#i dont know how he does it but goddamn

[actual-changeling]

someone should have stopped me from putting these side by side but here we are. i can't do this anymore what the fuck.

a difference from at least six thousand years—and they are completely different people, crowley is absolutely right about that. the starmaker was lost in the fall, and crowley has been trying to find himself again ever since.

the final fifteen robbed him of anything light that was still persevering, because crowley's don't bother is him giving up. he's done. he can't do this anymore and then he still waits.

he still waits.

and he will keep waiting.

#alex talks good omens #good omens #crowley #aziraphale #good omens season 2 #go2 #aziracrow #crowley x aziraphale #ineffable husbands #ineffable wives #ineffable spouses #ineffable divorce #the final fifteen #what if i took apart a wall brick by brick with my bare hands #jesus christ i cant do this anymore #every day i find new ways of inflicting pain who gave me this curse #also david tennant genuinely fucking blew my mind with the starmaker #i dont know how he does it but goddamn

[kafkasmjjw]

this scene quite literally changed my life i don't know where id be without it

#strangers from hell #mjjw #seo moonjo #yoon jongwoo #sfh #moonjo x jongwoo #nothing will ever make me feel the way this scene does #how its drenched in blues #and blue is the colour that consistently symbolised moonjos presence throughout the show #his ability to camouflage with his surroundings so we dont really know if he was there #(i like to think he was) #THE OST #moonjo's “jagiya” (which literally translates to myself) right after the shift between their faces.... #i am losing my goddamn mind #new neural passages were opened in my brain watching this scene #the nod of approval and the SMILE #the way he left the scene as if hes giving jongwoo his self back when hes ingrained himself so deeply into him #i am making Zero Sense

[degenerateshinji]

DAY 2

What i lack in dazai i think i made up for in background

Guys its dazai's pov ok just imagine him sitting there on the other end of the gondola hes the guy driving the boat guys i promise hes there

im drawing 15 tomorrow so i dont have to draw chuuya's stupid hat

#soukoku #dazai x chuuya #skk #bungou stray dogs #bsd #osamu dazai #chuuya nakahara #art challenge #drawing challenge #i fucking hate chuuyas hat #i dont care how plot relevant it was in stormbringer #its fucking painful to draw #does he have a fear of the top of his head like goddamn #yes I KNOW HE USES IT TO CONTROL HIS ABILITY #BUT HE LITERALLY USES HIS ABILITY WITHOUT THE HAT MULTIPLE TIMES IN THE SERIES #HE DOES NOT NEED THAT THING #I SPENT 30 MINUTES JUST ON THAT GODDAMN HAT

[thepavementsings]

Will Buxton giving a known perpetrator of domestic violence like Jos Verstappen a platform to talk about ANY kind of abuse is exactly the type of of of touch I expect from him.

#tw abuse #seriously... like #how are you THAT #it is incredible. #yall know i dont play the 'max literally does all of this because of his dad!!' card #but can he get out. goddamn

[totentnz]

if johnny only sees what v sees, does that mean he cant see them? it does right? or does he see them the way they *think* they look like? does johnny see who v sees in the mirror? in photos?

#sammy says shit #listen i still dont fully describe to 'i only see what you see' #HOWEVER #if any of the above does apply imagine the first fucking time he sees them for real #aka happy au #does johnny ever comment on vs apperance? aside from the not my type comment #im thinking about things and this just crossed my mind #is johnnys pov just him in a world that doesnt see him? doesnt react to him? #ofc sometimes people stop to look in his direction but they arent looking at /him/ #in the beginning does he reply to questions directed at v bc he thinks that person is talking to him?? #MY GOD someone send help him going insane over this #been thinking about johnny having no autonomy #nobody to talk to besides v #and how v knows this and tries to give him said autonomy as best as they can #see: the sharing meals post my queue spat out earlier #anyway im raving in the tags again... old habits do die hard huh #also i do think there is a difference between what own body johnny sees compared to what engram johnny sees #(talking about what v looks like) #but if my above thoughts are true... GODDAMN the potential

[crowned-ladybug]

Trying to shake my brain into letting me paint what I'm supposed to be painting resulted in a completely different thing getting finished first

I still don't understand what the hell his face is doing

#original character #original art #digital art #oc: higgins #warframe #warframe lavos #OKAY CAN I DO OTHER THINGS NOW. PLEASE. #so turns out i dont need to draw him as a human for him to decide to look like a goddamn surfer dude #the necklace alone does the job #tho im sure my questionable decision of collarbones to help make sense of what the fuck is going on #is not helping the case either #its not even a proper necklace btw its part of his armour it just Looks like a necklace #and also im not even 100% happy with how it ended up looking #(it Looks like a necklace bc its a gift north gave to him and he had it embedded in his armour to keep forever) #in general this was not a good idea to do without a proper fullbody ref xbdchdhbxb #but hey! new icon for the warframe blog! #fun fact the reason any and all drawings of him as a human will always be au/paradoxes #is bc hes trans and being turned into a warframe was what cracked his egg #he literally doesnt even know for the longest time bc he doesnt remember his pre-warframe life. hes just vibing

[blackvahana]

ohhhhh Sleep is definitely one of these trees isn't it.... its absolutely a waking (as in IT is waking up in me) aspect

#i. have. ugh. ive been weiiiirrrdddllly side-eying Hypnos since I discovered he existed (not getting into why. he reminds me of hermes. #he reminds me of lull. thats all im saying) but the point is because Divinity Of Sleep hits home in ways i havent been comfortable explorin #in myself so i was. looking outside me. i dont need outside stuff. godddddddd ok #ramblings // #tool: the forest #aspect: sleep #fuckkkkkk ive been having issues w sleep for so long now - and i only really recently started believing im not fucking insane and that #astral stuff does actually happen - that i completely forgot in the beginning of working w spirits post-twins i fucking #was helping people getting to sleep and Hermes fucking called me something to do with sleep and my energy was - goddamn it #i literally. naturally expand into comfortable bedding. my bedroom is like a shrine space to me not because of how its used by others #(though spirits were treating it like that BECAUSE of this aspect) but because my energy was inhabiting it like an extension of me. #i was the calm. i was the relaxing into sleep. i was sleep itself. i was that which lulled people into sleep and dreaming. oh my god of #COURSE this realisation/remembering happens after i craft a crystal for my twinflame that filters out nightmares and whatnot #because. that thing. isnt a spell jar put together with ingredients and wishes. i manufactured the goddamn journey into sleep #it rewrites the falling into sleep itself manually (or. i manually programmed it. left it to autonomously repeat that action) #it was a complete ''i know how falling asleep and dreaming work this is what causes nightmares this is what causes dreams'' and #grr grr grr ok

[bunnyb34r]

Oh my god

So 6 weeks or so ago BaldBastard tells us to get rid of the black supply tote, we're getting clear cube ones. Whatever.

The cubes are working surprisingly well, the sign holders fit perfectly in them, keeping it neat and tidy. Everyday supplies like tape, masks, and trash bags are in one, lesser used ones in another. Great.

Motherfucker shows up today and goes "you guys need a black tote. Like put the cubes in there. I don't know who told you to use those but you need the black tote."

BITCH IT WAS YOU!!! YOU FUCKING TOOK OUR TOTE AWAY! YOU FUCKING FORCED THE CUBES ON US!!! YOU!!

Then he was bitching ab how we need to liquidate more and it's like uh huh that's gonna work great until the liquidator tells us to stop sending him shit unless it specifically is in liquidation status bc they dont have the fucking money. You know, like what happened LAST YEAR.

AND he and FGM were like "you guys have a lot in the steel..." and RC and I went "no we dont! It's all basics! Trust me! Go look yourself!!!" And then they were like well pull from boxes then. Okay bitch so we're gonna have a full table of one item bc theres nothing fucking new.

I swear to god you could put an actual chicken in charge as our store manager and there would be no difference. No, it might actually IMPROVE.

#work talk #marquilla #and this was RIGHT as i was getting ready to leave my area for the day and i was like well that's tomorrows problem then bc im out ✌ #most of what i have in boxes rn is shit i already have 3-4 facings of already like bitch.... #and half the boxes under my table are empty anyway bc the baler is still broken and i dont want to make a shit bale pallet/ i need to use #the boxes as a placeholder so NewLady doesnt push the hanging rack shit under my table! #she has 4 table sections which is like idk 50-100ft? on one side. i have 1. and she gets sooo bitchy ab the childrens #hanging rack items being under mens like bitch thats how this WORKS that is how we did it before you came along! thats the agreement! gfy! #oh oh and BaldBastard asked who does what section and he goes i know Mar does childrens. that i have down [mentally] #and i was thinking and you better fucking never forget that you little bitch. im the only one who likes that section and is GOOD at it #RC (rightfully) threw the rest of the team under the bus though aggsgsgsgshs she was like well Mar and i are the only ones who do the #hanging rack most of the time. and no one bothers with basics but RC. we're all supposed to do the rack. im the only one who does the layout #last time our old teamlead did it she did it BACKWARDS drove me up the goddamn wall man #he was talking to rc and i separate from Newlady (the only other person he talked to) bc we were together at the time which is why she threw #them under the bus lmao

[truckstoptigers]

I think the worst part about remembering is that at this point, nobody is off-limits. i was constantly surrounded by people who were abusing me/letting it happen when with my father. in the first few years of trafficking me, we lived in a tiny apartment that barely fit two people, let alone four. my little brother & i slept on a mattress on the floor while our father & his girlfriend slept in the bed. half the time we didn't even get sufficient covers or pillows. and his girlfriend didn't even seem to think anything of it. never tried to help us/provide bedding, never offered to turn the heater on for us, nothing.

we were in such close quarters that I don't know how she WOULDN'T have noticed something was wrong, but. that's the same woman that knew I was sick and had a borderline dangerously high fever, but still drove me to goodwill so she could try on clothes - I was literally sitting on the floor of the dressing room with my head leaned against the wall, fighting to stay conscious. we were just down the street from where my mom lived and she knew I was sick, but she didn't seem to care. neither of them did. my mom was FURIOUS when I got home and she took my temperature. all she had to do was look at me to know I was really sick, and she was pissed at my father & stepmother for knowingly disregarding that. my mom & her side of the family are the only reason parts of my childhood were good. they care about & love me so much, and I'm so grateful for that.

but.

I'm scared because I think my stepmother's brother did something to me too, but I can't fully remember what, and I don't know that I'll ever have all the pieces to put that one together. I'm scared because my uncle (father's half-brother) always scared the shit out of me and I can think of only one reason as to why that could be, because he was never physically abusive - he could yell, but he never raised a hand to me or his two daughters.

we lived with him for a while, on two different occasions. I was terrified of him. I didn't feel safe if his wife (my aunt) wasn't around. I don't remember enough to know for sure though, which is the only thing keeping me from losing it tbh. that bedroom down the hall in that trailer was the first place my father raped me. they might've even been home at the time, my cousins & their parents. I just - how could that stuff happen so closely around other people and NOBODY noticed? it makes my chest hurt. how did nobody think anything was just a little bit off? I'd scream & cry every time it was my father's weekend because I knew what was coming, but no one else did, and I was too scared to tell them.

it's hard not to feel a little bit bitter about that. it's even worse to have to seriously consider the idea that yet another family member was abusing me around the same time. and if my uncle really did do something to me, that terrifies me. my cousins are both girls. their mom lived with them for a while, but at some point she seemingly got fed up (she wanted to live a very different life) and walked out, which left my cousins alone with him.

I can only pray that the only man that did anything to me was my almost stepmother's brother (the woman we lived with in the apartment; she & my father broke up eventually) and not my uncle too. I highly doubt he'd only abuse me and not his daughters in that case, and that scares the shit out of me. what I learned in those eight years my father abused me is that no one - and nowhere - was safe. sometimes the men would pay my father in drugs, which I now know they probably did together because she developed a nasty addiction while she was with him - I'd seen him do hard drugs pretty often, and she did them too. I wonder if she knew where they came from. I can only hope she didn't bother to ask, but I doubt he would've told her if she didn't already know.

she didn't protect me. she didn't ever try to get between my father and I, even though she'd witness him screaming at me & sometimes hitting me. I was eight fucking years old. I still remember the time I innocently tried to help with my brother when he said a cuss word & getting smacked by our father because I "was not the parent." I sure fucking felt like I was. even my brother's own mother didn't take care of him the way she should've, and even if she does now, that's not something I can just forget.

I don't know. I really hope it's just my brain being paranoid, but I can't know for sure right now. I want to be able to say my uncle only intimidated me with words/yelling frequently, but I don't know. I don't know. and I hate that. I hate that the memories come back with no real consistency, and that I might not even be done recovering them. I want it to be over but I get the feeling it isn't, yet. I don't know if it ever will be.

I just hope I'm wrong, because that would make things so much worse. the one place I felt safe/like I could get away from everything was the same place I was raped for the first time, and in that case maybe it was never truly safe. maybe I'm an idiot for thinking anywhere with my father was safe.

at this point, all I can do is hope he didn't hurt me, but I can't even be sure he didn't.

#i hate this so much #its like. goddamn was ANY man i was around over there safe??? chances are not looking good!!! #i cant just up and ask my cousins abt it either. we lost contact when i got out. apparently they miss me though... i miss them too #they were the only ppl i felt safe around other than my stepmother's mom who is no longer with us. ovarian cancer is terrible #but like. how can i deal with the fact that their father may have abused me too? would i ever be able to move past that? i dont think so #it wouldnt even surprise me at this point. nothing can. remembering having a gun to my head while being abused kind of. broke me #like i dont know how it could get worse than that but i know it can. and it has before #my stepdad doesnt know hes the one that unlocked all of this shit for me. one word and it felt like everything came flooding back #and i might be the tiniest bit resentful of that. what he said to trigger those memories was horrible & i will never forget he said it #milo murmurs #fucking hell im so tired of this. does it ever end #csa vent #actuallyabused #actuallytraumatized

[maskyartist]

"hey Masky how do you feel about the v9 finale?" well-

GOIN ABOUT AS WELL AS IT CAN

#masky says #rwby v9 #rwby v9 spoilers #I AM FUCKED UP TODAY GODDAMN #wife n i are finally gonna binge the whole season this sunday #BUT WOWIE AM I BROKEN :D #I GOT MY CRUMBS BUT AT WHAT FUCKIN COST.... #his quiet 'i know. im not real.' #the way its both Neo finally getting her closure for the death of the one person who loved her as her- #-and her getting to finally let go and learn how to be on her own #im honestly really glad Neo's story ended this way??? cause it DOES leave room for her to actually come back #but she doesnt HAVE to #she can choose now. and if she chooses to join Roman then its her own choice #i was so happy we got Roman's appearance but im realizing the reason i wanted it so bad- #-was because it gives Neo the final chance to both say goodbye AND move on #AND SHE FUCKIN DID IT AND IM BROKEN OVER IT #MY GOD HE IS SO SOFT WITH HER #I DONT CARE IF THATS JUST AN ILLUSION ITS STILL HER ROMAN GODDAMN IT

[strifethedestroyer]

anyway i started playing ac brotherhood.

#assassin's creed #its really cool so far i like it #brotherhood spoilers ahead i know all of you have played it but im putting this here for unsuspecting eyes just in case! #i stopped at the part where we move in the studio into the sanctuary #i missed ezio sm #and also claudia footage!!!!!! when i get farther in the game i mayyy be able to write that claudia x courtesan reader for ayame #wow desmond's pronounciation of altair ibn-la'ahad.. 😭 #i forgot how bri'ish shaun is like goddamn #why are we casually brushing off the fact that DESMOND SWAM IN A SEWER. #also im starting to like lucy more?? i didnt like her in the other 2 games but she's growing on me #UNCLE MARIO'S DEATH MAKES ME SO SAD EZIO YOU SHOULD HAVE KILLED THE POPE #anyway i finally saw cesare in action. im still gonna bully leo for liking his design but i may just be in denial becuase he's kinda.. #also cesare showed a gun and said that ezio's friend fashioned it for him. does that mean that leo betrayed it PLEASE tell me leo was #forced to do it I DONT WANT LEO TO BETRAY EZIO PLEASE

[realness-remade]

he didnt even say where he wants this """early dinner""" to be dude at least let me choose what to eat if youre gonna start sending beams at my brain. at least the food i want right now is shit he hates

#i want chipotle fuck you bitch im getting my goddamn chipotle. i wish i could uninvite him or something #Like i dont know what he thinks im thinking does he think im stupid? i know how he is go to HELL.

[rai-knightshade-art]

Is it that Look in your eyes? Or is it this dancing juice? Who cares Baby, I think I wanna Marry You!

Marry You, Bruno Mars

The fic these outfits are featured in can be found here (link to be added).

This is a bonus Post for Pitch Perfect RarePair Week prompt #2, which can be found here!

Artist thoughts, explanations, etc etc below the cut; image ID in the alt text!

(In case anyone was wondering if the girls ever found a good wedding suit for Beca, fear not! Here's proof that they found one perfectly suited to our favorite alt-girl Bella Captain!)

Tfw you start out with an AU concept for a Pitch Perfect Next Gen story centered around a pair of OC's and the shenanigans they get up to, only to end up writing more or less a prequel to that concept instead telling the love story between one of the OC's parents.

And then that story shapes up to be at least 3x as long as any individual story you've ever written for any fandom. Ever.

Anyways that is a fic that is coming, and here is some of the concept art from one of the final events it'll cover: Jesse and Beca's wedding.

These two pages came up because a) I love designing fashion, especially formal fashion (like for weddings), and b) these outfits will be featured in a full-page illustration/cover art of sorts for the fic, so I wanted to properly design them before i get that far, and c) they'll barely be visible in said illustration, which is a damn shame, because they're good designs! So they get their own feature pages so y'all can properly appreciate the glory that is Beca's absolutely kickass wedding suit (because the girl who has canonly only ever worn 3 skirts total--and one of those was just the og Bella uniform skirt!--is absolutely NOT going to wear a dress to her wedding if she can at all help it, and you may quote me on that!) as well as Jesse's rose brocade waistcoat with corset style lacing in the back (it makes his waist look good y'all). It simply had to be done!

Also featured is a rough drawing of Beca's engagement ring, aka a family heirloom passed down through 4 generations of Swanson men to their intendeds; it's a 20's era Daisy-set ring done in silver, with a single diamond in the center surrounded by tiny rubies and sapphires (which, why yes, that DOES sound like it would perfectly meld the color aesthetics of the Bellas and the Trebles and thematically represent Jesse and Beca's union, however did you know??)

Anyways, yes, these two are going to be the best looking married couple LA has ever seen, celebrity mega weddings eat your hearts out!

#jeca #jesse x beca #beca x jesse #pitch perfect #beca mitchell #jesse swanson #myposts #myart #beca's aesthetic is literally 'how can i make this the least traditional-wedding-dress-like outfit possible?' and i am HERE for it #no dress no bouquet no veil no garter #the only thing that indicates that it is in fact a bridal suit is the fact that its all white #meanwhile Jesse said 'man you know what would make that velvet blazer coat even better? a KICKASS ROSE BROCADE VEST!' #and he was absolutely right #but also #eugene 'flynn rider' fitzherbert voice: they just can't get my face right! #sorry Jesse i swear I'm trying here but godDAMN does this man's face not cartoonify well for some reason! #skylar astin turn on your location I just wanna study you like a bug--I mean talk! #pitch perfect rare pair week #a bonus post to tide yall over cause i dont actuallt have anything for day 3 😅

[ybcpatrick]

are you there god? it's me kell.......................... yeah, it's that wrestler again.

#shut up kell #this blog is turning into a confessional booth for my sins #you guys remember back when magic mike first came out and every single cishet woman over the age of 25 went cuckoo over channing tatum? #i understand now. i get them fundamentally. #the unbearable soulcrushing self-respect-obliterating crush i have on ko is the same fucking thing. AWFUL #that stupid quebecer unlocks the same sleeper agent in me that straight men have for ryan reynolds i swear to god #down beyond apocalyptic. down heat-death-of-the-universe style over him #local demisexual experiences an Exception. more at 11 /j /j /j #editing immediately actually. i got more to say #its not even that its an '''exception''' like i am firm in my demisexuality that's fine i'm cool #but he just..... man i don't know what is WRONG WITH ME i feel ILL ABT IT #he's so fine!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and for WHAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #IT'S DEBILITATING. every single stupid fucking thing he does has me smiling and stimming so hard you'd think i was preparing for takeoff #category 5 ​flappy bird moment for REAL #he's so hot. he's so fucking hot. i am flabbergasted at my own behaviour out here. positively gobsmacked. #(i say ''my behaviour'' as if it isn't just me playing minecraft and watching matches he's been in so i can max out my audhd stats) #i cannot tell if i want to look like him or make out with him or chew on him like rubber polly pocket clothes. I DONT KNOW. #i am. so sane. you guys seein how well adjusted and normal i am out here? goddamn this place is MAGNIFICENT

[chiritori]

hee hee hee a guy i like asked me to hang out last minute... hee hee hoo hoo

#little does he know i am literally scrambling to get there in time #visited my mama in nj this weekend bc Mental Illness Moment but he did not know that #takes me an hour to get from there to my place & then another hour to get from my place to his #so ima have to speed drop off my things at my place & then do my makeup on the subway to his. society #once again i am stuck behind an extremely loud & annoying gaggle of teenage girls on the train to ny 💔 #past month stuck with my sisters & then dealing with similar girls on public transport has made me realize how goddamn mean cishet girls are #like holy SHIT they are always talking about how ugly or weird or unfashionable other girls are. its draining to be around it really is #i really dont get it #anyways it do not matter i get to see my extremely mid white boy of choice today and that is whats important

[dangaer]

if you don’t think shin cares about toma you’ve played a completely different game to me.

#❛ 𝐒𝐈𝐃𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒 ⧽ — ooc. #or you only take shins words to be directed @ the heroine and not toma which is also. incorrect. #going back to my earlier post he refuses to reveal straight up what he believes tom.a has done. despite whatever happens ( i.e: the heroine #chooses to hang out with toma all the time. everyone calls him out and gets him in trouble with the police instead ) #but like. as an introverted person ... the fact that shin goes to tomas house constantly to just read a book or play cards with him bc he #doesnt like being lonely sometimes rlly signifies to me just how much he does care for toma. #he comes up with a whole story that allows toma to come back in heart world ( which thankfully he does in crowd. but not without shin crying #with heroine bc he misses him ) #shin also apologises and feels so much guilt in that world bc #of how much he knows tomas sacrificed for him. #he ALSO tries his best in diamond world. #especially in crowd and later #he physically has a go at toma for keeping everything inside when him and mc are there for him #gets HIGHLY upset when mc and toma dont tell him about their harrassment even though hes there ... to help :') #actually comes rushing into their house when he cant get in contact with either of them to come and see them hugging in the cage(tm) and ask #what the HELL he's gotten himself into YUFDGVFDYGVYU #still joins them for dinner and stuff and also allows heroine to use him as some kinda bait bc they both know toma will take her on a movie #date just to spare him from going to see a scary movie #i cannot WAIT to play through shin telling toma they need him ur not gonna hear me shut up about it for an entire goddamn YEAR #otoma.te also released a bonus au where shin and toma run a youtube channel #and have shin be the first person who looks at the fated cage(tm) #and go: this is for animals right? #and before toma can argue physically buys animals to the point he finds a much better use for it and you know what #proud of him ... a real king #shin is constantly comparing himself to toma but finding out toma has insecurities over him upsets him ... he never wanted that #im REALLY emotional over my ships today ive been looking through all my pin boards for them and (sobbing sounds) i ... rlly love my shipping #partners so much . im so LUCKY to have you guys and like tbh ... im happy i chose the whole one version per muse im so happy to give so much #love to my partners like that .... actually soppy on a sat night i cant take it </3 #gonna update my icon to a new shin in a day or so bc ... predictability #long post /