It had been ages since she had spent time with Ashley. She was thankful in general that they could remain friends after their breakup. But it did feel like it was harder to just spontaneous hit her up to go out. The place they were meeting was a pretty casual place so she didn’t dress to the nines but definitely decided to clean up from her slobby clothes she had been lounging in all day. Checking her hair once more time, she rushed out to meet her Uber and head to the bar. Once she got there, she scanned the place but didn’t see Ashley there yet so she just sauntered over to one of the booths where she could keep an eye on the door and slid her phone out as she waited.
This is the first verse and chorus sample of a song I written while in a very low place in my life. Pillow to post homeless, no car, no steady income, struggling to eat. It was me and God against the world. Even at the bottom I had the faith of a mustard seed. I knew I was getting through this tough time in my life by myself, after losing my home and children in recovery without the support I needed to make a change God showed me all I needed was him and I surrendered everything to him. Then I realized what he was doing, removing people, places and things I didn’t need in my life while revealing to me things that would help turn things back around. It wasn’t easy and it still isn’t, the devil works hard to keep Gods people from following him. I still don’t have much of what I need, but I know what I need to do. Getting government assistance was the last place I’m going for help! Living in the city jobs are limited, there was only so much I could do without losing my morals and values. I’ve planted seeds to make improvements in my life but it seemed like it was one thing after another keeping me from taking the steps needed to complete them. Writing is something I’ve done since I learned to write, I had a catalog of music for three albums but the man I was engaged to threw out everything I owned domestic violence was only one of the reasons keeping me down. After finally coming from under his spell I was back trying to do things on my own. Just finished the winter semester at Simmon’s College of Kentucky for music and will return this fall! With all odds against me I will overcome, because with God ALL things are possible! I have a testimony and story that’ll inspire others who have experienced similar issues. Tell me what you think, I’d love the feed back! There so much more to say but it’ll be for my book and podcast I’m working on! Check me out! I can’t take no more-Cashley