#gonna flip my shit

[dirtytransmasc]

mild rant, cause hotd TikTok is insufferable.

so I saw an edit, with the scene of Viserys on his death bed, calling Rhaenyra his only child...

these were some of the comments...

how dense do people have to be to say this shit, as if the abuse/neglect Aegon, Helaena, Aemond (and Dearon) faced, is the reason they are the way that they are????

aegon turned to his cups so young because he had to face the fact that his father didn't love him, his mother had... complicated feelings towards him (he was her first, born of marital rape that destroyed her life and childhood, and she loved him no doubt, but part of her hated what he represented in her life. all of which is Viserys and Otto's fault). not to mention the abuse he faced from Viserys and Otto (focus on Otto, cause he did what he wanted, since Viserys wasn't around enough to thoroughly abuse his son himself and wouldn't punish Otto for doing so). his drinking and need to self destruct to escape a life he doesn't want, turned him into the destructive, drunken bastard he is.

aemond was permanently maimed, an injury that very well could have killed him or hindered him greatly in life, and was ignored by his father, who then supported such an obvious lie instead of protecting his own son (aka, treating the greens and the blacks as equals and not playing favorites, they're aren't asking for miracles they asking for bare minimum). he suffered so greatly and his father couldn't give less of a shit. so on top of everything else, he had this anger boiling in his chest for years and years, stoked by his father's willing negligence. not to mention the fear it cause his mother (who was being manipulated by Otto) that Rhaenyra truly was a threat to his livelihood, which only targeted his anger.

Helaena, on a direct/surface level, was the best off, in terms of her father, but the ripple effect he caused on her life and those around her caused her to be married to her brother, who she didn't love, who didn't live her, and brought her suffering to some degree. it was the war Viserys practically created (tell me he didn't, I dare you) that sent her to madness (amongst other things *ahem* blood and cheese).

like, this man destroyed his children, directly or not, everything he did broke them down and apart, until he died, leaving them with a war that would end them all. his actions made them (Aegon and Aemond) into the people they were, but of course, that doesn't matter, apparently.

#gonna flip my shit #you cant hate the victims and then love/support their abuser #that logically does not make any fucking sense #and before anyone says anything #no I dont not hate rhaenyra/the blacks #they are morally complex and are neither entirely good nor bad #But if I were to choose one said to defend and deem the most 'right' I'm picking the greens and I will fight and die on this hill #also #yes I know what aegon did #no I do not support it/him (after the fact) #what I will say is #I support him up until that point with my whole chest AND acknowledge that he could have been different had his life not sucked so bad #also also #I acknowledge that the whole plotline of Aegon being evil was just to make the greens look worse for the show #so my feelings torwards aegon are complicated and messy #but I will always defend him in terms if the treatment he recieved frim Viserys #hotd #aegon targaryen #aegon ii targaryen #aemond targaryen #helaena targaryen #alicent hightower #anti viserys i targaryen #I want this mans head on a stick #anti otto hightower #I wish this mans desth was 10x more painful #lukewarm feelings towards the blacks.... thats all im gonna say #pro team green

[gunsatthaphan]

uhm wdym my 2020 otp secretly filmed a BL in Japan and didn’t tell me about it???!!?????!

#perth nakhun #lay talay #perthtalay #my engineer #Thai bl #bl Drama #UM EXCUSE YOU?????? #what is this??????? #if they only air this in Japan I’m gonna flip a shit #I’m shooketh how did my boy Perth not talk about this he talks about everything lmao #its called your necktie is crooked apparently lol

[shima-draws]

S. So I saw this figure of Gear 5 Luffy online that also had a built in lamp so I. I bought him and I finally got him in the mail and

HE’S BOOTIFUL….

#Really it’s the lamp that makes it look SUPER sick #The figure itself isn’t the beeeest quality in the world?? IT’S STILL GOOD THO #Also I’ve been wanting to buy a Gear 5 Luffy figure for a while now so when I saw this I flipped my SHIT #One Piece #Luffy #Monkey D Luffy #Gear 5 #Gear 5th #Gear 5 Luffy #Shima speaks #Video #Idk where I’m gonna put him tbh!! But I’ll figure it out!!!!!

[littleguy-pi]

ehhhh???? Something about Ethan Hawke’s face is IMPOSSIBLE for me to draw right so I’ve been trying to study him. Here’s some Todds I guess?? (and a Neil I used to hide an ugly drawing bc RSL is incredibly easy to short hand (just add the cheekbones and eyebrows then he’s done))

#also if I find this on Pinterest I’m gonna flip my shit #STOP PUTTING MY STUFF ON PINTEREST #art #dead poets society #dps #todd anderson #neil perry #anderperry #ethan hawke

[syrupyyyart]

I wish I wasn't such a flip flop!!! AAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

On an unrelated noted, I read back the few chapters of Motley I made initially and liked them more than I remember. Aaaaiarugh.

#i was making them when i was right at the start of another one of my patented 'i hate my art and everything i make' arcs #but now im not in that era atm and i like motley the comic :( #my flip floppiness is so embarrassing bro #i made multiple whole posts about how motley the comic isnt gonna be updated anymore. but i . am thinking about it again. #if i made another update everyones gonna POINT and LAUGH AT ME #look at this idiot ....... saying shes done and gonna make it a cartoon. and then pausing the cartoon. to go back. to work on the comic #theres something wrong with me like mentally i think #far out chapter 1 is ACTUALLY going well though #i busted that shit out in an afternoon. it kind of rules #i love having ocs

[incorrect-hs-quotes]

Vriska: Terezi, I cant help 8ut notice that the chocol8 chips cookies you 8rought to the potluck yesterday had 8ad vi8es.

Vriska: So I went through your ca8inets while you were sleeping and checked out the chocol8 chips you used. I mean they looked innocent on the surface, they were even fair trade certified.

Vriska: 8ut I just couldn't shake that itching sense that sometning was off.

Vriska: I infiltr8d the chocol8 company's headquarters 8y posing as IT support. and you know what I found?

Vriska: The guy who designed the la8els got a dui in 2007. So it turns out my instincts were right and you're a terri8le person.

#homestuck #incorrect homestuck quotes #vriska serket #terezi pyrope #mod terezi #i was originally gonna have the roles flipped because terezi would do some petty shit like that to investigate something #but then i realized it would make more sense for vriska 'i must drag everyone down to my level' serket do mental gymnastics here instead

[bigcats-birds-and-books]

Books of 2024: ADHD FOR SMART ASS WOMEN: HOW TO FALL IN LOVE WITH YOUR NEURODIVERGENT BRAIN by Tracy Otsuka.

I saw this on a new release promotional email and thought "well shit, that looks like my life, I should Investigate That™," only to realize it was a brand new hardback and I didn't want to pay $29 for 200 pages of information. Since I found out about it on release day, my next thought was, "Oh, I can check and see if my library has any copies!! We love supporting our libraries in this house!!"

Reader: They did Not.

But! I did find the "request a book" option on their website, and I entered this book, and I got a robocall within a week saying my hold was ready to be picked up! Y'all!! The library literally ordered this book for me (it was stamped into circulation one (1) day before they called me!), and now I have it to read! I love libraries!!

(book pic featuring the super cute coaster set @asexualbookbird made me that I love with my entire heart!!)

#books of 2024 #book photography #adhd for smart ass women #tracy otsuka #did i flinch a little bit at the gendering?? perhaps. #however. i suspect. despite that. it will STILL have so much information relevant to me #i've only flipped through it briefly so far but i'm fascinated about the nutrition section so i'll be reading the shit out of that #i have less than 14 days i need to get on this lol #in my defense: i was trying to finish falcon #and next up is dragon #i did not think a library book would be first on my New Books of 2024 list but here we are #i really do still want to read the architecture books and a BUNCH OF OTHER SHIT #gotdamn dragon is such a chonker #i'll be reading bitch queen forever i think #khine my beloved #anyway i don't think i can speedread this and i don't really want to?? #i'm gonna have to take Notes #on anything i want to remember #we'll see if there's much in there or not *eyes*

[fizzytoo]

adrien and rua take amaya to meet rua's side of the family! rua's nephew, broderick, makes his introductions too!

#ts4 #ts4 gameplay #sims 4 gameplay #postcard legacy challenge #let it be known broderick's name was randomly generated #rua holding ama while he talks to his brother and dad 😞🫶🏽 so cute #adrien showing loren baby pictures and bragging about how smart she is 😤 “you wouldn’t believe how quick my ama learned to sit up” #both adrien and rua don’t cuss now that they have a kid. adrien never really cussed maybe he’d say fuck or shit but that’s rlly it #but you know who does cuss? ru’s brother makani. it’s a normal amount but to people who don’t cuss it’s like ‼️ #and it’s rubbed off on isabella (the toddler) whose new thing is cussing #that’s why she’s sitting on the couch pensively while adrien reads to her after getting in trouble 😭 #i’m so geeked rn bc i’m far enough in this legacy for my sims to have cousins !!! little amaya is gonna grow up alongside her cousins !! #imagine the sleepovers and the holidays 🥺 the closest cousin i have near my age is 3 years younger than me and we didn’t grow up near each #i rlly wanted them to adopt an older child (bc i don’t wanna play newborn-toddler stage 🧍🏽) maybe i’ll have them do that when ama’s a child #idk i’ll flip a coin to help me decide #sim: adrien herrera #sim: rua kamealoha #sim: amaya kamealoha #postcard: gen3 #queue

[chopshajen]

2-5.

I am obsessed with the Trickster and will be for another billion years cuz I got to see the show again 💫 I doodled this on the plane on the way back, and as I am locked in an unending battle with the stupid nontraditional cut of the Trickster’s suit, it took some futzing before I liked it enough to post but here we gooooo

#I actually saw the show twice this time LMAO #I flew to SF for this shit I was gonna get my time’s worth #the first time the Trickster was played by Mitch and the second was by Joey who is who I was there for #and I got to meet Joey briefly afterwards! #he was so nice! #he’s only a little bit taller than me which is wild #god his dancing is so beautiful #and his characterization of the Trickster is perfect it makes me wanna die it’s so good #Trickster #Cirque du Soleil #Cirque du Soleil Trickster #Kooza #my art #Draw Anything At All Ongoing #seriously what is up with the cut of the suit #I know it’s so it doesn’t move around too much when they’re flipping all over the place #but by classic suit principles it’s all sorts of fucked up LOL

[honeypleasejustkillme]

why can no one accept me for not being okay, changing myself for others is fucking hard and no one understands that

#actually bpd #bpd problems #bpd vent #actually borderline #actually mentally ill #bpd fp #bpd #bpd shitposting #bpd favorite person #bpd mood #i know they’re trying to make me be more healthy towards myself and shit but after being this way for my entire life it’s kinda hard to #just flip a switch and be someone i’m not #i’m not a optimistic person #i’m not a healthy mindset person and trying to figure out how to do that is fucking hard and no one accepts that it’s gonna take me a while #to change #i just want to be enough #but i just fucking can’t i guess

[pippyparty]

trying to get back into drawing oiuuughh ft one of my dip auz

#pip's art #i never flipped the canvaz thiz could look like shit for all i know #cw blood #cw dead animal #?? #poorly drawn but juzt in caze #i didnt feel like coloribg... #my head hurtz really bad #bazically thiz au iz juzt #pip getz sent down go earth from heaven to kill damien bcuz hez the antichrist #but he decidez not to after falling in love with him #exvept itz not like oh he changed hiz violent wayz juzt for him ❤️❤️ no he iz crazy inzane coo coo juzt in love now #and damien iz weirded out by him n shit bbut cant bring himzelf to hate him #theyre both #really out of character #at leazt from how i perceive them #but thatz kinda the point #im not really taking any of it zeriouzly #itz kinda bazed off the little cringe mary sue thingiez i would make when i waz younger so itz juzt #an excuze for me to be silly and not really tske it seriouzly #alzo yea about pip being crazy and coo coo i gave him a scythe but i donr know how to draw it yet #i choze a scythe bcuz #....??? #idk it remindz me again of thoze mary sue ocz i uzed to mske #unironically i kinda love mary suez #a lot actually #theyre really fun tk mske #andreally noztalgic #um ok im gonna keep napping now bye #heavenlypark

[cocainecowgrrl]

actually archer is not over until I say it is. what if I just don’t watch the series finale. what if it’s never cancelled in my spirit. what then.

#archer fx #this is like #4000 mg copium mainlined directly into my bloodstream #holy shit #I’m going insane I didn’t think it was gonna be gone in like 6 weeks ahbsdjdixjcjkddodkfkofofkroofkffof #fx was like actually here’s your birthday present do a flip u stupid libra cunt. You and ur Babygirl #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #sadge………..

[scientologyblows]

okay but lets be very serious here right now, when they release a statement what exactly is that gonna change? don admitted to him and lex having intercourse (which shows that he coerced her) and matt and ryans texts show that the situation was handled VERY poorly. an apology isnt enough for the trauma they both have caused

#cuz you know its bad when even the subreddit is on their ass they’re usually dickriding m and r anytime someone makes valid criticism #theyve been let off the hook too many times a line needs to be drawn and this needs to be it #im sorry but sa is not something you can simply look past especially when they have a history of brushing serious shit off #what is there to even hold onto for them its not like theyre dropping bangers like they used to #theyre in drama every other month i know thats the appeal to some of yall but when things get this serious it shouldnt be hard to drop them #especially when they have piles of evidence lined up against them showing that they only really care about their channel and their image lol #yes im still talking shit because im very disappointed #also saying quote unquote check up on the big fan accs theyre going through it is very weird lol. we should be checking up on the victims #anyways the bad publicity will probably make them lose sponsorships and yall know the podcast was one of the only things holding them- #together financially LOL #worst part is matt and ryan have people relying on them to get paid.. their company is about to go to shit all bc they have no backbone #jacksons comeback post is gonna be a pic of matt watson flipping burgers at chickfila in a year or 2 #yeah yeah this is my last post about it for now until one of them says something i just needed to get these thoughts out there #rest in piss supermega your actions actually do have consequences and its clear theyre not used to being put on the spot like this #theyre used to people letting everything slide i know theyre all screaming and crying right now 😂

[orbiyoo]

my half finished clown :] happy halloween

#i really like how the hat n neckpiece came out :) wanted the sleeves a lil poofier but incan always give them a lil fill or something #im gonna finish the full cosplay on my own time maybe formmarch maybe nit. #i got up at 6 this morning to sew the sleeves on USBDUFBFGFJEBHYNSH #i did start the vest i have it all sewn and lined + the collar pinned to it but i just. uhg. the gold edge. fuck that #shoutout to my awesome classmate who gave me gold fabric to do it. sorry i didnt do it yesterday. too sleepy. ONE DAAAAY #i was like NO gold on the sleeves NO red on the puffs ONE button ebcause i dont feel like sewing more #AMEN. #that red fabric. OKAY THAT RED FABRIC FUCKING HTES ME ITS SOME SYNTHETIC WOVEN SHIT THAT WANTS ME DEAD. NOT WORTH IT #sits nicely for the hat. frays like a bitch. skips stitches like a bastard. does NOT want to press or iron. #i only just learned abt the burning synthetic fabric edge to stop it from fraying umm Yesterday thanks to aforementioned awesome classmate #so umm teehee.nits fine zigzag stitch works well enough. Okay im so tired i hust wanted to show off my gay little hat goodnigit #EDIT AAAAH THE PICTURE IS FLIPPED its ok i made sure to get the colors on the proper sides. red is on the left. believe me i made sure.

[pacdevil]

13 yr old me was so insane about my ocs i need to bring that energy back

#flipping through old art in The Bin #this is why you keep your old art you gotta look back on it and relive that whimsy and shit #reinstills my love to draw each time #am i gonna share it? no... the internet doesn't need to see where i came from..... #912

[lyxchen]

Okay so I hate this cumlords storyline already... Spider and all those other guys really need to either get a punch in the face or a good fucking talk about how they're behaving like assholes. I can't deal with this "ohh we men are so opressed nowadays :((((" bullshit. You are not opressed and you're behaving like huge fucking babies so shut the fuck up!!!!

#seriously this shit is pissing me off #i know that's what the show wants but if this keeps up for much longer and nobody gets them to understand how gross and shitty they are #then i'm really gonna flip my shit #i'm honestly sick of storylines like tjis #i don't care #make those men realize how stupidly they behave instead of just letting them go along with this shit!!! #heartbreak high #lea's random thoughts #the rest of what i've seen for the show up until now is great though!!!! #i have many thoughts