#do i tag this? no im embarrassed

[crashed-keys]

okay so i have possible candidates for reigen arcanas just based off what im reading from the wiki (i'll put a read more so ppl dont have to actually look at this these are just thoughts):

moon: [...]the Moon Arcana is associated with creativity, inspiration, dreams, madness, illusions, fear, fantasy, the subconscious and trickery. In tarot readings, it can also represent being attuned subconsciously to the world around, gaining the ability to sense things without being told about them or without anyone else knowing (which means that some identify this Arcana with psychic energy). [...] Characters who are of the Moon Arcana are often similarly psychically-attuned, but a more common trend is their projection of their own fears and faults onto others (namely, the protagonist). They often tend to have trouble accepting themselves for who they are and, because of that fear, try to correspond to an ideal person. And like the Arcana, there is a hidden depth as to why they act in their behaviors.

yeah! i'd buy this one i think i like this interpretation for him a lot

devil: Human characters associated with the Devil Arcana are often "devilish" individuals; they can be greedy, proud, lustful, or otherwise of poor character. It is not uncommon for this type of character to have somewhat of an antisocial tendency, often not caring much for the needs or well-being of others. Although this is true, they are also characters that are committed to a cause, usually being their work, with motivations behind their cause that are usually benign, if not outright benevolent.

devil is a very obvious choice for him, and i think this one does embody reigen especially leading up to the separation arc pretty decently? with his like. i am going to treat mob terribly actually and ive lost sight of what i actually wanted until he leaves and forces me to reflect on myself. like hes obviously not as awful as tanaka (who quite literally scammed a teenager out of 70k), or sayoko who keeps hitting on you for some fucking reason. but. yk

fortune: Human characters of the Fortune Arcana are usually individuals with prodigious abilities who have lost sight of who they truly wanted to be as a result of too much pressure from individuals close to them, and need to rediscover the reasons for their chosen work by reconciling their past and present.

i sorta mentioned this already in the last point but. yeah

magician: In tarot readings, the Magician Arcana is commonly associated with action, initiative, self-confidence, immaturity, manipulation, and power (more specifically, the power to harness one's talents).

im not exactly sure he has "strong vision and aspiration for the future and the plan they've envisioned", as the wiki states most magician arcanas are: he would have quit spirits and such entirely due to boredom had it not been for mob's appearance. he doesn't really canonically have any romantic interests (then again, i'm pretty sure yuka doesn't either, and i don't have to exactly follow newsona standards), but i do think the aspect of vast self-confidence stumbling in the face of losing your footing towards your goals fits. also he's mob's first friend so do with that what you will

#adri.txt #i dont actually know if this is a long post. but whatever #do i tag this? no im embarrassed

[butchfalin]

the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again

#yeehaw #1k #5k #10k #posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours? #also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that! #unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference #edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense #also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags #1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now #he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic #2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign #like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock #3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing #it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is #extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once #it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life #i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about #Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect #if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it #aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week

[macden]

#profound commentary on the american healthcare system #iasip #it's always sunny in philadelphia #i hate tagging gifsets it's so embarrassing for some reason. like omg im being such a massive attention whore. but also i do want attention #charlie kelly #charlie day #frank reynolds #danny devito #dennis gets divorced #gruesome twosome #charlie #frank #* #my gifs #1k

[feelo-fick]

miscellaneous au doodles + a VERY self indulgent song lyric comic :D

+ extra evil comic below the cut :

"chil!" "don't look at me like that..."

#ill be honest this is all so self indulgent that its embarrassing but whatever. peace and love. i will live my truth #yes the song lyric comic is childhood friends t4t chilchuck + his wife. what of it. #yes i also put chilaios. SUE ME OKAY #anyways im really proud of that first comic i think i did the format justice #also to the fellow filipinos out there i salute to you all #if anyone who doesnt speak filipino google translates the song and talks to me about it i will uhhhhhh. kiss you <- joking #(BUT I DO ENCOURAGE TALKING TO ME ABOUT IT I WILL SCREAM) #now time for actual tags #dungeon meshi #dungeon meshi spoilers #<- technically #chilchuck #chilchuck tims #should i tag his wife? ill tag his wife #chilchuck's wife #laios touden #not gonna tag the others in the first comic cause theyre not the focus #chilaios #<- feed on angst with me. play with me in this space. #by the by im slightly dissatisfied with how i drew that evil comic i think it looks a little weird but i love the concept of it #i mean none of you have any context except for my friend whos working on this au with me but. i prommy that its good #oh yeah i should probably tag this au huh #[ tragedy au ] #<- dont worry about the name. d. dont worry about it. #PRAYING BEGGING PLEADING THAT THIS WILL POST PROPERLY THIS TIME

[stiffyck]

I'm posting it before I can back out

No one will ever see me again goodbye I'm going to chuck myself off a cliff now

#i dont even wanna tag this #its bad quality on purpose btw #i totally could give you the hd version but i would most likely have to kill myself to do so SKFFKVKSG #my urge to draw gay people is strong but my embarrassement is stronger #gtws #jimmy #trafficshipping #hermitshipping #i dont even know if i should tag it with my art tag.... #ill do it. just for you guys. but i will be ignoring it every time i see it #my art #OKAY I SHOULD STOP RAMBLING #GOODBYE EVERYONE IM GONNA GO DIE IN A DITCH NOW NO ONE TALK TO ME #solidaritimes #i was made aware there is another tag for them: #scaridarity #which is somehow worse #(i do not like their shipname its so. weird idk how to describe it djgkrgls) #how do people draw kissing this is EMBARASSING #okay okay ramble over i really nees to stop procrastinating and just post it

[hexaes]

... Yeah, I think I do.

no one gets me like akechi gets me . also i have an akeshu twitter now @goroiiker

#hexart #akeshu #shuake #akechi goro #persona 5 royal #kurusu akira #listen the last line was a panel too but. TUMBLR ONLY LETS U DO 10 IMAGES. SO WHATEVER. #persona 5 protagonist #I literally forgot how people tag things on here #anyway enjoy comic THIS IS LIKE SOOOO. EMBARRASSING i never draw comics because im like very bad at it #but im practising. #this is practice #violence cw #i almost forgot.

[amoebeau]

Not motivated one bit to draw so here’s a culmination of mspaint things from the past week or so (sorry i drew them as cats again. If you knew my vision you’d understand) 

#I MIGHT DELETE THESE LATER SORRY IM EMBARRASSED #doodle #should I start a doodle tag maybe. Idk #faith the unholy trinity #faith game #Gary miller #amy martin #john ward #father garcia #I’m very sad I wanted to do way more but I can’t push myself #still practicing drawing Faith characters so there’s nothing cool to show yet

[unexpectedbrickattack]

shenanigans

#pizza tower #peppino #pepperman #the noise #gustavo #spicy hot #suggestive #ONLY A LITTLE #heehee i am FREE from my commission shackles. this is a threat AND warning #gonna post some of the ACTUALLY not sfw stuff soon i think; dont wanna make a twitter for it #they wont be in the main tags but ill put them behind some jokey joke meme pic and then a readmore #bc like even if u put a readmore to cover the images. when its recommended to others from a DIFFERENT post #the first image u used still pops up any way #and i dont want to put peptitties out for everyone to see LMAO #anyway #ive had this idea for ages; peppino getting stuck w pepperman on the their way to a gala #and pepperman is like do not worry my friend; i will simply call in a helicopter to come pick us up :) #and peppino is like WHAT?? dont do that !!!! its just a flat; i can fix that! #but i just now thought of adding the others lol i wanted an excuse to draw them w some fancy hair :)! #noise is like. um. theres no way I can sit here for 20 minutes and NOT embarrass myself. im going to find a rock to sit on #and not look at him #self imposed timeout and naughty shame corner #gustavos comment is from a tag i saw on a post that made me scream laugh #and pepperman watches intently bc that is his muse and he likes committing peppinos form to memory heehee

[circushorns]

robots robots robots theyre in LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#i drew a lot today that is why im postin 2 arts #wall-e #umm.mmmmm i do not know how to tag this plus im embarrassed ahueue😢 #kriscoolart

[st4rstudent]

#clemart #ttcc #toontown corporate clash #im conflicted in tagging this because i was going to use it in a ship template but then i got too embarrassed to share it #the drawings arent really shippy but since the intent was... #macthinker #winndoe #just in case. #mac opsys #prethinker #brian ttcc #winn dos #doe vinci #these are really tiny which makes them look crunchy but i think thats part of the charm

[tazmiilly]

5 am doodle

#im going to sleep for another 20 before i have to get up and work lol #scribbles #gravity falls #ford pines #fiddleford mcgucket #I'm so glad tumblr doesnt do like a 'you were tje top 0.5% of users who posted in this tag' for their end of the year thing #as in like 0.5 with the most amount of posts in a tag. hypothetically speaking. #that would be so embarrassing for me

[mochiflxwer]

redid that animatic i did a couple months back :] i like it a lot more ehe

#dragon age #dragon age coleslaw #dai #dai cole #dragon age inquisition #dragon age fanart #oc #oc art #adaar #i forgot the order ur supposed to do tags its late give me a break #this literally took all day im embarrassed #but lok how much cuter it is come onnnn #mochis asala #nightingale nightingale

[skishie]

drew @hydatiid ‘s versions of them,,,, 

#dsaf #dayshift at freddy's #dave miller #jack kennedy #davesport #dont fucking look at me im posting this as fast as possibel im so shy this is making me want to hide away for a million years. #i dont like @ing or pinging people so i avoided posting this in any server cause im shy and get embarrassed with this content #so this is staying on tumblr for now because less people see my tumblr #god i hope i did them justice #im crumbling away #i want him #jack is soooo #ur jack specifically is sooooooo #im digging my grave now ^.^ #hrhrhrhrhghghghgggg #ilove men som uch #ur the reason i even caved and started doing dsaf art at all #sorry im too much a pussy to say shit not in tags lol #ill muster courage to post it in a discord server at some point....maybe #insert fanart of me stuck in a glue trap #i need to sleep im gonna get so little sleep i have work tomorrow omg #i want to draw them more so so badly

[harbingersecho]

mission prep

#rvb #locus #red vs blue #samuel ortez #sam ortez #rvb locus #mine #*23 #voted prettiest man in rvb with a face reveal BTW! lets not ever forget that #i saw that short hair locus thing and now im thinking abt it. i have a whole Thing abt locus cutting his hair yada yada but now i kinda #wanna draw smth abt it. its infesting me. but before i do that i have to draw locs with long hair 1 more time. #also eww i hate going into the locus tag and seeing all my art there. embarrassing. oh well.

[da-shrimping-station]

Andrealphus with a human!SO who's curious about his scars

gender-neutral reader | slightly suggestive | mentions of sex and nudity | he calls his SO darling as an endearment | nonsexual intimacy (for the most part ig?)

MINORS DNI

i will take your kidneys 🧡

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He can feel them staring intensely. It doesn't bother him the slightest, given that he's received far more hostile glares, but that doesn't mean he's not curious. It's rare for his darling to look at him like that.

"Is there something wrong?"

Andrealphus turned to where they are, senses acute enough to locate them despite their quiet. There was a rustle of cloth and soon enough a body pressed against his.

"You have a lot of scars..."

"Do they bother you?"

He was never one for vanity, before or after being blind. What only mattered was that he was, at the very least, clothed. Even when he became one of Niflheim's nobles. Black did well with bloodstains and a simple suit was all he needed. A tie was out of the question because no matter how much he practiced, he somehow could never get it right. And the only reason that he bothered to braid his hair was because it could be a liability in battle, what with getting tangled or grabbed if he let it be.

So, appearances were the least of his concerns. So long as his body functioned well enough to fight, that's all that mattered.

"They don't bother me," they reassured. "It's just that, seeing them makes me realise what you went through."

Their fingers gently tapped at his wrist before holding his hand.

"I never really cared for the scars." For the majority of his existence, all Andrealphus did was fight. "The doctors from Paradise Lost can't say no to me when I ask for their assistance."

He's a model patient to them, following orders and recommendations to hasten his recovery. Rushing things would be a detriment in battle.

There had been times when he'd been too zealous with fighting and outright disregarding his physical state in order to fulfill his bloodlust. It cost him and his comrades dearly.

Gusion's rant and Bathin's disapproving comments still ring in his ears to this day. Yet they still helped him, dragging him back to where Marbas was in order to receive proper treatment. He made sure to express his thanks by staying put and actually listening to the doctor.

"Still," his darling insisted, snuggling closer to him. "It makes me sad, I guess? That you had to go experience such pain. I know you can handle it and that you've gone through worse but..."

The pair sat in silence, the mid afternoon sun filtering through the window and the sheets rumpled over their bare lap.

Andrealphus thinks he understands. Humans are delicate after all and Niflheim demons are the hardiest of devils in Hell, followed by those of Tartaros. Not to mention he is a noble to boot. Suffice to say, his body can take a lot before he's down for the count. Yet he also understands their concern, he thinks. They've never interacted with devils before they got to Hell and what knowledge they have of its residents are only surface level.

Maybe he should accept Gusion's offer of tutoring his darling about the norms and cultures in Hell. There was also a suggestion from Bathin to give them basic training for self defense.

Maybe.

Are his scars that unsightly that his darling would go so far as to point it out? It's not that he's unaware of them. They're just a fact of life, given that the entirety of Hell was at war for a century now and he was constantly on the frontline.

"Are they that unsightly?" Enough for them to point it out?

"No. Not the slightest. In fact," they trailed off, sounding a little hesitant. "I find them attractive."

"Oh, I have no doubt towards that," Andrealphus said with a chuckle. "If I remember correctly, you jumped on me the first time you saw me shirtless—oof!"

His darling punched him lightly (to him at least), as they grumbled in embarrassment. He wrapped his arms around them, pulling them in for a kiss. They still haven't cleaned up from earlier activities, thought that's the least of his concerns right now. Not when his darling kisses him back with equal fervor and adoration.

"Andrea–" They gasped, moaning as Andrealphus set his eager mouth to their chest. Such music to his ears. "C-can I touch your– Ah! Your scars–"

Their nails dug into his shoulders, trying to steady themself as he set them on his lap properly. He growled as they yanked at his hair, halting his onslaught so they can catch their breath.

"Can I?" They asked, breath ragged and a face flushed.

"You can touch wherever," he said, giving them one last kiss as reassurance. He let them settle on his lap properly and patiently waited.

Hesitant fingers traced along his right bicep. He knew there was a scar there having touched it when he bathes.

"Where is this from?"

"Sparring with Bathin."

"Oh?"

"He is skilled with his sword. If I were any slower, it would've gone through my arm."

His darling let out a concerned hum but kept quiet nonetheless.

The rest of their afternoon went like that. Tentative touches on scar tissues and hushed voices asking questions as they explored the visible scars on his body. They used to be inconsequential to him. Just another notch on his body as proof of another hard won battle and further proof of him reaching his goals. But with how his darling touches them, even going so far as to give the bigger ones a kiss made him feel proud to have them.

Andrealphus thinks he'd found a slice of paradise, here in his humble home, with his darling in his lap, and the rest of the world so far away.

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A/N:

hiiii i've had a bit of a drink and when im drunk, i write (because i need me some of that dutch courage to stop being conscious about my writing)

gonna add this to my collection of "drinking drabbles"

this was all done in one sitting and definitely not proofread so,,,,,,,

also typed this all up on mobile so idk what's the word count or if the formatting is okay

eheheheheh 🦐

#what in hell is bad #whb #prettybusy what in “hell” is bad? #what in “hell” is bad? #whb andrealphus #whb andrealphus x reader #how do i tag this #anyway i was itching for some Andrealphus content #gotta #make my own damn food ig #and here we are #pls im gonna be embarrassed about this when i sober up #🦐:drabble

[krynutsreal]

erm. whag . congrats to the freaks for winning here's some bunnysuit ishimondos under the readmore

(now go vote for mondus)

haii hello um. UMMMM ok . very proud of them for winning this was fun to draw

Holy shit almost forgot my references ok here

sorry they're like messy ok. Sorry for hiding them under a readmore also outfit requests are open for the both of them (I'll look back to see what other stuff I promised dw) ok bye breaks into a million pieces lego style

#very nervous about postint this even tjo its not . that bad ? IDK #if it soudns kinda rambly or me repeating myself on jere its cause im embarrassed oOK OK #danganronpa #mondo owada #kiyotaka ishimaru #kry k(art) #ishimondo #do i. tag this qs #as #suggestive #? #idk #theres so many mistakes on thsi welp