#i genuinely cannot believe this happened

[hansoeii]

did loki just compare thor falling for jane with what he feels for mobius?

"and when he came back, he was different. changed somehow. I thought it was weakness. I mocked him. said he'd gone soft."

He just said these words while actively defending mobius after sylvie hurt him. He said those words while thinking about mobius and while standing in the pie room where they had one of their most intimate moments.

loki is different because of mobius. he's become weaker and soft because of mobius. the exact same thing that happened to his brother has now happened to him, and he's completely aware of it.

#i genuinely cannot believe this happened #do you understand how many fanfics I read with this premise #and now its real #lokius is going to happen Im tired of calling myself delusional because theres nothing delusional about this #they love each other and their love is whats gonna save the entire universe #loki #loki season 2 #loki season 2 spoilers #lokius #mobius

[the5n00k]

‼️Frightmares on Main Street Spoilers‼️

That new episode was great btw I tore up my throat

#the ghost and molly mcgee #tgamm #tgamm season 2 #tgamm spoilers #this took me OUT for like a solid minute #i was crying #i genuinely cannot believe this happened #there are other moments i enjoyed more but this is the only one that made me pause the episode

[xehanortsreport]

the subtle resignation in his expression at even bouncing with the context of his final words kinda destroying me ngl

#the face of a man who is too far gone and knows it #like...hate him all you want but it is genuinely tragic to get to a point where you hate where youve ended up and it's too late to go back #you did it you fucked up you made your bed and now you gotta lie in it #a waste of nearly 100 years of living! you cannot punish this man more than he has punished himself #xehanort lived his life believing he'd get a redo at the very end and when it didn't happen and he died like everyone else he was doomed! #he neglected every friendship he ever had in the hopes he could just remake them once he was god king and start over! #but he couldn't and didn't and by the time he realized it it was far far too late #why did i put all of this in the tags? well. that's our spicy secret.

[exhaustedwerewolf]

when the dnd session was so insane you’re like “damn I want to rewatch that bit” but you can’t because it was not an incredible fantasy film but just you playing make believe with your friends

#INSANE SCENES THIS EVENING #dialogue echoing in my head includes: ‘resurrection isn’t my strong suit’ // ‘then make it your strong suit’ #‘oh darling! don’t scare me like that. come here. let’s go home.’ // ‘what the fuck have you done?’ #‘(laughs) oh yes. I’m sure if all those people had just had a sword and a shield that things would have turned out differently. I’m being #lenient but my patience is running out. so spare me the insult of your sword. cunt.’ #‘ten million is a big number. it should feel different to one body in a cage or one hanging from the rafters but somehow it… it feels the #same.’ #genuinely stopped typing to do a despair event horizon stare into nothingness #our dm can cry on command lads and he was weaponising that today :’) #so many unbelievably fucked up things happened I cannot believe it and I am having a conspiracy theory board moment trying to make sense of #it #DnD #so many other moments I have written down but can’t remember verbatim but also WHY DIDN’T THEY ASK ME… IF I WANTED TO LEAVE #@CASUALAGRESOR IF YOU ARE READING THIS HOW DARE YOU I AM SO SAD

[stedesparasol]

y'know it's funny how we talk about certain fan reactions to izzy's death bc i watched the recent m*a*s*h documentary where they talked about abyssinia henry (an episode which kills off a major character) and there was a clip of the showrunner quoting angry letters he received after that episode aired:

'you tricked us' 'you sucked us in' 'we thought this was a comedy show' 'how dare you toy with our feelings'

this is a show set in the KOREAN WAR and people still felt a character death was a 'trick' and a betrayal. not only that but i cannot express how thematically relevant and important this death was for the entire thesis of the show. and yet they received 1,000 letters from viewers about it (though some were praising the episode, and it is overall viewed positively in retrospect).

idk i just found it interesting. this episode came out in 1975 and nothing's really changed.

start discourse on this post and i'll cut off your toes.

#this isn't even really about izzy it's about fandom in general i'm just using him as a jumping off point bc the quotes rang SO familiar #(this is actually a response to a post that i couldn't reblog for some reason (maybe op blocked me? i genuinely can't imagine why)) #(which began: the way people cannot take any negative thing happening in tv shows these days is genuinely frightening and incredibly tiring #(i agree but i also think the 'these days' part is overstated... this has always been happening) #(idk if that post was about the ofmd finale but it was posted right after it so) #anyway fun fact: these letters were on display in the smithsonian! #i don't think they're still on display but i do believe the smithsonian retains the whole mash collection #what an interesting piece of fandom history

[sparklingtapwater]

babygirl and her soundboard ~

mcr oakland 10/05/22

#i’m genuinely trying so hard to be respectful #i’m barking so fucking loud dude #i cannot believe i saw this with my own two eyes #i was on barricade and i got to watch all of this happen all night long i am still not over it #my chem #mcr #gerard way #mine #my show #mcr oakland #my chemical romance

[peppermintstarsonamintyway]

Thunderstorms Cast Dancing Shadows

shadowlily mini-fic for @pinkvaquita :>

main warning for this fic is just, minor headcanon of shadow milk turning into a cat when he's spooked (get catboy'd you fu-) and being scared of thunder, also acknowledging that shadow milk is probably fucking traumatized by the events of his (and the other beasts') imprisonment

white lily in a sweater my beloved she is so comfy

alright enjoy shadowlily nation this is definitely not enough food for a day but oh well

Crackle.

Hiss.

Crackle.

Hiss.

It had been storming for the last few hours, the storm only growing worse as the hours from the early morning passed into the afternoon.

White Lily was sat in a window sill of the library, a green sweater over her usual dress as a blue and black 'cat' cowered under her arm. She had been reading a book when it began to thunder and the 'cat' suddenly appeared, forcing it's way into her space.

It had been a few hours since then, and the 'cat' was still there, trying to burrow deeper into her sweater whenever it thundered.

With a soft sigh, the guardian shook her head, setting aside the book she was reading. "Shadow, we're inside, you're fine."

"No I'm not!" The 'cat' protested, it's voice distorted and distressed compared to normal. White Lily frowned slightly, raising an eyebrow as she watched the 'cat'.

Crackle.

The 'cat' panicked as it thundered once more, shaking uncontrollably as it huddled away under the guardian's arm, ears pinned back against it's trembling head.

For a moment, White Lily stared at it, narrowing her eyes in thought, before it clicked.

Slowly, she turned over onto her side, carefully scooping up the trembling 'cat' to hold it in her arms, close against her chest where it could feel the faint beat of her heart.

"W-wha-"

"I know it scares you, Shadow Milk, and I understand why, but you're safe." White Lily's tone had softened greatly, her hand gliding over Shadow Milk's back as he shook. A calm hum fell from her lips as she pressed her forehead to his.

Shadow Milk was quiet as he relaxed, his form returning to it's usual cookie state as he wrapped his limbs around her. Her words were comforting, even if only slightly.

"…Promise?"

"I promise."

Shadow Milk, a cookie that usually smiled too brightly, frowned slightly, as he nestled his face into her chest. His just barely larger frame trapped hers, his arms wrapped around her waist with his legs tangled between hers.

"No more red sky…" White Lily began to whisper, her hand trailing up to the jester's head to gently brush aside his bangs. "No more forks…no more silver tree…"

"You're free…you're safe…"

The rest of the day, and well into the evening, was spent with Shadow Milk still clinging to White Lily, as she rested her lips against his forehead, her eyes peaking over his hair to read the book in her free hand.

As long as it brought the beast comfort, the guardian couldn't bring herself to mind too much.

#cookie run #cookie run kingdom #crk #white lily cookie #shadow milk cookie #white lily x shadow milk #shadowlily #feast on the comfort and acknowledgement of trauma #because genuinely i cannot see how shadow milk wouldn't have been traumatized by that #like yeah sure he had it coming but him and the other beasts weren't even given a chance to explain what happened to them #the witch just #smack and that was it #so- yeah no they're traumatized and you will have to beat me down before i believe anything else /hj

[quietwingsinthesky]

you ever just think about. “You are diseased, albeit a disease of our own making. No more.” you ever just. oh, they made him and they discarded him. it’s never going to be quiet again for him, and that’s just collateral. they let the sound rot through his whole life, his whole timeline. because that’s the kind of easy sacrifice you can make when you want to save yourself above everything else, one that doesn’t ask anything of you. you dig open a child’s mind and you bury your survival inside him and when he follows the noise back home, when he does exactly what you groomed him for, you call him ruined for it. that’s. you ever just think about that.

#it’s genuinely such a horrifying sixkening thing that they unveil. what was done to the master. #and it’s like. it’s so important that he is awful. he really is. but he still does not deserve to have had this done to him. #the drums are a tragedy that cannot. would not. be a punishment earned no matter how terrible he is. #they’re such a violation of his mind. isolating and constant and violent. and it drives me insane that this is just. in the show. okay cool #ill never be normal again. #they literally pulled his head open. during a ceremony that we. as far as i know. have to assume is not exactly voluntary. and is at the #best of times. already traumatic and horrifying. but they went into that moment and they put the drums in his head and they made him into #something repulsive to them. because they did that to him! in this thing alone the master had no agency and no way out and this thing that #was done *to* him is what makes him. to them. a broken thing now past its usefulness now that he’s done what they wanted him to. #sorry im rotating him in my head again and again. this is the thing that makes him ‘diseased’. it’s that they chose to do this to him. there #is nothing he could do to not be this. he was a child and there was nothing he could do to stop it from happening. he’s an adult and he’s #doing the impossible exactly like they shaped him to do and he can’t stop this from having happened to him. so he might as well follow the #drums. and then. and then rassilon calls him diseased. and im going to. lose it. #there was nothing he could have done………….. #everywhere else he has choices to make and he can burn the world and keep it as a toy and he can fuck with the doctor and he can do. #anything. anything he wants. but he can’t. there’s nothing he can do to make it stop. there’s nothing he can do to make it so this never #happened to him. and i am spinning in circles here do u see why he makes me insane. #and the doctor doesn’t even really fucking believe him that the drums are real until the master makes him listen……. oh im going to be ill. #doctor who #simm!master #the master

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#man ive never seen an eating disorder kill someone else besides a parent infecting a child but my nana is really trying #shes like 1000% orthotexic. will not eat anything not filled with vegetables or fat. and my grandpa is 87yo with a heart condition currentl #in the hospital for covid bc thry went to Christmas church and dont believe in being vaccinated and my dad is so frustrated #bc he knows his mom is not gonna give his dad hearty foods. he needs to eat like protein shakes and meat and ice cream. anything thats not #her cooking which sucks on top of being extremely healthy. except its not healthy bc they dont eat a balanced diet #so its my nanas eating disorder killing her husband and shes so fucking frustrating. im like 99% sure she has obsessive compulsive #personally disorder bc she fits to a T and has zero insight. she may have full on 0cd bc talking to my dad he has more obvious 0cd #compulsions than i do. he used to say phrases before going to bed and would take 2 steps across the floor to prevent bad things from #happening. so like im pretty sure my nana is where i get my perfectionism and 0cd. god. i wish i could express how fucked up she is #like my dad said at least he had a stable home to grow up in but like she has zero sympathy for other people. cannot look past herself. wil #not wear a mask bc she doesnt care enough abt other ppl. my dad was like: u would not have survived in that house. which is fair bc i am #barely keeping it together coming from a stable home with two sympathetic parents who i know love me #and like its sad that they're suffering the effects of buying into the fox news bullshit and its killing them #but also. genuinely. i think theyre not very good ppl. theyre the type of people who think they're better bc they're religious. white. and #thin. and theyre not better thsn anyone. their grandchildren cant stand them. well cant stand her at least. papa is just quite so its hard #to say what hes thinking. apparently he was confused last night and saying something about eating dinner on the golf course. which sounds #nicer thsn being in the hospital lol. ugh. he seems not long for this world tbh. may he pass peacefully to b with his 1st wife who died of #brain cancer at age like 20 or something. so it goes. bleh. how many funerals are intended for me in the next 5 years? hopefully none but #that seems improbable with the unspoken drain circling that seems to b going on in this family. old age and like almost 10 years of cancer #defying the stats but for how much longer? #i dunno. its just so weird to watch these things happen and not talk about it directly to the other ppl who see it #i worry that ill come off as too callose or inappropriate bc i have that tendency when something bad is happening but thats everyone else #excuse? idk i just feel like its better to talk abt things #unrelated #ed mention #i tell u this so i can say these things to someone and also bc if i were u. i would like to hear the drama #bc im nosey and i assume other r too ;-]

[wmnylander]

looking at the leafs fanbase & realising that most people have never watched a team sport before becoming a leafs fan and finally realising that’s why people act the way they do.

#morgan rielly i am side-eyeing you #this isn’t a shot it’s just mind boggling to me how some people genuinely do not believe this comes down to being a business #at the end of the day. #the fact the core have lasted as long as they have without the success to back it up would NEVER happen in any other sport/team #but because it’s happening in toronto & most people don’t know how team sports on a broad scale works #this is just seen as normal. its not lol. #most executives give you a window of like maybe 3 years max to try and get a championship once you have good players & if it doesn’t happen #someone or multiple people get traded like thats just how it works #i think people overreact because its toronto but people overreact because they’re exhausted theyve put up with almost a decade of this core #with literally nothing but 1 singular playoff round to show for it #so forgive people for reading into it #i’ve been here over 12 months only and i’m concerned i cannot imagine what it’s like for seasoned leafs fans

[robotwrangler]

28 year old men at uni can’t get enough of my approachable theythem swag

#I do not mean this in a good or bad way. just an observation #i cannot go anywhere in this place without acquiring satellites who make small talk and ask me my pronouns #I am inclined to believe they do genuinely just have intentions of being friends #bc I mention my bf casually every so often when relevant so as to gently discourage any ideas just in case #and they still stick around. so I think they just want a friend in class #I must just come off as very non-threatening which I don’t mind at all #I am not the type to start conversations with strangers unprompted but I don’t mind other people doing the same to me #the social feel of uni is very different to how highschool was. it feels more laidback but also more isolated I guess #in high school friendships seemed to just kind of happen #in uni it feels like something you have to consciously initiate and keep up each week #I’m really glad I signed up for a club & also went to the workshop days for neurodivergent students #I’ve met the most good people from those things

[sapphire-weapon]

so in former cult news

i work with several former cultists at my current job, and here's a conversation i just had with one of them at the end of the day today. let's call him G.

G: so i tried to do my taxes over the weekend Me: (immediately loses all expression in my face because boy do i not want to talk about someone's fucking taxes) G: couldn't do them though G: it turns out that i had been paying for insurance for the past year and a half at the old place but i was never actually covered Me: Me: Me: WHAT G: yeah. i never got a 1095 from them, and when i called to get my paperwork, they said they didn't have any. Me: ???????????? G??????????? ARE YOU KIDDING ME??????? G: yeah. i can't believe i did that... that i let it go for that long without noticing. Me: WAIT, STOP Me: G, CULT LEADER DOESN'T PAY INTO THE HEALTH INSURANCE AT THAT PLACE. YOU WERE PAYING OUT OF POCKET. I KNOW HOW MUCH THAT COVERAGE COSTS EVERY MONTH. IF YOU PAID INTO THAT FOR OVER A YEAR WITHOUT COVERAGE, CULT LEADER OWES YOU LIKE $6400. G: well. i called the insurance company. i tried three different numbers. two of them said they couldn't help me. the third one told me i had to call my employer. Me: oh no... G: so. G: i called my employer. Me: oh my goD? G: Assistant Manager told me that the accountant said that i had to call the insurance company. i told him i did that, and he came back to me with "the cult doesn't pay into your insurance. you paid for it. so you should see the deductions being taken out on your paystub." Me: ... and? G: that's it. that's all he said. Me: the issue isn't if the money was taken out -- you know that the money was taken out. the issue was that you weren't covered! Assistant Manager fucking knows better! G: i know. it's just pure spite and pettiness. G: but now i don't know what to do. Me: G, you call a lawyer. G: i don't know... Me: what do you mean, you don't know?? Me: Cult Leader is NEVER going to pay you that money on his own. P had to threaten him with a lawyer to get his final paycheck, and this is WAY MORE MONEY than that. this is theft. Cult Leader STOLE IT FROM YOU. G: i just don't see how i could possibly win against someone with his kind of money, is all. Me:

G: well. i'll think about it, i suppose. G: thanks, sirea. G: (clocks out and goes home) Me: Me: Me: Me:

#personal #SORRY I HAD TO WRITE THIS OUT BC LIKE #I GENUINELY CANNOT BELIEVE THAT THIS HAPPENED #I CANNOT FUCKING BELIEVE THIS IS A CONVERSATION I JUST HAD #OUR EXPECTATIONS FOR YOU WERE LOW BUT HOLY FUCK DOT JPEG

[gummii-teef]

Thank you Mob Psycho 100 for being the anime that saved and changed my life. The impact this anime had on me as a person cannot be expressed in simple words- but I will forever be glad that this anime existed and taught me some of the most valuable lessons of my life. Thank you ONE and thank you Studio Bones for a truly beautiful work of art that I will cherish forever.

#my art #gummiiart #fanart #mob psycho 100 #mp100 #kageyama shigeo #i have never cried so hard at a shows ending #genuinely love this anime/manga so much #like truly #cannot believe it’s gone #but I’m so happy it happened

[bad-wolf-circe]

do any of you guys feel, like, utterly insane about this? like, so many people across America are calling for America to stop supporting a literal genocide. like, at the bare minimum, stop sending weapons and aid to the country committing the genocide (never mind embargos and blockades and trade restrictions and outright condemnation). and then across the political spectrum our leaders are like "no actually we won't; we'll continue aiding and abetting war crimes and upholding colonial empires/apartheid nations and bombing countries who disagree with us." and America is heralded as part of the 'free world' that can 'commit no war crimes' when homeless people are starving and indigenous people don't get their land back and police brutality against black folks is at an all time high (under a DEMOCRAT PRESIDENT MIND YOU) and you have to pay ungodly amounts of money so that you don't die and muslim/arab folks are being hatecrimed and killed and the incarceration rate keeps going up, up, up. truly this is a nation for only two groups of people: white conservatives and white liberals. billions of dollars that could change our infrastructure for the better is going to bomb innocent civilians under an empire of apartheid. am i going fucking crazy??? is this really, truly happening???

#free palestine #free gaza #fuck israel. genuinely. #end israeli apartheid #fuck joe biden #fuck trudeau #fuck democrats AND republicans #palestine #from the river to the sea palestine will be free #like am i losing it??? have i lost my marbles??? is this truly happening in the year 2024??? #this truly does not feel real and i cannot believe that the leaders of the so-called 'free world' are encouraging this! #i shouldn't be surprised #but i never imagined the scale of evil we are capable of!

[frecklystars]

i dont know what's wrong with me but i always feel so sad and heartbroken when i see Colt.

like i feel so overwhelmed with love for him but i really cannot imagine him loving me back. like. like. he's everything. and i'm just keri. y'know.

augh. it feels... impossible. like i am not Good Enough for him. he would not look twice at me. i didn't used to have this problem until i was abused for so long and now it's like... i cannot imagine receiving love unless if it is through violence. oogh. hurts my heart like a motherfucker. i miss the old me.

#before this year happened i was always SO 100% ready to self ship #i would look at ANYONE. any any ANY character in the WORLD #and i'd be like. oh they'd love me!!! no doubts in my mind whatsoever. they LOVE me!!!! even the worst villains ever!!! #BUT nowadays im constantly like. ok i am not good enough. i am not pretty enough #i am not [insert word here] enough no matter what i'd do to change my appearance or personality to fit someone's desires #i *never* used to look down on myself THIS often and to THIS degree #now i genuinely believe that i cannot be loved unless it is through violence #or that im only desirable if im in a vulnerable position where im in pain or hurting bc i was told it made me 'cute' #and like?? it's stupid? they're fictional? why can't i just... stop thinking that lowly of myself? #my abuser is gone so why am i still believing all of the things they said to me?? #i want Colt to love me for Me. i want Ken to love me for Me #but i also feel like. im unlovable to them unless if im useful or... bleeding or beaten up or something. christ #TF f/os are gone. out the window. i lost them. and im so scared of losing my Ryan F/Os too when i need them so badly #idk how to be myself bro i dont know where the old me is!!! #im being stupid im sorry i just gotta throw this into the void 😭 #vent #delete later #abuse mention

[vethbrenatto]

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#putting this in the tags because I think this comes off a bit h8r-y and it’s really not meant that way #it’s more just a genuine curiousity and feeling that I’m having #which is that I cannot believe we are 42 eps into the BH campaign #it feels like nothing has happened #in my head at least. like on paper I understand things have happened but I just have a FEELING that they haven’t #which is something I didn’t experience with m9 or VM #I’m wondering if it’s a binge vs live watch thing