#i dont think i'll ever be over this

[sad-leon]

Creechur!! My goober!

Featuring @gemini-forest's goober, Kraang Leo! They're so silly and would definately team up to bother Feral Leo adslfkjalskdj

I have so many memes i wanna draw with the three of them

#sad•leonart #creechur leo #rottmnt #rise of the tmnt #rise leo #rise leonardo #post movie rottmnt #uhhhh i dont think this goober has a tag #most of his lore is on patreon and discord #once i get the free time and motication I'll put his lore over here as well #i just kept forgetting to post his silly interaction with gem's goober #i love them #creechur actually has more crossovers than most of my leo's lmao #cuz he and npwd donnie (russ's goober) are the duo ever #they are so stupid i love them

[roscoe-me-and-this-fuckin-kid]

the world tried to burn all the mercy out of me but you know i wouldnt let it. the world tried to burn all the mercy out of me but you know i wouldnt let it. the world tried to burn all the mercy out of me but you know i wouldnt let it. the world tried to burn all the mercy out of me but you know i wouldnt let it. the world tried to burn all the mercy out of me but you know i wouldnt let it. the world tried to burn all the mercy out of me but you know i wouldnt let it. the world tried to burn all the mercy out of me but you know i wouldnt let it.

#sunshine riptide #fall out boy #fob #i dont ever wanna talk that way again i dont wanna know people like that anymore as if there was an obligation as if i owed you something #all these grandstanding gaslights black eyes and fist fights i romanticize #i scraped my knees while i was praying and found a demon in my safest haven #and the worst part is before it gets any better were heading for a cliff in the free fall i will realise im better off when i hit the botto #i think ive been going through it and ive been putting your name to it stretched out over n over again til im creased and im bout to break #rip myself apart i'll be whatever you need me to be you need me to be cut myself down i cut myself down to whatever you need me to be

[guardian-angle22]

TK & Carlos -> gentle commands

#911 lone star #911lsedit #tarlos #tk strand #carlos reyes #mmmhmm #i dont think i'll ever be over the first 'hey look at me' moment ngl #but i just love this dynamic they have #my gifs #911ls parallel #episode: s03e04 push #episode: s03e08 in the unlikely event of an emergency #episode: s03e13 riddle of the sphynx #episode: s04e12 swipe left #episode: s04e16 a house divided

[smilebug]

where'd you go? 💔💔💔💔

I never left 👍

#just been busy is all #i still draw them sometimes but i dont usually think to post my stuff because i only ever draw for aus now lmao #hoping I'll get around to posting more once the semester's over. I'll see how I feel. everything's just been hectic for me lately and I #haven't been very proud of the art I've been making. I'll do my best to post again tho. it's nice hearing from people on here 😎

[harbingersecho]

some short felix stuff. also price is there for a second

#red vs blue #rvb #aiden price #price #felix #*24 #mine #video #i dont think these are as good as the other one but i REALLY like the felix's eye shift thing i did so. im posting it #i dont get to draw price like ever. which is a shame cuz i love that guy. even if he was a manipulative pos ''counsellor'' who ruined live #so was hannibal!! at least price doesnt eat ppl you know. he just lets them be taken over by an ai and abuses his position to test his #''patients''. free my mans! also im putting quotes on all that bc (i think ive said this before) its a genuine fucking miracle if he has a #license. like post-pfl it def got revoked but UNSC's vetting process or the state of the intragalactic psych licensing sucks ass. idk which #it is! or if its a third options where price just didnt have a license/it got revoked way before pfl and there's just a small disclaimer of #''this is not medical advice im not a licensed professional'' hidden in his resume that no one ever read theyre just. yeah hes got a phd! #idk enough abt halo lore to know which one it is but considering the spartan program i wouldnt be surprised if their ethics board is just a #money-laundering front or smth. if they even HAVE one. ok im rambling i'll stop

[oh-judas]

argh will i ever find love as a lesbian christian

#hmm #idk it feels like i'll never be in a fulfilling romantic relationship that will respect my faith #like not to be pathetic or anytbing but i want to fall in love :( #buuuut i literally dont know if thats possible i need someone who is also a christian & sapphic #like can i ever find both those qualities in 1 person AND THEN be in a romantic relationship w/ them? #idk!!! i dont want to die alone!!! #it also helps that i have no irl queer christian community #fuck i have No Christian friends either #so its like #will i have to compromise myself in every romantic relationship i pursue? or will my faith be the deal breaker that i have to use to push #ppl away? #BOOOO I DONT LIKE THIS #idek where to find queer christian friends My Age #my life is so hard #idk its the holidays im thinking about finding love & its been over a year since ive last been kissed #fuck

[silenthillbunni]

☁️🌷

#ugh im so anxious and like i think i have more pains bc of it #i overslept bc ever since i got a new phone my alarm is so quiet i never wake up?? this is the third time this happens for this class #but i cant miss more bc if i have more than three weeks absence they'll fail me :< so i hurried and walked to school #i wish i had a bus pass T-T since they introduced civilian clothed controllants i havent dared taking the bus at all i dont wanna get a fine #so yes anyway. on top of that im pretty sure my sister stole my keys. bc they were in my jacket pocket yesterday and today they werent there #and she left somewhere earlier this morning. so now im anxious abt not knowing where they are + will i get inside?? my mom wakes up late af #ummm what else???? idk im just so stressed. i got to class and have been here for 40min now and the teacher left for lunch #i'll leave now bc i cant focus enough to sit here more. my tooth aches too :(( #i just wanna cry tbh #the entire way here i was like i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die #i feel so awful.. and stupd and worthless. why am i incapable of getting a job? or even studying at university? im so bad at everything #im like an anxious wreck who can barely function. everything hurts both physically and emotionally #i dont even wanna walk home im just sitting in my empty classroom bc i dont wanna kove #move* #what's wrong with me? how did i turn into this? i miss school. like i miss being able to actually do my work and talk to the teachers etc #im only a shell of what i used to be. and im scared i'll never be anything other than this :(((( #well i gotta move ig bc the sooner i do the sooner i can get home and lie in my bed & cry over how useless i am :3

[voltrixz]

Silver Sable and Shocker friendship real and true to me actually. Why? It's funny to think that Shocker is good friends with the ex of his boss's right hand man

#AND YOU KNOW HAMMERHEAD IS NOT HAPPY ABOUT THIS #he hates that guy 😭😭😭 (hammerhead and shocker's dynamic will always be really funny to me(as well as really interesting) #but whatever!!! friendship win!!! i think the 2 are really chill with each other and have small chats over smoking cigarettes together #i think she would stop by his bar everynow and then too #and yeah yeah they're on different sides in the criminal underground yadda yadda but i dont think it really gets in the way of things #usually #for the bar like montana has rules set down similar to the bar with no name in the comic (no fighting inside no matter what opposing team #ur on or whatever grudge you have ) #and ourside of the bar when on work duty they have a friendly rivarly and immense respect for each other so yeah 👍 #friendship wins forever and ever #voltrix rambles #this may be a bit messy but ya know #tssm shocker #tssm montana #<i'll leave em there

[insteviewetrust]

How to watch your brother die by Michael Lassell

#I've been crying for hours over this #I've read it over and over again #every word a new wound cut open in my heart in my brain in my flesh #i feel sick #i dont think I'll ever recover completely from this piece #poetry #how to watch your brother die by michael lassel #poem #aids pandemic #aids crisis #aids

[violentviolette]

hate it when u know someones being a dick to u on purpose but u cant call it out because theres plausible deniability that u know they'll hide behind so instead u just have to smile and be super nice and act like u dont even notice while u keep reminding urself that it'll pay off eventually when they fuck up and everybody else realizes they're a complete asshole and u can bask in the vindication of once again being right

#jack.speaks #the amount of times this has happened to me and then payed off in this exact way is too many #but it really does work everytime #ive literally never been wrong about someones rancid vibes #everyone ive ever like genuinely hated turned out to be a creep and a loser and a piece of shit #and yet ppl still dont listen to me when i say someones vibes are repulsive #everybody wants to 'oh but i dont think theyre like that theyre so nice to me specifically they cant be this way' okay jan #i'll just keep having paper towels on hand for when u eventually have to wipe that egg off ur face cause they fuck u over

[ohdarlings]

i still think about my ex best friend nearly every day i was going to whisper this into a hole in a tree like in in the mood for love but i thought a tumblr text post is the next best thing

#its been over a year since we talked #and i don't want to talk to her again . ever lol #it's so weird i dont even miss her but she was the biggest part of my life for 5 years #so a story will pop up in conversation that she was involved in #or a song will come on we both loved #or i'll watch a film and think she'd like this one #we went to get our tattoos together

[asummersday]

i love thinking of a rise x batman crossover because in certain canon gotham is located in New Jersey and i just know leo will latch onto that and blame all the weird fuckery going on there on the fact that it's located in NJ

#i really dont know if i'll ever write anything for this but i think abt a batfam x rottmnt xover so often #maybe one day i'll write smth #a series of oneshots maybe #it would be so entertaining tho can u imagine #they all have goofy villains it could be so funny. the hamato gang fights condiment king #donnie meeting tim drake the guy who canonically tried to clone his bff over 100 times after he died #theyd get along so well in the worst way possible #rottmnt #summer post #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #save rottmnt #batman #dc comics #batfam #batfamily

[piningprecussionist]

What's it even like at Ramona's place. Also is her cat cute and fluffy?

Well, it's not the most spacious place, for starters. Julie has us all beat on that I think, with Neil and Stephen's place coming second. Then maybe my place? I'm not really sure... DEFINITELY not Scott's.

But it's alright. Ramona knows what to do with the space she has, I think. And she just tucks whatever doesn't need out into her little bag that she's got, so there's never really any clutter, unless Scott's provided it. She's got, like, multiple stories to it? Like, one and a basement, or something- in addition to the ground floor, I mean. We've discussed playing down in her basement, sometimes, for practice? She seemed pretty receptive.

It's nice being over there. I dunno. She hasn't done a whole lot with it, but it's nicer hanging out there than it is here, usually. Wish she was less busy so I could come over more... I mean, I could visit Scott when he's there I guess, but it's not really the same. Besides, I wouldn't want Ramona to come back from work and have to chase me off to get some rest or something?

*Kim sort of snickers a little.* Or she'd come back to me trying to hide Scott's body. She doesn't deserve to deal with that.

Anway, more realistically, she's probably exhausted after running around all day, being the only Amazon delivery person in our area and all. Even if she was fine with me lingering, I'm not sure I want front row seats for the two of them being lovey-dovey or whatever. Gross.

And Gideon... Gideon is probably one of the cutest cats I've ever seen. I didn't really like cats too much before now, but I think I've been converted or something. He's just the sweetest thing, sometimes, and Ramona's managed to get him nearly completely desensitized to being picked up, held, moved around- he just genuinely doesn't care, so long as you aren't hurting him.

He's a short haired cat, I think, but he's super soft- Ramona tells me it's because we're always petting him. Something about the oils in our hands making his fur softer? I think I get the general idea there. His fur is like... deceptively dense though? You can sink your fingers in a little and muss it up if you want.

Heh. I don't recommend trying to mess with his stomach at all, though. Gideon's generally pretty forgiving, and doesn't really bite or scratch people from what I've seen at least, but one time Scott tried to give him belly rubs while he was all splayed out on the couch... the attack afterward was pretty tame so far as the initial strike went, but he got Scott good, and there was like... blood, everywhere. You'd think he nicked an artery or something, but no, it was just Scott doing what Scott does.

Is there some sort of like... thin-skinned or heavy bleeder debuff he's got or something? Or was it just him being a moron and splattering it everywhere? Anyway, Ramona had it handled pretty quickly, and tiredly, so that's probably something really typical for them.

#I'd actually really like it if we played over there I think #tormenting Hollie with my drums is fun but I'd rather everyone stay the hell out of my room #my friends are too nosy for their own goods. i dont need them going through my shit every week #we could move a couch down there or something... give Neil and Knives a place to sit and watch #and Ramona obviously! she just doesn't like our sound as much I don't think. or Knives for the matter. #she probably wouldn't be super keen on watching us... but if we were playing in her house weekly she'd have to sit in sometimes #Scott would probably cry a little if she didn't and that's never fun #pine.txt #asks #anon #rp #sp comic #spto #spvtw #kim pine #(ooc: tyssm for resending that so quickly! this is a wildly different but same veined answer than the original but I think I like it more + #(+ maybe. so it works out I guess!) #(ooc: hope you enjoy it also. especially given the first version just got Eaten. if it ever pops back up again somehow I'll attach a +) #(+ screenshot of the original answer for comparison or something!) #(ooc: oh! additonal note. I'm basic Gideon around my two cats. one is a shirt haired little lady and the other is a bigger fluffy gal) #(ooc: the fluffy one will tolerate me moving her around however I damn well please. she's even let me cuddle her like she's a stuffed +) #(ooc: animal before it's great. i love her so much) #(ooc: I also love my other cat a bunch I just don't hang around her as often I guess. she's sweet but also a bit of a bitch? she likes to + #(ooc: trip my roommate whenever he's trying to come back here with food. she also doesn't really vibe with other cats super well) #(ooc: I think she gets jealous. but if she wants to hang out with me more she needs to stop trying to knock over literally everything I own #(ooc: anyways! she looks sorta like gideonm she's like a grey/brown tabby with some green/yellow eyes- mostly green I think) #(ooc: basing. i am BASING Gideon.) #(ooc: wow actually there are so many typos in these tags. for me at least. oof. ah well. i did my disclaimer) #spvtwtg #drunk kim

[jamesunderwater]

the yellowjackets s2e6 ending -- i was already so triggered just hearing the baby cry because he was starving and just shauna's desperation to feed him, i had to mute parts of it. then when she became conscious again...i... i just wish more people watching that scene understood how real it is. how it happens to birthing people all the time even today, not just in a freezing cabin in the middle of the woods, and how shauna's reaction was.....it was just.....it was very much what happens. she does still hear him crying. idk, i'm just sitting here still crying over it, and i can't stop. because people experience this loss and their brains have to make sense of it and it comes up with something that is as much real to them as the loss is, but no one around them understands, everyone wants to just shove the truth at them because they think it will be better. let her talk about him crying. let her talk about how it felt to feed him, to hold him. tell her you believe her. fuck, i'm just so fucking sad.

#for context one of my focuses in school is reproductive mental health and i work for a counseling center that focuses on it and #im planning to do doula work one day and so i was just watching this in physical pain wanting shauna to have someone there to help her #with the birth and the nursing. and then she woke up. and i just. #idk i dont think i'll ever get over that scene #im so fucking sad #yellowjackets #yellowjackets spoilers #tw pregnancy #cw pregnancy #cw child death #tw child death

[lupismaris]

This year I'm establishing boundaries I'm putting myself first and I'm sticking to them I'm not people pleasing on this exhausting excuse for a holiday I will leave my parents house by 3:30pm no matter how disappointed my father is I will not acknowledge any cunty (derogatory) behavior from my brother today I will bring only an appetizer and my personal cans of wine and smoke in the backyard when I like and I will leave on time for my rugby teammate's dinner because being with friends means more to me than masking for 6+ hours in my childhood home where my mother died on a holiday I've never fuckin liked with a father who is still frankly a little bit scared of existing on the same space as me. It will be.

#death tw #i do not enjoy today i dont think i ever really have #my ideal for today is to host an open house with unconventional food and let people bring dishes they love #but we dont have the space yet #this year i told my dad i wasnt well enough to bake and he was good about it so im at least not in a miserable manic episode #i haven't started drinking before noon im not breaking down yet so y'know positives #im going to shower and have a smoke. a croissant. toss the spanikopita i made ahead i to the oven. and then head over i guess. #bf is going to his grandma's so I'll be on my own which does suck a little but ah well

[silenthillbunni]

🐰🩹🧸🏨

#i hate being in pain like this #bc it completely takes over my life. like im incapable of thinking of anything else #im incapable of relaxing or enjoying anything. i cant do important things. cant do anything else but sit still nd be in pain #it just renders me completely useless and makes me stop functioning properly #im just a hopeless mess made of anxiety nd sadness. idk why but i just hyperfixate on it and i cant 'let go' or relax or not think abt it #idk how other ppl do it.... i wish i wasnt like this bc it's awful. it's like the only thing that exist nd ever will exist is this pain 4evr #im dramatic i know but ​it genuinely feels like my entire life is over and i'll ever know is pain nd nothing will ever get better again #im so caught up in it i cant see anything else but my pain. i cant think of the future bc do i have one?? i dont know #im just not feeling good at all. and everything feels bleak and depressing and i dont want it :(( #i cant have any fun or nice moments at all and im just tired of life #i feel so fkn stressed abt all the things i need to do nd all my responsibilities and idk how i'll do them when im in this pain #i just hope it can calm down soon i just want it to be a little bit easier just a little bit #getting thru each day now is so fkn hard i barely sleep but when i do i wish i never wake up #i hate everything and it feels like my future is fucked #which makes me wanna die!! but it also makes me sad bc there is actually sm i want to live for #i dont want it all to be ruined bc i want to try to live!!!! :( #and yess im know im being dramatic but i cant help it. im weak nd im terrible at dealing w pain nd issues #im not a strong person who can withstand everything nd finds ways to live either way. maybe it's bc my will to live isnt that strong #idk. i just hate this i want it to be over. it's taking over my life nd idk how to still function like this