#but not yet tired enough to sleep

[thompsborn]

one of my favorite ways to write parkner is to have their intellect take charge in the face of intrigue and feeling magnetized towards each other and rather than being pushed forward by emotion they both rely on their stem brains to analyze one another and solve the puzzle of who each other are but then in the process of them picking apart each others puzzle pieces to examine and understand them their puzzles become connected pieces somehow fitting with the other puzzle and before they can even fully process what is happening they’ve become so intertwined with one another that they can’t imagine not having this conglomeration of a puzzle together

they don’t need one another, per se—they certainly could separate their puzzles and become singular and life would go on—but they like how their pieces fir together better than how they fit on their own and the picture they make when their puzzles are combined is just so much more appealing. that “i could live without you but why the fuck would i want to do that” sorta love. that “a relationship only makes sense if being in that relationship makes your life better than when you were alone” kind of awareness, you know?

#do not have the energy to properly write rn #its almost 11:30 pm and i have had a long day and i am tired #but not yet tired enough to sleep #but still too tired to do much of anything else #but still was thinking about parkner and like. various ways i write them #have written them in the past and how i write them now and ways i would like to write them in the future #and this is something i love to explore #calculative eyes and questioning curiious looks and wanting to know more know more know more #i feel like this is somewhat applicable to every parkner fic i have written #in various different levels and forms and shit but still. somehow. even just slightly it is applicable #parkner

[sonego]

jannik sinner in "would you rather...?" (2022)

#jannik sinner #tennis #tennisedit #nico.gif #jannik #he was so TINY i need to cry for 5 million years #also please close your eyes to this coloring i kinda just did whatever bc i'm too tired to see properly even with my glasses so it's. yeah #i stared at the saving screen for 30 seconds waiting for the first gif to somehow name itself #and then i went to upload this and was like wait where is the 4th gif? ... i hadn't made it yet. there was no 4th gif yet. #do i need sleep? yes. will i sleep well or enough? probably not #ANYWAY eccovi un jannik adorabile era veramente minuscolo ma poi I CAPELLI .

[fish-with-more-eyes]

i did not plan to make a vday drawing and have zero time today but i got hit with this idea so. have some silly 25min blorbos

#atsumu fursuit agenda #hehe #i'm tired i have no energy to try and be funny so if ur reading this i hope u have a good sleep tonight <3 #sakusa kiyoomi #miya atsumu #haikyuu fanart #hq brainrot doodles #my art #haikyuu #sakuatsu #skts #valentines day #i feel like 25 minutes is so long for what i produced?? but like what am i gonna do. lie?? #ALSO it's literally not even vday yet where i am but i don't feel like queueing #it's vday somewhere and that is Good Enough

[imogenkol]

— IF I HAD A HEART, I COULD LOVE YOU…

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#oc insp: Imogen Kol #ship insp: if I had a heart #this is one of them ‘it’s 12am and I’m feeling depressed but not tired enough to go to sleep yet’ kinda projects #anyway. regret to inform everyone that they still have me in a chokehold #I am going out of my mind in this andor drought can you tell? #can I bother the mouse for a s2 teaser at least..?

[copper-skulls]

i wanted to, at least, like, line this buti'm too tired so this is as far as it gets probably

#this was supposed to be a thumb and not a full sketchlol #proof: this is far too down on the page to properly sketch how gaster is scrunched up underneath there so it looks a bit werid akfsdhj #gaster sleeps like a folding ruler. #rough #razzmatazz related drawings #grillby #gaster #grillster #fanart #undertale #FINE few people like this I guess that means it's decent enough so I'm tagging it #any of y'all tired of my eepy cuddles with the same two characters over and over again yet

[melveres]

i think of the "yuu sleeps for 100 years" AU an average amount. so normal about the new part. have a wip of it.

#too tired to draw and Yet i see the new part. i blink and somehow im pen in hand sitting upright with my tablet in my lap #GODD THE WAY MALLEUS LOOKS AT YUU THE EN TIRE VIDEO #IM #bro the YEARNINGGG IN HIS EYES he wants yuu so bad fr fr #anyway heres a wip of a frame im drawing bc i cannot stop thinking about the dang AU #posted like 4 hours ago and ive spent every second since thinking about the way malleus looks and clings to yuu #also 'i think i already got enough sleep.' GIRL- LMAOOO #twst spoilers #<- kinda #malleyuu #grim #yuu #malleus #twst

[disasterhimbo]

I had a very tiresome day and I’m totally worn out but I saw a lot of good Palestine posts that I’ll try to reblog soon and in the meantime, everyone who sees this should go look at the free Palestine tag (and participate in the global strike, do whatever you can to get governments’ attention and force them to stop killing people).

#my post #personal #the tags are just me talking about myself so you should go read the free Palestine tag instead lol #I had to go to the dentist urgently for pain and it was very stressful but at least it’s over now #hopefully I won’t get covid 😅 #I did have energy to call my reps and I’m probably gonna try to do that every day this week #I always do it at least once a week now but maybe if I’m annoying enough they’ll pay attention? #you’d think being a good person and standing up for human rights would be motivation enough but alas #and I’m not buying anything of course #I don’t have a job or school to strike from #I wanna organize events but I am so goddamn tired all the time #especially tonight #I’m about to go to sleep and it’s not yet 9 pm (for context I often stay up until like 5 am)

[naviculariis]

Is2g I unintentionally manifested spiders with Robin's bullshit bc I just found two in my bathroom.

I am not Robin.

I am not kind to eight legged creatures.

#𝕻𝖊𝖙𝖆𝖑𝖘 𝖎𝖓 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖜𝖎𝖓𝖉: [ o o c ] #[ warner fell asleep & im not tired enough to sleep yet so im finishing off the muse timeline by filling in gaps. ] #[ also: fuck spiders ] #tw: arachnophobia

[shima-draws]

Props my head up on my pillow and twirls my phone cord like I’m at a sleepover. Hi besties. Let’s gossip. Let’s talk about boys (our ships) and the hottest celebrities (our blorbos) and the newest magazines (our fandoms) 💅

#Shima speaks #AKA send me asks bc I’m too lazy to get up and do stuff #But not tired enough to sleep yet. LOL

[misfortunegirl]

bro i really am just.

😀

i am just fucking sitting.

#GIRL.......not nerdy guy just texting me cause i havent responded in more than two weeks 😭 OH CMON I JUST FORGOT YOU i cant be getting #delusional over him aGAIN..... he just texted me “hey (name)? where've you gotten lost?” okokok. the fact he hasnt forgotten my ass yet? ok. #slay mayhaps but also... why🤨 anyways. i came to uni today and barely talked to anyone💀💀💀 he doesnt share today's particular lesson so #we haven't seen eachother in like............. more than a month? give or take.. #so if i decide to show up again tomorrow ill most likely see him. so. ill have to dress up extra cute. why? i dunno. my brainworms tell me #to do so. see #i wouldve dressed cuter today but i was too tired and didnt have enough tjme..... #im kinda running on not enough sleep but i meant to say we dont share today's particular class. #ive almost forgotten how his dumb cute lil loir face looks like. hm.... anyway. #im tired. took too much hydroxyzine and almost fell asleep in class 💀 someone nameless bitch gave me a dirty look and i was like ok i dont #eveb know you why the disgusted face💀 youve never seen a sleepy angel or what #“some* nameless bitch” #especially an angel sleepy cuz of a “drug” like cmon. grow up. 🙄 #placeholder tag

[shdwtouch]

I don't know what to do with myself to be honest ._. it's been a tumultuous couple of days, both good and bad, and I'm just. at a loss of what I want to do now. if I want to do anything. I don't really have a ton of energy to dedicate to things currently, but I'm bored and just. meh. #depression

also I just want to express how thankful I am for everyone who has followed me and expressed interest in shade ♡ it means a lot. I was really nervous about engaging with the bg3 fandom but I feel comfortable and welcome here. I am incredibly grateful for the interest, kindness, and patience I have been shown thus far. thank you all ! I hope I won't disappoint, and can continue to offer ic content ♡

#《 ° puffin.exe 》 im a puffin ! i dont do much #° mobile post ! #idk. i feel good but also just meh. with some anxiety and insecurity lingering at the edge of my mood. #i think i may try to eat. take my meds. and then find a game i can play until im tired enough to sleep. #i know its just cuz of the cleaning chaos. i hope so at least. i dont want to be burnt out on shade / bg3 yet. ive been so happy.

[mothram]

#diana's music diary #good afternoon I'm very tired... #yesterday was okay enough.. maybe even good? Lancer was fun! Ophelia messed up really bad and now the crew is in danger!! yay!! #didn't do all that much else really... I was so exhausted and idk why... I've been so so tired lately... more than my usual eepiness... #I don't know what the exact reason is too it's like... I'm sure I got enough sleep... I had a headache and stuff too so maybe that? #well whatever... I still haven't decided on changing urls yet... today I woke up after like 3 or 4 hours of sleep so my brain is melting #spent an hour looking for a part for my coffee grinder cause I needed it for something (something that isn't coffee) #I couldn't find it so I ended up using a knife to cheat it into working... which worked well but was a little bit more messy n.n;; #I found a couple of nice things when I was looking at least! #a rarity plush an ex gave me and the jacket Sheila gave me years ago... I should clean them up they got a bit dusty from my last move... #anyway later I'm going to try to have some fun... will maybe hang out with friends or just vc with my partner... idk... #the thing I had to get up now for should be done by later at least 😊 let's keep making today good and fun even while eepy n_n;

[zukkaoru]

twenty-three + [platonic] nanami & megumi or [platonic] maki & toge <333

also. hi <3

hi beloved🥰 you already know what's coming <3

23. die first - nessa barrett + [platonic] nanami & megumi

can’t escape it, that’s how it works someone dies or someone gets hurt

word count: 11,760 trigger warnings: character death (canonical + a very minor oc), suicidal thoughts, romanticizing/idealizing death, self harmful thoughts and behaviors, survivor's guilt

🌟 if one of us dies 🌟

“You are a child,” Nanami says firmly. He rolls his shoulder. “No child should die, regardless of any outstanding circumstances.”

It’s a nice sentiment - really, it is.

But Megumi’s circumstances are different. He’s only fourteen, but he isn’t a child. There is a difference between childhood and Megumi’s younger years.

Tsumiki had a childhood.

Megumi…

Megumi has lived always knowing it can only end one way, and that end will likely come sooner rather than later. Megumi has had to compress an entire life into the handful of years he’s been gifted so when death grabs him by the throat before he turns twenty, he won’t die with regrets.

🥀 read on ao3 🥀

#i'll schedule / make an actual post for this tomorrow but have a fic bc i promised myself i would post it before winter break ended!! #megumi fushiguro #nanami kento #jjk #jujutsu kaisen #gojo satoru #tsumiki fushiguro #itafushi #fanfic #corey tag #ask game #grace's writing tag #uhhh idk what else to say. please mind the content warnings if that sort of thing is triggering to you #ace megumi rights #also aro nanami rights #someone give megumi a hug please. well actually he does get one at the end but it's a pyrrhic victory :/ #also i love that this is the second nanami & one of the first years fic i've written for corey that ended up being 11k words #maybe i should write a nanami & y.uuji fic to complete the trifecta 🤔 #anyway i'm just rambling bc i'm tired but i can't go to sleep yet bc my upstairs neighbors feel the need to play music loud enough #that i can't :) fall :) asleep :) #i have work at 6am :)))))))

[clippy]

Hey I am Genuinely having one of the most miserable days in recent memory right now... I know it's a little early in the day for a lot of ppl but if anyone happens to be online I would love if ppl sent me asks or drawing ideas about clockboy and co....

#guys i am so tired. i had a long day at work. i didnt get enough sleep. #i am having a horrendous time trying to build my new bed #my brain is fighting against me so hard right now. i am hungry. i am gross and sweaty from work #but i eat in my room. which i cant move around in. because bed issue. #and dont want to shower yet. because moving furniture shit around will make me gross again #I feel like i need to bang my head against a wall 100 times #like i am. one more inconvenience away from having a meltdown. it's not good yall

[daughterofsarenrae]

i am for real so tired. but alas i am not sleepy

#approaching deliriously tired #and yet i do not want to go to sleep #past 2 nights ive gone to bed at 2 and 3 respectively #so. u know. that's why #but still. augh #not enough free-from-work hours in the week #bel speaks

[deityofhearts]

I just want attention but I want for people to actually want to give me attention without me having to all but beg for it (and even then I end up begging for attention, that’s what this post is)

#deity dialogue #I can’t exist without some form of attention and if I’m not receiving attention and interaction then everything just seems pointless you #know? I don’t expect constant attention from any one person that’s absurd and not like someone’s job #I just hate the feeling of loneliness and being unwanted or a burden #I know there are people who do like me and my presence and like hearing from me and i and very very grateful to you all #so hi hi if you see this post I love and appreciate you #I’m not making this post to diminish the affection and attention I receive from others #I guess just to voice that I’m constantly hungry for attention like some sort of attention vampire #blah blah I could pinpoint why exactly I’m like this but it would do no good #just like the feeling of not getting enough attention or feeling like I’m unwanted when o do recieve attention or try my best to get peoples #attention #I’m just tired of being this way but it hasn’t changed yet I try so hard to not be bothered and to not care and to not keep craving #attention or like going out of my way to get peoples attention and yet #anyways sorry for my depressing late thoughts I should go to sleep but once again I cannot #I did however make myself cry because my own thoughts (again) #I’m gonna go check on my forehead and then like idk #resume reading the stupid vampire webcomic or like make myself try and sleep #I need more sleep medicine but I don’t have the money to spare for that lmao #any money I have rn is in savings for my impending phone bill #i can just sleep during the day. also like a vampire