#girl blogging {but girl is actually dead}

[taintedandviolent]

«Nice costumes. What are you, the Dead Breakfast Club?»

{DIY “The Kinks” shirt <33}

Happy Halloween 🖤🕯️🪦

{Ugh. I hate roses.}

bonus w my Tate blanket <33

#american horror story #ahs #ahs murder house #tate and violet #dark romance #grunge #tumblr 2014 #violet harmon #tate langdon #violet harmon aesthetic #violet harmon exacts #kurt cobain #courtney love #tate real mom {real} #halloween #i love it when the leaves change #girl blogging {but girl is actually dead}

[rui-drawsbox]

Hi, it’s me again *blows up several buildings and kills eighty seven bystanders with my sheer aura*

I figured out more stuff for my gay little episode outlines, so anyways, here’s the outline for episode two of my horrifying little plot idea for your Magical Knight Arashi au:

K, so after the bullshit Arashi dealt with she deserves a break, too bad, anyways the sword turned into an aesthetic looking makeup brush when she detransformed. Me thinks, she deserves a transformation item.

Anyways she a student so it’s education time, and by that I mean school + drama

she and Mika talk again, it’s fairly normal, he’s still a weird little man pretending to be a tsundere but he does ask if she liked the bear charm he gave her, she fucking loves it btw cuz it’s adorable. (Little standoffish man ain’t used to interacting with normal people, living with Shu does that to you ig 😔)

Mika, being the self sabotaging king that he is, asks if she has anyone better to talk to. Arashi is of course like “no” but with a tone that clearly means to indicate “are you ok?” But Mika doesn’t get that. So Arashi talk about her friends to him. Izumi, Leo, and Ritsu <3 and then she invites him to eat lunch with them.

Mika declines :( (for good reason but we’ll get to that eventually, he does kind of want to go but he knows he can’t, and it’s a Shu thing btw, Shu wants him to blend in and making friends is kind of part of that, it’s just, another thing)

anyways we cut to the class where Leo is, Shu is introduced via a goofy yah funny way, like he’s the comedically stuck up classmate.

he and Izumi are fighting

Leo is trying to break up the verbal smack down but like, it ain’t really working, eventually once these bitches tire each other out or a teacher intervenes they’ll stop.

Leo tries to calm down and comfort Izumi with a hand on his shoulder but Izumi brushes him off

Leo also tries to invite him to lunch again and he tells Izumi that he, Arashi, and Ritsu all miss him at lunch

Izumi declines and says that he has to go before storming out of that classroom as soon as the bell rings

Leo complains to Arashi and Ritsu about Izumi at lunch.

After Leo is done venting his frustrations Arashi brings up the weird shit from the night before

She tries to show the photo she got of the mannequins? No, weird living dolls. On her phone, but all the photos are blurred out.

Ritsu is like “So, what are we supposed to see here?”

Arashi explains and shows them the gem mark + the makeup brush + the 87 photos she got of her new cat.

Leo and Ritsu believe her cuz like, they’re besties, and also, it’s Leo and Ritsu, they’ve dealt with weirder, Aliens + Rei Sakuma

anyways the besties decide that A. Arashi needs to do something fun to get her mind off things + B. They want to do something for Izumi cuz he’s been super stressed recently

So they go out together to look for something to buy him. Girlboss mall trip <<33

After browsing through a few shops they pick out a couple things for him, a nice shirt and some ink for that pretty glass pen he likes to use. (Leo picked out the second one)

They go to a little cafe with those cute colorful drinks in the mall for a snack. This is the usual hang out spot for a lot of the younger students, like the first years, especially if they like sweets.

Ritsu notices something is up.

there are gold strings creeping along the floor, and they seem to be going toward Arashi’s bag

Ritsu grabs her bag and stand from his chair.

Arashi and Leo are of course like “??????”

but they go along with what he’s doing, the strings start to follow him so he gets up and goes lmao, the three of them leave the table and their drinks behind. (At this establishment you pay at the counter so they’ve already paid for the drinks)

These bitches actually get chased by the strings until they end up in a deserted place (the fucking back alley outside the mall where people usually load stuff from trucks)

Arashi grabs the makeup brush out of her bag so she can transform to do something about the strings, maybe cut them?? She doesn’t really know

So the strings form these circles on the ground right? Cool. They open up little portals and the dolls materialize out of the strings (it kind of looks like they’ve been woven together like a tapestry)

Arashi is trying to transform but she cant figure out how to do it. So Leo starts beating the fuck out of the dolls like the feral street cat that he is.

he starts getting his ass kicked and when he’s about to get slammed into a wall Arashi figures it out and transforms

she deals with the dolls pretty easily and they unravel back into little piles of string

anyways things go on, these three besties go back to the house to play with the cat and also patch up Leo’s scratches.

also Tsukasa saw the whole fight, oops.

yeah he saw them leave the cafe in a panic and decided to follow just incase the kids from his school were in trouble and he legit saw the entire thing. Have fun dealing with this Arashi.

I’m having a lot of fun with this Lmao. I hope you enjoyed this <<33

thank you for the wonderful ideas Rui. I have so much more that I want to write about this Lmao. I’ll be back when I have time and another outline that I want to share <<33

*gets out of a timetravel machine* hello, misano from almost a week ago :)

i would drawn all of this before but 1. i had no idea how and 2. last week i was in my house only to sleep haha /sobs

now going to the central theme!

early series Mika got the same social skills as a 11 years old introverted otaku obsessed with yuno gasai frfr

Shu being unbearable for Izumi is so fking funny to me for no reason. I've always felt like when these two meet they would pull each other's hair idkwhy JDFAS

Izumi is so done with that school that he can't not-be an asshole :)

also i've been acting like i know how tf Arashi's cat looks like but i can't denie it anymorE i think is this cat from that card cuz is the only one i can find

I like to think that some moment out screen she went to the closest pet store and just bought half of the store for her new kitty

thanks to Ritsu for noticing those strings or our series would end up a lot earlier than planned 👏👏

also while they run away from the strings you can't tell they didn't hit at least ONE kid like

Ritsu: *hits a kid with the bag*

Leo: holy shi-

Arashi: SORRY CHILD SORRY MA'AM

also i fully want to think that Tsukasa followed them expecting something surreal, but like drugs or them just doing a joke video surreal, not *now i suppose that i live in a magic world where people can transform and bring out a sword out of nowhere in seconds, and also there's fucking living dolls* surreal

anywys, amazing work as always my dude c:! I can't wait for the next chapter!! <-already read it 5 days ag

ME DESAPAREZCO *throws a smoke bomb**trips and falls*

#i dont have a lot to add today haha #im mentally dead #actually this whole blog was a joke and im just an AI trcking everyone #rui draw smth #ensemble stars #enstars #ensemble stars fanart #arashi narukami #(omg magical girl arashi) #mika kagehira #leo tsukinaga #ritsu sakuma #izumi sena #tsukasa suou #shu itsuki

[piningprecussionist]

(ooc)

Haha I'll just queue a few more panels from that blog and then- *queues like over 40 of them in one go*

. . .

okay then-

#ooc #txt #i just. kept going... not all of them are panels actually but most are #anyway. your girl is. ✌️ tipsy #so if any of those tags are fucked up when they come out of the queue. ever so sorry. i am trying my best even now #i p romise you #also... huh... just realizing this blog appears to have dead hours still #cause if the last queued post was 3 hours ago... and the next one comes out at 3 or something... yeah. huh #the spacing on that is surprising to me for some reason idk #whatever tho

[thasdorah]

looking at my muses and trying to make sense of the outliers (the 3 who aren't elves and don't choose elf forms and were not elves at any point in their lives)

#» out of character — ⌜number one elf apologist.⌟ #the answer is I love to latch onto underdeveloped girls too #it's 2 actually not 3. could be 3 if I finally made a blog for lorna. could be 3 if instead I chose the impulse to make it whitemane #not that I don't like picking up the underdeveloped elf girls either #staring directly at lana'thel and kelantir #hsvdjshdisud #I really need to just stop making blogs #and write more in all the ones I have #tolkien elves are to blame bc I read lotr at like eleven #and obsessed over arwen for a while #i never got through the silmarillion but i remember going after the beren and luthien stuff #just bc arwen and aragorn #I entered the elf phase and never left ig #it's ok i like it here #love my pointy eared and long lived little guys and girls (un)dead or alive

[lifelonglemon]

Sooooo.... I hear porn fandom is coming back to tumblr.

#hiatus #more like hibernation #actually like rising from the dead #i considered an 'is anyone alive out there' titanic gif #but decided to keep it classic #take it back to where this whole blog began #and re-embrace that initial awkward nervous feeling right before hitting post now #back then i was hoping i wasn't alone in loving dumb card game anime #now i'm just hoping i don't have to start from scratch #please tell me ya'll are still (t)here #and aren't so mad at me that you won't talk to me ever again #like maybe at least to help a girl figure out her way around this site these days #because fuck i missed these stupid hashtag conversations #and holy upgrade on the editable functionality of them now #(everyone knows that means i'm just going to use them even more right?) #tag disserations #but seriously #why can i never open someone's blog now? #is xkit still a thing? #was search always this bad? #do anyone still want to be my friend?

[the-acid-pear]

I won't go back to the post first and foremost because i don't want to annoy op lmao we already stablished w both have dif opinions and that's ok BUT

Blood just helped me read the whole thing (she just randomly decided to read it and asked me a few questions about it) and man, is op fucking biased lmao

#luly talks #this is about the Sheila stuff #like im sooorry again if im wrong BUT. im sure that lassie NEVER tried to fuck Ash #op acts like she was comig onto him but yknow i think that bitch wss just trying to be nice #granted he was hot (all the girls thought so) but . #god. god im actually getting mad #wasn't she actually annoyed at ash implying she was coming onto him? #like HE kissed HER unprompted and then SHE'S the fucking bad guy?! #ASH IS MY BELOVED YES BUT. THAT'S NOT EXCUSABLE LMAO????? #LIKE DONT YOU THINK *SHE* WAS ALSO A VICTIM JUST SLEEPING W THE GUY THAT KISSED HER W/O CONSENT??? #DONT FORGET THESE ARE THE FUCKING MIDDLE AGES #i need to breath im having a heated fandom moment #evil dead #<- here for storage i dont want to have fucking beef w no one i just want a tidy blog... 😭 #if anyone responds to this post telling me im wrong I'm killing myself btw /j

[taintedandviolent]

You look like someone I could bury in the garden

🌑🌒🌓🌔🌕🌖🌗🌘🌑

{Part II}

#american horror story #ahs #tate and violet #dark romance #ahs murder house #grunge #tumblr 2014 #violet harmon #violet harmon aesthetic #violet harmon exacts #tate langdon #courtney love #kurt cobain #tate real mom {real} #cemetery #girl blogging {but girl is actually dead}

[daily-cheryl]

for the romantic candidate qrt, what about feng min?

“Feng… Oh god… Fuck how do I explain it. So… I like her and I dont exactly know why. Maybe its because she reminds me of bits and pieces of some of my past partners, maybe its because we kind of match each others energy, maybe its because my sorry ass likes spending time with her and hearing about all the shit she had to deal with before she got dropped here. I like her and I want to get closer but I dont know if shes interested in me. Plus… Im really not sure if im ready to come out of the closet here.”

#silent hill #dead by daylight #dbd #silent hill 3 #sh #sh3 #silent hill ask blog #dbd ask blog #cheryl mason #heather mason #the pansexual disaster everyone. #shes got a fat crush on a lot of peeps in the fog #but shes a lil nervous on coming out. #actually nervous is an understatement shes terrified #dont really blame her. girl got snatched in 2006. #homophobia was still a thing

[hexedmaniacs]

local idiot dumbass tempted to go back to the hellscape that is tumblr rp spaces

#i So Badly want to write my girls in silly DMC scenarios by my achilles heel is my severe anxiety and lack of self confidence #in writing canon characters. so i rp to get the fix........ but also the dmc rp community seems to be particularly Dead(tm) #and also my previous attempts at running oc blogs never #pan out #but also........... my hubris #idk it's been a while since i dusted off the ol' html skills. does tumblr even allow people to use custom html themes anymore #i remember a whole thing going around a couple months back about people being shadowbanned or smth over custom themes? #idk. idc. i just wanna go back to the good ol' contained rp themes i used to make #ill think on it more. it also helps that rping is how i develop my ocs more #but its the duality of man of ->uses rps to develop characters but ->rpers want developed characters for consistency reasons #idk. who knows. maybe ill make a blog dedicated to them and maybe turn that into an rp blog if i feel like it. i really wanna do something #w/ these girls since i spent a lot of time designing them and i really like how they came out #idk im just rambling at this point #i wanna ACTUALLY DO SMTH with these ocs instead of just drawing them and letting them rot in the art folder #which i often do when making ocs #i can draw sure but i just *clenches fist* my anatomy of men is lackluster at best #kara spews shit #the pain of oc making

[yamikawas]

ok but literally anyone else who likes yoomtah too much should die.Lol

ps: girl i went so insane i hit max tags before i was even done typing.

#going on twitter to search for more images of her and being reminded that other people like her and getting violent abt it hashtag girl #full offense but you are never going to even come CLOSE to loving her the way i do you dont even deserve to LOOK at her ^_^ #bet yoomtah would shock you to death with a million volts to the head for trying to get in between us lol #(''you'' referring to the people i want dead for liking yoomtah not to the person reading this JSYK) #but like seriously why cant people just get that shes MINE and just shut up and draw her without saying weird crap #bro shes taken she would literally kill you for trying to get in between us the only one who she wants to cuddle and hold hands with is ME #her and i are at a point where we seriously know we're gonna get married and you STILL have the nerve to say things like that about her??? #SHE'S TAKEN SHE'S IN A COMMITTED RELATIONSHIP WE'RE PRACTICALLY ENGAGED HAVE YOU CONSIDERED DYING IN A DITCH AND GOING TO HELL #like what the hell is your problem are you somehow not aware that she is already mine. that i'm the one who truly loves her. #like what do i gotta do to drill it into your ignorant brains #SH TW /////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////// do i need to carve her name into my skin to prove it. Lol #i could!!! i really could!!! i bet no one else would do that for her!!! it would prove everything she means to me!!! #would you finally leave her alone then??? would that prove how much i need her??? would you finally let me have her all to myself??? #but she wouldnt want to see me hurt. and if she Did then thatd make me feel even worse. Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa #but i'm not about to hurt someone else irl to prove myself so what other option do i have #but also that'd require posting sh pics to prove it and well guess what happened to my old vent blogs when i posted sh pics -_- #ok if ur reading this and genuinely worried for my safety or something i am most likely Not going to actually do anything im just being a #lil mental rn and i need to get the thoughts out there so they dont fill up my brain i hope u understand JHSJDKFBJGKG #SH TW IS OVER U CAN KEEP READING IF U WANTED TO SKIP THAT #girl what is wrong with me i base my entire life around a cartoon chr and then get mad when other people like her at all #but to be fair she's the first real reason to live i've ever had like. #i remember even at early elementary school age i felt like i would question what i was even alive for and if i even had a purpose #i am not sure if that is normal or not but i have a feeling it is not? #and if u followed my old vent blogs u would know How i was. Yknow #and even with things and chrs i liked before none of them made me feel a genuine reason to live.Until Yoomtah #it didn't take long for me to notice that the happiness i felt with her was something much more significant #something that gave me hope to keep going. something that made me feel truly alive. #something i have never experienced before- she is something to LIVE for. #shes my everything!!! shes the reason why i was made!!!! i could never exist without her and thats why i felt so dead before i met her!!!!! #what i feel for her is love but also so so so much more than just ''love'' can describe!!!!!!

[genderfreakxx]

Can’t believe I’m experiencing my full blown MCR awakening in my mid twenties while going through second puberty because of HRT

I literally had the “your music is too violent and loud” argument with my mom during a family road trip like this shit is comically stereotypical at this point

#girl help I’m living authentically and experiencing the repercussions about ten years late #I don’t think I’ll ever stop loving mcr btw they’re just too important to me at this point #but wow they say queer people are forced to experience true adolescent freedom in their mid to late twenties and they were RIGHT #I was always too afraid of societal rejection to really let myself be free in who I am #I wanted to fit in and have other people like me SO deeply and terribly that I lost myself #and now that I’m finally just doing whatever the hell makes me feel REAL I think it’s coming as a shock to everyone around me #they’ll get used to it. or not. I can’t really be assed to care at this point #I only have one life and I’m gonna do what makes me feel like I actually exist #that being said: no more mcr in front of other people lol #none of my friends or family like them so I’ll just have to keep them as a source of comfort for myself privately #and of course on this blog lmfao I have to let it out somewhere #very strange to be feeling like a misunderstood teenager as a full ass adult #I’d cringe if I wasn’t so exhausted at denying myself things that make me feel alive #sorta cringing anyway tbh! but better alive than dead #blithering on #gender

[harristops]

I love how I open my tumblr wanting to talk about how cute Sloane and her aunties are and instead I'm bombarded with truly filthy asks about Ash being horny on main instead.

#Ash is trying to pry my blog full of debauchery from my broke ass hands #girl you're writing my posts and my asks for me at this point #what a dog bro AK needs to get her wife back under control this has gone TOO FAR #I'm dead I'm actually dead

[gaogaigoatgrrl]

i hope that in the wake of predstrogen/predesterone's back-to-back deletion we don't forget about the ongoing building wave of seemingly organic transmisogyny from the userbase leading up to it, some of which may or may not have been the result of terf psyops but all of which certainly wouldn't have been possible without the eager participation of a significant proportion of users, including but probably not limited to:

the entire concept of transandrophobia (if this offends you, think long and hard about why you want so badly for it to be real)

the ongoing backlash against the terms tme and tma (if they offend you, think long and hard about why they might have practical value to trans women and people with similar social positionality)

the ongoing trend of trans women's blogs getting flagged on the flimsiest of pretenses and generally receiving far more scrutiny for "adult content" than anyone else's

the seeming unironic revival of "baeddel" as a slur for outspoken trans women, on the basis of a long-dead clique that, ironically enough, self-applied the long-dead (and tbf, etymologically questionable) slur from the middle ages to reclaim it

the entire "trans women should be fucking trans men instead of complaining about transmisogyny" genre of post

the backlash when tgirls finally started calling out the aforementioned bullshit

the copypasted anons sent to several trans women (many of whom were lesbians) sexually harassing them and threatening corrective rape for calling out the aforementioned bullshit

the backlash when tgirls called the aforementioned bullshit sexual harassment

the expansion of flexible queer label use (which to be clear, i am generally all for) to include "afab trans women", muddying the waters and making transmisogyny harder to articulate

the backlash when tgirls started calling out the aforementioned bullshit

the aita incident in which a trans woman described a cis woman claiming to be a trans woman in a group chat and giving other trans women terrible medical advice based on no actual qualifications or experience, and got a huge backlash for warning them about the aforementioned bullshit despite the stakes of, you know, following terrible medical advice

everything from the sixth point onward happened within the past... week? two weeks? my sense of time is a bit fuzzy. who knows what the rest of this week has in store?

people on this website are so incredibly hostile to trans women even being able to name our own oppression, let alone resist it in any concrete way. and i know it's not just this website. don't you get tired of the crab bucket bullshit? holy fucking shit.

like, i've been lucky, i've overwhelmingly managed to dodge it (probably on account of frankly being a pretty boring and inconsistent poster). this time last year, i was actually bored that i didn't have anons in my inbox to argue with. but i've seen it happen to so many other women now, it's absurd. even if it never hits you personally, you can never shake the awareness that it's happening to so many of the cool girls on here, people you like and whose posts you laugh at and who you look up to. they just kinda seem to drop like flies over time. don't you get tired?

[swagging-back-to]

besties ♡♡♡♡♡♡ i got offered an interview for a nearby cornerstore too in the mornings so i can have an extra OOFM of income!

i just have to go get the paper application to schedule an interview ♡♡♡♡♡ besties i might be OUTA this dump

#p #girl blogging #and it's $15 an hour! #besties i might cry??? #im crying #haha #wow #okay #this is great im actually VERY happy about this #i might have to do food prep whichll suck because of the dead bodies but #!!! #i just got done figuring out my new budget and saving plans #catch me outside how about that