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alltoolewis · 2 years

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Love Bug- Mason Mount ✨

I did try and post this yesterday but it kept glitching & the tags aren't working 🙃 So 2nd times the charm! Haven't written much for daddy mount before so this was new... but I sort of loved it lol! Hope you enjoy 💛

Summary- When Mason comes back from the England camp, he finds you and your little one a lot needier than he left...

Prompt- "Aww did you miss me..?

"When's daddy back...?" Your daughter, Sienna, asked for the tenth time that hour. You tried your best to distract her with her dolls and her favorite TV show on the telly, but nothing was working... she wanted to see her daddy, and you'd be lying if you said you didn't either! It was safe to say you were both missing Mason's affection after being without him for almost 2 weeks... it has been the longest time you'd been apart since the euros and all you wanted was for him to be back at home and in your arms.

"Shouldn't be long now honey.." You sighed, picking her up and putting her on your knee "How about we make some cookies for him yeah?" Sienna immediately nodded at your suggestion, dashing off the to the kitchen as she already started planning what flavours to do... The sad truth was at this point you were willing to do anything to stop the excitement from becoming too much... you needed a distraction just as much as your 4-year-old did, that's how needy you had become!

You didn't hear the door shutting as you both danced away to Encanto! His heart burst at the scene in front of him, both of you giggling away singing, totally oblivious to his return. "Having fun without eh?" He chuckled as your heads whipped around so quick, you swore you could see stares. "DADDY!" Sienna yelled, pouncing on him as she wrapped her arms around "Hello princess... you okay?"

"I missed you..." She whispered in his neck, causing his heart to break "I missed you too baby..." Looking up, his eyes caught yours where you were eagerly waiting to give him a hug. You wanted to join in on the moment, but the mother in you was stopping you... knowing just how much your little girl has waited to be in here daddy's arms, you were willing to wait a little longer "Hey... mummy told me on the phone last night, that nanny & grandad got you some new toys!"

"They did!" She gasped, already pulling out of his arms to go get them "They are so cool, there's a doggy and kitty & a doll that looks just like mummy!" "ooooooo" Mason gasped, tickling her sides "How about you get them, while I say hello to mummy, then we'll go watch Encanto & eat some of those amazing cookies I can smell!" Without hesitation, she shot out of the kitchen, leaving just you and him alone... something you have been craving for a while...

"My turn...?" You giggled excitedly, causing him to let out a low chuckle at your childishness "It's your turn... come here lovebug!" Almost as quick as Sienna you leaped in his arms, wrapping your legs around his waist almost taking you both out. "aww, did you miss me?" Mason teased, yelping a little as you bit his neck playfully "Not funny mase..." You groaned, looking up at him with tears in your eyes "You have no idea!"

"Oh I do.." He smiled, carrying you over to the couch to cuddle you properly, finally putting your lips on his "Because I missed you just as much!" Pecking your nose, before your daughter came barging in, interrupting the two of you with all her toys in her arms...

The rest of the day was spent just like that, you and Mason cuddled up on the couch as Sienna told him everything he had missed the past 2 weeks. & although he knew he should have been listening to her, he was too lovestruck in his own bubble to fully understand what she was talking about... having you back in his arms and his little girl in front him was all he needed, it was all wanted!

Once the overall excitement of her daddy's return at gone, Sienna finally settled down on his lap, eventually nodding off. "How about I get this one ready for bed, while you run us a bath..." Mason whispered, already lifting the little girl up as you nodded your head "Okay." You smiled, pecking his lips and Sienna's head "Which bath bomb do you want?" Since you first started all those years ago, Mason had grew a sucker for one of your lush bath bombs, even stealing them for his own personal baths much to your dismay...

"Sex bomb..." He winked, before walking out of the room ready to put his little girl to bed so he could celebrate his return with just you. Don't get him wrong, he loved being a dad more than anything in the world, being responsible for a little girl who was the perfect mash of the two you couldn't make him prouder. But that didn't mean he didn't miss your old nights alone when he returned, both of you getting lost in love and lust without the fear of Sienna interrupting you or hearing it. So when he turned around after tucking her in to find you stood there wrapped up in your gown, his matching folded on your arm ready for him to take... he couldn't get out there quick enough. Muttering one last quick goodnight to his sleeping daughter head before he whisked you off your feet, carrying you into the bathroom as you both got carried away with love like the old days...

"That was fun..." You sighed, climbing off him as you crawled into his open arm, letting him engulf you in a hug "It was indeed." Mason smirked, kissing the top of your head as you both started to drift off into sleep... that was until the sounds of your daughter's cries could be heard, causing Mason to immediately shoot up. You couldn't help but giggle as he climbed out of bed, desperately searching for his shirt and underpants. Leaning over the bed he kissed your lips softly "Be right back gorgeous... daddy duties calls!"

Shooting you one last wink as he left the room he smiled "Try not to miss me to much love bug... or do if it means doing that!"

"Oh shut up & go help Sienna before I fall asleep without ya!"

#mason mount #mason mount imagine #mason mount one shot #chelsea #chelseafc #football request #mason mount blurbs #mason mount imagines #Mason mount blurb

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galvanizedfriend · 1 year

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2023 WIP List

I saw a writer I really love doing this here and decided to respectfully borrow the idea.

I'm feeling really bummed about writing lately, can't seem to find the least bit of motivation and have jumped from story to story without adding anything of substance over the last month or so. Nothing seems to spark joy. And yet I have thousands of words in half-written stories I'm not sure what to do with. Ideally, I'd like to finish them, but at this point, who knows 🤷‍ So this is a way for me to take stock, do some soul-searching, try to find where my heart is writing-wise at the moment and see if I can manifest some inspo.✨

These are not even all my WIPs, just the ones I have opened at least once in the last year.

▪ Speed Dating 3/3 Klaroline, friends/roommates-to-lovers

Started in June 2022

The final part to my Speed Dating sequel, which is much longer than the original story because I have no self-respect. Klaus and Caroline are roommates and idiots. The OG one-shot had them going on a round of speed dating and failing to connect the dots and realizing that what they really should be doing is sucking face with each other. The sequel is kind of an expanded universe situation, where I wanted to show a little more of their roommie chemistry and push them into situations where they are finally confronted with the reality of their feelings. But that only happens once they start seeing other people because of course.

I have maybe 60% of the final part written but for some reason, after word-vomiting non-stop for a while, I got stuck on a kind of major point in the story. I've tried to start it soooo many times and it just won't go. 🙃 I think I'm looking at a good 6 to 8k words more before it's finished.

▪ Random Fic (not the real title) Klaroline (duh), sorta exes-to-enemies-to-lovers I guess

Started in May 2020

The start of my romantic comedy phase. This predates even my coffee shop AU. It's Caroline and Klaus having a fling that ends very, very badly, but then having to come together again a year later to marry their common friend (and Caroline's ex), Tyler. I wanted it to be quick, witty and light-hearted and then at some point it got some very emotional bits in the middle and turned into something else completely. I guess it's still mostly light-hearted, but it has some ~~substance, whatever that means. I think it's an okay fic, and it's 55k words, which is not too bad, but then does anyone still read 55k all at once these days? lol

The fic is finished. I think I wrapped it up in April last year, so a year ago. But I haven't been able to go back and read it again. I've tried, and I've started it so many times, but then I always stop and never pick it back up. But like. 55k words of finished fic here. 🤷‍

▪ Pendulum Klaroline, soulmates!AU but make it sad

Originally in January 2019, started rewriting in July 2020 (lol)

I have issues with this story. It's the saddest damn thing I've ever written, but it's also my favorite storyline I've ever come up with. It got some hate at the time, I don't know why, but also some of the most heartfelt comments/responses I've ever received on any story (and I still keep them all!), so I think this is one where you either love it or hate it. But because I feel so protective of it, I have problems (of the personal brand) leaving it out in the open, and I don't want to repost it until I'm absolutely sure it's ok. As you can see, it was one of my first ever fics, so the writing wasn't the best. But I still love it, I don't care. I keep wanting to make the writing match how much I love the idea, and I don't know if that's possible. 🙃

It's the rare AU I write entirely from Klaus' POV, which is something else. I'm not sure I'm that good with Klaus. It's also an AH, but it has a little magic twist. Every time Klaus dies, his life just restarts from the exact same point. He's born on the same year, at the same place, to the same parents. Except he remembers his previous lives, and so he accumulates the knowledge of hundreds and hundreds of previously lived years each time he's reborn. And then shit happens.

First time I posted this, it was 57k words long. I have successfully finished rewriting the first of three parts, which is around 14k words, but as you can see, I have been in this process since 2020 (!!!), so I need to go back and tinker with that as well. May God have mercy on my soul.

▪ Mystic Tours (not the real title) Klaroline, friends-to-lovers but also fake dating

Started in January 2023

This was inspired by Lovelight Farms by B.K. Borison, except it's not a Christmas story, and it doesn't actually have any farms. It has Klaroline fake dating to try and win a contest that can potentially save Caroline's failing business, and also loads of side-characters Sound of Settling style (including a horde of Mikaelsons and Bonnie and Enzo as Caroline's co-workers). I really like writing stories where I can fit a bunch of side characters and make the whole thing sorta absurd. But I also wanted to try to make something quicker, more dialogue-oriented and with shorter scenes. AND YET. I just can't seem to make it work, the writing kinda sucks.

I have some 6k words of this, but can't tell you how much of that is actually usable. And it's maybe 10% of the story. 🙃

▪ Friends that Ruin Your Life (may or may not be the title, undecided) Klaroline, Klefan (!!), affairs, fucked up people, angst

Started in March 2023

The five minutes during which I decided I wanted to go back to my origins and write something angsty and filled with complicated situations, a bit like Gasoline. It features Klaus and Stefan as a couple, and Caroline getting sucked into their messy marriage. So yes, Klaus is having an affair. In his defense, so is Stefan. Caroline's moral compass gets all out of sorts and she realizes the world is a lot less black-and-white than she'd previously assumed and sometimes you do get judged by your one-offs, even if your heart is in the right place.

I got super excited about this one and churned out the entire plan for the whole story, with all the scenes and most of the dialogues and the document alone is like 60k words long. I wrote that in like three days. 🥲 I don't think I could make it a one-shot, and I think that left me bummed because I didn't want it to be a multi-chapter. And then I'm not sure the writing was coming along fine enough, it wasn't flowing, and I started to question whether it was actually good or if I was totally tripping when I had this idea and this was actually insanely shitty. lol Leaning more towards the second right now.

▪ King Arthur AU (not the actual title) Klaroline, magic, fantasy, King Arthur

Started in March 2021

This is very high fantasy, and very intricate. It would be a multi-chapter, but I have no idea how long. I think I was leaning towards 10 chapters. I have four written. And the writing is fairly decent, if I may say so myself. But as it usually happens with me, I get to a point where I start wondering why am I even writing this, and then I stop. 🥲🥲 I also think I was having some doubts about how to wrap it up. It had maybe more plots than I wanted to work with. King Arthur was actually Elijah, and Klaus was Mordred, and Caroline was Guinevere-ish, a witch undercover in "Orleans" (I'm so creative!!).

Only reason this is even on the list is because I recently read the four chapters I have and thought they were pretty decent, but I haven't written anything in almost two years, so maybe I've swiped up on this one already.

▪ The Wolf III and IV 🤡

Started in October 2020 (!! when I tell you guys I've had this written for years lol)

I have technically written The Wolf 3. It's in my "headcanons" format, which is honestly a joke, because clearly I don't know how to write headcanons. 🤡 But as you can see by the starting date, it's very, very old, and it requires full rewriting and lots of editing. Chapters are 15 to 20k words long (some are longer). TW4 is a different story. I never actually wrote it down, all I have is a full, detailed plan of all the scenes and shit. My idea was to not split the two stories into two different fics, but rather continue on with TW4 in the same AO3 "document" (???) as TW3 and make it 34 chapters long instead of 21. It doesn't make a lot of sense, but also I don't have it in me to start another separate story.

But here we are, stuck on S03E17. 🤡 Gonna be honest with you, my dudes, it's been rough to find the motivation to open that document. I think I have half of 17, maybe, but I haven't touched that in over a month. Laely, I have been often sent into thinky thoughts that you really shouldn't have when you're writing fic just for the hell of it, you know. Like, this is in no way meant to be a great piece of writing, I shouldn't be worried about that. It's the fan service of the fan service. But I start to think about the real quality of it and whether it even makes sense to be writing it, I realize I wrote one fic that was good, a second one which I personally think was even better, and then I made the classic mistake of having one too many sequels. This is Jurassic Park III. It's not as crappy as Jurassic World, you have Sam Neill, but should it exist? I just want Klaus and Caroline to be together for a change, and I love adding random final scenes in every chapter where it's just the two of them being married, but - should this be written? Or rather, should this have been posted in the first place? Do we really wanna see them being domestic? Doesn't that kind of kill the vibe? I don't know, man. I don't know. Chapter one was a blast, people seemed so into it and I wrote five chapters at once and got maybe a little over-excited, and then which each update I feel like there's less and less readers and it really gets me thinking. These thoughts are sabotaging my will to write. I need to get back on my fuck it horse.

It will come to me at some point, though. I'm sure it will.

Anyway, these are all my current WIPs! Comments, ideas and positive energies are all welcome! ✨ Let's return to this in december and weep at how little progress I've made 🥲

#yokan writes #WIP list #klaroline fanfiction #i really need to find a beta reader because I feel so sorry for my med student friend #trying to learn how to save lives while I throw 60k words of shit at her 🥲🥲#luiza i'm so sorry

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slumped-in-the-arms-of-fiction · 20 days

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N I C O L E

For the fic meme 😘

Ahhhh, you're so cute, I love you 😍😍😍😍 Thanks babe, excellent letter choices 😉

N: Any fic ideas brewing that you’d care to share?

Ohhh, so many. Too many. I tend to get a bolt of inspiration, start writing, and then get waylaid by another idea. But one I am making some inroads in at the moment is a weird little ✨time✨ fic, but I don't want to give anything away for that. We'll see if it works out LOL

I: How many fandoms have you written in? Do you have a favorite?

*joints start creaking* back in my LJ days I wrote for Supernatural mostly, but d(r)abbled in a few others like True Blood. But yeah, three mostly – SPN early seasons, Gilmore Girls and Hellcheer, the latter two being the only ones on AO3. I got into writing later than most and also took a massive break. Hellcheer is my absolute 100% most favourite ever, in case no-one realised 🙃

C: How did you come up with the title to [insert fic]?

I'm gonna just pick one, lemme see. "Those were days of roses" is a line from the Tom Waits song Martha, which I just adore – in it an elderly man contacts an old flame to see if she remembers him. The short little fic is just a chance meeting when Eddie and Chrissy are middle-aged and haven't seen each other in 20 years. I tried to imbue the sense of melancholy from the song into the fic, but gave them a little more hope, I think.

O: What are your thoughts on people writing fanfic of your fanfic?

Uhm, sure, go for it! I don't think anyone would, I don't think any of it would particularly lend itself to it, but inspiration strikes from anywhere!

L: Which of your fanfics was the most emotionally challenging to write?

Most of my Hellcheer stuff is a bit of fun and not really emotionally taxing, I think. But my GG fic Not Time's Fool, maybe? I wrote the spaces between canon, so trying to see how Rory and Jess could move forward with those events took a bit of meditation on my part on why they would and how they could.

E: What character do you identify with most? Is there a certain fic of yours that captures these qualities particularly well?

I don't know about identify, but there are some qualities in Eddie that feel like me. Or maybe that's just the Eddie I write – I probably write him lighter than canon tbh 😆 While I didn't stand on tables and act out so dramatically, I have always been someone who is a bit of a clown, who has a sarcastic comment or dumbass quip. Which fic shows that best? Fucked if I know. Maybe my New Girl fic, or Mary Jane?

(Also the sense of bottled up rage, or rage that simmers under the surface that Eddie has in some canon scenes. That's me too LMFAO)

Thanks for the ask, my love! If anyone else wants to read more waffle like this, check out the ask meme!

#the ask and the answer #ask meme

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thedarkestgreys · 6 months

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tagged by both @stannisfactions and @theangrypomeranian 🖤🖤 thank you friends!

How many works do you have on AO3?

67 but something new is popping up for halloween

2. What's your total AO3 word count?

so it says 976,114 but 266,429 of those words are from @baratheonbrotherspresent group written co-op fics

3. What fandoms do you write for?

primarily Fexi/Euphoria right now. but i've also written fics for ASOIAF/GoT, Eternals, Star Wars Sequel Trilogy, and Teen Wolf over the last near decade.

4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

your violent overnight rush (fexi) stages (jonsa) and i'll do anything you say (if you say it with your hands) (drukkari) slow hands (drukkari) and then a fic that i currently have hidden 😅

5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?

always! even if it's a quick TYSM FOR READING. i always appreciate when readers take the time to leave a comment, and i want to show my love back.

6. What's the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

i don't think i've written anything with an angsty ending tbh. yes, lots of angst in various fics, but i'm a happy ending girlie through and through.

7. What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

as stated above, im a happy ending girlie. but maybe my heart's gone double time if i had to choose.

8. Do you get hate on fics?

i haven't in a long time, but in the past yeah. like drove me away from a ship and shut down my interest in writing for like a solid year. it wasn't even about the writing, it was about the plot (a Sweet Home Alabama AU) and the comments were unnecessary (go read the wiki on the movie yall its not hard) and it just sucked lol. that was a hot minute ago though. we're good now.

9. Do you write smut? If so what kind?

hahahaha do i write smut???? i have an internal checklist of all the smutty things i haven't written yet that i want to give a go, so you could say that. (note: daddy kink is off the list and never to be seen from me again)

10. Do you write crossovers? What's the craziest one you've written?

i do not! but i like to write a lot of AU's of different media.

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

as far as i know of, no i haven't.

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

i've had some offers in the past to have things translated back in the GoT days but i never gave the okay on it simply because it was a fic i never completed (ya girl used to get in over her head)

13. Have you ever cowritten a fic before?

technically the BBP fics are cowritten but we all did our own chapters following a basic outline of plot/storylines and worked around what other authors were posting. it was chaos and hilarious and the most fun i've ever had

14. What's your all-time favourite ship?

to write for? i'd have to say it's fexi, they unlocked a new level in my brain as an author. shout out to my favorite non-canon little crackship that could podrya though - i'll love you forever. to read? this is like asking someone to pick their favorite child. i've read so many incredible fics across a ton of different fandoms. but god i guess the ones i still seek out frequently is dasey and dramione. wouldn't say i have a favorite though?

15. What's a WIP you want to finish, but doubt you ever will?

i really want to finish but the wolves came and went and i think i'm sitting on at least two chapters completed for it right now lol someday i'll sit down and finish writing the whole thing and get it posted.

16. What are your writing strengths?

plotting. world building. exposition. keeping characters in character. i've been told i'm good at writing big emotions too?

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

i've improved greatly but i still struggle with dialogue. 🙃

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic?

okay so. when i was writing slow hands as i got further into the story i really started describing the actual sign language being used by makkari and druig. hours of watching asl videos to pick out different words or phrases to translate. it was fun and it was hard work and i ended up with a whole new appreciation for asl. but it also felt important to really dig into describing the asl and i'm glad i did it.

19. First fandom you wrote for? ... and i'm still bitter about the cancelled reboot.

20. Favourite fic you've ever written?

taking yvor out of the equation: my fexi warm bodies zombie au sharing different heartbeats mostly i go back and read it and go "wait i wrote this?" because i don't do zombies at all lol. i'm just very proud of it.

tagging: @sarahcakes613 @muserepeats @calculated2stagger @iwantthemtostay and @idontneedtobeforgiven

#fanfic writer dash tag games

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bleachbleachbleach · 9 months

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7/24 - 7/28/2023

I said I wanted to finish Rukia 1 by "Wednesdayish" which apparently means "Friday," but it is done! The two scenes I needed to finish were a conversation with Kyouraku, which was not as hard as I thought it would be, and a conversation with Renji, which ended up being a lot harder than I thought it would be. The prospect of trying to say anything else about this chapter--what might be working, what I'm worried is not, what I want to tackle in revisions--makes me feel 🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃 and/or delusional, so I will not. It is done for now, it is just under 10k, and I've decided what I want to do next is move into Renji 2 and then read through Chapter 1-6 to get a sense of what I'm working with before I finish Rukia 7, with the goal of doing so (and completing Part 1) by the end of August. I am hoping this will not result in me feeling compelled to make extremely dramatic changes, but if it does, I would like to know about them while Part 2 still feels drafty and flexible. XP

It's funny, because while I was organizing my files, I found a note I'd written a year ago that gave a rundown of what kind of headspace I thought each character was in and how they were likely to come into this fic acting. I am fairly certain I have not looked at this note since I wrote it, but was very pleased to see that the way I wrote Rukia 1 corresponded well with what I thought she'd be like, even though in that intervening year I haven't been focused on most of the Rukia parts. Is it in-character? 🙃 I'm trying not to ask myself that yet. Everyone else is either pretty on point with the notes or I haven't yet focused on their chapters enough to really know where they will take them. Except for Hitsugaya, who is completely different.

In any case, here is how this fic (currently) begins:

After the war, Kuchiki Isamu had languished in a private bed, in the care of a dozen nurses, for one hundred days. Then he died. Now it’s been another hundred days, and another memorial is in order. Like many of Isamu’s cousins, Kuchiki Rukia is dressed in uniform black for the occasion. Her arm does not bear her vice-captain’s badge; any whisper of the 13th and its late Captain Ukitake would only be a distraction, and she is here as the Lady Rukia. Her tekkou are silk, white on white, the finely woven pattern of Kuchiki crests revealing itself in the turn of light.

Or it would, if Rukia were in the light. If she were part of the processional through the courtyards with Isamu’s immediate family and his most immediate branch families, and the families closest after that, their kinship obligations blooming outward like chrysanthemum petals. If she were among those sitting under the great gold lanterns in the memorial hall, light dancing as the swell of reiatsu makes them waver. If she were part of the full delegation of Kuchiki chanting the litanies of the dead. “Rukia! What are you doing here?”

Last time they’d spoken, when Head Chef Kuchiki Masami was preparing the tasting menu for Rukia’s promotion banquet, Masami had yet to stop calling her “just call me Rukia,” though the nickname was by then decades old. (“So, just-call-me-Rukia, if I have my sous place the order for abalone by next Tuesday—” “Just-call-me-Rukia, would you prefer steamed or roasted?” “You know, just-call-me-Rukia, I’m still waiting on that fancy Inuzuri ultraspice you keep talking so big about—")

Either the world has finally changed enough or Masami is too distracted to indulge in old times’ sake—in which case Rukia shouldn’t be here at all, never mind what for. But then Masami bends low enough to kiss Rukia on the forehead as she flutters past her, tall and bird-like, and says, “That work station isn’t stricken yet. Careful of the rice flour—your blacks, my love. Your blacks.”

#stories for the sea

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zeroducks-2 · 9 months

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Important question:

Mermaids??? I must know!!! (Please)

This is one of the less consistent wips that I have (so far it's just notes and bits of ideas, I haven't actually written anything). It came to me because I was figuring out a scenario which would suit the "trapped in a net" prompt of my BTHB card, and initially I thought of an animal shape-shifting AU but then discarded it because it occurred to me that it's Beast Boy's power, I started picturing all characters green in my head and that kinda killed it for me haha.

So eventually I thought of a mermaid AU, and the gist of it goes that it starts with young sailor Slade participating in an action to take down a pirate ship, and at some point he ends up alone in a section of the cargo hold to find a merman trapped in a net. The creature is hurt, dehidrated and won't survive for long unless he receives help, and Slade delivers by setting it free from the hooks of the net and allowing it to leave the ship undetected.

Flash forward to about 50 years later, Captain Wilson now commands the Deathstroke as an implacable scourge of the seas. No one knows why, not even him, but he doesn't grow old and there doesn't seem to be a wound that can kill him, even a sword through his skull took his eye but not his life. However unlike him, his children are vulnerable to harm and disease, and he sets off to find the merman he helped because he heard that merfolk possess the secret to heal all maladies and extend mortals' lives (and he either already lost Grant and Joe, or maybe only Grant, and he's trying to save Rose's life as she's very sick. Or anyway some variation of this).

Somehow he knows how to find the merman that he helped decades before, and again he doesn't know why. It's like there's a link between them that he is made aware of the moment he starts looking, and eventually he manages to find and capture the creature (who basically let's himself be taken). Slade doesn't plan to harm him, he thinks that the merman will agree to heal his child and the creature would in fact do it but it turns out that he can't: he used his magic decades before to gift Slade with his healing factor, to thank him for setting him free, and he can't do it with any other human.

That's what I have so far, and I have various ideas on how to continue it but nothing is decided, and I should actually set to write it I guess instead of just thinking about it 🙃🙂🙃

#Nothing special there's way better mermaid AUs out there #The thing is that when a story is not centered around smut I love to plan it and prep it but then I don't actually write it...#My asks #Thank you for asking thesubtextis :)#wip ask game

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radiovisual · 3 months

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are you going to come back?

((I keep telling myself im going to, but im not sure. Im especially unhappy with how this blog was written and how it looks at the moment, bc theres a lot of things id Want to change before getting back into rp here, but I have no energy or motivation to do so 😔 my art block from last year is Still ongoing, im still deeply fixated on other fandoms, and VERY recently I had an epiphany of some kind and haven't been able to stop paying attention to the news, bc anxieties about what's happening in Gaza/the West Bank, Sudan, and Chile, and not to mention this next American presidential election, have me reassessing my priorities in life, ykwim?))

((Im still around technically, i wont be deleting this blog or anything, im just in kind of a tough spot, mentally+emotionally+physically, and that makes it hard to get reinvested in something like this.))

((There's also the factor of... feeling rather restricted in this community. It's not any particular person or group of ppls fault, people are entitled to feel however they want around fictional subjects and themes, but i know that the types of things that i like to write and rp are dark and mature, and this fandom [despite the Nature of the show itself and the topics it covers] tends to attract a lot of very aggressive, very judgemental people -- as im sure youre all aware 😂 i found some friends here, but even still, a lot of the time i know i Can't get into the kind of stuff i ACTUALLY want to write, because most of the ppl in this community would [at least, way back when,] assume that That kind of writing means I'm a bad, dangerous person who wants to engage with those themes in real life 🙃. Which isn't to say anyone is Wrong for avoiding me if darker themes trigger them, by all means PLEASE block me for your sanity if thats what you have to do!! but when most all of those Exact Themes are LITERALLY, graphically present in the show, now, it's like. Idk man whats going on! Why are you here! if sexually abusive relationships bother these fans so much, then Why are they in THIS fandom of all places instead of somewhere tangibly Safer for their sanity, yk???))

(( i don't know. Maybe im just a brat, but ive always felt a little put out by the Hazbin community online. Its extremely self policing and isolating trying to find people i can feel comfortable talk to about my ideas, so ive kind of... given up and moved on, found a nice group of Freaks to be perverted about the Avatar sequel instead lmao))

((So... idk. I guess we'll see. But im very sorry it may have been wishful thinking when i said id come back. I really, truly meant it at the time -- things just changed 💔, both in me And in the community. And maybe theyll change again, idk!but i Do know there's people in this overarching Hazbin Tumblr RP community who don't like me very much (which is Okay), and I don't want to force myself to walk on eggshells anymore -- so I'm won't💪😎))

((I adored my time here while i was active, whuch it why i wont delete it -- i go back to re read threads all the time! -- but unless there's a group of sexual weirdos developing that i could fall in with AND I can find a way to balance this with the rest of my life, im still gonna be on this indefinite hiatus 💀👍 sorry))

((Btw -- Palestinians are in desperate need of e-SIMs to keep in touch with their loved ones and to organize humanitarian aid within the Gaza strip itself -- if any of you have a few spare dollars, please consider getting involved. I know the news is very quiet rn, especially if you're in America like me, but let me make this very clear; We are. kind of sort of Already IN World War Three. Russia and China and the global south are finally starting to hold the west accountable and the west is failing a shitting its pants about it Spectacularly. The world order is literally shifting. There's not one, but SEVERAL major international conflicts brewing right now, as America is sliding into fascism at break neck speed bc Genocide Joe is finally realizing he's probably not going to get re-elected [on account of all the genocide] on TOP of finally seeing the tangible effects of climate change. South America and Australia are on FIRE. Like NEVER before.))

((Never Again is Now. We could be going over the temperature "tipping point" of the planet BY 2030. now is NOT the time to be wallowing in escapism, no matter how much we desperately need/want it. If there is EVER a time to get involved with the real world and to take a step back from the internet and high stress fandom bullshit, it is NOW. No matter what Side of these issues you stand on, EVERYONE needs to be voting, everyone needs to be paying attention.))

(( if you can't afford esims [no shame, i often can't either, money is tight everywhere], then at the very least get This website open in your tabs. It generates revenue with free Daily clicks, the proceeds of which are all sent to UN organizations -- particularly UNRWA, which is VITAL to maintain not only getting aid INTO Gaza, but also retaining Palestinians legal right to return to their land -- without UNRWA, Isreal can begin to LEGALLY, haphazardly "deport" Palestinians, which would take YEARS to reverse through future court proceedings. Do your part, it only takes a few seconds a day 💪🌱))

((Alright, thats all! Sorry if you wanted a short sweet answer, but ive actually been ruminating on all of this, so thank you for this ask, for giving me a chance to talk about it all. Im happy to see this community thriving in the wake of Season 1, even if im not joining in myself -- you all keep up the great work, and keep having fun with it ❤ let it empower you to explore the value of Charlie's message and think of ways to impliment it in your daily life And on the world at large‼))

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beyondthetower · 5 months

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"People you'd like to know better" tag game!

My lovely friend @sun-marie tagged me and I love games yay!

three ships:

(Yes these are all the same game. I know I've shipped plenty of things in the past but none of it feels like it hit quite as hard as this stupid game)

Felix/Annette (FE3H): These two are genuinely changed my brain chemistry. It was the ship that brought me into the FE3H fandom, it was the ship that got me writing fan fiction again. It was the ship that gave me so many wonderful mutuals in this space and I love them for it! They are the perfect grump/sunshine ship, but they also have so much genuine connection that I feel like they were just written for each other. I love Annette bringing out the softness in Felix, and I love Felix being so head over heels for Annette that he has no idea what it is or how to deal with it.

Sylvain/Ingrid (FE3H): My perfect angsty pair 💕 This one fell into place so naturally for me that I genuinely can't see either of them with anyone else. And I've tried because there are fun options! I know there's a lot of baggage there, but I genuinely feel like Sylvain has just been in love with Ingrid for his entire life even when she was engaged. And I also have a lot of feelings about that but I'd be rambling. But what can I say! I am a sucker for childhood friends to lovers! I'm a sucker for Sylvain wanting to be a better person and feeling guilty about what he put her through cleaning up after his shit! I'm a sucker for him being a bumbling idiot around people he's crushing on!

Ashe/Marianne (FE3H): Two fairytale princesses that deserve their happy ending✨ I think I've said it before, but I started shipping these two by accident when I was writing a set of one-shots. I needed someone to pair with Ashe and no one had really jumped out at me my first playthrough. When I looked up a list of his supports I was like "oh I like Marianne, maybe that would be cute". And now here we are: five chapters into a love-letter to their gentle, loving relationship that has spiraled into a character study on Ashe with plans for a sequel that will go further into Marianne's backstory. Someone help 🙃

last film :

I weirdly haven't watched a single movie in over a year, but last week I got a sudden urge and watched three. The last one was Pride & Prejudice (2005). Like a true fan-fiction obsessed girly. It was great.

currently watching :

Sims 4 youtube videos. More specifically a Plumbella video where she plays only the highest rated packs. If there's one thing about me it's that I love watching other people play video games ✌️

currently reading :

"25 Icelandic Ghost Stories" by Jón R. Hjálmarsson. My friend brought it back for me from her trip there. I love ghost stories! And anything folklore related.

currently consuming :

Honestly....nothing 😳 I've been in a lull lately where I'm not playing anything, not really writing much and not watching anything of note.

currently craving :

Harvest Moon Tree of Tranquility - For the last year all I've wanted in the whole world is to play it again. My Wii hasn't worked in years so that's out but I WANT TO PLAY IT SO BADLY.

Also I want a donut from a very specific bakery near me.

I shall tag @pathetic-gamer and @sevarix-blogs if you are at all interested in playing too :)

#tag game #fe3h #netteflix #mariashe #sylgrid

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carrythispictureforluck · 1 year

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Don’t read the last page! because obviously I’m going to be intrigued by anything that’s telling me what to do ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

So this one isn't written at all yet.

Wolfstar during the first war 🥲🙃

Haven't decided if it will be fluff, bitter-sweet or maybe this will be my angst era who knows.

The vibes:

#marauders era #remus lupin #sirius black #wolfstar #fanfic writing #hp fanfic #marauders fanfiction

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borisnumberonefan · 1 year

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Bonjour everyone ! So for the first time in a very long time, I've been inspired enough to write a little something. Bear with me, I haven't written anything in years 🙃 🙃 🙃 🙃

First chapter is up, hope you'll check it out and tell me what you think. Merci beaucoup 💜

"Simon and Sara never changed school, Simon and Wilhelm never met at Hillerska and life followed its course. Now at 22, Wilhelm is the future King of Sweden, very lonely. Until he isn't anymore."

#young royals #young royals fanfic

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debbiechanclub · 10 months

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AO3 is down so I finally finished reading over here. I take my time, sorry. So Finlay is endgame huh? Nellie and David make sense. She seems more secure with him than the others. David just knows what he wants so I'm glad she finally found herself a real man that's gonna lock it down. Jay missed out and I hope it's killing him that she's with David. Now Riley...he really can't do anything right. Kissing her when she was sad and drunk was a big no-no. Nellie stepping over his stuff was SAVAGE. I'm already rooting for evil Nellie 😈

No worries!!! Thank you SO much for reading and taking your time to send this. I know AO3 is down, but I've been thinking in the back of my head that people haven't said much to me about this fic because they lowkey hate what I've done 😅 So this means a lot to me. But yes, David is endgame. And while I'm not gonna sit here and lie that my own personal bias toward him had absolutely nothing to do with that decision, a lot of thought actually went into it. And since you sent this ask, I'm gonna go through and explain individually why all of Nellie's other love interests just weren't it for anyone who may be wondering! (And reveal just how different things could have turned out 😅)

Okay so first up: Jay. There was a point in time where Jay was endgame. You remember that teaser scene I posted where someone is reluctantly congratulating Nellie for being engaged? Jay put the ring there (and Zack was the person speaking). And to be perfectly honest, if I had finished this fic before Jay lost the IWGP title and left NJPW for real, he probably would have remained endgame. But then he left, and I started thinking about how Nellie's whole life is in Japan, and how her career would really just be starting to take off right around when Jay left. And then I started thinking about how he really didn't treat her that well at all, and I realized her taking him back would have looked so spineless. And so I started looking elsewhere for Nellie's endgame.

Now, I still have to write Jay's arc, and there's still some stuff going on between him and Nellie in that. But she's definitely going to keep him at arm's length, and he's going to lowkey try to sabotage her getting together with David (which I alluded to a bit in the first flashback scene). So Jay and Nellie's story definitely isn't done as written yet.

Next up: Kyle. Like Jay, there was a (brief) moment in time where Kyle was endgame! HOWEVER. I base my fics as much in reality as possible re: schedules and real storylines/fueds, etc. And after Kyle and Nellie hookup in fall 2021, based on Kyle's actual schedule (as detailed on Cagematch; I fucking live on that site) and what I had in mind for Nellie, they don't see each other again for a whole ass year. And by the time they do see each other again, Nellie is already in the process of reconnecting with David. (Yes, reconnecting! They go on a date wayyy back in 2017 during Nellie's first trip to Japan, which I also have plans to write about.) And actually, Kyle plays a part in Nellie realizing she has feelings for David—which is yet another thing I plan to write about. (It might be a flashback scene in part 2, actually.)

But to sum up Kyle and Nellie: right person, wrong time. It really is kind of bittersweet. And I wrote a REALLY long scene establishing Kyle as endgame that I might just post as a bonus because I worked hard on it and like it and don't just want to scrap it.

Zack. There's honestly not much to say here. Zack and Nellie have hella chemistry, but they don't work as a couple (outside the bedroom 🤭). And that's basically the entire reason they don't get back together despite Zack being the only one of Nellie's love interests/exes who lives in Japan. He was never (seriously) considered to be an option for endgame (despite that Cruel Summer fic I wrote that I regret every time I remember it 🙃). I do plan on writing a bit about when they were together before they realized they weren't right for each other, though.

And last and maybe least. Riley. Riley was never endgame. (After the rewrite) He was never anything more than a casual ongoing hookup for Nellie before she got together with Zack. But like I've written, she has a soft spot for him because she pities him a bit, I think 😂 That being said, her stepping over his things on the way to the Bullet Club locker room was absolutely a deliberate choice on my part.

So yeah, there's my long-ass explainer, and I hope it helps anyone who may be thinking I just willy nilly threw Nellie together with David. And thank you again for reading and seeing my vision. It means more than you know 💖

#asks #there's some good stuff under the cut if you read my fics #OR if you're just curious!!!

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blu-archer · 2 years

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hi :) sorry this is so out of the blue, i just wanted to say that i really love your vhopekook au (or should i say taekookseok au? idk what to call it, but the jk/hobi/tae au)!! those fics have really become comfort fics for me <3 i've reread them way too many times now so i was wondering - do you have any headcanons (snz-focused or otherwise) for those three in that au that you'd be willing to share? i'd love to learn more about the characters, and maybe fill in some of the gaps in my knowledge lol for example, do you have any headcanons for hoseok as the sickie? it seems like we've only seen him as a caretaker so far, and i'd love to hear more about him!!

Hi! You're always welcome to ask things, I often feel like I'm not making sense when I write some things because in my head the dots are connected, you know, but I don't know how well that comes across😅.. but I'm so happy that you enjoy the fics🖤

(also random disclaimer of sorts, I could not remember the usual pairing name when I wrote those so I really just labeled things as whatever came to mind first😅😅)

I've been wanting to write about Hoseok for a while now but I cant think of a scenario to put him in🙃 (if anyone has thoughts on that drop it in the asks because my ability to think has dwindled...)

So I don't really know how to write Headcanons but here you go... I tried to be longer with Hoseok since I haven't written anything with him yet... but yeah, I tried to be brief so if you want to know more feel free to ask!

Hoseok

Hobi gives ‘best boy’ caretaker vibes. Always.

I kind of see him as the type that is very capable of looking after himself and knowing his limits but also kind of prefers to deal with it himself.

Like he would wake up one morning and feel a tightness in his chest or the beginnings of a sore throat and he would just type into their little group chat [if he is alone] or roll over in the bed and tell Taekook that he is probably coming down with something but that he’d take some medicine with him to work and not over do it.

And he would just continue his day as he normally would with the adjustments to cater for his health.

He doesn’t really have allergies [or any that he knows of- he might have a bird allergy – but surely everyone is sensitive to feathers.🙃.] and he has a relatively strong immune system. So when he does get sick his boyfriends always want to try to help even though he prefers to cope with it mostly by himself. They find alternatives and loopholes in caring for him that doesn’t break any boundaries that he may put up.

E.g. After a long day at work he would come home to find some cough drops casually set on the coffee table or in his bedside drawer that definitely hadn’t been there that morning. Because he had taken all the cough drops they’d had left with him to work.

And that green blanket his mother had gotten for him years ago that he had packed in the storage cupboard will be draped welcomely over the back of their couch with a closed box of soft, lotion tissues – the ones they usually bought for Jungkook when his allergies were too intense, and he complained about the roughness or uselessness of normal tissues.

He’d wake up smelling like VapoRub that he had no memory of putting on and go to the kitchen to see one of his boyfriends has switched their usual breakfast of ‘coffee and cereal’ with herbal tea and a light broth or chopped up fruits.

He isn’t usually sneezy – or at least not as much as his boyfriends – but he has willingly tried to induce for Tae before, they concluded it a bit too much for him in the end as it would leave him with a frustrating burn in his sinuses that he found uncomfortable – so he just sticks to helping Taehyung play around with Kook.

If sick he’d probably be a bit wary of too much physical contact with Taekook, since they both tend to get sick easier, but they always end up coaxing him closer to them by the end of the day– especially if he was feeling worse than usual.

He’s more prone to getting a mild flu once or twice a year than getting the usual colds that the other two often bring into their home and it doesn’t really affect his daily activities that much [unless he is forcing himself to work while very ill] – rather his symptoms are more prominent at night or the early morning and often leaves him without much sleep or hoarse from how his coughing or sneezing may have damaged his throat in the night.

His sneezes are harsh on his throat so if his sinuses are being unusually bothersome the chances of his throat hurting or him losing his voice are high – which is when he eventually has to make the decision to call off of work since he wouldn’t be able to teach properly.

It is only on the occurrence that he feels sick to the point of nausea or high fevers that he seeks out the direct attention of his boyfriends – feeling too bad to physically care for himself properly and needing to rest beside someone warm that will gently rub his back or stomach until he falls asleep.

But he generally tends to fall into the role of caretaker purely because he is the least to get sick and because he is the most observant. He notices small characteristic changes easily in the people he spends time with and therefore is quick to respond to those changes however he has learnt is best.

Taehyung

· Often picks up colds that spiral badly from him making rash or impulsive decisions with his health. Although he was a lot rasher when he was younger and didn’t have the best control and understanding of his magic – now he thinks a bit more clearly but is still prone to emotional decision making.

· He hates to be alone when he isn’t feeling well as it brings up bad / lonely memories of when he was a child and had to be completely isolated or heavily medicated when sick – so he tends to gravitate to any of his close friends for comfort and is especially clingy with hopekook.

· He is quite vocal when unwell, if not to complain about being sick and what he’s feeling, then just to make sure that people know that he wants them to stay close to him. Attention and presence is pretty important to him as a form of care.

· While it is not blatantly obvious, and he doesn’t often act on it, he does have the slightest of a sneeze fetish – although he has only ever explored or entertained the idea with Jungkook [and once with hobi].

· The man is loud [obviously] but I like to think allergy sneezes are a lot quieter and more irritating for him.

· He’s pretty sneezy even without being sick. While he’s never had it properly confirmed, he is convinced that he is allergic to dust and at the very least – half of Namjoon’s inane plant-baby collection that he hoards in the basement [read: dungeons- they’re torturing enough to be classified as such] of their store.

· A lot of the time he tries to work when unwell but gets sent home as a health and safety hazard [less contamination purposes, more Yoongi being concerned about whether their store will survive any random magic outbursts on top of general clumsiness]

· Overall, just give him some love and attention and he’s happy.

Jungkook

Much like Tae, his immune system isn’t the greatest, but additionally his heightened senses does make him a bit more sensitive to scents. [Which work both for and against him depending on the situation.]

He is a bit more reserved when speaking about feeling sick to others but also tends to crave attention from those close to him. It took a while for him to be able to open up about when he is vulnerable with either of his boyfriends since he tends to become a bit more submissive, but eventually he grew to trust them both to feel safe with them in any state.

With allergies he is more forthcoming with admitting that he doesn’t feel great, but usually still keeps information to himself about being sick until someone else figures it out or he physically can’t go without telling anyone.

He also tends to dabble with the idea of a sneeze fetish, but again, specifically with Taehyung and Hobi.

He does have to deal with rhinitis which often leaves him feeling unwell and irritated because of his allergies. Which can leave him a bit snappy depending on how bad he feels and unfortunately the attitude usually falls on his boyfriends and friends, but they don’t hold it against him.

His sneezes are often done with hitching and a lot of false starts, and he never seems to carry any medication for himself [specific to hybrids] unless it is put in his bag by someone else – but he usually is carrying stuff that would be helpful to others.

He can be quite possessive when it comes to scents, since he's so sensitive to them. He doesn't really like when there are too many unfamiliar scents hanging around his home and often scents his boyfriends to get rid of whatever "outdoor" smells cling to them after their days out.

He tends to get stressed out easily about school which puts a lot of strain on him so he is often suffering from random headaches or migraines. The scent of lavender or peppermint in the air helps to relieve the pain, so when either Tae or Hobi get home they are immediately alerted what is wrong and are able to quietly and gently help him where they can.

#anon asks #snz #alternate universe #witch taehyung #bunny hybrid jungkook #human hoseok #answered #bts snz #headcanon #i tried

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cheesybadgers · 1 year

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I'm telling you now, once OHDH is finished, I'm out of here...or at least taking a nice long break 😂 I started a fucking RAREPAIR FIC for a defunct show in the height of lockdown and tbh didn't know what the hell I was doing. I'd never written a multi-chapter fic before, so I've just learnt as I've gone along.

I expected about two people to read it and I'm not even exaggerating. I certainly did not expect to get all of the wonderful comments, kudos, reblogs, followers etc. I still have a bit of a freakout whenever I think back on some of the stuff people have sent me. It's INSANE. But in a really good way ❤️

And I absolutely did not expect it to cause enough fuss for people I've never even spoken to to read it let alone be inspired by it...or to nick stuff from it?????? It's just me making up melodramatic bisexual nonsense for two characters who haven't even been on TV in years (one of which died way before it ended) for goodness sake 🤣 Go read something other than fan fic for a change ffs if you think that is the pinnacle of storytelling; you'll have your mind blown.

I can't tell you how bizarre and baffling it has been to see that I am capable of making a pretty big impact on people with my writing, but often not enough to be supported/included etc. I'm just good enough to take, take, take from. Or in their eyes, is it that I'm too good? Which is ridiculous btw if that's what it is, and says more about their extreme insecurity than anything else.

So, I really haven't known how to deal with the negative side of things. The side that has cost me 'friendships' on here (as in people just stopped talking to me/following me/sharing my work/tagging me in games when my writing improved quite a bit...oh yes I notice these things lol) or to be snubbed when all I did was be supportive of them and their creations.

I'm sorry if I've had slight meltdowns on here lol, but like...what the fuck are you supposed to do when people behave like this towards you over something so stupid? It's...beyond batshit and naïve little me wasn't expecting any of that side of things at all.

I watched a YouTube video earlier today, in fact, I'll link it here, from a YA author who used to write fan fiction. And she talks about the similarities between fandom and the publishing world...which didn't fill me with much confidence that it gets any better when it's professionals making money lol.

But in that video, the author talks about why there's so much high school behaviour amongst writers. And she says that often, creatives didn't have a good time at high school. They were bullied or made fun of for their geeky hobbies/interests (I'm in this picture and I don't like it). But in the creative sphere, your quirky interests or ideas are celebrated and people think you're cool for them. So, when they become super popular and end up in cliques online, it all just goes to their heads. And I did have a bit of an Oh moment, because that explains the obnoxious behaviour of 'Big Name Fans' so much.

I will probably delete this later, but I just had to get that out because I've stayed quiet so many times over the last few years, and all it did was give people a free pass to take the piss even more than they were already 🙃

#Nothing to see here lol #Personal #Long post

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