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☆ The Library ☆

kazuha x gn! reader

prompt: - you and kazuha attend the same university, him being a english lit major and you being a person in stem😎 your paths never crossed until that day in the library…

*this is an smau so please do expect a lot of twitter posts and messages to read, there will be proper writing too but, it will mostly be that!!*

genre: modern! university au, bit of angst, lot of fluff, smau, romance

warning! this story involves mentions of self- neglect, possible eating disorders, insomnia, swearing, mentions of anxiety and overworking

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shall we begin…

y/n’s friends | kazuha’s friends

THE WINTER:

1) it was a mistake

2) unexpected

3) the library is closed

3.5) leave me alone

4) let the fight begin!

5) do you need help?

6) you’re late.

6.5) awkward

7) winter is coming

8) let’s hang out.

9) the holidays

THE SPRING:

10) move in

11) modern day r + j

12) who’s she?

13) where for art thou, y/n?

14) focus!

15) why stand when you can sit

16) !message not delivered

17) the library.

18) your eyes

18.5) this term

THE SUMMER:

19) the date

20) heatstroke

21) kids it’s happening!

22) it’s over.

23) 2am

24) don’t regret this, i wont.

25) the walk of shame

26) stay with me.

27) the beach episode

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☆ The Library ☆

kazuha x gn! reader

prompt: - you and kazuha attend the same university, him being a english lit major and you being a person in stem😎 your paths never crossed until that day in the library…

*this is an smau so please do expect a lot of twitter posts and messages to read, there will be proper writing too but, it will mostly be that!!*

warning! this is written from a narrative perspective as opposed to one of the characters like always, angst to fluff :)

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☆ the library. ☆

the vibrations of the large oak door resounded throughout the old building. it was late, quiet, not even a soul to whisper.

aside from our two lovers, our twin flames, roaming the darkened halls in hopes of finding their missing half.

one, lacking of hope

the other, hopeful

how can two beings so different be so perfect for one another?

his white locks glistened against the focused light of the lanterns strung up across the building, he was a man on a mission. a man looking for them.

sniffle

it was a faint disturbance in the otherwise quiet atmosphere of the halls. how could he ignore it? he listened closer, holding his breath, anything to figure out who or what it was

sniffle

there it was again.

crying.

he began to move closer towards the noise, aiming to find the source.

and luckily, or maybe even sadly, he did.

for in the corner of the raggedy old library, sat the person he was looking for, curled up upon themselves, crying into their own knees.

his heart felt as though it had shattered into a million pieces, for what could be worse than finding the one you love, crying, because of you.

“y/n?” he whispers towards their shaking body.

it stops. everything stops. nothing moves. almost as if the whole world is at a standstill, waiting for their reply.

“hi” it’s quiet, a bit hoarse, but there. they’ve replied.

slowly, the young man crouched done towards his old friend, taking a seat next to their frail form.

“can we talk about it please?”

one sentence. one sentence that could both ruin and fix this all, depending on their answer.

a few beats of silence followed the lingering question.

one beat

two beats

three beats

before finally, the crying figure, offered a response.

“i suppose”

finally, after all this time apart, after all this waiting, he could finally hear their voice again, perhaps even hear the laugh that made his heart soar.

“but first” they continued, and he listened.

“where were you? we was meant to meet out there, you was late.” it seemed as though they were holding back from saying something.

perhaps they shouldn’t have held back.

“i was held back by my professor” the young man replied.

“i was unfocused in class, i-“ he stopped, should he really continue his sentence. would they really want to hear this?

well he can’t make if any worse.

“i was too busy thinking about you. what i should say to you, how i can ever apologise for the wrong i have caused you” he whispered ever so slightly, reaching out his hands towards his love.

after all, they need to know what it is they do to him.

“you mean so much to me, y/n” he continued

“more than i’m sure you could ever even imagine, i think of you all day and all night, at all corners and ever second, i am thinking of you. i am thinking of your smile, of your laugh, your voice, and the beautiful words you speak to me. i think of your humour and how you may think, of questions i would like to ask you, things i need to know about you, you plague my every thought, y/n. and i wouldn’t change it for the world”

his friend stares up towards their hope, towards the man they fell for. their eyes travelling down towards his lips, wondering how they may taste against their own, how he may hold them. but, one thought plays through their mind on a loop.

one that started this all.

they pull their hands from his grasp before averting their eyes towards the ground. they wipe a few stray tears from their cheeks, before whispering.

“what about your girlfriend?”

silence fills the room once more. though y/n cannot sit in silence, for y/n knows that silence can only ever be bad

“i don’t think she’d appreciate you telling another person that”

his breath hitched. confusion coursed through his veins, though he knew that he alone would not figure this out, and the longer he waited to answer, the more skittish his love got.

so he replied with the one thought that was consistent in his mind.

“who?”

now it was their turn to be confused. their head shot up in shock, how could he forget his own girlfriend.

“that girl you was with outside the science block a while back, you kept implying you wanted me to meet her, your girlfriend. i was hurt that you felt as though you couldn’t even mention that you had one, after all-“ they stopped.

they’re already digging themselves a hole, whats the harm in making it a little bigger

“i thought we were close, i thought we had something” their eyes drifted back to the ground as fresh tears blocked their line of sight

they didn’t want to hear his answer, to them, it could only be bad news.

he faltered but, quickly recovered.

“you mean kokomi?”

so that’s her name huh?

wait.

they recognise that name, kazuha has spoken that name to them before. but, when?

“she’s my roommate, y/n. she’s been gone for the term, so i figured i’d finally introduce you two, after all, she was who i turned to when i needed to talk to someone about you.”

that’s where they’ve heard it. at the beginning of the term, during their movie date in kazuha’s dorm. he told her all about kokomi.

“are your roommates okay with me being here right now?” i turned to him at he led me towards the living area

“oh they’re fine with it, i mean gorou and kokomi aren’t even here today”

as they had sat on the sofa, they had questioned who kokomi may be, and that was when they realised just how wrong they were.

“kokomi is gorou’s girlfriend, i swear that man follows her around like a lost puppy”

their eyes drift back up to the young man.

“kokomi, as in gorou’s girlfriend?” they asked, they had to make sure they were remembering correctly.

“yeah, that’s the one” he confirmed

their whole world came crashing down, all this time, all this time they had been jealous and upset, over a small misunderstanding? over something that would’ve been fixed had they just answered kazuha the first time he asked for them to meet kokomi?

“kazuha, i am so sor-“ they began, but was quickly cut off, by none other, than the man they was trying to apologise too.

“don’t apologise, y/n” he collected their hands back into his own.

“i would’ve been upset too if i had thought what you did” he pulled himself closer to their form, cautiously raising a hand towards their cheek. wiping away their tears.

“we are close, y/n. we do have something” he confirmed for his love, their face beginning to redden.

“i would like to show you, just how close we are, my dear” his eyes flickered down to their lips, “if you will let me?”

a/n - PFFT- i’m nice but, i aint that nice. ya’ll got the fluff that you wanted back, but, if you wanna see what lover boy over there means, you gotta wait a week, sorryyyyy :P

i’m kidding, i love you guys but i did have to end it there so that i acc had something to write in the next chapter-

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☆ The Library ☆

kazuha x gn! reader

prompt: - you and kazuha attend the same university, him being a english lit major and you being a person in stem😎 your paths never crossed until that day in the library…

*this is an smau so please do expect a lot of twitter posts and messages to read, there will be proper writing too but, it will mostly be that!!*

warning! suggestive?? but nothing happens dw, kissing, mentions of dating?

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☆ your eyes ☆

“i would like to show you, just how close we are, my dear” his eyes flickered down to my lips, “if you will let me?”

my heart was beating a mile a minute, in fact it was moving so fast, i was convinced that at any moment it would grow wings and fly far away from me

though knowing my luck, it would fall into the same trap as icarus and fly far too close to the sun

kazuha is a kind man, i have liked him for far too long now to pass up this opportunity. though i know, i must speak now or else he will think he has gotten the wrong impression

and believe me

he hasn’t

though my voice has begun to fail me, i wish i could say more to him but, this predicament is making it harder and harder to speak, though i suppose we can talk about all of this later.

for now, i don’t want to think about anything, i just want to be here, with him.

“mhm” it’s all i can trust my voice to let out

a small smile graces his delicate face, as he carefully rests his hand against my cheek

it all happened so fast

one moment he’s holding my face, looking at me with those eyes

those eyes

they’re magnificent

then the next, his lips are against mine.

my eyes widen for only a mere second before closing, my lashes hitting his soft cheeks.

our lips slot together, moving against eachother in perfect tandem

i can feel my face getting hot, my need for air quickly being overtaken by a need i’ve never felt so strongly before

a need for him

i reach my arms up to rest against his waist

he pours so much love, so much passion into our kiss, it only feels fair to give back what he is giving

he pulls my face closer to his, as if we weren’t already close enough for his liking. i don’t object, i want to be closer to him as well

however, a want can quickly be overtaken by a need

specifically, a need for air.

oh how i wish we didn’t need air, so i could feel his soft lips for even longer

slowly we pull apart from one another, our foreheads resting gently against eachothers

he leans fowards a few times, pecking my lips again and again, before he stops in order to speak

“y/n, i think it’s quite clear how i feel for you”

he starts, his voice breathier than usual

“and there is no doubt in my mind, i want to spend every waking minute with you, though before i can ask such a question, i would like to take you out? on a date?”

he sounds almost unsure of himself.

he can’t seriously think i’ll say no after what we just did, can he?

i decide to finally trust my voice again

“i would love to go on a date with you, kazuha”

my voice also coming out breathy

“though before we talk about that” i reached my hands to hold the back of his head, entertwining my hands into his hair “i would also like to show you how close we are”

i lean in close again, capturing his lips in another kiss.

i don’t think we’re going to get very far from this spot for a while.

a/n - it’s here! the long awaited kiss woo

ngl i had to close this so many times cause it was just v embarrassing to write- so im v sorry it’s short but, i hope you enjoyed!

i also do have to tell you that the last chapter is more of a filler, not their date, that will be in the summer part! woo

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☆ The Library ☆

kazuha x gn! reader

prompt: - you and kazuha attend the same university, him being a english lit major and you being a person in stem😎 your paths never crossed until that day in the library…

*this is an smau so please do expect a lot of twitter posts and messages to read, there will be proper writing too but, it will mostly be that!!*

warning! none <3

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☆ heatstroke ☆

a/n - god sorry this is a day late🥲 but, i hope ya’ll enjoy it! take care of yourselves <33

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☆ The Library ☆

kazuha x gn! reader

prompt: - you and kazuha attend the same university, him being a english lit major and you being a person in stem😎 your paths never crossed until that day in the library…

*this is an smau so please do expect a lot of twitter posts and messages to read, there will be proper writing too but, it will mostly be that!!*

warning! mentions of alcohol, ignoring

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☆ where for art thou, y/n? ☆

a/n - i finally have an actual schedule in place! it’s on my navigation (which i finally sorted out along with acc making my masterlists💀) so you can now expect a new chapter of the library every wednesday!

also idk what happened to it but that one blank contact in the bible study chat is childe🥲💀

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☆ The Library ☆

kazuha x gn! reader

prompt: - you and kazuha attend the same university, him being a english lit major and you being a person in stem😎 your paths never crossed until that day in the library…

*this is an smau so please do expect a lot of twitter posts and messages to read, there will be proper writing too but, it will mostly be that!!*

warning! mentions of a fight, swearing

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☆ let the fight begin ☆

“you made it!” his cheery voice echoed across the small hall.

“of course we did, childe! we wouldn’t have missed this for the world, right y/n?” ganyu smiled at me, god her smile’s so pretty

i nodded towards her before quickly wishing childe good luck as he was dragged away by his coach. i’m honestly a bit afraid for him, i know childe is a good and very capable fighter but, it would still hurt so much to see him getting hurt in anyway.

guided by ganyu, hu tao and i found our seats as more people began piling in. the crowd soon consisted of friends and some family of the boxers, curious students from our university and even a few of the professors turned up.

the seats next to me sadly weren’t empty so i couldn’t stretch out like i wanted too. however, it quickly became clear to me who was sitting in those seats.

those tuffs of black and teal hair made it undeniably obvious; xiao. he was an IT major known for being extremely quiet and almost quite rude, though frankly being friends with scaramouche makes it hard to find anyone else rude. he was scrolling through his phone when we sat down, the seats next to him were empty though from the looks of it people were going to be sitting there. bags, coats and all kinds of winter wear were lined up neatly infront of each seat. now i like to keep warm sure, but i highly doubt all of those belonged to just xiao.

my thoughts were cut short when a loud voice began booming about all the different kinds of slushies they had. the twins had arrived, along with 3 other people i couldn’t quite make out. aether continued to enthuse about these wonderous slushies as the 5 new people began shuffling in next to xiao.

finally, i could begin to make out all of their faces.

aether and lumine were the first i saw, and they were the only ones not currently trying to get to their seats, i assume they’re sitting at the end of the row. lucky bastards. next was gorou, a humanities major with beautiful ginger and white hair, it’s clear he takes a lot of pride in the way his hair looks. finally, 2 final boys squeezed in, one next to gorou, who i quickly figured out was albedo, the nice biochemistry major who offer a lot of tutoring sessions in subjects he doesnt even take. he so smart it’s actually kind of crazy, almost unhuman like. then there was one next to xiao.

holy shit, that’s kazuha.

i really didn’t think he’d like something like boxing-

though in all fairness i’m only here for childe, so perhaps he’s the same.

or he loves watching people fight, who knows.

my attention was swiftly snapped from the pretty blonde when the first round was announced.

tartaglia vs. osial

round 1

…of 10

and then the winner fights someone else.

this is gonna be long.

finally, after 5 rounds (all won by childe), a break was given for the fighters. im pretty sure that doesn’t tend to happen in boxing but, because they’re both only uni students, it has to be given.

ganyu and hu tao, quickly excused themselves to the bathroom, though if i’m being honest i’m almost completely certain that hu tao’s only going because lumine went a few seconds ago.

i pulled out my phone and began mindlessly scrolling through twitter and instagram as the people around me began shuffling around. they probably need the bathroom or a drink.

however, i didnt notice how only the majority left.

it took his words for me to realise.

“and then there were two” he mumbled so lightly i hardly even heard him. i turned towards the sound of his voice only to find that indeed all of kazuha’s friends had left aside from him.

there was only kazuha and i left on this row.

“oh- hey, sorry i didn’t realise” i chuckled lightly

oh theres that melodic laugh of his again, “it’s alright” he shuffled into xiao’s seat next to me “are you here for childe too?”

“hm? oh yeah i am, are you? i didn’t realise childe are you were friends” i smiled lightly at him as i placed my phone back down, i don’t want to seem rude damn.

“ahh yeah, i’ve known him for quite a while now. though we don’t get to talk as much as usual”

i frown slightly “oh, why’s that?”

my eyes widen a fraction, oh shit. shit. shit! i can’t ask things like that! what if it’s private? or embarrassing for him? or for childe? god he’d kill me if i embarrassed one of his other friends or worse, childe himself-

before i could freak myself out even more, kazuha smiled and responded “we both just got quite busy, but i do enjoy these times when i can see him”

god he’s so sweet. his voice is just undeniably soothing, i swear every worry i had prior just floated away.

that calmness was quickly eradicated.

the screeching of the whistle ruined it.

the sixth round was beginning.

our friends quickly began appearing again, but kazuha didn’t make an effort to move. even when xiao returned, he just lightly smiled to him and turned back to the match.

xiao didn’t seem too bothered, well he never really does, as he swiftly sat down in kazuha’s seat.

the fight was long but, atleast i had someone to talk too. while, my friends were next to me they were way too engrossed in the match to want to talk even a little bit, but kazuha just randomly began whispering things about the match to me. things that were going wrong, excitement over childe landing a good punch, laughing at all the silly faces that each fighter made after getting punched.

he’s actually quite entertaining, quite funny.

maybe we could actually be decent friends.

atleast, then i wont have to be alone in the library right?

a/n - omggggg this took way too long for me to write lol, im quite literally the ruler of procrastination😎 but, here ya’ll have it! chapter 4!! i hope ya’ll enjoy it! i think i say this every time but i really do mean it, i appreciate all of ya’ll’s continued support of this series! and thank you all so much for getting me to 100 followers!!🫶🫶

(i literally threw up and had my cat pull the christmas tree in my room down onto my other cat while writing this-

they’re both fine dw but good god a lot happened while trying to write this PFFT-)

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☆ The Library ☆

kazuha x gn! reader

prompt: - you and kazuha attend the same university, him being a english lit major and you being a person in stem😎 your paths never crossed until that day in the library…

*this is an smau so please do expect a lot of twitter posts and messages to read, there will be proper writing too but, it will mostly be that!!*

warning! jealousy, misunderstandings, self doubt, insecurity

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☆ who’s she? ☆

a/n let the pain begin🥰🤭

i’d say im sorry but that’d be a complete lie <3 mwah mwah, these next few chapters are about to be a try not to cry challenge🫶

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☆ The Library ☆

kazuha x gn! reader

prompt: - you and kazuha attend the same university, him being a english lit major and you being a person in stem😎 your paths never crossed until that day in the library…

*this is an smau so please do expect a lot of twitter posts and messages to read, there will be proper writing too but, it will mostly be that!!*

warning! angst, jealousy

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☆ !message not delivered ☆

this was stupid.

a stupid stupid idea.

what was i expecting? that kazuha would run out here and spew beautiful words of his love for me? that he’d write sonnet upon sonnet with me as his muse?

no, that’s foolish. for he’s reserved all of his love, of his person and himself to her. all of it for her. the woman who’s name i don’t even know because he didn’t care for me enough to tell me it. to tell me all that they are. all that their love, that they’ve reserved for one another, means to him.

kazuha and his muse.

not me.

but, her.

part of me wishes this is all some cruel joke, that he really does feel something for me, that she is not anything to him but, i’ve learnt that that kind of wishful thinking will get you no where in this life. that all hope can achieve is despair.

yet, here i am. standing outside of this stupid building, with my stupid phone in my hand, waiting for his stupid text. i’m waiting, kazuha. for you. please, do not make me wait too much longer.

i wish to be rid of this. this pain in my heart. this turmoil in my brain. this love that i feel.

can i even call it love? just love?

love on it own implies that it is felt throughout, that we both feel this love. though that is not true. this love, this pain, is unrequited.

unrequited love, for a man that i thought was mine.

what a pity it was to discover he isn’t.

he’s hers after all.

what she feels is different to what i feel. we both love the same man and yet she is whisked away into the sunset, while i am left here alone with the tears of tomorrows to come. unrequited - that’s all it will be.

i hardly feel the sting of the harsh rain that has began to fall from the sky. after all, it only blends in with the droplets of water already falling from my face.

wow, what an awful excuse of pathetic fallacy the world is playing on me.

what is waiting, if not hope? and hope is something i have long given up. the hope that he once again will be mine. the hope that he will stay true to his word. the hope that his figure will emerge from those tall doors in front of my gaze.

but hoping is pointless.

for none of those things will happen.

i am done with hoping.

and in turn, i am done with waiting.

he has left me standing here alone far too long.

and i am done with this ‘love’.

my feet carry me towards my apartment.

though i suppose, while my brain may give up hope, my body does not.

for once i arrive, it is not my apartment i am standing before.

but, the place that started this all.

the place, where two souls met.

two souls that should never part.

the library.

my dear, y/n.

i have no words to convey how sorry i truly am.

the rain is lashing down against the cobbled streets, and yet there is no sign of you, my dear.

how i wish you had stayed.

though i am aware this is my mistake to clean this time.

not yours.

why must our lateness be so punishable?

my dear, my y/n. i am coming, so please do wait for me. i can only wish that my hope for us is enough to have guided you to our destiny.

who would’ve thought, that that old run down building would become our sanctuary?

though i suppose if our fate is truly meant to go forth, we should have a more meaningful place of meeting.

i shall fix this soon, my dear.

in the library.

a/n ok that was way more angsty and romantic as i wanted it to be, but im not mad. also can we just appreciate how beautiful this chapter turned out omg. i don’t even know how i produced that but, go off ig brain.

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☆ The Library ☆

kazuha x gn! reader

prompt: - you and kazuha attend the same university, him being a english lit major and you being a person in stem😎 your paths never crossed until that day in the library…

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☆ why stand when you can sit ☆

finally, we can finally talk

i’ve missed y/n far too much these past few weeks

but i’m not sure what to say to them

i mean i’m not even too sure what they’re mad about

but, that doesn’t matter. i’ll ask y/n when i see them, there’s only a few minutes left of this class anyway so i’ll just ask them about it then.

we can talk it over, hopefully it’s something i can fix easily but, even if it’s not i swear, i will spend as long as i need to trying to fix this

y/n is the one person in my life right now that i can’t loose.

i won’t let it happen.

they mean far too much to me.

so when i see them i’ll tell them that and we-

“kaedehara kazuha.” a voice booms next to me

“i gave you your warning last time you lost focus in my class, i will not give you another chance” oh shit.

“you will stay here until you understand every part of this lecture, am i understood?” oh shit oh shit. no no. i can’t stay behind, y/n’s waiting for me.

“can’t we do this another time, professor? i really need to get going-“ i started, praying that my teacher will let this go just once

but, of course the world could never be that great

“no, kazuha. now sit back down”

oh shit.

a/n - omg, im so sorry this was late! i had a lot of things going on but it’s finally here wooo! don’t worry the next chapter will be out on time! i love you all <33

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☆ The Library ☆

kazuha x gn!reader

prompt: - you and kazuha attend the same university, him being a english lit major and you being a person in stem😎 your paths never crossed until that day in the library…

*this is an smau so please do expect a lot of twitter posts and messages to read, there will be proper writing too but, it will mostly be that!!*

warning! none

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☆ the holidays ☆

a/n no divider today cause i run outta picture space woo

but OMG- the winter part of this fic is finally over! and spring is on it’s way!

remember this fic is planned to contain around 9 chapters for all 4 seasons of the year so it is gonna be quite a slow burn-

anyway i hope you enjoyed this one! take care of yourselves <3

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☆ The Library ☆

kazuha x gn! reader

prompt: - you and kazuha attend the same university, him being a english lit major and you being a person in stem😎 your paths never crossed until that day in the library…

*this is an smau so please do expect a lot of twitter posts and messages to read, there will be proper writing too but, it will mostly be that!!*

warning! none <3

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☆ this term. ☆

{a collection of tweets from the whole term <3}

a/n - and that’s it for the spring section! i hope you enjoyed! honestly i dont really have any ideas for summer yet so please be patient! it might just be that the names of the chapters are released next wednesday or nothing at all! but, i promise once i have ideas the normal wednesday posts will continue!

for now though i’ll post normal fics along with possibly starting and figuring out a schedule for my sigma series! (seeing as he won the poll woo!) i love you all <333

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☆ The Library ☆

kazuha x gn! reader

prompt: - you and kazuha attend the same university, him being a english lit major and you being a person in stem😎 your paths never crossed until that day in the library…

*this is an smau so please do expect a lot of twitter posts and messages to read, there will be proper writing too but, it will mostly be that!!*

warning! swearing, brain-rotting fluff, like a tiny hint of jealously?

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☆ modern day r + j ☆

7:56pm

it didn’t take me long to find his dorm, he was right it was practically directly below childe & ganyu’s.

it didn’t even take him long to answer after i knocked, it was like he was waiting for me

“y/n! come in, come in!” he stepped aside in order to allow me to step inside, his dorm was just as nice as ganyu & childe’s, a beautiful kitchen space, an even nicer living area and in the corner i could see a bedroom door open. the room seemed to have a red and orange theme to it, multiple leaves decorated the walls, my lips stretched into a small smile at the thought that it was most likely kazuha’s room.

“are your roommates okay with me being here right now?” i turned to him at he led me towards the living area

“oh they’re fine with it, i mean gorou and kokomi aren’t even here today”

kokomi?

i’ve never heard that name before, they might just be only roommates and not friends i suppose

kazuha and i settled into our spots on the sofa as he loaded up edward scissorhands

an array of snacks and treats were set out on the table for us, oh childe would be so jealous if he saw all of this!

8:33pm

we were only half an hour into the movie when i felt it

his arm

around me

he was holding me

jesus take the wheel, my heart can’t take this

9:02pm

i’d be lying if i said that kazuha’s arm around me, the warmth his body radiated next to me, the way his scent of maple leaves and forests flooded my senses, didn’t calm me down

in fact i was so calm, i was tired

and it didn’t take long for gravity to take it’s affect on me

my head had fallen down onto his chest

his arm tightened around me, as i carefully wrapped my own around his waist

a/n happy valentines guys! i hope ya’ll have had a very good day! i figured i’d supply you with the cutest fluff of the spring section today!

however, don’t ya’ll worry! the fluff is all over after this :D

that sounds evil-

good🤭

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☆ The Library ☆

kazuha x gn! reader

prompt: - you and kazuha attend the same university, him being a english lit major and you being a person in stem😎 your paths never crossed until that day in the library…

*this is an smau so please do expect a lot of twitter posts and messages to read, there will be proper writing too but, it will mostly be that!!*

warning! mentions of boxing, swearing, v short-

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☆ leave me alone ☆

a/n - ahhh ik it’s so short, but dw the next few chapters will make up for it! thank ya’ll again for your continued support on this series, ya’ll are incredible truly! take care of yourselves <3

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☆ The Library ☆

kazuha x gn! reader

prompt: - you and kazuha attend the same university, him being a english lit major and you being a person in stem😎 your paths never crossed until that day in the library…

*this is an smau so please do expect a lot of twitter posts and messages to read, there will be proper writing too but, it will mostly be that!!*

warning! light flirting?

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☆ do you need help? ☆

10:32pm

pushing on the large wooden doors of my punishment, i stepped further into the library. god i’ve still got so much to do with so little time. winter break is quickly approaching and i cannot do the normal term of detentions that we would usually get for being late.

“oh hello, y/n” i snapped my head up at the sudden greeting. oh, it’s just kazuha. i lightly smiled towards him.

he looks quite pretty in this lighting, well he looks pretty in all lighting.

“hey kazuha, how’s your assignment coming along?” i ask, recalling his previous complaints about the difficulty of his work.

“ah, it only seems to be getting harder and harder to complete” he looks quite upset, i really do hope it begins to become easier for him.

i begin to dust the closest shelves to me as we continue our conversation. “well, i’d be happy to help you at any point, kazuha” i send him a quick smile before turning back to the dirty shelves.

i miss the light blush that graces his pale complexion.

he hums lightly “thank you, y/n i really appreciate that” i hear his footsteps retreat back towards his seat.

i need to focus on my cleaning again.

11:53pm

finally, i run my feather-duster across the last shelf in the last bookcase in this corner of the library. that took so long, im exhausted.

“you need to finish cleaning by the end of the term right?” his voice rings through the library.

has he been waiting to speak to me?

“hm? oh yeah i do why?” i turn to face him.

oh god, he looks exhausted.

“well” he stands up and begins walking closer to me “as you know, i need to finish my assignment by the end of the term”

he’s getting so much closer to me.

“and i was wondering, if perhaps”

he’s infront of me now

“you would help me complete my assignment”

he’s leaning his arm on the bookcase next to me

“and in return”

his eyes are so much more beautiful up close

“i’ll help you clean the rest of the library”

why is he so pretty? “does that sound fair, y/n?”

huh? oh god he’s waiting for me to answer.

i barely remember what he said exactly but, i think i got the gist of it. i help him with his assignment, he helps me clean the library. i suppose that would be helpful.

“yeah, that sounds fair kazuha!” thank god, this library might actually get cleaned now.

“but, i must ask, what made you consider offering?” i tilt my head towards him.

“i saw how exhausted you became during that, i figured you might appreciate the help. besides you had already been kind enough to offer to help me, i figured, you should get something in return too”

i smiled up at him, he’s so kind.

a/n - omg i’m so sorry, this took so long to come out! i was quite busy with my last week of school however, im off now until january! so expect updates a lot more regularly! :D anyway, i do hope you enjoy this chapter although it is quite rushed😅 take care of yourselves! <3

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☆ The Library ☆

kazuha x gn! reader

prompt: - you and kazuha attend the same university, him being a english lit major and you being a person in stem😎 your paths never crossed until that day in the library…

*this is an smau so please do expect a lot of twitter posts and messages to read, there will be proper writing too but, it will mostly be that!!*

warning! swearing

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☆ move in ☆

a/n - very short chapter today but dw they’ll get longer as it goes on-

i also would hold onto this cute fluff going on cause believe me, it’s going downhill quick🤭

i’m being evil about this ngl-

anywayyyy have a good day and take care of yourself <33

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☆ The Library ☆

kazuha x gn! reader

prompt: - you and kazuha attend the same university, him being a english lit major and you being a person in stem😎 your paths never crossed until that day in the library…

*this is an smau so please do expect a lot of twitter posts and messages to read, there will be proper writing too but, it will mostly be that!!*

warning! none <3

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☆ the date ☆

this is it.

this is finally it!

i look at myself one more time in the mirror, smoothing out my clothes and fixing my hair for the 100th time.

i don’t think i’ve ever been so excited and scared before

a loud knocking comes from the front door

it’s him.

it’s time!

i quickly walk towards the door, palms sweating from the nerves as a million ‘what ifs’ flood my brain

what if he doesn’t like how i look?

no no he couldn’t i mean i look great!

i reach for the door knob

i do look great don’t i?

oh god what if i actually look horrible?

i twist the door, hearing the lock click open

what if this is all some sick, twisted joke to make a fool out of me?

i pull the door open

all the worries flew out of my head the moment my eyes set on him

“hey” he smiled as he handed me a beautiful bouquet of tulips and baby’s breath

oh how he voice soothes me

i swear he makes every thought in my head leave the moment he speaks

his pearl hair was down, instead of in its usual ponytail, sitting perfectly against his shoulder. i could hardly resist reaching out to rake my fingers through it

“shall we get going?” he offered his hand out to me

i took his hand carefully as we stepped out and walked down towards his car

“you look stunning by the way”

oh how my heart soared

a/n - i’m so sorry this took so long to get out but, they will be coming out every wednesday again! i love you all and take care of yourselves <3

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