job anymore. im tired of sewing 😭😭😭 #for other ppl at least. im still making clothes for myself. #(like two days ago one of the new stylists took it upon herself to clean a dress when that is NOT HER JOB!!!! she should not be spraying #chemicals on expensive dresses if she's never done it before!!!!! and also she got our ironing board dirty. and my friend complained to our #boss and our boss was like. at least she showed initiative. you can't get mad for that. #GIRL??? do you hate us. do youHATE us. you stick up for literally everyone else but us. #she acts like im stupid too. i was pressing a seam open and she told me how to use the steam button. I KNOWWW I HAVE USED IRONS BEFORE!! and #i don't need steam for this seam rn 😭😭😭😭😭😭 #fr im so done with this place but im too sympathetic to just quit. in the busy season.

[haileys-out2]

I’ve been told to make this caption from one of my photos (yes this is me in the photo). I have no control over any of this, I’ve been told what tags to use and how long the post is to be pinned to the top of my page. 😥

The post is up for three months (until June 8) and I am scared about how long I’ll get!!

P-p-please be nice. I d-d-don’t want my life ruined!! 😭😭😭

Update. If this post hits 100 REBLOGS I have to get a larger plug and dildo.

Update 2. You are all mean (specially @count-alta with your 20-odd reblogs)😤😭😭 I now have to get a larger plug and dildo. If it gets to 300 REBLOGS then I have to make a Discord server to show that I am in fact wearing the cage and plug 😭😭😭😭 this is getting both out of control and expensive

Update 3. It hasn’t even been a week. 😢😢 I’ve been instructed to add note milestones. I’ve only been given a couple for now but more will be added if any of you suggest something my dominant likes.

Update 4. I’m back from a brief hiatus from Tumblr while I settled into a new job, and I discovered that this post really took off. I now have to make discord (coming soon) and I’ve been given a new Reblog MILESTONE. If this post reaches 500 Reblogs I will have to start HRT. If it hits 1000 Reblogs then I have to find a man to fuck me on camera 😭😭😭😭. Please be nice.

Update 5: whelp it’s done. My Discord server is live

1500 notes: I have to keep myself hairless from the nose down.

1700 notes: Make an Amazon Wishlist and add 100 toys and clothes for anyone to buy. Anyone who buys them will get a free show with what they bought

1800 notes: my hair must be grown out

2000 notes: I have to resume my BambiSleeps regimen

2500 notes: Practice deepthroating the current sized dildo twice a week

2750 notes: I now have listen to Bambi sleeps every morning, afternoon and night on my days off

3000 notes: Sit on a 7-inch dildo 2 times a week for 30 min

3250 notes: I have to start using she/her pronouns

3500 notes: I have start wearing a bra everyday

3750 notes: Use a large plug now

4000 notes: I have to start an OF (ManyVids and webcamming as well once I find a better living arrangement)

4250: I have to film myself suck cock

4500 notes: i can only ever cum from anal

5000 notes: I can only wear androgynous clothing. Nothing overtly masculine

5100 notes: Sit on an 8-inch dildo 3 times a week for 30 min

5400 notes: Listen to Bambisleep hypno every time I do anal

6000 notes: edge with a Hitachi magic wand for 30 once a week

6500 notes: start using a ball gag whenever I do anal

7100 notes: Once a week I have to film myself anal training and share it to the discord channel

8000 notes: Sit on a 9-inch dildo 4 times a week for 30 min

8500 notes: I must listen to ALL hypno that is sent to me

9000 notes: The Hitachi edging session becomes twice a week

12300 notes: Clicker train myself to get horny to the thought of cock

13200 notes: Use an XL plug now

13500 notes: Only use 10-inch toys from now on sit on it 6 times a week for 30 min, once a week use a 12+ inch toy

15000 notes: I have to get either bottom surgery or an orchiectomy

20000 notes: I have to be spit roasted

25000 notes: I have to be the center of a Blow Bang

32500 notes: I have to be the center of a Gangbang 😳😳😳

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