#dean's fucked up

[bucky-bucky-bucky-bucky]

I saw this post and had to make one for Destiel

#and it works for both of them #cause Chuck fucked them both up so severely #supernatural #spn #supernatural rewatch #spn family #spn rewatch #Castiel #cas #dean winchester #deancas #destiel #chuck shurley

[wickedwitchofthesouth]

In a perfect world they would have written a plotline where Dean becomes addicted to angel grace because it was the only thing that keeps the effects of the mark of cain at bay.

In a perfect world it would have been the perfect parallel to Sam's demon blood junkie arc

In a perfect world, Cas would have been Deans Ruby

IN A PERFECT WORLD THATS HOW THEY WOULDVE GOTTEN TOGTHER

#but we dont live in a perfect world #we live in a horrible terrible fucked up world were they all died and nothing is real #i need someone to write this #supernatural #castiel #dean winchester #spn #destiel #bbc merlin #sam winchester

[sky-is-the-limit]

#“it was one sided” shut the fuck up #i can't #I'm deep in my deancas feelings rn help #destiel #deancas #dean winchester #castiel #supernatural #spn

[insanesonofabitch]

I’m not sure if someone else already made a post about this, but I was rewatching Tombstone and something just hit me. Dean wanted to stay alone with Cas a little bit longer in that cowboy hotel room. Sam takes Jack with him and pairs Dean up with Cas, after noticing how happy Dean was to get Cas back (which he even made a comment on earlier in the episode, we love a supportive brother). Dean agrees with this change of plan. Sam and Jack immediately gets up to leave and head for the graveyard. But when Cas is about to get up too and get ready, Dean does this:

And this is the same fucking goddamn episode where Dean makes Cas wear a fucking cowboy hat. And then gets offended when Cas didn’t immediately recognize his Tombstone reference. “I made you watch it,” not “we.” The same way “where Dean spread your ashes” is NOT “we.” And Dean has probably already seen ALL of those movies, probably a shit ton of times. He just wanted Cas to see them too. With him. Like a movie date night. And then Cas imitates a phrase from the movie, “I’m your huckleberry.” And then Dean, after averting his eyes and closing them and gulping down, says “Yeah, exactly.” immediately followed by “…it’s good to have you back, Cas.”

AND NOT TO MENTION THE FACT THAT DEAN TOOK A PHOTO OF CAS OFF SCREEN???????? AND THEN PRINTED IT OUT??????????

#THIS. FUCKING GODDAMN EPISODE. #DEAN. #YOU AND YOUR LITTLE SCHEMES #ooohh I bet his ass was (unsuccessfully) flirting with Cas the entire fucking time #and Cas didn’t really get his very subtle (cowardly) hints so he gave up somewhere on their way to meet the sergeant #but THEN “I’m your huckleberry” happens and it’s taking everything in Dean’s power not to show how badly he wants Cas #insane show for insane people #supernatural #spn 13x06 #spn #tombstone #dean winchester #castiel #destiel #deancas #casdean #dean x castiel #destiel meta #dean meta #reiotalks

[stellernorth]

line from the production draft of ouroboros??? when the "wide-eyed hitchhiker" routine we just saw noah do was offer sex in exchange for a lift???

#rlly works with my perspective that optimism was fucked up because dean was doing to jack what john did to him #Not this extreme obviously #post i made #spn s14e14 #john winchester #winchester childhood #ask to tag

[2sw]

"Dean physically hitting/beating Sam" requested by anonymous

I had this same themed gifset in my drafts for quite some time, but since anon requested it, I remade it to finally post it. I excluded the occasions when dean was under the influence of MoC even though the show explicitly stated that the mark only amplifies what's already there. I also excluded a few other scenes for obvious reasons because I know how to take context into account, so I think this is a fair gifset. now apply the same standard to sam and do the math. and my original intention was, and still is, to show sam's reaction because everything I post is about sam. I don't even consider this as a dean crit post, this is just how he is and it is part of the show you can't deny.

#I have so much to talk about this but I won't #the mere thought of the potential fucked up things I may have to see in my notifs for this post had made me literally puke already #sam winchester #dean winchester #spn 2x03 #spn 2x04 #spn 2x14 #spn 4x04 #spn 6x06 #spn 7x03 #spn 15x17 #s2 #s4 #s6 #s7 #s15 #gifs

[chappelroan]

GET TO KNOW ME ♡ Favorite Characters ↳ Dean Winchester “That’s crap. You always have a choice. You can either roll over and die or you can keep fighting, no matter what.”

#dean winchester #supernatural #deanwinchesteredit #supernaturaledit #spnedit #cowboycoven #inacatastrophicmind #becauseofthebowties #captainchilly #dailyspngifs #canonspngifs #* #gtkm #this didnt show in the tags the 1st time. so. lets do this again. plus one of the text was fucked up

[souporsaladnatural]

i still believe that OBJECTIVELY the craziest most batshit thing jackles has ever said is "im sure it would go how we all think it would go" about a dean and cas reunion. brother WHO is we i am a destiel shipping tumblrina u r the man who supposedly does not believe dean reciprocates cas' feelings we r not the same (??????)

#hes said plenty of other wild shit but this is the one that keeps me up at night #lik he has to know. he has to fucking know #spn #supernatural #destiel #dean winchester #castiel #cat spirals tag

[multifandom-lesbian09]

Finding out that the majority of anti Destiels are Wincest shippers is actually so funny to me. Y’all gotta, I dunno, get the fuck outta Alabama or something idk.

#supernatural #dean winchester #sam winchester #castiel #destiel #anti wincest #and i hope to all the gods that the w*ncesties come at me because i want so badly to argue with them #way to go and fuck up a fandom guys

[zombiegirldean]

Dean: "we have to break the family curse" Girl family IS the curse! Pay attention! "I wish we could return to the archetypal family home from before the poison took hold" Noooo Dean the stagnant rotting myth of the archetypal family home is the source of the poison!!! The idealized nuclear family structure perpetuates the gendered violence it claims to extinguish! The violence is not external the white picket fence can't save you Dean........he can't hear me......

#dean winchester #supernatural #ethel cain ass show #s4e3 in the beginning is like. the single most fucked up episode of all time. #it's so the sunlit garden from utena coded. something eternal #when i finally make the dean/utena comparison post it's over for you ppl #spn

[lelelego]

nooo brother elijah youre so sexy don't steal my equipment hahah

#fallout #fallout new vegas #fnv #craig boone #courier six #boone x courier #nooo dont come in this gold vault and get locked in youre so sexy hahahah #the sierra madre dlc is so fucking. idk what about it is so difficult to me but it is #i get LOST i get STABBED i get LIMB BLOWN UP from radio i FORGET how to save dean and have to reload a save from 2 hours ago #also yeah i imagine if the security systems remove equipment due to radiation... eli's leg brace is gonna get yoinked rip #have fun walking around with your bonk ass leg idiot -brother elijah probably #oc: eli #doodly thingy #fallout tag

[winchestergifs]

STACKEDextras ➙ He has relatives?

10.9 The Things We Left Behind Written by Andrew Dabb Directed by Guy Norman Bee 11.9 O Brother Where Art Thou? Written by Eugenie Ross-Leming & Brad Buckner Directed by Robert Singer Original Air Dates: December 9, 2014 & 2015

#supernatural #crowley #rowena macleod #castiel #claire novak #dean winchester #amara #crowleyedit #clairenovakedit #deanwinchesteredit #stackednatural #spnedit #supernaturaledit #cowboycoven #spncreatorsdaily #userbbelcher #becauseofthebowties #altarofrowena #userknights #tusersana #userdorksinlove #deancaskiss #anztag #userbon #deanncastiel #jennmish #userrlaura #usererinlindslay #10x9/11x9 #in yet another folder entitled 'abandonment issues' i present the millionth parallel gifset about fucked up families in spn

[disinhume]

What we could have had if the writers weren't cowards

#and Jackles wasn't kind of homophobic #anyway. the pose is fucked up but consider this: teehee :) #castiel #dean winchester #destiel #my art #spn #supernatural

[shadystranger]

something about the way sam flinches when dean breaks stuff

#this fucks me up really badly #sam winchester #spn #samdean #dean winchester #supernatural #chat i think its time to kill dean #but then sam'd be traumatized and destroyed goddammit can never win

[shinelikethunder]

i don't actually think teenage Dean Winchester would be spurned-lover-style jealous of teenage Sam's girlfriends i think based on his s1 behavior that it's far more likely he went "HELL YEAH my little brother is DATING he is going to SLAY at this and i'll make sure of it," unilaterally appointed himself Sam's wingman, had to be beaten back with a stick from micromanaging his brother's love life, and probably lovingly fantasized about all the hot chicks Sam was gonna hook up with and all the things they'd get up to because let's face it, who wouldn't fall head over heels for the guy? (speculation about kissing practice, which of course Would Not Count as anything except making sure the little nerd did their family proud, is left as an exercise to readers who are so inclined.)

also probably the closest thing to a jealous shitfit he pulled involved one (1) time Sam ditched a hunt to be there for his then-girlfriend's Important Life Event, and it'd be like 40% loudly-expressed "he should be putting his FAMILY first" and 60% ferociously-suppressed "we don't get to just DO that! if i've accepted only ever being able to date super casually for a few weeks at a time before we blow town then where the fuck does he get off thinking he can just PRIORITIZE this COMMITTED RELATIONSHIP BEHAVIOR bullshit. that i tooootally don't want or care about anyway. because it's for SISSY NORMIE LOSERS, not a tight-knit clan of ULTRA-COOL SECRET MONSTER HUNTERS like us"

like i think Dean did accept much more readily, long before he could even realize the ramifications of what he was accepting, that the way they lived meant the Winchesters' only long-term relationship option was "rampant emotional incest that we don't have to acknowledge as long as we all only bang girls," but he also canonically had all kinds of festering resentment about missing out, and was aware on some level that their lives required the sacrifice of a lot of things he secretly longed for (and made a lot of noise about devaluing in favor of What's More Important)

and the toxic cocktail of that + envy of Sam's ability to just go "nah fuck expectations i want something else" + boundary-challenged investment/enabling/policing of each other's heterosexual exploits as a bulwark between their family dynamics and The Unspeakable + freakout over the early warning signs of a difference in values on family loyalty + inchoate terror of losing him to the outside world one day + unthinking idolization and projection along the lines of "well of course this girlfriend would take him away from us and wrap her entire life around his if she could, i mean, have you met him? who wouldn't want that? this is WHY we have to keep it casual and not get girls' expectations up"...

...the entire dynamic of Dean being Sam's number one hookup cheerleader but also perceiving signs of romance/commitment as a threat... s1 Dean trying to have a hand in pushing him towards actual romantic prospects anyway, because he's worried about Sam grief-spiraling and has reluctantly accepted that the rupture in the family is about things Sam genuinely wants, even as Sam's grief is already driving him to the conclusion that they aren't worth the cost and meanwhile the brothers have spent all season bonding even closer and more claustrophobically as adults...

well, i think all that is way more interesting, and in many ways even more fucked-up, than applying bog-standard jealous boyfriend tropes to the absolute mess of their upbringing

#passionately making my case that He Would Not Be *That* Flavor Of Fucked-Up his flavor is *way* more specific and convoluted #dean winchester #sam winchester #wincest #supernatural #meta

[ghostcrypte]

Soldier, Poet, King

#my art #supernatural #dean winchester #sam winchester #john winchester #I’m only on season 2 so everybody shut the fuck up #also I don’t usually draw men so shut the fuck up about that too