Satosugu with reader who's insecure with her body since it's full of scars like gojo in latest chapter? Fluff or smut pls!!
Scars
SatoSugu x reader with scars
Summary: You have a lot of scars. All over your body...You can't show them naked. You don't want them to say you're ugly... But they want to show you that you are beautiful... They want to give you more confidence... They want you to show them your body. Even if you have scars.
Warnings: NSFW (mirror sex, threesome MMF)
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The door was closed so you could wash your body in peace.
And the fact that you locked the door when you were in the bathroom bothered them a bit.
Just like you go to the bathroom to change or lock yourself in your room while they're somewhere else.
Even on hot days, you don't wear shorts and revealing T-shirts.
You don't walk around with nothing but underwear on.
You don't shower with them. When you go to the beach, you don't strip down to your bathing suit.
The first time you were at the beach together, they were disappointed to see you in a knee length swimsuit with elbow length sleeves.
You have small scars on your forearms, but who doesn't? Forearms are very often exposed to damage.
Also a few on the calves.
But they've never seen the rest of your body in daylight.
When you have sex, you ask them to turn off the light. And for you to do it when it was darker. You didn't see their hands in the dark. There was only a little light.
They haven't seen you.
You saw them getting out of bed. But they've never seen you completely naked.
Even if you've been together for a long time.
They're afraid you don't trust them. But you do.
You can't just accept what they look like with what you look like.
You don't want them to feel from you that you don't want to be with them in such an intimate way as nudity.
But there's nothing you can do to make it different.
You just can't change anything.
There are scars all over your body.
There is no place on your body where these scars are not.
One is deeper and the other is lighter.
On your face too. But you can't see it because it was shallow.
Your hands are scarred. But you can't see that either.
Your arms, torso, and thighs are the worst.
That's why you can't show yourself to them without covering.
You just can't.
So many times you promised yourself that this was the day you would break down and undress in front of them so they could see you. You wanted to get out of your comfort zone so they wouldn't be mad at you.
But you ended up standing there talking to them instead of taking a bath with them.
Or you washed their backs or their hair.
You couldn't make yourself accept the way you look around them. You just couldn't show them your skin.
When they bought you a dress whose cut showed some kind of stronger scar, you hid it under makeup.
And then you went out with them.
But there were scars you couldn't cover up. Like the deepest one that left a slight dimple in your skin.
You remember seeing your body covered in blood when you got all those wounds that made you very insecure.
You can't even show your arms and thighs to them without realizing that your body doesn't look right.
Your body has signs. Not what they want to see.
You were a sorcerer. And it was as a sorcerer that you got all those scars. And then, after you had been recovering for a very long time, you quit.
You met them a few years later.
And now you're their girlfriend.
When you see them kissing, you don't mind.
But when they walk next to you with or without underwear on, you feel uneasy in your heart.
They hug. And here you see their clean skins touching.
They told you they were injured. That their skin was cracked and cut. But they have no trace.
Because it was used on them. Reverse cursed technique. Satoru healed himself. And Suguru was healed.
However, you have not received such perfect help.
You were helped by a sorcerer who could accelerate the healing process of wounds.
That's why when he finished your treatment, your body was scarred. Scars everywhere.
You were attacked by a curse that used spikes. Spikes like blades. And that was very common with your skin. Cutting you and hurting you.
When you failed to overcome this, reinforcements were called in.
And attacks from afar managed to kill this curse.
But the person who could use the reverse cursed technique was not there to help you at the time.
That's why your treatment took longer than it should have.
And that left a lot of marks on your body.
You tried everything to hide it.
Creams and ointments from the top shelf for scars. You wanted to laser remove lines on your skin, but you couldn't.
You went to the doctor, but nothing could be done. These are older scars you can't get rid of.
Therefore, all you could do was cover yourself, escape from their eyes, lock yourself in a room when you took off your clothes, and try to cover up what must have been hidden.
More than once you felt like crying when you saw people's bodies in movies and TV series.
It doesn't look like yours.
In order to feel good in your body, you must wear what won't show your skin to human eyes.
Because what you get will be painful. People will look at you with disgust or pity.
You can't show your skin to someone because it's not the natural look of skin.
It's not something you were born with.
It's not sexy at all. It's not pretty at all. There's no place on your body that you can show and say it's pretty.
You've stopped trying to change anything because you can't.
You just need to protect your skin for the rest of your life.
And because there is so much of it, you can't do much. You have to constantly make sure your skin isn't showing anywhere.
You told them you had scars. They said it didn't bother them.
And they understood that you might be ashamed to undress in front of them in the beginning.
That's why they listened to you and turned off the lights when you had sex.
But after a couple of years of relationship? How else can you want this?
It is a painful feeling when one partner does not trust them and does not want to show the body in all its glory.
When they touch you, they feel light dimples under their fingers on your belly or thighs and hips.
Anyone can get stretch marks. It is obvious. It's a natural thing for humans.
However, this on your skin was different. Plus, it didn't come naturally.
Therefore, images appeared in their minds that it does not have to be stretch marks on your body.
You always got dressed after you had sex. You weren't naked with them.
You got out of bed while they were sleeping and dressed quickly. And then you fell asleep with them again.
Until at some point they saw your back and thighs when you left the bathroom door open and they went home.
You're used to using another room to change clothes. That's why they felt hurt when instead of sitting on the edge of the bed, you took your clothes and went to the bathroom. To come back later and put your pajamas away.
When they couldn't stand the heat and walked around in underwear, you sat there in a sweatshirt and pants. Everything that covered your skin.
Even if you sweat a lot.
It hurt them.
They didn't force you to fully expose your skin. But they couldn't see what your complexes were making you do.
Scars for women are not something they should have.
According to some, women must have clean and flawless skin. No scars or stretch marks. Because according to established ideals, this is not feminine beauty. And a woman with something like that on her skin can never be considered beautiful.
Beauty ideals let people know that they are not perfect. And only certain bodies can be considered sexy. Human standards did.
Anyone could have sworn it wasn't like that before.
And now people want to tell someone that a woman can't have such ugly symbols on her skin.
They know women who have scars. They are the same as you.
It makes no sense for a sorcerer to think about ideals of beauty. Sorcerers fight to the death. And the fact that someone came back injured, with scars is just a sign that they managed to win and survive.
There are few sorcerers who live optimistically.
Because the life of a sorcerer is constant struggle and blood. Tears of pain. Death surrounding people.
There is no one among sorcerers who has never been wounded. There is no one whose skin is not marked with something that has been in life.
Scars, missing limb. Lost internal organs. Lost part of the skin or part of the face. Only a few can heal. And there are even fewer people who can heal someone.
Many sorcerers, in addition to scars on the body and cavities, also have scars and cavities on the soul. Death of a loved one. Death of people before their own eyes.
Moments that remain in memory forever. Causing trauma. Pushing into depression. Completely mentally devastating.
Leading almost to death.
You lost your confidence after losing the fight.
After what happened to your body, you also lost confidence in your appearance.
If only you could see what Gojo's body looked like. If he could show you this...
He couldn't do anything to help you get rid of the lines on your skin. They could only give you confidence.
Because they don't care what your skin looks like.
Even though you're not perfect beauty. They remember how hard it is to get rid of wounds. And it's even harder to get rid of scars.
Especially scars after a fight.
Even though they're both so handsome. They don't have scars because they heal. Nobody wants the strongest sorcerers to be injured and unable to fight. It was something nobody wanted. And the woman who treated them knew them very well.
That's why they didn't have much on their skin.
Besides, they were men.
And a scarred man is accepted faster and better than a scarred woman.
However, they cannot leave you.
They feel hurt by your harm.
You don't want to show yourself to them because you're ashamed of what you look like. You don't want to see them disgusted by your appearance.
You don't feel confident in your body because you're dealing with beautiful men.
And no one wants to feel rejected by the people they love...
That's why you don't want to see their disgusted eyes when they see your body.
You want to live with them normally for as long as you can.
And if it gets you hiding under your clothes, you'll do it.
Once they see the real you, every detail of your body, they'll stop being attracted to you. They won't pay attention to you.
They won't think of you in a sexual way because instead of arousing you, you disgust them...
Instead of doing it in three, they'll do it in two. Pushing you away by making them feel less sexually attracted to you.
Even worse, they might just leave you.
There was a thought in your brain that they would actually leave you as soon as they saw what you really looked like...
It will be the most painful feeling you will ever feel.
You heard a knock on the door while you were taking a shower.
And then the handle fell.
But the door didn't open because you locked it.
You already wiped your body to be dry when you left.
And then another sharp tug on the doorknob.
"I am leaving soon!" You screamed, wiping your body faster to let them open once you got dressed.
You saw the darker lines on your skin as you wiped your body with a towel.
But as long as they are not next to you, you ignore it.
Then you heard the knocking on the door again.
"(y/n), open the door!"
You heard Suguru's scream behind the wooden door.
"I'll be right out!" You replied to him, quickly putting your pants on.
"Open now!"
"One second! I'll just wear a shirt!"
"Open!"
You quickly put on a loose T-shirt you took from their closet when you heard the squeaking cry of the bathroom door hinges.
And then the door flew off its hinges, hitting the floor.
When you saw Suguru on the other side who came inside walking through the destroyed door, you took your things.
"I'm sorry that so long. I was taking a shower." You smiled nervously.
He suddenly stopped in front of you and stared at your face.
You looked at him questioningly.
Then his eyes fell to your body. Fully covered with clothes again.
You started to leave after giving him a small kiss on the cheek.
"(y/n)." He called you quickly.
You looked at him before leaving the room.
"Go to the bedroom. We want to talk to you." He said before bending down to reach the door on the floor.
As you entered your room, you saw Satoru sitting on the bed looking at you with a smile.
You put your things down and placed your lips on his forehead.
Then the door was closed very violently by Suguru.
And his hands grabbed you to kiss you.
He kissed you breathlessly.
And Satoru's hands grabbed your hips.
Then he grabbed your shirt and lifted it up.
Panic kicked in.
But you couldn't pull away.
And then, you heard the torn fabric as the shirt was ripped off your body.
It was the same with pants. And you've been uncovered since you decided not to wear underwear.
Suguru's lips still on yours. His hands holding your wrists.
Satoru moved away, doing something by the bed.
And then he sat there and looked at you naked back.
Seeing the lines that showed where your skin was cut and bleeding before.
He wasn't disgusted.
He felt more sorry for you.
You didn't have to be ashamed in front of them.
They didn't tell you to undress in front of people.
But with them, you couldn't be ashamed.
Because you've been with them for so many years.
They want to show you your worth and beauty.
It doesn't matter what you look like or what you have on your skin.
It is enough for them that you are with them.
They want to increase your self-acceptance.
They want to ensure you have no shame when they touch you
They want you to accept that they want to see you naked.
That they want skin-to-skin contact.
They want your trust.
When they laid you completely naked on the bed, you couldn't find anything to cover yourself with.
Satoru took all the pillows. There was only a sheet you were sitting on.
You covered your arms and hugged your legs, crying.
What they do is despicable.
And now they're just standing there looking at you.
"G-Go away..." You groaned as tears fell down your knees.
You cowered so they couldn't see much of your body.
So that they don't see something that everyone might find disgusting.
"(y/n)–."
"Go Away!" You screamed without looking at them.
Your body trembled as you tried to hide yourself from their eyes.
"(y/n)–."
"Get out of here! Get out!"
They didn't resent what was on your skin.
This is something natural.
How could someone who had even more of these things on their skin be disgusted by it?
Satoru's entire body was cut up.
Arms, legs, back, chest, face.
But all he did was regenerate.
It's not your fault that you couldn't do it.
What matters to them is that there are no more wounds on your body.
However...
There's one big wound in your heart that refuses to become a scar.
A wound from not accepting that someone would accept your appearance.
Four hands suddenly grabbed your legs and arms, placing you on the bed in a very exposed position.
You trembled and cried, moaning for them to let you go.
But suddenly you felt something warm lay on your belly full of lines.
You looked at Satoru's head. Or rather, his face.
His cheek pressed against your belly as he ran his finger gently over other scars.
And above the head of Suguru who was kissing and sucking your breasts.
Their hands massaged your inner thighs and spread your legs apart.
"Will you let us show you that we think you're beautiful?"
Their lips on your body as they stroke and caress you.
Their fingers on your scars. Face against your skin, as if it didn't exist.
Even though their eyes see all these signs.
You cried as you were placed on Suguru's cock right after Satoru ate you, massaging your belly and thighs. Reaching for your breasts.
His balls were pressed against your clit as he lifted you up in an exposed position for you.
Your back on his chest.
Your knees in his hands as he lifted you up and down using his strength.
You didn't mind until Satoru came back.
Standing dick between his legs as he carried a large mirror in his hands to put it in front of you.
You looked away not to look at it.
You were ashamed now.
Your hands were grabbed by Satoru so you could hold him.
"Look ahead." He said and turned your face there.
Suddenly, Suguru lifted you up enough for his big cock to slip out of you.
"Tell me, have we ever told you that you look ugly?" He asked, stroking your body.
You shook your head from side to side, feeling your eyes sting with tears.
"Did we ever tell you that you can't undress in front of us? Have we ever told you not to take your clothes off? Did we ever tell you we abhor scars?"
You also nodded your head to the side.
His hands wiped your tears from your cheeks.
"Did we tell you that you are beautiful?"
Crying, you nodded.
"If we didn't like your body, would we be so hard? Would we be so excited to have you? Would we be that close? Would we like to touch you so much?"
You clamped your hand over his.
"If that were the case, and we didn't want to look at your body, could I happily do it?"
He reached between your legs to grab Suguru's length, giving him a few push.
He turned your face to the salacious sight of your boyfriend using your juices to stroke his boyfriend's cock. Your boyfriend.
He put his tip inside you, showing Suguru that he can leave you.
Then you sat on his thighs, with him deep inside, trembling from the depth he was in.
And you've seen it all. In the mirror.
You felt Satoru's cock rub against your leg for friction.
You were placed on Geto's chest as he lay down.
Your legs wide open as his length lay over your groin.
Satoru entered you and started massaging his cock.
He wanted so much to warm himself in your pussy.
Both equally.
As he danced his thumb over your clit, he also moved his hand over the dark-haired man's slick skin.
Until suddenly, when you came with a groan, he pulled out of you.
They felt it. Upcoming orgasm.
Suguru's cock was placed on your pussy as the tip poked out between your legs.
And Satoru closed your legs around him, spitting on the top of it to get more wet on your skin.
He then lifted your thighs a little higher, placing the tip against the softness of your thighs, just above Suguru's shaft. Using his saliva to move between your thighs.
As he began to fuck your thighs, rubbing his cock against Suguru's length, stroking him and him.
Causing after a few minutes of rubbing like this, Suguru's tip exploded with a white liquid, shooting all over your stomach. Behind him Satoru who shot at your skin on your chest and belly. Leaving drops down his boyfriend's length.
Covering your scars with their orgasm.
Showing that they will do it because they love your body.
They'll be learning all these new lines of your body.
Until they remember every inch. Every place will be remembered. And they'll be able to map your body to your brain down to the smallest detail.
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CONSUME — SUGURU GETO X READER (≤1k)
KINKTOBER DAY 3: olfactophila, cunnilingus, teasing, edging, (very mild/implied) body worship, 18+.
you don't deserve it. and you almost feel guilty with the way he's taking his time with you.
he starts slowly, just barely dragging the tip of his nose along the length of your leg. you're aware he's smelling you, the long inhales are primal, like he's trying to take in every bit of you before he's ready to pounce. the distinctive scent of arousal is just dripping off you, it’s deep and ambrosial, like nothing he’s experienced before.
you know it's coming, the part where he advances and stakes his claim over you. it gets your heart jumping, and the once steady thrum of your chest grows irregular when he pauses at your core.
the tension of the moment is thick and palpable. everything about the scene has you holding your breath, the sight of him between your legs alone makes your head spin. your heart is in your throat and the sound of blood rushing to your ears is so loud that you almost don't hear what he's saying. past your heavy lids and through your lashes you can see his mouth moving, but the words he's spilling don't quite reach you yet.
it sounds something like, "still with me, doll?"
he practically purrs it out to you, and you notice he licks his lips before he says it. you dont think too much of it at first but the way he's stringing words like honey and silk, it's clear he does it just to tease you. and knowing that simple fact doesn't help to ground you at all.
geto doesn't quite care for a response to his question and you're aware he doesn't expect one either. he was the kind of predator who liked to dress himself in sheep's clothing, asking silly things knowing he didn't even listen past his own voice. he plays his role well and if you were dumb enough, you'd take his false concern for what it looked like. but you’d always known full well what the things he said meant, even when he didn't state them explicitly.
your boyfriend doesn't play fair, and he never really has. except he's been dragging this little game on for over an hour, and now his usual teasing is starting to border along the foul lines of torture.
the small breaths he offers your glimmering sex have you writhing, and he laughs mockingly. you couldn't run from him and even if you wanted to, he knows you wouldn't. his normally sturdy hands ghosting over the flesh of your hips were proof of that. he inches closer and closer, stopping just when the tip of his nose bumps against your clit.
geto thinks you're desperate, he knows you'll accept just any bit of contact, so he immediately looks up to catch your response. as expected, you’ve halfway lost your mind at the action. bucking your hips wildly, you wordlessly beg the man for a small amount of friction. and just like that, he pulls away.
“suguru...” you cry, trying to pull him closer.
the whine you offer is pathetic. and when the sobs reach your ears, it doesn't even sound like your own voice. its really a shame how much control the man has over you, just how unrecognizable you become once he's split your thighs and situated himself between them. your patience has worn thin and any bit of pride you'd once had has dissipated with it.
the only thing that exists is him. only him and the need to be his perfect sacrificial lamb. to be patient and dedicate your body to him, maybe just then he'd give you what you'd so desperately wanted. and as if he’s read your mind, geto’s on you.
it's the complete antithesis to his methods before. his lips latch onto your cunt, pressing sloppy wet kisses to it before he finds the sensitive bundle of nerves at the top. the way his tongue explores your folds borders along violence, and when you finally build up the courage to look down, you immediately tear you eyes off the sight.
geto is fully a mess when he meets your gaze. his face is dripping with your fluids, so much so that the hairs escaping his ponytail have stuck to the sides of his chin like they'd been glued there on purpose. heat creeps up your body and you shut your eyes hard. its only the vibrations his deep laugh offers that has you opening your lids again.
"c'mon, look at me," he teases, readjusting to grip your chin, pulling it down to focus on him. "don't tell me you're thinking of someone else?"
"i'm not..." you manage to sputter.
"so look at me, or i might have to stop..."
his empty threat snaps you back to reality and you give him an affirmative nod, lifting your hips back to his face to push him to continuing.
geto's stare is dark, and once he goes back down on you, he makes a big deal of collecting what dribbles down from your cunt to your other pulsating hole. he's obnoxiously loud, and he's doing so on purpose. even as you cry, moan, and whimper his name, the embarrassing squelch of your pussy always seems to be louder.
intense eye contact, the assault of his tongue on your sore clit, and finally the feeling of him slotting his fingers into your sopping hole push you over the edge. shaking and wildly bucking your hips, tears begin to cloud your vision. before you realize it, you're violently coming on geto's face.
"that's it," he mumbles between licks. picking up on your cues, he quickly replaces his fingers with his tongue, beyond willing to savor every drop of your release.
geto doesn't let go until you're panting and gripping his head, pulling him off your poor overstimulated pussy with an exaggerated pop.
you're sure you're spent, but your boyfriend's next line has you ready to get back at it again. wiping his chin with a smirk, he looks up at you.
"so when is it my turn?"
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