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lovemesomesurveys · 3 years

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[found at: dragonov]

What is your favorite dinosaur? I don’t have one. I’ve never been into dinosaurs.

Would you rather live with wolves or tigers? Uhh. I don’t how welcoming either of those would be...

Have you ever forgotten what a certain kind of pain felt like? Yeah.

Do you prefer water from the tap or bottled water? I drink bottled water--don’t come for me.

Do you actually use any of the shampoo hotels provide? Nah.

What do you remember the most about your childhood? Stuff like playing Barbies, playing with my cousins, watching cartoons, school... just being a kid. I really miss those days. :(

Do you feel as if someone has robbed something from you? Not a someone, but I feel like my health has robbed a lot from me.

Have you ever stared at the sky and wondered if it was all worth it? I’ve definitely had those kinds of thoughts.

Would you rather have a pet dinosaur or have mythical creatures be real? I mean, I don’t really want dinosaurs wandering around the earth now.

What age did you get your first hair cut? Probably like a year or two old.

Do you have a favorite toy from childhood still? I still have my Barbies stored away.

What are your thoughts on the end of the world? It’ll happen one day. It feels like that day may be soon.

Which sports do you enjoy watching? None. I don’t enjoy sports.

Would you ever have a breed of dog that is considered aggressive? I’m not sure if they’d be a good fit for our family, personally.

Have you ever made bread? No.

Would your childhood self be disappointed? Most definitely.

Do you think in the future you'll have done yourself proud? It’s hard to imagine that...

Did you read The Great Gatsby before seeing the movie? Yep.

What do you feel about movies made from books? I enjoy a lot of them, but there are those that definitely miss the mark.

Has anything ever fallen asleep on you? My doggos.

Do you have to use the bathroom? No, I’m good at the moment.

Is the above question too invasive? Ha, that’s nothing. I’ve done a lot of surveys, been asked about a lot of things.

What do you feel about surgeries? Do they worry you? Yes, I was always a nervous wreck beforehand and really scared.

Do you have a tumblr? Nope, what’s that? -____-

Would you rather have an open book shelf or one with doors? I like my open book shelf.

Do you need a large or small place to live comfortably? My family and I would certainly be more comfortable in a slightly bigger house. We’re currently 4 adults and a doggo in a 2-bedroom house.

Would you ever consider moving to another country? I can’t see that ever happening.

Have you ever dropped everything and reevaluated? There are times looking back I really wish I had.

Do you play minecraft? if so, feelings about servers? Nope.

Do you long for easier times? It would be nice.

Do you believe that life gets easier or we just get stronger? I think it really depends on the person and their circumstances. It hasn’t felt easier to me and I feel weaker, so.

Does it weird you out to think that humans are just more advanced animals? It is weird to think of us as animals.

Do you ever wonder why religion came about? Well, I believe in God so I believe He’s why it came out. The Bible are His Words and He chose people to write those words and spread His message.

Would you ever consider shaving your head? Not shave it, but I do get annoyed with my hair and I really don’t have the energy or motivation to do anything with it so sometimes I’m like I should just cut it super short.

Would you rather belong to a cult or a religion you feel is wrong? Uh, neither?

Have you ever considered murder? No...

Kill a man or a woman? Wtf.

Would you like to live in a realm where the zombie apocalypse is possible? Um, no thank you.

Are you afraid of any animals? Reason? I mean, encountering wild animals would be terrifying and I have this irrational fear of killer whales.

Someone knocks on your door three times right now, do you answer? I certainly wouldn’t, but my dad is up getting ready for work so he would check to see who it was. I’d go to our security camera app on my phone and look. It’s 6:55AM, though, so I have no idea who would be knocking on our door at this time.

Do you read creepypastas? I haven’t read any myself, but there’s a few ASMR videos I’ve watched where the person reads some.

Can you sleep afterwards? Yeah. I’m not affected like that from scary movies or stories. Like, I may get creeped out in the moment, but it’s not lasting. I enjoy them.

#personal #text #survey #surveys

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sugarstark · 4 years

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I used to listen to bramhs lullaby at night because my brother complained so much about the fact that I would go to sleep while listening to a compililation of ALL the my little pony songs when my room was literally right next to his. EVERY NIGHT ON FULL VOLUME. I'm surprised that boy didn't throttle me. tbh. now i watch amsr but i still can't sleep lol

i have a whole playlist of asmr videos that i put on shuffle at night and some of them are in there SPECIFICALLY for when im in space its the best thing... especially gatsby asmr’s littlespace asmr. literally asmr is the best i love falling asleep to someone tapping a placemat like its so much fun

#laney says something

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jorgecrespo · 4 years

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1, 5, 7, 12 & 13 😎💞

Golden mornings or peachy sunsets?

Shockingly I'm not a morning person so sunsets all the way

Is there a food you've never had but really want to try?

I've never had real ramen and it looks so good bruh

Do you listen to ASMR?

No, it makes me uncomfortable 😩😩😩

Bright colorful living room or neutral cozy living room?

cozy CoZy COZY COOOZZZZYYYYYYY

Do you have any candles? What scents are they?

I got three in my bedroom rn. One is "old books", one is "gatsby's mansion", and the other is "road trip" (yes obviously I can't just buy a normal fucking candle)

#my candles smell really good tho #10/10 would recommend #vivien 💕#asks #wtfam

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mothersuperior0622 · 5 years

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Sharing my vulnerability, because I can’t be the only one who feels this way ...

I like to journal when I feel my mind racing. I like to imagine that the rambling words and thoughts in my brain travel to my forehead, down my eyes, slide down my nose and then to the front of my throat. From there they split up and trickle along my collar bones, over to my shoulders and roll down my arms and pour through my finger tips. Afterwards I don’t always feel healed, but sometimes I feel a sense of relief. Or I can literally feel lighter, as though all of these words carry weight and I free them through to travel from my mind, through my keyboard, onto this screen.

I feel like journaling today but i’m not sure exactly what I want to talk about. Which is strange because at this moment I feel like I have a lot on my mind. Which causes my critical mind to accuse myself of being “dramatic” and making mountains out of mole hills. As if the topics on my mind are really not that serious but my brain can’t help but to ruminate over them and cause me to make them bigger than they are. So I like to try this technique I learned in therapy. I picture the image or topic I’m obsessing over and I blow it up in my mind onto a large movie screen. And I separate myself from the thought so that I’m seated in the theater. Now, I shrink whatever is on the screen to the size of a post it note or index card. This experience makes me think of when Nick Carraway says in The Great Gatsby talks about being “within and without, simultaneously enchanted and repelled by the inexhaustible variety of life.” I am in it I am experiencing it; it is happening to me. But sometimes to overcome or understand you need to remove yourself and watch yourself go through it as if you were vicariously watching someone else go through these things. It gives me the opportunity to look at myself and my reactions with an unbiased platform sometimes. I think this is such a simple tool, but such a pivotal one as well.

Many of the topics I tend to obsess over can be draining and many of the “solutions” or “quick fixes” call for medication or relying on others for support. But simple imagery and changing a way of thinking has been so helpful to me. I feel like the media and research and education floods us with so many tools. And it’s exhausting figuring out which one can help you get through the basic everyday. We’re told, “change your diet and exercise,” right? But how long until you figure out a diet program or healthy way of eating that is practical for someone who can’t bring themselves to get up and cook or prepare a plate most days, let alone 3 times a day. And then which diet is good? Which turns out to do more harm then good? And exercise? Let’s assume your depression and anxiety affords you to overcome inertia and get up and get moving. Weight lifting? Great outlet for many people. Yoga and Barre too, fantastic. Spin classes and kick boxing, all have obvious benefits as outlets and rehabilitation. But is there any one that depression and anxiety will allow you to be consistent with? Reading, arts and crafts, all different kinds of hobbies can be therapeutic. But what happens when you find yourself back at square one? Even if all of these things can bring you a sense of calm and peace? What happens if despite your efforts of trying ASMR and essential oils and meditations you still cant seem to grab a hold of your stressful thoughts? Personally, I have become overwhelmed and obsessed with finding the one thing or even few things that can improve how I’m feeling. So what happens when you become overwhelmed with your searching for healing? When you’re so tired of societies views of how to “fix” anxiety and depression? We all have a little bit of each, right? So how do we learn to “live with it?”Do you finally break down and say, “Okay, ill take the medicine.” And for arguments sake, and for the sheer facts that science can support this, say that the medicine works. Am I now dependent on medication to always make me feel better? And let’s not even get into side effects of these medications. Keeping in mind, I work in the medical field and I am so very well aware of the promises of medicine, and do not intend to take away their effectiveness and how well they can work.

I like to think of my anxiety and depression as highly functioning. Meaning that they follow me each day like a cloud. Which sounds really dark and cliche in comparison to the mental image I have when I given these intangible items life-like characteristics. I can usually do all of the things that I need to do, that people need to see me do. Like get up and go to work. Care for my dogs. Sometimes I can’t find a reason or the energy to also eat though, or shower. And when I am functioning in front of others its hard for them to believe that I can struggle with such feelings of sadness and constant fears of impending doom, or rumination over past instances. Until it displays itself in the physical sense such as my ears turning bright red, or my neck and my chest exuding these bright red spots as if my stress is burning through my chest. A lot of times I’m thought to be dramatic. A lot of times people are humbled by this and feel that they can open up to me about their struggles. And even more often, there are the ignorant individuals who offer their sympathy and then in the next breath will tell me, “Stop worrying so much,” and, “Stop trying to control everything.” The issue is that I am so very well aware that I have zero control over what happens to me, and that in itself is nerve rattling for me. There’s a lot of push for “inspirational quotes” and to “stop feeling sorry for yourself” and “your life will reflect the attitude you express.”

However, in my experience, sometimes positive thinking and good vibes aren’t enough to stop the random bouts of panic that come with no warning or reason. That leave you racking your brain for what you could possibly be worried about. And the constant push of awareness and shedding light on things that’s jammed down our throats on shareable posts on Facebook and Instagram creates new worries that I didn’t even fathom before.

I think the main point I want to close with is that there really is no one single trick that works for everyone. That many different tools and resources can be used in conjunction to help maintain our sanity. Life is short and moments are fleeting, the next minute is unpredictable and not guaranteed. So we should eat what makes us happy. We should work out if we want, or not at all and be secure in that. I mean honestly, it would make no difference to me if Instagram influencers never shared another “leg day routine” that I just NEED to try in order to look, feel, and act happy like them. They sell a lifestyle rather than promoting true health. That’s a whole different topic though. Everyone’s journey through anxiety and depression is different, and I think that each person experiencing it should chose their healing tools independent of what society and social media tells us will “cure” us. I don’t see myself as sick, I just like to think of my average life as having more frequent speed bumps than most. So I proceed with caution, but I continue to proceed.

#anxitey #depression #journal

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deadricsupremacy · 2 years

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Introduction!

This is my third and last introduction, the first one is about Harry Potter then the second one or the one before this is all about Marvel. Now it’s just me and maybe other fandoms I’m in, whatever just things about me:

I’m Filipino

I’m from the Philippines

I’m a woman

My pronouns are she/her/hers

I draw or sketch as a hobby

I can sing

I’m a decent writer

I mostly write fan fictions ‘cause it’s fun

My favourite colour is yellow and black (Hufflepuff pride YOS)

I’m a very lazy person depending on the thing I’m doing

I’m sort of a Potterhead (Harry Potter fan)

But I’m surely a Marvelite (Marvel fan)

I’m also a Blink (Blackpink fan) but I wouldn’t call myself a kpop stan

I’m a proud Limelight (Why Don’t We fan)

Lalisa Manoban is my bias in Blackpink, but because there are only four members and all are equally amazing in their own way, all of them are my biases <333

My favourite Blackpink songs are: Don’t Know What To Do and Crazy Over You, but I still love all of their songs

Corbyn Besson is my favourite member in Why Don’t We, but I appreciate them all

My favourite Why Don’t We songs are: 8 Letters and Fallin’, but like Blackpink I love all of their songs

I love watching disturbing documentaries about murder and stuff, it helps me sleep other than 3D ASMR or Visual ASMR

My favourite film genres are: Action, Science Fiction, Fantasy, and Teen (specifically Coming-of-Age)

I like reading any kinds of books, as long as it hits me with curiosity and excites me, I’d read it

I love listening to music, I listen to a lot of songs with different genres like pop, jazz, classical, electronic, alternative rock, reggae, indie rock, pop rock, disco, edm, baroque pop, cinematic classical, and indie pop

My favourite song genres for now are alternative rock, pop rock, pop, and edm

I’m obsessed with nightcore and daycore sounds before, now I’m obsessed with sped up and slowed down songs

My favourite artists to listen to for now are: Lana Del Rey, The 1975, The Neighbourhood, and Arctic Monkeys

I may be a Marvel fan, but I love DC

My favourite DC Hero is Wonder Woman

I love Star Wars too

Favourite Disney movie: Brave

Favourite period drama film: Atonement, so depressing yet so beautiful

Believe me or not but I love Miraculous Ladybug, and my favourite character is Luka Couffaine my beloved

I like Disney shows, I watch and love a lot of them I don’t think I have a favourite

Celebrity crush(es)? Paul Rudd, Robert Pattinson, Andrew Garfield, etc.

My favourite season changes depending on my mood but my actual favourite is Summer

When I want to be covered in my outfit, I love wearing dark clothes

When I want attention, I dress light coloured clothes

But when I want to wear something depending on the occasion, I wear any colour combinations that makes sense

I’m straight, I think..

I already listed my favourite movies and films but there’s something about The Great Gatsby that awes me; maybe because of the cinematography, or the performance of the great actresses and actors, or the theme and their impressive way of showing it, or maybe the soundtrack

Young and Beautiful my MOST FAVOURITE song rn

My account’s username from other platforms: deadricsupremacy

#things about me #blinks #limelight #SoundCloud #Spotify

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justasparkwritings · 3 years

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Codename Cupid Chapter 18

Previous: Cricket & Bunny

Pairing: Jeon Jungkook x OFC

Genre: Secret AgentAU, Government AgentAU

Rating: PG15

Word Count: 1.4K

Warnings: Swearing

Summary: Our resident P.I. finds who she's been looking for, and gets an unwelcome surprise.

(two shorter chapters today!)

Harboring Hoseok

Present Day

I found Jung Hoseok.

Let me back track that statement – After months of digging, harassing my sister for more help, using all my contacts in various bureaus, lying to Euna that I’d made progress when I hadn’t, I finally have found Jung Hoseok, Hoseok Jung.

I know, you’re wondering, how? What finally cracked the case? How did I, the person incapable of finding Min Yoongi, lucky enough to stumble into Park Jimin, find Jung Hoseok?

You’ll be shocked, you’ll be amazed, you’ll be dumbfounded that I stumbled into him in the most millennial way possible, because I found him on, don’t hold your breath:

Instagram.

That’s right, I stumbled upon Jung Hoseok on fucking Mark Zuckerberg owned, Instagram. It was a coincidence, a twist of fate, that I was even in the vicinity of him, because we do not live in the vicinity of each other. I wasn’t sure he was even alive; I wasn’t sure if he had moved continents or countries. But, in the ether, he resides.

Sometime after Jungkook told me he loves me, and after I created permanent scarring on his back from my too long fingernails (they’ve since been cut multiple times), I went to my favorite Barre3 studio. I’m not going to lie, I go regularly. I’m addicted. Yes, it can be cult-ish, but have you ever worked out so thoroughly your ass hurts when you stand? Or listened to a teacher relay the message that you are strong, that your body is powerful, that you can accomplish any challenge? If not, and I know this is propaganda, but like take a class. I can give you a discount.

The point is, somewhere between sumo squats and parallel bridge lifts, I noticed this woman, stunning, who seems to come to class every day before or after she hits the gym with her trainer. The. Stamina. Can you believe? On a Wednesday, I accidentally bumped into her, spilling some of my water down her Sweaty Betty matching set. I apologized profusely, and she laughed it off, saying it cooled her down. She noticed my earrings, liked them, and ever since then we’ve been texting. We’ve even gone so far as to get coffee, which prompted me to do my favorite activity, troll her Instagram. Some people say Instagram is going the way of Facebook, which it easily could be, but it’s so damn fun that I pray every day the trend continues in its favor.

A public figure, Genevieve Yang is the height of couture. She is at every fashion week, Milan, Paris, New York, and donates nearly as much as Kwan and Seo, combined. Leaving the spotlight to work on a smaller sect of her organization, focusing on women’s reproductive rights, specifically women in poverty, she’s rarely photographed or seen outside of said events. Instead, she works 8-5, exercises regularly and rumor has it, is vegan. She’s the eldest of three, and her siblings are a pediatric cardiologist and a Rhodes Scholar. Within the universe of the Lee’s, she’s looked down upon for being biracial, her father, a first generation Nigerian-American, fell in love with her mother, a first generation Korean American from Busan, during their study abroad stint in Italy. I’ve been dying to find a connection to the Lee’s, and here, in all her melanin glory, is Genevieve.

In scrolling through her Instagram, I came across a photo series from a few weeks ago. To my surprise, standing with his arm around Genevieve’s shoulder, stands a man with dimples so deep and rays of sun beaming through the photo and barreling past my phone screen.

Jung Hoseok.

And who should be next to him?

Lee Kwan-Min.

They’re in an ornate ballroom, gold ceilings and ball gowns, masquerade masks held in their manicured fingers. They’ve been drinking and dancing, as is evident in their, what Jungkook would call Asian Glow, and in the caption.

Drink every night bc we’re drinking to our accomplishments

A paraphrase from a Drake song, it seems to ring true as I scan through the other photos of the evening. It must’ve been Lee Enterprises semi-annual gala, masquerade theme taking turns with Gatsby or in the era of Bridgerton, Regency London. Their summer event, Polos & Picnics, is as you guessed it, a Lacoste and Perignon soaked day drinking celebration of everyone’s summer tans and Hampton houses. It’s anyone’s guess which event raises more money, or costs more to put on. Jun-Seo and Kwan-Min throw a few other smaller events, brunches and casino nights, all earnings going to their philanthropy. The galas are the hottest ticket in North America, and I am still stunned that Hoseok had made it into the embrace of Kwan-Min.

Think Crazy Rich Asians meets the Met Ball. It’s all anyone ever wants to attend, and damn if I’m not jealous every year.

Hoseok is tagged in the photo series, and by clicking on his name, I can see our mutual friend, and nothing more. The age-old question every millennial has to ask themselves is this, is that enough to send a follow request? I don’t know if it is, but what’s the worst that can happen? He blocks me? Alright, that gives me information that I can use. Sure following him would be the best case, but he could leave it pending for weeks.

I send the request and text my newest friend, Genevieve Yang, who immediately calls me.

“Oh Y/N, what do I owe the pleasure?” Genevieve asks.

“I just thought we could chat, I was looking at your Instagram and-

“Oh my god! Do the pics from the Masquerade look good? I can’t tell if people love them, or just tolerate them, you know?” She sips loudly on what I assume is some green smoothie, her favorite non H2O beverage.

“Sure, absolutely, I totally know,” I lie.

“Don’t lie to me,” Genevieve scolds.

“They’re beautiful, but I didn’t recognize who was in that first one with you,” I bait.

“Come off it, you absolutely know,” She laughs but I swear I can hear her rolling her eyes.

“The woman looked familiar, but I don’t know from what,” I tell her, curiosity in my voice. “I have no clue who that man is.”

If she could see me, she’d laugh. A barely eaten sandwich, cold coffee in a travel mug I got when I was 20, and dark circles under my eyes from my inability to sleep the last few nights. The paranoia of the last letter has seeped into my subconscious, and I can’t bring myself to sleep unless Jungkook is nearby, of which, he isn’t. Gone on a business trip for the last three nights, gone for five more. How incredibly rude of him, but there isn’t much I can do when his boss could possibly be 007 incarnate. Or Danny Trejo.

“She’s one of the heirs to Lee Enterprises,” She tells me.

“The Lee Enterprises?”

“Oh so you do know?”

“I’ve heard of them, how could you not? Their parties are exclusive, and that’s putting it generously,” I respond sipping on my own beverage. Two can play ASMR phone games, Genevieve.

“Oh, the most exclusive, top of the line guests, one year, Beyonce performed, and the next, Adele,” She regales me, tempting me to go off topic.

“Are you dating that guy? He’s gorgeous,” I inquire.

“Hoseok? No, no, not for me. I think he was going to ask Kwan out,” Genevieve says.

“Really? A new boyfriend?”

Scoffing loudly, “Just because she isn’t like her siblings doesn’t mean she doesn’t date.”

“None of them have a particularly stellar track record,” I remind her.

“Does anyone?” She breathes.

“I suppose not,”

“Mm, anyway, Hoseok is eying Kwan, I’m single and you’re still with that guy, who?”

“Jungkook,”

“Mm, I think Hoseok might know him,” She says.

“What?” I ask.

The thing with being a P.I. is accepting the reality that nothing is a coincidence. There are no happy accidents, nothing is considered fate. I’ve been so, blinded, by my personal connection with Jungkook to see the larger picture. What if he is part of this? Could he be conspiring with these other men? Does he know them, like they seem to be implying? How fucking blind have I been?

“Yeah, he said something to me later, about knowing a Jungkook and wondering if they were the same. He said that it’s not a common name in Korea, so why would it be here?” Genevieve’s soft voice pulls me back from my panic attack.

“Yeah, say, does Hoseok know a Namjoon?” I ask.

“I don’t know, do you want me to ask?” Genevieve sets her drink down, the sound clinking through my phone.

“Uh, no, no, that’s okay,” My hands hastily move against my keyboard, searching Hoseok’s followers for Namjoon.

But I don’t find him.

Instead, my blood runs cold at who I find.

Next: Codename Miss Cuttlefish, If Ya Nasty

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sweetest-garlic · 6 years

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Do all of the colors, be a proud rainbow, tell me things about your life @that ask thing you reblogged

Red:How was your first kiss? It was p sweet, very short - more of a peck than anything else really. There were more kisses after it.When’s the last time you warmed your hands in front of a fire? Uhh probably sometime this summer? I’m sure we had a fire on the deck at some point.Would you rather watch a sunrise or a sunset? A sunset bc then I don’t have to wake up early.What’s the best think about summer? The almost complete lack of depression and anxiety because 1) seasonal affective disorder isn’t always a bitch 2) no stress from schoolwork and 3) no stress from school forcing me to interact w ppl I don’t know.Orange:What makes you feel warm inside? Honestly just knowing that the people that I care about are happy and enjoying good times. Also, Magnus Burnsides. He’s a good boy.What’s your favorite Halloween tradition? DECORATING.What’s the last thing you learned? Uh well I was reading The Great Gatsby so I guess I learned that Gatsby wanted to turn back time and go back to a situation he couldn’t have anymore. That’s impossible, but I already knew that.When’s the last time you felt obsessed? OH JEEZ probably the other day when I was binging Stranger Things for the first time. I get the hype over it now, it was good ‘n’ spooky!What’s your favorite article of clothing? Well, it changes sometimes, but I have a black and blue fleece jacket that I wear basically everywhere. I can hide in it and it’s warm and cozy.Yellow:If you could have any view from your bedroom window what would you choose? That’s a hard one. All I know is that I would want a view that people couldn’t look back to - like, I wouldn’t want to look out at a street. I’d want to be high up, like in a building, or looking out into an enclosed garden.What’s your favorite thing to do on a sunny day? Soak up that good good vitamin D.What do you consider lucky? I don’t really believe in luck. If my life is going to be changed by a supernatural force that force will be either a ghost, a witch, a fairy (or some other humanoid being, like a gnome or a huldre), or a minor deity (for example, a seasonal god).What made you smile today? I sent my friend a meme video and she was super happy about it!What makes you happy? Escapism - mostly good fictional characters.Green:What’s your favorite thing to do outside? Like I said, soaking up some vitamin D.Do you like camping? Yes, but only with other people. Otherwise I get too scared that something will go wrong and I’ll be completely unprepared to handle it (which I would be).What would you spend $1,000 on? I’d probably put it into college fund. That, or buy art books and comics and stuff.What do you want to do as your job? Dream job: comic artist. More realistic job: idk something adulty that could support that??? It’d be fun to work in a little shop, but that’s not 100% likely.Blue:What do you do when you’re sad? It depends on the sadness. Usually I just distract myself with comics or books.What are some things you do when you can’t sleep? Lie in bed, mostly. Sometimes I’ll read something dry (not uninteresting, just something that doesn’t really catch my imagination), or listen to asmr.What was the best (non-romantic) night you’ve had? Uhhh idk I’m having a movie night tonight with a friend and hopefully they can stay over and we can watch movies and eat fudge? But yeah cuddly movie nights are fun.What kind of covers do you have on your bed? A lot of them. A sheet, a wool blanket, and two light comforters. Need more.Who is the last person you told a secret to? Hmm, good question. As a rule I usually don’t tell people secrets because they can’t really be kept - once you’ve told one person, the secret is already out. Hell, I keep secrets from myself. I know they’re there, but I just. don’t Pry.Purple:What’s your astrological sign? Gemini.What’s the best piece of advice you ever received? Stay hopeful for the person you’ll be in five years. She’ll be different than you, and she might have it better or worse, but she deserves just as much of a chance as you do.When’s the last time you followed your instincts? I have a friend, things kind of suck between us right now. I use my instincts a lot talking to him.What’s your favorite food? OOF that’s a GOOD QUESTION. I am fond of chocolate - I made fudge yesterday, and I also have a four pound bar of dark chocolate in my basement. It was $15 from Trader Joe’s.What’s your secret dream? I told you - I keep my secrets. But I did have this dream once that my dad had a motorcycle, it was pretty radical.

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buffdaddyphoenix · 7 years

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the scarlet letter, Jane Eyre, catcher in the rye, les miserables and the great gatsby!!! SRRY IF THIS IS A LOT I LOV THIS ASK MEME LOL (and I will get round to replying urs tonight!! 💖💖)

Hi evaleen and right omg ??? I like highkey wanted to ask like every question to you LOL I love all these books and I love all of these questions hahahaThe Scarlet Letter: What's your favorite word and what does that word mean?Oh gosh I used to have an answer for this before but I don't remember gaaahhh hahaha I think it was "celestial" or "quasar". Celestial ofc means like relating to the sky or space or just something extremely beautiful (means the same thing to me coz ya girl loves space so much) and quasar is an astronomy term for a huge object that is particularly far away and has huge amounts of energy !!Jane Eyre: What's a fictional character that you believe you are most like/you relate to the most? Oof I know there's this very specific character that I identify with so much but like I don't remember osnsjsjskso so for now I'll say Franziska von Karma from Ace Attorney !! She's so strong n grown up for her age n shit but like in reality she's still just a kid and is still innocent n probably just needs a hug, probablyCatcher in the Rye: What does your name (first and/or middle) mean?Welppp my full first name (which I won't say lol) I think means like beautiful and intelligent or something like that ??? My mom told me once but I forgot already LOLLes Miserables: What do you do when you're sad?Well I usually just take a moment to myself to listen to music, watch some ASMR videos, play some video games, or if it's really bad then I take a nap lol. When I wake up from a nap, I usually feel like I reset my body and I feel normal againThe Great Gatsby: Describe the most recent dream you can remember having.Well uhhhh I remember me spending time and like i think we even kissed or held hands or something with a really close male friend of mine that I think I'm lowkey I'm having a crush on. Which is highkey bad coz i hAVE A BOYFRIEND AND I LOVE HIM VERY MUCH YET THERE'S SHIT LIKE THIS

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(1) Do You Sleep With Your Closet Doors Open Or Closed?

i dont HAVE closet doors check ur privilege

(3) Can You Whistle?

A little bit. Im no whistle master but i can do a mean rendition of Twinkle Twinkle Little Star

(4) Last Song You Listened To.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LIlZCmETvsY Sakanaction- 新宝島

(17) Last Person You Cried In Front Of?

definitely my mom...

(26) Favourite Tumblr Blog?

Don’t really have a single favourite! I would DIE for my mutuals tho

(28) What Makes You Happy?

cuddling up in bed with some music, talking to my friends online and in person, hanging out with friends, drawing for myself, when i feel like i will be okay

(39) Is There Anything Pink Within 10 Feet Of You?

theres a pink rose on my desk

(40) Do You Have Any Obsessions Right Now?

im obsessed with finding good MUSIC please send me recommendations!

(42) Are You Easily Influenced By Other People?

yeah but its for a good reason,, i cant make my own goddamn decisions. I also have a habit of like, adopting personality traits and quirks from other people

54) Put Your Music On Shuffle, What Is The First Song That Came Up?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=amQDmWwUdVU reymun- dream girl

(63) Favourite Pokemon?

Ducklett and glaceon :o

(74) What Eye Colour Do You Find Sexiest?

im a bit of a FREAK i love eyes that can SEE. to be real, i think dark eyes are really pretty. all eyes are beautiful but i just find dark eyes comfortable to look into

(81) Do You Like Meeting New People?

HMM yeah. I love the diversity of mankind.i want to know people and know about people.

(89) Tell Me About A Dream That You Had And When It Happened.

recurring dream. Last time I had it was maybee in april? I’m in a really colourful dressing room that leads into a big ballroom. I see myself in the mirror, I look really fancy. makeup, hair up, fucken... TIARA. and i’m wearing a poofy pink dress. I walk into the ballroom and I start floating up. I can’t stop it,, i just RISE. im struggling to stay grounded when all of a sudden a bunch of furniture with faces start to taunt me. telling me im worthless, ugly, stupid, that kind of thing. and here’s the kicker. the disco ball tells me i show off too much. BITCH fuck outta here crusty ass glitter bowling ball. the dream usually ends with me floating to the ceiling and crying lmao

(90) Favourite Soda Drink?

i cant drink soda anymore but i still like sprite

91) What Sounds Are Your Favourite?

rainy nights, certain peoples’ voices, keyboard clicking, bass guitar, sometimes i listen to asmr, is music a sound

(93) How Do You Look Right Now?

like a goddamn fool

(94) Name Something That Relaxes You.

s l e e p

(95) What Tattoo Do You Want?

O H M Y D SDGBJGKDds this is NOT a quick questiong this will take Ymy ENTire LIFE TO ANSWER

i like these ones a lot:

https://instagram.com/p/BVm21JmDRUW/

https://instagram.com/p/BSruVj_DXbz/

a lot of geometric forms, colour layering, supernaturaly things, i love clean linework in tattoos

(10) Zodiac Sign.

Libra sun, Sagittarius moon, Gemini rising i think horoscopes are really fun

(11) What Is Your Eye Colour?

usually hazel, sometimes look a little green. my science teacher once told me my eyes were blue but i think he was high

(12) Take A Vitamin Daily?

no but i do drink herbal medicine. yucky! but it really works

(13) Do You Sing In The Shower?

NO......

(14) What Books Are You Reading?

I have to read Great Gatsby and King Lear for English. but i want to read more mystery books this summer. recommend me some?

(15) Grab The Book Nearest To You, Turn To Page 64, Give Me Line 14.

“If the cyclist swerves to avoid it or falls in front of you, you could be surprised as well.” Its a “learn to drive smart” pamphlet

(16) Favourite Anime?

i’ll give u my all time top 3. K-ON, Nichijou and Gekkan-Shoujo Nozaki Kun

(18) Do You Collect Anything?

Art supplies, BUT THEN I DONT USE IT....

(19) What Did You Have For Lunch?

A japadog! I volunteered at a Canada Day festival :o

(21) Favourite Animal?

birds of all kinds, dogs, Cats, snakes, i appreciate all aminals

31) Dogs Or Cats?

dogs but i love cats too

(41) Have You Ever Caught A Butterfly?

? ? ? no?

(51) Do You Like To Read / Write?

yeah but i dont have the time to do it anymore :( also i’m not that good at either

(61) What Is Your Sexuality?

idk.. i think i’m ace

(71) Whats The Next Movie You Want To See In Theaters?

uh i dont follow movies. whatever u wanna see haha

(23) What Time Do You Usually Go To Bed?

midnight, i used to stay up till 4 but i just aint about that life anymore

(32) If You Were A Crayon What Colour Would You Be?

peach !

(80) Stalked Someone On A Social Network?

ya, but nothing too wild.

(96) Favourite YouTuber?

current top 5 (in no particular order): FrankJavcee, Jacksfilms, Super Mega, Game Grumps, DangerouslyFunny. Plus I follow a lot of great music accounts

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empathique · 7 years

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Tehg

Tagged by @pengwenno <3 *tosses you your daily quota of plushies*

1. Are you named after someone?

Nope. Apparently my father, who is very knowledgeable about Mandarin and Chinese Culture, gave me named me after some sort of jade. So although my name isn’t exactly uncommon, the characters used aren’t very common.

(Still, better than the time my mother told me that I was named to match my brother and thus my name had no meaning)

((Evidently, my mother didn’t name us.))

2. When’s the last time you cried?

Er-- *checks the time*

......half an hour ago?

3. Do you like your handwriting?

U g h not at all. It’s right in the middle of cursive and neat so it’s really just a mess.

4. What’s your favorite lunch meat?

I’m not picky, but duck meat is pretty good.

5. Do you have kids?

Nope. I’m actually quite scared of them.

6. If you were another person, would you be friends with yourself?

I... might? I’m horrible at staying in contact with people even though I like them, and I’m Awkward Turtle 2.0, so I might just be... a friend that I’m comfortable with hanging out with but not usually talking to/messaging with.

7. Do you use sarcasm?

I used to be known for my sarcastic humor back in secondary school and junior college, but I think I’ve just been trying to be more positive in general so I’ve lost my flair for it.

8. Do you still have your tonsils?

Yep (what are tonsils--)

9. Would you bungee jump?

I wouldn’t want to, but if my friends wanted to and I was already right there at the top of the... thing, I probably would.

I draw the line at sky-diving though.

10. What’s your favorite kind of cereal?

Don’t really eat cereal, and I’m not picky~

11. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off?

If I can toe them off, no. But I am that loser that has to retie my shoelaces when I put them on again, so I honestly just hold everyone back while I bend over unattractively and balance on one foot.

12. Do you think you’re a strong person?

Ah this question is always a conundrum for me. On one hand I think that I’m just good at keeping up appearances and in truth I Cannot (TM), but on another hand, well, technically I’m pretty strong for being able to keep up those appearances. Hm.

13. What’s your favorite ice cream flavor?

Mint chocolate.

14. What’s the first thing you notice about people?

Their - how do I put this without sounding weird - vibes? Just the entire feeling they exude, and it might not have any relation to their looks or personality or what I’ve heard about them. I can usually tell off the bat when that person will become a very close friend, or when I will dislike them (and I’m usually right). People that I come to dislike (I’ve only ever met four in my life) tend to have this... slimy kind of vibe. I try not to let it interfere with how I interact with them but it usually ends up going the way I expect it to. And they usually end up quite unpopular among everyone else, honestly.

15: Red or pink?

Red. My room was an obnoxious shade of pink for the past... 10 years, and I’ve just been scarred. Thankfully I replaced that horrible color with grey recently.

16. What’s the least favorite physical thing you like about yourself?

My cheeks. It’s true that I first lost weight in my face (as most people do) but then it just. Stopped. And now I’m left with this annoying baby fat that refuses to leave. The only redeeming quality about it is that I look younger and that will probably be advantageous when I get older lmao.

17. What color pants and shoes are you wearing now?

Black and black. If you must know my top is black as well. I clearly have a very friendly and bright atmosphere about me I don’t know what all these stares are about--

(ah, there’s the sarcasm I thought I lost)

18. What’s the last thing you ate?

A slice of banana cake for breakfast. I’m hungry.

19. What are you listening to right now?

The mournful cries of stressed college students.

20. If you were a crayon, what color would you be?

The beige crayon because everyone just uses it until it’s a teeny stub that cannot handle life. But people still try to lose it please stop--

21. Favorite smell?

Books. Books. And fresh laundry. And I have a friend whose fabric softener smells really good and I was nearly falling asleep next to her during lecture.

22. Who’s the last person you spoke to on the phone?

My mom.

23. Favorite game?

Ib. Left 4 Dead also has a special place in my heart.

24. Hair color?

Brown with my black roots growing down half of my head. Hair dying is just such a long and tedious process and I don’t have time for that.

25. Eye color?

Boring ol’ black. I’m Asian.

26. Do you wear contacts?

Nope. My mom is quite adamant against my wearing contacts, and I can still see without my glasses on, anyway.

27. Favorite food to eat?

Sweets. Desserts. Anything sweet. Except maybe pudding because I don’t like the texture. Ooh, and anything that has cheese as well.

28. Scary movies or comedy?

Comedy. I can’t handle horror movies...even though I enjoy horror games. I haven’t quite figured that out.

29: Last movie you watched?

.....*squints* Hero (the chinese movie! I watched it for Literature class)

30. What color shirt are you wearing?

Black

31. Summer or winter?

Winter

32. Hugs or kisses?

HUGSSSS. I love snuggles please give me snuggles

33. What book are you currently reading?

I Am A Cat by Natsume Soseki. I’m terrible I haven’t read much of it and I feel so guilty hngah ;A;. That, and I’m studying the Great Gatsby for my Literature module

34. Who do you miss right now?

Not a person, but I can’t help but mourn the passing of the time where the people around me were happy, when our biggest problems were arguments over trivial things, and when we never had to worry about mortality. Especially so now, because many things have been happening and sigh. Feelsbad, even though I’m very aware that this is a growing pain and an inevitable part of life.

35. What’s on your mouse pad?

A picture of Sebastian and Ciel from Kuroshitsuji. I’m waiting for a BSD mousepad for me to throw my wallet at, though.

36. What’s the last TV show you watched?

*whispers* I really don’t watch TV

37. What’s the best sound?

Keyboard typing, flipping of the pages of a book, a crackling fire (can you tell I like ASMR)

38. YouTube mashups or ambient noise?

Mashups. Ambient noise was what I listened to when I was studying for my O levels, and I think I’ve been traumatised.

39. What’s the farthest you have ever traveled?

England, for a Literature school trip! I went with two of my best friends and a bunch of people I got along with, so I have very fond memories of it.

40. Do you have a special talent?

U h, being able to accurately guess the topics that are tested on exams? I’m really good at predicting stuff.

41. Where were you born?

Singapore, and I’m still here.

42. People you’d like to participate in this survey?

www why does this sound so formal.

@looking-for-stray-dogs, @hanahikari, @magicalgirlmafu, @nekojimaxosamew, @moneera-87, @truedespair

(please don’t feel obligated to do it if you don’t want to!)

#em speaks #about em #thank you for the taaag #i'm sorry if i sound a little moody #sensitive content #tagging juuust in case #i'm always afraid that my moodiness will affect others when they read things ahhh

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lovemesomesurveys · 7 years

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Questions Based On My Pinterest Boards

Have you ever created 'open when' letters for someone?

Nope.

What are your top three resolutions for 2017?

I didn’t even bother with that this year. I never stuck to them, but at least there was the illusion before. I just really was not into New Year’s and I was so beyond over 2016 it was just like whatever.

What is the best thing about being in the relationship you're in right now or about being single?

I know the single life all too well. I don’t know if there’s a “best” thing about it. It just is what it is.

Do you have a favourite painting?

No.

What is your favourite conversation starter?

I don’t have one. I’m not a good conversation starter person, so I try to avoid that. I suck at small talk.

What do you most want to improve upon in yourself?

There’s a lot. This girl needs work.

What is your favourite way to celebrate a loved one's birthday?

In my family, the person whose birthday it is gets their favorite home cooked meal for dinner or we go to their favorite restaurant. We do cake and presents at home. It’s simple, it’s chill, and it’s just how we like it. Sometimes we may go somewhere and do something, too, on another day.

What was the last board game you played? Did you enjoy it?

The last game I played was Taboo. It’s one of my favorite games, it always has everyone laughing.

How do you calm yourself down when you're feeling stressed out or anxious?

I just have to try and distract myself with something. Listening to an ASMR video can help, too.

Who is your favourite author or poet?

I don’t have a particular favorite. I read a lot, and I’ll come across authors I enjoy and read several of their books, but I still couldn’t choose a favorite. I suck at choosing favorites for the most part.

What are some of the best life hacks you know?

Hmm. I don’t know.

What is your top remedy for getting rid of a common cold?

I mean, I take medicine to help with the symptoms and get a lot of rest, but really all you can do is kind of just ride it out. I don’t do anything special other than that.

What two colours do you think look the best together?

I really like pastel colors together and black and red plaid.

How often do you go on dates?

I don’t.

What was the last creative project you worked on?

I just finished another coloring page last night I got a lot of art stuff for Christmas, so I’ve been messing around with that. I love that adult coloring has become a big thing and there’s a ton of coloring books available. Whatever you like, there’s probably a coloring book for it. I also want to try some other stuff, like maybe journaling, but it’s hard finding the inspiration, energy, and motivation. And the creativity, which I lack severely. I see things and want to try it, but it doesn’t come out right and I get frustrated and give up. I wish I had artistic talent.

Who taught you how to cook your favourite meal?

I don’t cook.

Do you have any pen-pals or online friends?

I have a couple online friends.

What makes you smile without fail?

My chocolate lab always did, baby animals, and Alexander Skarsgård.

Do you know what you'll be getting your loved ones for the holidays this winter?

We are in January, I have plentyyyyy of time to think about that.

What is your biggest short-term goal (within the next month)?

I don’t have any goals, as horrible as that sounds. :/

What is the most elaborate hairstyle you've ever attempted?

Nothing all that elaborate. I never was very good at hair styling, so I just stick to the basics. I really suck at everything.

Do you know what your Myers-Brigg personality type is? How accurate is it?

INFJ.

When was your last interview? Did you get the job?

I’ve never had an interview.

Do you know anyone in the military? What is your relationship to them?

I don’t know anyone in the military.

Have you ever tried to adhere to a strict diet? How did it turn out?

No.

Are there any traditions that you will definitely start with your children?

You assume I’ll have children.

What will your next tattoo be of?

I don’t even have a first tattoo to start with, but I have always wanted to get ‘free bird’ tattooed somewhere.

What does your dream home look like?

I have a few ideas, but I don’t feel like describing it right now.

Which room of your house is the most organized? The least organized?

The most organized would be my room. The least organized would be my brother’s room.

Has anyone very close to you ever died?

My maternal grandparents and my dog.

Are you more likely to scrapbook or journal?

Journal. I consider this to be like my journal, so. I did try getting into the whole journaling thing after I came across a lot of blogs devoted to it. They post like writing prompts and ideas for decorating the pages and such, which inspired me. I tried it; though, and it ended up being very short lived.

How many hours of sleep do you get in an ideal night?

Well, ideally I’d at least get eight. That doesn’t happen, though.

If you were throwing your significant other / best friend a themed party, what would the theme be?

Hmm. One I would probably do like a Great Gatsby thing and the other I might do something art related.

Who is the most attractive celebrity in your eyes?

Alexander Skarsgård. You all should know this by now.

Where was your last vacation? Was it the best vacation you've ever been on?

The last one was when we stayed overnight in one of my favorite beach cities a couple summers ago. The best ones would be the Disneyland trips.

What was the last concert you went to?

Green Day and Franz Ferdinand.

Would you rather go tobogganing or build a snowman?

Build a snowman.

What is the best piece of advice you've received lately?

I haven’t received any.

Do you have a favourite word in a different language?

I actually do, but of course I can’t think of it at the moment.

Do you ever buy things in your favourite colour simply because it's in your favourite colour?

No. If there a style of something I like and it comes in that color, then I might buy it, but I won’t buy just any ol’ thing just because it’s that color.

Do you feel prepared for the apocalypse?

Absolutely not.

Do you think you will have children naturally, adopt, or forgo having children altogether?

Again with the assumptions.

Have you ever been to or thrown a baby shower?

I’ve been to a few baby showers, but I’ve never thrown one.

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