#hes gay and has depression

[catboyeddiediaz]

eddie diaz + text posts

#911 abc #911edit #eddie diaz #eddiediazedit #911 text posts #userknight #usercam #usernolan #.gfx #gif warning #hes so me coded i fear. i just gathered posts i feel deep in my own soul #half of these r from my own about tag LMAO #unfortunately eddie diaz is representation for grouchy gays with depression and anxiety a little too well #now my buck set has a boyfriend <3 love wins

[lotus-pear]

custody battle over scaramouche after sumeru archon quest—spoiler venti wins 👀

#venti is now scara's legal dad and zhongli co-parents with him #he's now xiao's brother #‟quit your job. join my emo band‟ said venti to every young gay boy in teyvat with a dead friend and depression #i think he lowkey has a type ngl #genshin impact #genshin impact fanart #genshin impact art #scaramouche #genshin impact scaramouche #genshin scaramouche #scaramouche genshin impact #scaramouche genshin #raiden ei #ei genshin impact #ei genshin #raiden shogun #venti #venti genshin impact #genshin impact venti #genshin venti #lotus draws

[lunarharp]

wanted to adapt the google search results a gay woman got in a japanese drama "tsukuritai onna to tabetai onna" which is good btw.

#witch hat tag #orufrey #the most light and gentle version of flirting-like behaviour of all time - a mutual passing thing - a peaceful dance through the long years #a way to work you out.. a way to express something about myself. all these steps are leading up to that beautiful magic #that you read about once. but actually we've been making it all this time... many many steps to this wonderful recipe. #the only non-perfect & non-fated thing about them is that oru is gay but (imo) qif could easily be transfem at any time. don't test him #oru being a woman wouldnt change anything for qif but oru is gay as hell.. However if qif was a woman then it'd be fine anyway no doubt. #oru would give in his membership to the Gay Men's Picnic Club group he goes to and embark on this life instead..many such cases #also i was typing “am i gay” into google when drawing tsukutabe fanart to check what google looks like #and “am i depressed” was the autofill for “am i”. qif's life is like: maybe he would have looked up something like oru did #but he got a bit distracted and started reading about cptsd instead which seemed more pertinent. sometimes childhood goes this way <3 #anyway Tsukuritabe..Kinou nani tabeta...And witch hat kitchen.... the trio of gentle silly 30+ gay couple situations..ohh.. #orufrey are the combo of those. like tsukutabe they aren't together yet. like kinou nani tabeta they are a long-term couple. beautiful #i will never let go of them. drawing this has cheered me up. they are with me

[toomanywordsnllines]

heyyyy~ poses on the floor sexly.

Do you ever think about how Roach didn't immediately die from his wounds back in the original mw.

Do you ever sit down and think about Roach, laying down on the floor bleeding out, helpless, having to watch his soulmate (his other half, the love of his life (so much more than romantic love, so much farter from platonic love, so much them), his Ghost) die instantly by the gun shot wound.

Do you stare at the wall and imagine Roach still having time to feel agony and grief, even while in pain, even if short, even as he bleeds out himself, even as he gets drenched in gasoline and consumed by fire.

Maybe he had time to caress Ghost's unmovable cheek one more time. Maybe he took his glasses and closed his eyes for his own peace of mind and for the deep respect he felt for the man. Maybe he cried his final tears not because of his own pain or for his own death but because Ghost went first.

He left first.

Because I sit down sometimes and I think about how Roach didn't die right away. And it seemed like the universe looked at him and laughed because Ghost died instantly. Like a cruel joke.

A final fuck you to him.

Roach didn't die immediately. He could've maybe tried to get away, maybe get a knife and kill Shepperd. Get revenge. Proceed with the mission. Use Ghost's radio and warn the others- But no, he stayed, watched tiredly, that sick fuck turn away after taking everything from him, watched Ghost's lifeless body singe, watched as the flames consumed his own flesh and tried to burn him before he succumbed to his own wounds.

Him and Ghost became, together, the ashes that later fed the land and grew the greanest grass.

Price and Soap probably didn't even have enough of them bodies to put on a casket.

They, together, will be on that field forever.

#Alex said i couldn't hurt him so I'm hurting tumblr #:D #they make me cry #ALSO IS ANYTHING IS INCORRECT RELATING THE OG MW GAME I DON'T CARE I'M ONLY HERE TO MAKE THINGS GAY SAD AND DEPRESSING #Roach is very aro to me <3 so the love he has for Ghost is also very aro and Ghost loves him very much #cod #call of duty #cod mw2 #call of duty modern warfare 2 #call of duty roach #call of duty ghost #gary roach sanderson #simon ghost riley #ghost & roach #roach & ghost #ghostroach #but also technically #ghost/roach #i don't like using the shipping tag with them #cus I think it undermines a little the complexity I imagine their relationship has? but oh well :shrugs: #manyrambles #manysfic #too many thoughts #it's uh checks notes cry on the floor friday (it's technically saturday i don't care) #LISTEN THEY'RE HAPPY IN THE REBOOT OK THEY'RE HAPPY THEY HAVE AN APPARTMENT TOGETHER A CAT AND A LOUD SCOT IN THEIR LIFES WHO THEY LOVE-

[the-genius-az]

Now I'm obsessed with the idea of Azula and Mai having a child during the war.

Maybe the betrayal will be worse, Azula will be hurt that her "omega" leaves her for a stupid guy like Zuko, like why? What can he offer? He's not even able to get her pregnant like she did.

Mai probably visits Azula in the asylum sometimes, and Azula will yell at her and refuse to see her son, saying that he is a bastard, causing Mai to not appear again.

Although I like the idea of Azula claiming her son better, saying that Mai will abandon him for Zuko, that maybe she will cast him aside for not being her damn pathetic lover's son.

#Azula #Mai #Maizula #ABO #omegaverse #atla #avatar the last airbender #teenage pregnancy #Azula Alpha and Mai Omega #Azula simply doesn't want her son to suffer the same as her #unaware that Mai would never do that. #The idea of Azula feeling depressed over her Omega's betrayal bothered me. #Maizula's son has divorced mothers who still love each other. #Maizula's son hates Zuko #it's obviously genetic. #SPOILERS; Mai didn't betray her Alpha because she loved Zuko #she did it because he's her gay best friend and she owed him a favor.

[b4kuch1n]

more sk8. I think the cindereki stuff is extremely stupid but I am not immune to trying to conceptualize a princess gown in any setting

#sk8 the infinity #kyan reki #hasegawa langa #renga #if ur wondering yes the first gown I uh. pulled? from the brothers grimm version's idea #which I do prefer to the perrault/disney version. specifically bc there's no fairy #there are three balls happening on three consecutive nights and each night cinderella gets a gown and accessories from a tree #growing on her mom's grave #(the version I grew up with (translated to vietnamese) actually wrote it to be her dad's grave instead I literally dont know why) #and the wording is like. ''rain gold and silver on me'' or something like that? which is why all of the dangly bits in that design #(dont worry about the rest of the brothers grimms version. thats not important. dont think about it its not in the room with us) #also in this post: future!renga bc of fucking course. who do you think I am. who do you think I am #I see a character I love I immediately try to imagine a good future for them it is Simply my ways #ft. the lethal combo of being three kinds of queer + adhd + a teen #may just be bc I myself don't go to college lol. but I can't really imagine reki going to college. he'd get apprenticeship somewhere #like immediately. on sight. some uncle in nago would snatch him up a sentence in #I waffle on langa but him just getting out of the biggest shock of his life + severe depression would Not let go of his loved ones #so tbh I can't imagine him leaving okinawa either. at least right after high school #langa has the advantage of not giving a single shit about ''his potentials'' so he'll be chasing life's pleasures for a hot second thank you #also I believe in reki speaking at least passable conversational english thank you. he's trans and gay in asia #he's just also the kind of guy who has to think for a hot second to remember which way the written number 3 faces #''nailed the logic just plugged the wrong number in several times'' kind of guy #while langa's the ''doesn't understand the fundamental concept of puzzles'' kind of guy #man. this is like having two homunculi implanted in my brain. welcome boys come join leon pokemon #talk to each others while I do my job ok? thank you #that said. the comm queue should be finished up soon #(funny thing to say about three comms I know. but I will say it anyway) #and I'll take a few days break to unclench my brain and then get back into it #every day I learn new things about the dip pen. its great #okay. nap now tho. anything else can wait

[theseptemberist]

i love how obi-wan’s clothing reflects his character arc. the show makes it so clear that his costumes are tied to his sense of self identity. they mirror his emotional progression, from the blue shirt to the wrap-style tunic to, after everything, alec guinness’s costume in ANH.

what’s so striking about the costume design here is the lack of variation in obi-wan’s past appearances. we see him in similar jedi robes because obi-wan functionally is the “ideal” jedi. his tidy and layered robes represent his decorum, his emotional control, his sense of inner peace. barely showing a sliver of skin, he is benevolent, consistent, unassailable. he draws a striking contrast with anakin, who appears either armored in intimidating dark leather or stripped down and exposed in his most vulnerable and emotional moments.

all of this changes in the show. we see him wearing *gasp* COOL TONES. he dons a jedi robe that seems ill fitting for the man he’s become. and then he is quite literally broken down and stripped of his defensive disguise, and comes out of the experience with cautiosly renewed hope and an outfit to match. (see @intermundia’s excellent meta for more on the symbolism of obi-wan having a bath)

bringing it around to the ANH costume, the ultimate end point— i’ve heard complaints that it was used as the basis of jedi robes (or that obi-wan is calling attention to himself by dressing that way) but star wars has always been about aesthetics and visual symbolism first and foremost. in light of the costume design of the show, that costume becomes something beautiful, a culmination of all the pain and healing that forged the wise and balanced old master he became by the end of his life.

obi-wan’s decision to readopt the jedi robe in exile now symbolizes the reclamation of his identity. it represents his rejection of despair and his embrace of jedi ideals— that emotions must be accepted and released, that compassion is a strength, that hope is never truly lost. he must still remain in hiding but he’s no longer hiding. he finally accepts his guilt, his responsibility to the galaxy, the truth of who he is. his appearance reflects his heart.

and, though he may have lost faith for a time, at heart obi-wan kenobi is and has always been a jedi.

#sorry to the blue shirt and apron you were soooo hot #but obi-wan has a signature color and that is beige 😌 #me: the color he wears in ep 1 represents his self disconnection his sadness and depression and— #someone: kool aid man .jpg IT MEANS THE SHIRT WAS FUCKING BLUE #now if i were to do this meta through a queer lens i’d say his bacta dip represented my powerful gay desire to [REDACTED] #obi-wan kenobi #my beloved #meta #kenobi spoilers #anakin skywalker #jedi positivity #star wars #kenobi show

[mizmatched]

The way the pjo fandom treats nico diangelo makes me want to slam my face into a wall

#nico di angelo #percy jackson #pjo #pjo series #miz speaks #like ooh look its a sad baby :(( #he has internalized homophobia and depression and listens to mcr and is secretly lovable and gossips with the girls hee hee #ill kill you #hes a very intricate and complex character with FLAWS #he created a large majority of his problems through his fatal flaw #GRUDGES #and STOP GIVING HIM GAY BSF STEROTYPES OM SCRRAMING #like he is not ur pookie he is kind of mean and not a good person #BUT YOU KNOW WHAT. THATS OK #hes learning and growing and still a kid and devsloped trauma that caused his issues through no fault of his own #BUT YOU DONT HAVE TO ERASE THAT JFC #ok rant over

[song-tam]

pour one out for jeremy “i can fix him” knox

#“you are going to be my success story” savior complex much #hes gay and has a thing for depressed dudes with daddy issues. jeremy knox i love you #im literally obsessed with him what a loserrrrrr #anyway this quote had me gagged actually jerejean ftw #aftg #tsc spoilers #all for the game #the sunshine court #jeremy knox #jean moreau #jerejean

[salted15]

Hey!! So recently I saw this man who sells merchandise on TikTok and he has been selling clothing with your art of Jax from TADC on it as well as refusing to give credit, saying it’s AI ect, so I just wanted to let you know in case your art is being stolen. I usually dont use Tumblr so I’m not sure if this is the right way to let you know, I’m sorry if it isn’t!! The @ is @justelliott6

oh my god you are the kindest individual on the planet thank you so much for letting me know- i'll try my best to deal with this dfgjksfgh ,,

#you are a savior dear user #me and my friends are researching this guy rn and he has youtube too #gay-depressed-possum #asked box #tadc #the amazing digital circus #jax #jax tadc

[my-thoughts-and-junk]

Anyway prohibitedwish dark medieval mystery drama au. The story is interjected every so often by prismo and scarab arguing over what should happen next

#random thoughts #adventure time #over time scarab learns to accept when things dont go his way (especially when prismo has a very good idea) #and prismo gets help working through his depression through the beauty of creating with another person (euphamism for gay sex lol) #hey prismo why do you want to collab with scarab hmm? to create life with another man? pretty gay it does seem #anyway in the beginning they argue because scarab wants stuff to go his way #and prismo keeps bringing up bad ideas and wanting to put jake-esque characters in everything #prismo is. not very creative #anyway their universe ends up following a sheriff and a self-declared wizard in the late-12th century (so around robin hood times) #as the sheriff hunts down a group of bandits #(prismo ends up really liking the bandits and thinking the sheriff sucks balls for hunting them down and scarab's like you just dont get it) #the self-declared wizard is very much a conman hawking snake oil (i do NOT sound like that is. very commonly interjected by prismo) #there is no magic. prismo keeps trying to put magic in there. scarab keeps shutting him down #scarab ends up trying to kill off the wizard for a dramatic moment and prismo gets upset about it #'it's a tragedy! it's supposed to be sad!' 'but WHAT IS THE POINT??? it's just tragedy for the sake of tragedy!' #'if your plan this whole time was to make me upset then congrats!!! you made everyone's friend prismo upset. im gonna do something else now' #prismo disappears and scarab feels. bad. it doesn't feel good. #eventually prismo comes back in to apologize for getting too into the story and leaving in a huff and shit and surprise!!! #the wizard is still alive! scarab LISTENED and he CONCEDED and CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT BABEY!!! #now the ending of the story they were trying to tell is more bittersweet instead of a full-on 'everyone's dead or sad' thing #btw the sheriff and the wizard end up kissing and prismo and scarab are both VERY awkward about it #scarab still likes dark edgy stuff but he recognizes the universe he created with prismo is a SHARED project and he's been kind of a pill

[seriousturd]

Some very goofy BMB doodles

References under the cut:

#blind man's bluff #ladyredms #l4d2 #bmb spoilers #phil trying to intimidate the group by telling them to shoot him but he just looks like that #and on my reread i had the image of the “yeah we gay” meme in my head when nick shot the hazmat zombie LMAOOO #i can't wait for nick to experience more of the beauty of reciprocated gay love #and finally a little doodle tribute to the bridge arc #honestly the bridge arc has the most satisfying and emotional payoff that I’ve EVER read in fiction #like I’m still in awe of it!!!! what a beautifully written and depressing and immensely cathartic arc!!! #and the way it sets up the potential for soooo much positive change even within all that darkness!!! #it seriously had me sobbing like a baby at some parts and made me fall in love with the characters all over again!!! #okay i need to stop blabbing about the bridge arc but I love it sooo much

[lunarharp]

uh.. just a doodly collection LOL

#witch hat tag #orufrey #and some earrings. #the rest is mostly me remembering this tipsy scene in my fic and wanting to illustrate it a bit. had to include excerpts so it'd make sense #i dont actually think qifrey is as foolish as in the last image but maybe if he's stressed out &tipsy. happy drunk x melancholy drama drunk #my fic is so serious and then my drawings are like. I'm a silly little man #^ someone forgetting they draw very serious and depressing narrative fanart fairly regularly and this is just to let off steam #qifrey muttering quietly under his breath while staring into his wine: I could be transfem if i had to be. easily. oru: what? qif: nothing. #abt those ladies saying oru looks gay. no he doesnt if he doesnt have his facial hair. #he has the facial hair japanese people see as a gay stereotype. especially on a slight-built man in that style and not like a full beard. #for some reason that screams gay to japanese people. the fact that he was designed with that is good to me.

[sweetshire]

So, @silv-paru sent Sherlock Holmes for the character opinion bingo. thanks a bunch for this (and for your patience. my god, i’m answering this a week late. typical me behaviour). you’re a darling :D

Did you know, i used to tell these stories to my friends? they delighted in them AND i got a chance to sort of ramble on and on abt him and watson. it was a win-win, really. ah, those were the days! now i haven’t reblogged much of him this month at all. i miss him. I MISS HIM.

Onto the bingo: well. he’s The quintessence of gender™ to me. and i relate to him so so much. fav character of all time fr. i want to carry him in my pocket at all times & study him. like. do i want to BE him OR am i IN LOVE with him, ykwim? pssh who knows? certainly not me. uh-huh ‘a beast unleashed’ -does this refer to me or him? you choose. oh re: canon, i’m ignoring the part where holmes dies (or y’know, is dead for 3 years). that’s too angsty.

#sherlock holmes #my dearest blorbo #he’s my belovedest chewtoy basically #if i think abt how modern adaptations *looking at you bbc sherlock* have ruined his character i get so angry i have to take deep breaths #*mutters darkly* he is NOT an arrogant cold-hearted bitch like he’s portrayed; well he IS a bitch but not a cold-hearted one!! #see. the thing abt holmes is that he’s SUCH a sweet boy okay. and he’s compassionate #he cares sooo much. that’s the reason people come to him when they’re distressed. they trust him #he hates the police. he is a jester at heart. loves his watson #he’s here to help the truly desparate helpless people even if they have no money to pay him for the case. no questions asked. But- #he fucking despises obnoxious rich men. the first time he meets watson a total stranger he *very excitedly* tells him abt his experiment #it’s very adorable. he never stops trying to impress ever. infact blushes furiously when complimented by him #my guy has 0 knowledge of our solar system but he’s written several monographs abt different types of ASHES. go figure! #OH i almost forgot the most important fact he’s special to me bc holmes is an audhd gay disaster bastard. sometimes he’s even bisexual #but mostly he’s acespec and in a qpr w watson. he’s VERY adhd. behaves like an excited cat and oh so cute when he stims. everytime he does #i go SQUEEE. when he’s depressed it’s a goddamn hashtag big mood. as in many other ways he is me i am him #he’s PASSIONATE and KIND that’s all you need to know #acd stories are about just some guy who loves his job (which he invented himself btw after quitting college) that’s it #i am overcome with an almighty need to squeeze his cheeks #he’s everything to me <3 #alright if i don’t stop now i doubt i ever will LMAO bye #acd holmes #if u read till the end u get a cookie and a kiss on the nose i love u #silv tag 💞

[chongoblog]

Red Kraken Poll Baby!!! For those who know my funny pirate OCs, which one is your favorite?

#krakenposting #red kraken #if you dont know them heres a brief description #samba is the captain and a dramatic gay Pirate who has a harpoon gun for an arm #tango is an actual gay pirate and also a buff dad #waltz wears a gas mask and throws potions and is a nerd #disco is a kleptomaniac catgirl #tap is an edgy bunny girl who is good at the archery #mac is slightly depressed dipper pines #dougie is a gremlin who tinkers and does surgeries and bodymods he is an enigma #twist is a witch who is the most powerful being in the universe also she has a scarf and plays violin #jig is an jovial old man who knows how to use sword #salsa is the most team mom ever and she is the chef and she is stacked

[lazitoelgato]

I can feel your kiss of Judas, my lips burn (don’t mind this idk how to translate the feeling)

I put the song bc I can

Metaphorical blood /// shit.

#Oc posting #nyaaa #Aureo Rossi #gay depressed mentally divorced fisherman #ah btw don’t worry about his eyes #salty water make his eyes like that #And he’s getting bald too but don’t tell him he doesn’t like mirrors #he used to tho #he used to care a lot about his looks #now he just lives bc he 'has to'