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abysel · 1 year
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a little rundown of my d&d ocs under the readmore!
alaric tanmer. (elf.) a roguish swashbuckler, duelist famous for his charm and cocksure attitude. on an almost eternal chase for new a new rush. played by: matt smith.
arno krauser. (human.) leader and usurper of the largest shadow syndicate of the continent. hides their tragic past behind smiles, and a mask. played by: maxim baldry.
cagliostro. (hobgoblin.) a wizard who thinks very highly of himself, usually seen coasting courts around the continent and delivering unwanted advice. played by: n/a.
charles “chuckles” stang. (goblin.) what happens when a goblin turns out to be interested in humans, and decides to adopt their lifestyle? well, he gets kicked out of course. but becomes one hell of a druid! played by: n/a.
croaker. (kenku.) a mythical figure in gaea, the croaker is known as the all-speaking kenku. they bring wares, and will tell the future to those they meet. played by: n/a.
erron ashwood. (human.) paladins are known for their heart, and loyalty to a cause. erron couldn't keep standing for the lies of a king he did not love. played by: david oakes.
gaius, the songblade. (halfling.) the bard, the glory-stealer. few don't recognize his ballads when they hear them, and those who do, wonder if they've heard them before. a hero? maybe not. played by: ralph fiennes.
goodfellow. (warforged.) discarded and forgotten, he was never given a name. his creator called him "good for nothing", he heard "goodfellow." played by: n/a.
issac aedne. (human.) zealots forsake their lives for their king. and who once was a farm boy, became a machine of terror for his king and god. played by: ewan mitchell.
mordred farron. (human.) the inquisitor's abandoned one and only successor, called up to his duty mere months after tragedy struck his life. played by: tom glynn-carney.
orion thales. (human.) leader of his band of wandering mercenaries, orion's life is full of nothing but revelry and brawls. dubbed "the storm lord's fist." played by: mark rowley.
sosara malanie. (half-elf.) the top student and researcher of the magic arts in the realm, or so people would call her, if she ever got out of her chambers. played by: cate blanchett.
steel-spines. (dragonborn.) his husband was his peace- without it, he's nothing more than the monster they made him out to be. and he will make them pay. played by: n/a.
viggo. (half-orc.) a legendary warrior, a mercenary who has slain over 100 men in a single battle. he's seemingly disappeared from the public eye, and retreated somewhere. played by: amar chadha-patel.
voxander “vox” orlesi. (changeling.) sometimes, wearing other faces... makes you forget your very own. who is he, really? nobody knows. not even himself. played by: donald glover. [main fc.]
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supernaturalgirl20 · 2 years
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Home is where the Heart is
Pairings: Frankie Morales x f!reader
Warnings: Fluff, public shows of affection, mentions of pregnancy., little bit of anger, mention of death and prison, mention of drugs.
A/N: req by @browneyes-issac from the prompts. “Let’s go home. I am home.” I just changed this around a little. Hope you enjoy ☺️ also I will be using my old Taglist until Sunday and then it will be the new one 😊 sign up here
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The sound of meat sizzling on the barbecue and laughter from the kitchen fills your senses as you sit on the decking - eyes closed, relishing the cool evening breeze. It was another typical Friday night at Benny’s - something that had become a regular thing since Columbia - barbecue, drinks and good company.
You’ve never felt happier than in this moment right here. A smile spreads across your face as arms come to wrap around you from behind, pulling you into a warm embrace. “Everything ok, mi amor?”
Turning in his arms, you reach up and place your lips on his in a gentle kiss. “Never been better, amor.” Frankie looks at you with so much love, it has you wondering how you got so lucky. He leans in to kiss you, his hands moving to grab at your ass when a voice from the patio door draws your attention. “Jesus Fish, we didn’t come for dinner and a show.”
“Shut up Benny. You're just jealous you’re the only one without a woman.” Frankie laughs at the antics between you and his friend as he pulls away - only enough to grab your hand and lead you to the fire pit.
“I think they're cute,” Emily, Will’s girlfriend says as she looks at you both. “They’re so in love even after all this time.”
“They’ve only been together for five years babe, it’s not been that long,” Will says as he emerges with a tray of food.
“Took them long enough to figure their shit out and get together. I’ve always told him, even when he was with Maria, that you were the one for him. He was just an idiot.” Santi comes up behind Frankie and slaps him on the back of the head.
“Cállate!” Frankie says as he rubs the back of his head. With everyone gathered around the fire, you all dig in.
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Later that evening as you all sit around the fire - listening to the guys reminisce about their time in the army- a wave of nausea hits. Trying not to raise any alarms, you stand and make your way casually into the house - where you then rush towards the bathroom. With the contents of your stomach now in the toilet, you wash your mouth out with some of Santi’s mouthwash and fix up your hair a little.
Making your way back outside, you meet the worried gaze of your boyfriend. You smile brightly at him hoping to reassure him that you were ok. As you make your way to your seat, Frankie wraps his arms around you - pulling you into his lap.
“Everything ok, mi amor?” Snuggling into his warmth you simply nod your head before he leans in and kisses you softly - his hand unconsciously rubbing your stomach. The two of you are so lost in each other - wrapped up in your love bubble - that you fail to notice everyone else has gone quiet.
“Christ Fish, I think you need to go home.”
“I’m already home,” he says, his gaze fixed on you. A smile spreads over your face and you can feel the tears forming in your eyes as you reach out to cup his cheek. Bringing his face close to yours, you kiss him passionately.
“Awww.” Emily coos from beside Will.
“Christ, you two need to get a room,” Benny shouts as he throws a soft cushion at you both. It bounces off you and lands on the ground with a soft thud.
“The fuck Benny! Don’t throw shit at my girl again.” Frankie shouts finger pointed at Benny. “Frankie it’s fine, it was only a soft cushion.”
“What if next time it’s not a cushion? I don’t want anything to hurt you or the baby.” You can feel him stiffen under you at the realisation of what he’s just said.
“Baby? What baby?” Benny says as he sits up from his chair.
“You’re pregnant? Aahh this is amazing.” Emily squeals.
“What the fuck is going on?” Santi shouts, a look of confusion on his face.
Grabbing Frankie’s hand, you bring it towards your stomach - gaze focused on him. His brown eyes are full of love and adoration. “We’re having a baby. Sophia is gonna be a big sister.” Frankie kisses you again and then the guys are all standing as they come to embrace you both. Giving you congratulations on the great news. Santi whispers into Frankie's ear as they embrace.
“Looks like you're gonna need that ring now, Hermano. I’m happy for you man.”
“Gracias. Iba a pedirlo antes de que nos fuéramos.” I was gonna ask for it before we left. Frankie grabs you by the waist pulling you close before leaning down and capturing your lips in a searing kiss. He can’t keep his hands off you. “Puke!” Will nudges Benny in the side and he scowls. “What was that for? I was only joking, you guys know I love you both.”
“We know.”
Frankie turns to Santi, “I think we’ll head out. Thanks for having us tonight.”
“Hey, anytime and congrats again guys. I’m so happy for you both.” After saying your goodbyes you head out to Frankie’s truck where he helps you in. “You know I’m only a couple of weeks along, right? I don’t need too much help yet.” You say with a teasing smile.
“I know baby, but you’re gonna be doing all the hard work - it’s the least I could.”
“What did I do to deserve you, Frankie?”
“I think I should be asking that. I don’t know where I’d be without you, probably in prison or dead. You saved me and I owe you my life.”
“I’d do it all again because it gave me my family. Our small family of four.” Frankie’s heart swells hearing you include his daughter in your family. A huge smile spreads across his face as he drives you home, his hand resting on your thigh. His mom had always told him that home isn’t a place, it’s a feeling and you were his.
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jackie5656 · 3 years
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Truth or Dare
With; Stiles Stilinski
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IMPORTANT A/N:I’m officially down bad folks.  But I wanted to say there’s a song I need you to play during a specific part of this story. It really only lasts a minute, and you’ll know when to play it. ALSO do not skip over this fic just because the song is by 1D I promise it’s fitting and not fangirl cringe. But this is tumblr an app practically made for that...@ me. Anyways I appreciate all the recent love on my work, and I hope you enjoy!
Warnings: Teen drinking
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“Y/n”
“Mmm.”
“Do you have a crush on anyone?” Of course Isaac, shit-eating smirk and all would be stirring the pot. Knowing damn well you’ve made eyes at Stiles for as long as he’d known you. You stare him down with a knowing smile, taking a slow sip of your drink before answering.
“Yeah”
Stiles raises his brows in surprise at your nonchalant response. If you did have a crush, wouldn’t you have told him? All he did was rant about Lydia to you. Though, he hadn’t talked about her in a while. Seeing as his feelings for her had seemingly fizzled away earlier this year. It was odd, one day he was madly in love with the girl and the next he wasn’t. Either way, he’s surprised at the twinge of anger he feels at your words. Jealousy
The realization scares him, what was he jealous for?
“Interesting y/n/n, who’s grabbed your attention?” Isaac presses, the two of you not breaking contact as you take another challenging gulp of your drinks. A couple of the pack members exchange worried glances. The two of you always have a habit of teasingly pushing each other’s buttons, but issac seems to be pressing a little too much. As if he knows something the others don’t.
The twinging heat in Stile’s stomach ignited, burining much brighter than before as his eyes dart between the two of you. What the hell was this? When had you and Isaac become so close? Close enough to confess each other’s crushes. He grips the solo cup in hand harder, having ignored the bubbling beverage until now.
“You’re only allowed one question Isaac. And you just used it.” You counter matter of factly, leaning back into your chair simultaneously with the blonde. The others watch your interaction intently, all having noticed the tension grow.
“I’m gonna go grab a drink.” Stiles announces suddenly, weaving between the various patio chairs as the attention turns to him.
“Aren’t you driving?” Scott interjects worriedly, not letting the change in his friends demeanor go unnoticed. Stiles pauses, turning on his heel and facing the group of you with a mischievous, somewhat forced smile .
“We can sleep here. Right Lydia? Your mom said you had the cabin for the weekend?”
“Uh, yeah. I only had a few of the guest rooms prepared. But there’s definitely enough room for everyone.” She replies, tone hesitant due to the shift energy.
“Everyone down to stay the night?” Stiles inquires, practically challenging the group to say no.
“Fun!” Lydia interjects before any of you can protest “I’ll set up the rest of the rooms. It’ll be like one big sleepover! Allison, help me grab some pillows and blankets from the basement?” She pulls the raven-haired teen along before she can answer. Shooting you a ‘what the hell just happened’ look before tugging Allison past Stiles and into the house. Leaving you, Scott, Isaac, and Stiles to deal with the lingering tension.
“Back in a sec.” stiles raises his cup in a sort of salute before making his way through the sliding glass door and towards the kitchen.
“Is someone gonna tell me what I’m missing here?” Scott inquires confusedly, looking just as astonished as the girls at how odd the three of you were acting. Scott was your other best friend, and of course knew you’d been crushing on Stiles for ages. But nothing had stemmed from it until now.
“Looks like everyone knows y/n’s crushing except the one she’s crushing on.” Issac offers with a smirk. Laughing when you get out of your seat to playfully shove his head to the side.
“You’re such an ass. I’m going to check on him.” You head towards the kitchen with what little pride you have left, shooting up your middle finger behind your back when you hear the two boys having a laughing fit at something Scott mumbles.
Usually, you’re the one drinking when the lot of you hang out. Lydia and Allison sip on something most times, but of course Isaac and Scott can only do it for taste. Even then, Isaac only takes shots with you to see who won’t make a face at the bitter beverage (bastard always wins). That’s why it’s such a surprise when you walk in the kitchen to see Stiles adding a significant amount of liquor to a fresh cup of soda, eyes boring into the liquid as if it’s just insulted him. Your eyes subtly trace over the way he clenches his jaw, pushing away the butterflies you feel when you observe his veiny hands gripping the cup. Jesus you need to touch some grass
“Easy there. Trying to out-drink me Stilinski?” You push your cup towards him gingerly, putting up your hand to signal him when to stop pouring.
“Something like that.” Stiles mumbles with a tight lipped smile, taking a gulp from the cup and making an insanely dramatic grimace. Shivering and shaking his head violently at the shock of the taste.
“You’re usually not one to drink.” You let it come out as more of a question than a statement, laughing amusedly at his spurratic reactions.
“Yeah, well...” Is all he replies, shrugging before taking another sip. This time only blinking hard to withstand the flavor. Your head cocks to the side in curiosity, holding your tongue before trying to ask what’s up with him. His eyes narrow at your actions, the fiery feeling before burning once more as he takes in your cute expression. Damn you, it’s like you’re trying to get him riled up. Maybe it’s the alcohol, but whatever feelings the brunettes been harboring are starting to bubble over. He figures he’s always had eyes for you, but it wasn’t exactly a convenient time to come to the realization he’d fallen for you. It’d been a long time coming admittedly, but it’s not like he could act on it. Well, maybe he could. He shakes away the lustful thoughts when you lean against the counter beside him. Wearing one of your more revealing tops tonight. He swears you’re doing this shit on purpose.
“Ready to go back out?” You suggest with raised brows, hoping the liquor will brighten his mood. He nods, following you back through the living room and towards the back patio. Surveying the newly placed pillows and blankets beside the couch as he steps out towards the fire pit.
“You’re back, finally! Stiles, it’s your turn to ask someone.” Lydia claps her hands to get your attention. You and Stiles sitting next to each other on one of the couches amongst the undoubtably expensive outdoor furniture.
“Alright. Isaac, truth or dare?” Stiles challenges the blonde from across the fire pit. Isaac smirks, adjusting himself on the couch opposite you.
“You guys know me, I’m mostly an open book. But with they way you’re staring me down, I’ll go with truth and skip out on whatever dare you’re fantasizing about in that big brain of yours.”
Stiles scoffs with a forced smile, just slightly moving closer to you when he sees you and Isaac make what contact.
“Do you have a crush on anyone?”
“Can we do repeat questions?”
“Don’t bullshit me Lahey, answer me.” Stiles isn’t necessarily rude, but doesn’t show any signs of breaking his serious expression when Isaac raises his brows with an amused laugh. He looks over at you, before letting his eyes fall on Allison. You don’t let their intense eye contact go unnoticed, despite it only being for a split second.
“Yeah, I do.” He mutters simply, sitting back in his seat with an uncaring smile. You can tell he is in fact shitting himself internally, being one of the few people able to see through his cocky facade.
Without a juicy enough answer, Lydia begins to give a dare. “Alright Scott, truth or-”
“Can I go again?” Issac interjects, your stomach dropping when you can practically see the gears turning in that mischievous mind of his.
“Well, it’s Scott’s turn to be asked.”
“No worries, the question is for him.”
“Well, alright.” Lydia looks between you and Allison with another ‘what the hell’ expression. Neither of you can think of an answer.
“Okay Scott. Truth or dare?”
“Uh, dare. I guess.” The tanned boy replies, not as amused when the attention turns to him.
“Kiss y/n.” Stiles chokes on his drink before the rest can even react, wiping his mouth with the sleeve of his flannel sheepishly when the rest of you have your eyes on him. Scott gets up from his chair reluctantly, moving towards the couch where you’re sitting and offering you a hand up. You take it with a nervous chuckle, smile brightening when the taller boy grabs the sides of you head a plants a quick peck to your forehead. Each of you giving a respectful bow and courtesy as the group claps.
“What was that?” Isaac teases, amused expression adorning his features at the cute interaction.
“You weren’t specific about it, you just said to kiss her.” Scott explains with a prideful smile, happy to have found a loophole in his dare. He’s always been like a big brother to you, even though you never let him forget you’re a month older.
“I thought it was sweet.” Allison muses, having found the interaction between her ex boyfriend and you simply cute. Of course her and Lydia never fail to point out the way you longingly stare at your sarcastic best friend just about every minute of every day.
“Thank you, thank you. We try our best.” You give another curtsy before sitting back down, tucking your legs under yourself and letting the tops of your knees lean against Stiles’ thigh. His tense shoulders seem to ease at the contact, despite wanting to shoot out across the fire pit and pumble Isaac.
“Okay Allison, truth or dare?” Lydia turns her attention to the brunnette beside her, eager to continue the game. 
“Dare.”
“Chug your drink.”
Allison groans, pursing her lips in a small pout and raising her drink to you in suggestion. Seeing as you often participate in chugging contests at Lydia’s infamous parties, you’re not one to step down from the offer. 
“Fine, I’ll be your moral support. Stiles, you wanna join?” You’re happy he’s finally trying to let loose, and you’re honestly eager to see a drunk Stiles. He leans over you to see how much liquid is in your cup and Allison’s, nodding when he observes that they all have just about the same amount. 
“Why not, don’t expect to win though.” You scoff at his cocky remark, scrambling up from your sitting position and moving over to the speaker playing some pop song quietly. 
“I need some motivation, not that this’ll be much of a challenge.” You counter playfully, confidence brightening when your three friends that aren’t participating start placing bills down to bet. With the increase of volume, you can feel the base of the music vibrate beneath your feet as you sit back down beside Stiles. 
“Ready? 3, 2 ,1 go!” You’re a bit surprised at Scott’s enthusiasm, but figure he’s just as eager as the others to win his money. Immediately, you Stiles and Allison start gulping down the bitter liquid. You open your eyes for a split second, observing how far your opponents have gotten. Stiles shoots his arm out towards you, playfully trying to knock the cup out of your hand whilst chugging. You do the same, hitting his arm away and tilting your head even farther back to finish. You’re done only a split second before the other two, who finish at the same time, grimacing not only from defeat but by the foreign bitter taste. You raise your empty cup as playful whoops erupt from the spectators. 
“That’s my girl.” Isaac cheers idly, bumping the sides of his fist with your own as he happily collects his earnings. 
“Don’t I get a percentage? I did all the work!”
“y/l/n, they don’t pay the race horses. All the money goes to the lucky better.”
“I should have put my money on you.” Scott groans, laughing when Stiles playfully shoves him.
“I was close, she cheated!” Stiles excitedly argues, and you’re glad his mood has improved since before. 
“Like hell we were, she killed us. And I for one will not be participating. I’m definitely placing a bet though.” Allison retorts, reaching into her wallet for cash. 
“Do you really want to be embarrassed again Stiles? I’m not going easy on you.” 
“Bring it on y/n/n.”
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“Okay, we’re officially turning in. Will you guys be okay?” Lydia yawns as she finishes, Scott and Allison getting up as well.
“What? The party was just getting st-started!” Stiles hiccups with raised arms. 
“Sti, it’s 2 in the morning. We all need to get some rest for the drive tomorrow.” Scott explains, ruffling his drunken best friends hair and chuckling when he slowly swats his hands away.
“Whatever dad. You’ll stay up with me?” Stiles turns to you with a hopeful expression, eyebrows furrowing when Scott distracts you with a kiss to the top of your head.
“You’re okay to get him to bed?” He asks whilst ignoring Stiles’ offended expression at the notion, turning to head inside when you nod. 
“I would stay, but then I’d be a third wheel so...Night!” Isaac chimes with a charming grin, dodging your attempt at hitting him and planting a quick kiss to your temple before rushing inside.You and Stiles mumble reluctant replies when the rest of the pack shouts their good-nights, their absence bumming you out.
“Lame.” You simultaneously deadpan, giggling into your cups at the jinx. The fire’s only embers by now, a chill running down your spine at the sudden,cool summer night air. 
“Mmm.” Stiles hums through the his cup, attempting to shrug off his flannel whilst holding the plastic between his teeth. “Take this, it’s cold.” You shake your head quickly, dizzying at the movement. 
“I’m fine, if I took it you’d be cold.” You giggle when he rolls his eyes, cup in his mouth slashing a little bit of liquid down his chin when he continues to try and maneuver out of the fabric. “You’re such a lightweight.”
“Am n-not!” He hiccups between words, mumbling due to the plastic still clenched between his teeth. You laugh again, shuffling across the couch to help him out of the shirt. You know he’ll only persist if you refuse again, deciding to give in to his stubborn behavior instead of arguing. You get his arm that’s closest the you out of the first sleeve, reaching across his lap to help remove the other. 
Stiles is instantly overwhelmed with the scent of that sweet perfume you’re always wearing. The heat emanating from your body disorienting him for  moment before he remembers the cup still in his mouth. You finally get his other arm free, sitting back on your legs only to meet his droopy brown eyes. He looks a little stunned, and you realize the alcohol’s made you a bit more bold than usual. His face is only inches away, close enough for you to smell the alcohol on his tongue. Slowly, he removes the cup from his mouth, eyes never leaving yours. You take a sharp intake of breath, the air between ou tingling with some sort of buzz as your eyes avert down to his now visible lips. His eyes go down too, and you’re reminded of the wrap shirt Lydia had forced you to borrow, exposing a bit more chest than you’re used to. He clears his throat shuffling mere centimetres closer to you as his hands move towards your neck. This is it, he’s finally going to-
“You’re necklace, it’s messed up.” His voice cracks as he speaks, and you try not to completely deflate when he clears his throat gain as he clumsily drags the chain so the charm is back against the soft skin between your collarbones. 
“Oh, thanks.” You internally cringe at how disappointed you sound, shrugging on the warm fabric of his flannel and leaning back against the couch.
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You’re sitting on the counter and watching amusedly as Stiles clumsily searches the cabinets for something to eat.
“These people eat like hamsters, where’s the junk food?” He whines, exasperated from his mere 30 second search. 
“Sti?”
“Hmm?”
“Truth or drink.” He let’s out another whine at your words, giving up on his search and leaning against the counter across you expectantly. Admittedly, he’s pretty tipsy and nearing drunk, not to mention pretty pissed that he chickened out earlier. He feigns annoyance when you nibble on your thumb to think of a question, heart melting when he observes how your feet kick in the air as the dangle off the counter top. 
“Kiss marry kill. Isaac, Derek, and Scott.” He groans at your words, lips upturning to a smirk when you giggle into your cup.
“Can’t I just marry Scott, then kill Isaac and Derek?” He tries to argue but you immediately shake your head, expectant of a complete answer. “Fine. Kiss Derek, marry Scott, and kill Isaac.”
“Why Isaac?” 
“Because he’s an ass, and he wears scarves in the summer. My turn.” You roll your eyes at his words, awaiting his question. 
“Do you have a crush on Isaac?” Your eyebrows furrow in shock, shaking your head and laughing loudly at the notion. Sure, Isaac was  hot, but you’d never had that sort of feelings for each other. He was more like a brother if anything, just like Scott. Stiles seems surprised at your answer, persisting the moment you quiet down. “Then who was he talking about before?” 
“It’s actually my turn, no double questions. What were you so mad about before?” If he wanted to get personal, you might as well match the energy. He rolls his shoulders at the question, bringing the cup to his lips to hide his smile when you throw your hands up in defeat.
“Coward.” you grimace playfully, pouting when he only shrugs at your insult. 
He jumps, startled when you gasp suddenly and reach over the counter. Turning up the volume on the stereo from before you’d brought inside. ‘Wolves’ by one direction, plays much louder now that you’ve turned the notch on the device.
“Oh my god, why?” Stiles dramatically looks up to the ceiling when you hop off the counter in excitement. Of course, he recalls the first time he’d heard the song. You’d forced him and Scott to listen to it in the jeep one night, saying it was just too ironic to not make it ‘your song.’ And whether him or Scott want to admit it or not, they’d belted out the lyrics with you a few times before. 
You’re grabbing his hands before he can protest farther, rolling up the baggy sleeves of his flannel for the umpteenth time that evening as you begin to move to the opening notes, pulling him along with you. You thank the alcohol for your surge of confidence and the easy sway of your hips, grateful for the liquid courage.
“You totally love this song!” You shout over the music, too drunk to care if the others are awoken by your antics.
“Totally don’t!” Stiles retorts just as loud, laughing when you raise his arm so you can spin under it. Beginning to bob his head and mumbling the lyrics you’re currently shouting. 
In the middle of the night when the wolves come out, headed straight for your heart like a bullet in the dark. 
One by one, I gotta take them down, 
We can run and hide, ain’t going down without a fight
You both howl obnoxiously with the music, jumping and spinning as it booms through the speakers. The alcohols hitting now, effectively loosening his muscles and making the both of you laugh obnoxiously at how stupid you probably look. Despite the silliness of it all, it’s the most at ease Stiles has felt in a while. There’s a certain energy you bring, a type of way you make him feel that’s always drawn you so close.You stumble over to the stereo when the third verse comes on, grin not leaving your lips when you feel his reluctance to let go of your hand. You turn the music down, not familiar enough with the remaining verses to be able to sing it. Besides, you were lucky enough Lydia hadn’t come down there, slippers and all, to scold you both to bed. 
“That’s it? There’s more to the song!” 
“I thought you didn’t like it?” You pant out, both out breath as you move beside him to lean against the counter once more. 
“I-I don’t, just like dancing with you.” He blurts out, too intoxicated to care to filter his words. You study the spacey look in his eyes, cheeks flushed from the alcohol and exhilaration. It’s funny, a few months ago this would’ve just been any other sleepover with your best friend. But it’s different now, you can only assume he too has noticed the shift in energy between you. The electricity
“Sti?”
“Hmm?”
“Truth or dare.”
“Wh-what?” He turns to face you, brows furrowing at your hopeful eyes.
“Truth or dare.”
“We’re still doing this?”
“Just say dare!” You persist, hitting his chest in annoyance. The alcohol’s coursing through your veins, giving you too much confidence for your own good.
“Fine, dare.” He’s confused at your change in behavior, not recognizing the mischievous expression on your face.
“Kiss me.”
And that’s when Stiles Stilinski, Romeo himself, pukes into the kitchen sink.
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“I am not th-that drunk.” He stops mid sentences, clutching his chest and pausing to suppress a particularly violent hiccup. 
“Sure Sti, tell that to the vomit on your shirt.” You huff out, half listening to the belligerent boy towering over you as you guide him towards the bathroom. He’s gotten significantly drunker while you were cleaning the sink, all the alcohol finally catching up to his inexperienced self. And sure, the slurred words and tousled hair was cute at first, but now he was a much too heavy toddler you were practically dragging to the bathroom. 
“I wan’ sleep.” You fumble out a laugh at his childish demeanor, shuffling into the guest bathroom and flipping on the switch to illuminate the area, much to the drunk boy’s distaste as his droopy eyes adjust to the light. Admittedly, your’re also significantly intoxicated, thought process definitely a little slower than usual. Luckily, you’ve had enough experience to know when to cut yourself off. 
“You can sleep after I get you to stop reeking of vomit, now arms up.” You order sternly, heart melting when his lips puff into a small pout at your words. He does as told, lanky arms high up in the air as you hastily pull the fabric up and over his head, careful not to get the throw up anywhere else on him. You run the cotton under the sink, wreching at the smell. The things you do for your friends
When his shirt is thoroughly washed, you diligently wring it out and hang it on the rack with the hand towels beside the counter. Crouching down to inspect the cabinet under the sink for anything to clean yourselves up with. You grab a small washcloth and a spare bottle of mouthwash, placing the items on the counter and meeting Stiles’ gaze. He’s a bit zoned out, but he’s smiling sweetly down at you as he watches you work. 
“You’re like, really pretty.”
“And you totally can’t handle you’re liquor.” You retort with a roll of your eyes, pushing away the butterflies his words release. “Now swish and spit, your breath stinks.” Without as much of a fuss, he takes the bottle and does as instructed, letting out a dramatic ‘aah’ and giggling when you meet eyes in the mirror. You follow after him, figuring that’d have to be the maximum dental hygeine for the night considering the time crunch. You grab the rag from the counter, running it under the water and lathering soap into it before lifting it towards the boy beside you. 
“Can I wash you off real quick?” You wait for his nod of approval, chuckling at the hilarity of the situation s you run the warm rag across his upper chest. “This’ll be one hell of a story.” 
“Mmm.” He only hums in response, looking down at you intently, serious expression making your head tilt to the side in question. 
“What?”
“Nothin, just sorry I didn’t kiss you.” Your movements halt at his words, continuing when you turn your attention back down to your task instead of his eyes. 
“Told you I could out drink you. Next time don’t challenge me to shots.”
“N-noted.”
******
“Shhhh!” Your eyes are wide in warning as you make your way down the hall, arms wrapped around Stiles in support as he stumbles along with you. 
“Shhh-shhh.” He mimics your actions, bringing a clumsy finger to his lips as you hold back a laugh. Finally, you set him down on the bed, turning towards the guest room dresser and tossing the sweats and t shirt Lydia must have left there to him. He groans, quickly undressing and tugging on the new clothes. Laying back down on the bed and throwing his forearm to cover his eyes as you change into Lydia’s spare shorts, figuring the shirt and flannel you still had on were sufficient enough as pjs.
You and Scott had fallen asleep during late nights at Stiles’ house numerous times whilst investigating Beacon Hills latest supernatural threat. So it’s not surprising when Stiles clumsily shuffles under the silky duvet with a satisfied sigh, lifting the covers so you can climb in next to him. It’s a queen sized bed, much bigger than the creaky twin you’ve shared before. Still, Stiles moves even closer, you’re well aware he’ll only fall asleep if he’s in the very middle of the mattress. It’s quiet, and you happily settle into the covers as sleep tugs at your eyelids. Only opening one eye when the boy beside you turns onto his side to face you.
“You know y/n, I miss when we were little. L-like when we used to dress up in our moms clothes, and then I twisted my ankle wearing my moms heels.” You chuckle fondly at his slurred retelling of the memory, images flashing by of when you were kids. He studies you, trying to commit the sweet laugh to memory before continuing. “I mean, I like where we are now. I do, because we’re still best friends and I still love you.”
“I love you too Sti.”
“N-no, no you don’t get it.” He shakes his head vigorously, drunken state dramatizing his movements as he argues. Sounding almost solemn at your response. “I mean I love you, and it’s terrifying. A pretty new revaluation might I add, so I thought getting drunk might help. Am I drunk?”
“Yes, very much so. And you should sleep before you say something-”
“No! I meas you have to know this. What if like, I never told you and then...Well I never would have told you! That’s like, Shakespeare tragedy bullshit and we’re definitely better than that. So, I love you. And not in the ‘we took baths together and played dress up in our moms clothes’ type love. It’s the ‘I’m always confused because you give me this...Weird tingly feeling and I never know how to go about it and it makes me want to kiss you’ type of love...I guess. Am I like, really drunk?” You’re to say the least stunned with his confession, though the various hiccups in between sentences didn’t call for the most romantic ambiance. 
“Yeah, you’re pretty wasted.” You smooth out his messy hair, too exhausted (and tipsy) to want to accept any of this is actually happening. 
“Sorry I didn’t kiss you. The vomiting was unrelated to you making a move on me, just so we’re clear.” He croaks out, voice rasped from the lull of oncoming slumber. 
“And here I was thinking I made you nauseous.”
“No, you do give me butterflies though. Too pretty.” He muses, chuckling when you push away his face, nose having booped yours to accentuate his point. It can’t be legal to be this cute while intoxicated.
“You gotta close your eyes Sti, have to sleep off all this alcohol.”
“M’kay. You’ll stay with me the whole night?”
“Always.”
**********
It’s fairly early when you finally wake, sunlight seeping into the room from the early morning light. You want more than anything to go back to bed, figuring another hour would help ware off the pounding headache tormenting your skull. Only assuming Stiles must feel even worse. It’s then, when you try to shuffle closer into his body warmth, that you realize the bed is empty. The space where he’s laid beside you is still warm, and you reluctantly sit up with the harsh reality that everyone else must be awake too.
You follow the scent of bacon to the kitchen, immediately met with a very grumpy looking Stiles hunched over a cup of coffee. He’s wearing Scott’s lacrosse hoodie, sunglasses covering his eyes and hood pulled over his head to shield himself from any intruding light. You sit down on the stool of the island he’s leaning against, offering a sympathetic smile when he pushes the steaming mug towards you with a grunt.
“Morning everyone!” Isaac chimes with a bright smile, slapping the two of you on the back as you simultaneously groan.
“Late night?”
“You know, I’m usually appreciative of the cheeky sarcasm Scott. But if you don’t wipe that smirk off your face right now, I will seriously consider castrating you.” You stare down the alpha, not even phasing his cheerful demeanor.
“Well before you do that, have some breakfast.” Allison only laughs when the two of you gladly pull the plates she’s placed in front you closer with a genuine murmur of ‘thank yous’. Eager to have the food soak up the alcohol and rid you of the awful hangover.
“And this is why I don’t drink.” Lydia retorts, placing down a bottle of Advil between you with a playful roll of her eyes.
“Speaking of, what was that music last night? Scared me half to death.” Allison inquires, looking to the others with a knowing smile when you and Stiles laugh through a forkful of hash browns, eyes on each other and avoiding the others. The two of you might not see it, but you’re practically married with how in sync you are. Always giving each other side eye when approached by someone you both hate, finishing each others sentences. You make a perfect pair, if only one of you had the balls to act on it.
“Flannel looks good on you y/n.” Isaac snickers, tugging on your elongated sleeve with a grin. Only more amused when you flip him off in silence. 
“You know, none of the guys I’ve hooked up with have never offered me their shirts.” Lydia pouts while pushing around the eggs on her plate, shocked when you and Stiles simultaneously choke on your (now individual) coffees. 
“We, we didn’t hook up!” Stiles defends, now unable to meet your mortified gaze. 
“Well, I know that I just mean-”
“Hold on. Am I missing something here? You two have seriously never...I mean never?” Isaac looks genuinely bewildered as he rambles on, Allison and Scott not so discreetly giggling into their mugs as the conversation continues.
“No!”
“Seriously? I’m always teasing because I figured it was all just unspoken knowledge.” The blonde’s genuinely intrigued, not noticing Lydia’s persistent signals to stop talking. “Scott, you’re telling me you can’t smell the sexual  ten-” 
“OKAY, we’ll be leaving now. Lydia, thank you for having us-”
“And thank you for the liquor we’re seriously regretting right now.” You finish the farewell for Stiles, grabbing your things and headed out the door before any of them can protest. 
“See you at home!” Scott yells out, still finding the situation between his best friends hilarious.
“And always use protect-” Isaac’s voice is cut off when Stiles slams the front door behind him, the both of you trudging towards the jeep. The boy letting out another groan and pinching his nose when you pull the door shut a little too hard, loud noise ringing in his ears.
You fumble through the glove compartment when he pulls out of the long driveway and towards the road, satisfied when you find a spare pair of sunglasses under a pile of crumpled papers.
“You keep this up and I won’t have any more clothes.”
“To be fair, you insisted I put this on.” You argue, referring to the cotton shirt wrapped around you. “How much do you remember of last night anyway?” He chuckles at your question, rubbing his hand over his jaw in contemplation.
“Geez, well there was truth or dare with everyone. They turned in early and you and I hung outside a bit longer. I was...Looking for food in the kitchen and there was dnacing? And I’m pretty sure there was a bathroom involved.”
“You may or may not have puked in Lydia’s sink.” Stiles slaps a hand over his face at your words, laughing along with you when he sees your amusement in his new-found knowledge. 
“I’m so sorry, was I a total pain?” 
Of course not! You only confessed your love to me like you were expressing a new hobby in which you now have no recollection of.
“Nah, I helped you clean up and then we went to bed. Besides, you’ve taken care of my drunk ass plenty of times.” He observes you in small glances he can get between looking at the road. You seem as though you’re holding back. 
To be honest, you were a bit frustrated. On one hand, you could just be honest with him and explain hat he’d said. But he was wasted, and it felt wrong to confess for him. Besides, if he wanted to act on his feelings he would have. And that definitely hurt, but it probably meant he had the same concerns as you. Being best friends made this shit complicated. With everything going on in this town, you had a lot of responsibilities to withhold. You couldn’t afford to lose each other. Ironically, you loved each other too much to risk starting a relationship.
“Sti, you just passed my neighborhood.”
“Yeah. It’s still early and I’m not waiting for this hangover to pass alone. We’re going to my place.”
“Star Wars and pizza?”
“Star Wars and pizza.”
*********
“I’m just saying, the amount of accidental incest in medi is actually uncanny.”
“You bring this up every time we watch A New Hope.”
“I know, but seriously!” He shuffles on his bed, pushing away the pizza box with only a few pieces of crust remaining inside. “Just like that movie you’re always making me watch. The one with the girl and her step-brother.”
“Hey! I told you, Clueless is so much better when you pretend Josh is just a family friend!”
“But we shouldn’t have to pretend it wasn’t originally written about two step siblings falling in love. I mean, what kind of trope is that?”
“Fair enough, I guess old rich white men all have a thing for their siblings.”
“Gross, I’m officially grossed out.” When your laughter settles down, Stiles starts to mess with his fingers. Looking between you and his lap as if debating with his next words.
“Listen, are you sure I didn’t...Say anything last night?” You shift uncomfortably under his gaze, figuring you could at least tell your own truth without completely exposing his.
“Stiles, we were both pretty drunk. I don’t know, I guess something could have happened?”
“How do you mean?” You’re unsettled with how awkward this has all become. But it’s not like this could keep going unsaid. It was too much of a weight to be concealing all of this from him. Stiles was the person you went to for a good vent, and you can’t really vent to your best friend about...Well, being in love with your best friend.
“I may have possibly, maybe asked you to kiss me. And you might have thrown up right after the offer.” His eyes bulge in surprise, and you cover your face with a strained cry at the confession. “It’s your fault for asking!” You whine, instantly regretting saying anything in the first place. This was dumb, you were totally dumb, and no you looked like a complete fool, all because of stupid Stiles.
“Hey.” His voice is soft when he pulls your hands down, mischievous smirk utterly confusing you. “Truth or dare?”
“You do remember! You asshole!” You shout instantly, slapping at his chest as he laughs. 
“Woah, woah wait. I may have remembered a bit more than I mentioned in the car. But how was I supposed to know you actually wanted to kiss me or if it was the tequila talking? I figured maybe if you told me the truth, then I’d know if you really meant it.” You stare at him blankly, not nearly as amused as he is.
“If it’s any consolation, you look really cute when you’re pissed at me.”
“Charming, Stilinksi. Do you happen to remember the part where your blacked out ass gave an entire monologue about how in love with me you are? And how sorry you were that you didn't kiss-” With that, he takes hod of the side of your face and connects your lips to his Finally releasing whatever tension that’s been building for agonizing months. It’s nice, really nice, but he’s not getting away that easy. You smack his chest again, fighting the urge to pull him back into you when you observe how flushed he looks. 
“Ow, stop hitting me! I had to do something, you were embarrassing me!”
“Good! I’m glad you feel a smidge of what I do, Romeo. You’re just gonna kiss me?”
“I’m sorry, should I not have? Did I totally just misread that?”
“N-no. I mean, I wanted to kiss you. But I figured the only reason you hadn’t said something sooner...Or sober, was because you were afraid of what I was afraid of. With all the shit we go through, I wouldn’t ever  want to jeopardize our friendship.” He’s silent at that, trying to find a way in which to convey his thoughts.
“Y/n, we’re a part of the pack. Nothing can break that bond. No matter what, you’re my best friend first. Whatever shit come our way next, we’ll know how to handle it together, like we always do. Besides, if I ever hurt you Scott and Isaac would make sure I never saw the light of day again.” You chuckle softly at his words, feeling a weight you hadn’t known was there lifted off your shoulders.
“I think this is the part where you ask the final truth or dare.”
“Well, I would dare you to kiss me, but you have to promise you wont puke again.”
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flower-slut004 · 3 years
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TRULY MADLY DEEPLY
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Summary: Pre-Werewolf Issac can’t believe he got the girl of his dreams.
Warning: Mentions of abuse. Fluff + Lyrics in blue
I can’t believe that you are here and lying next to me
He couldn’t help but stare at the girl sleeping beside him. YN let him in her room after a night with his father.
Out of all the boys in their school. She choose him.
Isaac Lahey, the boy who only knew his worth by his father’s cruel words. Worthless, bitch, piece of shit. The words echoed back to him
The words soon felt far away when he heard her words enter his head. My everything, sunshine, love.
He begins to wonder how he even got the attention of his crush. Why would she even look my way. He ponders.
All his negative thoughts disappear when he felt her arms wrap around him in a sleepily manner.
“Bambi?” she mumbles his nickname. The nickname that never fails to make his heart flutter.
“Bad dream?” she asks. Without giving him the chance to answer. YN adjusted herself on the bed so she would become the big spoon.
“Better?” she mumbles against his forehead.
Issac nods as he wraps his arms tightly around her waist. He felt his girlfriend smile against his skin before kissing it.
Last thing Issac remembered that night was her soft lips on his forehead.
And all those sleepless nights and daydreams where I pictured this
The next morning, Issac wakes up early and thinks about the days before they got together.
He remembers watching you fondly as you were asleep in class. He imagined how it would if been to hear your soft snores or how his arms would hold you so tight.
Issac recalls one time when the two of you sat next to each other on the bus.
Issac felt his hands so slippery he was ashamed to even look your way. Back then, Issac didn’t believe he was enough to be in your presence.
He viewed you as a goddess, a beautiful goddess who should have been with other gods.
Not him, he was just a tiny pebble.
Issac blushed as you gave him a small smile and hello.
That bus ride he secretly hoped that you would fall asleep on his shoulder, so he would be able to feel the comfort he knew you gave.
Sadly for him, you were wide awake the whole time.
Another memory Issac had was when after he got out of the freezer. He crawled into bed with tear stained cheeks and his fingers feeling numb.
The only comfort he had that night was imagining your nightly routine.
Would you be a night owl? What side of the bed do you sleep on, do you play music to sleep?
Issac comes back to reality smiling softy now knowing the answers to his past self.
I’m just the underdog who finally got the girl. And I am not ashamed to tell it to the world
The following day, Issac shyly grabbed YNs hand as they walk through the school. YN smiled down at their hands ans tighten her grin on his as they walk to her locker.
Issac could feel the eyes of the other boys, snickering and making fun of him for dating YN.
“Now how does freakshow get a hottie like LN?” Jackson asks tautly to Issac as he walks by.
Issac felt himself cower and looked down.
YN looked over at Jackson and scoffed “Ignore him Issac” She kisses him, the kiss was soft and filled with love.
Issac loved those kisses.
In a sudden wave of confidence, Issac wrapped his arms around her waist and pulled her closer.
YN rose her eyebrows in surprise but returned the action by wrapping her arms around his neck.
Danny walked by teasing them with a wolf whistle.
The two pulled away shyly.
tender touches, just to show you how I feel
Issac was never one for PDA due to his shyness but he was still touched starved.
To show you he loved you, Issac would pick up your hand and play with your fingers. He would bend them gently as you payed attention in class. Issac would bring the hand to his lips and kiss every knuckle.
After he was done, Issac would hold your hand tenderly.
When Issac wanted your attention, he would rest his head on your shoulder. He loved the smell of your perfume so it was a bonus for him.
Issac would nuzzle his head softy into your shoulder as you read your book. Typically when he did this, you would read out loud, but the more you spent with him. The more signs you picked up. Along with reading to Issac, you would also play with his hair.
Issac was shy but still wanted to show you he loved you. In private moments, things like this would happen. You loved every moment of it.
My heart would fall apart if someone said your name
Issac knew you were on some boys radar. He saw the way Jackson would stare or the way Scott would speak to you.
He always had his fathers voice nagging at him telling him how he didn’t deserve you.
Issac felt his heart crack sometimes when those boys would say your name.
He hated how they said it and he absolutely hated how he could do nothing.
Issac hated the fact that he wasn’t the only one who admires your beauty. Issac then curses at himself for being dumb.
Of course they want you, you’re beautiful, strong and caring.
Everything a guy can dream of.
He hated the doubt inside his mind of you loving him, because he knew in his heart. You love him and he loves you.
I hope you won’t get up and leave
Issac didn’t really believe in God but he prays some nights that you won’t leave him.
You’re the best thing that has ever happened to him and he wishes you’ll be his forever.
Everyone else in his life has left, he only has you.
Issac would go crazy if you ever left him.
He would never have to worry about that though, your love is too strong.
“Bambi? Hello” YN giggles as she waves a hand in front of him. Issac snaps out of his thoughts and looks at his girlfriend.
“Sorry..” he apologizes. YN made shook her head “Don’t apologize love, what’s on your mind hmm?”
Issac looked at her for a few moments “Just thinking...”
“About?”
Issac takes a deep breath “How I’m Truly, madly, crazy deeply in love with you”
YN smiles and kisses his nose “I’m Truly, madly, crazy deeply in love with you too Issac” she mumbles against his lips.
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shadowturtlesstuff · 3 years
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You belong with me
so i decided to post wadsworth first. modern au cressworth- you belong with me taylor swift
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Thomas throws his phone down on the bed with frustration swirling around him as he paces. I set down my pen and wait till he turns and spots me. We often find ourselves talking via paper throughout the nights, from questions about our day to helping each other study. It is also often we watch each other be angry at something, yet I've not seen him this bad before. Finally Thomas turns and catches my eye. He stands there for a second before smiling and I quickly move around my various workbooks till I find my notebook I use to talk to him. I take my sharpie and write: ‘Are you okay?’
I watch him shake his head ever so slightly, seemingly baffled at it, but he walks to his window and opens it. The wind brushes his deep brown hair and I can't help but want to reach out and run my hand through it. I curse myself for it as he motions for me to open my window. Moving my books and pens off of me and cursing at my stiff leg as I go and open the window. Somehow I manage to hit my arm in the process and I curse, which makes Thomas laugh slightly so I forgive my body for hurting me. 
“You have a wicked mouth Wadsworth. Did you not learn cursing is unlady-like?” he teases and I relax slightly because of it.
“Fuck you,” I scowl at his smirk and the frigid wind. His eyes light up at my temper. We live across from one another, if we were to reach out we could hold hands. Which we have done. When I got rejected from the specific school I was desperate to go to, Thomas had managed to climb into my room and hold me as I cried. He's only ever needed to climb over twice to cheer me up, the other times have been to study or watch some romance programme he thought was good. I hoped wherever was troubling was something that wouldn't resort to me having to climb over. As much as I would want to, my brain may have a hard time letting me attempt it. 
“I assume dear Wadworth, you want to ask what has made me so irate?” he asks, eyes focused on behind me and fingers tapping his window sill as he sits. I watch as his cat, ridiculously named Sir Isaac Mewton, jumps off his bed and onto his seat next to him. He grabs the cat and kisses the top of his head before holding him in his lap.
“Perhaps,” I say, moving so I rest my head on the wall, “perhaps I merely wanted to ask if Sir Issac was okay.” his eyes shift to mine and despite him still being angry they soften at my attempt at humour. I am not as good as Thomas at using humour to help someone, but he always does it for me. 
“Really? You always refer to him as a little pest, whereas as with me, I am your dearest person, of course you want to know how I am feeling. My son is good though, very energetic today.” he smiles down at his cat. I remember the day he brought him home, he made me go over to his house and we spent all night playing with him. Thomas did, I ended up studying and making notes for the both of us while he gave Sir Isaac a ‘grand tour’ of his new home. The smile vanishes off Thomas's face and once again his gaze goes past me. “I assume you saw the call, well that was William. Yes, awful. Apparently though, there is a rumour that I'm with Miss Whitehall. I don't even remember her first name, but he was convinced of our relation despite my protests. Madness.” I watch him scoff, anger once again taking over his features. His cat nuzzles into him and Thomas leans into his cat. If I wasn't also mad now I'd smile at the sight. 
“Is this the same William that had convinced everyone I was dating him?” 
“Yes.”
“Bitch. Why on earth is he such a problem? Where on earth does he even make this assumptions about us?'' I find myself standing and pacing, trying to quell my own rising anger. A year ago, William had been my lab partner for a few weeks, he was friendly, but people had got it in their head that we were somehow together, and he went with it. Gossiped about me, even Thomas, and then was somehow enraged I dared to stop those rumours and be angry at him. I'd come home one day when it was particularly too much, when my father had found out and lectured me about it, as though I was in the wrong for standing up for myself. He'd cancel my lesson with my uncle out of spite, and I stormed upstairs. Thomas had been at the window, as if he was expecting me. One look at his face made me cry. I managed to open my window and he'd once again climbed in and held me as I cried. Then he made us watch this awful romance film together and held me still as I fell asleep on him. 
“I have never once,” Thomas says, dragging me back from those awful memories, “shown interest in her, nor will I ever.” He drags a hand through his hair. “She's just- a lot.”
I huff a sigh. She is awful. Had been awful to Liza and I for years. With her short skirts, high heels and the most rotten attitude I have ever witnessed. It wasn't often that I'd hate someone like that, someone so different from me in nearly every way, but she has tried to make me feel that I don't belong because of my interest in science and not the traditional girl interests.. “That is the understatement of the year Cresswell. Beside, you wouldn't work, she's too- your,” I have no idea how to explain how excellent Thomas is, how wonderful his mind is and how kind he is. It's not a side he shows to most, yet if he was ever with someone like Whitehall, it would be disastrous. I take my seat again and find him looking at me, suppressing a smirk and raising an eyebrow at me. “What?” I ask. I shrink under his gaze, pulling my hoodie over my legs as I curl in on myself. 
“I’m what? I'd be delighted to know your innermost thoughts of me, Wadsworth.”
“Your absurd but fine I'll elaborate,” I roll my eyes as he shifts so he is fully facing me, eyes completely focused, no sign of the anger he had only moments ago, “your too kind, too witty and clever and Whitehall wouldn’t appreciate you enough. You-” don’t belong with her.
Ever since he mentioned the idea of being with someone else, real or not, I have tried to ignore how much it pained me that he would be with someone else. I never expected to want to be with him, yet lately the premise of dating him has seemed very pleasing to me.
“You forgot to mention how handsome I look, or how charming I am, but I'll take it,” his voice is deeper than normal and his gaze travels over me even though his eyes are on my own. Thomas pats Sir Issac and his cat jumps off behind him with a whine. His hand reaches out for mine and I lean forward, wind making my loose strands of hair fly across my face. His hands are warm as I take them but his smile warms me more. It is small but genuine and filled with the normal Cresswell charm mixed with something I can't quite name. 
“I don’t need to inflate your ego further Thomas.” 
“I know but it would've been nice. I did say the inner most thoughts but we’ll get there. Audrey rose-” he looks down contemplating his words before he once again locks his gaze on mine, his dark brown eyes bright, “I dont belong with her, your right, my heart would never belong to her especially since it already belongs to someone else.” 
I blink at the honesty. I want to scream that you belong with me; but if Thomas is in love with someone else then I suppose I will have to find a way to deal with it. I try to keep the hurt of my face even as he smiles at me. 
“I-” Thomas lets go of my hand and stands. There's a silence between us until he motions for me to move. The idiot is going to climb into my house so he can tell me about his new found love. Like the fool I am, I'm going to let him talk about this girl who makes him look this happy. Even though it hurts that it's not me who is making him look like that. Even though I'm the one who makes him laugh when he is angry or upset. Even though I'm the one who knows his favourite songs, the books beside his bed and all his hopes and dreams.
He climbs over and sets himself on the window sill, giving me room to sit across from him. I do, even as I try to ignore the weight pressing down on my chest. “I hope you are happy with whomever has your heart Cresswell.” I say and mean it. I once again curl into myself, hoodie covering my legs as i watch him continue to smile at me, 
“Of course I'll be happy. She's amazing. Let me tell you all about her. I met her many years back and was instantly smitten with her emerald eyes and her quick witted mind. How she sings to herself every morning and how her dark curls fall across her face whenever she sits on her bed and reads. I adore her curiosity for the dead and how wicked her mouth is and how delightful it is to watch your mind at work. I love when she shows me a note through the window to see if I'm doing okay and-”
“Wait,” I blurt out, my mind catching up, “Thomas, are you talking about me?”
“Yes, finally! I thought I'd have to keep speaking forever till you realized it was you.” He starts laughing at my gaping mouth until I collect myself enough to scowl at him slightly for laughing. Thomas reaches out for my hand, moving closer to me until my back is pressed against the wall, my hoodie no longer over my legs as he rests his other hand on my leg, warmth seeping through me. “Wadsworth, darling, I have been in love with you for some time now.” 
Silence washes over us as we stare, trying to convince ourselves this is really happening. “I have something to show you.” My voice is barely about a whisper and I slide out of his grasp even though I don't want to. I walk to my bed where all my notebooks were left open and my notebooks sits. I open it out and let a piece of paper fall out. Facing Thomas I open the sheet slowly, watch him read the words. His eyes lit up at them.
I love you.
I take my place beside him again, his hands finding their way in mine once again. “I wrote that the night after you came here the second time. Something in me clicked that no matter what you'd find a way to comfort me. Not save me, but work alongside me. I wanted to tell you I just couldn't face it. But I needed to acknowledge it. So I wrote it down, and I look at it every time we use the note system; I try to convince myself to show you.” Thomas just stares at me, eyes flicking down to my lips every now and then. His hands are making circles on my leg, not entirely intentional. Thomas has always shown if he is excited or nervous by either tapping or making shapes on surfaces. The world slows completely as he leans in and presses his lips against mine. He pulls back ever so slightly, resting his head against mine and we are both smiling wildly at each other, pressing kisses until he leans further away. Thomas goes back to his side of the wall, which may as well be across the other side of the world, then he pulls me to him and I twist so that my back is against his. He holds me as we both look out the window, enjoying the freeing feeling of telling each other how we feel. 
“Now would be a perfect time to tell me how handsome I am, my love.” 
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fuckthesworld · 4 years
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CLINGY 《 STILES STILINSKI x READER 》 PART THREE
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Warning: Jealousy, angst and fluff.
Summary: She goes on a ride with Dean. Stiles keeps a distance from her but his eyes were burning with fire. Jealousy takes over him leading to a fight between them.
It would be a lie to say that Y/n didn’t enjoy the ride. It was peaceful and Dean didn’t miss a chance to make her laugh. Well ofcourse she almost fell two darn times for speeding up her cycle, trying to beat Dean. But, overall she seemed happy and the nature did keep her happy.
It reminded her of the Woods…all the animals and the breeze and..Stiles. Well.um..she didn’t quite forget about him. At the back of her mind, it continued to pinch her. But she decided to concentrate on her surroundings rather than someone who didn’t appreciate her company. There were trees around, breeze making her hair flow back, the birds chirping around, a shiny golden quiet afternoon and a laughing crazy Dean. 
Things were going nice. She felt happy.
“Woooohoooooooo!!” She yelled.
Try and beat me Y/n!!!“ Dean shouted.
“IS that a challenge?!!” She shouted from the back.
“YES!!!” He said speeding up his cycle.
Dean sped up and was before her, and they heard a honk from the behind. She looked behind and saw a car..Roscoe. She moved aside as her thoughts began to move all over the place, and that’s when she realized. Dean decided to come cycling this way and this is where the Pack are gonna have their picnic. She quickly tried to hide her face when she heard a yell.
“Y/N!!”
Ofcourse. I AM LATE AS ALWAYS GODDAMMIT. She looked beside her, trying hard to smile but ending up with a weird face.
“H-Hey Lydia!” She said.
“Are you going this way?!” Lydia yelled.
Y/n stuttered but was interrupted when Dean yelled, “You are losing Y/n! If I win I want a kiss!!!”
She felt the color of her cheeks rising when she realized that not only the Pack heard that BUT Mr Stilinski and Mrs McCall HEARD IT TOO. Ugh Dean can be reaallly annoying at times.
“Oh.” Allison giggled “It will be nice if you lose this race.”
Y/n smiled and took a peek inside, hoping to see Stiles, but he was turned around towards the right side of the window.
Wow, he didn’t even look at me. I mean atleast a hi would have been nice after his conversation with them. Sigh, looks like he is right. I am the one who is missing him. “Well um, you guys need to speed up. Hey Dean!! Move aside!!”
“Enjoy Y/n!” Scott shouted before they sped their car and were almost out of sight.
She stopped when Dean smirked and came beside her.
“Tell me this wasn’t the reason you planned the cycling for.”
“Not at all. If you remember then I asked you about the cycling before all those things happened.” He laughed when you glared at him “Okay, maybe the destination changed.”
“And?”
“And the competition…so that we can reach there faster.” Y/n gave him the cold look.
“Ugh, I am not going there.” Y/n said turning her bicycle around. Dean held her hand and said, “YOU said you are up for a challenge, so I just leveled it up darling.”
“Leveled it up?! I didn’t even pass the beginner’s level and you decided to surprise me with the EXPERT LEVEL!! Dean what is wrong with you?! You are supposed to help me!”
“Oh I freaking am. See, the more you are around him, the more you will get used to him and then eventually all the hard feelings will be vanished just like ‘poof!’” He said.
She sighed, “It’s too much for the first day. You don’t understand how I feel.”
“I do. You…you are the one who supported me when she left me. Turned me into a fuckboy .”
Y/n smiled and said, “Yeah, I suppose. But wait, are you trying to turn me like a slut?”
“You? A slut? Oh trust me, you can’t do that even if I tried.” He laughed.
There was a moment of silence. “So..you feel good enough to turn around and continue cycling?” She just nodded her head.
“But please tell me we will be out of their sight.” Y/n said starting to cycle back to the park.
“Whatever is comfortable for you darling.” Dean said.
*Time Skip*
The Pack were all a giggling mess. They were whispering and occasionally looking at Stiles
“Will you guys stop that?” Stiles snapped, irritated of everything.
“Will YOU stop that? What is that behavior? We are going for a picnic STILES, we are supposed to be like this. Laughing and happy and not grumpy like you.” Issac said.
“Enough kids. No fighting. We are here.” Noah parked the car nearby while the others took out the food and mats.
Stiles wasn’t sure why was he upset. He was confused. Yes, he kind of expected Y/n to arrive and be with them in this picnic. Maybe he is upset because of this. She could be arriving here in this spot with that nosy Dean, then that would mean they will be together in the picnic right? Then why wasn’t he okay by now? I mean everyone will be there along with Y/n…and why was he upset with all the giggling and how Dean shouted about the kiss?
“Hey.” Scott nudged him.
“Oh. What were you saying?”
He laughed and said, “I didn’t say anything!”
“Oh..I was just..”
“Thinking about Y/n?”
“Ye–uh no no.”
“Come on bro you know you can tell me.”
“I don’t know..It’s just that..I don’t know why I am feeling angry. I mean, Y/n is gonna be here I guess and then I can apologise for everything but still something feels wrong.”
“Oh..don’t worry, you’ll figure it out. But if you ask me, then I will say you are just jealous to see them together.”He mischievously smiled and said.
“What?”Stiles looked at him.
“Coming!!!” And ran away to Allison who was standing with a volleyball, preparing herself to play.
Stiles sighed and ran towards them, hoping his mood will be fine at the end of the day.
*Time Skip*
*Tring Tring*
Stiles looked back. And there she was. Smiling and laughing. And her hair perfectly flo– His thoughts got interrupted.
“HEY LOOK OUT!! There’s a bird pooping above you!” Y/n looked up and Dean took the opportunity to overtake her and he turned back. “I win.”
“HEY! That’s cheating!” She laughed.
Oh she definitely wanted this. Ofcourse she wants to kiss him. She is not even looking at me! We are clearly loud enough for her to hear! Stiles looked at how they both perfectly parked their bicycles next to each other like..like darn couples.
And he suddenly felt a sharp pain on his shoulder. “Ow!!” He yelled.
“You need to be present in the game physically AND mentally Stiles!” Issac smirked.
“I-I am!!” He blushed. Y/n now looked at him. His face was red.
She walked over the green soft grass and finally settled down under a tree, a little away from them. She looked at Mr Stilinski , who was present there and  pouring some tea and drinking it.
“Watching your father-in-law?” Dean laughed sitting beside her, their shoulders touching.
She kicked his legs lightly and smiled “It’s not funny.”
“It made you laugh. Kinda is then.”
“Make Stiles laugh and I’ll agree with you.”
“Naaaah. Atleast I can peacefully flirt with you now. Although he is literally trying to burn me to ashes right now.” He chuckled.
Yes, Stiles was playing, but his complete attention was towards Y/n. His jaw locked, eyes frequently moving back and forth from her to Dean, how dangerously close those two were sitting.
“What? Really?” She said turning her head to look at him but then Dean cupped his hands on her face trying to block her view. “Wha–”
“Don’t look. The method is working.”
“What??”
“WHy can’t you just shut up for a second?”
“WHy can’t you just answer my questions?”
“This is the time. Kiss me.”
“Wait what? Woah Dea–” As she went on to remove his hands, the ball came rolling near Dean’s feet.
“Don’t wanna interrupt you two but can you pass the ball?” Allison giggled.
“Hey Y/n!! Join us!” Lydia yelled.
“Uh..s-sure! Sometime later! I promise! I have a company you see!” She said pointing at Dean.
Stiles chest tightened and he huffed, “Yeah!! You can enjoy with him!” He furiously walked to them, picked up the ball and said, “We are absolutely happy over here! Please don’t ruin our mood!”
Y/n now snapped. Enough is enough. She stood up while Dean quietly sat and watched the drama, a grin on his lips. “What is wrong with you! Why are you acting like this?! Have I done something now to irritate you? No right? Then why don’t you go back to your business!”
The Pack went to sit with the elders giving a little privacy to the both.
“What is wrong with me? What is wrong with you! All these days you are with me and-and spend your time with me and suddenly today you show up with some damn neighbour!”
“Well Miecyzslaw the world doesn’t revolve around you! I prefer spending my time with people who actually loves my clinginess and not lie about how they are enjoying with me, when they are actually not!”
Stiles went quiet for a while. “But I thought you only did this with me.”
“What?”
“I am really sorry. I didn’t mean those at all. I said those to make Scott and Allison shut up. Those just came out of anger. I missed you. I thought you sat like that only with me. I thought you laughed like that only with me. I thought you hugged like that…only with me. I never thought that..that you will…I always thought those moments belonged to me.” He said eyes locked with hers.
“But Sti you said you didn’t like that.” Her voice softened.
“I do, your every little gesture makes me happy. I love spending time with you. You are the only one who can make me smile and who truly understand me when.the Pack fails to do that.”
Y/n smiled and blushed. “I love you Sti. I did for a long time. You never..never really made any move to make me understand anything. I know that you may not love me like the way I do but…I need to let these out. I can still be your friend but, there will be changes in our friendship then.”
Stiles was quiet for her sudden confession. “I understand.” She smiled. Fighting back the tears, she turned around. Why did I do that?!
She suddenly felt a strong pull and they were kissing. It took a moment for her to realize what just happened. She smiled and kissed him back immediately, her hands going on the back of his neck, tugging his brown hair lightly, finally letting out the tears forming on her eyes. His hands went down to her waist pulling her closer to him. The kiss was full of love and force–needy, strong and passionate. All the emotions suppressed between them starting pouring out.
“Uhh…I appreciate your lovely moment of sucking each others faces but being her best friend, it really looks gross.” Dean interrupted.
They pulled from each other with a red face and smile on their lips. They looked back and saw the Pack smiling and giving him a thumbs up . 
“Oh no.” She blushed and hid her face on his chest, while he hugged her, “I really am clingy.”
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madam-mademoiselle · 3 years
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The Ill Wind of Mozart's Horn Concerto No.4
It was one of those days where the rain was beating against the mansion, keeping residents at home. Normally those who are out in Paris at this time of day were occupying themselves in a little free time from their normal schedule. The weather being bad as it was, Sebastian forbade you to even take a carriage into the city to get what was on the grocery list along with the tenants' needs list.
You had more or less stuck with the same chores, wanting them to be done so tomorrow would be a lighter load on you and Sebastian. He had told you to make sure the windows and mirrors on the second floor were cleaned. The least favorite chore you had to do. There was that one smudge that resulted in a painful flick to the forehead. 
With Mozart's piano playing in the background, you swore you almost heard the same tune. You hummed along with it before realizing what it was! You snapped your fingers and smiled. Oh he was not going to like this, but! This was going to be worth it for you!
You waited as he played through an arrangement before coming to the one you knew quite well. Clearing your throat while cleaning the window next to his door. As soon as the first stanza began, you followed along singing.
"I once had a whim and I had to obey it
To buy a French Horn in a second-hand shop;
I polished it up and I started to play it
In spite of the neighbours who begged me to stop."
The piano stopped briefly from your… lack of the musical ability to carry a tune. You made sure the hallway was clear of any of the residents, starting your lovely melody as Mozart began his concerto again. You sounded off again much to his dismay.
"To sound my Horn, I had to develop my embouchure;
I found my Horn was a bit of a devil to play."
The sound of piano stopping suddenly had you quiet again while footsteps could be heard marching towards the door. You pressed your lips together to suppress the smirk that was trying to make its way on your face. Facing the window and focusing on the cloth, the door opens to have Mozart peering around to find the offender.
Those violet eyes were drilling into your person. You pretended to focus on the glass but turned to him. You gave him a smile, "is there anything you need Mozart?" The rag in your hand as you paused to give him your attention. Staring into your soul, he stepped fully into the hallway.
"Yes, I thought I heard someone butchering one of my concertos out in the hallway." You turned your head down the hall, making a show of it. You turned back to him with an expression of confusion. "I'm sorry, I haven't been paying attention. I've been trying to make sure the windows and mirrors are clean and streak free. Maybe some hot chocolate and sweets will help? You stayed up late last night working on your piece."
That part was true, he was frustrated when he described the music he heard in his head wasn't wanting to come through the way he was wanting it. When he did come to bed, he tossed and turned before getting up and returning to the piano. When you woke up to see him sleeping on the piano, you covered him with his blanket, and went to retrieve some Blanc from the kitchen to drink later.
Back to the current situation, he shook his head, "no. I appreciate the offer. Thank you for the Blanc and blanket earlier mein liebe.” His eyes softened as he reached to push back a stray lock from your face. Feeling sympathetic, you wrung the rag in your hand. “You know Wolf, someone once told me you need to focus on something else and whatever thought you were thinking of so hard before, will come in front of your mind. 
Seeing him looking indignant, you held up a hand, trying to soothe him. You started to tick off ideas for him to do. “Before you say you were playing something else, you still saw the notes in your head. Leave the music room for a little bit. Go to the dining room and get some lunch, I can make you coffee, or maybe go watch Jean and Napoleon spar, I’m sure Jean wouldn’t mind.”
He shook his head, “it's not that simple. It is at the end of my finger tips, the melody is there. Trying to convey it…" Placing the rag on the window sill, you take one of his hands in yours. You kissed the back fingers and squeezed his hand gently before letting it go. You knew he was a germaphobe and didn't want to push it too far.
"You'll figure it out and once you have it penned in the stanzas, it'll have its place. I won't keep you further, I have to get back to cleaning windows before Sebas finds out I am shirking work." You groan the last part. Thinking about any flicks to the forehead he may deliver if he catches a single streak.
He offered one of his private smiles for you before shutting himself back into the music room. You sighed and got back to work, listening to him play through his arrangements. Hearing the frustration in his playing as he tried to find the notes that eluded him. When you got to the last window and raised your rag to clean it, he started with that concerto again.
You waited patiently, keeping yourself distracted. Listing chores that you had completed, thinking of the shops you needed to visit in town, and even to the point where you were pursing your lips as you were mouthing along with it. He heard your God awful caterwauling for the first time. Mozart probably knew it was you singing and was too preoccupied with that tune to speak to you about it.
Taking it no more and ready to face his disappointment and horror when he realizes his significant other couldn't sing, you continued your song:
"I miss its music more and more and more.
Without that Horn I'm feeling sad and so forlorn."
Your voice had reached a deep pitch of the song when singing out forlorn. You coughed quickly to clear the tickle it had created in your throat. Quickly resuming where you had left off in your tune.
 
"I found a concerto and wanted to play it,
Displaying my talent at playing the Horn,
But early today to my utter dismay it had totally vanished away."
The piano had stopped abruptly. The rag dropped from your hand realizing what you had just sang aloud. Oh boy, that was probably the wrong thing to belt out when your composer boyfriend just told you he was having issues trying to wretch out that stubborn melody from his skull. You heard more than saw as the door to the music room swung open with more force than normal. In the doorway revealed Mozart, giving you an icy stare as he slowly walked toward you.
"MC? So it was you from earlier. I was going to give you the benefit of the doubt. However, I simply cannot forgive what I just heard." He placed his hand on the wall beside your head while you were staring at him with wide eyes. He moved to eye level, close enough to kiss him, his other hand moved to gently hold your chin in place. Maybe it was a bad idea to choose that song out of anything else? "Mozart, it's just that your music is so accomplished, that there may be some parodies of your work and that so happen to be one I overheard…"
He was silent, cool amethyst eyes watching your expression. Pondering about what to do with you. You had interrupted his time twice with what you called singing. No doubt everyone in the mansion had heard them. Grasping your chin, his eyes bore into yours, a small smirk started to grace his lips. "You had suggested I take a break. Come." Letting go of your chin and stepping away from you, he started towards his music room.
"Why are we heading towards the music room? I don't think it would be productive if you took a bre-!" Forgetting your momentary faux pas and getting slightly annoyed that you were still in your spot, he came back over to you to sweep you off your feet. "Your listening skills are as bad as your singing." That smirk got a little bigger as he carried you to the room. You glared at him for that little comment.
"I am going to take a break with mein liebe by giving her a voice lesson. That should inspire me." At the threshold of the door, he kissed you, teasing out a low moan from your throat. "Much better." With you still in his arms, he shut the door to start your "lessons".
*A few hours later*
Closing the door to the music room and hearing the piano's song flowing beautifully in the hallways you grabbed your cleaning supplies. Heading to the kitchen, you straightened up your clothes and hair. You happen to look at the wristwatch Issac had repaired for you, realizing it was 10 minutes passed the normal time the caffeine addicted vampires of the mansion took their coffee, Mozart included.
Arthur had beat you to the coffee grinder as he was drinking his fill of the precious bean water along with Leonardo present. His tool kit was sitting on the counter, putting away one of them. "Coffee grinder mess up again Leo?" Placing the bucket in the pantry and washing my hands, both vampires were silent, feeling their eyes on me. Drying your hands, you made eye contact with Arthur's sapphire ones. "What?"
"I didn't know Wolfie's bird wasn't much of a songbird. Was going to come out of my room and give you a standing ovation." Your cheeks were flushing red. You thought everyone had moved to the first floor, you had forgotten about the other residents that reside on the second floor. Arthur was probably writing instead of being with Theo. Leonardo chuckled, handing you the grinder. "Everyone heard you cara mia."
You groaned, hiding one of your hands. Arthur smirked at your embarrassment, "yeah. Mozart caught me singing to one of his concertos with verses that weren't really appropriate for it. He was trying to compose with a melody that wouldn't come to him and I told him a break would probably help."
Leonardo was silent, hearing the muffled sounds of piano playing. "It sounds like it helped cara mia or would prima donna be more suited to you eh?" You threw the drying towel at him, seeing him getting a laugh out of the teasing both of them were doing to you.
"It did, I'm just glad it helped. It finally came to him after he gave me some music lessons so I am happy he can get it on paper now." Placing the towel back on the counter, Leonardo left the kitchen, leaving you and Arthur. The smirk on his face grew the size of the Cheshire Cat's. "What? Why do you look like the cat that ate the canary?"
 "I think you enjoyed the lesson too, bird." His index finger tapped to the place where his shoulder and neck met. Miming him, you felt the dried blood from where you had ‘your lesson.'
"Arthur!" Furious, you placed the coffee grinder down on the table to chase after the laughing writer.
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Thank you @aeoncryptic for proof reading and for the support for my first Ikemen Vampire fanfic shot!
The song MC is an actual song called Ill Winds by Flanders and Swann. Take this fic as you will, just wanted to have a little fun with Mozart.
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wowweeharrystyles · 4 years
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Part 14 | Birthdays, Flares, & Sequins | 7.2k words
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‘Sequins & Zippers’ Summary: An internship with Harry Lambert transformed into a job of a lifetime - Aurora Del Gatto finds herself touring the world with the one & only Harry Styles as his ‘Head of Wardrobe.’ Aurora is nothing but nerves & excitement as she packs her bags & almost 100 custom designer suits that belong to an unbelievably kind rockstar. She never thought she’d fall in love on top of it all.
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Aurora’s birthday starts with a knock on the door of her hotel room waking her up. She rolls out of bed and is met with a hotel employee when she opens the door. She moves out of the way and can barely get out a ‘good morning” from the shock she’s in when she sees the cart the employee wheels in. 
“Happy Birthday, Miss Del Gatto!” He greets her as he lifts off the silver lid to the plate. “Enjoy your breakfast.” 
Aurora rushes out a thank you and quickly grabs a few bills from her bag to tip him. Once he leaves she goes to investigate. A golden Belgium waffle, fruit, bacon and a french press full of coffee. There’s a vase of coral coloured roses and bursts of baby’s-breath and a note that’s propped up against said vase. She recognizes the handwriting as well as her own. “Rory” is scribbled across the envelope. A blush rises to her cheeks. 
Typically, Aurora’s birthday is uneventful. She likes it lowkey. If it’s lowkey, there’s no expectations to be met. There’s never a let down. There was 1 birthday where she tried to plan a night, dinner with her closest friends and then back to her apartment for a party. During that dinner she got text after text with some lame excuse or another that yet another person couldn’t come to the party. Aurora hated that birthday and ever since she just didn’t put a big effort in. She kept things small, dinner with family, movie night with Issac. 
It’s not even 10am and Aurora’s birthday is already better than any other year. She hadn’t even reminded Harry that her birthday was coming up. She did assume he had someone that kept him on top of it though. He never missed a crew member's birthday. Cake and singing on stage if it was a show day and always a massive cake for everyone at craft services. Aurora didn’t expect this; flowers, breakfast, a handwritten note. The more she thought about it, the more rosy her cheeks turned. 
She sent Harry a photo of the cart before she ate with a short thank you text and he responded with a phone call. He cheered over the phone from his hotel room, or maybe a business coffee meeting, she wasn’t sure, but he didn’t hold back. He was loud and excited and now Aurora’s cheeks weren’t just bright red, they hurt too, from smiling so big. 
Aurora ate the breakfast Harry sent to her while on the phone with her parents and then Leila and responded to a handful of texts from college friends as she got ready. Harry had told her to meet her later that afternoon at Soho House, the city club he was staying at. With the Chicago show happening the next day, they had a wide open schedule. Aurora told him she wanted a chill day, to enjoy the summer weather in the city. So they planned to spend the day at the Soho House pool deck and Harry shared that he had reservations for dinner later that evening. 
Aurora truly cannot complain a single bit about the afternoon. Her and Harry share a blue and white striped chaise on the pool deck and spend their time in and out of the pool, reading, and playing a few games of gin rummy when Mitch and Sara join them for a bit. It’s much later in the afternoon when they decide a nap is much needed. The sun is exhausting and frankly, it’s their 1st day off in a while. 
They’re tired. 
But that doesn’t stop them from showering off the chlorine together when they go back to Harry’s room. The pair linger under the steady stream of water in the obnoxiously (but thankfully) large shower. They don’t remember how tired they are until they get out of and Harry is lazily kissing Aurora’s skin as he dries her off. Harry tosses her a t-shirt of his to wear while they nap. They don’t sleep for long, but they do stay in the crisp white sheets, tangled together for longer. 
“Ope, your nose is a little burnt,” Harry practically whispers to Aurora while tapping the tip of her nose with his pointer finger. They’re laying so close that when Aurora scrunches her nose at the gesture he not only instantly feels the tightness of her skin there but the brush of Harry’s nose against her own. She reaches up to rub at it for a second. 
“Bound to happen, I guess. I just hope my back isn’t bad,” Aurora comments as she sits up, pulling away from Harry’s arms. “How bad is it?” she asks, tugging at the t-shirt to reveal some skin for Harry to get a good look. 
Harry doesn’t say anything. He reaches his hands out, sitting up behind Aurora. There’s warmth that transfers from her back to the palm of his hand but it isn’t hot. Harry moves the shirt higher up and kisses the middle of her spine. Aurora shudders. 
“No burn,” he says against her skin. 
“Really?” she asks, surprised. 
“Hey, I got your back when we got to the pool! Gotta trust that I wouldn’t let ya burn.” 
“No, no, no,” Aurora starts to explain, turning around to face him. “I just always burn, no matter what.” 
“Well, looks like all you’ve needed your entire life was me helping you with your sunblock.” Aurora groans and only manages to shake her head before she’s laughing and Harry’s joining in. Harry looks to clock on the bedside table. “We should start getting ready. Don’t wanna be late for our reservations.” Aurora sighs, because even though her stomach rumbles a bit at the thought of dinner, she’s perfectly happy right here with Harry. “Come on, love,” Harry says as he gets off the bed, hands out to encourage Aurora to get up and join him.
When Aurora stands, she does nothing to move to get ready. She wraps her arms around Harry’s waist and rests her head against his shoulder. She lets out a deep sigh. 
“Everything alright, Ror?” 
“Mhm,” Aurora hums, squeezing him tighter. Harry rubs a hand soothingly up and down her back. “Best birthday ever.” 
“It’s not over yet,” he says with a small chuckle. Harry pulls her head off of his shoulder and kisses her softly on the lips. “Go on now, I’ve gotta call Jeff to take care of something quick.” He presses his lips to her forehead before turning her around and pushing her towards the bathroom. 
Barely half an hour later when Aurora steps out of the bathroom, Harry is buttoning his shirt. He stops at the 3rd button and that could be because that’s where he intended to stop or he forgets what he’s doing when he sees her. Aurora has a satin finish, strappy dress on. A sharp V dips down at her chest and the skirt moves a bit as she walks towards him. 
“You look beautiful, Rory,” he breathes.
“Thank you,” she responds, a blush rising to her cheeks. “I like this shirt,” she compliments Harry, running her hand over the open collar. He squeezes at her waist feeling the sleek fabric that slides easily underneath his fingertips. 
Harry kisses the top of Aurora’s cheek before stepping away to rummage through his duffle that’s sitting open on the bed. When he turns around he has a small gold wrapped box in his hand. 
“Happy Birthday,” he says, handing her the box. 
Aurora can’t get any words out so she just smiles at him and takes the box. Carefully she pulls at the ribbon and sets it down on the table nearby. She rips away at the gold wrapping paper and is met with a turquoise box.
“Harry,” she whispers before setting the paper down with the ribbon. Her hands pause before she lifts the lid. Tiffany and Co. She takes a breath and lets it out. It doesn’t help with the flush that appears on her chest or the heat rising on the tips of her ears. 
If Aurora thought she couldn’t get any words out before, there’s no way in hell she can once she lifts the lid and sees what's inside. She sucks in a breath. 
She’s met with a delicate gold chain with small diamonds sparingly sprinkled throughout it. Aurora runs her finger over the necklace in the box.
The silence is almost driving Harry mad as he watches her every move. It feels like the room is getting smaller and nothing else exists besides her. Aurora can feel her skin heat up more and more as Harry takes a step closer
“May I?” Harry asks quietly, gesturing to the box. “Unless, you don’t like-”
“Like it? Aurora cuts him off, finally finding her voice, though it cracks a tad. “Harry, I’ve never seen anything so beautiful. It's far too much.” 
“It’s not too much. Let me, yeah?” Harry rushes out as Aurora begins to raise the necklace from the box. 
Harry takes the delicate gold necklace from the box. He swipes Aurora’s hair off to one side and she moves to gather it in her hand to get it out of the way. Harry’s hands move slowly, careful not to damage the necklace in any way. The chain is cold against Aurora’s skin and at the feeling of it she looks down at it against her chest. The diamonds sparkle and the minimal lights in the hotel room reflect off of them. She reaches to touch the necklace as Harry secures the clasp at the back of her neck. She can feel the coolness on her hand now but it starts to disappear as she notices how quickly her heart is racing. She’s speechless again and she can feel tears prickle at her eyes. Closing her eyes, she takes a deep breath but it still comes out shaky. The coolness is completely gone once Harry trails a finger down Aurora’s spine. There’s heat in the wake of his movements and after another deep, shaky breath, Aurora turns around and crashes her lips against Harry’s. 
This will have to do for words right now, she thinks. When they pull apart, barely, Harry’s breath fans across Aurora’s face and she can feel her chest rise and fall, the necklace still laying delicately there. Harry takes his hand and delicately touches the diamond that sits perfectly on Aurora’s sternum.
“Thank you,” Aurora whispers as she watches Harry admire the necklace he’s given her. “It’s absolutely beautiful.” Aurora lets one of her hands slide down Harry's arm, gives his hand a squeeze and then she walks towards the full length mirror that is hung on the wall. 
When she sees her reflection, she can’t help but smile. She reaches for the chain hanging on her neck because she has to touch it to make sure it’s really there. 
“Happy Birthday, my love,” Harry whispers in her ear as he wraps his arms around her waist from behind. His lips graze against the back of her ear and along the side of her neck. Aurora closes her eyes and let’s his arms wrap tighter and his lips cover more skin. 
Harry’s phone ringing across the room is what pulls them away from each other. The conversation is quick and Aurora puts her heels after Harry slides the phone into his pocket along with his wallet. Harry opens the door after one quick kiss and ushers Aurora out of the hotel room.
Aurora has never been one to find her reflection everywhere she can, but right now, with the diamonds picking up every single glint of light, she can’t help but awe at the sight of herself being trailed along the hotel hallway by Harry. His broad shoulders only a blur as she hones in on the sparkles in each mirror. 
“I never asked if you liked surprises or not,” Harry trails off as he leads Aurora through a dark lit hallway. Aurora gives him a wary look. “Doesn’t matter cause we’re here already and I promise you’ll like this one.”
“You said we were going out for dinner,” Aurora reminds him. 
Harry presses a sure kiss to the top of Aurora’s head and her heart beats hard against her chest, unsure of what Harry has planned. When they reach the door at the end of the hallway, Harry reaches in front of them to open the door and lead her through. A small glass window lined bar is on the other side and it seems like a normal thursday night but Harry doesn’t stop at the hostess stand or lead aurora to the bar. Instead, he grips her hand tighter and leads her to another door across the room. Aurora’s too preoccupied by fear of a surprise to actually take the time to come up with what the surprise could be. She can’t decipher between the beat of her heart and the butterflies in her stomach as Harry looks back at her with a smile that speaks more than anyone knows. 
She’s met with a sparkling, lowly lit rooftop. Aurora barely notices the strings of fairy lights that hang from the roof behind them to the slender beams at the edge of the deck before she sees all the familiar faces surrounding the door. A loud cheer of “Surprise!” echoes into the empty night sky. Aurora gasps. It didn’t even cross her mind that she’d be met with a group of people she calls family now. Her cheeks hurt from how far she’s stretched her mouth into a smile. Harry’s arm wraps around her waist tightly and he kisses her check. 
“Happy Birthday, Roo!” 
Aurora’s breath catches in her throat when she hears the familiar voice. Her eyes instantly well up with tears when she sees Issac walk towards her. She can feel Harry's grip on her waist loosen and she looks up to him and he just gives her a nod and smile. Aurora practically runs up to her best friend to hug him.
“What're you doing here?” Aurora asks when she pulls away from the hug. 
“You said I could come visit you on tour!” Issac answers, like it’s obvious. 
“I mean yeah, but I thought you decided on Denver!” 
“That was just the cover up. Harry messaged me on instagram to help plan your birthday. So here I am.” 
“You know I don’t like surprises!” 
“You don’t seem to hate this one.” 
Aurora hits him across the arm. “No, but it’s the principal!!” 
“Yeah okay, whatever you say, Roo. I’m going to go get a beer, what do you want?” 
“You know me well enough!” Aurora yells as Issac walks away towards the small bar that is set up in the corner of the rooftop. 
Aurora turns around, knowing Harry is hovering behind her. She takes no time at all to take his face in her hands and kiss him. 
“I love you,” she whispers against his lips before kissing him again. His grip on her waist tightens as he dips her back a tad. 
“Love you,” Harry whispers back between short pecks. “Happy Birthday, Ror,” he says once he’s pulled away and straightened the 2 of them out. He tucks a piece of hair behind her ear, his finger lingering across the top of her cheek and then down to the necklace that still lays perfectly around her neck. 
There’s a breeze on the rooftop, but the unmistakable summer humidity creates a light sheen of sweat across Harry’s chest where it peaks out above the lowly button shirt and Aurora can feel the heat radiating off of him. Neither of them mind the unavoidable warmth between them and they stay linked together as they move through the small crowd. Harry lets Aurora go when someone goes in to hug her and wish her a Happy Birthday, but he’s quick to wrap his arm back around her waist. Aurora can feel Harry play with the silky fabric of her dress, sometimes his hand roams her skin, thankful for the open back.
“Here you go, Birthday Girl,” Isaac says as he hands Aurora a glass that has salt lining the rim. “Margarita, just how you like it.” 
“I cannot believe you’re here right now,” Aurora says, still in disbelief, as she takes the glass from him. 
“Roo’s mentioned that you like straight tequila, so,” Issac addresses Harry, handing him a glass as well. Harry chuckles and thanks him. “Cheers!” 
“So do I need to formally introduce you two or?” Aurora asks after they all take a sip of their drinks. 
“Well, I messaged Issac on instagram like he said, but this is the first time we’ve met face to face, so,” Harry answers. 
“Alright, Harry this is Issac. Issac, this is Harry. You two are required to get along. There are no exceptions.” 
“Bossy one isn’t she?” Isaac jokes as he shakes Harry’s hand. 
“Sure is! Always telling me what to wear and fixing my clothes.” 
“Hey!!!” Aurora whines. 
Harry just giggles before kissing her cheek. 
“Oh great, y’all are gonna gang up on me from now on, huh?” 
Harry and Issac look at eachother, shrug their shoulders simultaneously and then yell out a ‘Yeah’ almost in sync. Aurora groans at them but can’t help the smile that tears across her face and she wished that she had dimples like Harry’s so that people could innately know exactly how happy she is in this moment. She wishes she could bottle up this feeling and keep it with her forever. Pull it out of her suitcase when she’s homesick in a hotel or anxious on an airplane; or even when she’s just as happy as she is now to remind herself that this feeling comes from the people she loves most in this world. It comes from them loving her just as much as she loves them. It's a feeling she truly could not explain as she looks from Harry to Issac’s face and then to the crowd around her on the rooftop, all there to celebrate her. Never has she felt like this on her birthday. 
Someone brings out a cake that’s littered with candles and a big sparkler on top when Aurora is drinking her 3rd or 4th margarita. Everyone joins in singing Happy Birthday and after Aurora blows out the candles Harry makes sure to scoop up a bit of icing and wipes it across her nose. 
Aurora plants herself on one of the couches on the roof to enjoy some cake and people come in and out of the party to drink and eat and chat but all Aurora really remembers is Issac and Harry sitting on either side of her. 
Issac hits it off with Mitch and Sarah and somehow manages to really get Mitch to talk. Issac definitely has that effect on people, easy to talk to, easy to get along with. Since Aurora can remember people have always flocked to him. He has this personality that attracts everyone and Aurora’s grateful for that. Growing up with Issac helped her not become a hermit and made her meet new people, try new things. She’s partly who she is because of him. 
“Got any funny stories about Aurora?” Helene asks Issac from the seat across from them 
“I’ve got loads. Narrow it down to an age and I’ll tell you my fav!” Issac says with a mischievous grin. Aurora groans and pleads for him not to share anything too embarrassing. 
“Hmmm, how about something from high school,” Harry requests and everyone that’s still hanging around nods with drunken enthusiasm. 
Issac thinks for a second, deciding which story to start with. “Okay, so you’ll need to see a few photos to get the full effect.” Harry cackles at the opening of the story and Aurora groans again cause she knows exactly the story Issac’s about to tell. 
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Aurora is sitting backstage in Harry’s dressing room, on the black couch that he has adorned with his Gucci pillows, something she’s started to make fun of him for. He gets all defensive about it, “makes it cozy in here,” he always fights back with a small pout. Or “I like them, leave me alone,” he’ll whine. Harry comes to sit down on the couch with Aurora once he’s showered and in a clean set of track pants and sweatshirt. Aurora’s legs are curled up on the couch and she pats her hands on the tops of her thighs, signaling for Harry to join her and lay his head there. 
“How’re you feeling?” Aurora asks. They both know they drank more than their share last night and Harry was groggy going into his boxing session. 
“Surprisingly good,” he says softly as he crosses his arms over his chest, gently closing his eyes. Aurora rests her hand on top of his arms and places the other starts to play with the fine hair right at his hairline. “Boxing wasn't horrible. Anyways, last night was worth it” he says with a small smile before sighing. 
“Yeah, it was,” Aurora sighs too. “I can’t tell you enough how incredible all of yesterday was.” 
“You told me that over and over again last night,” Harry opens his eyes to look up at Aurora. “And then again this morning,” he offers another smile to Aurora and brings the hand that’s resting with his up to his lips and kisses Aurora’s knuckles gently. Harry rests their hands back to where they were but doesn’t release his hold on Aurora’s. 
“Well I’m gonna keep saying it,” Aurora says and continues the movement in Harry’s hair. “I’ll never forget last night.” 
“I won’t either. Quite a memorable night,” Harry says with a smirk, opening one eye to peer up at Aurora. “Party was good, but the after party,” Harry trails off, an overly flirtatious tone to his voice and his eyebrows waving suggestively. Aurora returns his smirk with a glare and a small shake of her head. Always so cheeky. “Hey, from what I remember, you loved the after party, too,” his smirk grew, showcasing a dimple. 
“‘After party’ implies there were more than 2 people,” Aurora corrects him in a rush, then rolls her eyes as Harry lets out a giggle. “Shush.” 
“Oh, you can’t even keep that grin off your face,” he says, now both eyes open and a full chuckle erupting from his chest. Aurora looks away from his snarky gaze trying to avoid smiling from ear to ear. “Love how flustered you get, sometimes.”
There’s a light, but obvious knock on the dressing room door. 
“Come in,” Aurora chokes out as the smile she’d been avoiding covers her entire face. 
“Hey, Aurora! Harry, just letting you know, 1 hour till curtain for Kacey,” Scott, one of the stage managers announces as he peeks his head into Harry’s dressing room. “Ayae, should be in in about 10 minutes, as well.” 
“Thanks Scott,” Harry says as he sits up on the couch. Scott closes the door behind him. “Hi,” Harry flashes a dopey smile at Aurora before standing up. He moves so he’s directly in front of her. He leans down and rests his hands on the back of the couch on either side of Aurora’s head. She tilts her head up towards his and her nose crinkles as his hair tickles her cheek bones, just long enough to touch now. His smile pulls up higher on the left side, eliciting a deep dimple on his cheek. He presses his lips into Aurora’s quickly, pulling away just as soon as they’re connected. Aurora reaches her hands up to his face, bringing him back to her and pressing her lips to his this time. Aurora’s right hand slides it way to his hair and the other grabs at the neck of the hoodie he’s wearing, pulling him down closer to her. The kiss deepens slightly before Harry pulls away, a smirk on his face. He shakes his head at Aurora before standing up straight. She sighs and sinks back into the couch. 
As Harry walks over to the vanity across the room, Aurora��s eyes divert to his suit for tonight. Aurora can’t quite decide if it’s more burgundy or pink. The velvet trimming on the lapels and sleeve hems are a perfect touch and give the already beautiful suit a sharp finish. Aurora’s eyes travel to the pants that are hanging with the jacket and black buttondown. The exaggerated flares are billowing, even just hanging on the hanger. Aurora looks at the flares a little bit longer, her head tilting to the side as she thinks. Harry’s tall and a whole lot of leg, but the pants seem extremely long, dangerously long. Aurora thinks back to the fittings and can’t remember him trying them on during prep week. Fuck. 
“H, maybe your loafers aren’t the best idea for shoes tonight” Aurora suggests, a concerned look on her face. 
“Uhh, they should be fine. They’re comfortable on stage,” he answers, distractedly, responding to something on his phone. 
“Why don’t you wear your heeled chelsea boots?”
“Hmm?” 
“Your heeled boots? I think you should wear those instead.” 
“My boots? Why?” he questions, setting his phone down and sitting in the chair in front of the vanity. 
“Flares seem a bit long…”
“I’ve got long legs, sweetheart,” he says as he straightens one leg out, exaggerating his movements. Aurora rolls her eyes.
“I know you do, but those flares are longer than your legs. Don’t want you tripping on stage, already clumsy as is.” Aurora sighs, “I don’t think we hemmed those at all.” 
“I’m sure they’ll be fine,” Harry responds. 
They’re not fine and Aurora repeatedly asks Harry to wear different shoes or let her stitch them up but he’s being stubborn and is convinced they’re fine. He parades around backstage swooshing the exaggerated flares. To each their own, Aurora thinks before realising she’s smiling watching him. She can’t help the butterflies that find a home in her stomach when Harry looks back to her. He drops a wink at Aurora before looking back at his band crowded around him. 
“Hey, Roo,” Issac calls to Aurora from down the hall. “Ya ready to go? I don’t wanna miss Kacey.” 
“Uh yeah, just one second!” 
It’s as if Harry can feel Aurora approach him because he’s turning around with his arms open to pull her into a hug. 
“Good luck,” Aurora whispers into his ear. Harry thanks her with a kiss and quick squeeze to her waist when they pull apart. “Please be careful in those pants on stage.” 
“You worry too much. I’ll see you after, okay? Have fun with Issac!” 
“You seem nervous,” Issac tells Aurora bluntly as they walk to the back of the pit near the sound mix. 
“Harry’s gonna trip on his pants.” Issac laughs at her response. “He was being stupidly stubborn and wouldn’t let me fix ‘em. They’re too long.” 
“So your rockstar is gonna twist his ankle tonight?” Aurora hums before laughing. 
Aurora’s missed Issac like hell. Concerts have always been their thing. There hasn’t been a single one of Harry’s shows that Aurora didn’t wish her best friend was with her. They have so many memories at different concerts across the country. They’ve seen just about all of their favourite musicians. It reminds her of college because they would really only see each other if there was a concert. They’d visit each other in their respective cities and make a few days out of it. At least one night at a concert, another having a movie marathon of their favourites like She’s The Man and August Rush and a tearful goodbye when they had to go back to real life and catch up on papers and studying. It feels like home with Issac next to her singing along to Harry’s lyrics. They hold hands and lean against each other during the slower songs like Meet Me in the Hallway and From the Dining Table and Sign of the Times. They sing along at the top of their lungs to What Makes You Beautiful just like they used to in high school while driving around with nothing better to do. Issac pokes fun at Aurora when she smiles stupidly up at Harry on stage and she just rolls her eyes in response. 
“Chicago, we have two songs left and before we go I wanted to introduce you to my wonderful, wonderful band,” Harry begins as the beat of ‘The Chain’ begins on Sara’s drums. He introduces Adam, Clare and Sarah. After introducing Mitch, the guitar and bass kicks in and Aurora laughs in surprise as Harry pulls his pants up as much as he can before walking to his mic stand. 
Aurora and Issac sing and dance along to song like they have the entire night. The floor is shaking and the feeling in Aurora’s chest is undeniable. Right now with her best friend by her side and her Harry on stage, she truly feels like her heart might rip out of her chest. 
“Chicago, I’ve got you for 5 more minutes,” Harry begins his closing speech. “If you haven’t been singing, that’s no problem. If you haven’t been dancing so far, that’s no problem. For the next 5 minutes, I need you singing every word. For the next 5 minutes, I need you dancing like there is nobody next to you. You are not going to see these people tomorrow! So why do you care? Are you gonna go for it with me?” he yells. “Lets go!” 
Aurora stops in her tracks when the break in the music starts, a bad feeling in the pit of her stomach as Harry starts to dance around the stage. In the split second Harry stops dancing and reaches for his mic he steps on the flare of his left pant leg and simultaneously starts singing again. Aurora’s jaw drops. In the small time Harry stops singing she sees him mouth to Mitch “Ouch.” Not only does she see this interaction but she can tell by the look on his face he knows there’s an “I told you so” coming his way. Mitch just laughs as Harry goes back to singing.
Aurora drops to the floor in a second, her knees buckling from laughter, her hands on her face to cover her smile. She knows Harry knows where she is in the audience and surely he’s thinking about looking for her to find her reaction OR he’s completely avoiding meeting her eyes in the crowd. 
“Oh My God!” Aurora yells to Issac once she stands up. “He made it so far without tripping. But ‘Chain’ and ‘Kiwi’ are always a risk,” she yells in Issac’s direction. 
“Wow you know him well,” Issac laughs. 
Harry’s performance isn’t affected by the trip so either Harry’s really great at covering it up or the only thing it bruised was his ego. 
“How’s your ankle, bub?” 
Harry huffs, “Go ahead.
“Nah,” Aurora decides. 
“It’s worse if you don’t say it.” 
“Nah, I think you’ve suffered enough,” Aurora says with a small laugh. She breaks the seal on the inside of an instant cold pack. “Here,” she offers it to him after shaking it a bit. 
“Do you just carry these in your purse?” Harry asks as he shrugs the plaid jacket off before sitting down. 
“No, it was in my cart,” Aurora points to her set of rolling drawers by Harry’s wardrobe. Aurora rolls the flare of his pants up out of the way, grabs a pillow from the couch and sets it on the table. She pats it, “put your foot up.” Harry narrows his eyes at her. “Come on, don’t want it to swell too much.” Aurora grabs a towel from the counter quickly and then joins Harry on the couch. Harry gives her a questioning look again. “What?” 
“So you just carry ice packs around,” Harry asks again. 
“I mean no, but always keep them with my stage stuff. My cart used to be my backstage kit for dance then I used it in college for my fashion classes,” Aurora starts to explain. Harry’s face still read confusion so she continues. “When I packed for tour, it felt right to have all the necessities, stage and sewing.” Aurora shrugs. Now she rolls Harry’s sock down a bit so she can see the colour of his skin. “No bruising yet, that's good. Probably just irritated, but didn’t sprain it at least.” She places the towel over his ankle and then takes the ice pack from his hands and lays it on top. 
“So you’re not angry with me?” 
Aurora snaps her head to look at him, her brows furrowed. “Why would I be angry?” 
“Cause you knew my pants were too long and I didn’t let you fix them.” 
“Harry, I don’t know where you got that idea, but I could never be angry about that. I’m sorry it happened but clearly you learned your lesson,” Aurora laughs looking at the ice on his ankle. “Not that big of a deal.” Harry lets out a sigh. “Let’s just make sure you’re careful and it isn’t bad. You still have quite a few shows left.” 
“You’re worrying too much,” Harry says now reaching a hand out to Aurora’s face. 
“Not worrying, I just know how bad ankle injuries can be if you don’t take care of them. I’ve had plenty of sprains in my life.” 
“I’m really fine, Ror.” 
“None of that. Let me take care of you.” Aurora tries to stand, tylenol and water is next on the list.
“Come ‘ere,” Harry pulls on her hand. Aurora falls back into the couch and Harry wastes no time kissing her. He kisses her hard to thank her and to distract him from his painful and cold ankle. 
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Harris: saw some photos from last night! The shirt looks much better backwards if i’m being honest
Aurora: BACKWARDS ?????- 
Harris: hahahaha the tie was meant to go in the back- 
Aurora: oh my god. I literally have one job. Dress him, correctly. That's it.- 
Harris: it was a creative decision!- 
“What’re you giggling about over there?” Harry’s voice is muffled against the pillow. 
“Sorry, I didn’t mean to wake you.” Aurora leans over to Harry on the other side of the bed. She runs her hand over his shoulder and then presses a kiss to the bareskin of his back. Goosebumps rise all over his skin and Aurora tries to smooth them out with the warmth of her palm. 
Harry hums, “not really asleep, just like laying here with you like this.” 
“We’re not even cuddling,” Aurora says with an eye roll that Harry can’t see but definitely can hear in her voice. 
“Nah,” Harry’s voice is still low and grumbly from sleep, “just like knowing you’re right there, that in the early moments of the mornings, I get to be in the same space as you.” Aurora can’t fight the smile that tears at her mouth and Harry catches it as he rolls over to look at her. “Come ‘ere, though, I always like a good cuddle.” 
Harry wraps his arms around Aurora’s waist and hides his face into her neck. The feeling of his hot breath on her skin makes her giggle and try to pull away. Harry’s arms only tighten and his lips lazily graze against her neck. For a moment they get lost in the morning sunlight coming through the windows and how the heat of each other’s skins feels on one another. Harry doesn’t make any attempt to open his eyes for the day yet, he lets his hands wander over Aurora. 
“What were you giggling about anyways?” 
“Oh! It was Harris, they said they saw some photos of their design from the show last night, but guess what.” 
“What?”
“I dressed you in it backwards!” Harry’s mouth drops open dramatically. “The bow was meant to be in the back!” 
“Ohhhh that might explain the deep V then…” he trails off trying to hide a smile. 
“My only job is to make sure you’re dressed.”
“I was dressed…” 
“Not correctly!” Aurora fights back, a giggle bubbling up in her throat. 
“I think 1 miss in a 89 show tour is a pretty good track record.” 
“Ugh, I guess. The deep V was popular though,” Aurora says, looking at the bright side of the mistake.  
“So you did it on purpose?” Harry teases. 
“I did not!” Aurora squeals as Harry sneaks his arm between Aurora and the mattress to pull her into a tight squeeze. He teases his lips across her collar bone. And that jogs Aurora’s memory of the moments they shared in the dressing room before the show. 
Aurora’s dragging her finger lightly down the middle of Harry’s chest after tracing his collar bones. She stops at the butterfly and she feels Harry’s stomach twitch lightly and his hot breath fan across her face. Aurora gets carried away with the sight in front of her. From the sparkle reflecting in Harry’s eyes, to the build of his chest that is just expanding with every boxing session he does, Aurora can’t help but press a kiss to his sternum instead of tying the fabric that hangs from his collar. Harry sneaks his hands around her waist and pulls her closer. He lands his lips on her neck and then behind her ear. 
“Think you might have,” Harry teases again, pulling Aurora out of her flashback.
 Aurora brushes off the teasing and memories from the night before with a small shake of her head. She focuses on Harry in front of her and as if she couldn’t be more consumed by him, she takes in a deep breath and isn’t air she’s inhaling. It’s him. It’s always him. His scent, nothing too strong, no cologne just the lingering smell of his clean hair and faded minty breath. In between pressing her lips against his they both giggle, their legs getting tangled in the sheets. Aurora rolls the 2 of them over so Harry’s on his back. It’s a lazy and clumsy but neither of them care. She kisses down his neck and then across his collar bone like she did the night before. Her eyes linger along the tattoos that scatter his chest and shoulders. 
“Oh, sequins must’ve really bothered ya huh?” Aurora asks, pulling away. She glides her finger across Harry’s shoulder where a faint red rash is left. 
“Told you they were itchy!” 
“I’ve worn sequins more times than I can count, I won’t hear your complaints. Comes with the territory. If you wanna be a sparkly rockstar you gotta get used to it.” Aurora teases. Harry huffs at her. “I’ve been dealing with sequins since I was 3, I won’t sympathize with you.”
“Think one day you’ll show me some old dance videos?” Harry’s voice is soft. He’s over complaining about sequins, it’s a loosing battle anyways.
“My old recital tapes are all back home. So you won’t be seeing those anytime soon.” 
“Maybe when I come visit?” 
“Visit?” 
“Yeah,” Harry says as he traces a finger across Aurora’s cheek, “figured I’d come visit you in New York once tour is over.” 
“I don’t have an apartment yet.” 
“You’ll figure that out, but I’ll visit you at home home. Wanna see your hometown and maybe those old posters you had in your room.” Aurora groans when Harry teasingly squeezes her waist. 
“Those are long gone. Also a heads up, I still only have a twin bed in my room. Anyways, my parents will definitely make you stay in a separate room.” 
Harry barks a laugh, “will they really?” 
“Sure will.” 
“Well, sneaking around is fun.” 
“Shut up,” Aurora whispers as she blushes. “Would Anne make me stay in a separate room?” 
“She’s definitely tried it. Made Michael sleep in the guest room for the first year he and Gemma started dating. But I’m really good at persuading her to let me have my way when I’m home.” 
“I mean, those puppy dog eyes really do some damage,” Aurora compliments before pressing a kiss to Harry’s cheek. “When are you planning to go back home?” 
Harry hums, thinking, “Probably stay in LA for a bit. Catch up with everyone here and sort some things out. Then make my way back to England. Settle back in and then visit mum and Gemma for a bit.” Aurora sighs. She really hasn’t given post tour details much thought. Aurora absentmindedly plays with a loose thread on the edge of the tshirt she’s wearing. She’s unsure how to bring it up, frankly, she doesn’t want to hash out the details because she knows the details will have very little Harry in them. “Alright?” Harry asks quietly and squeezes her hips lightly. 
“Yeah,” Aurora whispers. 
“C’mon,” Harry encourages. 
“It’s just, just,” Aurora sighs again. “It’s hard not knowing when we’ll see eachother once tour’s over.” 
“Remember I said I wouldn’t just leave you hanging at the end of tour. Honestly, don’t think I’ll be able to stay far from you for very long.”
“Think we’re a bit spoiled being with each other almost everyday.”
“Yes,” Harry agrees, “but, we’ll get to do other things once tour is over. I plan on taking a long break and going back to the studio when I feel like it. No due date for another album, I've got nothing but time.” 
“It’s just gonna be so different,” Aurora says softly, still thinking too much. “A bit scary to think about.
“Go get your planner,” Harry encourages. “Let’s block some time, won’t be so scary then.” Aurora quite literally scurries over to her bag after clumsily crawling off Harry. She misses the heat of Harry and her legs covered in goosebumps the second the air conditioned air hits them. “It’s always helped me to set some stuff up, doesn’t have to be fully planned or anything but having something to look forward to makes it better, I guess.” Aurora slides back under the covers and copies Harry, who is now sitting on the bed, back against the headboard. She smiles at Harry for a moment, taking in his messy curls, smooth tattooed skin apart from the rash along his shoulder. 
“Remind me to give you some cream for that,” she says with a small giggle as she taps her pen on his shoulder. “Have I told you about my family’s lakehouse?” Aurora asks when she opens her planner in her lap.
“A bit, yeah,” he recalls with a hum. He’s on his phone opening his calendar. 
“I really wanna take you there.” 
“I’d like that. When?”
Harry and Aurora spend the rest of the morning planning the next few months. 
Stay in LA for a few days after the final show. Harry in New York late August; lake house, hometown, apartment shopping etc. Aurora in England with Harry to visit Anne and Gemma. Thanksgiving in New York. New Years in London. And they can’t forget the unplanned things that’ll definitely happen when Aurora starts her new job and Harry gets back to his own work. 
And Harry was right, it isn’t so scary once they’ve gotten some trips written down. They’ve got lots to look forward to. 
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Rescue You; chapter 10
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➳ pairing: hector x witch|reader ➳ genre: fantasy, angst ➳ warnings: violence, swearing, smut, mentions of rape, slavery, spoilers for seasons 1 thorough 3. ➳ word count: 2656 ➳ rating: 18+ ➳ summary: In which y/n, a witch from Dracula’s court, tries to save the forgemaster from his fate.
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Chapters: 01, 02, 03, 04, 05, 06, 07, 08, 09, 10, Part 2 - Save You
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A Night Alone
When morning came, you were granted your own horse. Either the mercenaries had some newfound trust in you or they simply didn't want to ride with the boy. You still didn't know his name, he hadn't uttered a word since you found him. Nor had he once let go of your hand.
You were happy that you helped him, saved at least someone in the town. But, he was the only one. Everyone he cared for, everyone he ever knew, they were all gone and it was your fault. That was why you couldn't bring yourself to smile at him, all you could do when you looked at him was tell him it was going to be okay whilst fighting back your own tears.
By the time you arrived back at the castle, it seemed quieter than usual. Maybe it was just from the lack of vampires. It wasn't quite dark yet and the mercenaries were exhausted, making little noise besides the clamber of tired feet as they ventured through the castle.
You almost thought about visiting the forge, as if everything was back to normal again, but you soon remembered that you were still very much a prisoner when the mercenary in charge pulled your free arm up and slapped the cuff back on, binding your magic once again.
"Now that we're all back and safe I think it's best we get this back on you. Carmilla will flip when she wakes up otherwise," he chuckled and walked off, leaving you and the boy alone.
The small hand tugged against your own as he stepped closer to you, half-hiding behind your figure. You looked down and sighed, turning to ruffle his hair slightly before kneeling in front of him.
"It's okay. I won't let them hurt you and I think Striga will look after you too."  You wiped the tears away from his face gently with your thumbs.
Figuring out Striga's true motive was proving difficult but you figured that if she had allowed him to live in the first place, she must have had a reason. She didn't seem like one for pointless slaughter but then again, she was still a vampire.
"I'm y/n. Do you want to tell me your name?"
Although you spoke softly and his hand tightened around your own, the boy shook his head. He still wasn't sure about you, not that you could blame him. You had come with the people who destroyed his town and killed his family, not to mention you had helped them do so.
You nodded slightly to show him you understood and wiped a piece of dirt from his forehead before taking him into the castle. 
It was clear that every mercenary who was still awake or not stuffing their mouths with food was watching the two of you, making sure you were not going to try anything. Not that you could even if you wanted to. You were beginning to understand how Hector felt. How at first glance it seemed like you had freedom but there was an invisible leash around your neck making sure you behaved.
It was agonising and you felt powerless. The taste of freedom you had gained, no matter how small or false it really was, had lit a flame within you. A small flame, just barely flickering in the dark, but it was there. Hope. You had hope, you had determination. You were beginning to feel like this was just a minor setback and that you were slowly getting back on track. 
Using your magic back there made you feel alive again, it gave you hope that you could fight back. You were a powerful magician, you had just lost your confidence for a while but you were sick of being afraid of vampires. You were afraid of Dracula and now you had even grown to fear the council of sisters but if you didn't fight back then who would? Hector? He was beyond hope, what little fight he had left in him was crushed when you were thrown into that cell.
Even if he did want to fight, he couldn't. He knew that, you knew that. He might not be able to fight but you can, you just need to find a way to remove the cuff suppressing your magic. You didn't only have Hector to protect anymore, or yourself, you had this boy, the child you decided to save. You could have let him die and come back to Hector but, your humanity had gotten the best of you and you were ready to put everything on the line for the boy that clung to your hand so desperately. You were going to keep both of them safe, you had to because no one else could. No one else was coming to free you. Not Issac, not Dracula, not even Alucard, whom you had only met once or twice before.
The sun set not long after you returned and Striga was soon searching for you.
"I'll take the child, little one. Carmilla agreed to allow him to live as long as you do as she asks when she asks."
That was it, that was why she had allowed him to live. He was yet another tool to use against you, another piece of leverage to tie you to this place, to make you aid the vampires despite your own wishes.
"I understand."
You tried to hand him to her, knowing that was the best you could do for him at the moment, but he was reluctant to let go of your hand.
"It will be okay. I promise. Striga won't let them hurt you, okay?"
His feet shuffled on the ground and he looked up into your eyes, nodding sheepishly before stepping over to Striga and taking her hand. The vampire seemed bewildered that a small, human child had simply grabbed her hand. She clearly hadn't expected the boy to latch himself onto her like that but aside from you, she was the only face which he'd seen that didn't seem to want to hurt him. She actually smiled slightly and began to lead the boy away, turning back to you briefly.
"Oh, you have free roam of the castle once again since we are sure you won't be foolish and try to escape. Hector is waiting in his outhouse, as promised."
As soon as Striga and the boy turned the corner and out of view, you span on your heels and began to sprint through the castle. You had no idea what you were going to say to him once you got there, all you knew is that you needed to see him as soon as possible. By the time you reached the outhouse, catching your breath as you knocked on the door, your face was already dripping with tears.
The door opened slowly, hesitantly even, but as soon as it did you dived onto him and wrapped your arms tightly around him. You took in a deep breath, inhaling his scent as you nuzzled your head further into his chest.
"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry."
It must have sounded like a mumble to him, barely coherent, but he seemed to understand what you were saying. "It's okay. It's not your fault."
Hearing his voice only made you cry more and his arms held you softly as he began running his fingers through your hair.
When you pulled apart, he pulled you inside and closed the door behind you.
"It is my fault. It's all my fault. If I didn't go after that stupid book this would have never happened. I could have protected you. I'm so sorry."
He stepped forward again, drying your eyes with his hands. "I'm the one who's sorry. I tried not to tell her, I tried to hold it in but it- it hurt so much. I- I'm the one who's sorry."
His shaky voice broke you into pieces. He was feeling just as guilty as you even when none of it was his fault.
"You didn't have a choice, Hector. The ring made you. It wasn't your fault," you reassured before kissing him deeply.
It seemed too good to be true when he kissed back, lacing his fingers into your hair. You could feel him smiling against your lips as if he was truly happy. 
Somehow, between you, it was as if nothing had changed but everything had. This was quite possibly the only time you would ever be able to spend with each other again, or at least until you managed to remove the cuff on your arm. You wanted to savour every second you had with him right now, in this moment and so did he.
However, things don't go how we'd like them to, life isn't that kind, and soon you were being ripped from his hold and thrown across the room.
"You seriously thought I'd agree to your stupid reward? Hector is my little pet, he will never belong to you," Lenore snickered with clenched fists.
You wiped the blood from your face and spat, "He doesn't belong to anyone. He is a human being and the only person he belongs to is himself."
"Hmm. I still don't think you understand. Maybe my little demonstration that day wasn't enough? Hector dear, kill her," Lenore smirked, knowing that the forgemaster would have no choice but to obey her command.
This was cruel, even for Lenore. That was how you knew she was being serious. She really wanted him to kill you, she wanted to put an end to this once and for all. She wanted you out of the way and Hector loyal to her, this was the best way to make sure she got what she wanted. Teaching Hector a lesson about what happens when he loves someone other than her and getting rid of you at the same time. It was two birds with one stone.
"No," Hector spoke through gritted teeth.
You could tell he was already in pain. He was defying a direct order after all and the only way to stop the pain is to stop fighting it.
"Look at that, this is the longest you've ever been able to resist me for. Well then, while we wait for you to cave, I'll get started." Her icy words were finished with a harsh kick to your gut.
You groaned, coughing up blood as the next kick came, and then the next after that. She soon grew tired of kicking you and wrapped her hand around your throat, lifting you off your feet before throwing you across the room again.
"NO!" Hector yelled out again with clenched fists.
"Oh, just give in Hector. Come on, I'll be sure to reward you after." The way she spoke was enticing but still, he continued to resist.
Hector had never felt such pain in his life. It was as if his body was on fire, his head threatening to shatter from the heat. It was like nothing he had ever felt before and the more he resisted, the worse it got.
"I- Won't- Hurt- Her-" he groaned as grabbed the ring on his finger, tearing it from his hand.
"Hector!" you screamed upon seeing the surge of magical energy bursting out from the ring, the blinding light encasing his entire body.
You expected him to collapse there and then, knowing that his chances of surviving such a thing were low. Lenore's eyes widened and, for the first time, she looked scared because Hector was still standing. The ring was discarded on the floor beside him and in its place, a ball of flames sat in his hand.
"No."
Before he had the chance to throw the flames at her, Lenore was gone. Hector quickly rushed over to you, falling to his knees beside you. "y/n! Are you okay?"
"I- I'm fine," You grunted, holding your throbbing abdomen as he helped you to your feet.
"What were you thinking? That could have killed you.," you scalded, though your weak voice had the words losing their effect.
He sighed and wrapped an arm around you for support, "I know but I couldn't let you die. I- I love you too much to let that happen and to be the one to do it... I would rather die myself."
He finally said the words you had wanted to hear for a long time. You finally knew exactly how he felt and finally, things were beginning to look up.
"My night creatures should be able to cause enough of a distraction for us to get away but we need to leave now," he explained, half-carrying your limping body away from the outhouse.
Cezar was soon running up to you, sensing that his master needed him. The little dog reminded you of something, someone you couldn't leave behind.
"Wait," Hector stopped as you reached the stables, looking at you with worried eyes, "There is a boy here, a child. He was in the town we attacked, I- I can't leave him behind."
Hector seemed hesitant at first but he could see the fear in your eyes, fear for the safety of that boy. And so, his own eyes softened and he asked, "Where is he?"
"With Striga."
"I'll get him. Stay here with Cezar, I'll be quick."
You reached out and grabbed his arm, stopping him as you pulled him back into a kiss. "Be careful."
The forgemaster nodded and ran off into the chaos to search for the boy.
Maybe he never really needed you to save him. Maybe he just needed a push to save himself because, not only had he saved himself from his fate, he had saved you and now he was running inside of the castle to find a boy he didn't even know.
He was looking less like a damsel in distress and more like a hero, a hero he was always meant to be. You were not only grateful but proud of him. You had always thought he was the one who needed saving but in the end, it was you.
Hector was still much training away from being a powerful magician but he had a fire in his eyes that you had never seen before. He was no longer the man who betrayed humanity to help Dracula, nor was he the slave he had been for much too long. Why? Because now he had something to fight for. 
With most of the vampires away beside the council of sisters themselves along with his army of night creatures, you were not worried that you wouldn't escape because you knew you would. You knew it was going to be okay, at least for now.
Soon Hector was with you again, carrying the scared child with him. He placed the boy onto the back of a horse and then approached to help you up. "Can you ride on your own?"
He sounded concerned, knowing from experience that Lenore packed a hard punch.
"Yeah, I think so. You ride with the kid, I'll follow behind. If we make for the forest we should be able to get away before they fight their way through your night creatures."
He nodded and kissed you one last time before, passing you Cezar and climbing up onto the back of his own horse with the young boy.
You galloped away from the castle as fast as you could manage, holding the little undead dog in your arms just as you had done when you first arrived here. 
You rode for hours, only slowing to a trot when daybreak finally came. It would be like this from now on. Riding most days, avoiding Carmilla's men and mercenaries on the daily until you managed to flee the country. You, Hector, an undead dog, and a voiceless boy. It wasn't how you had expected it to be but here you are and you wouldn't have it any other way.
"Where are we going? When we get out of Styria that is? We can't run forever and eventually, they will find us," Hector asked, watching as the small boy slept by the campfire.
"I have somewhere in mind but you're not going to like it."
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Chapters: 01, 02, 03, 04, 05, 06, 07, 08, 09, 10, Part 2 - Save You
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a/n: so that was it, the end of rescue me but don’t worry, there is still far more of this story for me to tell. how do you guys feel about hector, reader and the young boy coming across yet another broken soul in need of help?
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anime-2lover2 · 3 years
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KILL MYSELF from the album down the toilet bowl: -
i am about to fall asleep but my eyes open and betray me
i hate these people who pretend to be me and it's offensive how they portray me
i want to be me and me alone but it's hard to be perfectly confident on your own
i want to end myself and kill myself in honor of my friends but in horror of those who care
i am perfectly and utterly aware of the suicide slogans but they've always been there but never there for me
i know i shouldn't do it and i know i have to much to live for but everything is gone and frankly i am done
i wanna KILL MYSELF despite of everyone else claiming they are there for me but then never messaging me
i wanna KILL MYSELF and screw up the mental health of everyone who once gave a shit about my existence
i want to fuck the world and to those who are rude to me and can't mind they own business you can kiss this
i want you to kiss my flat ass because you are fucking human trash to think i should still be alive
i need to die and it's my final fatal wish to kick the bucket and lose myself entirely and say goodbye to this city
i loved you and only you and i don't want make this about me but i digress it's you i want to forever protect
i was addicted to you and i breathed because of you and i drooled over you my best friend
i wanted you to touch me and love me but at the same time i wanted you to fuck me
i was horny over you and all because of you my life has fucked itself over my best friend
i cared for you and cared about you and i always fucking tended to you and all your problems
i cared and despite this you committed suicide and i lost you my best friend Sophie
i watched you put a rope around your neck and tighten it to assure your motherfucking death
i loved you and because of your leave i am on my goddamn knees and praying to be someone's baby
i am pathetic to wish to be held but i hope someone cradles me in they arms tonight and make me feel alright
i wanna KILL MYSELF despite everyone else claiming they are there for me but then never messaging me
i wanna KILL MYSELF and screw up the mental health of everyone who once gave a shit about my existence
i want to fuck the world and to those who are rude to me and can't mind they own business you can kiss this
i want you to kiss my flat ass because you are fucking human trash to think i should still be alive
i need to die and it's my final fatal wish to kick the bucket and lose myself entirely and say goodbye to this city
writing songs and changing the lyrics to fit with the current trends
sobbing in the shower and endlessly typing away on the weekends
trying to create a relatable feeling mixed with a moderate message of
"you can do what you want to and as long as you don't say anything off i don't give a fuck
be what you what to be and pursue whatever the hell you want to pursue and be you
yourself is an original in terms of mangas and comic books an original is always worth more than a copy
you're beautiful and special and always shield that you're vulnerable but always remind yourself
it's okay to ask for help and i should've learned this from life and not jaiden animations's empty but
asking for help doesn't make you weak or any less of a bad bitch that you totally are
get your head out yo ass and slam your feet on the gas of your lovely car
sure life is subpar but you can make it if you try not to break it
you can do and what you want is yours as long as you work for it
if you wanna kill yourself consider it first but then if you really can't see anything else
might as well do it and if you look at from my view there's nothing to it
not saying you should suicide when you first get the emotion
it's just a trigger in your brain that causes you to feel a certain way
either it'll pass or you'll numb it or you'll find a remedy somehow
but if you don't and you have tried it all i'm merely saying
you're so fine you can have anything you want in life even death by suicide"
that's the kind of vibe i was aiming for with this song
the motivational verse ended up pretty long but i hope i saved a life
i will leave on a light for any of my rolling girls and boys and nons
who have been fighting but can no longer push strong
and if you wanna kill yourself sure just go ahead but think about it first and weigh your opinions
oh Tristan don't do it my friend because I know you are no longer mine
what i am doing of the current is creepy but i couldn't care less
Tristan i still want to protect you despite your leave
your lack of being in my life only fueled these words more
with every thought and mental picture of us in my head
equals another sentence on my screen and more lead on my printed papers
i needed to be yours and i knew you since night time diapers
oh you may not remember who i am by the time this is released
but that's okay this is soultrain._.403._. so forgive me
consider this if you are about to quit at any time Tristan just listen
is living with a life filled to the brim with strife and choosing to live and not killing yourself with that knife
surviving and living and the bad life you are perusing merely proves you're stronger than you think
i tried my best and did it all and only made an inch of progress
may i suggest therapy from a friend because it's cheaper to my rolling ones
my rolling children who wish to be and deem themselves as Hatsune Miku
i big a long and everlasting loving goodbye to you
so you think i now am opposing suicide but also saying it's alright to do when justified
and so you think that on these terms this song is now meaningless
why the fuck would you name it 'i want to kill myself' if you're mildly opposing it
well my response to that is i am negatively speaking on suicide for my more influencable listeners
but despite this lovely caring for my fans bullshit
i want to KILL MYSELF despite everyone else claiming they are there for me but then never messaging me
i want to KILL MYSELF and screw up the mental health of anyone who once gave a shit about me
i want to fuck the world and to those who are rude to me and can't mind they own business you can kiss this
i want you to kiss my flat ass because you are fucking human trash to think i should still be alive
i need to die and it's my final fatal wish to kick the bucket and lose myself entirely and say goodbye to this city
this stupid foolish city who once nursed me is now dead to me
cause why should a dead girl care about her hometown
her place of birth is besides the point because now she's underground
y'all think i'm in hell when meanwhile i am safe and sound in the arms of staz and wolf from blood lad
the best anime boys i have ever had and jiriaya from naruto and asahi from haikyuu and issac foster and lawliet too
this soultrain._.403._.'s official ceterfied dismissal and goodbye to you
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nad-zeta · 4 years
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Match up (◕‿◕✿)
nAdDy sEnpAi if you’re still doing ikevamp matchups, could you do mine pleaseee 👉🏼👈🏼, school’s been really hectic and i need a pick me up 😔😔 here’s my updated info hehe 😚
I’m a female on the libra-scorpio cusp and a Slytherin, I used to be an ENFP but now I’m an INFP. Appearance-wise, I’m 5'2, i’ve brown eyes and caramel brown hair. I also wear glasses and I’m also quite tanned from being out in the sun all the time.
Personality-wise:
- I can be really enthusiastic about stuff I’m really interested in, such as history (especially world war history), sciences (but physics is trash to me) and anime (I’m a closet nerd hehe) .
- I can be really ambitious and competitive, and I would sometimes place unrealistic expectations on myself, leaving me mentally exhausted and stressed, but like i place these unrealistic measures on myself to strive to be the best
- I do try to chill and take it slow, but you know, sometimes i just can’t 😅
- I’m quite an open book to all my close friends
- I also tend to be really possessive, like I dont like people purposely trying to steal my friends (it happened a lot of times before) and i hate it when someone randomly butts into a conversation i’m having with anyone, especially if it’s a deep conversation
- I can be really awkward around people i don’t click with, but around people i click with, i can be pretty wild and will be able to hold conversations with.
- I tend to procrastinate a lot, and people say i look intimidating but i don’t feel like I’m intimidating.
- I can be really sensitive to other’s emotions and i tend to put others before me, so like my close friend always told me that i’m too much of a giver, like I try to please everyone else and ignore myself
- My love languages are physical touch and quality time
- I can’t stand people who are attention seekers or just aim to be public nuisances as i feel that they’re just really irritating and it gets on my nerves, especially those people who are just doing stupid things to be popular (which is lowkey why i think tiktoks dances are dumb, like seriously i dont get the hype, but i do like tiktok meme videos tho)
- I listen to a lot of different genres of music, but i especially love classics (mozart and chopin are my favourites) and pop.
- I can really insecure at times, because i always feel that every other girl out there is better than me and i’m just a plain and ugly, and partially because i got bullied when i was younger about my appearance
- I like dressing up and putting on makeup occassionally, but i do act like a tomboy most of the time (ie. I hate skirts, like i really dont like them and i have no idea why, but jeans are supreme).
- I also love playing the piano and singing as well, even though i’m not that good at it :D
- People tell me that I’m very curious and persistent, constantly pushing until i get answers, but i do know my limits.
- I’m also very passionate about things I love, and i would do anything to protect people that i care and love.
- I’m also very affectionate and supportive towards my close friends and people i love. - I do have trust issues and I often feel like i do not deserve love and that I hate people who betray my trust.
- I’m ok with pda, but not anything overly affectionate, like hand-holding and kissing is ok, but not making out 😳😖
- I also tend to be pretty forgettful, and i’ll not eat for hours to get my work on hand done (whoop pretty unhealthy but :0)
- I’m also really sarcastic when i want to be, and i can’t hold a poker face to save my life (i swear i always start laughing like 2 seconds in) and I tend to sass people a lot, especially if I’ve had a bad day
- I’m also pretty fiesty and I hate people stereotyping me for my gender (i.e like when someone says that “oh you’re pretty good for a girl”) like what does my gender have to do with my ability? Like there is zero correlation
- My sense of humour is kind of twisted at times but i really love memes and i tend to crack inappropriate jokes sometimes
- I’ve been told that i come across as really flirty to some guys but it’s because i can be really touchy feely to my friends
- I’m also quick to anger, especially if i have a bad day, i hate people who nag and i hate people who put down others
- I’m kind of touch-starved, so i really like hugs and cuddles, but I’m also ticklish so my friends tend to tickle me when hugging me
- I can be a daydreamer at times, like I would get stuck in my own fantasy world when i shouldn’t 😂😂
- I’m also a drama queen around my friends, I dont have a lot of them in real life because of some rumours that others spread, so i only have a close circle of friends i really treasure and would do anything for them
- I also tend to bottle up all my anger and negative thoughts, and would sometimes like explode on others even though I don’t mean to
- Sometimes I don’t really think before I say or act, which is why sometimes I can come off as a bit rude or unfeeling but it’s just me and my impulsiveness 
Fun Facts:
- i really love food, especially sweets (dark chocolate and dango is my life)
- i really hate horror movies (I’m usually pretty brave, but horror movies just get to me so much ergh) but i love chick flicks and adventure flims
- I’m also a hopeless romantic, which is why even little romantic gestures can make my heart flutter
- My hobbies are reading, writing and shooting (only air-rifle though)
- I used to be pretty athletic, I still am, but to a lesser extend now, because i injured my left knee playing volleyball in the past. It’s on it’s road to recovery, but it still hurts quite badly when i overexert myself.
- I love artic foxes and cats, dogs are too energetic for me 😅
- I’m also a sneaker hoarder and I love collecting and wearing sneakers hehe, heels are like torture devices for the feet i dont care even if they make me taller
- Coffee over tea anyday, no offense to peoples who like tea, but a fresh cup of brewed coffee is one of the best things in the world 😚
- I’m really terrible at drawing, I’m not gonna kid you. When i was younger, my art teacher threatened to fail me because im really terrible at drawing. 😂
- I’m also very injury-prone and a bit clumsy, which caused me to have bruises occasionally
- I’m kinda bad and math and physics, but like if you take your time to explain to me then I’ll understand a bit more lol, my best subject is like chemistry
- my ideal date would just be cuddling with my boyfriend, and either watching a movie together or bookshop date hehe
uwu i would be super grateful and happy if you did my matchup uwu thank you sm sending you all my love and hugs and cuddles 🥰💖💕
Hi hi, lia! ❤I’m so happy ya requested! 😆Hehe, I hope you enjoy it love, and I hope this cheers ya up! Love ya lots, and I hope you enjoy it! ❤😊
So I match you with……………. Isaac
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Oh, the first time Isaac spotted you in the dining room, introducing yourself to everyone, he was paralyzed with fear. You quite possibly looked more intimidating than anyone he has ever met in his whole entire life, and that’s saying a lot considering you were standing right next to his pure blooded vampire, sire. Comte spotted Isaac hiding behind the doorway of the dining room, peaking in to catch a glimpse of their new guest. You instantly turned around when you heard the blond vampire beckon, someone closer, whose name you know all too well. He had been the cause of endless amounts of math and science homework over the years. 
Your eyes locked with his for a split second, but moments after you met his rosy eyes he darted them to the ground. “I-s-saac Newton, n-nice to meet you.” You gave him a shy smile and took his outstretched hand and shook it, before you could even say a word, Arthur budded in and interrupted. An action which caused you to feel slightly irritated, Isaac looked up at your face and saw that you were starting to become awkward with being the centre of attention. The two of you still held hands when the physicist decided to pull you into the kitchen with him to give you a moment of peace. You smiled when he is a very soft meek voice confessed that he didn’t really like crowds or loud people, a little fact that the two of you bonded over. And before you knew it, you and Isaac were now sitting in the kitchen chatting away in a deep conversation about your mutual dislike of overcrowded places, bullies and plain old public nuisances.
The next day you decided to curiously explore the mansion. You came across a great big library, and you felt as excited as a kid on Christmas day. They had every and any book you could possibly wish for. You decided to spend the day doing something you absolutely loved, and that would be... reading. You had found yourself an old outdated science book, and you were honestly so fascinated at how little had changed in terms of scientific principles over the years. You were so invested in the book you were reading you didn’t even hear Issac walking in. He was on the hunt for his little hedgehog. 
You were awoken from your book reading trance when you heard the sound of a vase smash against the floor. Startled you turned your head towards the loud crash only to see a very distressed looking Isaac. You are naturally sensitive to other emotion, and very much a giver, so it only took one glance at Isaac’s troubled face to prompt you into action. You noticed that he had cut himself on the fallen vase and he was now down crouched on the floor trying to retrieve his terrified hedgehog, who had gotten himself caught at the bottom of one of the large bookcases. 
Wordlessly you laid on the floor beside Isaac and peered under the bookcase, when you spotted little Harry cowering in the dark corner tangled in a ball of wool. Your hands and arms were much smaller than Issac’s, so you were easily able to reach under the bookcase and secure the little hedgehog. Both of you sat up as you cradle the scared little animal in your hands, trying to untangle the wool that was wrapped around his body. “My God, Harry, I was worried sick about you, please never disappear like that again.” both you and Isaac breathed a sigh of relief at the now rescued critter.
That is when you looked up and noticed that Harry wasn’t the only hedgehog who had been injured, “Isaac, your hand!” You stood up and offered Isaac a hand up, you then gently took his hand in yours and led him to your room. You sat him down on your bed and gently started treating the injury as Harry had made himself comfortable, now sleeping on your pillow. While treating Isaac’s injury, you started chatting away with him. You could see him blushing profusely from embarrassment so you decided to tell him about the book you were reading before the whole fiasco. At the mention of the science book, Isaac instantly perked up and met your enthusiasm ten fold. After his wound was wrapped and treated, the two of you sat in deep conversation for the second time that week, chatting all about science and your mutual love for the subject. And that my dear friend is how you and Isaac had become good friends
Since that day, it wasn’t uncommon for the two of you to be sitting across from each other in the library, reading away. Usually, Harry would be nestled in your lap as you and Isaac enjoy a quiet afternoon together. Some afternoon the two of you would just simply sit in silence and read while other afternoons were filled with laughter and conversation between the two of you cuties. 
As the days went on Isaac had noticed a very curious fact about you, and that was how forgetful you were. He had noticed that you would go hours and hours without eating or drinking something which strangely enough, was the exact opposite of him, who required minimum routine of five meals a day. It was this curious observation that had started the habit of the two of you dining together every day. Something which both of you really enjoyed, especially now that the two of you were determined to find the best sweets in all of Paris. Every day without fail, at lunchtime you and Isaac would go out to town to try a new cafés for lunch and sweet. These café crawls usually involved Isaac showing you around Paris, visiting book stores together and leisurely walking beside the Seine. You honestly loved spending time with this hedgehog, who had seemed to have completely opened up to you. 
Isaac loved your inappropriate jokes and twisted humour and would bust out into uncontrollable laughter whenever you would crack a joke. One time as the two of you were sitting on the fountain’s edge eating some ice cream, you saw a man falling up stairs. As hard as you tried, you couldn’t keep a poker face, it just wasn't in you, especially when Isaac had just witnessed the exact same scene and was now looking at you and snickering. Of course, being the sweet angels you were, you rushed to see if the man was alright, however, your walk home with Isaac was filled with jokes and endless laughter of the days events. 
Ooh how Isaac had fallen head over heels for you, his favourite thing in the world was to hear you sing and play the piano. He would silently walk into the piano room whenever you played, and just let the beautiful sounds wash away his weariness of the day. He would shower you with endless compliments, even more so, when you would deny them, saying that you aren’t that good. These playful little banter fights usually end with him tickling you. He usually won’t give up until you admit that you are the best singer and piano player in the whole mansion. Cue Mozart walking in like challenge accepted.
The night Isaac finally confessed his feeling for you was on, one warm summers night. The night started of with Isaac taking you out to watch a musical concert. He knew just how much you love music. Before he had met you, he had never really bother taking the time to listen to music, as he had always been far to absorbed with his own work, to stop and smell the flowers. However since meeting you, he found himself utterly enjoying going to the opera and musical concerts and letting himself just get absorbed by the sound of music. He loved the way your eyes gleamed as you watched and listened to the performance. 
After the concert, he lead you out into the garden, where his telescope had been all set up. The two of you sat together and stargazed while Mozart played some romantic classical music in the background, which was arranged by the resident hedgehog himself. Somewhere between the beautiful sight of the stars and the gentle melody playing in the background. Isaac build up the courage to finally reveal to you just how madly in love he was with you. He then produced a bunch of red roses out of thin air and resting in the roses was a card with a hand-drawn meme ( courtesy of Sabastian) asking you in the most hilarious way to stay in the past with him. The two of you met in a sweet kiss and the rest of the evening was spent cuddled in each other’s arms under the stars.
Both of you are pretty touch starved creatures, so expect to be cuddled, snuggled, kissed and hugged whenever Isaac comes across you. Like if Isaac spots you in the garden hanging laundry he will give you the biggest hug from behind, kiss your neck and then tell you how much he loves you, before he is off with Napo to teach the children.  
Don’t worry about your impulsive behaviours, bottled up emotions or a quick temper. Isaac might be new to the whole human behaviour thing but he is very in-tune with your emotions and he will instantly pick up when you are feeling upset or angry. He will aim to fix every and all problems immediately, especially if it is causing you hurt or upset. This also counts for when you are over stressing yourself, about putting too high an expectation on yourself. If he sees you getting angry, stressed or frustrated, he will pull you into his arms and gently stroke your hair, you can’t be angry when you are being so gently held and loved. Isaac will sit an listen to all your troubles. 
He always encourages you to communicate whenever you are having negative emotions so he can help you through it the best way he knows how, with cuddles. He would usually make you a cup of coffee and pull you into his lap and cuddle you, as you unpack everything and anything that had upset you that day. He will patiently listen and leave small little kisses on your cheeks to remind you that he is there for you and will support you no matter what
He loves your competitive side, even more so when you use it to win a bet and beat Arthur. HE also loves how open-minded you are. The two of you often teach each other new skills, for example, you have been teaching Isaac how to shoot while Isaac has been patiently teaching you maths and science.
He low key loves how possessive you are and is just as possessive over you. He absolutely adores you and will remind you of that every single day. 
He loves holding your hands and giving you small kisses on the cheeks whenever the two of you go out together. He honestly can’t believe it when you feel insecure about the way you look, “You are honest to God, the most beautiful woman I’ve ever met.” Will tickle you and shower you with kisses and loving words whenever you are feeling insecure about yourself. 
He will always snicker when your feisty side comes out. Like whenever you sass the men at the banquets for spewing gender based stereotypes and being ignorant. Once they have been put in their place, Isaac while still laughing at the hilarious smack-down you just gave the ignorant men will always give you the sweetest kisses, “God, I love you so much.”
Isaac legit loves everything about you from your quick temper to your clumsy streak. You best be sure this hedgehog is ganna be right by your side whenever you clumsily injure yourself. He will legit sweep you off your feet and nuzzle into your neck, all while making sure you didn’t injure yourself too severely. 
This boy loves you to the moon and back and would do anything to make you happy. If you are overexerting your injured knee you best be sure he will piggyback you to his room and do everything in his power to ease away the pain. Even if that means taking a soothing hot bath with you.
Often the two of you cuties can be found cuddled together, each reading their own book. Both your love languages are physical touch and quality time so Isaac is happiest when you are nestled near him simply spending some good quality time together.
Other potential matches…………. Comte 
I hope you have the best day lia! Sending ya all the hugs! ❤❤🌻 @i-sleep-like-napoleon
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lamiasluck · 4 years
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Possessive
Since I’ve talked about my royal au I figured I can post this lil drabble I’ve written! It’s skipping a lot of story but here’s a moment while Issac (Author) and Eric are married vkdfjshv on good terms too. They’re in love uwu
tags: @parental-tendencies @juju-on-that-yeet @theshysepticeye @verse2wo @alvie-ashgrove @emptynarration (some have already read this but I’m tagging you anyway fdsfhkj also sorry if you don’t wanna be tagged)
Warnings: blood and violence
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Issac whistled lowly as Eric hit another bullseye with his throwing knives. “Good form, love!” Issac praised and clapped. He sternly looked at the rest of the soldiers watching, which caused them to clap out of fear. Nonetheless, Eric turned to Issac with a bright smile on his face.
“Than-Thank you!” Eric beamed. The prince’s smile could melt even the coldest hearts. It was certainly melting Issac’s, after all.
“Of course, my dagger~” Issac strided over to Eric and grabbed his hand to kiss it, not caring if anyone stared. “You improve everyday,” he hummed.
Eric blushed at the affection and looked away abashedly. As embarrassing as it was to be so loving in front of these soldiers, he adored how sweet his husband could be. Even so, if anyone dared to comment on their relationship in any other tone besides supportive, they’ll surely face the wrath of the twisted king. He backed away from Issac and looked over at the practice targets.
“I-I’m going to, to try again. Maybe I can get another bullseye.”
Pride welled up in Issac’s chest as he watched Eric twirl his daggers confidently. “Spare no mercy,” he chuckled. He carefully watched Eric’s form, occasionally saying advice to help him out. And perhaps he may or may not be checking him out, if his subtle lip bite and sly smirk were anything to go off of. What can he say? He liked dangerous men.
A quiet whistle brought him out of his thoughts. Issac paid attention to the sound, but didn’t turn his head from Eric.
“New guy,” a soldier whispered to another one. Two of them were standing off to the side of Issac, so he could see them out of the corner of his eye. “Don’t look at him like that! He’s a prince and the king’s husband.” This new guy had his eyes on Eric too, apparently. Issac scowled to himself, but otherwise kept his composure.
“What? I’m just looking at him,” the new guy hummed, checking Eric out. “The prince has great form~”
Issac stayed silent for now, though he could feel his sword hand twitching. He glanced over and watched the soldiers talk. He could recognize the older one, that one was very obedient. Perhaps he should trust his men to deal with this nuisance. The older one seemed panicked about the new one’s awfully bold actions. 
Though, that thought went away quickly after Eric bent down to collect his fallen daggers. Under normal circumstances, Issac would steal a look or two at his husband, but now he was too furious. That new guy was shamelessly staring at Eric now, much to everyone’s dismay. How on earth did this man join his army? Clearly he needed to double down on recruitment processes. 
That was the final straw. Issac didn’t even say a single word as he walked up to the soldiers, but his face told a whole story. Both men visibly cowered in the king’s presence. Issac turned to the older guard first. “You’re dismissed.” His voice was stern, while his golden eyes held a cold glare.
“Yes, my liege.” Not a second later, the older guard hurried away, leaving Issac with the new guy. 
This man, this coward, was sweating bullets, eyes wide with fear and regret. Issac simply tilted his head and shined a dangerous grin. “How’s training going?” His tone was so cold it was a wonder how the soldier didn’t freeze to death.
“Um, my king…” he tried to bow.
“Stand up straight.” The guard did just that. Issac kept his hand on his sword’s hilt now. “If you’ve been training properly, like you should have, then you could hold yourself fine in a fight, correct?”
The soldier merely cowered in place and kept his head down. The other soldiers looked at him in pity, but truly, they weren’t surprised. Eric paused his training as he heard Issac’s furious voice. He wondered what the guard did, Issac seemed to be in such a good mood today. 
“Does anyone volunteer to challenge this pathetic excuse of a man?” He looked around at everyone. All the soldiers stayed still, causing Issac to snarl. “Fine then,” he snapped, unsheathing his sword.
“No, wait-” The soldier didn’t get a chance to defend himself. In a quick motion, Issac swung his sword, creating a deep wound starting from the soldier’s hip and ending at his shoulder. All the soldier could do was scream and gasp for breath, before he fell face first on the ground. Issac stepped back as a pool of blood began to form, pulling out a cloth to wipe his blade before sheathing it again. He didn’t bother to clean the blood that splattered against his face and clothes.
“Take example from him,” Issac hissed at the other soldiers. Eric ran over to him in a panic.
“Issac?!” Eric grabbed his husband’s soldier and turned him. “Wh-What was that for?!”
Issac growled and grabbed Eric by the hips, pulling him closer. “He needed to die,” he seethed out. Eric cowered, but opened his mouth to speak again. However, Issac pulled him into a rough kiss before he could utter a word. Blood definitely got into the mix, but Issac couldn’t care less.
Once they parted, Eric stared confused at his husband. “Wha-”
“We’re leaving. Now.” And with that, Issac grabbed Eric’s hand and stormed out of the training room, leaving the body to be someone else’s problem.
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"How to offend a prince in 5 words or less"
A comedy fairy tail based on the swan princess. For as long as they could remember Stiles and Derek have spent summers together as their parents wait for one of the Royal Hale siblings to fall in love with Prince Mieczyslaw and marry joining their two kingdoms. they have spent summers together the Hale siblings thinking Stiles is from the court of prince Mieczyslaw (a lords son) and Stiles liked not being a prince so he never let on and kinda forgot.
The year Stiles turns 16 Laura is married, Phillip is engaged and Cora and Derek are the only ones left.
Cora dances with Stiles but declares him her friend and nothing else in a mutual announcement. Derek is the only one left.
In a bout of nerves the two dance and Prince Derek declares they shall marry "for the good of the kingdom" when prince Stiles askes "and what else?" He replies "what else is there?"
Stiles storms from the royal ball declaring he won't marry someone who has no desire for him. As stiles and King John leave the palace that night they are attacked. The guards drag a half dead king back to the palace and report the prince taken by a monster.
Derek's best friends Boyd and Allison join him to find the missing prince.
Stiles cursed to be a fox in daylight.
Scott, issac and Erica at the abandoned palaces ruins. They were cursed to become his bodyguards.
Stiles begins the journey back to Derek. (To kick his ass) His spell can only be broken by true loves kiss or a sacrifice of true love to prove devotion. Stiles figures Talia will know how to help him and wants to kick Derek’s ass for making this happen. It’s all Derek’s fault. Probably.
Derek sits in the royal sitting room surrounded by his family and closest friends.
“Really Derek?” Cora slapped his shoulder as she passed him to slump in a nearby armchair. “You couldn’t have handled that any worse could you?”
“Don’t be so harsh,” Allison, sweet kind Allison, spoke up from her perch on the couches armrest beside Derek. “At least he could write a book from the experience: ‘How to insult a prince in five words or less.’”
Boyd comes through and gentle topples Allison from her position ignoring the indignant squawk and focusing instead on Derek who was beginning to look worryingly pale.
“At least you’ll be able to talk to him next summer and sort this out,” the man prompted nudging Derek’s foot with his own. “Or even go see him tomorrow before they leave.”
“I am afraid that will not be possible,” Queen Talia Hale swept into the room flanked by her husband and heir, Laura, with her politely bored mask firmly in place. “King Jonathan and Prince Mieczyslaw have already left the palace grounds.”
Everyone was on their feet in seconds: protests from Cora for not getting to say goodbye backed by Allison’s silent worry.
“What does this mean for us? Politically I mean.” Derek asks his mother in a polite controlled voice. Hands clenched behind his back belays his easy attitude.
“Politically? Nothing. The prince spoke to us briefly promising to honour the agreement in regards to the trading tax just as his father planned to with no marriage necessary.” Queen Talia watched her son with a resigned expression. “We’d hoped to secure the military alliance as well but that won’t be possible as it stands.”
“However he has promised to come if we ever call for aide in memory of the last ten years of peace.” The Queens expression twisted for a moment before she sighed and shook her head as of to clear it. “Derek if you-“
A slamming door interrupts the queen as a guard races into the room barely slowing as he falls to his knees in front of the startled woman.
“Your majesty! The healers are summoning you with all haste please do not delay!” The gayer keeps his head down as he speaks ignorant to the multiple hands of the room griping weapons at his sudden entrance.
“The King of Beacon was attacked. He’s at deaths door and asking to speak with you.”
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shadowturtlesstuff · 3 years
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you belong with me- thomas
this is thomas’s pov. i like doing both pov (i dont know if you can tell) but there are a few things im working on but enjoy!
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“How could-? Are you even hearing yourself speak you fool? No- no. God, you know what I'm done.” I throw my phone on the bed, scaring Sir Issac in the process. I cringe even as I begin pacing back and forth. It was truly absurd, utterly crazy, that William lived in such a world where he would ever consider me being with anyone but Audrey Rose. Whilst we weren’t together per say, it was clear there would be no one else for me. The fact that he had already caused trouble for us once makes this even more irritating. I turn and find Audrey Rose already watching me. Her hair disheveled in a messy bun which tells me she is studying or researching something. I give her what I hope classifies as a smile and watches as she pulls out a familiar notebook, searches for her pen and then writes: Are you okay?
Of course she would ask if I'm okay and not what happened; using our absurd way of talking to each other instead of using the window or even messaging me. I shake my head but smile and make my way towards my window. The wind hits me, sending my hair flying but I embrace the fresh air as I watch her move herself off her bed, cursing at her stiff legs. She has been there most of the day, not moving and lost in her work and music. She curses once more as she hits her elbow on the window sill and she looks truly adorable. “You have a wicked mouth Wadsworth. Did you not learn cursing is unlady-like?” I try to ignore the other thoughts I have of her mouth.
“Fuck you,” she scowls at me. It always makes me smile hearing her curse, she always sounds confident in them somehow, making them seem so real. The first time she swore was the time she failed a science test. Well, not exactly a fail, but she was marked wrong by a substitute teacher who didn't like her so she decided to berate him in front of the whole class, starting with her shouting ‘bullshit!’ as soon as she saw her results.
“I assume dear wadsworth, you want to ask what has made me so irate?” As much as I would rather climb across the gap and make her watch another one of my romance films again instead of talk about it, I know that I should. Otherwise it'll eat at my mind when I go to sleep. As well as it being used against wadsworth in some way too.
“Perhaps,” she says, eyes sparkling with mischief as she rests her head on the wall and brings her knees to her chest, “perhaps I merely wanted to ask if Sir Issac was okay.” I nearly burst out laughing at her. She has a love hate relationship with my cat. She pretends to hate the ‘beast’ but will often let him sit on her lap or pet him whenever she is over here. When I first got him, she stayed round mine for the night and we settled him. Even then she had tried to pretend not to like him but she doesn’t remember that she fell asleep with him curled up next to her. I had to sleep on my chair because they were sprawled out, surrounded by her work.
“Really? You always refer to him as a little pest, whereas as with me, I am your dearest person, of course you want to know how I am feeling. My son is good though, very energetic today.” Said cat brushes against me and I look at him, the memory still clear in my mind. Yet I know I need to stop avoiding the problem, Audrey Rose is too kind to push me into telling her, and will let me avoid it for as long as I need. It is not the worst thing we’ve faced yet I still hate it.  
“I assume you saw the call, well that was William,” she nods, her face already falling at the mention of his name, “Yes, awful. Apparently though, there is a rumor that I'm with Miss whitehall. I don't even remember her first name, but he was convinced of our relation despite my protests. Madness.” I scoff at the sheer audacity of him and his friends. Sir Issac nuzzles into me, knowing that I'm upset and wanting to change that. As well get attention.
“Is this the same William that had convinced everyone I was dating him?”
“Yes.” Anger rolls through me at the memory of that disaster. What hurt Audrey Rose the most is that she truly thought he was a friend. She’d explained that with me she didn't try, but everyone else she had too, so when they'd fallen into easy conversations during lessons she really enjoyed having someone other than me and lize and her uncle to talk to.
“Bitch. Why on earth is he such a problem? Where on earth does he even make this assumptions about us?'' She begins pacing, her mind working faster than her steps as she no doubt recalls everything that happened. I am inclined to do the same. I can still remember her walking into her room, looking at me and falling apart. I climbed into her room and held her letting her calm before she spoke to me. I cried as well, slightly, knowing how much that friendship had meant to her. I'd made us watch a really cheesy film and she'd fallen asleep in my arms.
“I have never once,”I say to drag her back to the present “shown interest in her, nor will I ever.” I drag a hand through my hair. “She's just- a lot.” the first time id met her she was just very loud and demanding, I couldn't stand her. I'd watched her insult so many people for being themselves, for liking childish things, or in Audrey Rose's case, morbid things.
“That is the understatement of the year Cresswell. Besides, you wouldn’t work, she's too- your,” she falls silent, either lost in thought or not wanting to tell me those thoughts. Her cheeks turn a light shade of pink and I smile. She doesn't meet my eye as she sits herself down and I raise my brows as she asks what? As though she didn’t just show me that she has many inappropriate thoughts about me. She curls herself into a ball, hiding in her oversized hoodie, which is mine that I'm not sure she realizes is.
“I’m what? I'd be delighted to know your innermost thoughts of me, Wadsworth.”
“You're absurd but fine I'll elaborate,” she rolls her eyes though, even as the pink deepens slightly. Her eyes focused on my own. So I face her fully, like an astute student in class dying to seek knowledge, “you're too kind, too witty and clever and Whitehall wouldn’t appreciate you enough. You-” she stops talking immediately, as though whatever is in her mind she cant voice. Her face twists into something unreadable and I get the sense that she would rather not ever speak about me being with someone other than her.
“You forgot to mention how handsome I look, or how charming I am, but I'll take it,” she suppresses an eye roll and her smile and ignores the way my voice deepens ever so slightly. I pat Sir Issac off me and earn a whine but he jumps off me. I reach out to her and she leans, her hair ripping free of her bun with little effort from the wind. Her dark curls cling to her face, framing her perfectly too. It makes me want to hold her face in her hands and kiss her deeply.
“I don’t need to inflate your ego further Thomas.”
She inflates my ego every time she smiles at me, whether that be because of my joke or simply smiling at me because I am her friend. “I know but it would've been nice. I did say the inner most thoughts but we’ll get there. Audrey rose-I don’t belong with her, you’re right, my heart would never belong to her especially since it already belongs to someone else.”
She blinks at me, her face falling flat. Silence falls over us and I realize she thinks I'm talking about someone else. And idea forms, one that she may hate me for but one I'm going to do anyway.
“I-” she begins, no doubt going to tell me she wants me to be happy without whomever I'm with. I stand before she can say anything and she stares at me for a second so I motion for her to move. I want to be able to hold her and be next to her. I climb over and set myself on her window sill, leaving enough space for her on the other side. “I hope you are happy with whomever has your heart Cresswell.” I try to hide my smirk at her. Preparing myself for the worst. Preparing myself for her calling me an idiot and that she doesn't like me that way. I wouldn’t blame her.
“Of course I'll be happy. She's amazing. Let me tell you all about her. I met her many years back and was instantly smitten with her emerald eyes and her quick witted mind. How she sings to herself every morning and how her dark curls fall across her face whenever she sits on her bed and reads. I adore her curiosity for the dead and how wicked her mouth is and how delightful it is to watch your mind at work. I love when she shows me a note through the window to see if I'm doing okay and-”
“Wait,” she blurts out, her cheeks red now and eyes bright with shock, “Thomas, are you talking about me?”
I can’t help but laugh. She is one of the smartest people I have ever met yet she, just like I do, struggles with social cues sometimes. Albeit it she is better than I will ever be. “Yes, finally! I thought I'd have to keep speaking forever till you realized it was you.” Not that that would be a problem. As of right now I'd happily list the way her eyes are filled with both relief and shock and happiness and it's a look I want to capture whenever I need a reminder of something good in life.
She scowls at me, ignoring her blush. I take a risk and reach out my hand, moving closer so that her back is straightened on the wall, her attention fixed on me completely. No fake scowl or bright smile, just an intent gaze I can't quite pick apart. I rest my hand on her leg, now free of her (my) hoodie. “Wadsworth, darling, I have been in love with you for some time now.”
I stare at my best friend, my love, as she tries to convince herself this is real. It's truly adorable. Then her eyes widen slightly as she whispers: “I have something to show you.”
She jumps from my grip, running the short distance to her bed and then shuffling through the mountain of books and papers sprawled there until she pulls out a notebook and shakes it, letting a piece of paper drop. It's folded and creased a lot, as though it has been opened often. I watch as she faces me and slowly, her face fixed on the sheet as she opens and holds it out to me.
I read the words: I love you.
I love you.
I read them over and over and over, trying to imprint it on my brain. Her delicate handwriting and her confession reaches out to me and I desperately want to reach out to her, hold her against me and press kisses and make her laugh.
Audrey rose takes her seat across from me and I instantly reach out, holding her leg again. Anything to reassure me this is real. “I wrote that the night after you came here the second time.” her voice is soft, her curls once again framing her face as she looks at me, “Something in me clicked that no matter what you'd find a way to comfort me. Not save me, but work alongside me. I wanted to tell you I just couldn't face it. But I needed to acknowledge it. So I wrote it down, and I look at it every time we use the note system; I try to convince myself to show you.” Audrey Rose would never need saving, never want it, yet her words save my own dark heart that she has felt this way for so long, and we have somehow lived alongside each other and been so blinded by our love entwined with fears that it has taken so long to finally acknowledge them.
I debate pinching myself. Only minutes ago was I miserable and upset, yet Audrey Rose has taken her time to cheer me up. Yet even if I had left it as I am fine, even though she knows me better than that, she wouldn't have pressed for answers; would have waited for me to open up. So i lean in and the world stops as we both wait until our lips are pressed together It's a light kiss, one full of promise and wonder. When I lean back we are both smiling so freely my heart feels as though it too is reaching out to hold Audrey rose. We trade kisses, never wanting to leave this loop but I do lean back away from her. I’m already too drunk on her kisses, I need to breathe, to process this so I can remember it. Once my back is against the wall I pull her, twisting so her back is against mine, leaning into my warmth and I rest my head atop hers. Trying to contain my smiles but to no avail. My hand covers hers and as i look down at her i notice she doesn't bother controlling her smile. It is a magnificent sight.  
“Now would be a perfect time to tell me how handsome I am, my love.”
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allyoucanthinksmut · 5 years
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Jealousy- Stiles Stilinski
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Requested:  I'm not picky, but I'd love some Stiles Stilinski smut with a female reader 😍😍😍😍
Prompt: Stiles feels the same way about you that he does about Lydia in the show. You are Lydia's sister and you’ve liked stiles for a very long time but you were to awkward to talk to him. You were always around your sister so when she started hanging around Scott and them, you were right beside her. When Issac came into the group he took a liking to you and stiles gets jealous. 
           You were sitting at the lunch table listening to everyone talk about what was going on in the pack. You couldn’t pay attention. You had been having nightmares lately and you you were to tired. You were knocked out of your daze by Issac saying something to you.
“I’m sorry what did you say?” You asked looking up at him.
“I was asking if you were okay you look tired.” He said looking at you with concern. 
“Yeah i’m fine. I just haven't been sleeping well lately. I’ll be okay though.” You said looking down.
“I can come over and help you sleep, if you like.” He said smirking a bit.
“I’m sorry. Thank you for offering though.” You said back. You knew Issac liked you and he wasn’t bad looking, but you didn’t want him. You wanted stiles. You had liked him for a while and he flirted , but that was pretty much it. People have hinted that he liked you but it had never been said by him if he did or not. You looked over at Stiles and saw him glaring at Issac. You just brushed it off and continued to pick at you food. Your day drug on after that. They had scheduled a pack meeting after school and you were kinda excited about it. It was a way to escape yourself.You knew all about the supernatural. You have ever since you were a little kid.You and Deaton were really close because of this. You were knocked out of your thoughts by the bell ringing. You jumped out of your seat and ran for the door.You stopped at your locker switching your books out before heading to find Lydia. You both had a car but you would car pool sometimes. Mostly when you guys went to a pack meeting. You found her standing beside everyone.
“Y’all ready to go?” You asked looking at everyone.
“Yeah. Let’s head out. I’m read.”You heard them all throw out.
The ride to the meeting was silent.Lydia was the only one who knew about your nightmares. She was the one who broke you out of them. She was honestly your best friend. She knew everything.You tried to sleep but you couldn’t on the way there.You finally gave up and stared at the sky. Once you arrived you noticed it was only you,Issac,Lydia, and Derek. You sat in the the corner as you waited for everyone to show up.While you were waiting Issac came up to you.
“Hey beautiful.You feeling any better?”He said tucking a hair behind your ear.
“Yeah i’m fine.” You said swating his hand away.During this Scott and Stiles had walked in.
He leaned down to your ear before whispering,”I really don’t mind coming over and tiring you out so you can sleep.”He said brushing his lips up against your ear.
“I’m good thanks.” You said pushing him off of you and going to sit by Scott.
“Are you okay?”He whispered looking at you.
“Yeah i’m fine.”You said monotone.
He didn’t bother you about it after that.The meeting went on just like any other. There was a threat, we needed to be on high alert, and we needed a plan. After the meeting Lydia came up to you and told that she was staying at allisons because she needed her for something. You acted like you weer fine but you needed her too. You just gave her a nod and a smile.
“How am i going to get home?”You asked.
“I didn’t think about that.Um”She said thinking.
Before you could say anything Issac buds in and says, “I can take her home.”Before sending you a wink. Before you could object you hear a voice behind you.”I’ll take her.” Stiles said in a deep tone.He was glaring at Issac again.
You nodded your head profusely following him just trying to get away from issa at that point. You two get in his car and you let out a breath you didn’t know you were holding.”Thank you.” You gasped out.
“You’re welcome. Why do you let him do those things to you?” He asked gripping the steering wheel as he pulled off
“He’s just flirting, one day he will get the hint.” You said waving it off.
“It’s not okay Y’N.” You’re actually going through things with your nightmares and he makes a joke out of it and it’s not okay.” He yelled slightly.
“How did you know about me having nightmares?” You asked wondering
“Well-I-UM.” He said cleaning his throat.” I noticed that you’ve not been yourself so i asked your sister.” He said.”But that’s not the point why do you let him do that?”He said.
“Because i don’t know how to be mean. And maybe i like the attention because i’m not getting it from who i really want.” You said aggressively.
“And who is that?” He said. “Because he isn’t good enough for you and you shouldn’t take that.” He said flaring his nostrils.
“You.I want you.” You yelled. You realized what you had said when he stopped the jeep and turned it off. He looked at you for a second before grabbing your face and kissing you. Heat ran straight down to your core when he did this. You moved to sit on his lap as you two passionately made out. Your hands tugged at his hair as he gripped your waist. You started to feel a budge before grinding down on him. The grip on your waist tightened as he threw his head back. You almost came right there looking at him under you. You leaned down and started kissing his neck. When you went to leave a hickey he pulled your head back by your hair attacking your neck instead. You moaned loudly at the pleasure. You reached down to pull his shirt off. You reached down to feel his body admiring it. He grabbed your cheeks making you looked at him.
“Are you sure about this?” He asked.
“I have never been so sure about something in my life.” You said kissing him. He kissed back pushing himself into you. You let out another moan as he did. You sat up to take your pants and underwear off, him doing the same. You two were eager to feel each other. You slide down onto him both of you moaning out. You bounced and down slowly at first getting used to his size. Once you were used to his length you started bouncing up and down fast. Both your heads went back st the new pleasure. He started running his hand down your chest slowly reaching in between you two rubbing your clit. You were screaming at this point. That was the only thing you could hear other than his groans and skin slapping. You put one hand on the seat and one on his shoulder going harder and faster. Both of you started shaking as your orgasms ran through you.
“Holy shit i’m gonna cum y/n.” He groaned loudly
“Me too.” You said kissing him.
You slammed down a few more times before you both came with a loud scream of each others names. You two cleaned up and got into your seats breathing hard.
“I love you stiles.” You blurted out.
He turned looking at you for a minute before replying,”I love you too Y/N.” 
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silva-vinandi · 4 years
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a word for a drabble: Insomnia (for Talyn)
One would think that, after being brought back from being dead for a week, Talyn would have been exhausted enough to sleep for yet another week straight. Granted, he was, but as night fell and everyone else went to bed, sleep wouldn’t come.
He tossed...
And turned...
Hours passed, to no avail. Talyn laid on his side, suddenly so jealous of the figure beside him. Judas was settled underneath the covers, sound asleep. He’d spent all of twenty minutes quietly crying on Talyn’s shoulder, simply emotional after he was brought back from death.
Talyn reached out, brushing some hair out of Judas’ eyes and a soft smile formed at the look of relief and comfort spread over the human’s features. He was so afraid that if he closed his eyes, he’d wake up back in the afterlife. That he would wake from a dream within a dream.
He recalled his parting words clear as day, facing his first love, Issac. Naturally, when the opportunity came for Talyn to go back to the world of the living, he was reluctant to let the tiefling go without a fight. But the words rung clear and true, even now.
“Issac, you’ll always hold a special place in my heart. But I loved you, lost you, and moved on. My heart still calls for him. I have to go to his side. He needs me.”
Talyn still recalled that look of realization, the withdrawn resignation, the sad smile of acceptance, and the wish of luck before he opened his eyes, surrounded by all of his friends.
Talyn sighed softly, shifted to curl an arm around Judas and was pleased when the smaller man snuggled against his chest naturally. He pressed a kiss to the head of black hair, rested his cheek against Judas, and closed his eyes as Issac’s parting words echoed through his mind:
“For what it’s worth, I know I’ll see you again. I just hope it’s not for a long time, for your sake. Find peace with him.”
Smiling softly as Talyn’s breathing slowed and lulled into a sleep, he did.
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