#i feel deranged for drawing this one

[time-woods]

he want me deaaaad man

#i feel deranged for drawing this one #pointy teeth cant be discrete #adventure time #fionna and cake #prismo the wishmaster #prohibitedwish #scarab the god auditor #the cosmic owl #this was gonna b a doodle but i wanted to color it #cosmic owl chills at prismos appartment a lot so when prismo got back the next day he was just like 'HELL-HO??'

[petricorah]

I'm not sure if you'll accept divorced zukka song recs but I'd highly recommend listening to foolishly wrong - autoheart

ahhhh Yes!! love me some divorced zukka inspo and this is perfect?

You keep me up all night

I see the future, but we're not in it together

we'd end up alone in the end.

...

ouch <33 [ids in alt]

#thanks for the rec!!! #love me some song recs and divorced zukka? lovely #i was in bed and got the urge to draw this and got out of bed so you could say their ruined relationship is keeping me up at night as well #ive listened to stalker's tango by this artist but ive never heard this one. really good! love this voice and the vibe that i feel like is. #deranged? but like in a positive muscial way lol #kind of reminds me of will wood #mydoodles #asks #divorced zukka #song recs

[viric-dreams]

I really don't get how everything can be going right one day, and my art's coming out better than I could've possibly expected, then a switch seems to flip and I'm back to "this looks like a 12-year-old's back of the science notebook scribbles" except without any of the joy. How is this a thing that can happen, for real.

#i've scrapped like three pieces today #because they all look absolutely deranged #it feels like i've straight up forgotten how to draw from one day to the next #which is particularly frustrating on my day off #the day in which i can actually do fun things #but the fun things have to work with me here #and also be fun

[karamazovanon]

your art is so amazing i cant stress this enough every time i see any of your drawings i want to rb it 763924 times and go feral

AHHH THANK YOU <333 this ask made my day so in exchange here is a super secret mitya wip that is part of a bigger thing...........

#idk why ive responded to 2 asks w mitya now. this is just the least shit wip i have rn LMAOOOO #thank u sm <33 i love seeing tags and asks like this it makes me so happy...... im glad my derangement abt 19th c literature sparks joy #anonasks #anonart #i feel like he looks different every time i draw him but WHATEVER #also trying to balance giving him his canonical big ol bug eyes vs not making him look like a fuckijg moe blob #im like that one simpsons meme. money (being nice) can be exchanged for goods and services (random art in my wip folder) #the brothers karamazov #also idk why my art style is so inconsistent i just work here man

[welcometogrouchland]

[ID: four page comic of the owl house. Page 1: Eda walks past Luz, Gus and Willow, who're sat on the floor of the owl house around a box labeled "Eda's Music". Eda notices them and peeks around the corner asking "uh, hey kid- whatcha doin?". Luz says "oh hey Eda!".

Page 2: Luz says "we were just going through all your old human music!" While holding a CD case. She continues "I've been getting nostalgic listening to some old latin pop CDs, like what my mom used to play around the house! (You have a surprising amount of merengue music btw)". Gus sheds a single tear and says "I've sampled human music before but, wow, just, wow! The technique...the inspiration...Carly Rae Jepsen is a genius". Willow looks to the side and says "and I've been listening to your old breakup mixtapes!".

Page 3: Eda looks at her blankly before saying "my what?". Willow says- "your breakup music! There's a whole box of it. I'm pretty over it now but back in the day...when Amity stopped hanging out with me...it hit me hard. I kinda had a phase of only listening to angsty breakup songs for like...a month. Maybe more. It's kinda sad in retrospect".

In the background we can see a flashback of young willow sobbing in bed while summoning vines to cover photos of her and Amity on her wall. Willow continues "things are a lot better now don't get me wrong...but I still listen to that playlist every once in a while when I need a release". Eda contemplates, then grimaces, remembering breakup with Raine (who's pictured saying "it's over, eda").

Page 4: Eda looks at Willow. She eventually says "wanna trade?" And Willow looks up. Final panel shows Luz standing in the doorway concerned as she looks at Willow and Eda. willow is kneeling in front of a casette player and headphones with a shadowy expression and Eda is in the family guy death post with a phone and headphone wire next to her. Both have annotations- Willow's says "got One of Us by ABBA" and Eda's is "got Nightshift by Lucy Dacus". Luz says "you guys good?". End ID]

*slides my Eda and Willow trade angsty breakup songs on s2A hc across the table*

#the owl house #willow park #eda clawthorne #luz noceda #gus porter #(i know he's essentially a cameo in this but he has a speaking role at least i feel justified tagging him) #raeda #not really intended as amillow? more abt the experience of taking a friendship breakup hard but lacking the language to describe it #but can be interpreted as amillow if you want #anyway. every stage of this comic kicked my ass and tbh it's not my favorite but it got me drawing again and that's good #i still think the idea is funny part of me is just like. actually we can do better lets take it from the top #which is deranged bc I've already spent like 2-ish weeks on this i am not looking at this for another second #do i think enjoying angsty breakup music is wholly in character for willow? im not sure. she doesn't like dwelling on the negative #BUT like. i think you can make the argument she'd enjoy it in private. she represses a lot of feelings she needs some kind of outlet #and this is s2A in my mind (post eclipse lake where willow and Gus want to check out more human music) #so i feel like I can justify her talking about her angsty guilty pleasure to eda #also like. bby willow is DEVASTATED in the understanding willow flashbacks. maybe older willow tries to ignore things #but for at least a few months it was probably a big struggle for her coming to terms w/ why amity stopped hanging out w/ her #anyway i don't want to look at this anymore. have at thee! #i have 2 (two) more comics thumbnailed and one of them is shorter/funnier but the other one is a hc I really like #so currently a toss up between which one gets done next #it's half past midnight and i don't wanna stay awake until 2 am again so I'll probably just leave this lurk for a bit and then sleep #i hate the way this is formatted (the images are SO SMALL ON MOBILE) but i don't want this post to be more vertical than it is

[strawberrus0da]

This kid murdered my art block in cold blood and buried it in the middle of the woods

#they killed my writer’s block too #somehow #my art #my toh art #i love drawing the collector bc i feel absolutely no pressure to draw them consistently #bc the animators don’t #dana terrace doesn’t #he’s free real estate #go wild #that and this kid is basically a free canvas for every manner of gleefully deranged smiles your brain can possibly come up with #i love it #toh #im actually really proud of the first one? #posing is usually my weak spot #the owl house #the collector #the collector toh #toh fanart

[pickled-flowers]

Kicking and screaming because my art looks so weird lately 😭

#i know its just the dissociation #i know! #but still i suffer 😔 #my art is me i am my art so of course when i dont know who i am my art feels like a stranger #no connection between the hands that made it and the mind that thought it #one thing i love about myself is being an art autistic because my art is such a profound part of me it makes me deranged #if i cant draw i am in a terrible mood 👍 if i am in the middle of a project i am happy and with a purpose 👍

[dudelynxx]

i am trying to go to sleep but i hear the zelda item picking up noise. help

#i have done nothing but play totk all day. #my brain is corroding :) #i’m so obsessed #and i’m getting more dragon tears and angsting about zelink.. #me and link we are always thinking about zelda #i see a silent princess. i see any zonai thing. i see a #i can feel her absence it HURTSSSS #they only got a few years to try and rebuild before the next disaster man.. #i need them to be ok and retire to their house in hateno when the war is over #because it is THEIR HOUSE #the dining room has two chairs <- deranged thought #anyway no idea if this is comprehensible goodnight #i know only one person will actually read my insane ramblings #good morning saiph <3 #remind me to draw zelink tmr #musings

[midnightdemonhunter]

a lover and a......not lover.

#miraculous ladybug #princess fragrance #dark cupid #akuma #midnight draws #feels weird to tag their non akumatized selves but! #rose lavillant #le chien kim #ml fanart #combing through the heaps of art....slowly relearning how to draw a whole class of these guys #watch my art steadily get more niche! #surprise suprise i delight in them interacting #heartbreaking (haha) lack of it. anyway these two would NOT like each other #literally their motivations and powers are opposites. Omg i want everyone to love me vs NO ONE SHOULD LOVE. EVER #also saw someone insult her deisgn.....smh could never be me. some of us love bright colors and characters who look insane #the pink eyes??? Delightfully deranged

[skitskatdacat63]

okay but Fernando IS kind of napoleon coded the minute I saw that I was like you are so right. is it the demonic short king energy??? what is it???

You guys are not prepared for the deranged Fernando-Napoleon web weaving post I'm inevitably going to make. Or should I say...Nandopoleon Alonsoparte.

No, because seriously there are way too many parallels and similarities, it's kind of insane. I was comparing quotes from s1e1 of Fernando, where his friends/family/himself are basically giving testimonials as to what he's like, to quotes from the personality/image section of Napoleon's wiki....theres so much that's practically verbatim. Just as people, as well as how they chose/choose to present themselves on a greater scale, I think is very similar. Their personality traits, their mindsets, their motivations, their goals and ways they go about obtaining that, all very similar imo.

But please, come and join me and @sweatyflytrap in the Nandopoleon brainrot, it's very disconcerting to me how well it fits!

#sorry i dont want to elaborate too much on the specifics bcs i have a post idea #but do dm me if you want me to ramble to you about the parallels #this is like a side au to my napoleonic au #im too endeared to the Hussar parallels to completely drop that #i think that is just a thing that lines up insanely well and im quite proud of it :) and i like those uniforms better #but this is like the straight up applying f1 drivers into actual historical roles #i have webbonso + strollonso ideas :DD #i want to draw fernando in one of the iconic emperor robe napoleon paintings #probably the cornonation bcs i think its very cool #like the crowing himself bcs he refuses to have anyone holding power over him so he gives the power to himself..... #but like seriously so much aligns very well and i am feeling exceedingly deranged about it #its funny bcs i usually cant read historical aus with fic and then the only content i can create is historical stuff bcs its my hobby :) #as i said to cofi ive reached the point where im comfortable enough anf settled in this fandom that my other interests start bleeding in #as i said i will begin to draft this thing bcs i am very insane abt it but feel free to dm w questions hehehe #why am i pspspspsing at you guys like cats 😭😭😭😭 #catie.asks. #catie.rambling.txt

[l1m30]

@thedailybullshit (Hopefully I did that right.)

Hello! I'm the person who sent the anonymous ask a few days ago. These could be better, but I felt bad sending you an ask and then just not posting anything. Lmao. I got a bit distracted...

Now, later in the game, I can say it got much worse. Oh... Oh no... It's time to cope by reading absurd amounts of AO3.

I also want to draw a sassy Karen looking bored and saying "Fuck." That one got a particularly strong snort out of me after I read it.

Hopefully you like them! :D

#rdr2 #Arthur looks so sad I feel bad #i hate drawing hands #Excuse my nasty hand writing #ARTHUR LOOKS DERANGED I MESSED UP THE EYES AND COULDN'T FIX IT #Dead Micah was cathartic to draw <3 #arthur morgan #susan grimshaw #Micah freaking died #rdr2 fanart #red dead redemption 2 #I drew this in ballpoint pen #ARTHUR'S EYES ARE CROOKED I'M GOING FERAL #i tried #very long post #sorry about that #I can't draw #HOW DOES ONE DRAW A WRINKLE? #SHOOT I JUST RELAIXEZED THE PERTANGE SIGN GOES ATER THE NUMBER NOO I'M NOT STUPID I SWEAR

[seriouslyineedhelp]

airlifting all my stuff straight from reddit

#hero killer webtoon #hero killer #engen #engen hero killer #reagan hero killer #this all started because i wanted to draw engen tied up using that one tentacle pinterest base #but i couldn’t find someone whose gift could do so + i wouldn’t feel a little weird #and then engen v reagan happened and i realised it was perfect #i shipped it ironically but the pipeline is sturdy and now i’m drawing them fucking… #i’m well aware i’m deranged thank you very much #this is the deranged little gay freak fandom website so it’s just supply and demand /j

[dualdeixis]

[Image description: The latter eight pages of a digital comic featuring Vanitas and Ventus. There are full descriptions of all of the pages under the cut. End image description.]

the dishes, part two of two (previous)

[Image description: The ninth page. Ventus sighs softly and follows Vanitas, finding him sitting in an armchair next to a circular wooden table, holding his knees to his chest and facing the window. The Blue Sea Salt and a Red Hot Chili hover in the air, and the Hareraiser sits in the armchair opposite Vanitas. Ventus comes and picks up the Hareraiser, which wriggles around in a panic. He sits down and strokes the Hareraiser, calming it down. He’s silent for a beat, then says, “They’re not going to hurt you over a glass. Or over anything else.” Vanitas looks over at him, his face cast in shadow and his eyes glowing, and says, “Shut it, eavesdropper.” Ventus looks down at the Hareraiser sadly and replies, “I’m not trying to. Our hearts are connected. …Even when we’re not sharing a body.”

The tenth page. The central border between the panels wavers from left to right, in a push-pull type manner. Ventus sets the Hareraiser down on the floor and says, “I don’t think... that reuniting is possible anymore. And even if it were, I don’t know if I’d want to.” Vanitas smiles as Ventus says, “It’s selfish of me. I’m sorry.” Ventus places his hands on his lap, palms up. “But… we’re our own people now.” He clenches them into fists. “We can’t change… the things that changed us.” He relaxes them. “We can’t keep chasing a past that’s gone.” He begins to lace his fingers together. “So there’s no ‘true Ventus’ anymore. It’s just us.” His fingers are fully laced. “We’re him, and he’s us. That’s all.”

The eleventh page. The panels are drawn in the shape of an X. Vanitas's glowing eye is half-lidded as he replies, “...I don’t want to be me. I don’t want to be apart. It’s too painful this way, just the dark half of the person I was before. But that’s why you don’t want me back, isn’t it? Because then you’d be in pain, too.” Ventus insists emotionally, “I do want you. I want you here, not ‘fading away’—and you already are here, with me. Not reuniting doesn’t mean we’re apart. We’ve always been connected, even after that day.” The outline of Ventus and Vanitas’s armchairs is connected into the shape of a heart by a bright pink thread, which twists around the panels. Ventus holds his left hand to his chest and says firmly, “I’m with you.” The shadow on Vanitas’s face starts to melt away, and he gazes at Ventus silently with an ambivalent expression.

The twelfth page. Ventus keeps his hand on his chest and continues solemnly, “And maybe the pain isn’t coming from the darkness. I don’t think it’s as simple as light is good, and darkness is bad. Maybe you don’t think it’s possible for me to feel true pain with a heart of light, but I can and I do. Because ‘pure light and pure darkness don’t exist,’ right?” Vanitas’s face has cleared up and he leans into his palm. Annoyed, he mutters, “Eavesdropper...” Ventus continues, “Maybe it’s just… that you went through a lot. That someone hurt you a lot.” Vanitas’s face is half cast in shadow again as he looks down with a bitter smile. Ventus finishes, “So it’s not you. It’s not something that’s wrong with you. You just were never shown a different way. You hadn’t been given a chance to see all the good things in life, just the bad things.” Vanitas looks pensive as the Blue Sea Salt alights on his knee, the Red Hot Chilis flit through the air, and the Hareraiser and Thornbite look up at him. He says, “...Like the Unversed.”

The thirteenth page. Ventus smiles gently and says, “Yeah. So let’s live. Together.” He extends his right hand. “We can share our darkness and our light with each other.” Vanitas silently clenches his fists in his lap, then rises from the armchair. He slowly walks over to Ventus, who is questioning but silent as Vanitas grabs his extended hand, lifting him from his seat. The panel border bursts into a series of stars as Vanitas pulls Ventus in for a hug. Ventus reacts with initial surprise, then hugs him back with a relieved smile. Their panel transforms into a radiating yellow circle, with a black crescent and small white star within. A red halo is drawn around Vanitas’s head, and it fades into Ventus’s green one.

The fourteenth page. Still hugging, Ventus starts, “...Hey. Do you want me to call you ‘Ventus’?” Vanitas looks surprised. He pulls away and stutters uncertainly, “N-no, that’s...” He turns his face away with closed eyes and a bead of sweat on his cheek. He says, “It’s too late, and everyone would be confused and ask annoying questions, and… It’s fine. It’s your name as much as it is mine. You can keep it.” Ventus pensively taps his chin with his finger and asks, “But ‘Vanitas’ isn’t that good either, is it?” He’s silent for a beat, then points up with a smile and suggests, “What if I gave you a nickname?” Vanitas puts his hand on his hip with a wry grin and says, “Really? This whole thing started because I said I don’t like our name being mangled, and now you’re gonna do it too?” Ventus crosses his arms with an irritated grimace and answers, “Well, it’s a stupid name from a stupid guy. Maybe it deserves a little mangling.” Vanitas scoffs and says, “Yeah, I guess.”

The fifteenth page. Ventus asks, “So, ‘Van’?” Vanitas responds flatly, “No.” Ventus asks, “...‘Vani’?” Vanitas responds, “I’ve already given up.” Ventus urges, “Aw, come on, give me a chance! Umm, ‘Nita’!” Vanitas reacts with a slightly flustered expression. He turns around and snaps, “That’s it, I’m going to go do something actually pleasant. Like stick some more glass in my hand.” Ventus protests, “Nooo!!” The color palette changes to monochrome greens in a series of panels that show Vanitas back at the dishes, putting toothpaste on a toothbrush, lying in bed to sleep, and still lying awake as the sun rises. In all of them, he is thinking of the name “Nita,” and his expression gradually changes from neutral to deeply frustrated.

The final page. The color palette is in monochrome reds. Ventus strolls into the panel and yawns, “Morning, Vanitas.” Vanitas freezes, then looks silently over his shoulder at Ventus with an embarrassed expression, holding his hands up like a raptor. Ventus stares silently at him for a beat, then tilts his head and says quizzically, “...Nita?” Vanitas becomes very embarrassed, his face once again being covered in shadow and his glowing eyes darting away. He suddenly runs off into a big ball of darkness. From offscreen, Ventus cries, “Wha—?! NO CORRIDORS OF DARKNESS IN THE HOUSE!!” End image description.]

#kingdom hearts #ventus kh #vanitas kh #unversed kh #drawings #me the day i finished drawing my 8 page comic which was the longest comic id ever done at the time: who are you #me two days later after writing the script for this twice as long comic at like 7 am after a night of no sleep: im u but even more deranged #clearly it took me much longer to actually make this comic but that sequence of events still makes me laugh. #similarly i have an essay of thoughts for this one too so feel free to send an ask abt it :) #// #suicidal ideation #do not tag as ship

[flowerflamestars]

Migration Patterns snippet

Mostly asleep, but too near waking to be insensate, Elle turned her cheek into his touch, soulmark suddenly pressed to Jason’s palm.   Everything stopped. There was only this: warmth. If he let himself think it, Jason had imagined his half a little like the ocean. Too much, no matter how he tried to bottle it. Fresh water and salt water: where currents met, where color muddled, both and neither. Tidal Eleanor, ceaselessly making it make sense.   All that existed in Elle, just awake enough to reach, was no drowning depth. Just a certain light. Glowing and burning. Incandescent. New and old- not love yet, love already- spark bright interest that could not fade to embers, a thousand soft shades of safe.   Jason’s brain and Jason’s body all in one for once: a country with no borders, Elle an endless expanse of sky.   And then she rolled. Curled small enough not to fall, one arm outstretched.   Jason felt reality start to intrude before her eyes even opened. It was the cold, probably- insistent search that grasped only the cool leather of Jason’s jacket instead of a body in bed, and yanked anyway.   It was no distance to travel.   Just Elle’s grip, ferocious- just air, escaping Jason’s lungs in something so much worse than panic- Elle, on the threshold, a honey sweet dream turned caramel burnt before it cooled to snap in two, all at once- Elle woke up.   Adjusted, softened, let go to hook her fingertips in the collar of his t-shirt, expression unspeakably, unmistakably, fond for a minute before she blinked. Ran the back of her hand up his neck for half a second, and then-   Elle really woke up, drawing back.   “Shit. Sorry. Sorry. I thought”- She flung herself upright, steel-toed boots thudding not unpleasantly against Jason’s side. Elle frowned. “Where are we?”

#drawing little glittery hearts on my draft: this is a LOVE STORY #what I love best about the chapters when they're not really talking is just. #they're so bad at it??! #Jason Todd could out stubborn batman but Elle says one word to him #and there he is #falling right back into it all #that's a soulmate baby! #the person it's easy with even when its so so hard #clawing rending screaming SHE THOUGHT IT WAS A DREAM #she is SO flustered actually #touching his neck? cmon #Jason meanwhile having a two tone revelation about the state of Feelings while also having so kind of deranged thought about being #a shitty person for peeking #BUT ALSO JUST LIKE. SO HAPPY #there's so much drama here but it's also just like. #Jason noticing she's wearing steel toed boots and grinning about it #that's his girl! #Migration patterns of turdidae

[lavendorii]

very happy with this composition

#i feel guilty about being unable to draw anything other than my interests during artfight especially but forcing myself to draw something #i dont want to feels like masking in a sense. im so tired and im at a point where for the first time in my life i cant mask so i think #artfight stuff would completely take it out of me. for right now at least #anyway. #.png #im delusional about ruby. no one gets her like i do #i want there to be something sinister almost vaguely religious about this #the representation of idol mistreatment and glorification in onk feels reminiscent of some sort od religious derangement

[simcardiac-arrested]

Maybe it could be an anthro au slice of life askblog?, or if plot is neccesary, Anons could cause it

friend what makes you think i draw anthros (or even have designs for them. i mean hermit is 2 minutes old)

#i mean i did semi-draw anthros in like 2018 maybe but they weren’t. really good. though i guess they’re not that hard #still not rly my thing if anything i would do humanizations like i did for slinky and 33 #but that’s only if i feel like it #anyway the idea is cool but i think you’re deranged for thinking i could handle 2 askblogs #am just a little guy with two little hands and one very fickle motivation #cramswering