#didnt plan either of these well

[hannibal-is-my-comfort-show]

Say what you will but I think the main difference between Will Graham and Hannibal Lecter is that, upon finding out what Will was, Hannibal plotted an elaborate scheme spanning across a whole season to destabilise him.

On the other hand, Will-madman-Graham, upon finding out what Hannibal is, immediately tries to shoot him in the face. No hesitation.

#the thing that brings them together is that both their plans fail #well hannibal succeeds for a hot second ig before he goes whoopsies and takes it back #and will...well will just gets shot #ig he didnt see that coming either #theyre both idiots #hannibal #hannigram #will graham #nbc hannibal #hannibal nbc #hugh dancy #mads mikkelsen #hannibal lecter #netflix #hannibal netflix #bryan fuller #renew hannibal #revive hannibal

[harriertail]

i honestly think Mistystar was poisoned. she dropped dead suddenly in camp, and Reedwhisker is dead in a ravine? hmm.

#it would be funny if splash (or whoever) killed reed got back to camp to find misty dead and was like Well I Didnt Plan For This #warrior cats #asc spoilers #but like. narratively. either they gotta address the Plan going wrong (if the Plan was to jus kill misty) or like. misty was also killed #warrior cats spoilers

[b4kuch1n]

crumbs in your bed

transcript

#bakuspecial #comic #horror #cw: child abuse #cw: body horror #ask to tag #hi! hello. this is basically just a goosebump story I think. or a scary stories to tell in the dark entry #that's kinda what I aim for? along with the good ol vibe of fuan no tane #and also the like. Thing in east asian art where they make the main character a generic white person and then #every other thing about the setting is deeply recogniseably common asian shit lmao #that's entertainment for me. this came about extremely haphazardly... its why the first two pages look nothing like #the rest of it fsdjfhdsjhf. I slammed those out at a cafe like two days ago #went into this one no plan outside of a general sense of direction #I dont think Ive ever actually designed a single character in any of the short horror comics I did. like either its me or #I made someone up as I went. genuinely didnt know what the character'd look like until I sketched em #and then I kept referencing previous panels to draw em. dont know if I recommend this method #mmmm on reread not super sure if the sound effect of the bed leaving the room is clear enough... oh well there are other comics #been writing a lot about food and places recently Ive found out. oh yeah dyou know whats funny #I watched a wayner highlight vid of the kingdom heart charity stream today (I do not know anything about kingdom heart) and realized #how much of kingdom heart (at least the first one) is about like. places. #which is like. good job baku great deep read there isn't kingdom heart literally behind a door. arent there doors all over the place. #isnt the biggest symbol from that game taht EVERYONE knows about the KEYblade. for locks on door #fskdjfhdj but yeah its just. very cool to me that that game really does have iconic recogniseable sites. like the scenes are all tied to #where they happen at. and the climactic battle happens in a black void around a door. its good #good story about leaving ur home after ur friends aren't there anymore and being changed so much by what you go through that #you can no longer call where you started at home anymore. I am being conned by the music #anyways. yeah I go sleep now. powered thru the last 4 pages of this so its done and out there. hope my bed will not do this #have a good night lads! be careful of bugs

[skrrtscree]

Uhhhh uhfhfhfufj I have no excuse for this😭😭

#persona #persona 3 #p3 #minato arisato #makoto yuki #persona 3 protagonist #persona 3art #persona fanart #ig this is me trying some sort of lineless art #as well differnet colour hues/palettes #im planning on draiwng somethi g for jan 31st but im worrie di wlnt be able to get it done #so i actualy have a uni interview up in a few weeks but i nwed to make an interview sketchbook for it #but idk what theu expect for it sicne they didnt tell me the course page doens t ahev any info either #so ig the normal portfolio stuff #its my first time getting interviewed and im worried ill mess it up #or that ill show up on the day and have nothing bc im too lazy to get work done #but dang it i jave to try thus is literally my future #hopefully ill upliad something else b4 reload coems out #GAHHH ONE MORE MONTHHHRHH IDDBSBWBWWBSH #minnidraws

[recalledproduct]

Underwhelming drone box... this was my first time recasing something! Mike helped out a lot with it since he has the dremel. It's not perfect but I think it's cute!

#there will be more to come #i plan to case something in one of my sculptures sometime soon but I gotta find the right thing #also this was supposed to have a pitch mod but it didnt work out #it would work at first #then the sound would slowly dissipate #so I decided against it but I'm upset it didnt work out #same thing with the voltage starve #that didnt work well either but oh well #my art

[lottieurl]

me realizing some people were emotionally hit by the twist that it's a dream sequence while i was watching it the whole time absolutely sure it wasn't real but still worried it might be and thinking about how the true horror was shauna being all touchy feely towards the baby

#happy for the people just to be clear i wish i didnt feel let down by this ep #but i felt super underwhelmed and it felt very #hm. like. oh my god are you scared of rly getting into pregnancy as horror. you were setting up shauna as someone who is A BAD PARENT #a fucked up parent even from the first scenes of the pilot #and shes having a baby as a 17yo (18? by now? whatever) in the wilderness. the pregnancy reveal caused her best friend's death #and shes not shown to give a fuck abt that baby before its born either like #you rly want me to get hit emotionally with this? well im too busy trying to figure out why shauna is acting like uh #a woman who just gave birth to a planned baby she wanted lmao #like my god can we PLEASE have tv thats unafraid to show pregnancy as horror #and characters who dont feel that quote unquote magical 'maternal' haze blah blah forgot abt all the pain bc oh look at the fucking baby #sorry im disappointed #just to be clear im not one of the I Hate Kids freaks in fact i adore children i just hate pregnancy and would rather die than get pregnant #was p excited for fucked up pregnancy shit and we got this . lifetime lukewarm take on shauna pregnancy #someone write horror shauna pregnancy fic i swear this has to be done #anyways. rant over #yellowjackets spoilers #yellowjackets blogging

[elegyofthemoon]

IF YOU COULD be at any airport in the world rn which one

the bangkok one i wanna go home but also to look at this cool statue :)

#I DONT REMEMBER WHAT THE STORY IS BEHIND THIS STATUE THOUGH :( #my mom always explains it to me but by the time we arrive there im hella sleep deprived because i dont sleep on the plane #theres also a bunch of giant statues around the airport too to welcome arrivals ^7^ those are cool (i mean intimidating BUT COOL) #something something mixing a sea of milk #i dont remember T_ T #answered #anons #(i dont really remember any airports well because im usually spaced tf out at them laksdjafh) #anyways i havent been to thailand in so long :( like 4/5 years #i was supposed to go sooner but then i had covid and that makes me sad :( #AND I HAD PLANS TOO :((( I WAS LIKE BEGGING MY MOM CAN WE GO TO THE ANCIENT CITY PLEAAAASE and then my ass got sick #*angry punching* #my mom and sisters didnt even wind up going to the city either because my sisters were like 'BUT THATS BORING THATS ALL HISTORY #I WANNA GO SHOPPING' #T _ T i need friends who are also into historical stuff. we can make an adventure team and go travel everywhere together (the dream life) #i say im into history but i have no brain to remember anything btw so dont ask me anything asljkfaslkjh #sorry i seem to be >_> chatty today (procrastinating)

[filthyjanuary]

feeling sad :(

#sorry this is such a dumb thing to be sad about im a grown ass adult but like two thirds of the people i invited to my birthday #either cant come or said they would then bailed and like #some of them have legit reasons but some of them i'm kind of like :/ ok well i put in so much effort for yall would be really nice #if a crumb of that was reciprocated #idk i dont ask for much on my birthday i just want to have a nice dinner with my friends #and i have friends who like throw the biggest tantrum fusses about their birthdays and make it this entire spectacle #and people still humour them so it's kind of like #idk #do i really suck that bad that you cant make a saturday evening work to like eat good food #idk maybe next year i just wont plan anything #and everyone'll be like BUT SIMA IT'S THE BIG ONE and i'll be like well! i wish it werent! #bc it'll suck even more to have people not come lmao i dont actually think i've ever had a milestone birthday people just dont give a shit #this includes my parents idk like they are nice to me on my birthday but like no birthday was ever like hashtag special #and like the holidays already sucked so bad this year they did not feel like the holidays half the people i got presents for #didnt get me anything which is like fine i dont give presents to get them back but it kind of sucks to not even get a card? a thank you??? #idk this is so stupid i am turning 29 i pay taxes this should not be a big deal #maybe it's bc i feel like half my 20s were pandemic years so it kind of sucks that theyre basically over and idk im just feeling sad and ol #and lonely and just kind of shitty and unlikeable #AND IT'S DUMBBBBB TODAY WAS A GOOD DAY I PASSED MY DRIVING TEST IDK WHY I'M CRYING FUCK MY STUPID BAKA LIFE

[catmanbowser]

who care abt making legs in 3d anymore i want to expand vincent's lore and its all i care abt....

#considering him losing his arm to either scarecrow's fear toxin or...hm..well..idk... #instead of ivy. #also i was planning to make him older than the rest but i already liked the idea of him- #-coming into the Wayne's before Dick but is still two to three years younger than him. #no he didnt go to the circus with bruce since he's still hidden from public so he's stuck in the manor for a while lol #also need to redesign his batsuit and choose his civilian outfits #his prostethic as well and his downfall with bruce #GIRL HOW THE HELL DO I THREAD THIS PART ABT HIS LOVE LIVE #like no i dont want him as a dcu oc i want him as just a regular dc oc but i....paired him #i paired him with adrian chase from the peacemaker show and now im like wait..... #adrian is a lawyer and vigilante in ntt but peacemaker's adrian is a busboy and vigilante. #so like...huh...what do i do.....

[wp100]

maybe there should be a term that's like a sister term to 'plot armour', called 'plot power'

because how the hell did sylvanas even have the power to take the helm of domination off of bolvars head. 'plot power'. She can't die, and she has to be more powerful than the goddamned Lich King. So she took his helmet and disenchanted it right in front of him. IN FRONT OF US

#power that makes no sense is more annoying than characters that just refuse to die even though tehy should have #just to push a badly written story... no thanks #i liked some parts of shadowlands but i feel like its flaws really outweighed the positives... #not only in terms of gameplay but in the story as well #the story was so godawful #they retconned so many good things that happened like back in warcraft 3 #that far back.. only to find out that ... the jailers master plan was... i dont know... nothing? #the setting.. the cosmic force stuff doesnt help either #when the story is set on azeroth its so much more grounded #thats probably why a lot of people like dragonflight #and your enemy is still like a powerful being but not like out of this world... universe-reality-ending #just some fiery dude that wants everything to burn. like ragnaros 2.0 almost #i like it like that #stuff like the void #not robot beings... the zereth mortis stuff was very weird #the zone was cool but the robotic-ness of everything didnt feel like wow to me

[toastsnaffler]

my flatmate asking me the day before "do u want to hang out w me and [old friend] everyone else cancelled so I can invite u now" is not the heartfelt offer she thinks it is :^/

#what am i sloppy seconds. fuck off man #i like them both but im not in the place to socialise rn + also it just feels kinda mean. theyve had these plans for weeks #and i wasnt invited bc some of their other friends (who ive never met) didnt want me there which is fair enough ig #even tho their friends complained abt someone else bringing her bf but they both blocked the veto for that. pretty sure ik them- #better than some guy but whatever. i dont rly like their friends anyway bc they only ever have bad things to say abt them #like damn they sound like they have the emotional range of toddlers plus theyre all into shit like genshin. so i wasnt fazed abt it #hope they have a nice time etc but wow sure now theyve cancelled the day before u can invite me as a replacement. yeah thatll do wonders #for the social and self esteem issues i have around being single use and disposable and always on the outside etc yippee #the thing is if i go theyll just talk to each other anyway and leave me to be the fly on the wall like they always do. they dont want #me there they just want an audience i literally have nothing else to contribute i dont think they even like me that much so! #anyway complaint over. genuinely i hope they have a nice time im just annoyed at being treated like that + probably projecting a bit too #its not like i could go if i wanted to anyway bc i have shit to sort out + mail to wait for. maybe next time invite me from the start huh #we had another old friend visit last weekend but those plans were really made without me too and i was just added bc i Live Here so its #kind of unavoidable. but oh well whatever it was nice to see them either way #im too depressed rn to fix my social life or even rely on existing coping strategies in social situations so im having to temporarily #cut it back bc i get too trigger sensitive + dont want to hurt myself or others bc of an arbitrary emotional overreaction #its usually one of the first things to go when im Going Thru It not in a self isolating way but more bc its one of the hardest things #for me to maintain + im pretty self sufficient so its not absolutely crucial. like of course i love my friends but socialising is a #want not a need yknow. eating/sleeping/exercising/hygiene are all more fundamental parts of the engine so i gotta prioritise them #and it sucks but ill survive. anyway sorry for venting on everyones dash so early in the morning i woke up grumpy 👎 #i need to get breakfast and then go out. ughhhhhhh okay. #.vent

[yo9urt]

horrible things have happened in ball dur's gait 3

#mine #i. um. well. no good way to say this #when i was planning this run i wanted my final party to be me shart astarion (ofc) and karlach bc i think composition wise #we all have good roles (im wizard) and bc ive seen clips of star and kar being like best pals and i was like AWWW #and i wanted that for both of them and also kar is just fun i love her anyway #well. i didnt run into her until several hours into the tiefling druid quest story thing #and apparently i made the wrong decisions because when i did get to her my only option was to kill her #i tried knocking her out first to see if i could maybe recruit after but nope. it was either kill her or kill the paladins #and i was like fuuuuuuck i dont want to do either of those things (couldnt see a tangible benefit to killing the paladins) #(an article said that if you make the wrong grove choices she just will not join you at all so i was like well. ok) #i know she has that like engine thing going on so i rationalized it in my head as a mercy kill but i feel SO BAD.... #im never ever doing that to her again and ive resolved to make sure my next run is me shar star and kar like i wanted #(next run will be resistant durge) #anyway. in brighter news i finally got my companions to like me i think #also got the bite scene. so..... anyway................

[catboy-kakashi]

Noticing a pattern in your behavior that may be a sign of something much larger but instead of trying to analyze that you just quickly put the lid back on the oil fire and walk away

#i have some. problems. when it comes to food #i wouldnt call it like a disorder by any means #i feel like that would be trivializing what people with EDs go through #but uh. well i have been at someone else’s house petsitting and i’ve barely eaten anything besides the bag of veggie chips i brought #and im starting to think. maybe. i need to assess my issues with feeling like im allowed to eat or take food thats offered to me #without being explicitly handed the food and being told its for me #haha uhhhh. haha. anyway. i think i’ll cope with this by projecting onto fictional characters and then never self reflecting #​ camtankerous is whining #like they straight up SAID ‘theres leftover in the fridge! feel free to eat those!’ #but because they said that and not ‘thats for you!’ my brain says ‘theyll eat that if i dont. i should leave it for them. its not for me’ #like idk. like i dont DESERVE to eat someone elses leftovers??? thats so fucking SAD. that makes me sound like a stray dog or something #i havent had coffee for several days either bc asking how their coffee machine worked felt like admitting i was planning on taking #their coffee and like. maybe im not allowed to have coffee! thats THEIR fancy coffee #i newrly slept on the fucking couch instead of one of the TWO guest beds they told me i could use. whats wrong with me #negative #vent #sorry i just. ive been really stressed out the last few days and i needed to get this out #i straight up dont know where this behavior comes from. its not like my parents were abusive or didnt let me have food?? #its like im afraid to let myself enjoy things. who the fuck do i think is going to come and take it away or yell at me. #HAHA wow thats a wall of text huh. i should probably go to therapy! #if youre still reading this do not look upon my wretched form. i dont want you to think less of me for this

[blueslight]

Man

#My friend forgot that they said theyd come to my house today and even though i texted them.aboht it at 1pm which they read at 3pm they #didnt bother saying ANYTHING to me until literaly rivht now (its nearly 7pm so tge day is effecrively over) #and like. my friend is autistic (so am I obviously) so on one hand im like yeah they probably dont know any better but on the other hand i #WOULDVE known better not because im good with empathy or social stuff but just bc i put in an effort #and like . well what would i say cause. like i said theyre autistic im sure its not great to get upset with an autistic person for doing #something autistic BUT LIKE ITS STILL HURTFUL!!! AND IM AUTISTIC MYSELF #but my mom raised me to be like so painfully aware and competent (in real life online obviously i act like a madman) that its near #impossible for me to hang out with other autistic/adhd people without feeling like their fuckin dad bc they refuse to put in any effort #into our friendship beyond exactly that they feel like doing #and stuff like this is constantly happening like hanging out with them is always overshadowed by the fact that i have to plan everything #and take care of everything and remind them of everything bc otherwise they literally want altho i KNOW they can #*wont #but at the same time im TOO weird to hang out with neurotypicals but with other nd people its always shit like this #and there are few things i hate as much as having to take care of people in contexts like this esp cause it just means i have to mask way #more cuz the others wont put in the slightest effort meanwhile ANY social interaction is like moving a mountain for me ive just gotten #so used to the effort BC WHAT ELSE DO I FUCKING DO I DONT WANNA DIE ALONE #but neither of my friends are as driven with tbis as i am. like if theyre not motivated to do something they literally wont do it #and like im rarely motivated either but THERE IS NO CHOICE BUT TO DO IT !!! but bc i guess their parents never enforced any rules now #they are exhausting to deal with

[dungeons-and-dragon-age]

Eyyy it's Neira's birthday today! :D This marks my official 2 years in dragon age hell lmao

#well sorta #didnt actually play until october but i made her in june so it counts #cant believe ive been in this rabbithole more or less consistently for two years straight #might stream later! either art or da idk but im bored today and wanna hang out csbdhdjd #the plan would be da themed stuff for the occasion lol but like #id be up for some sketch requests #or jackbox games or sth #no rules man we can do whatever #lay rambles #oh also @ yall who are reading this and would be interested in a stream #could you maybe tell me if discord or twitch would work better for you? #cos idk its both got its pros and cons and i wanna do whats more comfortable/convient for you guys

[onepiexe]

idk why but i feel useless after today LOL

#logbook #keep thinking abt my shift. . .like that was all there was to it? idk. just did so much more at nnl. enjoyed that more too. #like i told c there was no p and there was no mv so i had to handle everything. i had no allies in management. #now im reorganizing plants in the greenhouse and getting nitpicked on what plants for clearance? idk man. #not saying i dont wsnt to work a day there bc i do miss everybody but still. you can tell c and i have diff approaches. #and that i have outgrown or just. been used to other things. like i took everything c and p and mv and s taught me and used that. #had to teach my team from scratch. bc thats what it was. my team. my tables. my displays. my decisions. my garden center. #and thafs what everybody joked too lol #idk. i probably just need food. but now im really anxious abt tmrw bc i will be miserable if i just. cant do shit anymore. #if i dont like it then i apply to jobs and quit early like i'd planned. bc im not going to be abused but im also not going to just. not do #good work lol. #its not like c was actually offended by me doing or saying things. she made a point to say she wouldnt be upsrt if i went for the full time #green team position at the store either. but yeah idk. i miss nnl. i really do. #i still havent told anybody abt it and i probably wont until next week. i want to swing by in person. #edit: tbc im just irritated with myself bc i didnt want to seem ungrateful or like i was stepping on c's toes. i come at this with the #intention of making rhe garden center better. but she's had more years on me and the store is overall diff. #i just dont want to be a difficult coworker but unfortunately my bar is high. and higher still from nnl lol. #fingers crossed it goes well with the new coworker and store tmrw. . . #honestly this is more stressful then walking into my old store 😭