Just got back from my walk to the store and here's what i got ($18.73)
also all this together is only 890cals 😻
ignore the fact the gatorade is mostly gone, i was struggling on the walk back. im literally still shaking, breathing heavy, and my hearts still beating heavy and it's been a good 20 minutes since i sat down 😭
i dont know if it's cuz i haven't ate today, slept today, drank water today, or if it's just the heat 💀
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bein on tumblr during class as if it’s normal and if anyone sees me is going to think im just anorexic in a fat body🤭
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the shame of scrolling through tumblr after binging a whole week
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I have two different types of moods when it comes to hunger while having an ed:
1- "Oh my stomach is grumbling but I feel so beautiful when I'm empty, I think I'll just go to sleep to ignore the hunger"
or number 2- " r u n . "
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“i’ll never eat again” i say when i know the next day i’ll be stuffing my fat face once again
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sleeping after successfully having a good deficit is the only thing left that gives me dopamine
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