#i’m going to bed now though

[dove-da-birb]

If you see me reblog something a bunch of times, it’s because I got mad at the reblog to like ratio… also mind your own business /lh

#dove rambles #it is way past my bedtime #i’m going to bed now though

[thattheater-kid]

You know what’s wild about being a fictive? Missing your old life even though it was shitty because it’s a shittiness you were used to. The life you’re living now is a new kind of shitty that feels unpleasant in a different way.

#maybe it’s stupid to miss the life I had #it sucked #so much #I hated it actually #I prayed every night that I wouldn’t wake up the next morning and cried when I did #I’m still doing that tbh #this is a different kind of suck though #I want my old life back #those people were shitty but they were MY shitty people #maybe I just got used to the horrible conditions I was living in #and now I miss it even though it was horrible #just because it’s familiar to me #maybe it’s the difference between the physical discomfort I felt in my old life #vs the emotional discomfort I feel now #maybe I should talk to my therapist #or go to bed #did system #plural #plurality #actually plural #actually did #plural system #system things #dissociative system #fictive #fictives #fictive culture #system culture #plural culture

[muckyschmuck]

gay ok i’m going to bed

#happy 420 am i going to bed though am i #yes i’m using the fuckigndesign i made when j was 14 for marions ghoul #i have to appease the soul #honestly been drawing these dips all day i’m tired of them i’m homophobic now #sorry for that joke #my art #oc art #digital art #doodlings #dies

[signed-sapphire]

Um. Can I. @annymation @uva124 @emillyverse

How hard I had to fight to not make Aster a twink was. So hard.

Idk experimenting with canvas sizes

@gracebethartacc has RWTS!Aster with star-shaped pupils and Cielo has glowing golden pupils, so I decided Imma draw KOW!Aster with stars IN their pupil.

The firefly one??? Is okay??? It doesn’t really look lika Aled’s art but idfc (I do, I really do but I gotta go to sleep)

Boots are a bit stiff but what can you do. I wanted to get some fanart out there so I can practice drawing the boy a little more later

#yeah uh #maybe I’ll draw a little colored doodle later #aster with earrings >>>>> #my headcanon is that he also has heels #so does maggie #the boys all have heeled boots whereas amaya and asha have flat soles #anyways ALED I LOVE ASTER’S DESIGN WTF #tried to make him more sketchy here? my style is already sketch-based though soooo #also the firefly doodle. aster looks white. I’m sorry baby I’ll try to color you later #wait anny does aster have a paper cutout around him like hobie brown or just a doodle like the disney short film #okkkkkk go to bed now saph #kingdom of wishes #kingdom of wishes au #aster #starboy #disney wish #tags aren’t working I’m not typing all the tags out #saph doodles

[excali8ur]

You ever look through your follower list and realise how many people are following you who you absolutely cannot stand.

So anyway. Time to do some spring cleaning. Bioessentialists & transphobes get the fuck off my blog. Ace and aro exclusionists get the fuck off my blog. SWERFs and “no kink at pride” types get the fuck off my blog. Right wingers get the fuck off my blog. Antisemites get the fuck off my blog. None of you are welcome here.

(And if none of this applies to you, you’re totally welcome here!)

#personal #Bleh. #I hate having to do these posts why can’t people just be decent #I’ve been lazy though #Now I’ve got blogs following me who have bios threatening to mutilate ‘AMAB people’ if they interact #Fucking disgusting. Eat shit & delete your blog #I know this is my art blog not my personal blog so people aren’t really gonna get much of a sense of who I am from it #But I wanna make it clear I’m not willing to interact with people who think that stuff is okay. #I wasn’t even looking through my followers for this stuff I was looking for petty fandom reasons dghdvdjd #Ugh #Anyway. Going to bed #ALSO. THIS ISN’T REBLOG BAIT #I’m just trying to scare off some people from My blog #Just so you know-

[zaddyazula]

i actually finished this????

redraw of this:

#4hrs 35mins procreate says #the quality has been murdered gragh i actually exported this instead of just screenshotting and the quality is still bad #i actually did this as part of an art collab with my friend who’s doing geto and it turned out better than i thought it would #i am so tired it’s not even funny i’ve done today on less than 3 hours sleep #i’m probably gonna go to bed now #i had a lot of fun doing this though #with all the sillies 😭 i actually named the thing “jjk sillies” on procreate #zad talks #zad’s art #my art #jjk fanart #jujutsu kaisen #satoru gojo #gojo satoru #jjk

[politemagic]

this video of the offering in adelaide is everything to me right now, it’s got:

☑️ vessel’s vocals sounding absolutely phenomenal

☑️ ii being the absolute fucking percussion king that he is👑

☑️ iii rocking to his heart’s content (also HANDS)

☑️ iv being casually hot and slutty (affectionate)

☑️ ves dancing his sweet, funky lil heart out💖

#this video must have been recorded with the eyes of god because it feels like a blessing from above #(though in this case god is samtoken_ on tiktok which for all the aus sleep token content she’s been giving she may as well be) #i have watched this an unhealthy number of times #sleep token #sleep token vessel #sleep token ii #sleep token iii #sleep token iv #tw flashing lights #okay i’m going to drink a lot of water and go to bed now but i leave you all with this 🤲🏼🖤

[daddymikeyway]

bruh

#system of a down #daron malakian #shavo odadjian #john dolmayan #serj tankian #I fucking love this #I didn’t post this on Reddit though #he’s giving ozzy vibes #I feel like he did his time in the spotlight and can now enjoy just being normal? #like out of the spotlight? #not to get too deep about a joke but #like we were never really told how bad his social anxiety is #as far as I’m aware #but I bet it’s a relief to just be at home #this is coming from someone who cried in a store at 14? because I lost sight of my mom and got overwhelmed #that’s just general mental illness though #anyway #I tested positive for not going to bed on time #again #dreading the email I know that’s awaiting me tomorrow lmao

[sleepyblr-heart]

terrible vision that came into my mind as i was trying to go to sleep

#heart beats! #i’m not putting this in my art tag. it doesn’t deserve it #i will put it in the af tag though. so you too can suffer. #adventure forward #af2 #cyalm #voixer #i cant. explain the thought process here. #i’m going to bed now. good night

[surr3al1sm]

Writing fanfics is wrecking your carefully put together sleep schedule to write because you get your best ideas when you’re either tired or you’ve had alcohol and it’s a week day.

#like before starting this fic in particular I used to go to bed at like 22:45 #now it’s 12 minimum #its worth it though #I’m going to bed now tho

[electromignion]

Happy New Year everyone!!

Here’s my very first drawing of the year (it’s 2:40am in France ksksk) and what was better than drawing Jeremy Bradshaw as the first drawing of the year?? Nothing! So here’s Jeremy celebrating 🫶💜

I’m sorry to have not posted in a while so I have plenty of drawings to post to catch up, but here’s a new way of drawing I’m experimenting with being using 1 alcohol marker, 1 coloured pencil and 1 white pen! (I also use 1 highlighter to have a background skskks)

Lots of love everyone and I hope your year will be full of good and happy things 🫶💜

#jeremy bradshaw fanart #bridgewater podcast fanart #bridgies #bridgewater podcast #bridgewater #jeremy bradshaw #bridgewater fanart #fanart #brainrot is brainrotting #misha collins fanart #happy new year #traditional drawing #i need sleep #I didn’t want to not draw Jeremy Bradshaw before going to bed after midnight though #yes my highlight of the new year is to have drawn my comfort character #Jeremy Bradshaw is my comfort character #thanks Bridgewater for fueling my art creativity from the beginning of 2023 to now #and thank you all for being so supportive I’m very grateful #for once there’s a good lighting in my pic hurray! #tried to be aesthetic but I know you can see the uni lesson I used in case the marker was going through the page behind Jeremy but WELL

[bicheetopuff]

To Another Year, and Many More

#bakugou katsuki #bakudeku #bkdk #bnha #oh wow #I drew something? #tbh I’m proud of myself for gaining the courage to post this #might delete later when I come to my senses though #also don’t click the link #I wrote a one shot to go with this but it’s honestly so bad #but I felt the need to write something #anyways… happy birthday to babygirl <3 #I’m going to bed now

[catastrxblues]

what if i say i’m actually possibly probably sick the day right before eid omg

#now hold on a min 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 #it’s def the effects of me getting a sore throat and flu a few days ago so not that severe but it still feels 😵 #see this happened the day right after i came to my mom’s family’s iftaar event #that i even didn’t really want to go in the first place either 😭😭😭 (glad i did though bc i do love them but still) #i think i’m just going to do a lot of sleeping in bed today after finishing some thingd 😭 #nadine.mp3

[lemonlinelights]

So like I randomly chose to listen to The Edge of Sleep and going into the tag hoping for some fanart (which there is a lot of beautiful fanart) and finding out that there’s supposed to be a tv show and that there’s a book is NOT what I was expecting

#the fact that tv shows are being based off of podcasts now is wild to me #like you’d think it’d be the other way around #but the fact that it’s not just shows how good these stories are #sad that the teos tv shows apparently in distribution #hell though #womp womp #I feel like making a list of podcast that got adapted into othet mediums #and comparing them for funsies #like #the edge of sleep #limetown #archive 81 #idk if I should count dnd like the taz graphic novels and the vox machina animated show #man I’m just rambling now #I should go to bed :P #podcasts

[steviescrystals]

i seriously need to get a new job and start making money again asap bc i cannot keep living at home much longer it’s driving me insane

(wrote an entire essay in the tags without meaning to oops)

#i feel so isolated from everything bc i’m not in school rn but all my friends are and 90% of the ones who are in state go to the same school #so they’re all in the same town and here i am 45 minutes away #i never get invited to anything bc 1) my friends all tend to make plans really last minute #and 2) if we want to go out and drink - which we usually do bc that’s the stage of life we’re in rn - i’d have to stay the night with #someone bc i absolutely cannot afford a 45 minute uber home and most of my friends don’t like staying over / having people stay over #so i have basically no social life and it’s only gotten worse in the past couple months since i got laid off from my main job #not only did i love that job but i loved my coworkers and work was pretty much the only time i left the house and interacted with people #and without that job i can’t even do the little solo things i used to do to cheer myself up like go see a movie #or even just go for a long drive bc i’m broke (as in i have $17 in cash to my name and am like $1000 in debt rn) #so all i do is rot in bed all day and apply for jobs that i’m overqualified for yet still don’t get hired #i barely even leave my room bc i avoid my family which just makes me feel guilty bc i love my family #but they get on my nerves so easily and most of the conversations i have with my mom end in her lecturing me about something and me crying #and on top of everything it’s just straight up embarrassing to be unemployed and completely directionless about college and living at home #logically i know i’m still very young and it’s common to live at home when you’re 20 but literally none of my friends do #i had a couple friends who lived at home for the first 2 years after high school and went to community college but by now they’ve moved out #and they’re all at universities and either graduating this year or next year meanwhile the earliest i could possibly graduate is in 2 years #i should be finishing my junior year rn but i’ve only completed my freshman year #i hated the school i was at and planned on transferring sophomore year but long story short that didn’t work out #even longer story short i ended up doing a semester each at 2 different community colleges and failed all my classes both times #and took 2 semesters off so now i’m a full 2 years behind and even though my freshman year was miserable #i’m starting to wish i stayed at that school anyway bc at least i would be at a university and accomplishing something #plus theres a huge difference between staying at home for a couple years after high school then moving out later #vs living on your own right away then having to move back home after you’ve already experienced having your own space #and on top of everything i have an older sister who’s a literal genius and graduated last year #and a younger sister who just finished her freshman year at the school i hated but she loves it and got perfect grades and made friends #so they’re both thriving and here i am living with my mom and my 13 year old brother and just completely failing at everything #i’m just so miserable and obviously moving out again and going back to school wouldn’t magically fix everything #but at least i would feel like my life was going somewhere and i wasn’t getting left behind by everyone i know #i just have no idea how to move forward and i feel like ever since high school not a single thing has gone the way i wanted it to #vent

[kaitaiga]

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#you know what sucks? #not being happy with ur own art #like it genuinely sucks #I could pour hours into something and then absolutely fucking hate it the moment I post it #like I’ll lay in bed just staring at something I made #looking at all the flaws #something I think is great now is something I’ll probably hate in the future #I honestly just think my art is boring #that’s probably it #for months I’ve struggled to draw maybe bc of all the stress I’m going through irl #but idk #I’m not feeling too good about my art tonight sorry #with that being said though I am pretty pleased with my recent post #but everything else I’ve drawn just… idk. #kaitaiga’s thoughts