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aclowntiny · 3 months
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Hello everyone! I’m sure you could all tell but this blog is no longer active & I just wanted to make an official post about it. I still find myself enjoying the music a fair bit, but real zest for the kpop fandom has just naturally fizzled out & I no longer felt comfortable writing rpf :/// this’ll all stay up as an archive but uhhh yeah I’m sorry but I’ve just started new chapters in life & on here. If y’all wanna follow some neurodivergent/fandom spam on my personal, I’d love to see you over @spacemanxpaninis & my lotr fic blog @shirefantasies is still going too! Sorry about this everyone but my therapist has been encouraging me to do me 😅💁🏻‍♀️
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ALL THE SUPPORT Y’ALL SHOWED ME I TRULY AM GRATEFUL 🖤❤️
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daz4i · 2 months
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my writing under the cut i'm being very vulnerable here and keep in mind this is a first draft i wrote in 15 minutes so be gentle with me.
cw for violence and unhealthy relationships. technically self harm and somewhat implied cannibalism and sex. uh yeah
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i don't have much to say here. what's your favorite line. i wanna hear your thoughts (but like. good stuff. bc i'm sensitive 🥺)
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reddit somehow attracts the most low level, insecure, passive aggressive, fake-moral, judgmental ass people who find themselves in the most toxic and ridiculous situations that literally make me sick to read about
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flynnriderishot · 4 months
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Can you do a fic where the reader and her best friend gets into a car accident and the best friend dies and matt conforts her at the hospital or smt🫡 I love your ficcs!
you got me - m.s
tw: mentions of car accident, death, survivors guilt. let me know if i missed any.
a/n: i wasn’t gonna post this cause i planned on deleting this account but i figured why not 🤷🏾‍♀️
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you laid in the hospital bed, unmoving as you stared at the ceiling above you.
the lights were headache inducing but you couldn’t bring yourself to look away.
your body ached but you couldn’t help but think your heart hurt more.
she was gone.
dead.
all because some idiot couldn’t stop himself from driving while intoxicated.
all because some idiot didn’t think of the lives he’d be risking if he got on the road with even a hint of alcohol in his system.
and the worst thing? he was alive.
alive and well. or, as well as someone with a broken arm and leg could be.
you could hear him screaming just a few rooms over. pleading that they didn’t arrest him, swearing on his life that he didn’t mean any harm.
whether he meant it or not, harm was made.
and your best friend was dead.
you guessed the only good thing is that you felt like you were dying too.
it sucked to think that way, you knew that.
but you didn’t know how you’d get through life without her. she was everything to you. you almost never left each other’s sides if you could help it.
and now you couldn’t.
it wasn’t like you didn’t have people there for you to help you get through this, you did.
in fact, one of them was sat in a chair next to you, eyes closed, hand gripping yours as soft snore’s escaped his lips.
you knew he wouldn’t be asleep right now if he knew you were awake.
nick and chris were in the cafeteria in search for something to fill your stomach. they knew you wouldn’t eat anything but they also knew you needed a bit of silence to let your thoughts consume you for a minute.
now you wished they hadn’t.
you sniffled as you remember your shrill screams as you begged the ambulance to help her. begged them to care for her before they even attempted to pull you out of the vehicle.
unfortunately, despite how quiet it was, your sniffles had the person next to you moving around.
it was only a few seconds before he opened his eyes, hand squeezing yours to reassure himself that you were still there before he finally looked up at your tear stained face.
“oh, baby.”
matt quickly sat up, careful not to move too much in fear that he would hurt you in some way.
you shut your eyes in hopes that the tears would stop but to no avail.
“i miss her so much, matt.”
“i know. i know you do, baby. i’m so sorry.” he had moved so he was sat on the edge of the bed, hand tightly gripping yours as it seemed to be the only part of your body that wasn’t bruised up.
“i’m so sorry.”
you lifted your free hand to wipe your tears, unintentionally being a little rough with your movements.
matt’s heart clench as he watched the love of his life break down.
selfishly, he was glad it wasn’t you that died in the accident. he didn’t know if he could live with himself knowing you didn’t survive.
his warm hand came up to wipe your tears for you, being a lot more gentle than you were.
“i’m here for you, okay? and i know that isn’t the same as y/bsf/n being there, and i don’t want to try and replace her cause god knows i can’t…”
he noticed a small smile slip before it quickly fell.
“but i am here, okay? you got me. you’ve got nick and chris too. i’m never leaving you.”
your teary eyes met his, “can i have a hug?”
his face fell, “yn, you’re hurt—“
“please, matt.”
it didn’t take much convincing as he slowly lowered himself into your arms, his lips meeting the crown of your head, a soft whispered filling the room,
“god, i love you so much.”
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judeswhore · 7 months
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Jude posting a pic from training and you can clearly see his cock and you commenting something like ‘lemme suck it’ or something like that and the fans are gone wild
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going silly in his replies as if u don’t get to see the real thing ever day. calling him a whore and being all “u know what ur doing” and then “lemme suck it🧎‍♀️” bc u have absolutely no shame and he’s replying “omw babe🫡” even better if a few hours later u post a picture to ur story of the two of u in bed, so obviously post sex like it’s just clear as day that you’ve just fucked and u caption it something like “he let me suck it” and fans r losing their minds bc really where is the shame??? and all ur friends r just sick of u bc there’s no need. jude wld also 100% reply to the story even tho he’s sitting next to u all “delete this my family follows u”
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kamii-2 · 16 days
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i accidentally posted it but i screenshotted it before i deleted it 😭😭 anyway it’s gonna be short and to the point bc i don’t know much about her still but im trying my best to find things about her 🫡
warning(s): cussing, smut
genre: smut
pairing(s): azzi fudd x fem!reader
not proofread ☹️
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“fuck!” you moaned as azzi stuck her tongue in you, you didn’t expect it. azzi was on her knees on the floor and you were on the bed propping yourself up on the bed with your elbows. she removed her tongue and added her fingers and licked and sucked on your clit, making you approach your orgasm faster than expected.
azzi was going faster the more you moaned, you tried to hold it in as long as possible but the ways he was fucking you nothing was staying in. “oh god, azzi, i’m cumming.” you told her in between moans, “go ahead.” she said in between your legs.
she helped you ride out your orgasm and got up off her knees after. you laid there trying to catch your breath, you looked up when you heard the sound of the strap being put on. when you looked up you seen azzi buckling the strap on, she looked fine as hell. her hair in a low bun, sports bra, and a pair of lacy black panties.
she was walking up to you with the strap on and you continued to admire her. “you’re so beautiful.” you told her while using your elbows to prop yourself up and admire her, she smiled at you and gave you a kiss, “thank you, you look beautiful too.”
she put her hands on your hips and lined herself up with your entrance, she squeezed your hips to let you know she was entering you. even thought she told you she was going to enter you didn’t expect for it to be so hard. you moaned in pleasure and a little bit of pain. she continued the harshness but added more speed every few seconds, you were a moaning mess and just a mess in general. you had tears in your eyes and some down your face and you started to sweat a little.
“oh, fuck.. azzi, i can’t take it anymore.” you told her, your voice a bit broken and gone. “yes you can, you’ve taken harsher.” she said sort of panting, you moaned instead of replying to her. “i need to cum, b-badly.” you told her while moaning uncontrollably. “hold it for a little longer.” she said. she thought it would be funny to press under your stomach above your pussy and you couldn’t hold it anymore, you cummed all over the strap. “why would you do that.” you while out of breath and smiling. “because i want to.” she smiled back, giving you a kiss.
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sorry it’s so short and took so long to get out. anyway i hope you enjoyed, have good day/night, love you 💋💋
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ifwebefriends · 3 days
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Hellaverse Tumblr Simulator part 2
Part 1 here
TW: unreality, mentions of drugs, blood, death, sex, unwanted sexualization (with consequences)
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Callout post
I’ve come to make an announcement. Blitzø the imp is a bitch ass motherfucker, he pissed on Stella’s fucking husband, that’s right, he took his imp fucking spotty dick out and he said it was this big and I said “that’s disgusting,” so I’m making a callout post on my
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I’m gonna tell my crush I love her wish me luck everyone!
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Hey guys! Just checking in! How is everyone doing today?
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Unpopular opinion but the exterminations are actually really good for you all you’re so caught up in the panic that you don’t realize that it makes it so much easier for you since it’s less populated after that. You all need to stop bitching and complaining about it.
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Holy shit you guys actually killed him
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But we lost a fellow soldier along the way 🫡 rest well brother
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CHARLIE STARTED THIS?!? HELLO?!
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Remember guys! Asking someone how they d*ed and why they’re in h*ll is really rude and invasive! Don’t do it unless you know them well!
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Alastor kinda a hot twunk ngl
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NOOOO OP ALASTOR HAS KILLED PEOPLE FOR SAYING THINGS LIKE THAT TO HIM DELETE THIS BEFORE ITS TOO LATE
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You really think Alastor would kill someone with a bleeding fetish?
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Aaaaand he’s gone. RIP OP
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Do not forget what you’ve seen here today.
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Kinda feeling like this rn
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Yeah I want a number 9, a number 9 large, a side of small fries and a large Mount And Do
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THIS IS PERSONAL WHAT THE HELL
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rewritingcanon · 2 months
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Gimme that opinion on Drastoria 🫰🫰🫰
as you wish pookinator 🫡
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i know we have not a lot of information on astoria as a person, but the info we do have makes so much sense to me why draco fell so deeply in love with her. she was described as extremely kind, caring, and very open. she turned her back on pureblood traditions and beliefs— i don’ think yall get how big a deal that is. people make headcanons of the canon slytherin characters all the time but astoria is one of the only ones who genuinely fits the box of being a part of a noble pureblood family and rejecting their values (and she was probably in slytherin, which makes it ever rarer). she also seems extremely selfless— she wanted to have a baby just so draco wouldn’t be alone when she eventually died because she knew how hard it would be on him. draco had to turn against his own parents wishes and fight for their right to be married, which tells me astoria didn’t want to fight for herself and get in between draco’s relationship with his parents. considering draco’s character and all he sacrificed to honour his parents and have their approval, this was huge.
and then there’s that fucking letter bro. the one that draco writes to astoria on his birthday after she has passed away. HE STILL WRITES TO HER WHEN SHES GONE !!! this is like the equivalent of never deleting the number of someone who has died and letting the messages turn green because you know they wont respond but you’re doing it anyways because you miss them. ohhhhh im sick. draco loved her so so so much, she was his reason for redeeming himself and she gave him another reason to stay on that path once she was gone (scorpius).
i didnt mean for this to turn into such a rant in defense of drastoria but i’ve seen so many people complain about draco’s lack of a redemption arc and the fact that he gets with an unknown character instead of one of the main ones, but to me what we already have of drastoria is perfect. less ≠ bad ship.
tldr: draco and astoria make completeeeee sense.
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dreagine · 10 months
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Hi hi to all the sillies of the world!!!!
So, I’ve decided that I’m not gonna use this account anymore, or tumblr in general really. Social media has become overwhelming, and being on so many platforms and having a plethora of different accounts, side accounts has just been a whole lot. It’s been getting me down recently.
So I’ve decided to get rid of this one!!
I won’t be deleting anything on here, all my accounts will still be up, I just won’t be active on them until further notice. Maybe I’ll come back one faithful day or hop on every now and then…but for the most part it’s gonna be radio silence here🫡
That being said!!!!! I will still be active on Instagram under the username ‘Teazzrr’ in case you still want to follow me and see new art(hopefully)!!
But really, thanks for supporting me on here! And thank you if you continue to on Instagram. Some of the reblogs and things written in the tags and my ask box are just the sweetest things I’ve read ever, and they’ve given me a good laugh! I genuinely appreciate all of you, and all the kind words!!!!
All in all, not gone, just won’t be here on tumblr any longer, and this was a really long way of saying that, lolz!! :]
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konigsblog · 11 months
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thought about cat hybrid reader and ended up having brainrot over catboy ghost :(( him being so mean and aloof when you show up until he finally caves and lets you pamper him. massage the ears he keeps under his helmet all day (he has holes in the mask for them ofc), help him groom his stupidly fluffy tail, yanno :(((
and he gets all pouty and mean about you taking care of him, so he takes it out on you by bending you over every surface he can, sinking his teeth into your nape, breeding you over and over like hes wanted to do since he first saw you!!
he’ll never admit it, but hes become emotionally dependent on you. no one else can make him purr, let alone so loudly, and he purrs the loudest when hes finally decided that hes filled you up enough for the night 😮‍💨
i think this is pretty outlandish from other submissions, so i wont be offended if you delete or ignore 🫡✌️
his tongue grazing along your soft fur, growling and hissing when your walls tighten and clench around him, sending him over the edge as his cum filled your soaked aroused hole. whimpers and mewls escaping your lips, arching your back further into them, panting from your own orgasm. dampening the floor beneath you, the pair of you scurrying away before price could isolate and separate you from simon :((
price would be enraged, angered that you'd gone behind his back, going into heat and unable to keep your paws off eachother :(((
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ari4nee · 4 months
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hiii!
this is my first fic and it’s also pretty much a dump to get rid of my jjk rotted brain. i’m someone who really enjoys long chapters so my stuff is a bit lengthy but i’m sure it’ll tone down as i keep going with this.
i’m still getting used to posting on tumblr😭
i’m sure only like 2 ppl will see this haha
also i am just going with the flow cuz i find sukuna to be a difficult character but i love the college au vibe that i’ve read so i’ll be going for something like that 🫡
Curse Me
Chapter 1:
You and Yuji had known each other basically since birth. Your families so intertwined that some of your earliest memories were accompanied by Yuji's presence. It was easy to talk to him and he never seemed to mind when you became tired of socializing and silently allowed him to take over the conversation.
Nobara's introduction to the group was the easiest, followed by Megumi. Nobara often had enough energy to talk for the both of you and much to your surprise, you did enjoy the way she was able to pull you out of your shell over the past few years. On the other hand, Megumi was a little more difficult to get used to. He was silent, irritable, but deep down cared immensely about everyone he loved.
It's not that anything was wrong with him - just that sometimes, when left alone, the awkwardness between you two could swallow you whole. However, you both shared an equal amount of laughs when you started to bond over the shenanigans of the other pair. Poking at each other to get a peek at Yuji tripping down the stairs or snickering when Nobara would force Yuji to carry her bags after a trip to the mall.
There were others you appreciated like Maki, Todo, Panda, and Toge; but they hadn't become a part of the little family Yuji had built between the four of you in exactly the same way.
Focusing your gaze on the work in front of you, all you could think about was how you all had just started university and threw out false promises of this being the year that the group turned studious and diligent. Of course this initial proposition by Yuji and Nobara over the summer was met with a scoff from Megumi who quickly turned to you with a look that said, 'I give it two weeks'. Since then, it had been exactly a week into the school year and it wasn't looking good.
The lack of noise in the room was strange as get togethers never managed to be this silent. Nobara had her head tucked in her arm fighting the sleep that crept up on her and Yuji stuck his tongue out in focus as he jotted down a syllabus for this year's course work.
Megumi being the only one who had actually managed to complete anything, sighed in disappointment as he could tell the plan was already faltering. Even you, who usually managed to get everything done on time, regardless of your predisposition to procrastinate, hadn't gotten anything done in the two hours that had gone by.
Breaking the silence, Yuji threw his head back and pushed himself out of his chair, "I'm making a snack this work is tiring me out". Megumi shot him a stern look and sighed, "you didn't even do anything yet".
Yuji ignored Megumi's comment and happily walked into your barren kitchen where he tried desperately to put together a snack. "You need to go shopping again" he whined at you while rummaging through your fridge, your pantry, then back to your fridge as if groceries would magically appear.
"Maybe I wouldn't be out of food if you guys didn't constantly come over and eat my stuff", you laughed back. "You should make him pay rent for how he basically lives here you know", Megumi snarked and closed the textbook he had in front of him, stretching his body out to relieve his stiff muscles from sitting for so long. All you could do was laugh because Nobara, who usually loved joining in on Yuji discrimination, let out a small snore and a heavy breath.
A loud ping brought your attention to the phone on the living room table, the name read ‘Dickhead', with a middle finger emoji beside it. You deduced that it must be Yuji's brother as he often used that name more frequently than his actual one, "Sukuna".
As close as you were to Yuji, you never really got to know the older of the two. Other than when you had a crush on him when you were 13 and he was 15. Or when you were 17 and had gone a whole year not seeing him sulk around the Itadori house due to some trip. But when he came back looking way different than before, you awkwardly realized that you had finally grown up.
He rarely ever cared to spend time with the two of you unless it was ordered by their parents and that eventually became nonexistent when you reached your teens. You didn't know too much about him other than that after the death of their parents, he got kind of wild. Covering himself in tattoo's, worsening sour attitude, and his tendency to get in a lot of trouble wasn't even the half of it. The phone went black and you stared at it for a moment.
One thing that drew you and Yuji together so closely was the similarities between your lives. You knew him and his brother had lost their parents just a few years after you. They moved in with their grandfather but at the start of highschool, lost him as well.
You watched Sukuna's name light up Yuji's phone once more and you couldn't help but ponder how he took everything they went through.
Yuji always talked about Sukuna like he was the devil incarnate. Whenever Yuji would rant, you would imagine his brother perched on a throne of skulls laughing as Yuji cries in front of him.
Your friend had told you stories of how Sukuna would purposefully hide from him when they were younger until he cried thinking he'd never see his family again. Or how one time on Christmas, all of his gifts were replaced with empty boxes. You'd laugh and swear that these occurrences altered his brain chemistry equivalent to being dropped as a baby.
When they grew older, Yuji was always kicked out of the house when Sukuna threw parties with his friends. This resulted more often than not, with your best friend coming and raiding your pantry and keeping you up later than you'd like to watch films you had no interest in.
Yuji swore his brother lived to emotionally terrorize him and that if he could set a city on fire and make him watch, he would.
Whenever you grew to feel angry at him for being such a shitty brother, you'd remember how a few weeks after their parents passing, Yuji had stayed over covered in bruises. He had gotten into a scrap with some kids at school for talking crap about his older brother. When Sukuna found out about how the group had hurt Yuji, those kids showed up at school a few days later very much worse off mumbling about how 'Sukuna wouldn't let anyone else hurt his family'.
In some weird way, the two weren't all that different and they definitely loved each other. It was just too bad they couldn't see past their own shit to actually get along.
Yuji rarely divulged in fond memories of his mother and father with you, just as you rarely spoke of your parents to him. It was only kind of comforting to know that you had shared emotions regarding loss of each others parents. You had grown up around each others families after all. But Sukuna was different, he had always acted as if showing any sort of sad emotion was a weakness.
In fact, you remember during one of their arguments Sukuna saying that Yuji was a 'useless brat who was weak because he let himself get hung up by the loss'. This was a particularly harsh and unexpected comment after Sukuna had ruined one of Yuji's favourite t-shirts given to him by their father.
He often told Yuji to shut up if he got too sentimental or shut the conversation down before anyone could properly open up about anything. It didn't take much to notice that Sukuna's harsh words towards his sibling simply reflected his own fear of feeling like that helpless child crying at the news of his parents once again.
"Helloooooo" a yell erupted from the kitchen, shocking you out of your thoughts, "can you stop spacing out so we can go get sushi?".
At this point Nobara had begun to wake, eventually being fully sat on her chair nodding quickly in agreement when your friend had mentioned going out to eat.
You smiled and began packing away the little work you had completed hoping that tomorrow would be a better start to the year. This was the third time you had thought that.
The group had finally reached the small family owned sushi place you all frequented every weekend. Nobara loved the food here and would always try and persuade you guys to accompany her whenever she was hungry.
Megumi was silent, shaking his head at Yuji and Nobara scanning the menu like two children as if they didn't have everything memorized by now. He looked at you analyzing every piece of your face only to shoot you a look that said, 'are you okay?'. With a small nod you reassured him not to worry, it would be weird to tell him you were just thinking about whether your best friends brother was okay. And he knew if everything was truly alright, your walk home together would feel just as awkward as usual as the two of you moved in silence. Megumi trusted that you'd always come to him when you were ready and for that, you were grateful. The four of you continued to eat and share laughs at how poorly the study session went.
"Do you guys wanna come over for a movie? Maybe we just need to relax", Yuji offered shifting his gaze excitedly between you, Nobara and Megumi. "All you've been doing is relaxing, I'm going home I have another child to deal with", Megumi stood up from the table and waved his now ringing phone with the name 'Satoru' in bright bold letters at the three of you.
"You always look so miserable Megumi", said Nobara laughing at her friend's poor reaction to the call. He furrowed his brows together and simply answered, "it's because of Gojo. It's always because of Gojo". Nobara snickered at Megumi's use of Satoru's last name, that happened whenever he was irritated, which was often. With that, Megumi left before he could be ordered to 'grab more food to bring back to his good looking roomate'. And with a quick wave he disappeared.
That pair had always made you laugh, their dynamic was so unusual but also weirdly filled with care. You found out painfully fast that it was extremely easy to be annoyed at Satoru, so maybe Megumi had a reason to be tense around him.
Satoru Gojo was one of the top upper year students at the same school we had just joined and he must have been around Sukuna's age.
Regardless of being 22, Satoru acted as though he was 13 and always goofily teased Megumi about everything. He was full of himself (to be honest, he had every reason to be), arrogant, and almost on par with the stories you've heard about Yuji's brother with the girls and guys on campus. But Satoru wasn't a ruthless player, he was just touch starved and afraid to get close to anyone since him and his ex broke up at the kfc last year.
You had gotten an earful from Megumi that month about how Satoru wouldn't shut up about it; and apparently he still didn't.
"Ok it's settled then! Movie night at my place!", Yuji jumped up doing a little happy dance. You all paid and begun your trek to the Itadori household.
Nobara kept muttering about how Yuji better not choose a 'damn boring movie again this time' and rolled her eyes suggesting back to last week, when you all had watched all of 'The Lord of the Rings' in one sitting because Yuji absolutely insisted on showing her one of the 'best fantasy films ever made'.
Not even halfway into the first film, Nobara was complaining about how Yuji was a freak for being able to sit through such long movies. Little did she know this wasn't the first time he's tried to convince someone of the 'greatness' of these films in one sitting. There was once when you were 12, again when you were 15, and then that next morning because you had fallen asleep on his couch. To which he unnecessarily filmed you snoring and drooling all over your pillow like a 'gremlin', as he called it.
Nobara was right though, you didn't know if you could sit through another one of his hyper-fixation movie marathons.
"It's SO like you to not get why these movies are so good", Yuji fought back. Nobara offendedly pointed out that he was the only one that left a positive review for 'Human Earthworm' and suggested he better rethink his taste before coming for her's.
This bickering went on for the rest of the walk, so you silently prayed that Megumi might get annoyed with Satoru and choose to come back. At least then you'd have someone to slink into the background with.
The three of you walked up to a familiar large door and entered the empty house. It was always weird being here at first as it felt like over the course of time, you were greeted by less and less of the Itadori family. However, it never took long for your group to liven the otherwise silent house.
Nobara sprawled herself on the largest and most comfortable living room couch. Yuji headed towards the kitchen to make popcorn and snacks for the movie.
You found yourself hovering at the doorway fumbling with your phone to text your roomate Maki that you wouldn't be home until later. Just as you hit send and placed your phone in your pocket, the front door came crashing into your body. A tall figure peeked around the door and closed it behind him saying absolutely nothing about just accidentally hitting you.
"Ow?" you muttered waiting for some sort of apology, or acknowledgement, or any kind manners really. "Don't stand so close to the door", he said not sparing you a glance before taking off his shoes and entering the kitchen.
You followed him down the hall and plopped yourself onto the couch diagonal of Nobara. Your gaze settled on the two brothers standing side by side, their eyes casted down towards whatever snacks they were putting together.
The two looked somewhat identical however, Sukuna had a sharper, more chiseled face. His appearance had changed so much as you all grew older and while Sukuna only had two years on his younger brother, he towered over him. His broad shoulders came close to the middle of Yuji's head.
You knew his body was toned and full of muscle from days he spent at the gym. He usually had a lot less fabric on his upper half as he mentioned 'hating how shirts felt too constricting.' But you chalked that up to being an excuse for him to be a an arrogant dickhead.
Wrapped around his face and arms were sleek black tattoo's that replicated themselves symmetrically on both sides of his body.
The brothers shared the same pink hair with black a undercut but Sukuna's hair always stood up and away from his sharp eyes. You noticed over the years that he had a habit of pushing it out of his face in a way that made him look so effortlessly attractive.
They both resembled their father but Yuji bore softer features and rounder eyes. Even though he was also toned as well, you couldn't help but constantly notice the difference in their bodies.
Twice you had developed a crush on Sukuna, so you were no stranger to admiring his micro movements in a way that one else did. The attractive way his jaw clenched when he was irritated, the veins on his arms after coming back from a workout, or how he effortlessly ran his hands through his hair whenever he entered a room.
You couldn't help but feel a bit disappointed when he glanced at his phone, grabbed his food, and left for the front door once again. As much as you didn't know anything about him beyond your minor interactions when visiting his brother, he was nice to look at when you had the chance.
Now that Sukuna had left and Nobara had finished whatever she was doing on her phone, your attention was back to the group. Nobara raised her voice a bit so Yuji could hear from the kitchen asking, "hey did you guys hear about that party everyone's going to on Friday?". She had probably heard about it through the older students we knew like Satoru.
"We should tag along, it would be nice to get out. Plus we know a lot of the older students already so we wouldn't be walking into a party blindly", she said hoping that both of you would be on her side to make Megumi easier to convince.
"I don't know Nobara it's not really my thing", you admitted honestly but knew your concern would fall upon deaf ears. When Nobara has decided to do something, she will do it. Much to your expectation, she cut you off to say "come onnn just one night. Plus you're starting to get frown lines I'm worried you'll end up looking like Megumi". She shuttered at the thought. Yuji quickly chimed in, "Nobara's right, it might be good for you". Of course he would. He wanted an excuse to have fun but also a part of him knew it was good to encourage you out, to be less shy, to let yourself be happy.
You let out a huff and sat back into the couch and the two knew you had been convinced. A party with the upperclassmen shouldn't be so bad. You all were acquainted with Satoru anyway, Maki was your roomate, and Toge was always more silent than both you and Megumi combined.
Some of the others you didn't know as well but they seemed warm enough. How weird could it be?
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awesomefringey · 1 year
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Tonight (we live in Italy, so it was like 2 am for us) my boyfriend experienced his first OH MY GOD HE DID WHAT since he's been in the fandom 😂 he never listened to 1D, nor Harry, until we got together 5 years ago, but now the man is IN LOVE lol He woke me up whisper screaming that H posted a story wearing a 1D t-shirt and apparently (I don't have any memories of this 😅) I told him "Oh babe that's great. Take a screenshot, 'cos it will be gone in less than 2 minutes." Of course Harry deleted it, but the look on his face when he realized that I was right... 😂😂😂😂 He kept asking "How could you know that? How?!?" and onestly I didn't have a better answer than I just knew. I knew it. Now he is so suspicious, like I have a secret link to the man he is in love with 😂
HAHAHAHA!!! This is the best story ever! Your boyfriend is so funny! I’m sure if you tried, you could predict sooo much more. He would be blown away. 😅
Perks of being a longterm professional fan 🫡
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triocat · 6 months
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I did some digging and yeah.
@projectanomaly-deactivated20231 is gone. She deleted her blog.
Oh. She will be missed 🫡
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callsign-bunnie · 1 year
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look i know im annoying but can i have more ghost whump 🙏 also learning that’s he’s 24 hurts. he’s so young. imma need you to hurt him bad bc currently i need to feel something so whatever you do will be appreciated 🫡
Look, I'm gonna be straight with you guys, if I don't wanna answer, I just delete the ask. Trust me, you guys are so far from annoying. The only thing that gets to me is how many Konig asks I get and when people as for Noncon/Rape and phrase it as BDSM, even there, just be honest as to what you want, I'm probably still gonna write it.
Ghost had been captured and was now stuck in a box of some sort. It was too small, making him have to curl at an odd angle to fit. An ache was spreading through his bones and he started to kick desperately at the wood. 
Faintly, he thought he heard digging and had to resist the urge to scream. He was pretty sure it wasn’t real, that it was all in his head, but he couldn’t focus. The walls were closing in, threatening to crush him. Reduce him to atoms.
No one was coming. The last conversation he had with Johnny was him brushing him off. Price’s was a list of orders on what to do. He couldn’t remember the last time he talked to any of the others. 
Would they even notice he was gone?
Would anyone notice? Or would he just be a shallow grave?
Would they think he just stopped coming? No one knew where he lived. Would he be marked as a deserter, all while he sat there, rotting away while still alive?
He clawed at the wood around him, ignoring the burning sensation behind his eyes. He knew by now he wouldn’t cry. It wasn’t something he was capable of anymore. 
Digging his teeth deep into the flesh of his hand, he tried to calm himself. It felt like Roba all over again. He just hoped this person wasn’t into experimentation the same way. 
Ghost’s nerves were on fire despite the freezing cold creeping from the grave to reclaim him and he gave in to the urge to scream, hoping his captors would hear him and do something. Anything, just take him out of the box. 
They were speaking in a language he didn’t know. Couldn’t piece together. He wanted far, far away. 
Soap shook him awake, holding him tight. “Hey, hey, you’re okay.” He was warm against him, shaking away some of the feeling. 
Ghost touched his face, realizing he wasn’t wearing the mask. Normally he wouldn’t wear it to bed but something about not having it that night got to him. He grabbed it from the nightstand and shoved it on, not wanting to be Simon at the moment.
“Ghost, what happened?” Soap looked tired, holding on to him.
“I was in a box.”
“A box?” Soap mumbled when it was clear Ghost wasn’t going to explain further. “You screamed.”
“I don’t… want to be in a box again.”
Soap sat up, realizing he had an opportunity to get some information. “When were you in a box?”
Ghost sighed and leaned into him. “Roba put me in two. He used to put me in the a box with a scorpion in it when I wouldn’t go all out in the fighting ring. I’d sit there for hours, trying to stay still so it wouldn’t sting me as much.”
Soap hugged him to his chest, letting Simon hide there. He decided not to ask about the fighting ring today. “And the other?”
“He buried me alive with my captain’s body. They dug him up… Roba told me I should try teaching him what its like to be a man.” Simon sniffled a little. “They shoved me down there. It’s cold. It really is freezing. I had to crawl out of the earth. Tear through the ground until I saw the moon again.”
Soap held him closer. “I’m so sorry, Simon.” He held him close, kissing his face. 
Ghost hesitated, but this was… an opportunity. A chance to tell Soap more, in the quiet of their own room.
“They did other things to me… Experiments. They did… things to my hands. Did something to my ligaments or something so they’d bend more. It makes them ache in the cold. And they cut me open and rearranged my insides so many times and….” He buried his face in his neck and held on to Soap.
“Simon, you don’t have to…”
“No. I… want to . I need someone to know. Someone to believe me. No one every believed me…” He held on to him tight. “I got to the border. I got help and they said some of it looked self inflicted. Or like a botched surgery. Said I shouldn’t have went to Mexico. One asked why I’d want to change my figure anyway. They were so clearly blaming me. I tried to tell them about…”
“About what, mo chridhe?”
“I told them I had been raped. They only cared that a man had raped me, they ignored they had women do it too. And they only cared because they needed to do a fucking std test. I told my brother that they had a woman rape me and he said that must’ve been the best part… He didn’t mean it that way… but it felt like one more person blaming me. So I just…. Didn’t bother telling him the rest. I never told anyone. I’m dirty. It feels like the grave dirt is in my cells, packed in every single organ.”
Soap held him tight. “I believe you. I believe you.” 
Ghost sobbed, frustrated that no tears fell. He wanted the emotions out of him. “I can feel their hands sometimes. I fought back. I promise I did.”
“Simon, that doesn’t matter. Even if you didn’t fight, it wasn’t your fault. You were… captured. You couldn’t protect yourself then, but you can protect yourself now. And I’m going to protect you too. Keep you safe with me.” Soap put him to his chest, feeling his LT fall to pieces. He held him tighter, trying desperately to keep him together. 
“I hated it. I didn’t want anyone to touch me for so long. I want… I want to be normal again. I want touch to be safe.” 
Soap frowned. “Is my touch okay?”
“Yes. It’s so good. But I… I just…” 
“You don’t have to explain.” Soap reassured, pulling him so he was laying down. He curled around him as best he could despite Ghost being way too damn big to wrap all the way around him like he wanted.
“Do you… think less of me?”
“No, of course not.” Soap felt his heart squeeze. He’d kick those doctor’s asses one day. 
“Love you, Johnny.”
“Love you too, Simon.”
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sorikkung · 11 days
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hi friend! it's been a while, hope you're well <3
i got in my soobin feels a bit too much last night and decided i need to reread nameless bc i couldnt find anything in the tags that could fill the soobin void in me. except nameless is gone since i deleted without saving anything. but bless you for ur reblogs!! i wasn't able to get every chapter, but i had a working masterlist on google docs from the last time i tried to recover nameless. and ur reblogs helped finish it :) so thanks for that lol
sorry for taking so long to reply to this oh my god hsjdhdjdj i didn't realise you deleted nameless omg glad i could help on the nameless restoration project 🫡🫡🫡 just doin my part sir 🫡🫡🫡 are you gonna pick it back up again?? :00
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j2lx · 1 year
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Major life update... And maybe the end
Hello everyone! You might have noticed my lack of posts and the fact that I haven't written since the year has started, and I'm just here to address that (out of my own will, not because anyone is harassing me don't worry).
So basically the main point is that I've gone back to school after a good two month holiday! And it might just be the start of the year but I have club activities thrice a week, a research programme once a week and just a heck ton of school work to finish on a daily, and weekly, basis. It's notoriously known as the hardest school year, and I can tell you that it's true =") I've basically had to do school work till 11pm (at least) everyday and it really has taken a toll on my body too.
I'm in a sports club, and we have a lot of training... Yeah. Long story short, my body hasn't been very good with handling everything so far, and I've been on the verge of collapsing from exhaustion more than I should have recently. I'm definitely not getting enough sleep, and my physical and mental state is weakening by quite a lot.
Writing used to be my escape from all this stress, and I used to be very very happy when I started to write. But now, with more and more pressure (mostly from myself, please don't blame yourself for this) to write better, I'm feeling burnt out and I just have no motivation to think and explore all the ideas I have. I'm losing interest in jujutsu kaisen too, and I just overall am having an extremely long and horrible writer's block.
Right now, any time I have to myself (which is scarce enough) is spent watching anime, reading manga or gaming (aka time to myself and just time to forget the rest of the world). I seriously can't find the time to write anymore, and I can't keep pushing things (including school stuff and mental health) out of the way to write in general. From fanfic to the stories I was thinking of submitting for a writing programme (that I might not apply for anymore, idk) I just cannot bring myself to touch anything writing related.
So on an even more serious note, I don't want to disappoint anyone with my subpar writing or whatever, so I probably will just be throwing out and posting out the fics I've forced myself to write and finishing whatever requests I have left, before leaving for goodness knows how long. And if it gets to me too much, I might either delete Tumblr just as a way to get rid of this stress, or delete this blog altogether (trust me, I don't want to do it if I can help it).
Yeah so that sums up pretty much everything going on right now, and I really would like to thank everyone for their support (and if you took the time to read through this). Life just isn't easy rn and I hope you understand.
dreamer out 🫡
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