#i just miss seeing them everyday

[fourteenthz]

assemble of "this feels emet-selch to me"

from seat of sacrifice dungeon (ffxiv) // by edgar allan poe, alone // by cai__ro (twitter) // by ryan o'connell // by heavensghost (tumblr) // by daniel horowitz // by madeline miller, the song of achilles // by asoftwrongness (tumblr) // by lemony snicket, the beatrice letters // by asofterworld (tumblr) // by heavensghost // by mary shelley, frankenstein // by snezhana denis // from ere our curtain falls (ffxiv)

#or as I like to call: art that could be made by emet-selch (+ things he did made) YEAH U HEARD ME #ancient trio #web weaving #emet selch #ffxiv #poetry #emet-selch #azem #hythlodaeus #shadowbringers #5.0 spoilers #5.5 spoilers #ffxiv spoilers #emet core #(just in case I would HATE to spoil seat of sacrifice tbh) #this post is for me only but I wanted to assemble images as well #bc I only have quotes in my “emet core” tag anyway #happy emet day for me (it's everyday) (I miss that mf) #there's some hythazemet some azemet and also elidibus but mainly bc I wanted this to fell both romantic and platonic #(maybe bc i'm the one that isn't sure yet how I see them in my canon anyway) #this is abt love and grief and REMEMBERING most of all. despite the horrors. <3 #also its obvious but pls feel free to add to this. ty. im always here for theater kid emet.

[wikitpowers]

i want to see kit going to everyday high school, making friends at lunchtime, talking a walk around the devon countryside with mina, training with jem and tessa, learning how to control his powers, finding his own style, exploring his sexuality, going to pride with his school friends and waving the bi flag around like a maniac, taking selfies and using tumblr to look at percy jackson fanart (he's definitely a tumblr user let's face it), i want him making cookies and sharing them with tessa while they have deep chats and do face masks, i need him training how to become a shadowhunter but also just going to the cinema with his friends and being a regular ass teenager, i want to see him just existing, growing and doing ordinary things

i just miss kit herondale like mad

#i miss kit BADLY can u tell? #i also HATE when people think kit is only interesting bc of his love story with ty #like YES i love kitty but they are not only a pair but INDIVIDUALS #and if we get one good thing out of their separation #it's their individuality #i'm so excited to see them in their everyday lives just doing ordinary teenage things #but ofc i WILL flip out when they reunite #(bc ofc i will) #just wish some people could see they are so much more than their love story #kit herondale #ty blackthorn #kit x ty #kitty #the dark artifices #the wicked powers #tda #twp #tsc

[ratskool]

I’m like Johnny Truant in the tags of every goddamn post I make or reblog on this site and I’m not apologizing. If you want me to apologize come over to my house and you can talk to the minotaur about it

#House of leaves #im literally going insane these days I should go back to journaling but I’m also afraid of how far off the deep end I’ll go #Literally I am losing it and I’m being serious #I’m so fucking tired of being lonely and being left out and not being able to make connections #Sometimes I feel as if im doing things without realizing and no one is telling me about it #Other times it feels like I must have something incredibly wrong with my face or body and no one will say anything #People make plans and don’t bother to ask me if I want to join and then when I find out there’s a group chat that all my friends are in #Except me and when I asked if I could join I was given a bunch of reasons that were frankly bullshit why I couldn’t join #Are they talking shit about me? I know everybody there it’s not like I am a stranger #Am I just a stranger in this world as I unllikeable? I try my best to be nice and charitable but what am I missing? #Do I black out and say things and do things? Am I more mentally ill than I know? #The only reason (or one of the very few) why I stay alive is because of my horses because I know they would miss me and I already feel bad #Not seeing them everyday #I’m tired of being the odd one out I’m tired of being entertaining when necessary #I don’t want my only friends to be horses because it further alienates me from the rest of society and I just want to be accepted I’m not #Looking to fit in I just want connection and friendship and I can barely seem to manage that #Maybe I’m just not worth it.

[vaxxildamn]

very happy Matt decided to clarify his stance on the genocide of the Palestinian people rn. Pretty unhappy with the way he worded it, who he centered in his video, and disappointed to see the responses to it on Twitter.

kinda scared to even post about it bc CR fans can get so defensive about their favorite white people that they can often leave little room for criticism or nuance. but man I have thoughts.

#lemme just say. if you have a public platform that has set a precedent for philanthropic work. messages of positivity and love. #and have called attention to various political and social conflicts *in stream*. & whose employees and cast members are vocal #on socials about political topics #then it is NOT unreasonable for fans to expect them to address one of the deadliest orchestrated conflicts in recent history #a literal genocide is happening. thanks in part to the US. #it is good that they donated as a company and as individuals. so good! #but to everyone saying that publicizing good deeds like donations is virtue signaling or demanding CR cast to show their support is #or that activism shouldnt be all about what you post bc then it becomes performative #are kinda missing the point. and theyre not listening to palestinians at all #a huge issue with this conflict & the way its being received in the western world - ESPECIALLY the US bc of its partnership w israel - #is the sheer amount of disgusting minsinformation and propaganda convincing ppl this genocide is either not that bad or that its necessary #everyday citizens CANNOT change foreign policy. we cant do anything! #so what have Palestinians been asking us to do?? SPREAD AWARENESS ON SOCIAL MEDIA. MAKE PEOPLE AWARE. UPLIFT PALESTINIAN VOICES. SHARE LINKS #SHOW PPL THE TRUTH. #and yes its hard! its difficult to watch what theyre going thru. but we HAVE to. #i didnt rlly like matts statement. he said he didnt have the spoons to engage in the discourse. which i get. god i get it. #but ive also seen many many creators/influencers who are also disabled or whose families are directly involved gather their spoons to help #and no one was asking CR to harm themselves in the name of helping palestine. we only wanted them to spread awareness #bc the comments on their tweet about finally donating were full of mostly white centrist takes not able to see any benefit to donating or #addressing the issue at all. which is EXACTLY why CR should addresss it. bc they can reach so many who dont understand #but theyd been radio silent for almost 5 months. i didnt like that he didnt really apologize. i didnt like that he centered himself #i didnt like his lowkey flippant language either. saying all that.. ridiculousness in regards to a genocide not well worded. #but i dont feel right holding that against him. should he have thought it through better? sure but i get it #& unfortunately his parting message left a bad taste in my mouth - one of positivity & self care & hugging each other #nice important words but it didnt feel like he was talking about ppl who are affected by this conflict. but rather ppl who are watching #it just felt like a very white thing to say in response to this. we are not burdened and easily victimized bc of it #we are responsible. and so we must center palestinians. #if i were him i wldnt have gone in detail about how hard the palestinian genocide is for me to watch. #but thats just me #*CORRECTION: radio silent for almost 4 months

[saeshiraw]

tired girl hours i’m just ranting bcos i don’t have enough time to cry

#tw rant #studying med is no joke. ik it was gonna be a commitment n that it wasnt gonna be easy n i thought i was prepared but im not #its my passion. i love what im studying and ive dedicated myself to this path but i just. its so hard n i just want to cry. everyday feels #so tiring. morning to night classes. when i get home i have to read 4 chapters MINIMUM n the books are so thick + exams almost everyday #i feel worse knowing there’s this 1 girl in my friend group that cant decide whether she likes me or not. one moment shes complimenting me #n asking where i get my outfits or my nails done or my earrings or whatever then praising me that i probably study the least out of everyone #yet still reach high student rankings but its not that im lazy im just so exhausted n its hard to have motivation... lowkey envy how my #friends study minimum 4 hours a day. we’re all tired n sleep deprived. even taking 30mins to eat makes me feel guilty. cant even watch 1 ep #of an anime bcos ill be thinking about the amount of work to do. and i have sm plans. i wanna be more active and have a healthier lifestyle #but i cant find it in me to wake up every 5am to go to the gym when i just wanna get as much sleep when im lucky to finish my studies today #i also dont see my bestest friends everyday anymore. some of us move to diff unis or some in diff majors. i just miss them so bad it hurts #and i miss the girl i used to be when i still had time and energy to indulge in my hobbies. i miss playing genshin and writing fics #just when i got back to writing and enjoyed it LOVED IT i had to go back to uni. i feel terribly lonely even when im always with people #im afraid ill completely lose grasp of the little things that make me happy bcos the weight of my responsibilities are heavier #im afraid ill be too focused on success again like i was when i was 17 and forget that its okay to relax too but idk #and i wanna meet more people make more friends have new experiences. i wanna feel alive again. and theres sm i wanna talk to or get to know #but im so afraid of people hurting me or disappointing me or people getting to know me only for the friendships to fail or we’ll dislike eac #h other. i wanna date and fall in love again and experience the romance my peers have. i wanna have someone to call my own person but the fe #ar of having someone only to lose them someday scares the hell outta me. im not ready for another heartbreak so i isolate myself and watch #people from afar. uni gives me sm freedom to do everything else and form my own identity but i dont wanna be Perceived. I wanna be heard and #seen n connect with people. but w my curreny state idt i can handle being vulnerable with others. it feels so lonely that the things i want #are out of my rrach but idt i can manage my time to meet new people and make new memories. i console myself by shopping a lot and going to #spas to relax yet i still find it hard to sleep. im afraid im wasting my time. im not as brave as i used to be. im not as efficient as i was #i get older and more tired and while i never questioned if studying med was the path i want i do question what will happen next #“is this all im ever going to be?” im good at what i do but day by day i lose sight of tje girl who knew how to laugh n smile. ik what makes #me happy but i rarely smile genuinely anymore. im so tired and want to sleep for a long time but i dont wanna fail. i dont wanna be NOT good #but it makes me cry when i know i can do many great things but i dont feel loved. people compliment me but dont approach me bcos they say im #intimidating or that im too quiet in class. i wish i could tell them i wanna join their parties too or i wanna meet their friends n hangout #but what if it doesnt work out? what if i wasted my time getting to know someone id eventually regret? what if im the disappointing one? #the days are getting shorter but it always feels like a long day. im ashamed to admit i want someone to hold me yet refuse to have anyone

[timeless-pdf]

leaving them was not a mistake, it was bound to happen anyways, and yet its been 2 years and sometimes i still miss them. and maybe without noticing, the moment i left was the moment i started growing up way too much...i do miss them i do, especially when i still use my game nickname we decided on together up until now when online, when i still see one of them at school and now we're awkward, when i want to play a game with someone and find out i dont really have the guts to ask anyone else and i rarely get asked cause all my gaming buddies have dispersed. because no matter how much i sucked they still asked if i wanted to play and even if it was slightly annoying to always make up excuses when i was just tired and lazy now i do kind of miss it i really do...a part of me will always miss them when i see a gaming group or a mc smp now

#im 17 idk anything* #idk im just in my depressed irritated reminiscing era ig... #i was the one that left but sometimes i do wish i hadnt #me leaving was for a valid reason it was a straw that broke the camel's back #when they talked about one of my friends badly to my face #and i never liked their jokes much and i was stuck-up and boys always had some kind of inappropriate joke #and yet #i miss them #the fact that the one in the group i was closest to is the one i still see everyday and while we still greet each other we're awkward now #and its just kind of sad... #i wanted an out from that group while i was in it #and now we're all on our separate ways #and yet i do to travel back in time to when my biggest struggle was getting over my people pleasing so that i can actually refuse better

[transgenderdragons]

never coming home, never coming home!

extras^^^^^

#ray toro #the ghost of you #mcr #my chemical romance #i KNOW the main focus is gerard. but ray was the one HOLDING MIKEY while he DIED ok. im normal about it #it was HIS JOB to save mikey it was HIM who had to see the life leave his friend's eyes. whatever. whatverwhateverhwtaevr I DONT CARE #and now he has to deal with the weight of that. hundreds of people die in war everyday but none of them were his friends. #because that would never happen right? because when this was all over they were all gonna go out for drinks again. #they were going to laugh and cry and hold each other and be together. be whole. #and now. something's missing. someONE is missing. #and no matter what anyone says. no matter what anyone tells him. in his heart. he will always believe it was his fault... #ANYWAYS. WHO CARES NOT ME. #tried to give him a thousand yard stare sorta look thats why his eyes have so much highlight i wanted them to look very empty... #the proportions are alittle fucked bc this was originally just a sketch but i liked it enough to color it so. love wins? #the bg is an edited screenshot from the video btw #my art

[doomednarrative]

thoughts on the death island trailer 🎤

WHERE THE HELL DO I EVEN BEGIN??

- Okay I Have to say this first cause I'm very excited about it but MATT MERCER BACK AS LEONNNN HELL YEAH!!! Was so afraid they wouldnt ask him again cause I'm pretty sure hes union so it's nice hes back~

- JILL JILL JILL MY WIFE!! As much as I wished she'd yknow look her damn age I am so glad to see this is gonna give her room to address her trauma and give her some spotlight again, I missed her

- According to those website bios it seems like Claire and Leon have hopefully made up so I'm Really hoping we get to see that again, I miss them so much ;-;

- Rebecca is so good as always I am so excited to see her again altho she Also looks younger here, I have to wonder if they changed *everyones* models a bit to fit whatever engine they did ID in?? Kinda feels that way

- Agree with you that the "duck!" moment should be Claire and Leon BUT I am so excited for Leon and Jill moments, two legends fighting together <3

I literally just woke up so give me time to hyperanalyze the whole trailer later and I'll probably have more to say but like. Even with the reservations I have, I'm not a hard guy to please when it comes to an action movie, if it looks fun to watch I will have a good time with it even if I'm nitpicking things. I nitpick Vendetta and Damnation a bunch and I still love both of those at the end of the day so I'm sure this'll be the same way.

#im just so glad to see everyone i miss them everyday always #ask #answered #kief rambles about resident evil

[sillyseaanemone]

i wanna doodle qsmp characters like some designs and hcs particularly the eggs cuz i feel like i can have a lot of freedom w designing them !! once my finals are over i WILL be drawing designs for some of the eggs .. EVEN THO i wanna draw right now !!!!!! GAH college is ROUGH i tell you …..

#if i dont keep up on this promise feel free to shoot me (JOKE) #i continue to have thoughts abt the eggs and seeing everyones takes on them is soo inspiring!!! #how am i supposed to focus on projects and studying if silly qsmp eggs consume my everyday thinking #i miss character designing… wah…. wahhhh… #probably gonna do designs for chay tallulah empanada and juana cuz theyre my favesss but im open to suggestions :o #i also just wanna draw again mannn i’ve been on the college grind for months FREE ME WAAHHH

[silenthillbunni]

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#i hate my brain bc if i go 1 week without talking to someone i've already gone thru the 5 stages of grief #& im in the process of moving on #like im actually in morning every day i dont talk to them. i mourn whatever connection we had & im sad & miss them everyday #**mourning #fr my brain is like ok they're never gonna talk to u again!! that was the last conversation u ever had. say bye to them bc it's over forever #but if my brain goes thru the entire thing w/ interruption ie interaction from them #i will *feel* less (much less) for them. and i'll just be like oh hey a ghost from the past what's up :| #and im aware of how fkn irrational & dramatic this is like wtaf?? this is not healthy nor normal but ig that's just my brain :') #i need constant & intense & 24/7 or else my brain just shuts off. which again isnt normal #this is why im scared of moving out & not living w/ my mom. i fear i will grow detached from her just bc i dont see her everyday... #think this is part of why i isolate myself too lol #my sisters also havent talked to me in weeks and im like?? damn i actually kinda dont care abt u anymore lol

[fluffs-n-stuffs]

Pokémon Horizons Episode 26 spoilers under the cut!

OH SO WE WEREN'T BEING JUST DELUSIONAL,,,,,, THEY'RE DOING IT,,,,,,,,,,,, THEY'RE ACTUALLY DOING IT,,,, , ,

#fluff binges !!! #not a spoiler but can we talk about how they also switched Liko and Roy's parts and added new verses for the ending rap it was SO cute 🥺💖 #I'm also gonna miss the first opening since I got attached to it but OH MY GOD THE NEW ONE............ SO INSANE. ACTUAL PEAK. I KNEEL. #ok with my spoiler tags in place now I can AKJSDHAJSNDKASJKDFNSJDFSND #OH MY GOD THEY'RE ACTUALLY GOING TO DO IT THEY'RE ACTUALLY EXPLORING MY ANGSTY SON'S CHARACTER HOLY SHIT #AMETHIO BBY PLEASE I KNOW YOU'RE BROODING RN AND BEATING YOURSELF UP MENTALLY FOR THAT LOSS BUT DON'T PUSH YOUR LOVED ONES AWAYYYYYYYYYY #ZIRC AND ONIA ARE WORRIEDDDDDDDDD DO YOU SEE THEM WONDERING ABOUT YOU THEY EVEN TRIED TO TALK TO YOU BUT YOU WOULDNT BUDGEEEEEEEE 😭😭😭😭😭 #I need a moment where Amethio gets to be hugged by these two fr they're legit his guardians at this rate #Amethio also only seems to open up about his vulnerability to Ceruledge from the looks of it and something about that makes me So Insane #WHAT WAS HE TRYING TO SAY IN THIS SCENE ACTUALLY LIKE . IS HE APOLOGIZING? DOES HE BLAME HIMSELF FOR THE LOSS??? #IS HE AFRAID OF LOOKING WEAK TO HIS PARTNER MON OR IS HE DOUBTING THE TRUST HE HAS IN THEM................... #/head in HANDS #we're gonna get to see the explorers together again next episode and it seems like Spinel and Hamber reacted to something Amethio said #is he proposing that he go after Terapagos himself? that the others don't interfere because it's a Personal matter now from that loss? #they're not gonna like that if that's the case........ Hamber might insist on reinforcements or pull extra strings without Amethio knowing #everyday we get one step closer to Amethio redemption #(or alternatively corruption like can you imagine this all weighing on his mind and just twisting it in all the wrong directions) #(though now that I mention that it seems more like a possibility for Spinel --- I still think he's the most capable of betraying everyone) #(like he seems the most malicious at this rate and his capabilities can be quite terrifying- he may as well decide to-- #--erase the other explorers' memories and make them work for him if he was pushed hard enough . Like . Can You Imagine.......... /deranged) #I'm rambling at this rate ASKSDJHSDKFNSD but this series gives me so much serotonin and I'm so grateful to have started it 🥺🥺🥺💖💖💖 #pokemon horizons #anipoke #pokeani #amethio #explorer amethio #amethio pokemon #zirc pokemon #onia pokemon #ceruledge

[arcanespillo]

i am so sad :p i feel like the world is crumbling under my feet and god is just pointing at me and laughing ꒰(･‿･)꒱ <3

[asexualjedi]

My friend posted about how he regrets every day not going to the burial of our friend who died by suicide and. It. I also didn’t go and. Made me feel like if I was wrong to do so. Idk I just. I was falling apart and didn’t want to fall apart in front of his family as they were going through so much and I did not know his family well at all and I wonder if that truly was the best move or if I was just centering myself. Idk.

#he was taking about how he thinks that’s why he’s grown apart from some of our friend group and I wonder now if that’s the same for me #idk I just. I miss him so much sorry #I just what a day to not be able to take my antidepressants bc wood #*woof #and I just. i just. after he died for about a year or two #for like 2 solid years I would see him in my dreams and he would be alive and I knew I knew he wasn’t actually alive but it was like in my #dreams I had a chance to talk to him again and try to stop him and figure out if I could help and tell him that I loved him #idk #I just. since I started law school and it’s been about 3 years now #but since I started school I. don’t have those dreams every night anymore and I’ve gotten to the point I haven’t had them in about like 6 or #more months and idk #I feel weird or bad #bc. I miss him so much and I used to at least be able to see him when I went to sleep #and I just I’m afraid I’m gonna forget what he sounds like soon #I think about him almost everyday I just #I hope he’s in a better place and knows we love him I hope he’s not in as much pain and I wish I could give him a huge again #I still #make my usernames Kate bishop references bc he always called me Ms bishop as a joke and I miss him so much #sorry sorry #personal #don’t reblog

[todayisafridaynight]

OKAY THE JO ASK I MENTIONED

I'm working on next week's video and it's just like 8 Characters Appearing In Y8 or whatever, and there's a lot I've scrapped to keep it manageable, but obviously I re-listened to the teaser trailer and it got me thinking about Y8 Jo... as usual...

RGG's connection with reality is tenuous at best, but in the case of prison life especially, it's pretty obvious it's Mostly modeled off of movies and other media. Which is fine, RGG is more often than not actively "going for RGG-ism rather than realism" (per staff interview), but it does mean I'll be BSing my way through most of this ask <3

So unlike America, in Japan, inmates can't just make a list of people who can visit them (I would cry if that were the case). Only family, people connected to the case/law enforcement/civil servants, and people who need to consult them about personal matters with legal consequences (e.g. marriage, childcare, employment) can get in.

Friends and associates aren't generally barred from visitation, but Basically It's A Pain In The Ass that requires consistent correspondence to prove they know each other. On top of wardens summarily rejecting visitation requests they don't think will be Productive for the inmate, there's an additional challenge for someone like Ichi as people with criminal records are deemed Bad Influences and so face higher rates of rejection and letter confiscation.

Now. ABSOLUTELY none of this Actually Matters because we've seen Yasuko (who absolutely should have a right to visitation) get rejected and people who probably shouldn't have a right be able to get in. Most wardens don't actually do their jobs (either because they're corrupt or because they're My Man Kosaka From Y5). Because of that corruption, even if a big deal is made of it (50/50 on that), it shouldn't be too hard for someone like Ichi to arrange a visit. It's just down to whatever Yokoyama and co. think is the best for the story.

HOWEVER. It did get me thinking. Because even before I noticed it was Jo's voice, I noticed he definitely didn't sound surprised to see Ichi. He doesn't miss a beat greeting him. And "been a long time, Ichi" has some nuance to it for being such a simple phrase; if you're saying it, and you're Jo, you're not only not surprised to see Ichi, but also the one who's starting the conversation proper and in control of the conversation, whether Ichi knows it or not. At least that's how it's been used so far and how it's generally used in media.

So it's like, What's The Circumstance Here where Ichi is not only able to meet him but Jo also isn't surprised... are you playing it cool... are you gonna be cunty... have you been writing/calling so you know to expect it... do you have other reasons to expect it... If I May Dream A Moment are you meeting outside of prison, so Ichi's the one who's caught by surprise...

This literally isn't even Anything for how long this ask is lol sorry I'm just. Yeah. I am once again Thinking

nothin like a lil thinkin while we wait for more lad8 news yk..... im an encourager of it hell yeah.......

#snap chats #speaking of Videos From Yourself am i heinous to ask what happened to that one tsutsumi vid - unless i just. missed it ☠️ #tumblr loves hidin posts from me.. unless THAT video is THIS one but either way im interested to see this vid youre talkin bout #anyway i need to get away from my tablet the temptation to light my stylus on fire is immense i feel soooooo Detached rn #but my pyromania aside yaryar ive considered the circumstances surroundin jo and ichis Supposed reunion as implied by the trailer #so funny i was just talkin bout that bit with star lmao but anyhow #ill be utterly gobsmacked shocked in the dick if jo is out of jail in 8 but rggs done more Baffling things #jos timbre when greeting ichi could due to apathy or de to familiarity- arguably the same thing but i know them to be different in my soul #i dont think its an apathetic Hello tho so def seems like hes expectin jo for one reason or another #or. hes the one visiting ichi. in the My Dick's Been Shocked timeline where jo gets out #all that can be done at this point is to wonder-- ouuugh can next year get here already #i feel like ive been saying that everyday lmao but i truly must have this game in front of my eyeballs i just wanna knOW #too many questions too many wonders i wanna see them now before the compulsion to light myself on fire with this candle wins #much to think bout.. #on that note im gonna get away from my tablet so i dont catch THAT on fire and im just gonna stare at this candle until uhh idk when i slee #forgive my lackluster response. ive been very lackluster as of late i fear (´▽｀;;) #i keep saying 'forgive me' yet i continue to be lame im horrible (¯x¯;;;;)

[woahajimes]

its kinda like

#i still sorta want him but i think i want him to want me more #anyways. i love being a cashier #my life is going downhill but its ok bc nothing really matters #all my classmates think im stupid but im not gonna see them after hs #i wanna go live in da city #my braces new color (hot pink) make it look like my mouth is bleeding since i wear pink lip shades all the time #back to the cashier part! i get discounts at certain restaurants and i meet new people everyday #its helped a lot with stranger anxiety but like in the social interaction way #i love helping others gawddamn #its automatic that i say ''have a great day'' #i feel like thats such a nice thing #whenever customers tell me to take care im just like wow. maybe i will #whenever i feel stumped i remember this lady that spoke spanish and i helped her get groceries in her car and she gave me a bracelet and #told me to take care of it and i dont wear it but god god god #i #nothing makes sense #there's something im MISSING HERE #i can't open my eyes very well today bc i cried all last night (we booked tickets to visit home for the summer) (it's been 5 years!) #my grades are dropping but god it doesn't fucking matter #god

[kylie9]

i feel like more people need to realize we are all share the same sky and none of us are truly ever alone

#sorry im just htinking about how happy i am how better i am how i take showers now and have friends how I'm nice to my dad and I'm able to #hug him but still talk to my mother i have food and water and blankets i have friends and i am loved changes are scary and I'm still scared #but i remember how happy i am how younger me or even me from a week or month ago or years ago would be proud and still root for me to live #one day ill have a house of my own a life of my own memories to share and love but new ones to experience and in all of them i was never #alone i always had someone to love me and live for i always had a purpose I've had one since i was born which was to be my sisters friend a #and be someone to lean on and i still uphold that i try to support everyone i can since i know how hard it is to not be at the worst times #i hug and tell everyone i love them 24/7 i tell everyone they are amazing since i never know when ill look back on this all and regret not #saying it everytime i hug my dad and he says calm down kylie i always say you'll miss this in 10 years as a joke but i think about it so mu #so much i dont know if ill know any of you in 10 years but I'm happy to be talking to you now I'm happy to know that there's people out the #there who are kind and have fun thoughts who makea fun silly art and chat with me and care about me and try to help me and ill never see yo #why do i have a voice in my head and think about t you all the time when i don't even know you? its crazy but i love it so much you all ha #have watched me grow and change watch me get older and my hair grow longer watch me be happy and i think about that how i might be in your #brain or memories at one point how i have a impact just like how everyone has an impact on me what I'm saying is that no one is ever truly #alone everyone is filled with love and memories to share everyone has a different view on the world and no one truly has the same and i thi #think thats just so special and i get to see it! i get to talk to people everyday and listen and learn and its so special