#hence the move

[compulsivedragon]

Hello! My name is Cal and I am a hoarder.

Whoo! That's a long time coming.

I have always had ADHD and in some ways, I'm extremely high functioning. I have no trouble sitting still when required and at work, I'm known as the teacher who "has it all together".

But I have always had extreme clutter blindness. I have trouble taking care of myself. In fact, I ignored a cavity for so long once that my tooth fell out in my hand.

Last night, I thought my cat got out so I let my father and stepmom into my apartment (I NEVER have before). It was shameful, embarrassing, and eye opening.

I have decided to document my journey to cleaning my apartment and hopefully forming some better habits. Maybe even getting help. Here's the apartment:

I am moving out on March 31st so here goes.

I commit to decluttering for 15 minutes a day every night at 9.

#its a start #I know it seems like a depression thing but I promise that's not my problem #just adhd insomnia and mild anxiety #and hoarding of course #any support or suggestions appreciated but i can't spend a ton of money #what's the opposite of cottagecore? #garbagecore #cryptidcore #gremlincore #raccooncore #the kitchen sink dishwasher and heater are broken #but the maintenance guy is an unreliable creep #hence the move

[menelaiad]

the infamous 'last sighting of a barbary lion in the wild' photo taken by marcelin flandrin (1925) haunts me to my core. there's something so achingly poetic about it.

#this is so random for me but i saw this the other night and it genuinley hasnt left my brain #there's a lot of debate around this subspecies and whether they are #extinct or w/e #hence my wording BUT #this photo and that kinda ....... 'last one in the wild' fact has sTUCK with me #so small. in the space. so alone. walking away. leaving their prints behind. #it honestly nearly moves me to tears if i think about it too much #straight up put this in my drafts last night and now it makes me TOO emotional

[inspisart]

dick took the news that a strange thirteen year old broke into his apartment while he was away at the circus pretty well, I gotta say

#this is not how the interaction played out in the issue btw lol I'm just having a bit of fun #tim drake #dick grayson #batfam #dc #the new titans issue 65 #inspi art #I remember being baffled when i read ALPOD and tim broke into dick’s apartment like it was nothing to find out where he’d gone #like where did he learn that? reddit? #I chalked it up to comicbook goofiness and wolfman stretching suspension of disbelief a little to keep the plot moving #which is why it surprised me when they acknowledged it again #and by doing so cemented tim knowing how to pick locks and being used to breaking into apartments as a canon fact(TM) #and so hence forth he would continued to be a little contradictory weirdo who’s both normal and incredibly not normal at the same time

[azuries]

12/31/09

original post

#i like the idea of thanatos still acting as ryoji in that scene bc it IS still ryoji hence the flustered state in the last panel sjkdsj #but yeah uhh obligatory monster boyfriend ryomina post #sorry it was like this. #piano arts #p3 #persona 3 reload #p3re #persona 3 thanatos #thanatos p3 #p3 thanatos #minato arisato #makoto yuki #persona 3 fanart #p3 fanart #ryoji mochizuki #kind of #ryomina #needed to get this off my mind before i move on to #actual pieces #persona 3 spoilers #persona 3 reload spoilers

[rassebers]

So, who's paying?

#mp100 #my rart #shigeo kageyama #reigen arataka #mob psycho 100 #i love tumblr tags now I can talk abt this a lil bit #i rlly really wanted to try a back and forth panelling parallel thing to emphasize their body language #and I imagine mob is more comfortable with his emotions and expressing himself as he gets older #so as reigen & mob become closer friends I think they tease eachother more #hence. mob starts purposefully copying reigen #also small optional detail #i Imagine when mob says you're moving apartments right it's bc serizawa n reigen found. an apartment together #because every night I look up at the sky and it's full of stars and the world is beautiful #no matter how old mob gets #reigen will always insist that hes the one with the paycheck #so obviously *he* should be the one paying! #Reigen never gets out of the habit of calling mob kiddo either #thanks for listening #mob pays in the end btw

[ultrakart]

Corndog girl fps test

#bocchi the rock! #corndog girl #esp32 #the framerate is uncapped #hence why she move so FAST #bocchi the rock

[david-talks-sw]

I think it's interesting that - in order to make his "free-thinking Jedi" characters hold any semblance of rationality in their arguments - Dave Filoni needs to resort to artificially dehumanizing the other Jedi and painting them all with the same "we dogmatically worship protocol" brush.

He does this with Huyang in the recent Ahsoka episode.

"Lolz he's so narrow-minded, preachy and by-the-book, unable to think outside the box, just like the Jedi in the Prequels."

My first reaction was being amused at the fact that Filoni had to resort to making the Jedi Order's ideals and rules be embodied by a literal machine for his anti-Jedi headcanon to start making sense.

But then I remembered: Huyang isn't just any droid.

In The Clone Wars, he had a sassy personality, he had a pep in his step, he had a sense of humor...

This character was human in his behavior, he was fun and whimsical.

But now he's been reduced to, I dunno, "Jedi C-3PO"? Basically?

"Ha! He's blunt and unsympathetic because he's a droid, but it's funny because the Jedi were the same, they were training themselves to be tactless, emotionless droids."

And Filoni does this with Mace Windu too, in Tales of the Jedi.

Mace, who brought a lightsaber to the throat of a planetary leader to defend the endangered Zillo Beast...

... and who went waaay past his mandate by mischievously sneaking around Bardottan authorities and breaking into the Queen's quarters because he felt something bad was afoot...

... was reduced to being an almost droid-like, rule-parotting, protocol purist who sticks to his instructions (and is implied to be willing to let a murder go unsolved so he can get a promotion).

I mentioned this at the end of my first post on Luke in The Last Jedi... while changes in personality do happen overtime and can be explained in-universe... if you don't show us that progression and evolution and just leave us without that context, that'll break the suspension of disbelief, for your audience.

Here, we have two characters with a different (almost caricatural) personality than the one they were originally shown to have.

Now... we could resort to headcanons, to make it all fit together.

We could justify Huyang's tone shift 'cause "Order 66 changed him". And we could make explanations about TotJ's Mace:

Being younger and thus more ambitious and a stickler for the rules, and only really becoming more flexible after getting his seat on the Council and gaining more maturity.

Being such a teacher's pet in the episode because we're seeing him through the eyes of a notorious unreliable narrator, Dooku.

There'd be nothing wrong with opting to go with either of those headcanons to cope with this. After all, Star Wars is meant to help you get creative.

But the problem I encounter is that:

Filoni has an anti-Jedi bias, so the above headcanons clearly wouldn't really track with his intended narrative.

We'd be jumping through hoops to extrapolate and fill in what is, essentially, inconsistent characterization, manufactured to make Ahsoka and Dooku shine under a better light.

And that sours whatever headcanon I come up with.

Edit: Also, yeah, as folks have been saying in the tags... wtf is "Jedi protocol"? The term isn't ever mentioned in the movies, I skimmed through dialog transcripts of TCW, never saw it there.

So it's almost as if - if Filoni wasn't draining characters like Mace and Huyang of all humanity and nuance - his point about "the Jedi were too detached and lost their way, but not free-thinkers like Qui-Gon, Dooku and Ahsoka" wouldn't really hold much water.

#I *will* acknowledge that part of this may also be that in a cartoon like TCW - characters with no moving facial features like Huyang... #... had to be more expressive in other ways; hence why he's so active in the cartoon; which may not translate well to live action. #Then again- look at how expressive and emotive that Hondo Ohnaka animatronic is at Galaxy's Edge. #And the fact remains that he went from a whimsical Mr. Ollivander type figure to... a droid with data on the Jedi... #... all so Ahsoka would seem more human and grounded by contrast #ahsoka series #ahsoka spoilers #ahsoka show #star wars ahsoka #huyang #tales of the jedi #totj #dooku #mace windu #ahsoka tano #star wars #dave filoni #disney plus

[sorrelpaws]

SLIGHTLY OLDER DESIGNS FOR MORTY AND SUMMER!!!

#rick and morty #morty smith #summer smith #ill drop a couple ideas that i was too lazy to write by hand #morty and summer become closer when they get older #morty starts getting more interested in space and science n starts building his own wacky contraptions and thingamajigs #mortys hair is supposed to be a coke zero version of rick's hair #i think he starts pushing it out of his face and doesnt realize how much it makes his idk Silhouette look like rick #RICK IS STILL ALIVE GUYS!!!!!!! his design wouldnt rlly change tho hes just crying somewhere off screen because his grandkids are growing up #SUMMER GETS FUCKING JACKED #i think she moves out pretty quickly but comes over to hang out with the fam often enough kinda space beth style ? #alsooo the flowers are supposed to be her rick and morty colored #like yellow blue and pink :3 #I ALSOOO think she'd start joining rnm on adventures a lot more (hence the muscles) #shes the brawn and rick (and morty) are the brains

[drarrily-we-row-along]

May 1: Create

50 words written for the @drarrymicrofic prompt “create” for May 1.

Harry couldn’t have imagined this. Couldn’t have dreamt of what it would be like to build a life, to make a home. Together.

The counter was scratched, their furniture didn’t match, the upstairs neighbors stomped.

But he didn’t want more. Just this. The chance to create a home with Draco.

#drarry #microficmay2024 #soft #love #fluff #moving in together #listen. the author cannot help herself. just too delighted by my life. too much awe for my body to contain #hence these two sillies moving in together. #my upstairs neighbors have had the tendency to stomp a bit. it’s weirdly comforting. #drarry microfic #50 words #I am gonna try to do all of May. #short and sweet

[fruit-kick]

anyways max not knowing how to interact w/ other kids in a socially acceptable way bc he lacked proper socialization and camp was the only place where people were either weird enough to accept that or just as fucked up. him never being able to be friends w/ other kids bc of the massive gap between them and his experiences (i.g: having neglectful parents, being painfully aware of the world at such a young age, etc) him acting like an asshole on purpose to drive other kids away bc its easier to be born an asshole and stay that way than trying to change and failing. him cracking a joke that would do numbers at camp only to receive weird stares and realize that he's alone again.

#🍊​fruit.posts🏀 #camp camp #max cc #cc max #also hc that him and his parents move around a lot to the point where he doesnt even see the point in having friends #hence 'you were temporary friends at best' #me and my thinly veiled vents under max cc

[canadianno]

COTL art ask :D

The bishop crowns but personified? Hanging out or sumthin?

(also this is my first ask ever so grace plz ;-;)

I LOVE this bc it means I can draw the crowns being silly

In my au they're definitely sentient, but not in a mortal sense- they're something else entirely, with different pushes and pulls that come with being objects of eldritch power

And also Narinder broke 4 of them when he attacked his siblings and the red crown is REALLY worried about it

#cult of the lamb #cult of the lamb fanart #cotl fanart #cotl bishops #the crowns arent quite human #and they cannot speak #but theyre also far smarter than animals #their intelligence exists on a different plane that we cant comprehend #they are naturally attracted to each other but cannot move far on their own #hence why they need a vessel to carry them #^lore #TCOLC au

[nymphdiariesdotcom]

something something hasn't been the same since her wife died blah blah...

#ts4 cas #sims 4 #simblr #crsent.sims #sim: carol #this is kendall's aunt that she lives with in oaisis springs after moving away from home for the first time :")) #she was planning to have children with her late partner hence why the house has so many damn rooms nsdbfhdesb

[napneeders]

his body language is so important to me

#i move like this #and also like. my instinct as a teen was to be effeminate and prancy (in an awkward way lmao hence why i love lucius so much) but then i sa #myself and deemed that everyone around me was just seeing those mannerisms as ~girly~ and i stopped #and i didn't know what all that was about obviously #although it was the exact age when i was maybe the closest #well that's enough about my bittersweet queer origin story #i should make a lucius spriggs having a bad time compilation (pretty sure i'd have half the material already) #lucius spriggs #ofmd #my gifs #buttons

[sensiblethingtodo]

Anna and Brittany rehearsing “Cheap Thrills” from Ester’s IG

#anna kendrick #brittany snow #rgraphics #rgraphics: kendricksnow #anna and brittany #au where we get HD clips of kendrick and snow moments #also not me and my obsessive personality rewinding this micro second moment 10000x #hence me just making a gifset #which like #had to be 2 gifs cause 1 gif on tumblr looks odd #but like look how CUTE #also brittany messing up the next move cause kendrick distracted her #HELLO I MISS THEM A LOT

[stagefoureddiediaz]

The mess on the couch Margaret bought - that can’t be cleaned - the mess created by bringing a child into the world - while death is looming nearby.

How the whole scene is a metaphor for Bucks life - how his entrance into the world was messy and death was looming - how his birth was an attempt to keep death at bay but it came anyway and has held the hand of the Buckleys ever since. How the Buckleys tried to clean up the mess but their secret created an uncomfortable life for Buck - one that couldn’t be kept hidden and once revealed exposed the mess. How the couch is unsalvageable in much the same way Bucks relationship with his parents is - the mess will always be there in the centre of things.

How the couch is orange and how orange is a colour of superficiality arrogance and pride.

How Kameron batted Natalia away initially but ended up holding her hand - holding the hand of death while bringing life into the world - the same way Margaret was when Buck was born.

How Buck holding that baby and needing a few seconds but ultimately being able to hand it over and let go is a representation of him breaking the cycle even if he is still connecting himself to death he has broken one link in the chain - the link to his birth.

#I don’t know where im trying to go with this #just that there is more to that scene and that couch #and that Natalia needed to be there as deaths representative for buck to break free of the death aspect of his birth #and how the couch being destroyed is in some way a representation of the superficiality of the Buckley parents buying him a couch (repeating #their cycle of giving gifts and attention when buck is hurt) #and it’s destruction is buck acknowledging/accepting that about them and choosing to move on from it #how Buck hasn’t faced his more recent connection with death so Natalia being around makes sense and how her helping him pick a couch #is symbolic of bucks next journey - giving him outside perspective on his death (hence her being on the balcony) #so much couch theory it’s making my head spin!!! #kym rambles #911 on fox #911 fox #evan buckley #bucks couch #911 abc

[sesamenom]

Reverse Gondolin AU family portrait

#silm #silmarillion #idril #tuor #earendil #reverse gondolin au #is this baby earendil's first appearance in the au? #so I decided Idril & Tuor still get married in this au #mostly bc I want Earendil to exist. #i haven't figured out what I want to do with Lomion #but maybe he can be obsessed with tyelpe instead of idril bc they're friends in this au and idril showed up a lot later? #also c&c + celebrimbor moved to gondolin instead of nargothrond since Aredhel lives there #you may notice that tuor has a diff hairstyle & outfit in the au! #this is bc fashion trends in reverse gondolin are more influenced by aredhel's choices than turgons for obvious reasons #hence the white cloaks and shorter (but equally fancy) sleeves #also idril is lord of the mole in the au #my headcanon is that 'lord' as of the lords of gondolin is just the title regardless of gender for the specific role #'lady' is a different role with much less administrative stuff and more social/public-appearance type stuff #aredhel is the white lady of gondolin bc she does Not want to be a lord #so she does the occasional royalty-waves-and-smiles-from-a-tower type event when necessary #but other than that she doesnt have political duties #idril is the administrative/political leader of the Mole in the au hence she is a lord #shes also the lady of the wing bc she married tuor and is part of the house of the wing's nobility but doesn't do their political stuff #and tuor is the lady of the mole #reverse turgon after arrival has less of a interest in politics than canon turgon (the whole eol deal was rather traumatizing and he needs #time to recover) #so he's not one of the Lords but he is colloquially ar-feinion #his official title is some sort of prince #after he reaches a more stable emotional state he helps a lot w the political stuff when aredhel is out #so maeglin doesn't have todo everything himself