#i had to let it out

[thepleasuregoblin]

"But life is due to order, isn't it?" the human said, "our society, the laws of nature, all of the rules that keep our bodies running, where would we be without order?" The protean laughed. It sounded like a dozen of the least flattering laughs you could imagine, all at once. It was a cacophonous thing, made of pure joy.

"You think life, you think humanity is the result of order? Your body once walked on all fours and climbed in the trees, but your ancestors moved to the plains, so the shapes twisted to serve that purpose. All life is like this. Entropy! The breaking down of the complex into the simple, and re-forming that into energy. Into blood and flesh! No, life has chaos to thank for that."

The human scratched its chin. "That may be so for nature, perhaps it thrives on chaos, but look at what humanity has made! Laws, society, settlements, what else do you call those but order?"

"Humans love to try and create order, true, but they always fail. I suppose those laws are always followed? And all of you choose to live within society and its settlements?" The protean's mouths grinned, adding, "and even these attempts at order are chaos themselves. You deny your instincts constantly. Deny that which your body cries out for. The laws of humanity are only created by disobeying nature's commands!"

The human frowned. They had been at this for... the human couldn't reckon, and whatever it proposed, the thing opposite had a rebuttal. "We must seem so foolish to an immortal like you," it said after some time.

Another laugh. Louder, more dissonant, more mirthful than before. "Haven't you been listening? Of course you do! Why do you think we love you so much?"

#this has kind of been bouncing around in my head for a bit #i had to let it out #long post #microfiction

[daenysthedreamer101]

Every single time I find some new actor to obsess over I have to go through the inevitable process of finding out they have a partner/wife/girlfriend.

Is this man usually 10-25 years older than me?

Yes.

Is it surprising that such an attractive man is taken?

No.

Am I fully aware that I have absolutely no chance what so ever?

Yes, I am.

Does it still shatter my heart into a million pieces when I find out they're taken?

Yes, yes it does.

(This is how it feels lol. Or that scene of Regina screaming and trashing her room. Or that scene of Azula breaking down)

#tom hiddleston #hayden christensen #henry cavill #leo suter #what do you mean you have a wife #I know I have zero chances #but omg does it hurt #every single time #you're ruining my fantasies stop! #bursting my bubble smh🙄 #i swear im normal #i had to let it out #i’m sorry #just found out leo suter has a wife #i fell to my knees #no hate to anyone #just sad #chris evans #joseph morgan #daniel gillies #female anger #female hysteria #hell is a teenage girl #teen angst #female rage #had to get it out of my system

[sweatandwoe]

I gotta get this off my chest

I gotta say it

I gotta do it

The gag scene with Silco, I've seen it debated time and time again about where the gag came from. Well, today I'm gonna tell you.

Silco's a literal crimelord, there's probably kidnapping equipment around that's very accessible. He sends people out to kidnap/torture other people all the time in the background lore stories from like when Cait was investigating the chembarons (if I remember where the link is for it I'll put it here, but not in the show, was a background thing for it EDIT: HERE IT IS Thank you @zkyfall <3)

That's it send tweet

#I see so many theories about it #and I gotta say he's a crimelord babes #he's probably got gags and cuffs and ropes for all the not sexy reasons of kidnapping a person #silco #arcane #i saw like three posts about it come up on my dash today #I had to let it out

[satelliteofsin]

no i can't be normal in fact i refuse. whenever you make your bed you hand me your stuffed shark plush (it's a blahaj) (everyone knows it) (you named it BLEH) but you hand me the plushie before you make the bed , spare it the indignity of being on the floor for even a second

and i think that's why i was put on earth. to hold your oversized shark while you shake the crumbs off your duvet (sorry)

o to be loved like that. o to hold your shark because your tender heart is too tender by far. o to be your accomplice in this act. i hope i get crumbs on your bed for the rest of my life

#poetry is when you push the enter key randomly #i had to write this #my heart hurts too much #i had to let it out #youll see more of it #mew talks

[moonlitwalkss]

ok but a parks and rec fexi au would fit so well. lexi being ambitious, hardworker, and passionate about east highland and wanting what's best for the town, while fez is awkward and cold at the beginning, but he's actually just lovable, and a big nerd. they meet working at the government. fez and ash as ben and chris coming to east highland trying to fix the town's financial issues. they have a little "enemies to lovers" at first, not seeing eye to eye with the town's adjustments, but as they start working closer, they fall in love with each other.

#ok maybe ash and chris are nothing alike #maybe ethan would be more of a chris and cassie could be anne #i can picture it now #im sorry parks and rec is one of my favorite shows #and ive been thinking about it for a while #i had to let it out #c

[peacesmith]

florida makes me want to kill myself

if you're unaware or curious; this school, douglas anderson, had a play that was gonna happen but got cancelled due to "inappropriate content" or some shit like that.

i use to go there, so this is important to me.

the play is called "Indecent" by Paula Vogel, and from what I know it includes a lesbian kiss and jewish representation.

but for some reason it's cancelled.

mostly because of the "don't say gay" bill. which is fucking insane. i absolutely can't believe this shit, but guess what, THAT'S FLORIDA FOR YOU

they're changing the play to something more "appropriate" to make it more "suitable for audiences".

they changed it because of "mature" content.

a lesbian kiss? sure.

it just infuriates me to see shit like this. i'm fucking pissed. please share, reblog, whatever just get the word out

#i had to let it out #if you need any questions or just wanna get some resources do ask #i want to get the word out there #spread the word #im speaking #don't say gay #indecent #paula vogel #indecent play #douglas anderson #florida

[rise-uncalledfour]

ARCANE DUMP CAUSE WHY NOT

songs, gifs, fav characters

MY FAVORITE IS THIS GUY LOOK AT HIM PLEASE

THESE SONGS ARE SO UGAJHSJHV<AJVHS:

#i had to let it out #arcane #leauge of legends #ekko league of legends #arcane soundtrack #arcane league of legends #animation #arcane jinx #jinx #vi arcane #vi and jinx #powder #arcane powder #gifs #arcane gif #music #song #dirty little animals #guns for hire #dynasties and dystopia #goodbye #arcane goodbye #arcane dynasties and dystopia #arcane dirty little animals #arcane guns for hire #Youtube

[andrewmeda]

lately i've been spending my days exclusively looking at aesthetic pictures and projecting myself into them...feeding on vibes... nourishing on aesthetics...

#personal #i had to let it out #is this what being a tumblrina feels like? #pinterest has ruined my life #like i spend hours looking at moodboards and vibing

[talaricula]

Things I've seen tumblr memeing about James Somerton doing à la "How did no one see how bigoted he was!" as if those things haven't been a significant part of tumblr culture for over a decade :

Presenting untrue and bordering on conspiratorial versions of (queer or otherwise marginalised) history without any sources

Completely disregarding and disrespecting any expertise on socio-cultural topics/humanities and distrusting academics and historians (incl. acting as if no academics or historians could be queer or marginalised)

Downplaying the role misogyny played in the historical oppression of queer women and concluding that queer men must have been more oppressed than queer women

Bi women are, at best, not as queer as "real" queer ppl, and at worst, simply equivalent to straight women

Despite nominal trans inclusivity, transmasculine ppl are functionally women when convenient (combined with the above, bi transmascs are functionally straight women)

Despite nominal trans inclusivity (bis), shamelessly attacking, threatening and actively endangering any trans woman who questions them or smth they find important (often by unfairly presenting her as violent or as a threat)

Having absolutely fucking wild and reductive takes about ace ppl, the oppression they face and their place in the queer community

Stating that marriage equality is an assimilationist fight while completely ignoring its direct roots in the horrifying consequences of the AIDS crisis for partners of ppl who died of AIDS

Praising western media creators from the past for queer coding even under censure and in the same breath condemning current non western media creators for being homophobic bc their representation isn't explicit enough

Blaming China for all existing homophobic censoring in western media

Assuming all queer media would be better told by western creators and by western standards

Only out queer ppl get to tell queer stories

Heavily criticising almost all queer media created by women or ppl they see as such (see above points about trans ppl) or involving/starring a significant amount of women for any perceived or real amount of "problematicness", but fawning over and praising and negating criticism of queer media created by and starring mostly or even functionally exclusively men (even when it could be argued that, you know, not involving/seriously sidelining women is a pretty clear example of misogyny which should probably be considered "problematic")

And I'm probably forgetting stuff or there's stuff I have internalised myself and don't recognise as an issue

Like idk but I feel like the takeaway from Hbomberguy and Toddintheshadow's videos should maybe be "be aware of such patterns in your communities bc they definitely exist" and not "this guy is uniquely awful" and I feel like a lot of the discussion I've seen surrounding this has been severely failing at that. Most ppl who've spent any significant amount of time on tumblr prob either have internalised at least one of those thought patterns, have had to de-internalise them, or have had to be extremely vigilant to not internalise them (which is done by, you know, seeking out other sources, which also seemed like an important takeaway from the videos)

#Also I'm saying this as someone who actually watched quite a few of Somerton's videos #And noticed those patterns and stopped watching bc I recognised them from here #and had already learned to unlearn them after being so exposed to them here #And tbh I think anyone who hasn't had the luck or made the conscious choice to seek out ppl who pushed against those narratives #Would absolutely have fallen for this man's bullshit. Like let's not kid ourselves we see takes like this every day on this hellsite #2014 me would have. For sure. #This is next to the plagiarism issue which as Harris points out is an Internet wide issue and this includes tumblr #James Somerton #hbomberguy #todd in the shadows #This brought to you by a conversation with my wife yesterday #So many ppl on here don't deserve to meme or be this self absolvingly critical of this man #The call is coming from inside the house #The man has a tumblr it would legit not surprise me if some of the things he supposedly made up himself he did actually get from somewhere #And that somewhere was a tumblr post

[moni-monai]

*snookie voice* where’s the beach?!

#me #just a random thought #i had to let it out #Jersey shore #i do actually #want to be on a beach

[tootsquatch]

MY GAME IS SO BORKED. IM SO MAD RIGHT NOW. sldjfs my game won't save after my sim like won't change their clothes but they do the animation and a clothes pile sits at their feet but they don't change and their little profile picture goes invisible then the game just won't save sits in the saving screen just doing the lil spin wheel. ldskjflskj

IDK. GAME BROKE. I GIVE UP.

#dont mind my rant #i had to let it out #how is the game so BROKE #lmaoaoaoaoaoaooa

[theshadowrealmitself]

I like to think that Vulcans who come to understand that Humans just can’t try to process emotions the same way as them, it’s just healthiest to let it out in harmless ways, decide that venting and stuff should be taken just as seriously as Vulcan’s meditation time, and will encourage the Humans around them to complain about what’s upsetting them

People who are used to aloof Vulcans who avoid Humans at all cost running into one comforting a Human

“-and then they said my cheesecake was subpar, and they didn’t even bring a dish!!!”

“The purpose of this event was that every participant brings a food item of sorts, correct?”

“Yeah!!”

“And they did not follow this rule while insulting dishes that were brought?”

“Mostly just my dish but yeah >:(“

“How illogical”

“That’s what I’m saying!!!”

#star trek #Vulcans #Humans #not based on a specific thing #but I used to know this annoying couple that were ‘family friends’ #who would show up to potluck dinners and the like and would either bring nothing or bring something really just. out of left field? #like a bag of frozen chicken to a bbq #and then proceed to make sure they are first even if it was stated to let kids go first #would take HUGE amounts before anyone else got a chance to get a plate #and then make off with the leftovers again even if they were already claimed for #and it wasn’t a food insecurity thing trust me I would never speak bad about a person getting food if that was even a remote chance #the adults who raised us knew them really well and we’d been to their house a ton of times #they were just dicks #and yeah. they’d occasionally insult the food. while eating the MAJORITY of it. #it was so weird at their home they would go out of their way to get the healthiest options possible #you know the really bland tasteless expensive stuff that apparently was healthier #but then if they were visiting our house they would. eat all our unhealthy snacks. #that always pissed me off so much as a kid because we actually had a food insecurity thing going on #and also a variety of other reasons that are a bit too depressing to bring up on this post #but anyways we’d hardly ever get to have nice snacks #and this couple would just take them all??? even after we’d tell them repeatedly that it was ours and those snacks weren’t gonna be #replaced #hated that couple #if you’re wondering why they were ‘family friends’ it’s because the couple who raised us #(it feels weird to type it out like that but apparently legal guardians doesn’t fit since they never finished petitioning 💀) #liked having them around because it made them look like ‘such great Christian’s’ being nice to the people #that no one else wanted to be friends with #I always thought that was a really weird and fucked up reason to be friends with someone #this got long sorry 😭

[keiossance]

"keep your friends close and your rival-turned-into something more than what we perceive it to be but everyone see the obvious fact. denying such claims, we keep the 'rivalry' facade we have until eventually we realize when one shows even a glint of their geniune vulnerability and warmth, then and only then do we understand that whatever we could have right now, can be lovelier and lasting than what could make us feel lost and empty if we prolong what we are acting on against one another...closer"

#i had to let it out #been running circles in my head since yesterday #quote?

[nesonkin]

wolfwren... sonadow yuri...

#I'm so sorry #uhhhhh yeah #i had to let it out

[chloesimaginationthings]

Jumpscare Balloon boy returns in FNAF 2 movie..

#myart #chloesimagination #comic #fnaf #balloon boy #mike schmidt #fnaf vanessa #vanessa shelly #vanessa afton #fnaf 2 #fnaf movie #fnaf 2 movie #fnaf fanart #five nights at freddy's #I’ve had this thought for awhile just finally drew it out but #MIKE IS GONNA lose it seeing BIG balloon boy #like actual animatronic balloon boy #THATS gonna be the worst jumpscare of his life #I really hope bb is an animatronic with the other toys #don’t keep him tiny make him big and a menace #I WONDER if balloon boy will actually steal batteries in the movie #that’ll be so funny please please let bb be real #BALLOON BOY MENTIONED 🔥

[time-woods]

you cant tell me he wasnt holding back any comments

#fionna and cake #fionna and cake spoilers #simon petrikov #this is why you dont let me doodle late at night cause i couldnt get this dumb idea out of my head #prismo the wishmaster #adventure time #they had no need to give him such a ass #like bro that junk in that trunk goin kutunk kutunk