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seariii · 2 months

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Fkn Kasumin made me cry bruh

This song doesn't have the right to hit me like that dude wth

.... But.... Sigh....

I wanna be able to shine that brightly too.... There must be some apps that can help.... But the buzzing is annoying and I'd have to work around that....

What were the first steps again...? Um.... Right The banner and the watermark.... Which don't have to be too difficult....

I think my earbuds aren't up for the job tho.... I could check the mic again now that I know it's not itself but the area I live at...

In any case maybe directly my phone could work too...

.... I wonder what would've happened if I had continued all those years ago... I was too scared heh.... But... It's okay, maybe not ideal and maybe much more difficult but.... A girl can dream and can try...

Heh this is gonna be silly, and I've talked about it without much specifications but... I wanna open a YouTube channel and upload covers. My dream... Maybe silly, maybe dumb, but I want my voice to be heard and to reach people's hearts... I love music, I love happy songs, sad songs, songs that don't fit my person jajajaja... Songs are a way to experience the world around you, and sometimes experience stuff from someone else's pov, experience stuff and thoughts you wouldn't normally have... It's beautiful... And... I dream with being able to convey many feelings through my voice and make people resonate with them...

I think it's silly, I compare it with wanting to be an idol heh but... It's important to me... I can't be too mad at the little me that stopped this journey tho. She was young, didn't have any aspirations, goals nor dreams.... I remember when she played pokemon BW, and N asked if we had a dream... It was such a heavy moment for me. We stared at the screen for more than 10 minutes, crying, noticing I couldn't see anything, I didn't hope for anything... And when I pressed No, N said something like "how could someone without dreams even understand me?" And it made me feel even worse.... But... At the end, when N says goodbye... When I've grown even more attaches to him, when I don't want to see him go.... He told me to find that dream and make it reality... Actually heh i looked up the quote "Dream your dream! Then, pursue the ideals to make that dream a reality, and someday you will achieve all that you dreamed of! [...]"

.... After all this years, I finally dreamt that dream like he told me to.... I will... I want to shine and I want to pursue that dream! Even if nothing will come out of it, even if it only reaches 1 person... I still want to try...

I've been saying that for a while now hah but my executive dysfunction and my depression get the worst of me hehe... But... With how I'll be forced to move forward soon, I have to start taking this steps ... I can do this

As a little side note, N's words were so important to me, because they came in a crucial moment in my life, but also N was my very first fictional crush, so he held even more importance I'm many layers.... I think if he saw me now, he'd be proud of me.... And if I saw him now, I'd be really proud of him too... We both made so much progress towards becoming who we wanted to be... I still have a long way to go... but yes... Heh I might have to make some Ferriswheelshipping fanart! Hehe <3 yep I projected into Hilda before I knew what self shipping was, I basically made her my persona/oc for a long time

#seari talks #and writes a diary

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hibernationsuit · 5 months

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💪👃💌💐 for toby and klara! :)

piping hot oc asks

💪 : What is your OC’s most physically attractive attribute?

For Toby I'd say his eyes (or face honestly? poor little meow meow vibes w/ friendly smile). Definitely something people pay attention to first whenever they see him :)

For Klara I'd say her hair definitely, looks like a flame when sun shines on it, and all her hairstyles are always eye-catching and pretty. She also has pretty hands hehehe <3 She says her secret is using hand cream a lot 👍

👃 : Does your OC smell good? Do they have a signature scent?

Tobias: Funny thing is that he himself doesn't really pay that much attention to smells :') On Earth he smells like his shower gel most of the time when he's home bc taking a shower is the first thing he does after coming home from work. He tries to choose the ones that don't have that much scents but since it's hard to find any fragrance free things he usually chooses something sweet, like vanilla :) Though if you are better at noticing scents (or get really close) you can scent the typical laboratory scent that somehow stays for a long time. Great thing what he's working with is mostly scentless and mostly stays on clothes. In Halcyon he was like, really struggling with it bc there really are no good shampoos and/or shower gels available sdjfjxjffjkflddl BUT. that said. while he got the mockapple basket for Parvati, he also bought the rose one for hinself so he ended up smelling like roses most of the time sndkdkjffjfjfk He did buy some normal products in Byzantium though. Toby also smells like coffee v often in both places bc he drinks 5 cups a day at least teehee

Klara: fun fact she's allergic to perfumes btw Back on Earth she used to always buy the same kind of coconut shower gel & shampoo pack bc it has a very mild smell yet still feels nice <3 She also smells of lemon bc of her hand cream (her hands get dry v easily so she carries it around everywhere and puts it on every two hours etc). On Halcyon I think she just opted for fragrance free things bc everything else smells too strong. Her hands also tend to smell like lots of spices because she uses them a lot whenever she's cooking or baking. Sometimes cinnamon, sometimes whatever the salad sauce requires hehe <3

💌 : How would they plan a romantic evening for a significant other?

They mostly plan them out together ehehe <3 BUT that said they also like to surprise each other every now and then, something small like booking a table in a restaurant they wanted to go to for a long time (Toby's go-to plan) or planning a small day trip to their favorite places, like picnics (Klara's go-to plan).

But if we talk abt the time when they were dating? I think they took turns for fun and usually tried to pay attention to the each other's interests to make the date feel nice, or chose an activity they both enjoyed. Two person book club? Board game night? Stargazing from the balcony? They've done that many times.

On specific dates they'd do something more fancier than usually, like go to a restaurant or book a hotel room (from the same city they lived in. staycation fans etc etc) and stuff like that :3

💐 : What is their courting style? How would they woo someone?

Toby's an acts of service guy, and his skill to notice details and his love for talking is a great way for him to get to know what people may want. So concentrating on listening what his partner wants or thinks about definitely helps on figuring out gifts or actions that could help :) Also, finding some time to hang out with the person and just talk abt things or spend time together.

Klara loves talking with people and finds it a good way to get to know people real close. Talking about things a partner likes or helping them figure out their problems and offering help and empathy is definitely her way of trying to show that she likes, or even loves, someone :3 And also spending time doing things together <3

#asks #oc: klara #oc: tobias #can you tell i can't think up anything abt scents sjdjjfkffk i suck at paying attention to them tbh

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leefi · 7 months

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The Flower that Bloomed Nowhere Read-through | Part 7: 90-100

Bal is soooo funny for choosing to simply sit out and wait the loop. If that were me I’d be acting out. I’d be skipping around the sanctuary acting mischevious and committing hooliganry. Hey does Fang have loop memories

SU NAME REVEAL!!! KUROKA!

raises hand. I have another question. did samium also fuck that old man

Shiko is so sweet oh my goddddd 😭 I wonder if Kuroka fell in love with her...

I hadn't even realized how much of a fan I was. That another me had been growing on those lonely nights, only waiting for someone to draw it out.

Even though it was such a small thing, for the first time, I felt like I was able to be someone other than myself. Someone who shined brightly.

Just like her. AWWWUWYYYYYYUUUUWUWUUUUUUUU!!!!! AWWWWWWWWWWWWWW

"Fang, Su, have you still got enough eris for barriers?"

Fang looked at their scepter, making a thoughtful hum. "Yeah, for a few minutes."

I thought Fang didn’t have their scepter?

Another thing I'd failed to understand at the time was that this was largely by design. Replicating high-quality food was impossibly cheap, and a low-hanging fruit in terms of helping people's quality of life. It was the politics of spite, or 'tough love' if you wanted to be charitable; choosing not to help others for no reason other than them having not earned it, or at least treating it as not worth the infinitesimally minor inconvenience to their betters.

oh i dont like this worldbuilding that much anymore

“Nowadays you can get your nutrition managed with pills anyway. It's not like when we were kids, when it actually mattered what you ate."

"There's still no long-term research into the subject," [Shiko]’s mother replied, frowning. "And besides, it's not simply a matter of health. There are social consequences to having a limited palate."

“social consequences”? lets kill her

"I'm just saying, it wouldn't hurt to be a little more conscientious," Shiko's mother insisted, holding up a hand. "And I know I've only been here for a couple of years now, but I really don't think it's that bad. Some parts in town seem a little deprived, but the theater is nice, and I've never had any trouble finding anything from the shops. It's hardly Altaia or Old Yru, but it's not as though we're eking out a living on the Lower Planes."

KUROKA BABY IM GONNA GET YOU OUT OF THERE. IM GONNA GET YOU OUT

Shiko’s granddad and Samium were conspiring to use her???? “Get the drop on her”???????? I mean this isn’t anything we didn’t already know but hearing them speak so plainly and shamelessly about it IN HER HOUSE is repulsive

I'd done a lot of stuff for a person my age, especially if you counted the stuff from-- Well, you know. I'd traveled by carriage, bus, tram, vacuum tram, boat and airship. I'd been to seven different countries and lived in four. I'd played in an amateur sport team (assuming chess counts as a sport).

it does not

Ophelia had been unspokenly left out as well; she apparently produced such an aura of eternal femininity that our minds had just silently registered it as the correct call after we'd only been able to find three shovels in the greenhouse.

also me if im being completely honest. *the gorillas get released* sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry

Hey while they’re digging I’ve been thinking. using the dying gods as their proxy has me wondering if this really is an integrated pneuma in some person enacting its long thought out (hehe) revenge. But that doesn’t explain multiple culprits especially considering they’ve been referring to death with different gendered pronouns

She looked between us. "Questions?"

Linos looked to the side. "Uh, do you see any problems with the plan, Zeno?"

There was a pause, then an approving thump from the luggage pile.

funniest character

a possible explanation for many of these contradictions was that there wasn't just one 'mastermind', but competing groups.

One calls it 'master'. The other calls it 'Her'...

YES YES YES YES YES YES YES. It's almost like...a battle of wills? A battle of competing ideologies?

"I think I-- I think I have a hernia," I said weakly.

"What you have is a case of the weeny-whinies.” THE WEENY WHINIES!!!!

KAMRANSU SWEEP!!! im doing yuri multiplication in my head rn

hum. "Indeed, you've stumbled upon the fundamental issue. After all, if what we inhabit is not the true reality, but merely the product of a physical process within another, it seems very improbable for our 'creators' to be playing with tools akin to our own. Our very conception of inter-dimensional spacetime - and the associated concepts of entropy, movement, and finite energy - could be nothing more than an amusing fabrication, with no bearing on actual physics."

Kind of like how a two-dimensional creature can only interpret a 3-dimensional world from a 2-dimensional perspective, and a 3-dimensional creature can only interpret a 5th-dimensional world from a 3rd and simplified 4th dimensional perspective…but what defines “actual?“ is any of your universe “actual”, for that matter? You have no confidence that your reality is real beyond the myths you’ve heard of the ironworkers. I don't mean to explicitly suggest this is a simulation by any means, but rather...I'm thinking back to Zeno's question. "Why turn back the self when you can turn back the world?". Well, if you're conflicted on what a "self" constitutes, it only follows to reason that the nature of the world around you too would also fall into question...

Well, that depends, Utsushikome. Do you believe a pawn is destined only to look across at its rival pieces for eternity, by its very nature?" She stabbed her fork into a tomato, spilling its red fluid. "Or, perchance, might it learn to crane its neck towards heaven?"

My eyes drifted from the tower towards the ceiling of the bioenclosure proper. The blackness.

Slowly, I clicked my tongue. OHHHHOHOHOHOGOGOGOGOGOOGOGOGOHOHHOHHOOHHOOHOGOGOGOGOYOYO RHHEEHEHEHHEHEHEHEHEHEHHEHEHEHEHEHHEHEHEHEHEHEHHEHEHE

She nodded several times, like I'd said something profound. "Yes. That's it exactly." She exhaled. "It's cowardice. People are afraid of death, so they try to turn it into something it isn't. Something beautiful and cathartic, something symbiotic with humanity, just like Grandmaster Melanthos was talking about. So they don't have to face the truth that it was all for fucking nothing. That being mortal is an accident of material circumstance, just as much as hunger or, or-- I don't know, going *bald*.” 🦍

"When people think of truly eternal lives, of sticking not just a few more centuries on the pile but outlasting the lifespan of stars, the scope of the proposition is harrowing. What would we become, in trying to achieve true stability as creatures of chaos and change? Could we?" Her voice grew a little quieter; solemn, almost. "What would we do, without that option to simply fade away?" She looked towards me. "What do you think, Su?"

I went for a third round of blinking, just to emphasize the point.

Why does [Kam] always single me out in these conversations?

big ass crush on you

Ohhh Kam is a 60 year old minor! Cool!

Even though she'd dismissed questions on the subject with an affect of far-sightedness back in the transpositioning chamber, the fact of the matter was that people our age getting stressed out about their own mortality was freakishly rare; I'd literally never met another person quite like [Kam].

This trait she and I share. I was having existential breakdowns at the tender age of 5

Ohhh Su is in her early-mid thirties! Okay yeah that checks out with her mental illness

You're only 32, Su," she said, frowning. "It's a little early to making world-weary statements like that, don't you think?

*looks at su* *looks at orv*

*looks back at su*

Of all the years I could live, could thrive, until all those regrets are nothing more than a single drop in a vast lake. I'm sure the same is true for you, too."

This really was out of character for her. I felt a complicated feeling in my chest. "That's, uh... Kam..."

"Is this really the right time for this?" Ran asked flatly. "The philosophy was one thing, but this is getting weirdly romantic."

Kam scoffed, making a gesture of distaste. "Don't be peculiar, Ran."

KAMSU SWEEP WE HAVE LITEREALLY NEVER BEEN MORE BACK THAN WE ARE RIGHT NOW

"Perfect," Kam said, stepping towards it immediately.

"Feels a little weird to be looting the dead," I said, glancing around.

"This is no time for sentiment, Su," Kam replied. She walked up to the cabinet in question and, after unsuccessfully trying the lock, took the butt of her refractor rifle and shattered it, before casting it aside and sliding the larger weapon out.

this actually became a COD lobby im crying

saw Samium lying down in the bed, eyes half-open, staring at the ceiling. Other than the fact that there was a book by the side that seemed to be gone now - fiction, probably, the cover depicting a ship - that felt a little confusing. So he could read a novel, after all? Or maybe someone had left it here?

Ship of Theoseus chan?

Why did the playwright just look at me

"Okay, so. Here's the thing," they said. "The monster might be, uh, real."

SWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEPPPPPPPP

WE HAVE LITERALLY NEVER BEEN MORE BACK THAN THIS MOMENT FOLKS THIS IS IT. THIS IS REAL. IT'S HAPPENING

Okay for all my excitement about the beast is there any way to check if that’s actually the phantasm conjuring arcana they talked about earlier? Could explain the grim reaper but I don’t remember if it could produce sound or not…or how big it could get. Could also just be a really advanced golem since the power was active while this was happening? (And that was the negating factor when they were debating COBD (cause of Bardiyas death before))

I’m pretty sure the beak thing is actually real though, so many people have corroborated it. The beast only showed up while people were panicking

Man I wouldn’t be surprised if this conversation with Samium we’re seeing over the logic thing concluded with Su pushing him out the window. my rationale towards this is would that be fucking crazy or what

So, this sounds like it's coming from way off in the distance-- Like really far down the hall, or behind a wall, or something. Now, I'm getting a really bad vibe at this point,

Have i mentioned yet how much I love fang

Ann says we should just gun it." Anna's eyes narrowed slightly at her name being shortened, but didn't interject.

Have i mentioned yet how much i LOVE fang

I said something stupid about hiding up in the armory, maybe grabbing some of the grenades, so we went all the way up

they are addicted to those grenades

If Ptolema thinks the beast is fake then I believe that it's fake. She’s consistently proven to have the best observational skills of the entire group, picking things up that other people don’t see. As she says, she's got the mind of a surgeon. She knows how a body is meant to be built and interact with its environment. Believe women!!!! Ema sweep!!!!

Can I be honest. Creepy children’s stories scare me so much and I could barely get through that one barn quest in Cyberpunk 2077 and this children's slideshow with the piglet is reminding me of that. I literally couldn’t sleep for a few days after playing that. Anyway. Animal Farm? because there is a farm with animals

no i'm being deadass was that an animal farm redux. it felt like an animal farm redux

It would be so funny if Fang acted the way they do because something was wrong with them. But it would be even funnier if they're just like this

#tftbn #orv spoilers

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onewomancitadel · 2 years

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The two new chapters were fantastic.

When she accidentally set alight to a house she did not actually mean to burn, she admitted to herself she needed to find Ruby and ask for her money back.

Hehe, accidental arson, we've all been there before. My pants have caught fire three times in the past two months, though twice it wasn't my fault.

Cinder had fled. She did not look at Jaune. She did not need to.

I have to say, I feel a bit bad for Jaune. He got to spend a - wonderful- night with her, but then got to spend a month probably thinking he'd never be with her again... and seemingly would've been right had she not gotten pregnant. Thank whatever power Is in charge of story creation that she did :) - and that she didn't have to spend the rest of her life thinking she didn't deserve love.

But she comes back and of COURSE Jaune Is the best not-a-husband-yet EVER.

I am the monster and this is my song. I am nothing

:(:(:(

The rest of them had their weapons raised, but Jaune’s sword had already lowered. Fool.

What a weird way of spelling 'amazing cinnamon roll of a man', Cinder XD

The different parts of my brain leading up to the pregnancy reveal:

She was a murderer, and monsters like her had no family and came to no name, and were always hungry, wanting more than she deserved, never happy with what was given.

Still she wished that what he said that night meant he wanted to keep her, but she knew better.

They met as enemies. He may have desired her, but he did not love her. Love was not reserved for her.

It's times like these where I thank my lucky stars that you write happy endings. Because boy, I just KNOW you could break my heart with your stories if you tried. Admittedly my tears flow pretty easily when I'm reading, but still - your fics really are great at eliciting emotional responses. And with much less whiplash than my beloved jily fics, so thank you for that.

And of course, a staple of your fics, some sweet sweet carrying - not bridal this time but It still counts since she's his bride-to-be. And some Thirsty Cinder to go along with it XD, you get that ass, girl.

And the bath scene. THE BATH SCENE. I'd forgotten how good non-sexual intimacy could be. Well, non-sexual for Jaune... Cinder Is a different story altogether.

Absolutely melted my heart with that scene. Cinder being cared for as she should have been in the first place? The best.

She relented, “Why are you sulking,” with no rising tone.

I WONDER, CINDER. I WONDER WHY.

Hehe and Jaune being denser

And then of course you follow all of this up with beautifully written smut.

“I want you to make love to me,” she said, all drama and gravitas. “I want you to be my husband.

Queen Cinder has spoken. Give the lady what she wants, Jaune. And some children.

"Now,” he pronounced, “let your husband eat your pretty pussy.”

I swear at one point Im just going to faint from all the blood you make rush to my head. I couldn't find an appropriate GIF but rest assured, much swooning was done.

“Oh,” he said knowingly. “Are you sure you can take it?”

“Yes,” she snapped.

"Am I just some guy you’re sleeping with?” he said as he bottomed out. “I want to look in your eyes when I make love to you.”

Sera you cannot DO this to me, it's not RIGHT. Seriously, I can only be so giddy.

This is is my favorite of the ones you've written so far. From a more technical perspective, your writing is just so much better than what I'm used to seeing.

But the feeling is where it shines in my opinion. You can absolutely just feel the love that went into it, and the love the characters share.. It's got a little bit of everything good, everything I like, and I LOVE it. So many different emotions you've made me feel with just four chapters, and what a lovely note you ended it on.

Just. Marvelous. And on a more personal note it SERIOUSLY helped me on a particularly bad night, so from the bottom of my heart, thank you. <3

Omgggggggggggg thank you Lar... also, as the author of the fic you're quoting, I feel the need to apologise to anybody reading this who wasn't expecting that

I'm so glad you enjoyed it, and glad it brought you happiness on a rough night. (: That's all I'd ever want!

I died of happiness reading this whole ask btw I came back briefly to write my response out

Hehe, accidental arson, we've all been there before. My pants have caught fire three times in the past two months, though twice it wasn't my fault.

As you do.

I enjoy the hilarity that Cinder likes arson normally, it must be pretty bad if even she's noticing something's up.

Oh yes exactly, to be fair that's exactly why it played out that way (me, as divine author), I like that it's a happy 'accident'. :P

What a weird way of spelling 'amazing cinnamon roll of a man', Cinder XD

In her eyes it's the same thing.

The different parts of my brain leading up to the pregnancy reveal:

Exactly, exactly, the height of fucking soap opera. This fic from the perspective of Raven must've been so funny. I mean it very much went that way after Cinder left (soap opera, dramatic cuts and reveal that is), but she's not wrong, the rest of the cast + sex + babies is not a thing you'll see discussed, Jaune and Cinder are the only two who can say the word 'pregnant' without Mercury appearing asking when he's finally allowed to swear in this show.

Waa I'm going to crie you're so kind about my writing... I'm so glad the emotional bits work because that's the stuff I really personally love as a reader and value. And yes I love tragic elements so long as they're tempered by true happiness. <3 <3 I'm not sure I could write true tragedy, at the very least you'd know when I'm doing it...

And the bath scene. THE BATH SCENE. I'd forgotten how good non-sexual intimacy could be. Well, non-sexual for Jaune... Cinder Is a different story altogether.

>:) I couldn't get that scene out of my head! Idk! I like the theme of womb water and cleansing... what can I say...

I'm not sure I have the emotional reserves to respond beat-for-beat re: the smut, but, um, yes, you are more than most welcome, I'm glad you highlighted those parts because those were the highlights for me. XD XD XD XD XD *fans self*

This is is my favorite of the ones you've written so far. From a more technical perspective, your writing is just so much better than what I'm used to seeing.

As I have mentioned to you before I generally assume I am progressively getting worse, so this is reassuring. Although I do hope my relatively older fics still hold up too <3 <3

Waaaaa <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 I was kind of embarrassed about posting it but I went ahead anyway, so I'm glad the things that worked about it were the things that initially made me hold off. That's a good sign!

If I'm gasbagging about my writing, here's DVD commentary since you mentioned it:

She was a murderer, and monsters like her had no family and came to no name, and were always hungry, wanting more than she deserved, never happy with what was given.

A few lines later:

“Cinder?” called Jaune.

tee hee

Also

Another sweet little laugh. He said, “You’re so mean,” like it was a compliment, like she was not his worst enemy once.

On all levels except physical, he is twirling his hair around his fingers and batting his eyelashes when he says this

Anyway, there you go, I adore you as always Lar and thank you so much for reading my fic, it's a true joy. More than anything, I'm pleased to have given you something to brighten your day! <3 And thank you for sharing the Knightfall enthusiasm!!! <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

#seraphina's asks #user: lareanzo #my silly little stories #viewer discretion warning

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wychive · 4 years

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𝙮𝙚𝙡𝙡𝙤𝙬 — 𝙝. 𝙝𝙟

fic type // letter fic - 2.0k words

summary // hyunjin finds his pile of hidden letters for you and he decided to write one last time

pairing(s) // hyunjin x fem!reader, hyunjin x oc

genre(s) // PG16 & angst

warning(s) // mentions of food, cussing

author's note // hello hello the second part of unspoken words is here <3 im sorry you all had to wait such a long time! but here is hyunjin’s pov from the first part which is y/n’s pov. please listen to coldplay’s yellow while reading as it was the inspiration for this! this is slightly crappier than the first but its okay :’) i hope you all enjoy this! thank you for reading muah muah

general taglist // @omigogames, @crvgio, @luthenia

send an ask to be in my taglist !

[20/03/14, 10:30pm]

hey y/n/n,

im writing these to let out some things i've been holding in,, some of them i cant say in front of you because im so scared of what will happen, to you and more importantly to us. i'll write another one soon, goodbye.

- your jinnie

[19/04/14, 03:00am]

hi hello dumb dumb,

your smile was gorgeous, as always. i just wanted to say that because you seem like you've been in the dumps lately. i hope everything is okay at home. i'm glad we video called today, you seemed so alone. if i were you, I'd say thank you, haha,, i'm bringing you something tomorrow. i hope you like it since you always liked these sweets. i'm bringing some for our new friend too! i'll see you tomorrow, princess.

- your prince hyunjin

[19/05/15, 12:30am]

hi lovergirl :)

i hope you have a really good birthday, i can't wait to see you and yeon. were gonna have so much fun at the beach, with the sand in our feet and the salty wind from the sea. i'm bringing my disposable camera tomorrow and i hope we'll use it well. other than that, i hope to see you happy for the rest of our lives. promise me to stay strong? thats my best girl! thank you for being here since the start, i can't imagine how life would be without you. i love you so much, lovely.

- your lil berry jin

[09/06/15, 08:39pm]

hey y/n/n,

i hope you're doing well there at home. you're probably dying of hotness and boredness without me hehe,, but i'm sorry, it's called a family trip for a reason. germany is so pretty and it's wow… you would love it so much. maybe i'll take you here one day, just the two of us :) i mean, yeon can come too if she likes, it's no biggie. but,,, you, yknow? for old times sake. by the way, do you know why yeon keeps calling me? she says it's because she's bored but i'm not sure if i quite understand,,, as you're bored too. why don't you both be bored together? the trio will get back in the fall don't worry about it but for now you guys be lonely together :>

- your puppy, hyunjin

[15/06/15, 2:19pm]

hey y/n/n,

i bought you some local snacks. i can't wait to see you again. i love you, dork.

- your hyunnie

[30/06/15, 3:00am]

y/n,

i'm glad to see you still being.. you even after we stopped talking regularly. yeonnie tells me you've been trying to interact with others at your school? i'm so happy for you but don't forget me loser hehe. i'll see you soon, hopefully, alright?

- your dandelion, hyunjin

[18/07/15, 2:15am]

yo y/n/n,

i hope you're doing okay. i think i have feelings for yeon but i'm not sure,,, i just get butterflies when i'm around her and i think she has it too. what do you think? maybe i can confess to her soon? idk why i can't tell you this, directly i mean. am i scared? i don't know. im sorry we talk less than we already do. i really am. maybe i'll text you later, who knows. i'll see you soon.

- your starlight, hyunjin

[25/07/15, 5:00pm]

hi,

it's been a while. i guess you heard that yeonbin and i got together a few days ago. i dont know why i'm writing a fake letter to you when we don't talk anymore but i hope you're not too surprised over it. she's so incredible, y/n. she makes me so so happy, i don't even know how she does it,, and her little dimples. god, i may have just met the love of my life. she radiates such a blue-ish colour. i see a little bit of you in her everytime she smiles though, is that weird? no- i don't know-,, i think you'll say 'i think you're in love with me instead of her' and you'll put on a smirk. dumbass. well, i'll figure it out soon. see you around.

- hyunnie

[25/05/15, 04:30am]

y/n/n,

i think i still love you.

- your angel, hyunjin

[20/??/15, ??:??]

im sorry

y/n i'm so so sorry that she did that to you. i had no idea she was this cruel. i told her that y'know maybe i still love you. keyword maybe. she freaked out. this is all my fault. y/n im so sorry please forgive me, she went through my stuff without asking. i don't know what has gotten into her lately. please, please, forgive me. oh how i could just hug you right now if i weren't so selfish. again, i'm so so sorry.

- hyunjin

[15/12/15, 5:00am]

hello

i miss when we used to stay up and stare at the stars while they shine for us. i miss your stupid questions whenever everything was quiet. i miss the way you would kiss my forehead when everything was going numb. i miss you, so so much. please, come back. i don't care if you would be my best friend, please, just be in my life again.

- the one missing you

[01/01/20, 12:00am]

hey, you

happy new years! its been a while, hasn't it? i hope you're doing okay. i am, too, fortunately.

im writing you for the last time to tell you something i should have,, many many years ago.

i love you, sweet moonlight. i'm sorry i didn't say it sooner. i wish i did, i wish i was the one holding you through the night. i wish i was the one who makes you smile every day. i wish i was the one who made you breakfast in bed on our anniversaries. i wish, i wish, i wish i was yours, y/n. i don't know why i'm releasing so late that i should've asked you out after that failed attempt. im sorry, y/n, that i made your life such a burden. i'm so sorry that i loved you so much that i let you go too early. i'm so so sorry.

i would go back to you if you'd let me. i would be your best friend again if it made you happy. i would be your boyfriend if we fell in love. i would turn back time if i could, to go back to when i confessed to yeonbin. it should've been you, y/n. it was always you. please, i want to feel your touch and your soothing voice. come back to me, because i would go back to you. i love you, i love you, i love you.

i miss your smile that gives off yellow. i miss the yellow flowers you used to give my sister when she was down. i miss the yellow hat you used to use all the time. you're my favourite colour, y/n. you're my yellow.

- the one that made a mistake, hwang hyunjin.

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soupbowl18 · 3 years

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A/N: I imagined this and this is my first time writing on tumbler 👉🏼👈🏼. Let me know if you have any ideas you would like me to write. This story was inspired by the song “Say it” by Maggie Rogers

“I couldn’t say it”

Bakugo X GN!reader

Genre: Fluff

Your quirk: slowing time, you can slow time meanwhile everyone’s time is normal. (Sorry if it doesn’t make sense ;-;)

A synopsis: “I knew it when you walked my way that I'd be begging you to stay I couldn't say it to myself”

⚠️TW!⚠️: It's just curse words

It was your first day of school at UA Highschool. You were nervous but you can’t show it. You were standing outside of class 1-A. Everyone was in class and you were waiting for Mr. Aizawa call your name to come into class, “Everyone meet the new student Y/N Y/LN”. You walk in and stand beside Aizawa, “It’s a pleasure being here, I hope we become great friends” you say with a smile. Sometimes, you forget to smile because you have a mean face and when you do, everyone asks you what’s wrong, you always end up saying “oh I just have a resting bitch face” then you smile. “Go sit in that empty seat by Bakugo” Aizawa says pointing at the seat. You walk over and give a little wave at Bakugo. Judging by the look of him, you could tell he’s mean, maybe a little bit of an asshole. But you feel like deep down he has a heart.

•time~skip•

It’s lunchtime and you decide to eat by yourself not because you were shy or you don’t like anyone but you like to process the day. You decide to use your quirk to slow time down. You look at every student, some students look so cool, others look mean, you think every student is unique, but you like this school and you think you’re gonna like it here. Then, you realize, the same guy you sat beside in class is walking up to you, you look at him, studying him. “He’s kinda good looking”, you think. “Wai- CALM DOWN Y/N IT’S JUST THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL.” You stopped using your quirk and look down and let him walk up to you. “Hey,” you look up. “Uh-hi,” you say with a nervous smile. “My squad is asking if you want to sit with us?” Bakugo says and you stretch your head to the side and look behind him, the whole group looks at you and wave. “Um-yeah, I-I would like to,” you say and grab your things and lunch and sit with them. “Hi!” the girl with the pink skin talks to you. “I’m Mina, the guy with the red hair is Kirishima, Pikachu over here is Kaminari, the guy with black hair is Hanta, and the ash-blonde is Bakugo.” You speak “I’m Y/N, it's nice to meet you all”

•time~skip•

It's the end of the day, you sit on the couch with everyone else eating snacks and drinking tea that Momo did. Everyone asks you questions like “What’s your quirk?” “What do you like?” “Anyone you fancy?”. You guys talk for hours, you were getting tired and you tell everyone that you were going to sleep but they asked you an odd question, “Y/n, um- y-you can say no but can we see what your room looks like?” Mina asks, you look at them and smile “of course”.

Your room looks like this

You lead them to your room and mouths dropped. They never saw a room so colorful and full of lights. “Watch this,” you smirk and you grab a small remote to turn on the led lights to flash different colors. The whole room was changing colors. “WOAH!!” everyone says mesmerized. Jirou looks around the room and sees that you have a keyboard and a bass guitar. “You play?” She asks and you blush, “uh yeah,” you say, fidgeting your hair. “your room looks amazing, I should come here often,” Denki says. “All of you guys are welcome anytime,” you say with a smile. Everyone starts to say good night and you get prepared for bed and once you laid down on your bed and you immediately fall asleep.

It's the next day, everyone in the class was putting their hero costumes on, Mr. Aizawa was putting everyone into partners. You were paired with Todoroki. You got to see everyone in action, fighting their partners they were assigned with. You and Todoroki were next, you were nervous. You and him were standing very far from eachother, you were getting ready. You stood your ground, then you saw him use his ice quirk, and spikes of ice were going your way, you use your quirk and slow time down. You run-up to him and stand behind him, you stop your quirk and tap him on your shoulder. He turns around in confusion and you pin him to the ground. You won. “AHAHAHA, YOU LOST TO A GIRL!?” You turn around to Bakugo and he saw you and faces the other side, blushing. Mina runs up to you wrapping her arms around you “YOU WERE AMAZING!!”. “Thanks but it was nothing” you smile.

It's been 3 months since you entered UA. You felt stronger and smarter with all the training and learning. You were pretty much best friends with everyone, drinking tea with Momo, baking with Satou, playing video games with the Bakusquad. It's midnight, and you couldn't sleep, so you thought you could go get a snack. You walk by Bakugo’s room and you see light shining through the cracked open door. You hear Bakugo and someone else talking and you peek through the door. You see it's Kirishima, “Come on Bakubro, you should tell her.” Who? You ask yourself. “I almost did” Bakugo says, staring into the floor. “Well why didn’t you?” Kirishima asks. There was a moment of silence, you hold your breath. “I couldn’t say it,” Bakugo says. Who are they talking about? You proceed to get your snack and walk back to your room and saw Kirishima walk to his room across. You eat your snack and lay back down, Who are they talking about? You ask yourself again. You were kinda hoping they were talking about you. You had feelings for Bakugo for a while now. You remember the little things like the light accidental touches, everytime he walks your way, those red ruby eyes. You don’t wanna admit it to yourself, you didn't wanna say it. You were to scared of love. You decide to fall asleep, forgetting what you heard.

It is the next day, it was exhausting but you ended the day with a nice steamy shower. Once you came out, you were on your way to your room, then, you bumped into Bakugo and started to apologize profusely. “Tch, get up” he lends you a hand and you get up. ”Super sorry haha. I had a little hard day,” you say embarrassed. “It's fine,” he says aggressively. You look at him for a moment. Bakugo never saw your room, he always sleeps early. So, you thought of an idea. “Would you like to hang out in my room? I don't feel like hanging out with the whole group tonight”. He looks at you with a surprised expression. “Tch, sure,” he says looking the other way. You both walk to your room and as he entered, he looked around, “nice room,” he says with a smirk. “Thanks! Do you want a strawberry soda?” You take it out of your mini-fridge and hand out the soda and he takes it. He looks around once more and saw your instruments like Jirou saw before. “You play keyboard and Bass Guitar?”. You look at him blushingly, “yeah, hehe. I just make up a song in my head and I play it out”.

“Can you play for me?”

He says looking at you, for the first time, you guys had eye contact. You smile and you go and sit on the chair going to play the keyboard. You sit there coming up with the lyrics to sing and you start to play.

“Standing in the open light. Within the swelter of the night. I found myself staring at you. And every time our fingers touched. I felt like it would be too much. And too little to hang onto. I cannot fall in love with you. I cannot feel this way so soon, so soon. I cannot be this way with you. I cannot fall in love with you. I knew it when you walked my way. That I'd be begging you to stay. I couldn't say it to myself. I couldn't say it to myself. I felt it burning in a way. I held on when you pulled away. I couldn't say it to myself. I couldn't say it to myself”

You stop playing and processed the words you just sang. “Did I sang that? Did I confess how I feel about him? Will he think that it's just a little silly song I come up with?”. Bakugo looks at you with a gentle smile, he gets up and walks up. You feel paralyzed, you wondered what is he going to do? What is he gonna say? He comes close to you and presses his lips against yours. His lips feel soft and you taste the strawberry soda on his lips. He pulls away. “I- um- why?” you say, your mind is so slow you could hardly process anything. “I liked you ever since you defeated Todoroki”. You were shocked but happy, you put a huge smile on your face. Bakugo proceeds to talk again, “when you defeated Todoroki, I knew you were no damn extra. You were more than that, you're strong. I inspire to be more like you. I've been trying to tell you for a while, but I didn't wanna ruin anything. I don't wanna admit that I was in love. I'm very new to this sort of thing.” You look into his ruby crimson eyes. Was this happening? Is this a dream? Is Bakugo Katsuki admitting he has feelings for you? You didn't know what to do, you kiss him. “I feel the same thing Katsuki”. You guys kiss once again.

A/N: Hi, I hope you liked the story. Let me know if you have any ideas you would like me to write. Again, this is my first time writing on Tumblr. Sorry for a couple of grammar mistakes 🙈😣.

#bnha x reader #bakugo x reader #bakugou fluff #bnha bakugo katsuki #bakugou katsuki #katsuki x y/n #bnha fanfiction #bnha #mha

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for-mimi · 3 years

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Dear, my spouse, my cute pervert, my birdie, mimi.

Dear, my spouse.

I know I haven’t been the most active of all, but it’s nice to know you have others to keep you company while I’m busy. I hope you’ve been doing well and you’ve been taking care of your mental and psychical health. Don’t worry, I won’t bombard you with my million questions. Apparently....I have to keep my word to an limit to make sure the others fit.

I’ll keep this simple and direct, I absoloutely feel delighted when your presence has blessed me by being with me. I adore every millisecond, minute, hour, day, week, whatever when I I’m next to you. If it’s something as simple as watching tv with you or as complex as an date night, I make to store every memory when I’m with you.

From, your dearest Toshi.

Dear, mommy Mimi or cute pervert.

Do I really have to do this? Like, I know she knows how much I love her? Okay, okay. Fine. I-I’ll make sure to put this in a really sincere way, since I know mod has literally, smushed your brains with their weird hunt.

you make me smile, my eyes shine when you look at me, you mean the world to me, every time I look your way my heart skips a beat. ,without you I would be lost. you have taught me the true meaning of love. you are you.... the truth is I could fill a million pages with all the reasons I love you—but I'd rather spend that time with you.

Dear, birdie!

Hey, hey. Everyone is in a mushy and soft mood, ehy? Well, I’ll make mine straight to point, My sweetheart,

Your love is always on my mind. When I am away from you, I long to feel your touch, the warmth of your hand, the comfort of your arms, and the soft touch of your lips on mine. You make me so very happy. The more time I spend with you, the more I find myself falling deeper in love with you. I love you—and I love us together.

You are the love beyond my dreams: the love I wanted to marry, the love I would marry again and again, the first one I think about when I wake up, and the last one I think about when I go to bed. Thank you for being there with me through the very thick and thin moments of life. When I get hurt during battles, or when you’re with me. I cannot imagine my life without you. My sweetheart.

Mod ; hehe, because of school this got delayed a little bit and since I’m completely free, I’ll do this now. I won’t do a long ass paragraph but just wanted to let you know I love every ask I send to your blog, the replies, whether it’s SFW or nsfw <3

#to mimi #for Mimi

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