#i am still seeking that hug btw

[moxley]

in the past three days i found out my grandmother has cancer, my television was fuckin destroyed by the power of cat, and uh, this morning i saw a man who bled to death from his head on the pavement, so.

politely can i catch a break

#cancer warning? #death warning? #i don’t know man #i am still seeking that hug btw

[rzyraffek]

Hewos!

I was hoping to request some soft moments with the Sinclair Brothers, Brahms, and Billy Lenz?

Thank you! Have a good day/night :3

Yall wtf I come back home and i got 4new requests??? I am famous or something THANK YOU ALL FOR REQUEST!!! Some of them are sus but ily all still💖💖 But this request is very cute!!

They/them, sfw, Request open

Fluffy times with slasher

Billy Lenz

He might be a weird creep but he also is a huge cuddlebug

Like everytime they wanna relax and watch movie or do something fun this guy will litteraly lay on them

My guy turns into tomato everytime s/o cups his cheeks, or holds his hands gently😳😳

Also if s/o is a gamer he will watch them play and be theirs number one fan (tbh whatever competitive hobby they got hes nr1 fan). Shit talking people with Billy>>

He moves a lot in his sleep, kicks too, and probably talks aswell. He is very active sleeper.

Also he is a night owl but he goes to bed with s/o so they can lie toghether. And he will stare qt them (litteraly just like in the movie btw)

Get him some headbands those hair are getting into his eyes

Bo Sinclair

Okay but he loves when they grab his arm when they are walking together. Or when s/o kisses him, he doenst care tbh everykiss from them is wonderful

His arm always lands on them during sleep, and he snores too

He loves borrowing his hoodies and shirts to them but he smokes so everything he wears smells like nikotine, and he too smells like it. So hopefully they dont mind it

If they are upset he gonna get so protective, like ?who hurt you? Why are you crying?? And a lot of touches too

Vincent Sinclair

Quality time with vincent inculdes: teaching them how to make wax figures, go on walk with a dog, braid eachother hair, and gossip. Yeah gossip i know this guy doenst look like it but he lives for drama. Talking shit about rude and disrespectful vitims is great

Hes increadeably patient! When he was teaching them how to use make stuff out of wax no matter how many tries s/o failed and how many tiems tjey said that their work looks ugly and well- bad he was like "nononono try again but like this *shows some epic wax strategy*"

His brothers are very happy that vincent is socialasing! He usually just hangs out with bo or lester, god he doesnt even interacts with his victims???

His hands are shaky

He sleeps like lil babi, he 100% does 'ah mimimimi ah mimimi' when asleep, also he is very nervous to hug them while in bed and when he wakes up to them hugging him, he will turn tomato

Brahms Heelshire

Guy has skin walker vibes. Like s/o gonna just vibe in bed trying to zzz and this guy will just stand in dark corridor, staring, with absolute darkness behind him. And it doesnt help that he is very skinny and has long long arms

He loves cooking together!! Helping in kitchen is such fun job! But he won't clean the dishes! he is disgusted by wet food

No pets in house!! He would be 100% jealous!! And he already has 50rats in walls I think that's enough animals for now

When he talks about stuff he enjoys he moves his hands alot!

He loves playing hide and seek! And scaring s/o when they don't see him😈😈

Asa Emory

Rich bitch

You calling him at 3am because you hungry and there's no food in fridge? Uhh yes honey lemmie just finish this victim of and-what? You want Chinese food this time? Hmm yeah that sounds tasty

He gonna spoil them!

Hes very animalistic tbh, but he is also a gentleman. He gonna ask for consent everytime he even gets near them "can I kiss you?/is it okay if I do that" ect ect

Sleeping with him is scary. Fr. He gonna just randomly disapear in middle of night and come back 9hours later. Or he gonna be missing for almost whole day and just comeback while s/o is eeping and just go to sleep like nothing happened

Also he purrs

Yall I got alot of requests now so I might do them slowly! If you requested anything lately dont worry I will write that I just need time!!

#slasher x reader #slasher headcanons #billy lenz #billy lenz x reader #brahms heelsire #brahms x reader #asa emory x reader #the collector x reader #the collector #house of wax #vincent sinclair x reader #vincent x reader #vincent sinclair #bo sinclair x reader #bo sinclair

[sweater-daddiesdumbdork]

Sweet Amber, I have couple things about Alpha Steve and Little One 🥰

- If Steve and Little One had a fight, like normal couples argument, who do you think would initiate the make up?? 🤔 (I'm inclined to think Steve, coz he loves spoiling his mate)

- who's the pillow hog? Steve or LO?

- what do they buy for each other when they go shopping?

- what does Little one find annoying in Steve? Wet towels on the floor or mess on a kitchen counter?

- Does Steve like to paint LOs toes? 🤗

PS: your baked delights look scrumptious. Do you want to share them with Alpha and LO?

Hey babes! I love these questions btw, seeing them in just a everyday kind of life is so rare for them in the series. What made you think of these?

I'm gonna do these answers under a read more just cause I did get a bit long with some of them. Thank you so much!

Okay so it kind of depends on what the argument is about, because both of them can be stubborn in a sense where they feel like they are right in whatever is causing the argument. But when Steve knows he is in the wrong, after he has had a moment to calm down and really give it some thought without his feelings clouding the situation, he will return from where he dissapeared into the woods. His senses narrowing beyond his connection to the pack to just seek out his Little One. And you can feel him through the bond, no longer his ungiving resolve but now its a softer acceptance in your mind, tugging you to accept him. Depending on how mad you are, you either push him out of your mind, seeking to just be you and your Little Wolf or open up to let him in. It is his way of asking if you are okay with him coming to you. Steve will seek you out, usually on the back deck, curled up in one of the chairs, feeding the birds on the railing. "Little One." He will say softly in greeting, moving to sink in front of you, his hands sliding along your thighs gently cause even when you both are upset, he craves touching you and holding you. You hum a bit in acknowledgment while your sprinkling feed on the railing, watching the flirting of birds sprining back and forth for their prize. You feel his palms cover your knees, hooking his fingers into the hollow space behind your knee to draw your legs off the chair and feet into his lap, massaging them. "I was wrong and I should have listened to what you were saying. I let my temper get the best of me, it is something I am still working on." His head dipping to kiss your ankle. Your gaze darts to him. Watching your big pack leader Alpha kneeling before you, his thumb sliding along the arch of your foot. You finally reached out, brushing his longer hair back from his face. "You seem to forget that it's not you who has to always protect everyone." You sighed as you felt the Alpha deep in your senses, belly crawling to his mate, the Little Wolf ignoring him with a flick of her tail. The image made you smile a bit as Steve moved to the other foot, easing it into his hand. "He is going to have to work pretty hard to get her to come around." Steve observed while working his palm up the back of your calf. "She is pretty upset with her mate, I know how she feels. The stubborn ass." You shrugged, flinging more food onto the railing. You felt Steves hands grip the back of your calves, pulling you forward till you fell into his lap, your legs interlocking at the ankles around his waist. "Compromise? You can be mad at me for the rest of today, but let's discuss this again without me going all Alpha? Maybe we can figure out something that is okay for both of us." Your arms circled his neck and you leaned into his chest, your forehead resting against his own while the Little Wolf finally opened to the Alpha nuzzling at her and grooming gently at all her favorite spots. "I promise to listen if you do." "I promise."

Definetly Steve! He is always hording the pillows in the night, his way of thinking is that he is his mates pillow. You drape across him, hugging around his waist while your face is buried in the thick patch of hair on his chest or up higher, nuzzling in against his neck and rubbing your body into his side, clearly marking yourself as his in your sleep. Sometimes that can drive him a bit feral, but you are always so comfy just using him for all your needs that Steve happily uses the pillows to his advantage.

Steve loves buying his Little One new foods to try. Living with Pierce, you didn't get to try lots of things so this is now like a food journey for you. So far peanut butter capn' crunch is still your cravings go to food. Steve also likes surprising you with holiday ornaments, you have throughly fallen for them and your utmost joy is getting to decorate the cabin. His favorite thing though is finding items when he is either working in the woods or his Alpha is running. Your favorite surprise he has found was a rare piece of wood on the beach, weathered from the elements till it was smooth. You had him hang it up it up on the celeing in the kitchen, using it to hang herbs and flowers to dry. You like buying Steve things he can use, not just as a logger but as a mechanic too (although Sam is the better mechanic in the pack.) So lots of outdoor clothes and boots. You frequently go with Sara to the nearby town in the valley below the mountain to look for things, loving the local leather shop, flea markets and farmers markets to browse. Alot of flannels have come home, maybe for your own use too as Steve frequently wraps you up in one after he is done wearing it.

His favorite item you have given him though was a worn leather jacket you baragained for at the flea market. When you had him unwrap it, his blue eyes blazed in appreciation while feeling the supple leather. Now he wears it whenever he can cause you always are so happy when he does.

4. Ahhh you would think it would be Steve, but it's actually Little One who is messy! You can always see a path through the cabin of where you have been just by the discarded things. Now Steve is a bit of a neat freak, he lived a few years as a single bachelour and gotten used to taking care of his cabin. With that in mind, what does drive Little One a bit crazy is that Steve can't just settle down until everything is taken cared of. And when he tries to relax, he gets a bit anxious if he knows something isn't finished, which causes him to go check the packs large garage to make sure tools and vehicles are all put back where they belong. You have a way of distracting him though, when you are going crazy watching him do all this... You start teasing him, touches to his neck where the bond is located is especially effective, your bond filling with all those arousing sensations that make him very aware of needing to satisfy you... and if those subtle things do not work... You straddle him, grinding in his lap and kiss him till he is growling and pinning you down to fucking breed you. 5. Imagine Steves shock when you told him you never had your toes painted! He came home, knowing you spent the day with Sara and Sara always treated herself to a manicure and pedicure, Sam had made mention about how his mate was treating herself. Steve wanted that for you too, but when he came home, you didn't have any of that done. You just shrugged it off, not seeing the benefits. Steve loaded you right up into his truck Lenore and drove you back to town, to the local drug store and together you two went to the makeup aisle. It took some encouraging but Steve was able to get you to pick a bunch of colors that you love and promptly took you home. That evening was spent with your Alpha pampering you with all the tenderness you had never been given before by anyone. By the end of the night, Steve was in his bedroom leather chair, having you in his lap, your feet dangling over the arm of the chair, both of you admiring the color Steve painted on. His growls appraising as he pressed kisses and soft affectionate bites to your shoulder, his large hand rubbing at your leg while you nuzzled back in against him. Now you will ask him to paint your toes, letting him know that you are craving that quiet intimate evening with your mate. I hope this gives you a glimpse of what our Alpha Steve and Little One are like when they are just together living life. Thank you so much for this ask babes! I appreciate it much more then you know.

The Pack Masterlist

#steve and little one #asks #amber answers #the pack #alpha steve and little one #steve rogers and reader

[meatfromcheesex3]

Fandom: Solarballs

Character: Earth

Earth x gn reader (humanized)

GENRE: angst to fluff💔💗

Time zone: Earth alone part 1 before Luna comes back to Earth (this going to change the whole ending of the plot but we aren't going to focus on that- ;3)

Help: (P/N)

Planet name

Hope you like it^-^ this is definitely not canon and it might be ooc...

Welp let's start<3

Btw Earth's pov:

꒰⁠⑅⁠ᵕ⁠༚⁠ᵕ⁠꒱⁠˖⁠♡Special♡⁠˖⁠꒰⁠ᵕ⁠༚⁠ᵕ⁠⑅⁠꒱

I was alone.

All of my friends are gone..

Has it always been this dark here?

Are my earthlings will be alright?

Why am i even caring about them? They don't care about me. They are already planning to leave so why should i care?

I felt someone's presence behind me, I didn't even bother turning around, i just knew that if i don't talk to them they just gonna leave. Like everyone else.

It was until i felt their hands on my shoulder.

"Are you alright, Earth? You seem down.."

I heard the voice. The voice that i always loved. Their voice.

"(P/N)... you're still here.."

I say as i turn around to meet with their face

"Of course i am, why wouldn't i be? But seriously are you alright?"

They asked as concern grew in their voice.

"No..(p/n) you need to go away or I'll hurt you like i did with the others.. i don't want you to hate me, so go away.. please.."

I said to them and looked away, i did not wanted them to see the tears welling up in my eyes.

"No, Earth, you aren't in the right mind now, please talk to me. What do you mean by hurting me like the others? Or do you even want to talk about it."

(P/n) Turned me around by my shoulders to look at them but i still refused to. I just shake my head as no and try hard as possible not to cry. I need to stay strong. Strong for them.

"Okay, that's fine. Can i stay with you? Only if you don't mind.."

They say softly and i nod my head. I want them to stay, but i don't want to hurt them.

"May i hug you?"

They asked as they raised their arms intending a hug. I quickly nod and i bring them into a tight hug.

I want this to end. I want my friends back. I want Luna back.

"Please stay.."

I hear my voice crack, I can't even recognize my own voice.

"I'll stay, I'll stay."

They smiled and hugged me tighter.

"I heard about the fight you had with Mars and Venus. But I don't know about Luna."

They say as they rub my back to comfort me.

"They all left me.. i hurt all of them.. they don't like me, i don't deserve them..!"

I said and i burry my face into their neck, seeking for their warmth. Even though my brain says otherwise, my heart still wants them to be around me.

"You know yourself that you hurted them, but I'm sure they forgive you, sooner or later.. and about Luna.. you know you shouldn't use him like that.. he looks up at you, always helps you.."

They cooed and i feel my hands tighten on their shirt, my eyes starting to water more.

"I-I know! I respect him and know how much he does for me... It's just.. i don't know.."

I don't recognize my own voice, is that really me? Do i really sound like that? That broken and lost?

"Why do you even care for me? I don't deserve to be around you.. you should just leave me for someone bette-

I was cut off by a pair of lips on mine. I froze but as soon i knew what was happening, i lowered my arms to their waist and kissed them back. They were holding my cheeks and i was holding their waist. As soon our lips parted away from each others, i imadetdly missed the warmth of their lips on mine.

"I care for you.. because you're special to me.. I know how much you fighted for life.. but i still know you did hurt the others.. I'll help you change. I know you can.."

They say as they are still holding my cheeks, staring into my eyes. The tears in my eyes started to spill. I hug them again and hide my face in the crook of their neck to hide my tears even though they could feel it.

They were rubbing my back to comfort me and softly smiled even though i couldn't see it. I didn't even noticed that someone was walking towards me from behind.

"Earth! I was looking for you."

I hear Luna shout from a distance and run towards me. I look behind myself as i fully turn around to face Luna.

"Moon? Where were you?"

I ask him in full concern. Where was he? I thought he left me.

"Long story, i wanted to fix the mess you created but it didn't quite work."

꒰⁠⑅⁠ᵕ⁠༚⁠ᵕ⁠꒱⁠˖⁠♡Special♡⁠˖⁠꒰⁠ᵕ⁠༚⁠ᵕ⁠⑅⁠꒱

i do not know how to end this sooo.... Use your imagination!!!

Yeahhhh...

I don't really like this but i hope it's isn't that baddd!!!

Have a good dayy/night/evening/afternoon!!!

<33

Words: 909

#solarballs x reader #Solarballs #x reader #Earth #angst to fluff #Earth x reader

[alexeithegoat]

Now that Ahsoka’s over, or at least the first season, I wanted to give my thoughts on how I personally thought it would go. longish post beneath the cut!!!

Picture this:

Ahsoka Tano has just picked up Sabine from Lothal, with Sabine who had just cut her hair short like Kanan did, and Ahsoka who had adorned the white cowl to separate her from Anakin.

They set off in the Jedi T-6 Shuttle in search of leads, anything to get closer to finding Ezra. We see them talking the night away, frequenting bars and cantinas across the cosmos, perhaps even winding up into fights. We get to see them kicking ass and making it through the days. Maybe Hera comes out to help them, maybe someone has a Force Vision or Kanan’s Force ghost comes to them with hope and answers. So when they finally get the lead they need, they set off. It doesn’t matter where to, but they set off, with Hera, with Zeb and Chopper and Huyang and whomever else and they leave on the Ghost.

Hera and Sabine have an honest heart-to-heart about how Ezra’s disappearance has affected them, they talk over some coffee. Ahsoka catches up with Zeb and finds out how things have been going on Lira San (which btw!!! a lead to Ezra’s location could definitely have come from Chava the Wise, the mystic that led everyone to the new Lasat homeworld!!!). Zeb talks about the good ol’ days with Chopper and it’s a nice family experience.

When they eventually find Ezra, he’s with Thrawn, roughing it and surviving on a harsh planet. I’m not skilled enough in the art of storytelling to say what would come of that exactly, but what I do know is, a lot of it needs to be centred around the Reunion. Ezra gets to be with his family again, the Spectres. Maybe Thrawn seeks to be reunited with the Chiss, I don’t know.

And yes, this Ahsoka’s show (despite it being so clearly a Rebels 2.0), so she needs to get the clarity she deserves by meeting with Anakin’s force ghost. Perhaps she has a nightmare, perhaps she just sees him, but regardless, Ahsoka needs to separate herself from Anakin and get a proper apology from him if he has redeemed himself. She needs that release to finally move on and leave his ghost in the past

I’m not so on-board with Jedi Sabine or Ahsoka teaching Sabine when those two barely interacted beforehand. If they had worked into it during the show instead of telling us they already had a bond, it would be more believable. Ahsoka doesn’t really need to train anyone in my honest opinion except follow the fate that has been laid out for her.

The show would end with loose ends tied up, maybe a little homage to Family Reunion - and Farewell Part 2, where it pans over everyone and what they’re doing after the gruelling events. Let the show pan over to Kanan’s old mask in some dusty room. End it over a shot on the jaig eyes.

Where do Shin and Baylan tie into this? I don’t know. They could very well be gone from the show entirely or they can play a part as semi-antagonists. I’m not entirely sure what was happening at the end there with Shin rallying the bandits and Baylan on the Mortis statues, but still. Likewise with Elsbeth. While it was nice to see her have a rematch with Ahsoka, we had this huge build up with the Great Mothers and then what? She dies? I don’t know what to make of this except I am only feral about one thing

WHY DIDN’T HERA AND EZRA HUG???!???

anyways thank you for making it this far of my drabbles, have some art as a gift:

#ahsoka spoilers #ahsoka show #ahsoka series #bro i am so not normal #hera syndulla #ezra bridger

[euphorial-docx]

anyway i could get any jewish regulus snipbits from literally any of ur work i gotta live up to my user somehow 😋 i love ur work btw reading fade into you made me cry actually

ok i have 2!!

these snippets are pretty simple, but if there’s anything at all to correct, or even elaborate on, please share it with me if you want! even if it’s to say “that’s not exactly accurate” or “my favorite part of this holiday is x,” i’d love to hear feedback!

opev:

Andromeda notices his presence first and sends him a smile, and he smiles back the best he can as he slides his way over to her.

“Ciao,” he greets, and his eyes immediately gravitate to the plate of latkes sitting beside her, his interest piqued. “Posso?”

“Certamente,” Andromeda says as she nudges the plate in his direction, and he doesn’t need to be told twice to take one. “Ah Freilichen Chanukah.”

“Anche a te.”

Regulus hooks an arm around her and places a firm kiss on her cheek. Andromeda hugs him back, of course, and pecks his cheek as they pull away.

diurne:

I’ve been thinking. About the baby, you know? About how we’re going to raise him.”

Regulus shifted on the couch. “Is this because of my mother? Don’t listen to her, okay? I know that’s easier said than done, but it’s not up to her and I won’t let it be up to her.”

“I know, I know. I’m definitely not taking her opinions into account. I only care about yours,” James told him. “I just wanted to tell you what I’ve been thinking about. About it.”

“Okay,” Regulus warily said.

“You know that I’m not really religious,” James started, and the pause went on for a little too long before Regulus realized he was supposed to say something.

“Yeah.”

“And you are.”

“I guess I am.”

“I think that, if you want to raise our kid in Judaism, then I’d be more than okay with that. Whatever you want to raise him in, I want that too.”

“Really?” asked Regulus.

It’s not that Regulus expected James to resent the idea or anything, but he didn’t expect James to actively seek this conversation out. He thought James would just shrug and say ‘sure’ if Regulus ever brought it up.

“Yeah,” James reconfirmed with the casual shrug Regulus had predicted. “I mean, maybe we could also do that multi-cultural thing, you know? Like maybe we could still do some Christmasy stuff, because you know I love Christmas, but also do all of your stuff too, if that’s what you want.”

Regulus couldn’t help but smile. “I’d like that.”

“Good. Great.” James smiled back.

#fic: ogni parte è viva (every part is alive) #fic: diurne

[smoosnoom]

moon!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i have been sick the last couple of days but today i feel so much better . i don't think it's a coincidence that u posted today . like !!!!!! i just finished reading cleaving and i just. think it is the most beautiful thing in the world:( will deserves your writing. like . he deserves this love and warmth man:( this one hit really hard!! coming out has been difficult for me but overall it has shown me how much i'm loved when i have been doubting that a lot. and will is such an important character to me i really think he makes up so much of who i am and seeing him written by you so beautiful and loved and . yeah. anyways here are my fav parts ! i was a bit nervous to do this but i read that u like when people do this so i will too ! :

"-and Mike lingers next to Lucas and El like Will has never mattered to him, which is – fine, it's fine, Will just misses him like home, misses him like half his rib cage has been torn off, and he's fine, is the thing, he's fine, he just wishes it was back to the way it used to be, or that he had Mike again, but again is unfair, because Mike has never been Will's, will never be Will's, and it's stupid to even – 

Will looks away.

He hates how he is."

like o. okay o.hyogd. i lvoe the way u write will like ohmykgod okay . the "half his rib cage has been torn off but it's fine" is so. GODDD it's so will . okay . i love your writing so much .

sorry if this is very long btw .

"Will can’t complain, though, and especially not when he did it to himself, when he is the one seeking out solitude, always the outlier, the outsider in every sense of the word. He’s the one inhibiting a monster on his neck, the one with something ugly hiding in his heart, the one always too quiet, too weak, too – everything. He’s everything. He hates everything."

the way u write will . is so everything to me . it is like. that is my boy!!!! he is me i am him!! and it's so WILL like yeah sorry that is my boy i love the way you write him i will always always say that !!!

"Will frowns, a confused crease between his brows when he involuntarily turns to look at Mike. He looks a little pink on the cheeks, dark hair curling around his neck, and the ache to paint comes back like it always does."

"The confidence of it all, Will thinks, is from the surge of – rightness that comes when he’s around Mike, around his sincerity, how right he feels, like he’s a person worth looking at, like the parts that make him up aren’t just the absent-minded move of the universe. Mike makes him feel – right. Human. Like he fits, like he’s seen."

"He can’t reach up and rub at them, he knows he’ll cry. He can’t clear his voice, either, because then it’ll break, it’ll be so obvious, how he’s on the brink of falling apart, how much this matters to him, how bare he is, and Mike still hasn’t said anything.

Will’s always been too see-through, though, too readable, and most of all to Mike, because he tries to clear his throat, tries to look down at the ground, maybe so his tears aren’t so visible when they slip down his cheeks, and then Mike’s – 

– right beside him, suddenly, cutting through the distance so quickly, like something had shoved him out of a trance, and then he’s right there, right in front of him, arms sweeping him up in a hug like he’s done before, like he had stopped doing, like he’s doing right now, pressing him into his body. 

Will lets out a startled sob, and Mike’s hand finds itself splayed against his back, before moving up to his nape, against the back of his head, pushing him against the slope of shoulder and neck. “It’s okay,” Mike says, all soft, like he means it, like he believes it. “It’s okay, Will, don’t – you don’t have to worry.”"

"Will wants to ask about it. He almost wants to stop them both and ask if Mike’s sure he wants to hold hands with someone like him. 

But – he’d been insistent, had brought Will against his chest and wiped away his tears. Boys afraid of other boys liking them wouldn’t do such a thing. Mike’s been unrelenting."

"His chin is atop Will’s head, and Will can feel the rumble of his voice when he talks. “Don’t ever apologize, okay? Not – not for this.” He hears it when he swallows. “You don’t – I mean, you’ll always be my best friend. Nothing – nothing’s going to change that. Ever.” He tightens his hold onto Will. He’s quiet, but Will hears him loud and clear when he murmurs, “I love you.”"

i could really copy and paste the entire thing but i chose these cuz they r sososoos lovely and. idek how to explain i just . love everything about the way you write and yeah yeah sorry this isn't the best explanation haha i just. LOVE your writing and lvoed this so so much it. ohhgg okay goodbye<3

donnie i need u to know that in my state of Sickness and Not Health i was blushing twirling my hair over this because Thank You 😭😭 i hope u are feeling much better since when u sent this i know i am . very bad at replying to asks but pls know im always gushing over them 🫶🫶 u can consider "cleaving" to be a wish for ur wellbeing 🫡 anything for finn byersverse

"it has shown me how much im loved when ive been doubting that a lot" this is . the way this made me emotional oh im so glad to hear that 😭🫂 and knowing u like the way wills written by me . what if i sob what if iam in shambles .

i do like when ppl do this !!!!! feel free to do it whenever !!!!!!!!! also u mention being nervous or similar whenever u send asks and i hope u don't feel like that anymore 😭 i appreciate whatever u send :)

😭😭 THANKYOUOUU it is so crazy when ppl like the bits that i spend just a few seconds jotting down and going Yeah that seems right . like wow thank u

"i love the way u write him" on the floor in a puddle melting crying dying . bye No one is hearing from me ever again

me filing all these bits away to know which parts people like the most 🙂 i hope whatever i write next has u feeling this way again LOL u are always so kind to me !!!! thank u donnie byersverse my shining star 🫂🌟

#/ask #crying . best ask ever

[kpdeek]

Episode 7 Thoughts & Reactions

Okay, I'm typing this out on my phone so let's see how much my thumbs can handle. I just needed to get everything on my mind OFF my mind and into words, so if you actually read thru this entire mess, goddamn you're patient 🤣🤣 (also, I've never had a Tumblr in my life. Don't really know how to use it, but I needed SOMEWHERE to post this beast, & hopefully have a convo with someone).

First off, I'm gonna start with the KP scenes. I think this episode woukd have worked well without the side story, which just speaks to how well written this show is (tho I am BEYOND grateful we got that story. It was a much needed reprieve from drama and pining). First hospital scene, Kinn asking Porsche for a hug: we're seeing him allow himself to be vulnerable for the first time ever. If him kissing Porsche in EP 4 was a Crack in his armor, there's a whole ass crevice in it now. Then, Porsche & Kinn pushing each other's buttons when Kinn asks if Porsche enjoyed the beer Vegas gave. Porsche realized Kinns jealousy streak, & boy did he exploit it. At times it was cute, & other times I might have been worried for Porsches life (right before that steamy ending lolz).

Then my FAV scene on the balcony @ the minor family house. Did yall see how Porsche was seeking out encouragement from Kinn? UGH. & for a second I thought Kinn was really going to be an asshole & just let the night end by hanging up on P, but NO!!! my man's escaped the hospital to give Porsche his lucky gun. I can see that Kinn--despite his suspicious nature & being burned by a past lover--is really trying here. He meant it when he said he doesn't want to be like his old self, but old selves are hard to grow from & cast out when they're so ingrained into every aspect of our lives (& encouraged by all aspects of our lives, except for the ONE aspect u want to change your old self FOR). The dirty talk is dirty talk, & I won't dwell on it much, but in the middle of the conversation, how u can see Kinns face shift 180 degrees from playful and flirty (and horny) to utterly concerned, maybe even afraid? ughhhh Mile did so well. You can tell Kinn is effing SCARED of his feelings, scared of Porsche (or at least of giving Porsche the power to hurt him like Tawan did. I still don't think we've gotten a semblance of the truth about that particular relationship, but until ep. 8 I guess...).

& then the bathroom scene. Ah, Vegas, Vegas, Vegas. Idk who u think u are, but clearly you've tried this shit with Kinn once. Did you really think you'd have your way again? Now, I know he was thinking Porsche is drunk, but I don't think Porsche really was. I mean, up at the party Vegas was coming on pretty strong, & Porsche looked wary of him then, shifting to look behind him, acting kinda distant, maybe uncomfortable. But then if he's faking bring drunk, it makes me wonder what his motive was. Because even with Vegas taking his shirt off & coming onto him & stuff, there was a moment where Porsche looked sober as hell, with the way he was uncomfortable, & then proceeded to push Vegas off him. Maybe he's getting suspicious of Vegas being the mole because Vegas is just acting shady enough? Knowing Porsches dream, always showing up when it's oh-so convenient to lend a hand or a shoulder. Yeah, I think I'll stick to that theory until I'm proven wrong. Plus, Kinns outraged "DO YOU SEE THE RING ON MY FINGER?" in other words, "There's only room for one alpha male in this house, & that's ME!" So sexy. So, so sexy.

Now, unto Vegas. Oof, that man is the definition of psychopath. Bible freaking shined this episode. The dead look in his eyes when he was torturing, the pleased smirk when he consistently came out on top, the gun exchange bt. him & Porsche (so freaking hot btw). & then the purely rageful way his gun shook when he wanted so badly to shoot Kinn, the petulant way he knocked Kinns hand down and stormed out. We're really seeing a guy who's always been "second" to his cousin & who so badly just wants all the goods for himself. The lover, the praise, the power, the attention. I feel bad for him in a way, having to fight for a position Kinn isn't so keen on anyway, always coming up second best because Kinn is the family's golden child, the heir. I get why he is the way he is, what with the unhealthy competition there, coupled with the violent life he's been raised in.

Now, our third couple: KimChay. Ahh, Kim, no matter how hard you look, you're not gonna catch any dirt on our inmocent little Chay. In some ways this budding relationship kind of weirds me out--kim is a man, Chay is more like a child. Not talking about the real life age difference, we have to look past that when it comes to the reality of the show. But I mean in their characterization & personalities, in their maturity. I see Kim slowly but surely falling for Chay, who is possibly the most innocent person Kim has ever come across in his existence.

I've said this before somewhere else, but despite Kim coming off as the shady character he has been, i think he's right for questioning his father's motives in wanting to hire Porsche so badly: we should be asking ourselves that question as well. With time, I think we'll see what Korn's motivations are, but I'll leave that for another time. At this point they're giving us heavy one liners from Korn that hint at things, but nothing too solid enough to grasp. I have theories, but again, I'll save those for another episode.

Anyway, Kim. I see him falling for Chay the more he learns Chay is not a threat, but I have a feeling by the time Kim confronts his feelings for him Chay will have found out that this entire relationship began because he was simply a pawn in Kim's agenda. What that agenda is, I'll say here: I think Kim, suspicious of his fsthers insistence in hiring Porsche--who does not fit the bill for the fams usual expectations of their bodyguards--is digging into Porsche to understand why Korn rooted for this man so hard. Why is Porsche being treated differently by their mafia leader father? Though Kim is painted as the shady one, I think he's just trying to protect his family, or at least look out for them from the distance he's put between him and them. He loves them, just doesn't want to be a part of their world. I'm gonna say something that kinda sounds like reaching considering we don't know much about Kim just yet, but I feel like Kim will be the surprise hero at the end of the series. If not hero, then at least the bearer of answers for some questions we still have.

I feel like I'm not saying everything I want to say, but all this to say (hehe) that these actors are doing a freaking phenomenal job at their roles. Keep in mind I've never read the books, I don't know what changes have been made in the plot, tho I've seen a lot of people say we're separated from the book now. So looking at the show as what it is, it's amazing. The emotion, the rawness, the realism, the comedy, the humanity, the moral ambiguity, all of it. So well done, written, & performed.

This thing is getting super long, but I'll end with what I hope to see in EP8: the infamous pool scene (only because Mile hinted it'll appear in either 8 or 9), Porsche being the jealous one for once thanks to Tawan's rise from the dead. I hope they don't bother us with Tawan too much; he's already causing enough trouble for our main couple without having appeared on screen once, & we already know how Kinn feels about him. But I hope to see Porsche return the same kind of need for Kinn as Kinn needs for him. I definitely don't want to see Kinn questioning his feelings for Porsche or using Tawan as a way to hurt him. I believe in Kinn & have faith that whatever Tawan wants, Kinn has been hurt enough by him in the past not to fall for any trickery, but then again we don't necessary know on what terms he & Tawan broke up (tho a small part of me thinks it's the same kind of situation as Kinn telling the world Porsche died so he can go back to his normal life). Sigh. This plot point kind of worries be, but I have more faith in the writers than I do Kinn (lollll), so I know whatever we get is going to be good.

Alright. That's pretty much all I have to say. Again, if you read thru all this, kudos👏🏼 I'd love to have lengthy convos with yall about everything since I can't really talk about the show with anyone in my life, but for now at least I have the space to write it out. Until next time, cheers!

#kinnporsche #kinnporsche ep7 #vegas kinnporsche #tv shows #kinnporschetheseries #kinnporsche cast

[toxic-potions-productions]

I posted 1,115 times in 2022

That's 346 more posts than 2021!

821 posts created (74%)

294 posts reblogged (26%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

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I tagged 1,096 of my posts in 2022

Only 2% of my posts had no tags

#fnw39 alternate timeline - 753 posts

#gacha comic - 358 posts

#tumblr buddies - 334 posts

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Longest Tag: 84 characters

#this just further proves my point that i need to stay the hell away from tik tok x'd

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

You have my blessing (Bittersweet au Rp post)

Cheech requested this one, BTW ----------------------------------------------------

It was a few days after Accurate’s attempt at taking his own life. He was curious on why he was repaired since he felt like he didn’t have a right to get repaired.

He didn’t want to experience the painful reminder that Tiana was now with Ac.

Ac was upset that Accurate did that to himself, but was even more upset over the fact & belief they might have caused Accurate to do that in the first place. & as a result, they tried to seek him out & apologize to him. But, they had no luck finding him. Until now.

It was one of the days they visited the studio & they went into the backroom since they were allowed to. & the first thing they see is Accurate sitting on the backroom’s table.

Accurate was a little happy to see them since he had alot of things to tell them about Tiana.

But, before he could get a word out, they rush over to him & hug him very tightly.

Guess this experience effected them more then he realize.

( @cheechdog1 )

15 notes - Posted July 16, 2022

#4

Am I a bad person? (RP post) (Feat.: Kylie)

Because of Dorky’s amnesia, she’s lost all memories of being close to 39 & believes he hates her.

& also believes no other version of him will change, including Fem.

Fem would never be a cruel person, & he knows she doesn’t truly mean it, but it still stung for someone like him.

Fem was at Kylie’s house & didn’t leave her bedroom for hours. & Kylie had no idea why he was acting like this

It wasn’t until she decided to check on him where she found out what was bugging him. 

( @cheechdog1 If you’re confused, read the comments on these two amino posts)

16 notes - Posted April 24, 2022

#3

Confessions, but at a cost (Bittersweet au Rp post)

Wanted to do an Rp, had no ideas at first, but I got one, baby!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

The events that made Tiana resent Accurate took place. There’s no mistake Accurate regrets more then this one.

He was so confused as to why she still visits the studio despite it. But, he later realized that she still visits because of Ac.

Accurate was walking around when he heard Ac & Tiana talking around the corner. He stopped & hid so he could listen. He then noticed Ac & they looked a little nervous. They were finally brave enough to confess to Tiana.

& it would be a very pleasant surprise for Tiana, but not so much for Accurate.

( @cheechdog1 )

19 notes - Posted August 10, 2022

#2

Arriving & looking around (Rp post) (Feat.: Shadow)

*After teleporting Accurate out of Z’s house & into Shadow’s accommodation*

Accurate, dizzy after being teleported there: Auuuugh.... Good lord, that never gets any easier.

( @cheechdog1 )

24 notes - Posted September 29, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

Getting revenge (Bittersweet au Rp post)

Yes, yes, I know, Cheech. I know I said that any Rp I wanna do with you will be on Amino since you’re back on there, but I’m taking a break from there & I gotta stop posting there so much, so it’s gonna be here. So, shush ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

After finding out that Ac has won over Tiana, Jade was fuming.

The one source of happiness Accurate had was gone forever.

Since Accurate isn’t going to do anything about it, she took matters into her own hands. She found a steel pipe & set out to hunt Ac down.

She finally spots them & creeps up behind them. They soon realized something with a sinister aura was behind them, but before they could react, WHAM! Steel pipe to the head & everything went black.

Eventually, Jade suspends Ac to a chair with their hands tied behind it. This was it, it was time to end this once & for all.

Little did she know that this would soon backfire horribly.

( @cheechdog1 )

42 notes - Posted September 14, 2022

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#Strawberry's moods #my 2022 tumblr year in review #Not surprising again this year XD

[lindsaywesker]

Good morning! I hope you slept well and feel rested? Currently sitting at my desk, in my study, attired only in my blue towelling robe, enjoying my first cuppa of the day. Welcome to the weekend!

Wow! We are here again: Friday! Where did that week go! Last night, The Trouble said, “Are you coming to watch some telly with me?” It was 7.45 p.m. Most normal people would say, “Of course, my darling wife! Can I fix you a drink?” Me? I had to say, “Sorry, babe, I have to work!” The days are long and, literally, blend into each other. My life is moving so fast, I still remember summer! Naturally, when I get tired, I stop; I’m not daft! But, right now, my workload is mental! From early morning to late in the evening. Maybe that’s why my life is moving so quick? Don’t worry about me, though; I feel good! Seriously, I am super happy at the moment. Probably because I’m healthy? Being ill made me grateful for my good health!

Last Thursday, I spoke to various TV and radio outlets about Coolio’s sad passing. This morning, LBC wanted a comment about Mistrust walking on stage at the Tory party conference to the sound of M People’s ‘Moving On Up’. Naturally, M People are furious! Mike Pickering took to Twitter with the following words, “So apparently we can't stop Truss walking out to our song, very weird! So sad it got used by this shower of a government. BTW Truss labour used it with permission in 90's. I don't want my song being a soundtrack to lies.” M People lead singer Heather Small is actually a Labour councillor! Who did the research on choosing that song? I told Nick Ferrari that I thought a law should be passed forcing political parties to seek permission from the publisher before using music for their own political gains!

On Wednesday night, I was being filmed for a documentary about pirate radio, and they were very interested to hear my opinions on the current crop of pirate radio stations. Here in Harlesden, we have loads of pirate radio stations. Obviously, they’re not pulling in millions of listeners, but people love them! What do they love? They love hearing about local people, local venues, local businesses, local issues. Today’s pirates are community stations and, in a way, Mi-Soul is a community station as well. Obviously, we’re not just talking about an area of the South-East but, for me, the BEST thing about Mi-Soul is the community. Who are we? We are black music lovers of a certain age. We have kids. Some of us have grand kids. Some of us are married. Some of us were married. ALL of us raved in the eighties! And, when we come together, there is a fabulous family vibe. Doesn’t matter the day, the venue, the time, it doesn’t even matter the music! When we come together, we kiss and hug and take selfies and have a right laugh!

Hope you can join me tomorrow at 1.00 p.m. for ‘The A-Z Of Mi-Soul Music’. The third part of The Letter J, executive produced by Bud Bissell, who has selected some top tunes!

I post this status every single week day, Monday through Friday. If you want to read it but you don’t see it, just go to my profile. I’m always here!

Have a fabulous and funky Friday! I love you all. You’re probably thinking, “You don’t even know me!” but, if people can hate for no reason, why can’t I love?

#mixcloud #mi soul #dj #music #lockdown #new blog #coronavirus #books #weekend #democracy #brexit #cronyism #election #autumm

[ohmymessymind]

i have feelings for my therapist - 09.28.22

my therapist has me in my FEELS.

i know, i know, that's the point.

allow me to rephrase..

i've always looked at therapy-- and specifically psychologist in general -- as, well, something/someone super medical (insert all of my conspiracy theories here.)

maybe it's my *childhood trauma* talking, but i have always believed going to therapy was just like any other doctor's visit.

except it's totally not.

i don't have feelings for my dentist. in fact, i am pretty sure he'd careless if I never came back again (i haven't gone in years btw... guess he doesn't miss me.) i don't think twice about my pcp doctor, i'm not wondering what my chiropractor is up to. I don’t want to ask for a hug from my eye doctor.

and they certainly don't express any emotions towards me, either.

my therapist told me she cares about me

and i am struggling to accept it.

the more i open up to her, the closer i feel..and the further i want to fucking run.

i pushed back so hard today.

because i care about her too.. and i don't know what to do with all of that.

i don't know where to put these feelings.

is this just some weird side effect of my mommy issues? is this normal? am i a creep ?

and why does it make me so *emotional*? I don't cry in therapy, ever, but the minute she starts talking about her feelings towards me..

i could literally sob.

i feel like the grinch when his heart starts growing, lol.

but seriously --

what am i supposed to do with love i can count on?

my *toxic trait* wants her to just be mean to me .. at least then i'll be seeking her approval.

but maybe that's the problem.

i already have it. i don't have to fight for it.

this person is just.. here. willingly.

i feel silly for needing so much reassurance.

i've spent my entire life mothering myself.

but I still need SO MUCH nurturing.

so why do i push?

why do I take two steps forward and then run twelve steps back?

why do I sit there in silence, knotting together my fingers

looking for an escape route?

while on the inside, my mind screams

turns my words into shrugs

“I don’t know..”

but I do.

the truth is, i wish i could just give her a hug.

i wish i could cry on her shoulder in the way my inner child has been pleading it’s whole life for.

the feeling of wanting a mother never leaves you.

i guess that's what i'm struggling with most.

she cares for me in a way i've desperately needed for so long--

in a way my own mother never could.

and while on the surface, it's nice -- i feel so lucky to have found such a special person to trust.

and deep down I’m so grateful to this messy life that led me in her path.

but she is not my mother. she's my therapist.

and it seems like a real crummy deal that eventually this person will leave me. that at some point i won't go anymore.

that i'll lose my 'mother' all over again.

i'm already grieving the loss.

it’s backwards.

and it weighs heavy.

#personal #thingsidontsayintherapy #things i should tell my therapist

[collecting--stardust]

For the 3 songs ask: 2, 19, 20, 26 and 30

Hi waru 🫶🏻 Took me long to get this done so sorry about that hhh

Since the list is quite long, I put it under the keep reading tag(?)!

2. Three last songs that you listened to.

- Get a Guitar by RIIZE.

- Last Breath by Ari Abdul.

- 9+1# by Kim Jaejoong.

19. Three songs that are your guilty pleasure.

- Closer by Nine Inch Nails. Just.. look at the lyrics it's self explanatory.

- Bang Bang Bang Bang by Soho Dolls. Played it once by accident and my twin was like ??? what song is this, change it!! And since then I listened to it on my own lol Plus it's about school shooting too so yeah

- Blow by Bruno Mars, Chris Stapleton and Ed Sheeran. The lyrics are extremely not public friendly but hey it's a bop!

20. Three songs that remind you of the person that sends this one.

- The Interstellar Experience by Tony Ann. Reminds me of hope, sunset and breeze. You have a calming presence that people seek for consolation after a tough day - a moment of freedom from the harsh reality? I don't know I'm bad at words hhh

- Comfort by Nicholas Galitzine. I don't know, but I felt like you tend to put others first instead of yourself and it had caused you to feel hurt. You are selfless and I hope that wonderful trait of yours will not be taken advantage by others.

- One Step At A Time by Jordin Sparks. Just a song that I hope will help to remind you to take a breather when you need it and give you strength when you face any tough days!

26. Three favourite non-english songs.

This is a tough one because I listen to non-english songs more than English songs at times 😂 Well, I'll just list songs that I have a phase on then!

- Certamente by Madreblu. I listen to this song for the first time when it played randomly on YouTube and it changed my life. I listen to this song a lot on my 2nd year of uni especially after a bad day during the clinical posting and it always comfort me.

- Katakoi (One Sided Love) by Akiko Shikata. I have bad memories but I remember that my twin and I have a huge Akiko shikata phase when we are 10 years old for a reason that I don't even remember. She has a lot of bops but Katakoi is a song that always hits me in the feels every single time.

- 위로 (Beautiful Jeopardy) by Nell. I have a lot of Nell songs phase especially the songs in the Slip Away album. But in recent years I didn't really know or listen to new songs because I've been busy and there's too many new songs. This song, however, reminds me why Nell is such a special band in my heart and that song is just so beautiful. I keep on wondering whether I want to put Standing In The Rain or Beautiful Jeopardy on the list but since this song has only Korean lyrics, I decided to go with this song ^^

30. Three songs you really want your followers to know.

There's too many songs that I would like to recommend so I'll just choose songs that I immediately think of then!

- Bolero by TVXQ. (Or Tohoshinki since that's the name they used when they promote in Japan lol). So I am a huge Cassiopeia especially in their OT5 era and I love their songs especially their Japanese songs. Unfortunately people only know their popular songs like Rising Sun, Mirotic or Hug which are bops btw but they have wonderful ballad songs that need more recognition! (I would also recommend My Destiny, 9095 and Heart Mind and Soul!)

- 겨울이 간다 (Goodbye Winter) by Day6. So Day6 is the main reason I survived high school so I barely listen to their old discography now as it reminds me of the horrible past lol But when their songs come out in shuffle, I was blown away and once again fall in love with them (though I still cannot listen to Live Your Life in the same way 😔). This song is one of the first songs of theirs that I listen to and it really makes me sad that it is so underrated. (Will also recommend I Need Somebody, Not Mine, Like a Flowing Wind and Still if this songs are right up your alley!)

- Who Are You? by Bad Omens. This listen comes out in shuffle when I was on the way to my PM shift and I was anxious the whole shift because I can't wait to go back to college and listen to it again lol It's that good, to me at least and that is why its one of my top songs of the year according to YouTube Music (yes, I don't use Spotify cause I don't really like the format and the fact that I can't skip songs too often). I think they are quite underrated so I would like to introduce them to you guys! (Will also recommend Bad Decisions, The Grey and the Death of Peace of Mind!)

#i have a chronic problem of writing something and then leave it on draft and forgetting it 💀 #found a few asks that i havent answered and its in my draft for so long and i need to dig for the post that has the questions and NWHSKDJD #so sorry waru i didnt mean to let it marinate for so long 😭😭😭 i appreciate it so much im just has terrible short term memory #also this is fun!! i really love music 😙 #la réponse 💗

[asavt]

Another cookie squad Headcanons

Featuring Sparkling, Vampire, cellphones and the Espresso and Madeleine Story of how they came together. Consider it an AU now baby!

-As a note, when I say the squad I'm mostly referring to the adults, so no worries about Walnut or Creampuff useless I mention them too

-Each one of the squad has been in Sparkling's bar at last once. There's no need to say who has been there the most. Sparkling has a time every time someone besides Roguefort comes, because to him it's mostly like "Oh I'll finally know the continuation to the burnt toast accident or maybe the cat catastrophe? Maybe a new POV of the--"

He practically knows a lot of what happens in between the squad.

-As another note, Sparkling's bar is called Milabo (You know, like the song from Zutomayo of the same name, which, btw, I relate a lot to Latte)

-*A great part of this “AU” is kind of inspired by the song. Part of its lyrics and vibe.

-Vampire is there most of the time when the squad visits the bar (it's almost as if he never leaves the bar and this is definitely not me low-key putting sparkvamp in this oh no--) Sometimes the fakes his sleep to listen to the things others say (Which is how he knows most of Rogue's pan-ic).

-Walnut has been in Sparkling's bar too, but at day and for case-solving purposes only. Sparkling will give her some alcohol-free drink for free sometimes (mostly because he gets along pretty well with the nut family and because Almond usually pays him whatever he serves her).

-If the squad had cellphones (and probably an app like discord because.), their group chat would initially be called "Coffee mage appreciation group" and then be changed to "Coffee bean appreciation group"

Coffee Bean: Can we please change the group name and mine?

Guided by the Devine: No <3

Coffee Bean: Fuck you.

-*And they all would dedicate half their time to make fun of Almond but with love.

-Espresso has been mistaken for a dark mage before by Almond. It was how they meet actually. Almond had pulled him to interrogate him and got a long lecture on the differences between black magic and coffee magic.

-Madeleine gets along rather well with Roguefort. Rogue seems impressed by Maddie’s acting skills.

-Madeleine is currently living with Espresso. Out of his armor most of the time. He usually takes care of keeping the house clean and preparing meals (He never really had to cook before but the first dish he made wasn’t bad at all). Sometimes he will tag along Almond in the detective’s work, or Almond will ask for his help.

-I’m still unsure if I want the Almond/Roguefort/Latte to be romantic or platonic. But honestly? Both are good. Latte is pretty close to Almond and Roguefort but not in the way she is with Espresso (that makes them look like siblings jkashduawhu). Perhaps I’ll keep it platonic.

-The Espresseleine/Madespresso story of how they came together, because I seem to not be able to write it down JSHALDHUIWADWA-

--It happens after the Puppet Show mini quest. Madeleine starts to ask for Espresso's "assistance" in different mission that are given to him. Angel is there too, of course.

--During these missions is that Essy clarifies that no, they are not friends, no, he does not like Madeleine. Bringing up the knight begin too prideful and self-centered if not all then most of the time.

--Is not until one of their missions goes wrong, were Angel is knocked out and Espresso (seeing and knowing that if Madeleine is knocked down too they might not be able to go back to the kingdom ever) pretty much receives a rather big attack for Madeleine is that he kind realizes the facts given by espresso true. All while he is carrying Essy and Angel back to the kingdom, running and exhausted too.

--Clover begin kind of a mediator between the two (I want to see more of my son--)

--"Devine, protect us" Should happen too after this. An scenario like, Madeleine coming to think something like "I'm the shield, the one who goes on the front line and receives the blows for those who can't, always looking straight ahead... but if I am doing that then who watches my back? Who do I rely on and trust to take care of most enemies so the damage received is not overwhelming...?"

Power of team work baby!!!

--As a note to this, Maddie getting his cape damaged as well as his hair. So, you get short hair Maddie~

(I've been drawing him with short hair in secret now I have an excuse to show)

-- "You...cut your hair..." *Madeleine touches the points of it with one of his hands, pensive* "...pft it'll grow back!"

--There's also this "Search for your own light" thing between Angel and Maddie. Angel encouraging Madeleine to do so. Maybe Madeleine giving his best wishes to them for their wish to fly before they decide to part ways.

--Madeleine trying other ways to befriend Essy. Which at first Espresso mistaken as the knight usual attempts to befriend anyone he sees out of habit and attention seeking, but once they realize the feeling is completely genuine, Espresso is rather perplexed.

--"You can't just befriend people by buying them gifts (although I do appreciate them)" "Then what?" "hmm..."

--Said gifts used to be rather expensive things, simple though. Eventually Madeleine settles to just pass by Espresso's place, give him any food he had bought that day (which usually is glazed donuts), ask if he needs any help with something (getting a vase, materials, moving things), and if not then he just says his good byes, best wishes and silently leaves. (A note on the "silently leaves": Madeleine is pretty much used to speak loudly and enter loudly anywhere, he still does this at this point, but when it's about Espresso he is a bit more quiet, a bit showy over his entrances still, but less loud, and he actually knocks the door)

--Madeleine eventually manages to go out with Espresso to other places that aren't some place in the forest full of enemies. Probably after some more visits to his place and more calm talks between the two, Madeleine brings up that Espresso tends to act a bit cold or distant towards a lot of people, and that, although he understands his discomfort at begin in public spaces or too long out of his work, he should try and open up a bit. This reminds Essy of a certain friend he hasn't seen in some time, and from whom he keeps getting letters.

--Shenanigans.

--There's still some bickering between the two, always with a playful undertone though.

--Espresso explains Madeleine, one time the knight has gotten Espresso wrapped in a blanket burrito again and got him to bed, that sometimes, no matter how tired he might feel, he is simply unable to sleep. Part of a headcanon of mine that coffee magic has this side effect on it's users, prolonged usage of this kind of magic will induce a high caffeine kind of state, which on the long run can fuck up the user's sleep schedule. Madeleine understands this, but remains stubborn about keeping Espresso in the bed so at last he can get some rest from his work and clear his mind a little, the idiot falls asleep in the process and Espresso doesn't try to wake him up.

--This happens several times after, neither of them thinking of the implications of not begin bothered by the sudden closeness they share until it's too late.

--Espresso realizes first that he has slowly, yet nicely, fallen for Madeleine. I think I talked about this before but I'll do it again: Is in one of the times Madeleine has gotten Espresso to bed to get some rest, Espresso not begin able to fall asleep and Madeleine doing again. Is while he thinks of how he has gotten to know Madeleine for real, not the Knight Commander from a noble family or the Chosen by the Devine, but as he is, that he comes to think that "Ah.... I love him" and he remains calm about it.

--Espresso doesn't overthink it, just thinks that, if Madeleine ever got an interest in him, he would surely show it. So he waits. Even if in the end his feelings aren't mutual he knows he'll do just fine remaining friends.

--Madeleine realizes not many days after. And the realization hits him like a truck. Alone in his place and probably in bed looking at the ceiling thinking about Espresso. Once he realizes and thinks about it a bit more his face gets all red and chooses to scream in the pillow.

--He would think about telling Espresso as soon as he can, after all, he doesn't want his feelings to make their friendship weird. He values it, a lot. Maybe because his friendship with Espresso it's the first one where he genuinely wanted to become friends with someone.

--Espresso takes the confession calmly, gets all flustered after they kiss for the first time.

--As a few extras of this: Madeleine goes back to the Republic, asked to be seen by his family and Espresso goes to Parfedia, where a few students have applied to his class to his surprise. When they see each other again is at Parfedia (Madeleine sending a message to Espresso beforehand about his arrival) -there was this one drawing I did once of Maddie running to hug Espresso, something like that happens-. Madeleine gets very clingy for some reason, which they speak later and comes out as “Home doesn’t quite feel like home…” “Why is that?” “I don’t know… maybe I’ve become used to be around you”

--Espresso lets ends up letting Madeleine stay with him until he either feels like returning to the Republic or is called back, whatever happens first (though none will happen for maybe a year or a little more).

--Ends with Madeleine meeting Latte and Almond.

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[myonepiece]

Zoro, Smoker, Killer, Sanji headcanon- reaction to you coming home late after an argument

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Zoro

•After your fight with Zoro, you had stomped off the ship and went into town on the island you were at for the day

•Zoro being his normal stubborn self, would stay on ship sulking and going over the argument in his head, still blaming you for everything

•He fell asleep and woke up when it was already dark and everyone else was sleeping

•He expected to turn over and find you asleep next to him, but you weren’t there

•Zoro thought maybe you had just gone to the bathroom or to the kitchen for a snack- so he waiting for a little while until you still hadn’t returned

•He started to feel slight panic set in and he went to check the girls room, kitchen, and bathroom

•When he still couldn’t find you he went off the ship, now totally worried about where you were this late

•He ran into you on the path back towards the boat, noticing your drunk disheveled figure

•He picked you up onto his back snd carried you back to the ship and into your cabin where he set you down and threw a shirt over you for you to sleep in

•He layed down with you- who had already passed out- and he checked your face and body for any sign of harm

•When he didn’t find any he simply hugged you to his side and fell asleep

Smoker

•I feel like Smoker is even more stubborn than Zoro

•When you had left after your argument with him, he stayed in his office working and trying distract himself

•He only stopped working at around 1 in the morning and returned to his room expecting to find you there in bed

•When he didn’t find you his immediate thoughts were that you had just gone to the bathroom

•He still went to check the bathroom and sure enough, the light was on under the door

•He went back to sit in bed waiting for you to come out so you two could forget about your fight in a fun way

•After awhile of sitting in bed smoking his cigars, with no sound coming from the bathroom or from you, he went to check the bathroom- which you were not in apparently

•He still thought you had just gone somewhere and would surely come back soon- he fell asleep for a few hours waking up at around 4 am trying to reach out for you only to be met with empty cold sheets

•Now Smoker was very worried because it was way to late early? for your to be out away from him

•He threw on his jacket and ran towards the door but stopped when he saw the knob turn and you walked in seemingly fine

•He grabbed onto you straight away and brought you to his chest, pulling away after a bit to scold your for scaring him like that and listened to you explain that you had fallen asleep in Tashigi’s room

•He mumbled an apology for the argument and brought you to bed, placing you on top of his chest as the two of you fell asleep holding each other

Killer

•After Killer and you fought, you had stormed off into the village for some alone time while the rest of the Kid pirates repaired any damage to the ship and restocked the supplies

•You knew you would have a lot of time to spend away from the ship and you needed it because the crew would go out for drinks and not return till around 2 or 3 am & wouldn’t set sail until around 4:30

•You wandered around the village looking at shops and ended up falling asleep for a short while against a tree outside of the village

•Meanwhile, Killer was pacing back and forth on the ship worrying about where you just as he had done the moment you left

•Instead of going for drinks either the rest of the crew Killer stayed in your shared cabin on the ship waiting for you to get back

•He was now worried sick and about to barge out of his room seeking whoever was responsible for keeping his S/O away from him this late, right as you slowly opened the door and quietly stepped in

•You expected Killer to be asleep, but realized he wasn’t when he pulled you against him with a gasp

•”Where have you been?!”

•You explained what had happened, how you had accidentally fallen asleep

•He lifted your chin gently to check for any harm, then peppered your face with kisses he didn’t have his mask on btw and hugged you for a few more moments, whispering apologies and sweet nothings

•You fell asleep on top of his chest with one of his hands on your mid back snd the other cupping the back of your head as he held it in the crook of his neck

Sanji

•Bad fights with Sanji rarely ever happened, so you needed time to process this alone

•When you had walked off the ship Sanji called After you a few times but Robin told him you just wanted some alone time

•When you still weren’t back when the straw hats were ready to set sail, Sanji was so worried he was shaking

•His damn brain had been thinking up the worst scenarios of what had happened or what was happening to you

•When you appeared back on the ship drunk, Sanji sprinted towards you and tackled you with a hug

•He got back up and carried you with him to the bedroom while scolding you for being out alone this late and worrying him

•You slurred an apology to him as he handed you a glass of water and pajamas

•When you were settled in bed with each other, you hugging his waist while he ran his hands through your hair, you discussed the argument and reached a compromise as well as “officially” apologizing to each other also he kept scolding you

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[hikarimiyanaga]

Hai! do you mind if I request something? you don't have to do if you don't want to...my request is can you do a demon f!reader x donna where they captured the reader in the middle of the meeting because they sense the reader's presence and mother Miranda ended up giving the reader to Donna but the reader is curious about Donna so she played along oh and they didn't know the reader is a demon cause the reader can hide everything but her powers will be revealed when she protects donna in front of everyone

I love your stories btw<3

I don't mind requests at all!

So here you go!

You open your eyes as you hear voices in front of you. What is happening?

"I am telling you! She is dangerous!"

"For what, Karl? She hasn't even done anything yet!"

"And yet you, man-child have captured her! What were you thinking!?"

"Oh, come on, just because she's a girl doesn't mean she gets an automatic pass! Foreigners are still foreigners! And I'm telling you! She's dangerous!"

"Um." They all turn to you and you groan as you feel the handcuffs on your hands. "I think I'm pretty harmless so can you all free me?"

"No." The woman with wings and halo says. "One of the lords shall observe you until they see you fit to live in our village."

"Lady. I'm not planning to live here. I was just wandering around when that prick captured me out of nowhere."

"You are dangerous." Your eyes take on a dangerous glint.

"Free me and maybe you'll see that for yourself."

"Enough! Beneviento. The girl shall stay with you. In a week, we'll see if she is dangerous or not." Donna looks at you and you sigh in relief as Karl frees you.

"Watch your back, prick." You threaten him as you follow the lady clad in black. You crack your neck and stretch your body as you follow her out of the church.

-

You arrive at her house and hum as you look around.

"Are you curious?" A doll asks and you get taken aback. You look at the woman but she ignores you in favor of brewing tea.

"Yes? This is a very weird village." The doll giggles.

"Do you wanna play a game?"

"A game?"

"Yeah! Hide and seek! I like playing but Donna likes relaxing more."

"Relaxing?" Both you and the doll look at Donna as she sips her tea.

"Yeah! Specially after a family meeting." You sigh.

"Yeah. They seemed very intense."

"Right!? I try to get her to skip but she just won't." You smirk.

"Let's to convince her sometime then, huh? I'm Y/N, by the way."

"Angie." You nod then smile.

"What about that game?"

-

A week has passed. You've bonded with both Angie and Donna. You learned their hobbies and habits. Donna even read some of her books.

A week passed and your dreaded day comes.

You were standing before the five people again. The difference? Donna seemed worried as you stand before them again.

"So? Donna? Is the girl dangerous or not?"

"She isn't."

"Have you even tested her? Made her do anything? DAMN IT! Were you just playing around with her?" He stands and slowly but surely was getting closer to Donna.

"Heisen-"

"SHUT UP! She's a foreigner! We might be in danger! Why can't you be more curious?" You snarl and they all look at you.

"Get closer to her, prick. And you'll be sorry on how curious you could be."

"Why?" He grabs her hand and shows it to you. "Wha-" Before you knew it, you've already carried Donna and Angie was clinging to you. Your red wings are in full view and your eyes were red.

"I'll show you a preview of hell." They all gulp as the room gets hotter. You hide your wings and look at Miranda. "I won't interfere. With whatever the fuck it is you want to do. Just. Do not rope Donna or me. Or else. You'll know what true despair is."

"What are you?"

"I'm a demon." You put Donna down. "And if any of you try to harm her. You'll face my wrath. And trust me. You don't want that." You carry Donna home.

-

It was a miracle. You just walked back to the Beneviento house and not even Angie has made a noise since your revelation in the church.

You put Donna down in her courtyard and she turns to you.

"Is it true? Are you really a demon?" You smile then nod.

"If the whole wings didn't convince you, I also have the horns and the tail. I can also summon a demon army at command."

"But why-"

"Why hide? Why even be up here at all?" She nods and you look at the sky.

"I may be a demon, Donna. But I also have my limits. And I come up here to either relieve stress or relax."

"And? When are you going back?" You turn to her and see that she is hugging herself.

"To where?"

"To your home." You laugh then take her hand.

"Not anytime soon. If you'll let me stay." You kiss it and knew that she was blushing under her veil. Angie attacks you and you laugh as you and Donna get inside her house.

A/N:

Such a fun prompt.

Am I getting my writing groove back on? Maybe.

My sibling still isn't finish with their classes so we'll still see.

Comments and thoughts are always welcome!

Thank you for reading!

#donna beneviento x reader #re #re fanfic #resident evil village

[justcallmenikki7]

BTS Reaction To: Feeling Unworthy To Being His S/O

Hyung!Line & Mafia!Au summary: a rookie makes a comment about you being his wife, and it is not a positive one warnings: mafia!au, mentions of killing and drugs, insecure reader and hoseok in his part, crying from reader and yoongi, soft!yoongi, mentions of depression and depressed reader in namjoons part, soft!bts, fluffff, mentions of abusive family (reader being abused in the mentions mentally), scared hoseok, bts being soft for you and only you, rude rookies/newbie, comments about hating self and body. Mainly anything that has to deal with anxiety, depression, and self hate. This is a different type of mafia reaction I feel like w.c.: 2.3k notes: namjoons part was pretty personal to me and so it may hit home to some. Btw, I know it has taken me a while to post, but ive been trying to find my touch still, but please be patient with me!! School is starting up again next week, so I will be busy with it and with work too. Good news is that I finally found my writing self again!

Kim Seokjin

Am I being dramatic?

That was the first question that popped through your head when the newbie made the comment about your ability to have authority over him and group of others. Saying how you have no skill to be in your position, which is standing right next to your husband, Kim Seokjin, the deadliest mafia boss in the world.

From the beginning of your relationship with Seokjin, you have always felt inferior and unsure of yourself, especially lately when you guys got married. You took the position of being the ‘second in command’ even though his right-hand man, Kim Namjoon, is his go to. If anything, ever happened to Seokjin, he made sure you were the one to take over his business with the help of Namjoon. Before the marriage, Seokjin obviously asked you to which you agreed immediately – thinking that everyone in Seokjin’s gang was going to want this since they knew that you were his fiancée (at the time) and understand why you were getting the position. When Namjoon was told this, you began to apologize because you believe that he deserves the title because of how long Namjoon has been by your husband’s side. But those worries shut away when Namjoon smiled at you as he pulled you into a hug, congratulating you. In the back of your mind, you still believe that Namjoon deserves your position, but the constant reassurance from both Namjoon and Seokjin’s five other close friends, you felt confident. You knew a lot of the ins and outs of the job, thanks to being with Seokjin for almost seven years now, but sometimes you felt as if you did not deserve the position.

The one thing that fueled that thought was the newbie’s comment.  

“No offense, noona, but you don’t necessarily have the skill for this job. It is more of, you know, a man’s job.”

In a way, you believed that he was right. You believed that you did not have any power in this position, having no say, thinking that all of the members will believe you are just joking by ordering them around. This comment took a mental toll on you, causing you to lock yourself in your shared bedroom with your husband, hiding underneath the comfort of your blanks, staring blankly at the wall. This is where your husband found you, a concerned look on his face as he sped walked to your side.

“Sweetheart, what is wrong?” He asked in a calm, comforting voice, an action that had you crying.

The first that went through Seokjin’s head was to comfort you but the second one was to find the bastard or bitch that hurt you and to kill them.

“I don’t deserve the position in your gang, Jin. I’m not fit for it, or even to be your wife. Namjoon deserved the title of your secondhand man. The newbie is right, this is a man’s job—” you were cut off by your husbands hand covering your mouth.

“Who told you this.”

“The newbie, Soojin.” You said, not realizing that you were signing the document of his termination. It only clicked when Seokjin stood up, a dark look on his face as he made his way to your guys closet, grabbing his favorite gun.

Knowing that there was no way of stopping your husband from killing the newbie as he gave you a kiss on your lips, rubbing his nose against yours in sentimental way that always brings a smile to your face. “I’ll be back later, sweetheart.”

Min Yoongi:

Yoongi could see the stressed out look on your face as you made your way into his office. He wanted to comment on it, wanting to know what is wrong with his usual ball of sunshine girlfriend, but he did not. Allowing you to push his chair back so you can climb into his lap, seeking the comfort of his presence and the touch of his skin, he did not mention the tears welling up in your eyes or the wobble of your lip, a tale tell sign of you about to cry. Holding you closely as you silently cried, he massaged your scalp, a comforting form of affection that you love, he wanted to ask you what is wrong, but he only kissed the crown of your head, silently telling you that it is okay to cry.

“Am I worthy to be your girlfriend?” you asked silently, voiced kind of muffled by his undershirt. Fidgeting with his flannel, you braced yourself for the about to come anger from your boyfriend.

“What kind of stupid question is that?” Yoongi gritted out, holding you closer, if possible, to help calm down his anger.

“A question that someone made me think…” not wanting to say names because you did not want to be the reason for someone’s possible death. You knew in the back of your mind that Yoongi will make you say the name of the person who has been causing you distress for the past four days, but you did not want to seem weak and allow them to win in this mental game.

“What made you think this?”

Not being able to lie and play around, you began to ramble. “I don’t know their name since they started a few days ago, but they pointed out that I am just in your way. I am not worthy to be your girlfriend because I am weak, which I am. I am not made to be your girlfriend—”

“Now that is a load of bullshit, Jagi. You are my girlfriend, the love of my life. I love you because you make me feel human and feel so fucking loved. You made me see that there is good in this life – happiness even. You are my home. I do not care that you are not, in your words, ‘weak’ because you choose, along with my authority, to not get in the middle of this gang life. I do whatever I can to protect, and if that means hiding you from danger, then I will. But you are worthy, so worthy. I still question how I am even worthy to be your boyfriend and have the ability to love you and you love me.”

At the end of his speech, both you and Yoongi are in tears. The one thing that both you and Yoongi share is the insecurity of not being loved. But what the most beautiful thing that came out of this relationship is the ability to love yourselves and love each other. So, this topic is what makes you guys emotional – scared even. Scared that you both will lose each other and scared that you guys are not enough. It had been rocky in the beginning but seeing how far you both have came and grew is what made it worth it.

The anger and the want to kill whoever made you think this is what fueled the deadly thoughts in Yoongi’s head. You knew this because you can read Yoongi like a book. Looking down at you, silently asking you if he can feed his hunger, you nodded your head. Yoongi knows that you hate violence, but looking from his perspective, you would do the same thing.

Jung Hoseok

Jung Hoseok is a very observant person, has been since the day he was born. This is what makes him a dangerous person, especially in the mafia world because of how he can easily tell when someone is becoming a traitor or is lying to him.

That is why it is hard to lie to him because of how easily he can pick up your lies. You rarely lied to him, but when you did, he knows that something is wrong. So, for the past few weeks, he can tell that you have became more distant from him, mainly more unsure of yourself. He does not like pestering you about things, opting for you to come to him when you are comfortable enough. Being a person who hates conflict – mainly confrontation – he understands how hard it is for you due to your anxiety.

But he could not take it anymore. Hoseok misses you so much. How can you miss someone when they are right there in front of you?

That is why you are now cornered in his office, both hands beside your head, body pressed against the wall. You could see the conflict in your boyfriend’s eyes, a look that is rarely there because he is always sure of himself. Sure about the situation. But right now, the mafia boss is anything but sure.

“What did I do to make you not love me anymore?”

Looking at him confusedly, “what?”

“You’re distant. You don’t kiss me good morning anymore or even let me hold you at night. What did I do, Jagi?”

“Hope, I’m so sorry. I did not mean for this, for you to feel like this. I’ve been distancing myself because of how I realized that maybe I’m not exactly the type of girlfriend you need, especially in this lifestyle. I’m not strong, or athletic, or just what you need. I realized this when one of your dealers pointed it out when—”

“Why are you listening to what other’s say, Jagi? You do not need their approval for your choices on who you are with. If we are happy, then we are happy. We, you, do not need to make others happy. Making yourself happy is what is important. You are allowing someone who does not even know you decide on your happiness, especially someone who does not even know how to spell.”

“Wait, Jungsoo does not know how to spell?” You asked, going off topic, something that you do not realize a lot, a trait of yours that Hoseok loves about you. He knows that when you do this during serious conversations is when you grasp the situation and what he said.

Chuckling, “yeah, he is a lost cause. Fortunately, Yoongi will be able to test the new drugs he made on him.” Slapping his chest at that, you knew that he was going to get rid of him. “But Jagi, I am serious. I know you have a hard time with listening to people’s opinions, especially when it involves you. But what I have been saying from the moment I realized that I loved you, I do not care whether you are what this peasant considers to be ‘fit’ for my position in the mafia world. I love you for you.”

Grabbing him by his collar, you pull him down to you, smiling like a little schoolgirl, you kissed him.

Kim Namjoon

Namjoon wanted to kill the rookie right then and there. But he could not because of how they are at an important meeting with two other gangs. When the rookie made the underlying comment towards you about your appearance, Namjoon could see the light in your eyes diminish slowly. Shoulders slacking and your body caving in on itself, the sight of seeing your happiness disappear in an instant by an opinion (which is completely false and impossible to be found in any way true), is what made Namjoon feel as if he had not accomplished anything.

You struggle greatly with loving yourself and being happy with yourself. You know that you need to, but from the very first day you were born, your parents made you believe that you are unwanted and not even close to being beautiful. Having an older sister that you were compared to with everything and anything, you were always the one losing while she was winning. Nothing that you did was ever good enough. This had turned you into believing that you were not even good enough. You depend on people’s approval for everything – even if you do not even know them because of the abuse and lies (that you feel as if they are true), you believe that what people think of you is what makes you worthy.

But when you met Namjoon, things started to change. He began to show you how beautiful you are, how worthy and loved you are. It has been a very painful process, but you have gotten better. Yes, you get into a depression and deep rut that takes you forever to get out of. But, with the help from your boyfriend, you get out of it. Even if it means him having to literally drag you out of bed and into the bathroom to brush your teeth and help brush your hair, it helps.

It is just that you never know what a trigger to you will be. As of right now, with the rookies comment repeating in your head.

Realizing the train of thought you began to get, Namjoon pulled out his pistol and shot the rookie right in the head. Grabbing your hand, he excused the both of you and took you into the bathroom.

“Breath, baby, breath.” He cooed, hugging you close to him, kissing the top of your head. “You are so strong, baby. So strong, so beautiful, so perfect.” He whispered in your ear, rubbing circles on your lower back. “It’s okay, you’re okay.”

“But I allowed—”

“No, no. Let’s not go there, okay? It’s okay to fall sometimes, but remember that we always have to pick ourselves up from where we left off. We can do this, you can do this. You are so strong, my queen. So strong and so beautiful. I love you so much.”

“I love you so much,” you promised back, sniffling. “Please don’t give up on me. I’m trying my hardest.” You begged, grasping his suit jacket tightly in your hands, scared that he will leave you.

“Never.”

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