#i haven't posted a fic on tumblr for a while so i was winging writing that intro so very hard lmao

[marshmellowtea]

i’ve had this idea stuck in my head for ages and finally i’ve written it?? that never happens omg 

anyway idk how to intro this hgkdjsgf. it’s a fic about y/n giving actor a stuffed pink poodle, which is based off of one i found on mercari that i bought, like, immediately lmao. visual reference here if you want it. also, this fic contains age regression because i love little!actor more than life (though he doesn’t know that he’s regressing yet, y/n still has to have that conversation with him lmao), so if that bothers you feel free to skip over this. other warnings include allusions to actor having gender issues, references to mental health issues, and implied disordered eating, because i love giving this man Problems <3 if there’s anything else i need to warn for lemme know! 

i think that’s all for housekeeping. i’ll probably throw this fic on my alt ao3 tomorrow, and i’ll put the link to it in a reblog when i post it. :) 

(also, @electronic-melody, idk if you still want me to tag you in my little actor stuff, but here it is if you do ghlkdsjf <3) 

The thing sits in his bed, taunting him.

Mark glowers at the stuffed pink poodle on his bed, its slight smile with its tongue poking out almost feeling like it’s mocking him. There’s little black ribbons tied to its ears and a plain black collar around its neck, making it look especially cutesy and feminine, and he doesn’t know why that makes his stomach flip more, but it does.

He snarls, scooping the thing into his hands. As he does so, a familiar scent wafts up into his nose, which nearly gives him pause. However, he refuses to let himself be deterred, and he tightens his resolve and brings the thing downstairs, determined to get to the bottom of why it’s here.

There’s only one person who could’ve done this, and that’s you. Your scent is all over the damn thing, both literally and metaphorically.

He finds you in the kitchen, leaning over a recipe book. His stomach churns a little as he notices the recipe—looks like calorie-filled cheese stuffed pasta shells, sometimes he swears you’re conspiring to make him put on weight—but he doesn’t let that distract him from why he’s here. Even though it makes him feel like a petulant child, he finds himself pouting as he tugs on your shirt, shoving the plush in your face as soon as you turn around.

“What the hell is this?!” he demands, stomping his foot a little.

Your face breaks into a smile, and you have to fight back the urge to laugh at him while he stares you down in sulky disbelief. “Well, hello to you too,” you say, turning around and leaning back against the counter. “I see you found your new friend.”

His face contorts in confusion, and he turns the stuffed animal around in his hands to look it in the face. “My new what?”

“Your new friend,” you say, an indulgent expression on your face. “I got em for you cuz I figured you could use a buddy when I’m gone.”

Mark looks up at you, his face somewhere between confused and disgusted. “And why would you think that?”

You snort, your hands going to rest in your pockets. “Well, I don’t know if you noticed, but you tend to get separation anxiety when I’m gone, and I thought it would be nice—”

“I do not!”

The protest is immediate and indignant. Mark scowls at you, the stuffed animal he’s so thoroughly offended by now clutched right to his chest, and though you know you shouldn’t, you can’t help but find the sight incredibly endearing. You laugh lightly, reaching out and putting one of your hands over his arm, giving it a light squeeze.

“The texts you spam me with tell a different story, love,” you say with fondness, dropping your hand from his bicep. “I just figured you can use a buddy. It might make you feel less, er. Lonely.” You swallow, suddenly feeling a little embarrassed. You rub the back of your neck as you sheepishly admit, “I actually, uh. Slept with it a couple nights. So it would smell like me. I thought you might like that.”

Mark frowns, once again lifting up the poodle so he can stare at it pensively. He swallows thickly, his expression turning suspicious as he looks back up at you.

“This isn’t…you’re not trying to make fun of me, are you?” he asks, his voice going a bit thick.

Your heart drops into your stomach, and you shake your head quickly, reaching over and rubbing his arm again. “No, honey, no, of course not,” you soothe, feeling a little guilty for your flippant responses before. “Did you think I was?”

Mark shrugs, his thumbnail finding its way into his mouth. “I dunno,” he mumbles, a fragile quality to his voice. “It’s just so…girly. And babyish.”

“Oh…I thought you liked…” You pause, reconsidering your words. “I’m sorry. Lately you seem to be exploring being more feminine and I…well, it’s pretty, isn’t it? I thought you might like that.”

Mark nods slowly, the tip of his thumb still in his mouth. “She is pretty,” he mumbles, his face flushing with his agreement. “Did she—she come with the ribbons?”

“I gave them to her,” you say, lifting your hand from Mark’s arm to once again rub at the back of your neck. “And I gave her the collar too. Thought she’d like having something nice to wear.”

You decide not to mention the switch from it to she for the stuffy, not wanting to make him self conscious by making a big deal out of it, but you can’t help the small smile that flickers onto your face at the sound of it. You cross your arms over your chest and watch as Mark studies the plush again, your heart softening more and more as he inspects it.

“‘s still babyish,” he mumbles, his voice going up in pitch. You bite back the urge to point out the irony.

“Eh, not really. I have stuffed animals too, do you think I’m babyish?”

“That’s different,” Mark mumbles, his cheeks flushing more. “They’re not—it’s not—they’re not supposed’ta be your friends.”

“Hey, who says they’re not my friends?” you protest, throwing a hand to your chest in mock offense. “They’re some of my closest friends, in fact. How dare you assume they’re not.”

Mark giggles a little at your performance, which, score, that’s exactly what you wanted. He doesn’t move his eyes from the poodle, however, and his expression soon falls again. He swallows visibly, his lip quivering a little, and you step forward to pull him into a loose embrace.

“Sweetheart, it’s okay,” you soothe, running your hands up and down his back. “You don’t have to keep her if you don’t want to, I won’t make ya. I got her cuz I wanted to make you feel better, but if she makes you feel worse, then I can always find another home for her.”

Mark sniffles a little, his forehead pressed against your chest. “I don’—don’ think I want you t’get rid of her,” he mumbles, the admission soft and full of hesitance. “I just…um…it’s…”

You stay quiet, letting him gather his thoughts. He sniffles a bit, cuddling further into your chest, and your heart aches at how childlike and fragile he seems. He gets like this sometimes—usually when he’s tired or upset, or feeling particularly needy. You won’t tell him this, but these moments where he seems so young actually are part of the reason you decided to get him a stuffed animal. You have some…suspicions about what’s happening in his head right now, suspicions you’ve formed after plenty of research on the internet, but you still haven’t figured out a way to broach the subject. You get the feeling that if you try to get Mark to talk about his moments of regression, he’ll get upset and end up shutting down on you. Case in point: his reaction to you giving him the stuffed poodle.

Perhaps you should’ve thought your plan through more, but you’ll have time to beat yourself about it later. Mark still hasn’t spoken up, and your stomach is starting to ache with hunger pains, so you give him a small squeeze and a kiss on the head before taking a small step back.

“It’s okay, sweet pea,” you say gently, keeping your hands on Mark’s shoulders and rubbing them lightly. “We can talk more after dinner, okay? Get you some food and some time to think. Doesn’t that sound nice?” 

Mark sniffs, wiping at his eyes with the back of his hand. “Mm...o-okay,” he says quietly, one of his hands fiddling with the poodle’s ears.

You smile softly and give him another kiss, this time on his forehead. “Some food will do you good,” you say, letting your hands drop in front of you. “Do you wanna help me in the kitchen? I can use someone who can help me stir…”

Your voice goes up at the end, trying to entice him. Mark is quiet for another long moment, before he nods, shifting a little in place.

“Mm…won’t have’ta chop anything, right?”

You laugh lightly, shaking your head a bit. “Nope, no chopping this time, I promise. There’ll be no chance of hurting your cute little fingers this time.”

Mark ducks his head and pouts, his face going pink. “Shush,” he grumbles, kicking his feet a little. He squeezes the stuffy tightly, before holding her at arms length, his brow furrowing a bit. “‘m gonna set her down…don’t want her t’get dirty.”

Despite the certainty of his tone, he looks up at you questioningly, waiting for your approval. You smile reassuringly at him, nodding your head slightly.

“That sounds like a plan, baby. Go ahead and find someplace to put her, and I’ll grab out the ingredients, okay?”

Mark gives you a small smile, and he nods, running out of the room without a verbal response. It feels very toddler like, and you let out a small laugh, turning back to the recipe to figure out what all you’ll need.

You’ll have to talk to him about his childlike headspace…eventually. For now, you turn your focus to searching through your cabinets for the giant pasta shells you know you just bought, ready to get started on dinner as soon as possible.

-

Preparing the pasta goes smoother than expected, Mark uncharacteristically helpful during the process. Normally, he tends to wander off when he’s supposed to be helping, or doesn’t listen to your instructions and ends up doing something wrong or getting hurt, but today he was actually attentive to your instructions, which was nice. He’s also unusually docile, almost disturbingly so, and that does worry you a little. You choose not to make a comment on it, though, figuring that he’s just thinking about the stuffy dilemma. 

Still, you’re proud of the work you both did, and the dish came out pretty good, considering it’s the first time you made it. You’re almost finished with your plate by the time Mark speaks up again, your hunger taking over the minute you took your first bite.

“I think ‘m gonna call her Rosé.”

You lift your head at the sound of Mark’s voice, your brow furrowed. “Who?” you ask dumbly, before realization hits you, your eyes widening. “Oh! Oh, your poodle?”

Mark smiles shyly, pushing his food around on his plate. He still has half of what you gave him left, and you already know he’s not going to eat much more. You fight back the urge to make a comment on it, not wanting to make him feel insecure, even if how little he eats sometimes worries you.

“She’s pink, ‘nd it’s a pretty name, so…Rosé,” he says, his eyes dropping to his plate. He frowns briefly, cutting up one of his shells with his fork. “Fits her.”

“It does,” you agree, your lips widening into a delighted smile. “It fits her very well. I guess you���re going to keep her, then?”

Mark nods, wiggling in place a little, a shy grin on his lips. Your smile widens, and you tilt your cheek into your palm, adoration practically radiating off of you.

“That makes me happy,” you say truthfully, unable to hold back the delight in your voice. “I think you two are gonna get along swimmingly. I got her cuz she seems like a sassy little thing, just like you.” 

“‘m not sassy!” Mark protests, but the smile hasn’t left his face.

“Ohoho, yes you are,” you say, reaching over and poking his side in a particularly ticklish spot. “I can’t count how many times you’ve sassed me in just this week alone.”

Mark giggles, squirming away from you. “Stop! No tickling!” he cries, his cheeks turning a dusty pink. He huffs, crossing his arms over his chest in a pout, and you can’t help but laugh at how cute he looks.

“You’re fucking adorable, you know that?” you ask, tilting your cheek into the palm of your hand.

Mark’s face flushes deeper, and he uncrosses his arms, fiddling with his fork a little. After a moment, though, he suddenly puts his fork down and gets to his feet. You raise your eyebrows as you look at him curiously, and he shifts from foot to foot, looking a bit shy. “I wanna…wanna go get her. If ‘s okay.”

“Oh. Yeah, of course, baby,” you say, leaning over to look at his plate. “Are you gonna…are you gonna finish this, or should I put the rest of this away for you?”

“Um…yeah. Put it away,” he says, fidgeting even more. He ducks his head, looking uncomfortable. “Sorry. I’m sorry.”

“No, it’s okay. We can always reheat it later,” you say reassuringly, getting to your feet. “I’ll go get some Tupperware, darling, you just let me know if you want it again later tonight. Alright?”

Mark gives you a tiny smile, his fingers playing with the hem of his shirt. “Mmkay. Thank you.” He pauses, before leaning over and pressing a kiss to your cheek. “Thank you,” he repeats, before running off toward the living room.

You huff out a laugh, fondness swelling up in your chest. You take a minute to finish off the rest of your own plate (you only had a few bites left, so you figured you might as well), before scooping up both plates and taking them into the kitchen. You put your plate into the sink and set Mark’s plate on the counter, ducking down to the cabinets underneath to grab a little plastic container to put his leftovers in.

It doesn’t take too long to get it put away, and as soon as you’re done, you head out to the living room to join Mark and his new pal, since apparently he decided not to rejoin you in the dining room. You find the two of them curled up against the arm of the couch, Rosé tucked into Mark’s arms and some period drama you don’t recognize playing softly on tv.

You approach slowly, carefully sitting down next to him. He turns to you when he feels your presence, and he smiles widely at you, scooting into your side. You smile back at him, wrapping an arm around him and holding him close.

“Hi honey,” you coo, something fuzzy and protective swelling up in you as he leans into you with a contented hum. “What’re we watching?”

“Mm, dunno, just put it on,” he mumbles, his fingers playing with one of Rosé’s ears. He tucks his head onto your shoulder, trying to get as physically close to you as possible, just like he always does.

“Hmm, okay,” you say, tilting your head to lean your cheek against his head. You rub your thumb idly against Mark’s side, feeling him relax further and further into you, and you wonder if he’s on his way to a nap. You don’t mind if he does—his weight is comfortable and warm against your side, and the pasta in your stomach has you feeling pleasantly full, so you might drift off a bit yourself.

There’s a long moment of quiet, and for a second, you think maybe he has fallen asleep. But then, he shifts again, lifting his head off of your shoulder to look you in the face.

“Hey, um,” he starts, biting his lip and squirming a little, pressing up against your side. “I really do like her. Thank you.”

Well, doesn’t that just warm your heart. You smile gently at him, tapping him lightly on his nose. “You’re welcome, honey, I’m so glad you do,” you say softly, brushing a stray strand of hair off of his forehead. “I just want to make you happy. You know that?”

Mark huffs, burying his face back in the side of your neck. “Yeahhh…I know…” he mumbles. “You’re mean sometimes though.”

You can practically feel the pout against your skin. You smile, raking your fingers through his hair. “Well, you know I can’t resist teasing you occasionally. But I’m not trying to really hurt your feelings, okay? I promise. You can always tell me if I go too far and make you actually upset.”

Mark nods against the crook of your neck. You play with a few strands of his hair, wrapping them around your fingers, debating whether or not to bring up the whole regression thing. He seems so content, though, curled up against you like this, and you don’t wanna ruin it by making him feel confused and defensive. Besides, you should probably first figure out what you’re going to say before you approach him about it anyway.

You close your eyes, wrapping your arms around him tightly. The soft sound of the television in the background and Mark’s quiet breathing make for soothing ambiance, making a quick after dinner nap feel more and more appealing. It’s not like you guys have anywhere to go, after all, so there’s no reason not to give in to your sleepiness. 

“We sleep?”

Mark’s tiny voice breaks through the quiet, muffled against your shoulder. You chuckle softly, your heart melting a little at how sweet he sounds, and nod slightly against the top of his head.

“Sure looks like it, baby. That okay?”

Mark nods, one of his hands ending up entangled in the fabric of your shirt. You smile, kissing the top of his head before grabbing a blanket bunched up on the cushion next to you, draping it over the both of you.

“There ya go. Are you cozy?”

Mark mumbles his assent, nuzzling further into you. His mutter of “Ro’s comfy too,” is just barely audible, and you’re so glad you caught it cuz god that’s fucking adorable.

“That’s good to hear,” you croon, pressing a kiss to the top of his head. “Love you, bugaboo. Sleep well.”

Mark mumbles something that sounds like Love you too in response, and it’s not long until he’s snoring lightly, a sure sign that he’s now out like a light.

He’s probably going to drool on your shoulder. He usually does when you two fall asleep together. Luckily, you don’t really mind that much, and you shift a little to get more comfortable, careful not to jostle him too much lest you accidentally wake him. Once you’re settled, you let your head rest on the top of Mark’s, resting your cheek against his fluffy curls.

It doesn’t take long for you to drift off like that, falling into a contented, dreamless sleep. There will be things to stress about later, you’re sure of that, but for now, both of you are safe and warm curled up together, and really, that’s more than you could possibly ask for. 

#who killed markiplier #actor mark #y/n the district attorney #agere #marshy writes #i haven't posted a fic on tumblr for a while so i was winging writing that intro so very hard lmao #hopefully it suffices. anyway #this is like the fastest i've ever gotten a fic out i think at least in recent memory i wrote this in like two daze with the help of a lot o #f caffeine. hopefully it's okay in spite of that hgkdlJFLDS #i feel like i should put a title on this thing but i don't have a good one in mind so whatever i'll wait to struggle with that when i #put this on ao3 #god okay i need to shut up now LMAO

[seyaryminamoto]

Fic-to-Art #38: Ozai carries Azula to the physicians' wing

This has been done for A WHILE now, but I didn't post it because the past days have been chaotic and not just on a personal level. For one thing, I really wasn't eager to drop this when people were losing their shit massively over the liveaction and its recontextualization of Azula and Ozai's dynamics, I didn't look forward to releasing this just to be told that whatever I've done in my story is somehow wrong, sooooooooo... that held me back, for a few days.

Then? The AI-Tumblr deal started to be talked about and I may or may not have freaked out about that too. Sooo... this is the first glazed and nightshaded piece of my creation, as consequence. The original, clean and proper version is available in my Patreon. Is this me being a dick to Tumblr-only people? Unfortunately, it very much isn't, I'm not trying to say that if you want the best iterations of my art, you should pay me for it... this is squarely, entirely, at staff/the CEO's feet. Obviously, there's the insecure side of me that goes "what makes you think they'd steal YOUR art when there are so many better artists out there!" but ultimately? AI is about taking everything en masse. It isn't a matter of developing a criteria about who makes the better art... it's just taking EVERYTHING and trying to repurpose it in whatever twisted way it needs to. Therefore? I think my choice is more of a matter of caution than anything else. Once AI bullshit dies out (and I really hope it does), we may just return to the same level of quality across all my accounts. For now, it is what it is.

ANYWAY! Point is this artwork is very much what my Patrons happened to vote for this month, a very shocking scene where Ozai reacted in the least foreseen way to Azula being attacked. Azula's confusion/terror comes from a place of not knowing what to do and being powerless to stop her father even if she doesn't feel comfortable with his help... but for once, Ozai isn't making a dreadful choice that will only devastate his daughter. He's actually worried about her health... and feeling genuine guilt over what landed her in the situation where she was in danger in the first place. Yes. I like me my complex Ozai who finally learned actions have consequences. He bores me to death otherwise :') if anyone STILL doesn't know that this whole situation is Gladiator-specific, then I shall clarify fully: this is artwork based on my fic. It's about a story that has been developing these characters for ALMOST ELEVEN YEARS now. It has nothing to do with whatever's going on in canon or in the liveaction, the scene in question was written almost two years ago and the artwork proposed and voted for several days before the liveaction aired. Ergo: there is no connection between this and that. Nor am I saying through this piece that Ozai is a good father. He is not. He can still be an interesting character to work with on a narrative level anyway :')

Alright. With that out of the way, hope you guys like this piece! The big one I haven't posted is ALSO finished, also glazed and nightshaded, but I think I might just end up posting it on the 26th if I don't have time to do anything big for our eleventh anniversary... yep, I'm so busy I don't even have a huge project in mind this time. Also? I have a lot to write and I'm finally happily writing it, and I would like to continue doing that...

Anyway! If you would like to be part of the creative process behind this piece, as well as see it in its proper, OG, less color-bleeding clunky version? A $1 Patreon pledge gives you the chance to join in suggesting prompts, voting for them and reading Gladiator snippets 6 days before a new chapter is released!

#fic-to-art project #ozai #azula #obviously this was the February piece #and I'm very sorry for the long time it took me to post it but #god I hate it every time there's any “new” thing going on in this franchise #has nothing to do with me and yet it's always a pain because people with the STALEST takes #start to spring out and start trying to police what's going on in the fandom #even people with sense are saying things that blow my mind lately #... so yeah I don't feel entirely safe posting anything to do with my work lately #but hopefully that will change :') #for now enjoy this one

[sparklepocalypse]

Hey hi, happy Sunday my fellow weirdoes! (Weirdos? Grammarly seems to think either is fine but that seems wrong.) Thanks for the tags this fine "Make Mags Remember How To Count To Six" Sunday, @tailsbeth-writes, @inexplicablymine, @firenati0n, @futureseaempress, @littlemisskittentoes, @hgejfmw-hgejhsf, @energievie, and @kiwiana-writes! If I missed anyone, I blame Tumblr for being weird about tags, because I went right down through the Mentions list... anyway!

My tag is open as always, but I haven't seen anything from @duchessdepolignaca03 yet, so I'm tagging you, in particular. 🤣❤️

Who wants more Big Giant AU? I guess the first thing I should say is that the Big Giant AU now officially has an Actual Title and 45k words, so I threw together a banner for it -- the banner, the title reveal, and this Sunday's six sentences are behind the jump! (Still have no idea when this WIP will be done though, so... uhhh... sorry?)

First, for the big reveal: the Big Giant AU (AKA KHIX, AKA King Henry IX)'s title is... Facing Tempests! And yes, I lifted the title directly from the lyrics of the song I'd previously designated as the theme for said AU. Here's my lil' banner, which you'll see again in approximately (indistinguishable mumble) when I finally start posting this sucker. I'm gonna keep using #wip: khix as a tag on Tumblr for fic meme purposes, just to keep things organized. 🤣

On to the snippet!

When Alex was in seventh grade, he joined an intramural soccer team coached by the dads of two of his classmates. He played right midfielder for the first half of the season, and then the kid that the coaches had routinely put in as striker got the flu and had to sit out for two weeks, so they pulled Alex in as a substitute striker in the interim. Alex scored so many goals during that two-week period that the coaches made him the striker permanently. The next Saturday after the game, while all the players’ parents were still catching up, McKinleigh Slater, who played left wing, took Alex by the hand, then led him behind the equipment shed and kissed him. Alex has kissed his fair share of people between seventh grade and now. He’s had all manner of kisses: good and bad, soft and hungry, lingering, awkward, and sloppy, kisses that led to relationships and kisses that led to one-night stands, kisses in bathrooms and bedrooms and cars, kisses that have meant absolutely nothing... and kisses that have absolutely flipped his world on its axis.

#red white and royal blue #rwrb #rwrb fic #alex claremont diaz #henry hanover stuart fox #alex x henry #my fic #rwrb movie #wip: khix #six sentence sunday

[sylvia-songbird]

~Escapism~ (a q!Philza & q!Mumza fic)

UPDATE: NOW ON AO3 WOOO!!

I haven't posted anything like this on tumblr before, and it's been ten years since I posted any fics at all...enjoy! (this may also be a part 1 to something longer...depends on how much time I can devote to writing it)

(for extra oomph listen to either Echo in the Wind from the Minecraft 1.20 Soundtrack or Escapism from Steven Universe while reading)

~~~~~

On the first night Philza spent in the birdhouse, he couldn’t help but stay awake. The Federation had taken other members before, but he knew that he couldn’t fall victim to the same fate as Quackity, Forever, or any other person they've kidnapped before. As long as he stayed awake, they couldn’t hurt him. As long as he was conscious, they wouldn’t force medicine down his gullet. As long as he didn’t shut his eyes, he could hold onto some kind of hope that someone would be able to find him.

As long as he was awake, his actions would haunt him. He never thought that he could be fooled so easily because his missing eggs - his children - were used against him as punishment for wanting answers, as any parent would want. He had made sure not to leave any clues behind that would suggest his disappearance. Most of his belongings were neatly put away in a secured chest locked away in his basement, where no one could access them. Who would ever figure out that the wise crow that lives in the wall is gone?

Here’s the thing about sleep - it doesn’t matter who or what you are. Whether egg or bird, human or hybrid…all succumb to sleep at some point. So it shouldn’t have been a surprise that even Philza, the famed Angel of Death for all of his vigilance, would drift asleep in his cage. 

The dreams bring a reprieve…at first. 

~~~~~ He’s with Chayanne and Tallulah, gearing up to fly off of the wall to do some exploring on the island. They glide until they reach the coast, piling into the speedboat to glide along the waters under a starry night sky. They dock at the beach, not far from a desert village. A familiar terrifying scene plays out, with his children’s last breaths in his arms under the stars, a familiar Nightmare. This time, he doesn’t wake up immediately. As the life leaves his children, Philza bleeds out on that beach, the Nightmare still on the hunt for any innocent souls that cross its path as his vision fades. 

When Philza opens his eyes again, he’s back at the birdhouse. A familiar, automated laugh echoes through the space, as the other birds huddle together in the rafters. The face of Cucurucho appears in front of him, threatening to seal him away again. Philza screams, trying to reach for that stitched-together bear to get answers, to get anything out of him. Swinging a punch at its face, his fist passes through mist. 

It’s taunting him with visions of Chayanne and Tallulah, seeing them run from something inside of the maze Phil and the others found just a few days ago. A slash of a weapon, and their corpses fall to the ground. He runs to catch their bodies, but they shatter on the ground like glass statues…like fragile eggs in need of protection. The pieces cut up his hands, golden ichor and maroon bleeding down his clenched fists. As fear and anger fill his veins, a flash of white erases the entire scene in front of him. 

~~~~~ Before Philza is the Void. Or at least, what appears to be the Void in all but name. He knows the Void well, remembering its sting and endless darkness from before he had earned his wings. He knows how it feels to glide in the space between the bottom of the world and the Void, surfing past death’s grasp from one piece of bedrock to the next. There are no galaxies in the Void, no asteroids, no luminescence that would help guide his way home. 

Here there are glimmering stars and traces of auroras that shine around him like the midnight sky. Except these auroras stay in similar places, flickering in the wind like gossamer. When Philza looks up, he sees the nebulous vision of a Goddess, reaching out towards him. There is something familiar about that sad smile upon her face, but he just can’t place it. 

“My angel…what have they done to you?”

~~~~

Philza wakes up in a corner of the birdhouse, Chayanne’s floaty and Tallulah’s beanie somehow in his grasp. He vividly remembers the nightmares from his sleep, but what happened at the end? Who was that woman? Was her dress actually made from the auroras and nebulas that fill the midnight sky?

Her words to him have melted away as the sun burns through the morning fog.

Philza has boundless amounts of time to wonder about these things, but the anger he feels towards The Federation and the fear of his family being in danger spurs him to try to find a way out of this cage, leaving those thoughts about the nebulous woman behind.

#qsmp #q!philza #qsmp philza #q!mumza #a cage for a cage #q philza #i haven't written in ten years and i come back SWINGING #anyways i might write more because q!philza brainrot go brrrrr #who am i kidding i'm already writing more and might post it on ao3

[caeli0306]

Hello! Welcome to the unhinged record of my writing and other obsessions

Hello! I'm Caeli. I'm 23 and a journalist by day, rabid Fourth Wing/Empyrean and Star Wars fan by night. FW got me back in to reading fantasy, and then IF left me with a crippling book hangover. I turned to writing fanfiction for the first time to try to get my mind off of it, and now I spend my days writing... and then go home at night and write some more.

My fics (all posted on AO3):

Completed:

Tales from the Airport Bathroom - Xaden/Violet spy/soldier AU almost entirely from Xaden's POV where Violet is Stab Happy and Xaden is a Simp, the meet cute is on an airplane, and Xaden gives wife guy vibes as Violet destroys her enemies. Completed, four chapters, 19.5k words. (1)(2)(3)(4)

the present, the past, and you in between - VERY angsty one shot from Xaden's POV where he reflects on his lifelong love for Violet. Completed, 1k words. (1)

Did Someone Say Shots? - One-shot College AU where Xaden thinks his feelings are unrequited but has to look out for Violet on an evening where she goes a little crazy with the Fireball shots. Completed, 10k words. (1)

In-progress:

castles crumbling - Xaden/Violet assassin-spy/soldier AU, aka the extended version of Tales from the Airport Bathroom. In-progress, chapter 5 posted 4/29, 31.5k words and counting. (1)(2)(3)(4)(5)

On hiatus:

Swan Song - 2nd gen fic following Xaden and Violet's second daughter, Fen, as she tries to figure out who - or what - killed her sister Nora in a world where Tyrrendor is independent and the venin have been defeated for 25 years. Featuring the fan favorite Aidan Matthias, Rhiannon's adopted son with Tara, a brand new squad, and a squad leader with a very familiar name. Chapter 13 posted 4/14, 72k words and counting, on hiatus until after my move. (1)(2)(3)(4)(5)(6)(7)(8)(9)(10)(11)(12)(13)

Addendum - Companion piece for Swan Song. A series of one-shots expanding on the background of my Swan Song fic and giving perspective from different characters' POV's, especially Nora's. Chapter 3 posted 3/5, 4.6k words and counting, updated sporadically depending on story needs. (1)(2)(3)

Things to know:

Update Schedule:

I don't have one! Like I mentioned in my intro, I am a journalist by day, which means I already do a lot of writing on a daily basis. I love it, but that also means that during busy news cycles I might not have the time or the desire to write. I do this for fun and because I love sharing the worlds in my head with other people, but my first priority will always be myself. If I haven't updated in a week or two, that doesn't mean they'll never be updated! I will always put a note on my Tumblr if I'm putting something on hiatus, along with an estimate for when I plan to start updating again.

What I post about

In order to keep myself accountable, I post frequent updates on my writing progress here. As I said above, I write these stories because I love them, but also because I love sharing them. This helps me stay on track, while also letting people know the general progress of the next chapter.

How long will castles crumbling be?

TBD! Tales from the Airport Bathroom was no plan, just vibes. castles crumbling is the extended version, so it will obviously be longer. While I do have a general plan for this here extended version, I don't have a chapter-by-chapter outline the same way I do with Swan Song. This is partially because I'm still going back and forth on how parts of this story will go, but also because I want to try writing in a bit of a less structured way than I have been doing. I can't imagine it will be shorter than 25 chapters, but honestly, who knows? I'll update this when I have a better idea.

When will you update Addendum again? When should I read the different Addendum chapters?

I created Addendum because I wanted to give people insight into Nora without interrupting the flow of Swan Song. I expanded this concept by adding in a Violet POV chapter as well. These provide context to certain interactions, foreshadow future events, or otherwise flesh out the world in which Fen and the other characters inhabit. In short, it will be updated as needed.

Nora's First Addendum - Read after Chapter 4 of Swan Song

Nora's Second Addendum - Read after Chapter 7 of Swan Song

Violet's First Addendum - Read after Chapter 9 of Swan Song

Lastly, I love hearing from people who read my fics. Feel free to message me whenever, whether its to provide constructive criticism, ask a question, offer up a writing prompt, or just to say hi!

[beingatoaster]

Twenty (Fic) Questions

nabbed from @kidlightnings

1. How many works do you have on AO3? Total, 110 (they are not all on main).

2. What's your total AO3 word count? 881,798

What fandoms do you write for?

Largely Genshin Impact, some Voltron, and then occasional other fandoms now and then.

What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

Storm Shelter, Child Soldiers, All of Our Secrets, A Study of Love, and A Convenient Facade

Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?

On main, I almost always do! I hope it encourages people to comment more (on other peoples' fics as well as mine) and I'm always excited when people tell me they like things I wrote and like to thank them for the compliment! I also secretly always hope it is going to lead to a conversation and/or eventual Friends. :>

On the porn alt... well, I made it a policy when I first created it that I was not required to reply to every comment there, in part because it's not what I'm usually logged in to, and since I have also gotten comments there that make me grateful for that policy.

What is a fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

There is a whole series on the porn alt that is just like 'what if everything was terrible, actually,' in which most of the fics would qualify, especially the second one.

What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

Kind of hard to say! I think most of my fics end more happily than not? Even going for 'particularly mushy' I can't narrow it down to less than five, which is more than I want to link, so. XD

Do you get hate on fics?

I have not had any on main! See the question about the comment-response policy in regards to the porn alt (where I also allow myself to delete comments if necessary). In the awkward space in between, I have a series on-main-but-posted-on-anon that has gotten some... interesting responses.

Do you write smut? If so, what kind?

I refer you here to the existence of the porn alt. XD It's pretty much all either kinky or... IDK, I am apparently too ace to write sex for sex's sake, and I'm not sure 'kinky' covers 'there are complex emotional situations here to which the sex is important and yet also incidental,' but, yeah. Kinky mostly covers it, and even if it's in a series so far it's all PWPs.

Do you write crossovers? What's the craziest one you've written?

I haven't written crossovers themselves since my early 2000's fic days, but I do a lot of fusions--all of them are currently isolated on Tumblr, in one place or another. I like to mash any universe I particularly like together with the Sekirei 'winging' system (one group of people can kiss another group of people to give them magic powers and also symbolic but non-functional wings, oh, and also there's an empathic connection and subtle mind control), which I guess could count as 'craziest' but honestly feels to me like what everyone was doing with Loveless when Loveless was big. I just happened to read Sekirei instead of Loveless. XD

Have you ever had a fic stolen?

I don't know but, likewise, have never looked!

Have you ever had a fic translated?

Someone in the Genshin fandom translated Filial Assistance and Lost and Found into Russian once, and I'm still pretty thrilled about it! :D

What's your all-time favorite ship?

Honestly, I don't even know where to start narrowing that down, though TBH it would definitely be for a fandom I haven't written for (since the early 2000s, anyway, if I tried I might end up back on Livejournal). Joke answer: the Normandy. :P

What's a wip you want to finish, but doubt you ever will?

There is some D&D OC fic that I refuse to list for this, because someday I will finish them. I swear. I still love them and I want to go back....

In lieu, a style experiment/cumulative writing exercise (in the Genshin Impact fandom) in which, pre-canon, Jean has a sexuality crisis and hooks up with Lisa and Eula, while un-hooking-up with Kaeya, written in 'layers' with everything written from Jean's POV first, then scenes added in from Eula's, then Lisa's, then possibly Kaeya's (though I think if I ever did try to finish it to "publishable" status it honestly might work better with his left out, and another follow-up written later that starts with his POV and layers in reverse, which is a moot point as I genuinely do not expect to "finish" this). It's currently still in the "Jean's POV" stage and as stands can be, and has been, described as "technically this is a Jean/Kaeya breakup story except that the breakup is the least important thing happening here." I keep determinedly having to detach Background Political/Mystery Plot.

What are your writing strengths?

I likewise consider myself good at worldbuilding when I don't get too tedious about it! I've had positive comments on my prose and pacing, which is funny because I know and lean into deep purple with the prose and pacing is one of my biggest struggles, so. XD I can't really say accurately from within!

What are your writing weaknesses?

Pacing is hell and the worst part of revisions and second drafts. I often stuff a whole bunch of stuff I just don't want to write into an eliding paragraph or a hole between scenes and don't always fix that in revision. I'm infinitely distractable and everything takes so much longer than I expect. I struggle very badly to stay concise. I'm sure readers could list others, but those are the ones that ping internally!

Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic?

Honestly, only something I will do with conlangs. A narrative "[Character] said something in [language]" or an italicized translation both suit me better.

First fandom you wrote for?

Also Pokemon! And I likewise wish I still had the stories. :( The first place where I encountered the concept of fanfiction (instead of writing OCs and situations very similar to whatever books I was reading at the time) was on a Pokemon site, it's also where I published my first fic, and I really badly miss my first fandom friend, who drew me fanart and whom I meant to give a cameo (except that I never wrote past chapter 7 and then the site went down and we lost touch).

Favorite fic you've written?

You make me choose between my 110 (+ the Livejournal-era dozens) children? ;o; But okay, fine. I could pick any of several I'm very pleased with, for various reasons, and the Genshin ones are the most recent and thus probably technically the best, but (leaving out the Livejournal-era fic that I am not going through tonight XD but might contain something), it's Dressed to Suit.

Tagging... anyone who would like to do this! I should've gone to bed half an hour ago and certainly don't have the brainpower to remember who on my dash writes and likes memes about it, but if that includes you, please feel free. :>

#i archived most of the lj-era stuff on a third separate ao3 account recently #but i'm not counting any of it in any of this stuff because like. it's old. it's bad. i archived it for nostalgia's sake #and also i really don't want to go through all of it for the sake of this XD #meme #fanfiction #long post

[synonymroll648]

Hi please talk about any fic your writing/want to write to get me back in the writing mood

(Only if you want to no pressure)

[ids in alt. note to readers: the ask photos are in chronological order of when they were sent, and the ask that's being answered is the most recent.]

kay scrolling back through my notifs to see what i'd missed while i was off working on my homework (that i still need to finish lol) and let me tell you. seeing that you'd sent me seven asks (haven't answered the frog ask yet, but i'll get to it, i promise) in the few hours i'd been gone made me laugh pretty hard. which isn't meant to be discouraging!! people chatting me up is fun!

i decided to address everything except for the frog ask in one go, so here we are. i'll try to go in chronological order, but we'll see how that goes. putting my screamings under the cut. (edit: apparently having the shorten long posts setting on just. eradicates the cut. i swear i put it right beneath this paragraph, even if you don’t see it)

wanting to write but not having the energy to write is such a mood. far too relatable. and hello to you too :)

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i actually started this fitz-centric keeptober fic because one of the mods for the massive kotlc ten year anniversary month event that's coming up in october (dearest mod, if you're reading this, you know exactly who you are. drink water king, you're amazing) reached out to me and was like (paraphrased) 'hey. do you wanna have two slots/days in the keeptober event? you pick a character and your own prompt for each day and then show us what you've made when the time rolls around, if you're up for it,' and ofc i said yes.

i won't drop what prompts i picked yet, but since you now know the fic i'm writing is fitz-centric and that i only picked one character for my two days, i think it's clear who my character was. i'd actually selected my prompts and such a little before frizzle was like 'hey can i please use writing exchanges with you as motivation' which was my cue to start actually writing the fic. anyway! i'm glad that i've roped you into fic writing for keeptober! even if there's not a free day or a prompt day that fits what you write, i'm sure there's at least someone out there that would love to see what you make.

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kay. my dude. you're asking The Sokeefitz Person on tumblr whether or not you should do sokeefitz or sophiana. both ships are amazing, but i think it's fairly reasonable to say that i am almost always going to choose sokeefitz over every other ship option at every opportunity. so i'd start with sokeefitz first, and then if you have time, go for a sophiana fic.

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you assumed correctly!! also, having them go pumpkin picking is such a good idea. i can see so so many possibilities there - lmk if you need ideas, i can certainly spam you with a ton. also, if you want me to beta for you, hmu! i wouldn't mind helping you out /gen

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finally, the ask that i'm actually answering, according to tumblr formatting. if that makes sense. i hope that makes sense.

ok so this is actually perfectly timed in terms of where i'm at in the writing process of the fitz-centric fic, because i usually have a better idea of what i'm doing than i do right now. sorry not sorry for not being able to give specifics, but i refuse to spoil this fic ahead of time. i want y'all to walk in almost blind for this bad boy.

i'm not one for written linear outlines most of the time, but typically, i have a timeline in my head that's clear enough that i'm ok 'winging' it. my fics and au's are all categorized as 'timelines' in my head. unless fics take place in the same universe (ex: the sokeefitz roadtrip fic, the prequel where they got together, and the other fic where it's biana's pov of growing up in the vacker family and how it changes when fitz leaves, plus her straightn't relationship with maruca. i haven't talked about the latter two fics on here before, so if they don't ring a bell, that's why), none of the ideas cross over with each other. they're neatly compartmentalized.

but here's the thing: i'm sure that a lot of those fics will never get written and published to a place where fellow fandom members can see it, but there's some excellent ideas that i don't want to waste. which is where this fic comes in - this fic, as soon as i started writing, demanded that i take a significant portion of these ideas that i had carefully compartmentalized into boxes that didn't touch one another, and dump them together into an emotional soup. and i get why; all the ideas i'm thinking of have a common narrative theme, and so they'd blend together. but having my writing process turned on its head like that, having myself pick through different universes for the best scenes to throw together into one fic... it's throwing me for a loop, dude. i have no idea how far i'm going to go with this, and it's kinda giving me an 'ohhhhhh ho ho ho i am. so in over my head. time to have my ass kicked by something that's supposed to be under my control' feeling.

this fic in itself, from a writer's pov, is a veeeeeery sketchy experiment. it's like i'm taking donated organs from different creatures with specific original functions to try to and make a new creature that uses those organs differently than originally intended. it's a very delicate operation. very daunting to go into. i'm gonna have to brainstorm more to see what fits and what doesn't - i haven't done my index card brainstorming yet, which is a big part of my initial process, so hopefully doing that and swapping them around into a new timeline will make this a lot less scary and more the fun 'do whatever feels right' project that i first imagined it to be when i gave myself this prompt.

i'll probably sending mutuals (you included) out-of-context asks to determine different plot aspects of this, knowing me. so look out for those ;)

#ask #winterfireice #i would tag as the fitz-centric fic. but that makes no sense to anyone but me

[luckyy19]

Luckyy19 Intro!

I’ve had this blog for a little while and always wanted to do an intro, but I don’t like giving out info that could be used to identify me irl. However, if I want to get to know more writeblrs, it seems only fair that I say something. So:

I’m in my early 20s

I’m a college student studying English and Classics

I go by she/her

I’m heteroromantic asexual

I started writing when I was like 9 but didn’t actually write something that could be considered close to a novel until I was 14. It was very bad.

I’m not very good at social media and I’m a very private person online. I don’t post all that frequently and Tumblr is the only social media I have so if you wanted to find me somewhere else, you're SOL.

I have an ao3 account where I posted some Buffy fics a few years ago, although I’m not a big fan of them anymore.

This blog is specifically dedicated to my writing, writing memes, and the occasional screaming about books/general bookish opinions. I haven't had anything published yet (hopefully that will be coming in the next few years!). My current projects include:

The Golden & the Damned Duology: a retelling of a German epic following a princess told her true love will die, the dragon slayer prince that wins her heart, the princess’s older brother and his reluctant wife, and the way their relationships with each other lead to tragedy. The first book, The Song of the Golden & the Damned, is written and currently being looked over by friends, with a query letter in the works. The second book is currently in progress.

The Feathered Wings Series: a fantasy series about a teenage girl born with wings and living with her cousin in Connecticut who learns the truth of her heritage when a strange young woman stumbles into her city. The first book, Feathered Wings & Broken Souls, is currently being revised and the subsequent books are being outlined.

Immortal Glory, Lethal Fate: a retelling of The Iliad set a few years after Golden & the Damned and a few countries south. It looks at what would happen if Helen left with Paris willingly and Hector was just trying to protect his people and his little brother. Instead of being an epic war novel, it follows the romantic and familial relationships between Hector, Paris, Helen, and Andromache. This book is currently in progress.

I have more that are way way way back on the burner but will definitely be moved up as things are finished. These include “Unnamed Supernatural Story,” “The Zodiacs,” and “If We Go Too Far,” which I might reference from time to time as they’re mostly outlined and the characters are fully fleshed out.

One final thing: When I first started writing I was very private with my work and for the most part, I still am. Only in the last few years have I begun to open up and show my writing to people that I know and trust, and whose opinion I care about. As such, I have plans to post snippets from various projects on here eventually, but they’ll be few and far between and I can’t speak for how well written/edited they’ll be. Still, I hope if you hang around, you like what you see!

[im-a-sokka-for-you-ooh]

Listen...I'm barely in the Stranger Things fandom because I have yet to see S4 and was only gonna watch it after a Stranger Things marathon. Because I have yet to do this marathon, I haven't seen S4...

BUT!!! I am well aware of the thirsting for Eddie Munson and Joseph Quinn!!

I've also been on AO3 and noticed that the Steve Harrington/Eddie Munson tag has a crap ton of posts (honestly blows my mind how fast y'all can write, I haven't updated my fic in months so well done you lot).

I know Steve is HC to like ABBA, Madonna and Toto while Eddie is Metallica and other (heavy?) metal bands. But, I think I know the perfect song for their pairing:

This song has some of the most heartbreaking lyrics and story in song I've ever heard before:

"And these flies kept me sleeping

All my fears on their wings

And your grandfather clock is still ticking

But the chime never rings

And how long must I stay?

Will I lay by your side

Just to say that I'm yours

And you'll never be mine"

And:

"Why play hide and go seek?

Safe behind your veneer

Does it bury your burden baby?

Makes it all disappear

But those marks on your thighs

Don't they sting when you bleed?

It's the way that you are

And the way I'll forever be"

And finally:

"With this love like a hole

Swallowed my soul

Draggin me down

And I swear I'll stay with you

But I just can't forgive you

And I'll never be whole again"

I don't know the full context of his (Eddie's) death or the friendship he might've had with Steve (because let's be honest the Duffers probably never intended for there to be an openly queer relationship other than possibly Robin and the little digs at Will in S2/3), but I know the internet is crazy about them being a couple.

So yeah, maybe this could be a "Steddie" song or I'm just rambling on tumblr again 😂

#stranger things #st s4 #minor spoilers #steve harrington #eddie munson #robin buckley #will byers #spoilers #Spotify

[meggie-stardust]

Fic writing lightning round:

-What fandoms have you written fics for?

-Do you have any original stuff?

-What's your oldest fic?

-What story are you most proud of?

-What stories are in the works?

-Where can I read your stuff?

hey thanks for the ask! <3

-What fandoms have you written fics for? oh gosh, too many to name over the last 20 years I've been active in fandom. Sometimes, I've just written a short drabble or something in a fandom, or started a WIP but never finished it...

According to AO3, my top fandoms are: 1. Teen Wolf 2. Percy Jackson/Heroes of Olympus 3. Sherlock (BBC) 4. Merlin

-Do you have any original stuff? Not that's published anywhere. I have a lot of docs with half fleshed out ideas, but nothing that's gotten anywhere. And I'm ok with that. I like writing fic for fun, and I have to write a decent amount of quasi-creative stuff for work, so I'm good with the balance I have.

-What's your oldest fic? I legitimately don't know. The first fic I actually wrote would have been in 2000/2001 and probably posted to either a yahoo! mailing list or to the Gundam Wing Addiction message boards... And I have no idea what that was. Around that time, I would have also posted stuff to ffn but I am pretty sure i purged that account.

After a fandom break, I returned to fandom and posted my first fic to AO3 on 3 Jan 2022 called Three Words, which was a drabble and a more or less real time reaction to "A Scandal in Belgravia" which aired two days prior, so I guess I hit my 10 year anniversary of my return to fandom this year.

-What story are you most proud of? I feel like this changes every time I post something new, but I'm really proud of At This Truth We Have Arrived, which was just posted this month. I think I had different take on some of the common tropes in Steter fic, and I think that I've really found my voice over the last year or so.

-What stories are in the works? I'm working on the 3rd story in the Our Love Keeps The Things It Finds universe (with a 4th and 5th one in early planning stages). I've also been kicking around another sequel to a one shot a wrote a few years back...

I'm also aware that Secret Santa time is fast approaching, so I'm trying to think about things I could possibly create for that. I've participated since 2016...

-Where can I read your stuff? I'm Wreck on AO3, and I have a secondary tumblr that I haven't used in a while, but there are some tumblr fics floating around on @wreckwrites as well...

Thanks for asking all this! <3

#meg answers things #meg writes fic

[xazz]

Hey BB!

I'm the anon from a few weeks back who was asking about moth wings and said I was going to reread Flocking Movement

I actually ended up rereading Back For More from start to finish lols!

I did end up commenting on both and I've reread/read a few new things too :)

I've been having a tough time mental health wise and for whatever reason reading your fics actually helped with my writers block (based on what I thought was physical health/brain fog) and I've been writing sooo much recently I've added like 15kish to one of my WIP and 8k on the other!

Hope you've been having as much progress with your writing :)

I remember a while ago reading some old fanfic of yours with a character named.... Spa? Spayar? I think I saw him mentioned on your writing blog (I follow both! Been tempting me into maybe making a writblr haha) I think he's one of your original OCs right?

I don't recall if you have any of your original works on Tumblr / AO3

Sorry for the blather, I'm playing DND while typing this so my heads a bit all over but I has the courage to type this while playing so wanted to send it while the shyness went away <3 - D/V (can't remember which I used to sign off last time whoops for having two internet fake names lol)

Ah B4M. Haven't thought about that fic in years oof

I'm glad my silly writing helped you break out of your writer's block. That's a lot of writing I'm really proud of you.

Yes I do have original stuff on my AO3. The VERY old version of Zealous Servant (which is where Spayar is from) and some other stuff set in that universe. I do plan on posting the new versions on my writblr and AO3 again but not until I'm back home from the holidays.

#shut up bb #ask bb

[chelleztjs18]

Hello you mrs. traveling iced coffee drinker honey nut cheerio lefty eyebag 😌

How are you this morning? I'm not sure if you guys have left Oklahoma or have already arrived in CA, but I hoped you guys had a safe flight! 😅 hopefully not much troubles during the TSA stuff.

I've read the fic before. I'm really not a big fan of dark Wanda lol I can't see her as evil, even after MoM, I can't see her as the villain. But I like the story! I like how you incorporated the stuff from the movie. Although, I did wonder back then if you were going to make a part 2.

Yeah I'm on wattpad, but not very much. The people I follow haven't posted much. But I found your stories on tumblr. I don't remember how though.

I'll give them a listen. Do you have a favorite album by Glass Animals?

For your questions about my crush, I should really say crushes ahahaha but they are from real life and tiktok. I think I have a tumblr crush too, but I'm not sure yet.

That's cute. I'm like your husband. When I was with my ex wife, I would always sing to her when I bring her breakfast. Or when I'm being silly.

Any big plans for the day when you're in CA?

-CuriousGeorge

Hello corn-punn!

Hahha it's funny that u used ice coffee drinker nickname today.. because this morning it was like 20 degree outside n i ordered cold brew with salted caramel foam . N i was so happy because it was so good.

So we woke up at 4am to get ready but my flight got delayed. It was supposed to be at 8am n it was delayed to 1h40minutes. The Oklahoma airport was surprisingly not that busy. I wrote a bit in flight but then fall asleep for like 20minutes.

Anyway, how r u? Hows ur day today? Sorry for the late reply..it was a very very busy day. Spent time with the family, been talking with the in laws n i finally got some time alone just now.

We got here like 10.40. N we got at my in laws at 1.15. Im so tired right now..

N the weather here is so much warmer but we brought mostly warm clothes, i can only pray it will be cold. I hv vbeen sneezing. I think it's because the extreme difference of the temperature. I was in 15 degree this morning n end up in 70ish sunny weather. N on christmas here it says it will 80 degree.. 😩😫

Haha yeah i got what u meant.. i never see her as villain either but not gonna like, dark wanda / scarlet witch is hot.. 😅🤣 n i love that kind of dark fic that has obsession or stalking or jealousy in it. I like movies like that too.

I dont think i would make pt. 2 for that fic.. i actually have another my own idea and i have 2 more requests of dark fics wanda. So i probably gonna scratch my own. Haha. Or atleast postpone mine for a while.

Ah i see. Im in wattpad too n i havent really update there.

I havent really listen to all their albums but i know some of my favorite songs which i think they r from different albums.

1. Gooey Rework

2. Gooey

3. Youth

4. Your Love (Déjà Vu) and this one inspired me an idea of a fic which i havent write it yet.😅

5. Tangerine (with Arlo Parks)

6. Hazey

Ouh about ur crush... interesting! It gets my attention! 🤭😆 okay, so currently u have a crush with multiple people? Or some of them r past crush?

Alsooooo... u have tumblr crush?? N what do u mean with u r not sure yet? Why? (Sorry for the rows of questions. U dont have to answer it if u dont want to. Didnt meant to cross the line or anything.)

Wow, u sound like a romantic person.. that's adorable.. i would prefer small gestures like that than any jewelry money can buy.. 😊

Since i answered this too late. Im just gonna tell u, how was my day whn i got here.

I bought lunch from the chinesse place near where i used to live before we went to my in laws (we used to live like 5 minutes away driving) then i have been talking n talking with the in laws. We catched up. N we went for dinner with the brothers, nephews,his parents n his mom's husband, one of the family friend also came to see us n joined the dinner. There were 12 of us. We had pizza but i ordered spicy wings and spaghetti meatballs. Was gonna order spumoni ice cream but i forgot.😒🙄 i was craving it.

I bet u r asleep now but feel free to leave me next questions? N i will reply as soon as i can.

Cheerio!

#chellez answers #ask answered #anon answered #curious george anon

[lemonluvgirl]

You asked for it, babe (Ignore the ask game pun 🤣🤣)

3, 15, 19, 21, 23, 24, 25, and 27.

(lemme know if you answered any of those before but I demand ALL answers!! 🤣🤣)

WOW! Lots to answer! Let's get started!

3. Fave line/scene you wrote this year- I answered this one in detail a separate post. Its actually a scene from the very first fanficion I wrote (Burning Bright & Blazing Free) but here I'll just shorten it to a line instead of the whole scene and say, "we just lean on each other as we keep watch against the dangers in the dark. And it feels as if we've always done this. Like we've been here over and over again. It feels like this is who we are, and that it is finally, blessedly enough for us to be together this way."

15. Something you learned this year- Actually I learned how to insert fic cover aesthetics on AO3 from you Stella! And it really comes in handy! Thanks wifey ;)

19. Any new fics to start next year- well I recently got a couple tumblr ask/requests for drabbles, but there's also this one fic idea that evolved late one night while you and I were chatting with @jhsgf82, and that's to Everlark the movie Misery! I'm definitely wanting to start that fic next year.

21. Most memorable comment/review- There have been so many. Namely all of your reviews @sparklingdust4612, which are so in depth and encouraging they always make me cry happy tears. Your reviews are GOLD babe. I wish I could review as good as you. In addition to all of yours, ( I won't list them all because I'll run out of space) there are a few others.

"You truly have a gift. This is by the far the best reimagining I have read and I’m very excited to continue on to “Golden CagesBorrowed Wings” you really need to consider taking this on as career cause you strung these notes to make a beautiful symphony. Also, the listening suggestions is now my favorite playlist. I very much enjoy how the music really captures the color and feel of what you are trying to bring to life. Keep it up! Can’t wait to read how it all ends…begins? Comes full circle? Lol" -from Silentlight on Burning Bright & Blazing Free on FF.

"WOW! This was such an amazing fanfic for catching fire and is hands down the best rewrite I have ever read. Honestly. You have such a way of bringing out emotions in your writing that is so hard to put on paper. The way you had Katniss and Peeta connect over the course of this fic is the most natural and most true to the characters that I have ever read. It was never rushed and was done so beautifuly. You have such a strong ability to bring characters to life and have us all fall in love with them (deen for example). I am so thrilled you have decided to keep writing into mockingjay because your story cannot end here! We need to know how things are different now that Katniss is the one captured and how Peeta will deal with the rebellion. So amazing so beautiful! Congrats on such an amazing story!"-from Natalie5678 on Burning Bright & Blazing Free on FF

"This is my new obsession. Your writing is PHENOMONAL; the way you can keep the integrity of the characters and make all of their POVs so unique and distinctive. It is true talent that's for sure. I've blazed through your stories in the last few days, thinking about the next time I'm able to read throughout the whole day. I am just so captivated and hooked on this story. Honestly, I want to pay you for the hours of enthralling reading you've given me. Like I haven't felt this invested in a story for years. So seriously, drop or message me your Venmo or something and I will pay you. It is the least I can do."-from SimoneSnickers on Golden Cages & Borrowed Wings on FF

I read your catching fire story in two days and immediately read through all of Golden Cages that you have so far. I am obsessed. The writing, the characters, the life you’ve given them it’s so well done! I’m so invested and want to thank you for the amazing artistry youve allowed us to read. I eagerly await your updates!-from Ahyoka20 on Golden Cages & Borrowed Wings on FF

"I’ve beem reading your fic by the last days and i can say that i loved it, truly, i loved, this one and the catching fire alternative, both are amazing. One thing that really touched me was that the characters kept their essentials through the hole time, I've already read some fics that the characters kind get losts and seemd fake, so congratutions to keep everything "natural" . I am really excited to keep reading the next chapters 3."-from FlyingHighThias on Golden Cages & Borrowed Wings on FF.

"I seriously think you should write a romantic or rom com book! You have an amazing talent at capturing these moments and making them feel so real! I loved this story!!"-from xmasrose20 on The Hoodie on AO3.

23. Fics you wanted to write this year but didn't- I had this one idea recently that captivated me all day. I told you about it on messenger once. I've even got a title and premise worked up.... In an alternate universe, where the Capitol ceased the Hunger Games and began celebrating art above violence, every year the nation of Panem holds a countrywide competition called the Aptitude Games to find the most promising talent from across the 12 districts. The winner of the competition becomes the newest victor, and gains an all access pass to the parties, shows, and secret workings of the Capitol. Katniss Everdeen & Gale Hawthorne are rebel spies tasked with infiltrating the Capitol Elite’s inner circle, by impersonating a rich benefactor and his alluring new mistress. Having run away from District 12 when they were just teenagers, and starting their lives over in District 13, they have trained for years to help the rebellion bring the Capitol down from the inside out. But on their first mission their past from district 12 comes back to haunt them, in the form of that year’s newest co-victors, Peeta Mellark and Madge Undersee.

How will the rebel spies keep their cover from being blown? And more importantly how will Katniss keep up the pretence of being a bought and paid for companion when she begins to desire Panem’s newest victor instead of her partner?

Anyway that's what I have so far. I wanted to start it but didn't. It seems like it would be another huge WIP. I don't know when I'll get around to it. But I want to call it Rebel Heart of Mine.

24. Fave Fic You Read This Year- Wow that's like asking me to choose between my loved ones. But....I guess if I had to choose....ahhh I would pick...Owning Me by Elisza94. The world building and characterization for this one is insane, especially for someone who is not a native English speaker.

25. Already answered this one ;)

27. Favorite Fanic Author of the Year- Again with the making me choose between all the things I love most!!! I guess if you put a gun to my head and told me to pick or else I'd have to say....NOPE! Can't do it. There are too many amazing writers. I would feel wrong picking just one! Can I just give you a list of all my serious nominations??? That's what I'm going to do!!

1. @sparklingdust4612 nominated for her everlark drabbles, especially "Chill..." & "It was just 3 times!!"

2. @endlessnightlock nominated for "A New Path"

4. @jhsgf82 nominated for her "I do Solemnly Swear" & "Today's Forecast..."

5. @mrspeetamellark nominated for "The Professor's Secret" & "Academia"

6. @softlikethesunset12 nominated for "The Most Amazing Coffee"

7. @bethpeaches123 nominated for “Oh, Its You.” 

There. I can't narrow it down anymore than that. Don't make me!!! In my personal head canon all of you guys are the winner.

#fanficendofyearasks #letsplay #thiswashard #butfun

[lagunalullaby]

GUYS

I HAVE AN IDEA FOR A FIC

So

I was scrolling down on Tumblr and see this

And it made me think

What if every time the hermits jump into a new season, they lost their wings and it'll grow back over time depending on their episodes. Some take longer that others and it changes over the seasons

What if in this Hermitcraft season a glitch has happened and half of the hermits couldn't grow their wings, at first they thought it just grow a little slower than usual but it'll grow eventually, but over time they realize that their wings haven't developed a bit so Xisuma has to find a way to fix this glitch somehow while having other.. matter besides that

It can be a bit angsty but could be a good fic

But im not gonna lie, I don't have the talent to write that fic, so I just decided to put this idea out there for you talented writers to wrote

It's up to u to credit me or not but don't forget to also credit @mjlor-chan cuz their post was the inspiration behind this (uh- idk what are the pronouns and I'm really sorry, but I'll change it as soon as I find out 'bout the pronouns)

#just an idea #here you go talented writers #im just gonna throw all headcannons out of the window #unles u want to add some headcannon that would fit in to this #olm- srry for the pronouns #cool art btw #hermitcraft #hermitcraft 8 #hermitcraft s8 #hermitcraft season 8 #hermitcraft season eight #hermitcraft fanfic #hermitblr #minecraft youtubers #mc youtubers #mcyt #mcytblr

[prolix-yuy]

Writer Q&A

1) How many complete fics/one shots do you have that you have not published (yet)?

As of right now, 9. I'm a big editor of my work, so I like to pace publishing so that I have plenty of time to read (and re-read) and make edits before sending it into the ether.

2) How many WIPS do you have right now?

1 that's almost done, plus about 6ish ideas I'm waiting to sit down with.

3) Do you take writing requests or write original ideas, or both?

I haven't so far because I didn't think anyone would have one, but it's possible I'll open requests up for Sex Worker!Frankie which could be very fun. And if people sent in other requests I'd definitely take a look!

As for original stuff it's been a while, but I used to write a lot of short stories and novella-length stuff, a little bit of poetry too. Gothic fiction and Lovecraftian-style stories were always my favorites.

4) If you do take requests, how many do you currently have?

None right now, but that could change!

5) How many fandoms do you write for?

Right now on Tumblr just the PPCU, but there are some other fandoms that I've toyed with.

6) Are there any fandoms you wrote for in the past that you no longer write for?

LOTR was a big one, and some assorted animes not worth mentioning.

7) Do you write for ships, reader inserts or other?

Reader inserts. I'll read ships a ton, but I enjoy writing inserts more.

8) Niche fandoms/characters you write for?

If anyone has even heard of this, my first fandom was Gundam Wing and I wrote SO MUCH for those boys.

9) Do you read fics as well as write them?

Hell yeah. Reading fics on Tumblr was 100% why I decided to start writing again.

10) What is your favorite genre to write for?

Self-indulgent smut with feelings? I think that's what I'd call it.

11) What is your favorite trope (to read/write)?

To read: friends to lovers, somnophilia, sex pollen, first times

To write: sex THEN feelings, competency kink, slow burn, mutual pining

12) What do you do to get motivated to write?

Reading other people's stories is a great motivator, or taking a look through what I've done before to spark some inspo.

13) Is there a trope/genre you like to read, but not write?

Enemies to lovers is a great genre, but I don't feel skilled at portraying that dynamic.

14) Any characters/fandoms you want to write for that are never requested?

The Witcher just solidified that I'm hooked on lorge men who take care of children, so maybe there's something there if I want to take a walk around the block. But the PPCU has a lot of content to work with, so I'm pretty faithful to that right now.

15) How long have you been writing fanfiction?

Oh god, on Tumblr maybe like 3-4 months? But in life, probably about 20 years. I think I wrote my first fic when I was 10 or 11.

16) Did you read fanfiction before you started writing?

Oh totally, loads on AO3 and ff.net before that.

17) Do you only post on Tumblr, or any other sites as well?

AO3 as well!

18) What do you personally consider the word counts of “Drabble”, “One shots” and “fics”?

Drabble is like under 1k, one-shot is something around 5-10k with a finite ending, and I would argue "fics" encompasses one-shots too, but rolls up anything long form under that umbrella.

19) Which do you prefer to write more? HC, drabbles, oneshots/fics, multi chapter stories, other?

I've been going pretty hard on the multi-chapter story, but I also love a good one-shot.

20) Are there any stories you have discontinued? If so, why?

Recently no, but I definitely have stories I abandoned because canon made me not want to write it anymore. Or the story lost its shininess. But nothing as of late.

21) What is one of your main “pet-peeves” as a writer on Tumblr?

This is a peeve more for myself, and probably indicative of perfectionism, but I hate it when my navs don't link correctly or I realize it's hard for someone to find/organize my content. And when I buck up formatting.

22) Do you write at a particular time of day?

Between 10pm-1am and occasionally during lunch/right at the end of the work day if I'm feeling inspired.

23) Do you listen to music, ambiance/noise, etc. to write or do you need silence?

Nope, I get too distracted. I'll sometimes listen to musical inspo before or when I'm contemplating the story, but not while writing.

24) Do you outline your fics at all before writing?

No, I'm a stream-of-consciousness kind of gal. I start writing and get everything down, then go back and revise/move around/edit until I'm happy with the overall story.

25) Do you post your writing as soon as you finish it, or do you schedule it to come out at a specific time/day?

I hold onto my fics like they're vintage wine and will age with time. Purely because I like to put out a steady stream of content and if I have a bunched banked up I can be writing one thing while posting another.

I do like posting on Tuesdays, because no one likes Tuesdays and it's something fun to look forward to, and Fridays, because it's like a kickoff into the weekend.

No tags, do this if you want to!!!!

#writing #fanfic writing #I keep seeing this go around #and it's so fun to see the different answers #play along if you like!

[hikari-writes]

❅A Love Letter I Have to My Lovely and Beloved Friends❅

(I just know that 30 july was a national friendship day and today is like 31 july already at where I am but,,, just pretend that this is also for National Friendship Day 🤡🔫)

As you all know, it's been confirmed that I'll be going on a hiatus two days from now that I really don't know how long it will go on. So, with that in mind, I wished to leave this message to all the wonderful friends I've made while I was active here on Tumblr during quarantine.

I've started this writing blog a few months ago, to be precise, on May where life in quarantine was starting to become a norm. In the few months until now, I did my best to start writing and drawing more using all the free times that I have.

I wouldn't have expected this blog to grow so much in such a short time. To me, it was really mind blowing, seeing that there's a lot of other great content creators here on Tumblr. Yet, the 300+ people who stumbled upon my blog still decided to follow me.

I was really happy to have made many contents that I'm actually proud of posting. And I still can't believe there are people out there who love them. Seeing every one of your comments and reblogs and likes really, really, squeezed my heart and I couldn't be more thankful for your support.

And during these fun times, I was able to make friends with many amazing, talented, fantastic and all the good words I could find in the dictionary people on here. You all are a real gift to me and I hold you guys close to my heart.

I still can't believe I was able to befriend you guys though, like, y'all are so amazing and I was just here like squeaking my name to you like a shy mice lmao. =///= Anyways, thank you for all the good and fun times. Thank you for being with me and helping me with lots of things. Just, thank you for everything. (I'm writing this at 1am like it's sad hours yall I'm crying :')))

If you are ever feeling down, do not ever forget that, even if it's only me, I'll support you to the end of the world because you're just so amazing and fantastic. I love you and never let any hate that's thrown at you let you down because they aren't worth your time.

The people I'll be mentioning below are my dear friends or just people that I have been interacting with during the times I was online, little or not, I still consider you guys to be my friends (very self-proclaimed here sorry)and I'm still honoured by that fact.

@your-local-bnha-writer -Bean, you and your posts are always so wholesome and cute and I love them. Keep being amazing, and we may not interact much, but I still appreciate every little convos we had. Also, wish you luck on tpn, that shit hurted :')

@identifybby -Liaaaa, omg im so v v grateful we became friends. You've helped me with a tons of things and I can't thank you enough for everything you've done to me. You're just so amazing and thank you for always putting up with me, i love you sm.

@minteasketches -Mintea! You're such an amazing artist and I rlly enjoyed our conversations! You might not see this since you're off socmed but just wanna let u know that thank u for being my friends.

@yandere-of-your-dreams -Heyyy sis,, you're always such a sweet bean to me and showering me w love and i appreciate them, stay amazing and I'm sure you'll become an amazing writer.

@shotobabe -Ren, wifey, ilysm thank u for always being with me. You're such an awesome person and keep on being yourself. You're perfect and talented, don't let others tell you otherwise. AND while I'm gone, don't forget to drink lots of water okay? I won't be able to remind you while I'm on a hiatus, but please always remember to drink water. That'd be the first thing I'll ask you once I'm able to be online. And please try to eat more okay bb? I love u.

@takumipineapplexd -Taku! Amazing writer and amazing editor, yes I'm talking about you. You're amazing and keep on making cursed content and being crackhead, i love them.

@bnhabadass -We might not talk much, but I just want to let you know that you're so amazing and I look up to u v much. Literally had a heart attack when u commented on angel wings lmao.

@tomomoni -Mon, love, soft bean, I LOVE U. You've always been so wholesome and cute to every one of your followers and seeing ur interactions literally heals my heart. Your art is amazing so continue being amazing ilysm thank u for being an amazing advisor and listener, I'm v grateful for that. You have no idea how blessed I am to have you as a friend. Meeting you through turn on your airdrop's fanart was F A T E.

@kamabukokompachiro -First time u asked my permission to read my fanfic, I legit teared up. Thank u sm for asking, I couldn't be happier to know that my fic is worthy to be read over for a yt channel. Keep on being amazing and ily.

@kaminii -Kamiiiii, sweet child, you're always so matured and calm and I really adore and respect that part of you (unlike me im v childish and rash) You're an amazing writer and editor and ur aesthetic? 100/10. Love it. You're so talented despite being so young and I'm just, WOW. Ily and thank u for being friends w me. And please fix your sleeping schedule bb. It's rlly not good for your health, like please? Ily.

@katsucutie -I love you and your writing so v much, and I rlly enjoyed talking to you, discussing about Burn Book was rlly fun. I might not be able to know the ending since im gonna go on a hiatus but I'll be sure to catch up to it once im back. Keep being amazing and awesome.

@isolshi -CHERIE, I LOVE YOU AND YOU'RE AMAZING. Don't be so insecure about your writing. They're amazing. And you're also one of the sweetest and cute person I've met here. I always love teasing you cause your reaction is always so funny and cute. Keep being awesome. And please, please, please get enough sleep and drink LOTS of water. I legit would cry if you don't drink more water cher.

@mirakeul -BIANCAAAAA LOVE YOU'RE SO AMAZING AND SWEET LiKE--- please, I love talking to you and thank you so much for always reminding me to eat. Your calligraphy and handwriting are awesome, shshh i don't take criticism. Never stop writing, I love them. And please never forget I love you and you're my best friend okay?

@roxybefab -You've always been the first to ask me to be on my taglist and I'm so v happy because of that. Thank you for everything, and keep on being awesome. You can do this, ily.

@princessofdawn718 -Talking to you about Hamefura has been so fun! I haven't talked w many ppl about isekai so im rlly glad I could talk about them w you. Katarina x nicol ftw! Thanks for talking to me, it was such a pleasure rlly.

@softkodzuken -Maam your writing is A M A Z I N G. I love anon sm and you're rlly so sweet for always replying to every single comment on them. Don't be so insecure about them, they're amazing and i will always stand by that point. Wishing you the best of luck for Undercover!

@lolitsleia -Your art is *chef's kiss* i love them so much, I still can't believe you hadn't had more recognition like why?? Ur oc alex is the cutest thing ever and i love her. Thank you again for drawing Yuki. She looked really beautiful and cute in your drawing.

@samanthaa-leanne -We may not talk much, but when you first followed me back, my heart goes B O O M. You're so amazing and keep being like that. And uh,, good luck with Violet Evergarden if you ever plan to watch it. Prepare a couple of tissue boxes....or dozens.

@miyumtwins -Fellow android users! I first saw you through Bean's post about a tag game and i was like *gasp* another androiders..! I swear that one time i was interacting w you, I didn't actually meant to go off anon,, yes im dumb lmao. Anyways, you're rlly amazing and I'm rlly honoured to be followed by you.

@kawasuno -Your smau? 100/10. Your sense of humour 100/10. They're just so perfect *chef's kiss* I love every one of your updates and they always managed to put a smile on my face, i was like, how did you do that? My sense of humour is nonexistant, teach me your ways sensei. But anyways, you're rlly amazing and awesome. Keep up w that.

@kukusbabe -Tsu, I've never said this, but it's you. It's always been you all along. What i mean is, I've followed you first (i knew u through zara's flopping server yeah!) And when i looked at my dash and saw all your interactions w your moots, despite me haven't legally started haikyuu yet, i decided to follow all of them, soooo if it's not for you, we may not have met each other. Everyone in the kita family, Tsu is the MVP here muah. Also your aesthethic and writing and everything is so kajsjhendnd amazing i LOvE---

@iwaixiumi -King Nami, you're so awesome and amazing,, and I'm really glad to be able to interact w you. All those songs you recommend? Yeah, I'm going to listen and love all of them, thank u so much for the recs. Keep being amazing and to everyone reading this, PLEASE INTERACT WITH KING NAMI MORE SHE DOESN'T BITE---

@shoutodoki -Hello, you're so amazing and talented and im just,,, kekkdjfjdj when you followed me--- and when u figured out i was the anon talking about oboro i was OAKSJEJDDJ please, i was so honoured u know, like ???? Anyways, keep on writing what you love and your art maam? THEY'RE AMAZING LIKE BOTH YOUR ART AND WRITING IS SO KAJSJDJDN pliS im so v honoured to be able to talk to you.

@lisarillia -Please excuse me while I go shout in the corner of how much i LOVE your arts. They're amazing and being able to talk to you was a real pleasure. Keep on doing what you love. They'll be amazing no matter what i swear.

@cutiedrawsbnha -Cutie, honey, you're amazing and your art is so cute! Don't let what haters said get to you. You're going to grow into an amazing artist. If you give in and listen to what they said, you're going to end up like what they said so ignore them honey! I believe in you so keep shipping izuocha, todomomo, and kamijirou and making arts. Lotsa love!

@lilikags -Heeyyyy you sweet cute innocent bean! Don't ever stop writing what you love, you'll grow into a big blog soon enough, before you know it. Just keep making what you love, and as time pass by, I'm sure there will be many people who will find appreciate everything you do. I'm always supporting you.

@baeshijima -SOPHHHHH YOU SWEET CUTE CINNAMON ROLL WAKATOSHI'S WIFE EYE--- You have NO idea how much i love you,, you're so sweet and I honestly don't know what did i do to deserve you. Srsly you're a blessing to me. Thank you for the sweet daily reminder in my inbox, i love each and every one of them. Keep being so cute and wholesome, love you.

@shinsuque -ANAAAAA Thanks again for the Bakugou's memes! I may not be able to do it before i go on a hiatus though *sobbing* Keep being so awesome! I love seeing all your interactions and you're so amazing i honestly don't know why you followed me----

@semiluvr -LYDIA *SOBBING* THANK YOU SO SO MUCH FOR INVITING ME TO THE KITA FAMILY. Even though we've known each other in less than a week, it already felt like I had known you guys for so long like whotttt. Keep being an amazing and sweet person ily muah

@dumbass-lev -MOMMY, MUI, ILY THANK U FOR ALWAYS BEING SO SWEET YOU'RE AMAZING,,, u have no idea how happy (and also flustered) I am when i saw you asking you want to adopt me like,,, whot I've never been asked to be adopted online b4 so you asking that was a big surprise to me and just,,, remember that i love you and you're an amazing mommy. Hope i wasn't too much too handle as your child lol and thank u, for asking to invite me to the server. It has been a real pleasure to me to be there.

@pudding-head-kenma -DANIE!! We haven't talked much and I've only known you for a short time but I really love your detailed analysis. They're amazing and you're amazing. Thank you for being so sweet and cute. Ily.

@/🦋 nonoi -🦋 NONOIIII!!! IF YOU'RE SEEING THIS, I JUST WANNA TELL YOU THANK YOU FOR BEING MY EMOJI ANON! I love you you're so sweet and bb please please please don't forget me id cry,,,

@astereim -Rein!!! I know we just talked and all but you seem to be a reaally cool and amazing person,, we might not be able to interact much since I need to go prepare things b4 i go on my hiatus though, but just wanna let u know that ily!

@tokoyamis-luv -please don't come for my neck i haven't been active on the server Lol but anyways, zara, you're amazing and your simping for Kurapika is always fun to watxh. Also all the lin manuel edits are *chef's kiss* we may not talk much but i was rlly honoured to be able to interact w you, even a little bit.

@engel-hageshii - YOU, MAAM are a literal angel, and your comments on my fics always managed to make me smile so much. I love you, please never stop being such a sweetheart.

@laylahoran -I've always loved and appreciate every comments you make. I'm v happy I was able to create a content that you can love. You and engel has been some of my firsts followers and I'm really blessed to have you two.

@oyasenpai -Diemmy! You're so sweet and cute and seeing your interaction w my moots (kami) was what made me follow you. Don't let what others said bring you down, okay? Just do what you want because there're always many people supporting you for it.

Special message to the kita family server;

Meanwhile while you guys were talking about me there, I was just innocently scrolling through Tumblr, not knowing what kind of fate I'll be receiving 👁👄👁 No wonder I was sneezing so much 🤧🤧🤧

So, I was just scrolling through the pinned messages and I saw tsu said "mui: can we invite hikari? Everyone here: kakskejdjdjdn" and i was just like,,, ??????? I wasn't expecting u guys to have that kind of reaction i--- yall have no idea how much i was grinning while I scroll through those messages. Thank you so much for inviting and accepting me, it's really fun to be with you guys and your crackhead energy 🥰🥰 Thank you to mui for suggesting you had no idea I was really really happy. 😭 Y'all are so amazing and sweet and cute and beautiful kakjdjdd

To all of my dear friends that I've mentioned above, I LOVE YOU LOTS YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW GRATEFUL I AM TO MET YOU GUYS. Quarantine time has been stressful for a lot of people, and Tumblr can sometimes (a lot of times) be kinda whack but I was really happy to met you guys during my time here. Our time together may have been short, but i feel like we've known each other for more than a year, no caps. I love you all very very much. Thank you for talking to me and befriending me. Remember to get enough sleep, drink lots of water, stay safe and healthy, eat enough meals and, take care of yourself. I love you guys.

And lastly, to everyone reading this, whether i know you or not, or interacted with you or not, or follow you or not, or you follow me or not, just REMEMBER that you are worth it and I love you. Keep on being awesome, and always remember to smile, laugh and live. Don't forget to always DRINK LOTS OF WATER, GET ENOUGH SLEEP, and EAT ENOUGH MEALS.

Signing off,

Hikari.

#amazing talented people #sweet nice people 💕 #a message #my dear friends