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masterwcrk · 11 months

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@bastxrds (ventress), moved for beta.

It was strange seeing Red return night after night. Pandemonium wasn't the sort of club that mundanes visited. Not unless they were connected to downworlders. Of course, they had some mundanes that loved the atmosphere Magnus had created and he made certain the rules were followed, but for someone like Red it wasn't the sort of place she should be seen. And yet there she was again, back at the club, looking a little out of place and it had her wondering why. Of course, she knew the sort of temptations the club held. Even though Saj used it for relaxation and a time to pull her thoughts together, some of the others used it for other means. So what brought Red back? A part of her knew she was part of the reason, but what were the others? "Guess I'll have to talk with the bouncer about the frat boys that keep slipping in," she teased, smirking at the other. That was the downside to allowing mundanes into the club; there would always be the sorts who thought they were cooler than they really were. She' dealt with them before and they learned quickly that she didn't put up with them. Red wasn't her and she could imagine what hell she had to endure on her own. Unfortunately, she couldn't come every night. Not when she had a job to do. "Hrm, I don't know," she teased, looking like she was thinking about the question. Saj had missed her. It was nice coming to the club and seeing her. Better than dealing with the judgement she got at the Institute.

the place has a grip on her that she can't put into words. she'd tried but Simon just didn't get it, & this was decidedly not the sort of place she talked about with her coworkers. it wasn't just the mysterious date woman she kept running into, either; something about this place felt utterly correct to ever fibre of her being. it was almost like... not quite COMING HOME but maybe in the foyer of wherever it was she was supposed to call just that.

which made absolutely no sense whatsoever.

the club itself wasn't something she could ever really commit to paper either when she wanted to remember it. it was like it existed under a veil that shifted & obscured the details every time she sat down to put pen or pencil to paper. she could remember the other's face, though, & the strange tattoos that seemed to adorn her in varying stages of vibrancy.

she could remember her drink order, too, but that was also beside the point.

' Magnus dealt with them already, ' Clary finally offers. the club owner seemed to always slide in right at the perfect moment & if she didn't know better, it was as if he was keeping an especial eye on her when the other wasn't there. ' I think you did, ' the redhead finally teases. ' you walked in like a guided missile, and I'm not that interesting otherwise. '

#bastxrds #☆ ❛ city of bones ❜ || verse. ( pv. — bastxrds/asajj )#☆ ❛ and the words came pouring out ❜ || interactions #not me casually #pulling from canon #because biscuit dynamic #magnus & clary friendship for life #even if she doesn't remember it lmao #q.

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blujayonthewing · 1 year

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#I've played with irl atheists and catholics and everything in between #but it rarely feels like faith is a real factor for anyone-- DM or player #outside of‚ again‚ divine spellcasters and Big Epic Plot Things #I mean there are a couple of 'RAAAHGH FUCK THE GODS >:C' edgy backstory types but #no one is just Normally Culturally Religious and it's WEIRD #like it's not even a matter of faith in dnd! the gods are LITERALLY OBJECTIVELY PROVABLY REAL #so what does that MEAN for the average person! how does it shape language? business? culture?#where are the people wearing holy symbols like amulets-- or the way modern christians very casually wear crosses?#blessings over meals? prayers before bed? burnt offerings?#and like I enjoy thinking about world and culture building but I know that's A Whole Thing but even just like...#it doesn't feel like anyone believes in gods at all except clerics and paladins #like they DO because they factually exist but in the same way I 'believe in' like. the president of france.#like yeah he exists and is important to some people but has no bearing on my life whatsoever #that's such a fucking weird approach to the DIVINE in a polytheist world where those gods are YOUR CULTURE'S GODS??#I am bad at this myself but I'm not religious so it's harder for me to remember what Being Religious All The Time Casually is like lol #funny enough my character with the most intentionally religious background in this sense #is one of my ones who's ended up wrapped up in Big Plot God Things lmao #'aubree starts the campaign with a holy symbol of yondalla because of course she does why wouldn't she'#'oh okay well she's gonna get deeply and personally entangled with a bunch of death gods immediately' fdkjghkdf oh!! welp #you don't really pray to urogalan unless you're breaking ground for a new building or someone just died so it's STILL weird for her lol #but at least I had the framework there of 'oh yeah the gods exist and matter to me and my everyday life and culture' in general #about me #posts from twitter

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nihilismtrcit · 10 months

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invited to dinner at the yacht club (way fancy, way out of budget) to “catch up” with some old high school frenemies friends. they have a dress code so nora had to break out an old high school dress

#simblr #ts4 edit #sims 4 #sims 4 screenshots #nora #summer save #had fun making some npcs for this save #her old friend group is all the popular girls who stayed in town #bc remember nora actually used to be an athlete and v popular lol #imagine that #they're all married or engaged and have kids and jobs except nora lmao #it's okay tho cuz she actually doesn't even really like them so

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herefortheships · 1 month

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The lack of confirmation of Nobara's status leads me to believe Gege has something planned for her as the end of the Everyone vs Sukuna battle Aka the "Decisive Battle" draws to an end. This situation totally reminds me of the "Enchain" plot thread. It felt for a long stretch of the manga like Gege had even forgotten about the Enchain binding vow.

Except he hadn't.

The hush-hush around Nobara might be due to a similar situation. It might mean that she will be a key player to defeat Sukuna. OR she might be part of the conclusion of the story in a different way like bringing a ray of sunshine and hope to the fandom with just the confirmation of her survival, after Gege breaks our hearts one last time before the manga's end lol.

#personally as a writer it just doesn't make sense to bring in Arata Nitta to heal her and then puff #we don't even see Arata ever again?? I think we might have seen him before the Sukuna fight but I might be remembering wrong lol #But yes his purpose was just to heal Nobara and Yuji and give Yuji hope by saying he'll heal Nobara #but then we don't ever hear about Nobara again #Megumi's answer to Yuji was vage af #I will be happy if her comeback is just at the end of the story even if she doesn't fight #I just want her to be confirmed alive or dead so that the character can be buried by the fandom as well #tbh nothing will make me happier than her returning after the conflict is over #maybe she will marry Yuji and they'll be happy (as if Gege would let Yuji have anything nice lmao)#jjk #jujutsu kaisen #nobara #nobara kugisaki #kugisaki nobara #jjk spec #jjk theory #itakugi #jjk season 2 spoiler #jujutsu kaisen season 2 spoiler #spoiler

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wanderingcas · 1 month

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sometimes it's fun to read an old fic of yours and realize you did a thing that you didn't intend AT ALL that actually is a really gut-wrenching connecting detail between chapters and just. i think i was a genius once

#in this case it's passing ships #i have a little random sentence about cas and claire doing face painting when she was younger before she lost her memories of him #and in the epilogue SHE IS RUNNING A FACE PAINTING BOOTH AS A FUNDRAISER and paints a bumblebee on his face as they talk #and even though she doesn't remember him it was the thing they did together when she was a kid #I DID NOT EVEN PLAN THAT.#like i said i was a genius once #(does anyone remember this fic lmao i hope someone can yell about it with me 😂)#sam rambles

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rotisseries · 4 months

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"she met a pinecone's fate" was hysterical the first time around and it's still funny but the longer I think about it the more unsure I actually am about the line

#it just feels so. callous. or like. it doesn't FEEL callous cause it's not portrayed that way and you laugh and I'm still laughing #but like. it's callous that is a callous thing to say and it's not like percy doesn't have dickishness to spare #but on this specific thing? really? he's not like that #like. this is after being told the full story so he knows what happened to thalia #and his response to effectively hearing about how this girl died for her friends and not just any friends but the people he's with rn #is “she met a pinecone's fate” a like. dismissive joke about what happened to her #like in the books percy empathizes with thalia's situation he feels for her it's tragic it's a somber moment😭😭#she was a demigod more powerful than the others she was hunted even more than they usually are (percy relates)#and she died for her friends (definitely something percy relates to and would value lol)#and on TOP OF THAT. to say this in front of grover and annabeth? who clearly loved her a lot??#like. percy doesn't like annabeth atp but he doesn’t hate her enough to be crossing those sorts of lines??#and GROVER. is literally his best friend. can you not figure that thalia's death probably weighs on him #oh wait I just remembered at that point in the episode he doesn't know grover was with them lol sorry ignore that bit #anyway. like I get it it's funny and they have a lightly antagonistic relationship in ttc so it's funny!!#like haha he's ALREADY getting his digs in!!#but. idk. feels a bit mean :/#pjo #pjo tv #dropping episode 3 thoughts mere hours before episode 4 lmao #I'm not gonna be able to watch 4 tonight though lol

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bambiraptorx · 2 months

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sometimes i forget that being depressed isn't normal honestly

#bambi's rambling #i mean like it's normal for me and has been for years #possibly always #like i remember crying myself to sleep and thinking no one loved me at like age five #i just didn't really understand the concept until like. fifteen or sixteen i think #at one point i looked up an online 'are you depressed' quiz #even before my mom put me in therapy cause she was concerned #but it said i had 'mild depression' so i was like oh well that doesn't really count obviously #(the ironic part was that it was the same test that the therapist used to see if i was depressed. so apparently it was legitimate)#but like i dont know how not to be depressed #i know its getting worse lately but like. what do i do about that #i'm so horrendously uncomfortable talking about this kind of thing even in online settings #like there's a 50/50 change imma delete this instead of posting it it's that bad #prolly gonna delete this even if i do post it #how am i supposed to get help when i can't even ask for it. that kinda thing #not like it matters all that much anyway lmao #it's just my brain being stupid like normal #vent #tw vent #tw depression #tw mental illness #cw depression #cw mental health

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cleromancy · 5 months

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one of the things i find most compelling about jason and cass as a concept is. like. you cannot convince me they wouldn't both *like* each other, as people. in any non-capes au i absolutely think they would and should be friends, or at least have the potential to *become* friends.

but they have irreconcilable moral differences, and even in story concepts where jason stops playing Pinocchio and decides to be a real boy again and as such starts trying to actually act in line with his morals--they are fundamentally never going to agree. to jason there is a line people cross and stop being people. that is absolutely anathema to everything cass has ever believed in, or will ever believe in.

and there's a lot of untapped potential for tragedy there because of that. jason looking at the shit hes done he never expected to have to *live with*, and realizing he's not dying again anytime soon. and i always say this but *my* preference is to take him from that to an antihero direction-- but i see a lot of potential in him at that point, lost and alone and so desperately lonely, committing *fully* to the villain schtick, or at least as much as jason ever really commits to any schtick.

but i also actually think theres even more potential where theyre both fully committed to their beliefs and they have that fundamental disagreement. they both want to do good. they will never agree on what that means. you know?

#i can persoanlly also absolutely be sold on the idea that like #cass has a personal grudge or dislike for/against jason #that doesn't strictly align with her morals of like everyone can change etc #bc a good cass writer can be like 'she sees herself in jason specifically and she's angry and upset by the way he chose to go+#in the opposite direction from his experiences than she did'#but most writers writing cass and jay with the idea that they have beef #are writing with their jason hateboner instead of their brains LMAO #fundamentally for Cass you need to remember how deeply she cares #the only person shes... ever really believed was irredeemable #was herself #and even THAT is complicated and im trying to minimize my tag essaying here

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monty-glasses-roxy · 5 days

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You know what actually? That animated advertisement in the Raceway? The one where Roxy has a motorbike and big text says "take what's yours"?

Yeah... I bet Roxy didn't take that one to heart at all lmao

#every time i remember it exists i think about this #it's turned into an inspirational quote for her or something now lmao #she looks so free in picture... look! no Pizzaplex! she has a fucking motorbike!#she's not facing the camera like she normally has to!#roxy keeps looking at it and thinking 'wow i wish that were me...'#i don't even know what it's advertising so I'm gonna say she doesn't either #her equivalent of a cat on a washing line like 'hang in there!' ya know? lmao dndjjd

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mermaidsirennikita · 6 months

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saw the "who's your most underrated Kleypas hero" question getting bandied about (again) today, and I must say, the only answers I'll accept are:

--John McKenna/Again the Magic (I'd argue that AtM is not the DEEP CUT newer Kleypas readers think it is; before I read it, it was definitely upheld as a classic of hers, but people who want the softer boys she writes in the Ravenels... may not like this one; however, McKenna fucks RIDICULOUS lbr)

--Alex, Lord Raiford/Then Came You (yes... he calls her a bitch.... and I'll be real this made me love him more... he carried her over his shoulder outta Craven's and bought her a bear I'm VERY confident in this choice)

--Kev Merripen/Seduce Me at Sunrise (thought he'd kill Win with his massive dick, tied her up and took her to his fuck cottage, is Heathcliff if Heathcliff wasn't horrible basically)

--Leo Hathaway/Married by Morning (fun bout wounded king, "haha" in the streets and "oh shit" in the sheets, notable for making Catherine ask him to touch her pussy in explicit and specific language)

#romance novel blogging #besides rhys winterborne............ ravenel heroes are kinda mid! i'll be honest!#'but what of five feelings tom' his book bored me i'll try it again someday #west ravenel is the greatest disappointment of my life #gabriel and keir struggled under the weight of their father's slutty slutty legacy #devon was fine. but only fine.#don't even talk to me about ethan #mostly bc i don't remember a single defining feature #i just think the ravenels is a perfectly fine series #but to me it is truly dumbed down kleypas #it's kleypas for people who can't handle sebastian kidnapping lillian #or derek craven fucking that sex worker #or derek craven doing a minor stranglehold on a very bad lady #or alex calling lily a bitch (THERE ARE REASONS)#or kev refusing to take responsibility for tittygate bc he was very down on himself and also bc his dick might kill her #or mckenna spending literal years plotting aline's downfall lmao #leo is honestly p normal but he WAS a sad alcoholic!!!#(never mind westcliff being like 'well she seems into when she's blackout and that's good enough for me')#i just think the ravenels was written with the idea of appealing to people who don't go hard w historicals basically #and that doesn't mean you can't like it! i like several! including the one everyone hates!#but even the ones i like.... aside from MW i feel like there's some magic missing #and i think the magic is a lack of inhibition #and don't get me wrong lol she published bad books before the ravenels #books much worse than the ravenels #but like. idk. i just don't know how you can read like the ravenels #then go back and read the wallflowers or DoY or AtM #and not notice... a quality difference

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dernhelmalso · 10 months

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i might not have the attention span to remember who prefers not to be reblogged from in the rpc tbh. it's just not something my brain is wired to consider on the reblogging website.

#dgmw i still reblog from the source if i don't send a meme!!#bc i think that's Polite #but like idk who cares about this #just off the top of my head #so like ig ppl will have to put up w/ it #or block me #which is their prerogative!!!!!!#but i can't remember shit even when it's super important lmao #so pls don't ask me to remember who doesn't want to be reblogged from on the reblogging website #i see this is kind of a growing trend but it's not accessible to me #so i might add something to my rules about how i can only try #but may forget #often and repeatedly #because adhd #psa. ( stop lying stop manipulating just be nicer! )#ooc. ( then turning swiftly she was gone )

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blujayonthewing · 2 months

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welp

#lmaooo #jill is in aubree's campaign which justin DMs #but she also plays limerick! so we were like OH HEY okay we should talk more about what felix and limerick know about each other #n how long they've known each other and how they met and soforth #and anyway we ended up roleplaying out a couple scenes because of course we did #IT IS... ACTUALLY VERY WEIRD TO ROLEPLAY A GUY WHO DOESN'T WANNA TALK ABOUT HIMSELF LMAO #my own terror of one-on-one conversations heightened by a guy who is EVEN WORSE than I am at carrying his half lmao #but also where like limerick would say a thing and I jay would be like ☝️😃 relevant felix information!!#and felix is like hi hey I don't like talking about myself remember #oops. fuck. but *I* like talking about my blorbos :C #ANYWAY that was fun but I AM sad to have missed the traditional post campaign debrief with my boy :')#we always talk after playing dnd AND this session was REAL INTERESTING we'll have to debrief tomorrow 👀#about me #husband #irl frens #my ocs #felix

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lilies-and-forget-me-nots · 10 months

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She was originally supposed to find a way to insult the kid about it, though she stops herself quickly upon realizing a certain gap in her knowledge.

“How tall are kids your age supposed to be…? Is this a good sign for you or not?”

She puts a hand on her chin. “I’m pretty sure I was taller than you when I was your age. Or was I…?”

#ask game #kauzebridgerton #girl he got her ass thinking LMAO #'im pretty sure i was taller than you' dont listen to her she doesn't even remember being a kid

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rescuefield-a · 10 months

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please don't ever ask anything rc related to claire 1) it's rude 2) she will just say "i don't know, i was 19" which means nothing and everything

#poor girl was on autopilot for most of the night she doesn't know anything okay #she does remember the embarrassing things she said tho don't mention those to her either lmao #she remembers the fear in sherry's eyes too and that image carries even when she can see sherry is an adult. blame it on trauma

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doves-wing · 2 years

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leafpool should’ve been the fourth cat. it starts with her getitng told by starclan that squirrel and bramble were meant to be together. something they only did because they knew about her eventual kits with crowfeather.

it’s established that starclan uses her for their bidding. she’s even named after the place where starclan communes with them. so why wouldn’t they make her be the fourth? she is where it began so she must be the end.

she would essentially replace firestar’s whole role in po3 and oots. she is given the prophecy of the three instead of him. although she immediately understands why starclan told her the prophecy. so she could make them as strong as powerful. so instead she tries to play down their powers as much as possible, just wanting lion and jay to be normal kids.

but she’d know that holly wasn’t the third. she knows her daughter is not a dove. she is an owl. she is silent, and watching. waiting. for her moment. when it’s finally confirmed that holly is powerless her heart breaks for her and desperately wishes to comfort her but knows she cannot.

she loathes starclan for what they’ve done to her. for what they stole from her. and now making her the fourth cat? why couldn’t they do that for holly?

when she goes to starclan. be it through the moonpool or in her death she lets loose on them. there’s nothing she can do at that point but she doesn’t care. she’s infuriated at being a pawn in their game. she is alive. she has a family. how dare they treat her like a toy to be played with and thrown away when bored.

she forsakes them and chooses to wander the world as a ghost, watching over the futrue generations. desperate to warm them about starclans ways and to not trust them under any circumstance. starclan cares for no one.