#i am just so angry

[never-forget-viva-la-pluto]

TW:transphobia, murder, transmisogyny, death, suicide mention

this is mostly a rant that i just need to get off my chest

Trans women are censored, harassed and ignored, stalked, and another trans child has been murdered. its a bad time to be trans in many countries rn

If you think that those things dont go hand in hand then you are wrong. Ignoring a trans women when she reports harassment and stalking is how trans women get killed. when a trans man gets excluded from lgbt spaces bc he is transitioned and people think that men=bad, it leaves him without support if he is suicidal or being harassed. When a child is seen as something other than human because they are non binary, officials don't call an ambulance when they are injured and thats how kids die. What happened to Nex was murder.

The ceo isnt committing murder, but he is contributing to the culture that gets people killed and i hope he feels bad about it, especially since tumblr is the one place where a lot of trans people feel safe being themselves.

@photomatt when the statistics have the faces of your friends it is very hard to take you seriously when you have been so glib about the experiences of the trans women on this site. Trans women are some of the most brutalized and murdered people in the world so sorry if I find the car hammer explosion joke funny. Against @predstrogen you look pathetic. I can guarantee she has gotten real death threats. How do i know? bc I have too, as most of the trans people online have.

Enough of that. FELLOW TRANS!! FELLOW QUEERS!!!

LINK TO TRANS RESOURCES INCLUDING SUICIDE HOTLINES:

Don't give up, and dont stop being angry. We deserve to exist and we deserve to be treated like human beings!

#transgender #transphobia #nex benedict #rest in peace nex #black trans lives matter #please let me know if i tag this improperly #ive seen a lot of names and faces of trans people who are no longer here and it never gets easier #no wonder so many of us off ourselves #it hurts to trans a lot of the time anyway #carhammerexplosionmatt #predstrogen #and this goes double for queers of color #lgbtq resources #trans hotline #suicide hotline #this is mostly a rant #i am just so angry #suicide mention #death mention

[gigifluidcat]

"Happy Oscar's Day! Remember to that you're not allowed to Watch it or any other numbing distractions that keep your sheeple brain from crumbling apart. You're only allowed to watch children and families get bombed, with you being powerless enough to not be able to stop it.

You're supposed to witness the blood and tears, with you of course, having nothing to do with it but blame yourself anyway because you live in a country that's actively funding it!

Oh what's that? You don't wanna see kids lose their limbs? Or worse, you want to *cope* with what's happening by distracting yourself? You support the terrorists. You may have done absolutely nothing in life to cause it, or even said anything about it, but your country's president supports the slaughter so that means YOU DO TOO by not wanting to watch children die!

But hey, that's all OK in the end! Drink water and eat plenty of vegetables, and be sure that things will get better! Mental health comes first after all! <3"

- This fucking site.

#gaza #academy awards #vent post #Not an Anti-Gaza post #i am just so angry #“mental health” #mental health #oscars

[yessoupy]

#I am just so angry #oh so you CAN protest #but only when the far-right government YOU elected #starts to infringe on YOUR rights #free palestine

[welcometohighwater]

my mother listening to her toxic christian radio nonsense i am so so angry i am shaking they are “”praising god”” for the roe v wade overturn of course of COURSE they are because as always as fucking always the unborn life is ten thousand times more important than the actual lives of actual living people. i do not like to generalize, where religion is concerned. true followers of christ are not like this. true followers of christ are full of love and compassion. i have met true followers of christ and this is not them. this is a certain brand of american christianity and it’s so self-righteous and hateful that it HURTS

#ignore #i am just SO ANGRY #i am about to cry so many good people are going to die because of this

[notinmyvocab]

I'm literally shaking and trying not to cry at work.

#i am just so angry #it shouldn't have happened

[duckiez]

cw for death and medical fuckheadery in the tags

#man it is exhausting being angry all the time #but i cant help it #i have so many questions ill never have answers for #so many fears ill never have closure over #i hate that the hospital my dad was at didnt so much as tell us that he was doing poor the day he passed #we heard he was doing better the day before he passed away #and then we got a call at 10 at night the day of saying he was gone #i just dont understand #i hate thinking about my dad feeling scared and being all alone #and not having seen his friends or family for over a week bc the floor was on covid protection #i am just so angry #and i dont want to be #i probably need therapy but i cant afford it lol #anyway #teddy.talks

[doctorlombax]

Fucking hatehatehatehatehate that every fucking body wants to mine data I hate the future.

The other day my mom suggested we sign up to volunteer at the local food bank and I thought it would be nice.

So we go to their website and find a time with 2 empty slots. We click the link.

We are redirected to a page that requires the volunteer (the UFCKING volunteer!!!) to create an account. Okay fine I guess.

We put in an email and password. Alright... I guess they need a way to contact someone if they don't show up for their shift.

They want my Mom's phone number... why? They have her email.

They want my Mom's physical home address... I tell my mother to close the web browser.

We are not going to volunteer at the damn food bank. We want to, but why do they need to mine our data? To do a job for free??? Fuck you.

#own posts #I am just so angry #no one is allowed to ask me for any of my data ever without a three page essay on why they need it from now on

[thefloatingstone]

*looks inside the official DeviantArt discord I'm part of* ru roh.

#text post #I hate that I am a member in this channel because now it means I have better knowledge of what's going on #which means I am gonna get so angry at misinformation #But also be unable to correct misinformation because there's little chance any correction I make will be heard #instead of just buried in the replies

[inkskinned]

he says i hate everyone except you and that is addictive and that is kind of romantic and beautiful because you're young and you're kind of a sarcastic asshole too and you don't like bad boys, per say, but you don't really like good ones either. and you like that you were the exception, it felt like winning.

except life is not a romance book, and he was kind of being honest. he doesn't learn to be nice to your friends. he only tolerates your family. you have to beg him to come with you to birthday parties, he complains the whole time. you want to go on a date but - people are often there, wherever you're going. he's just so angry. about everything, is the thing. in the romance book, doesn't he eventually soften? can't you teach him, through your own sense of whimsy and comfort?

at first - you know introverts often need smaller friend groups, and honestly, you're fine staying at home too. you like the small, tidy life you occupy. you're not going to punish him for his personality type.

except: he really does hate everyone but you. which means he doesn't get along with his therapist. which means he has no one to talk to except for you. which means you take care of him constantly, since he otherwise has no one. which means you sometimes have to apologize for him. which means he keeps you home from seeing your friends because he hates them. you're the single exception.

about a decade from this experience, you'll type into google: how to know if a relationship is codependent.

he wraps an arm around you. i hate everyone except you. these days, you're learning what he's actually confessing is i have very little practice being kind.

#i used to think it was romantic too and then i was like. now i see it as a HUGE red flag #writeblr #it is also almost EXCLUSIVELY said by immature ppl who think this is normal #fyi even if u think it's funny and ur like 'im an introvert it's just TRUE' like. you need therapy (ily tho) #healed introversion is just ''i would prefer to be by myself'' not ''i hate every person'' ... hate is not normal. that is not healthy #im sorry. i know it feels accurate. but if you're walking around with that kind of rage.... #1. you're making a LOT of assumptions about every single person u have ever met. which is often unfair and unkind #and also usually involves judging people based on their worst moments or little mistakes #2. you are being unfair to the person who is ur ''exception'' #3. there is a VAST difference between ''ur my favorite person'' and ''the ONLY person i like.'' #idk i think this is just a personal bias thing tbh #im sure there are people who have this experience normally #but i have YET to find a man who thinks like this and ISNT absolute DOGSHIT. although tbh.... like. im sure he exists #when u hit like 30 some of the things that were once kind of hot now just sound fucking exhausting. like ''im in a band'' #edit in the tags: i used to kind of be like this too. but the thing is that like. my life became so much more peaceful #once i started believing that people are generally good. like yes i am mad at the world at large #but it's just.... a very hard way to live. you're not a bad person or wrong for the ways other people hurt you and taught you to be angry. #but that anger will continue to hurt YOU. it will punish YOU. it will prevent YOU from making new deep connections. it will protect you yes #but it will also cause MASSIVE blowback. bc if you lose the One Person... your life will fall apart. i know this personally. #i really recommend just trying to be... cautiously optimistic instead. like. yes #people can be horrible and cruel and there are some communities (incels for example) that aren't worth that optimism #but i think like... most people will hold a door for you . most people want to help you find your wallet . #i hope one day you are able to find peace. i hope that rage eventually smooths over. i know how hard it is PERSONALLY #and i know what must have happened to you. and im deeply deeply sorry we share the same wound. #but i promise - sometimes we all need someone else to help us carry the weight. eventually the rage has to die so that we can let help in #i had to spend years biting at outstretched hands. i still often do. im still very wary . and my heart breaks that you flinch too. #here's the thing: i don't blame you. but we were both acting out of fear and pain. .... not out of healthy behavior. and ... change #was needed. i needed change too. rage was useful for a while. then it just left me isolated and bitter. i had to (with effort) #choose to let that rage go. and let people in . VERY SLOWLY THO LOL

[irregularjohnnywiggins]

You ever have those moments where an idea just... won't leave your head?

#dcu #batman #bruce wayne #green arrow #oliver queen #fake tweets #things I was not able to adequately convey in the format: #obviously Bruce's reasoning is really a lot closer to Ollie's but Bruce has a secret identity to maintain and Ollie... well #I don't know if you can make it out but his twitter profile pic is him in the Green Arrow costume and that's not accidental #also I am pretty sure that Bruce does just have the first airing date of The Price is Right saved in a corner of his mind palace #just in case it's ever relevant to a case #and he's angry at Ollie because Ollie knows that and also knows Bruce can't admit it because it would raise too many questions #also I did consider an extra scene where they tag-team harass Lex #but it just didn't sound right to me #also I put a whole load of Green Arrow references in here #Q-Core N_Singh and H_Fyff are all from the Nu52 Green Arrow runs #albeit Naomi and Henry are at least in the good Nu52 runs #obviously this is post-Snowbirds Don't Fly/Hard Travelling Heroes in general so Oliver is trolling Hal and setting up needle exchanges #and even Hal explaining to Ollie what Twilight is is a reference to one of the most dated things about the Arrow pilot: #the extremely tacky Twilight joke #anyway hope you enjoyed!

[fitzonomy]

"So-called rape victims are usually lying and good men have their reputation ruined."

Me:

#i am just so angry #the more i learn about what men will do invalidate victims #the more it makes me want to set things on fire

[wombywoo]

Just laying some ground rules because in this past week I've seen more nonsense™️ than I have in my entire online experience thus far and this wombat's just about had it🤦‍♀️

starting with #1--if you see my stolen art (or anyone's art for that matter) on pinterest DO NOT repost that art on social media. like AT ALL. period.

#2--STOP tagging VA's in my twitter posts. If I wanted them to see it, I'd do it myself. this just reads like you're the one that wants attention, and it's annoying. bye.

#3--whatever this shit is.

the audacity of not only reposting art, but running it through a tween-idol filter ??? If you can't handle my boy's raw, unchiseled anglo saxon jawline, then gtfo 🏃‍♀️🏃‍♀️

finally #4--DO NOT ACCUSE ME OF MAKING AI ART!!! I can't even fathom how you've reached this conclusion, but making a callout post about me where you claim you have 'proof' is the most ludicrous thing you could've done for yourself mate, because if you want proof, then how's this:

just an example of hundreds of digital artworks I've made in the past...6-ish years?? maybe before AI was even a thing..🤔

Anyway--kindly get the fuck of my lawn 📣📣📣

#I'm sorry for this #but I am ANGRY #and tired #I'm just here to do my thang so let me do it in peace 🙏

[wispscribbles]

Ghoap sketch page

#ghostsoap #soapghost #simon ghost riley #john soap mactavish #cod fanart #my art #doodle #I found a new brush again and so #had to test it #anyone else sorta freaking out about mw3?? hhahahah couldn’t be me (is me) #I have fics in process that could be wildly changed by what happens to our lads #just hope it doesn’t somehow kill my hyperfixation #because this is my source of serotonin at the moment (this entire year) #I am so angry that I allowed cod to have any power over me #absolutely devastating for my pride #(said with love)

[squuote]

this was meant for an ask my friend sent about what if stanley wasn't actually stanley's name but tumblr DELETED IT and now i am pissed take this comic from my hands NEOW

#the stanley parable #the stanley parable ultra deluxe #tspud #tsp #crows art #GUUUUUHHHHH #THE ASK WAS STILL THERE YESTERDAY WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!!!!! #<- not actually super angry but!!!!!! frustrating!!!!!!! #anyway it was a silly fun ask and i loved it a lot >:-( so i drew a comic #just took me forever to actually get to #but here it is. in the flesh #now i am gonna go angrily drink ginger beer

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

thinkin' about Bardaby and his illusion smoke...

#went on yet another bardaby bender. these are only part of it lmao #i am often seized by the fatal need to Draw Barnaby In Some Shape Or Form #but yes. thinking very hard about the illusion smoke #i feel like sometimes he uses it recreationally... mixed with other stuff to dilute it ofc #but it keeps the color! #im imagining that it can act sort of like a Mood Ring! #the core color that he exhales yk yk! #but using it full strength for proper illusions and such #he's gotta be careful about it! it'll fuck him up! #he's built up Quite The Resistance to illusions and illusion magic over his life #but everyone has their limits... #scribble salad #wh fantasy au #IM NOT USED TO DRAWING SMOKE. IT LOOKS BAD LMAO #i'll have to work on that! look up tutorials! Practice! #anyhow i think the other scribbles need their own post #its mainly bardaby and our little warlock... #there are three ways i love drawing barnaby #i love scribbling him angry. i love scribbling him with howdy. and i love scribbling him being soft w/ wally #side note i realized earlier that part of the reason why i love characters who are just so much bigger than everyone else #ex: poppy & barnaby #is bc then its like. they're the smaller guys' personal jungle gym lmao #free bed! free climbing wall! free bean bag! free Getting Tossed Around!!!! #all wrapped up with the wonderful bow of Friend!!!! #...my touch starvedness is showing isnt it. away with ye demons!!!

[blluespirit]

back on my 'zuko is aroace' agenda. if i have to see one more post arguing about shipping i am going to start biting people. he's actually a single dad and never marries thanks bye.

#obv you do you but i for one am TIRED of the discourse #i hate it!!! i hate it so much!!!! #i love being in fandom but sometimes it makes me *starts screaming* #i search up the character and it's just a tirade of angry posts arguing abt who loves XYZ more or they looked at each other so #there is NO DENYING they're madly in love #like you can ship anyone u want but babe... its so fucking deniable!!!! #so anyway aroace zuko truthers where are u #zuko #jack talks