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#or even just go for a long drive bc i’m broke (as in i have $17 in cash to my name and am like $1000 in debt rn)
steviescrystals · 17 days
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i seriously need to get a new job and start making money again asap bc i cannot keep living at home much longer it’s driving me insane
(wrote an entire essay in the tags without meaning to oops)
#i feel so isolated from everything bc i’m not in school rn but all my friends are and 90% of the ones who are in state go to the same school#so they’re all in the same town and here i am 45 minutes away#i never get invited to anything bc 1) my friends all tend to make plans really last minute#and 2) if we want to go out and drink - which we usually do bc that’s the stage of life we’re in rn - i’d have to stay the night with#someone bc i absolutely cannot afford a 45 minute uber home and most of my friends don’t like staying over / having people stay over#so i have basically no social life and it’s only gotten worse in the past couple months since i got laid off from my main job#not only did i love that job but i loved my coworkers and work was pretty much the only time i left the house and interacted with people#and without that job i can’t even do the little solo things i used to do to cheer myself up like go see a movie#or even just go for a long drive bc i’m broke (as in i have $17 in cash to my name and am like $1000 in debt rn)#so all i do is rot in bed all day and apply for jobs that i’m overqualified for yet still don’t get hired#i barely even leave my room bc i avoid my family which just makes me feel guilty bc i love my family#but they get on my nerves so easily and most of the conversations i have with my mom end in her lecturing me about something and me crying#and on top of everything it’s just straight up embarrassing to be unemployed and completely directionless about college and living at home#logically i know i’m still very young and it’s common to live at home when you’re 20 but literally none of my friends do#i had a couple friends who lived at home for the first 2 years after high school and went to community college but by now they’ve moved out#and they’re all at universities and either graduating this year or next year meanwhile the earliest i could possibly graduate is in 2 years#i should be finishing my junior year rn but i’ve only completed my freshman year#i hated the school i was at and planned on transferring sophomore year but long story short that didn’t work out#even longer story short i ended up doing a semester each at 2 different community colleges and failed all my classes both times#and took 2 semesters off so now i’m a full 2 years behind and even though my freshman year was miserable#i’m starting to wish i stayed at that school anyway bc at least i would be at a university and accomplishing something#plus theres a huge difference between staying at home for a couple years after high school then moving out later#vs living on your own right away then having to move back home after you’ve already experienced having your own space#and on top of everything i have an older sister who’s a literal genius and graduated last year#and a younger sister who just finished her freshman year at the school i hated but she loves it and got perfect grades and made friends#so they’re both thriving and here i am living with my mom and my 13 year old brother and just completely failing at everything#i’m just so miserable and obviously moving out again and going back to school wouldn’t magically fix everything#but at least i would feel like my life was going somewhere and i wasn’t getting left behind by everyone i know#i just have no idea how to move forward and i feel like ever since high school not a single thing has gone the way i wanted it to#vent
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agents-are-dicks · 1 year
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God what I’d give to be piled up in my aunts bed, in my strawberry shortcake nightgown, staying up way too late watching reruns of The Nanny again
Unplanned rant in tags but I’m leaving it. I’ll probably delete this tomorrow.
#and to eat chocolate chip eggo waffles that’ve been just about drown in whipped cream#it’s late and idk why but i’m in my feels and miss my aunt so much all of the sudden#it’s probably bc my cousin is pregnant and has decided family only matters if it’s all about her now#she thinks she’s even more special now and I think I’m done going to family events where she’s just gonna make me feel like crying for weeks#and I’m stuck here in this house- nearly existing- not living#waiting for my mother to decide it’s my turn to be important enough for things like learning to drive or money for glasses/drs#I’m currently being forced to live out of my goddamn living room bc I don’t have any furniture and we can loan everyone money#and buy them anything they want but we can’t buy our daughter a fucking mattress#I mean my rooms being used as storage anyways bc there’s no space in the garage but sure#go on and tell me the only reason I’m not able to move back into my room is bc you keep forgetting you want to buy some new blinds#i can’t even fucking drive bc I’m not important enough for you to spend time teaching me#and I can’t get a job bc you’re unreliable with driving me and I spend all day tiptoeing around you and your mood swings#but sure my cousin who doesn’t give a shit about anyone gets to just make her entire life about some dude living across the street#that only talked to her bc my aunt died and now she gets to make everything even more about her#and of course by her I mean him bc I mean it when I say she’s made him her ENTIRE personality#girl does have any hobbies or interests outside of him#and yet my mother has decided that she can take off work and help her out with the baby for as long as she needs#meanwhile I’ve been waiting 6 years to learn to drive and have to hold off on sleeping on an actual fucking mattress#bc the majority of my moms time and money goes to helping out cousin#I broke my glasses in December and had to reschedule my optometrist appointment 3 fucking times bc of her#we were supposed to go look for glasses over two months ago but every single one of her days off either goes to my cousin#or she decides that she doesn’t feel like getting out and would rather just do stuff around the house#I mean sure I found an old pair of glasses to wear but they’re from 10 years ago and have given me a permanent fucking headache#but sure I can wait until after the baby shower and the gender reveal and after she’s had the kid for a bit#bc you have to make sure you’re always available to her#I’ve got all the time in the world clearly bc i’m apparently not human#at least I’ve got my cats and chihuahua
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lexisecretaccx · 2 months
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High School Sweethearts pt.9 - Chris Sturniolo
PT1, PT2, PT3, PT4, PT5, PT6, PT7, PT8, PT10, the rest of the parts on my Masterlist!
(Fem reader x Chris Sturniolo, smut..😍, male!recieving, p in v.. praising)
A/n: you’re welcome, (I felt bad for y/n so I had to give her smth nice) this part is slightly longer bc of the smut.
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“Mom I’m sorry.” I keep repeating myself as we get into the car, she hasn’t spoken a word to me since she saw me. “Mom I’m..” “sorry? I know you keep fucking saying it.” She interrupts me as soon as we get in the car. “Jesus y/n, beating up that poor boy?” She pinches the bridge of her nose.
“He’s not a poor boy mom he started it, and then made me more angry by bringing up dad.” She turns to me, her eyes widened. “What did he say.” She asked coldly. “He said I was just like my father, those words should be familiar to you.” I answered her, turning my head away and looking out the window. She sighs.
“You know I didn’t mean that.” She whispered as she starts the car. “Where did you go after..” I interrupt her “after you kicked me out the house in the pouring rain? Maybe I went to a party and got drunk!” I sarcastically smile, “did you?” She asked surprised, pulling the car out of the parking space and driving out the school.
“No of course I didn’t, I cried on the sidewalk for half an hour in the pouring rain until my boyfriend had to come and take me to his house.” I swallow nervously. “Y/n.. you didn’t.” She had a sense of empathy in her voice, a tone I haven’t heard in quite some time.
I nod, biting my lip. The car ride was silent for 5 minutes, “how bad was it? The fight I mean.” She broke the awkward silence, “don’t think you can call it a fight if he just lay there and took it.” I laughed lightly, I swear I could’ve heard her chuckle but she quickly suppressed it. “It was bad, his nose is broken.” I add on and my mother shook her head in disappointment, a look I knew too well.
We arrive at the house and my mother turns to me, “I have to go back to work but, wash yourself up and try to relax.” She try’s to smile comfortingly but that’s just not our dynamic. I nod before getting out and walking into the house.
I head upstairs and get in the shower to wash myself up and also ‘relax’ as my mother said. Once I’m out the shower I walk into my room and throw on a baggy tee and Chris’ sweatpants I left here earlier. I sit on my bed and scroll through my phone when I get a notification from Chris. “Look out your window..” I put my phone down in confusion and mumble to myself “not creepy at all..”
I look outside and see Chris waving up at me from my backyard. I open the window and pop my head out, “how are you in my backyard?” I shout down, “I climbed in!” He replied proudly, “can I come in?”.
I laugh and nod before going downstairs and walking to my back door, as I open it Chris wraps me into a hug, “how are you feeling?” He whispers into my ear before placing a kiss in front of it. “Could be better.” I sigh. “You smell great,” Chris takes a deep breath in on my shoulder, which makes me laugh, “well I did just shower.”
“You look so good wearing my sweatpants aswell,” he grabs my waist and places a kiss on my neck, “keep it in your pants Chris I haven’t even closed the back door.” He moves out the way and I lock the back door up before going to my room. “Did your mom yell at you?” He asks me as I close my bedroom door, I shake my head and lay back on my bed.
“She was.. kinda nice to me.” I reply and Chris lays back next to me. “Wait..” I sit up, “aren’t you supposed to be in school?” I tilt my head and he smirks at me, “I couldn’t wait that long to see you.” He also sits up. “Chris it’s a few hours.” We both laugh.
About 20 minutes pass of me and him talking about the day so far and other stuff in general. “Can we like make out? I’m bored.” I ask. Chris places his hand over his heart, “I’m boring you?” He fake pouts, “no I just wanna.. do something interesting.” I shrug before Chris grins and grabs my face, we start to kiss and it quickly becomes heated, our tongues fighting for dominance.
I feel the ache between my thighs becoming stronger. I notice a bulge in Chris’ pants and I palm it through his jeans, “fuck..” he mumbles into the kiss. “Do you want me to.. you know.” I break the kiss, implying that I suck his dick. “Don’t feel forced into anything.” He breathed out, “only do what you want.”
“I want to suck your dick, I know how to do it, that’s the only thing I’ve done before.” I smirk at him. “After that do you want me to use my fingers or..” he asks me. “No.” I blatantly say, “could you be my first time?” I whisper looking at his lips, his eyes widen and he smiles, “yeah of course.” He replies, placing a quick kiss to my cheek.
I get off the bed and he stands up, I start to unbuckle his jeans and he takes over and does it for me, I pull his jeans down to his ankles and he pulls his boxers down, his length springing up to his stomach, my eyes widen at the size of it and I get down onto my knees. He pumps it a few times before allowing me to take over.
I put my mouth around his cock and wrap my hand around what I can’t fit, I start to suck and I look up at Chris through my eyelashes, he gathers my hair into a makeshift ponytail to keep my hair out my face and to guide me. I feel his dick kiss the back of my throat and I suppress the feeling of choking.
“Fuck.. look so pretty around my cock.” He groaned, starting to push my head further onto him slightly. I grab onto his thighs for stability and his head is back as he suppresses his moans, “shit I’m gonna cum..” he pulls out of my mouth. I look up at him confused, “I didn’t know if you’d want me to cum on your mouth..” he breathes, my hand still pumping his length.
“I want you to” I smirk up at him before taking his cock into my mouth again, his hips buck forward and he lets out a loud groan as I feel his hot cum shooting down my throat. I swallow it and he lets go of my hair.
He lifts me up so I’m standing up and he pulls my face into a kiss, “we don’t have to do anything you don’t want to.. okay?” He reassures me and I nod. He steps out of his trousers and boxers and I take off my sweatpants leaving me in my shirt and panties. “Do you wanna take your shirt off?” He asks me softly. I shrug and lift it off revealing my pink bra.
“I don’t wanna take my bra off, if that’s okay?” I cover up my stomach with my hands and Chris places his hands on my arms, “of course it’s okay, you’re so beautiful.” He plants a kiss on my neck. Causing goosebumps to prickle on my skin.
I lay back on the bed “can I?” Chris asks, his hands resting on the hem of my panties. I nod, he pulls them off in one quick motion, “if you want me to stop just say stop and I will. I promise.” He smiles at me and I smile back, “wait we need a condom, I don’t have any with me.” Chris says in a panicked tone, “I’m on the pill.” I reassure him and he sighs in content.
“You’re already so wet,” Chris whispers, leaning down and planting a kiss on my forehead. “Gonna need you to spread your legs, like this.” He moves my knees up to my chest and spreads them out gently. His tip rests at my entrance, “I’ll push in, it might hurt at first but if it’s too bad I’ll stop.” He holds my hand, “okay..” I breathe out.
His tip pushes into my entrance, stretching it out, it’s painful at first but I wait for him to fully be inside of me, “I’ll let you adjust, tell me when to move and I’ll start off slow.” He kisses just below my ear. “You can move.” I say quietly, he moves his dick slowly in and out, constantly checking my face for any signs of discomfort, I bite my lip as the pain turns to pleasure.
“Oh my god..” I breathe out and he stops his movements, “you okay?” He moves a strand of hair out of my face. “Yeah, it feels good.” I smirk. “Good girl.” He whispers and resumes his movements. “Can you go faster.. please.” I lightly moan out. He nods before fastening his pace.
I grip onto my bedsheets for stability the room is filled with just mine and Chris’ various moans and noises, “feels so good..” I moan out loudly, gripping Chris’ arm. I feel myself clench around him and he lets out a soft moan. His tip hits my g spot causing me to arch my back and I moan his name. “Sound so pretty moaning my name, let everyone know who’s fucking you so good.” He says through his own moans.
I feel a knot in my stomach, a familiar feeling from the other night. “I’m.. gonna.. close.” I whine. “Me too mama.” The nickname causing me to travel closer and closer to my climax, “you like that name huh? Doing so good.. so proud..” he slightly whimpers as he’s close.
“Cum all over my dick baby..” he whispers in my ear biting his lip as he continues to desperately fuck into me. “F-fuck..” I cry out as the knot in my stomach snaps and I feel myself dissolve into the pleasure. My arousal leaking around his cock, slowing his pace to help me through my orgasm.
He thrusts in slowly and gently, “can I cum on your stomach?” He asks me, whimpering and groaning slightly as he’s close to his climax too, I nod rapidly and he pulls out before releasing his cum onto my stomach in white stripes with a loud groan.
He flops onto the bed next to me his chest rising and falling. A second later he sits up and a massive grin creeps across his face, “what?” I smile back still breathing heavily, “you did it!” He says happily. I smirk at him, “I did!” He stands up off the bed and puts his boxers back on, “I’m gonna grab the flannel we used to clean you up last time.” He smiles, “yeah I washed it and cut the label off so you know which one.” He walks out the room and I hear the tap run.
He walks back in with the flannel, slightly damp to help clean off anything. He wipes my stomach and around my entrance. “I am so proud of you.” He kisses me. I sit up, “thank you, for doing that.” I sit on my bed, almost fully naked as he goes over to my drawer to grab me some clean panties. “I practically wasted those ones I had them on for less than an hour.” I point at the underwear I was previously wearing crumpled on the floor.
“It’s okay, and you’re welcome.” He puts the clean underwear by my feet and slips them on me. I stand up and he stares at my practically revealed body, “what?” I breathe out anxiously. “You’re just so perfect.” He walks up to me and wraps his arms around me and we start to kiss. I hear my front door unlock and my eyes shoot up to Chris.
His eyes widen and we hear my front door open, “shit my mom’s home early..” I whisper. Me and Chris are just standing in my room in our underwear. “Get your clothes on..” I whisper yell and Chris nods, “can I wear these?” He points to his sweatpants I had been wearing and I nod, “and this?” He grabs his hoodie from this morning. “Yes!” I said softly.
I open my drawers and get on a new baggy tee and I find some of my own sweatpants. I pick up our messed up clothes and hide them in the corner underneath a box of shoes. “Y/n? Are you here?” My mom calls as I hear her coming upstairs, “shit I’ll sit at my vanity and you can sit on the bed, just act casual.” I murmured to Chris and he nods, grabbing his phone and opening TikTok.
“Yep we’re upstairs!” I call, saying we so my mom knows someone else is here, I notice myself in my mirror, my hair is fucked up, I quickly brush my hair and my mom knocks the door. “We? Can I come in?” At least she asked. “Yeah.” I say. She opens my door and I smile softly. She looks between me and Chris.
“You must be Chris.” She spoke to him. “Yes ma’am.” He replied, saluting with his hand. Causing me to scoff and roll my eyes. “What were you guys.. up to in here?” She asks, I can tell by her face she suspects something. “Just talking about today, and stuff..” I hesitate. She nods awkwardly. “You’re home early from work.” I break the silence.
“Yeah they let me go early because of your.. one sided fight..” she smiles slightly. “Yep.” I say.
The air is tense in the room and Chris clears his throat and me and my mom look at him, he looks around at my room awkwardly. “Do you like the colour pink?” He asks my mom motioning to my room, obviously not knowing what to say. “Not really a fan but it’s not my room.” She replies and he nods looking over to me.
“I’m gonna go back downstairs.” She says to me and she smiles at Chris, “nice to meet ya.” He says as she walks out my room.
“Do you like the colour pink?” I mimic him, he puts his hands out in confusion, “what was I supposed to say? Oh hey there I just took your daughter virginity!” He does an overly happy wave. I laugh, “you’re stupid.” He chuckles.
“I don’t know why she’s being so.. nice?” I say, moving off of my vanity chair and onto the bed next to Chris. “Maybe shes become a nice person?” Chris says in a tone where you can tell he doesn’t even believe himself. I scoff.
“That woman switches up so quickly I don’t know what to expect.” I whisper as I lean my head on his chest. “Maybe she’s bipolar?” Chris asks, “don’t joke about that Chris.” I look up at him, “no I’m serious like does she have something?” He grabs my hand. “I don’t know.” We lay there cuddling and talking for a good 15 minutes.
“I should return to school for my last lesson at least.” He smiles at me, “you do that, I’ll walk you to the door.” He looks over at the box covering our clothes, “do you want me to take my clothes?” He asks.
“I don’t mind washing them for you, when my mom’s not here.” I grin at him, “okay.” He breathes out and kisses me on the forehead.
We walk downstairs and my mom is asleep on the couch, I open the front door and walk out with him. “I’ll see you tomorrow?” He smiles, “yeah.” I nod pulling his face down to mine and kissing his pink lips gently.
“Tell your mom I said bye.” He says as he walks away, “will do.” I wave to him.
I turn around and open the door, going to walk upstairs. “He seems sweet enough.” My mom spoke from behind me and I turned around to face her. “Yeah.” I smile.
A/n: why is this so sweet tho and smutty.. (y’all we cannot trust y/n’s mom..) anyways I love making this series and I think there will be a few more parts left! Love yall!
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BOO! Hii :)) I luv your arcane work, wondering if you could write a lil fluff fic with Vi and Jinx w/ an SO that has trouble getting out of bed bc of motivation problems, and they help a lot (I'm not projecting...I swear...)
★。/ just keep driving \。★
pairing: vi x f!reader, jinx x gn!reader (separate)
fandom: arcane
word count: 480
tw: canon typical swearing/slang, some light spoiler warnings, other than that just some wholesome fluffy content for my girls cuz they really need it – not proofread. Im tired
song title: keep driving by harry styles (i’m in a phase ok-)
notes: dw anon i hear you, my sleep schedule has been busted recently and i have no motivation :DD hope you enjoy some fluffy content with our girls, they really need it, so i loved this request!
! be sure to like and reblog if you enjoyed !
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↳˗ˏviˎ˗ ↴
i don’t think vi has ever had a moment to slow down in her entire life
going from looking after powder to living in a prison to trying to track down her sister and help caitlin, vi just simply doesn’t have the time 
but that doesn’t mean she isn’t sympathetic to you
she finds you one morning when you had been late to meet up with her to complete a bounty she had taken on for some extra cash, so she decides to travel to your home in zaun to figure out what’s wrong with you
walking through your front door, she worries that maybe someone broke in
are you hurt?
did you leave?
did something happen to you?
what if– 
but no, you’re just in bed, staring at the ceiling and not moving, even when your bedroom door swings open and you have a 5’8” buff woman in the doorway
she will drag you out of bed if she has to, carrying you around, gently coaxing you through your day’s chores one at a time, with her right beside you <3 
“hey cupcake… rough couple of weeks? i understand, i’ll help you out today, yeah? one step at a time babe, and i’ll be here the whole time. slowly, ok? let’s get you some food first before we head out for the day. you gotta get out of bed today though, and i’m not leaving you here.”
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↳˗ˏ jinx ˎ˗ ↴
jinx isn’t going to be much help to be honest 
all things considered, i don’t think jinx really does anything she is supposed to do, without putting it off for weeks and weeks
this isn’t necessarily a motivation issue with her though, just just can’t be fucked-
so when she comes barreling into your house to show off a new bomb she had been experimenting with, almost setting your house on fire, she’s not entirely surprised to find you curled up in bed
she’ll put away the bomb if you ask nicely enough - and give her a good pair of puppy eyes - and instead she’ll join you in bed
she doesn’t have anything to do that day anyways
and if you do? she thinks you can do it tomorrow, who’s really gonna care?
you have a girlfriend willing to commit arson for you if you ask, no one is going to criticise you as long as jinx is around
cuddles are in store for you
(if you beg her, you might be able to convince her to help you with your chores later on too)
“heya toots! it’s a lazy day today, huh? no problem, i was gonna have one of those myself. leave monkey-bomb outside? fineeee. if you insist. we’re not doing anything today though, ya hear me? i could really use some cuddles after tinkering in my workshop all day. scooch over now, bubbles!”
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hope you enjoyed anon!!!
be sure to like and reblog if you enjoyed :))
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conitagray · 10 months
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"i’m still into you, morales."
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pairing: miles morales !1610 x reader
genre: angst to fluff:)
inspo song: still into you. - paramore
warnings: cursing, blood, near death experience for reader, angry miles:(, green goblin being a creepy ass bitch, weapons.
words: 1.2k.
summary: the only way he can keep you safe is by breaking up with you for your safety, but months later you run into him and fortunately, you’re still into him.
a/n- ill be taking a small break after writing this due to my mental health literally crashing but i promise yall once im back ill post something😭 this is a small fic bc im currently focusing on other stuff at the moment AND i wanna thank @smokeywhalee for giving me the idea on the last part love ya mwahh❤❤
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can't count the years on one hand that we've been, together.
miles and you have been best friends since you were small— quite frankly your whole childhood. miles was always right by your side through thick and thin, and you did too.
but when our fingers interlock, can’t deny, can’t deny you’re worth it.
and that’s when you started dating miles, you realized he fell in love with you the moment he saw you and his love grew fonder and fonder as he grew older.
you recount the night that you first, told his mother, and on the drive back to your house, he told you for the first time he loved you.
and you felt the weight of the world fall off your shoulders, and you sing along to the start of forever—
but that ended soon.
ever since miles became spiderman, his life started to become more dangerous — and you were worried sick.
everyday he would climb to your apartment, wounded and injured and you’d always patch him up, and he would always leave you worried.
so that’s when he decided to leave you for his own safety— and yours.
when he broke the news to you, it’s like your whole world stopped— you were frozen and so was time, but it was for your own good and his.
“i’m so so sorry mi corazon, it’s for your own good, i promise. please don’t cry anymore.” he whined, cupping your jawline as he wiped your tears.
you could see his glistening eyes, his tears waiting to fall as if they were impatient, you felt your heart shatter even more every minute you looked into his eyes.
you grabbed the said hand that was on your jaw, holding it tightly and savoring the last moment you both were witnessing.
he gave you one final goodbye kiss and in the blink of an eye, he was gone.
you couldn’t do anything now that your love of your life was gone, you couldn’t believe it that your last moment with miles is with him leaving.
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hours of sleepless nights, days of overthinking and sadness burying you, and weeks of crying passed since miles left you and you couldn't even tell time anymore, you were still into him but what could you do now?
it was not until everything went downhill for you.
the green goblin has been miles's archnemesis for god knows how long ever since he became spiderman— and the green goblin was determined to find you, the love of his life, and make him miserable, so he used you as bait.
as you were walking down a sketchy road to pass the convenience store to get a snack, you heard a loud clang in a sketchy alleyway and you stopped in your tracks, turning your head to look at the gloomy area— and before you knew it, the green goblin glided out and took you in, covering your mouth to prevent you from screaming and his other hand holding a knife.
he took you to a rooftop in a sketchy area, the moon and street lights being so dim you can barely see anything. the green goblins breath over your neck as the knife he was holding was now on your neck, as he glided through the surface of it and making you bleed and wince in pain.
“what do you want from me? let me fucking go please!” you screamed as tears planted your face— trying to escape from his grasp.
“now now sweetheart, i need your little boyfriend, you’re useless to me— i just need to kill you and then kill him next.”
he whispered into your ear as you cringed back— his words echoing in your mind over and over again, the realization hitting you that he’s gonna kill miles— when you heard a voice from afar, a familiar voice you’ve always known.
“let ‘em go.” the voice was demeaning, when you lifted your head up and saw.. “miles..?” you whispered as tears began streaming down your face, when the green goblin shut you up by slicing another cut with the knife as you cried out in pain.
miles webbed the knife onto the ground as he stepped closer and was ready to pounce on the green goblin, he’d do anything just to keep you alive— even it means he had to face the opposite.
“hold on now— if you’re gonna kill me you’ll be killing them now wouldn’t you?” he said, his free hand now gripping on your neck as he choked you— your struggling making your breath shorter every second.
miles put his hand down as he looked over to the green goblins glider that was on the side of the door— he grabbed it by webbing it and slid it off the rooftop, the web still holding on to it as it was dangling off the rooftop.
the green goblin gasped as he let go of your neck, leaving you to fall on the ground as you gasped for air— the sight of you making miles want to punch out the green goblins guts for doing this to you.
“it’s either, you give me them or i’ll drop your precious little glider.” miles protested, his voice was low but angry— a side of him you’ve never seen before.
the green goblin didn’t answer as he kept stepping closer to miles, and miles backing away in his every move.
the green goblin got tired of his little game and grabbed your hand and threw you over to miles, which in result making miles more furious.
“there, you have them now give me back my glider.” the green goblin protested as he walked closer to miles.
“come and catch it then.” miles let go of the web resulting the green goblin shouting a “NO!” — the glider falling down as the green goblin jumped to get it.
miles then looked over to you, bending down to your height as you sat on the floor— in pain and helpless.
“are you okay?” miles panicked, his both hands on your shoulders as he scanned for wounds other than the one on your neck.
you nodded as you swallowed the lump in your throat, causing you to tear up again and this making miles even more worried.
“i’m.. i’m still into you, morales.” you blurted out, causing miles to look at you with admiration.
“i should be over by the butterflies already but, i’m into you,”
as you sighed shakily to look up at miles, his hand reached for your jawline as he caressed it softly, wiping the blood away from your neck as he kissed you softly.
its like you’ve been waiting for this moment forever, now that the green goblin was gone (or was he..?)— he had you all to himself with no worries.
he pulled away from the kiss, chuckling softly as your forehead pressed on his, your nose brushing over his.
“god how i missed you and this moment, mi vida, i’m so sorry i left you— there want a day that passed by that i haven’t thought about you.” he grabbed you by the waist, pulling you closer to him as your head was on his shoulder.
“i missed you more, and i’m glad you’re still into me.”
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princeanxious · 9 months
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Hi! I was wondering about your Lost Guardian au from ages ago, do you think you’ll ever plan on updating it and if not, could someone else take up the fic?
So heres the thing. If someone wants to write a fic *inspired* by The Lost Guardian, i’m not gonna stop them, and i’d probably feel super honored so long as the inspiration was correctly credited!
As for ‘taking up the fic,’ the short answer is no.
I have active drafts and the rest of the story already planned out to its finish, notes, even a branch-off fic set post-story that will likely go up on my nsfw blog if i ever get around to editing it. The Lost Guardian hasn’t been abandoned, it’s simply on hiatus. (And yes, i recognize 3 almost 4 years so far is a really fucking long hiatus. The Chapter 9 draft doc was made in december of 2020, and last edited in July 2022)
I started writing that fic whilst still in highschool, a time where I was 17 and didnt have to worry yet about getting my license or maintaining a part time job, i had an over abundance of freetime even partially to my detriment, the fandom was booming and I had plenty of feedback, and this fic was (and still *is*) a story im proud of.
But i’m 22 now, working a full time job to pay rent and account for a number of minor ‘disabilities’(best word i have for them atm) that I cant ignore or push to the side nor treat poorly, from the lasting effects on my body of stunted growth to celiac/glutent intolerance to adhere to that directly determines how easily my body functions for the week, to dealing with glasses i cannot afford to break and taking care of teeth i cannot afford to fix, taking care of my mental health and using the free time i have to do what brings me the most joy at that time.
The sanders sides fandom has heavily quieted down with the season finale hiatus and I’d like to think I did pretty well for going six long years dedicated solely to that without cracking under the silence, because *I knew* when I caved to something else it’d be a long while before I had the drive to come back with any sort of resolution to my active works. Thats just how my hyper fixations work. I cannot focus on multiple at once, it’s too much to process simultaneously and takes away my enjoyment bc I tend to watch/consume things repeatedly to catch every little detail i missed. And it doesn’t help when one loses steam because their content barely breaks 100 notes(80% of which are likes, 15% are reblogs with the occasional comment, and 5% are self-reblogs) when back in the height of it all, a few thousand notes was pretty average interaction. This blog still has about 11.5k followers, almost all of which came from the height of the fandom period. So for now i’ve moved onto the FNAF DCA fandom, bc it is fresh and new to me.
I know you didn’t mean to poke the bear here, I get it, but like.. C’mon. Any other fic of mine likely wouldn’t have gotten the same reaction in full but, still. I’ve had to answer this question a handful of times over the years at the point, which might be why this response feels so charged, and i’m sorry.
I don’t mean to come off as snippy or rude, but it *is* kind of invasive to offer to finish one’s creative work when it’s taking too long and theres very little payback for it. I’ve got adhd, delayed satisfaction isn’t a thing I experience. Just guilt that it wasn’t finished in a way for me to post it in time before I broke and lost all motivation to share it.
In my head, TLG has been long finished and held the ending for years, theres just been no energy to put in the effort of finish writing it for others to read. I’m still trying to get my life together to change that, don’t get me wrong, but the American economy is literally in shambles so who knows how or even if i’ll manage that. Call me selfish for being content with only mentally having my creative story’s ending and a collection of rambles and notes to show for it, but at the end of the day, it’s still my story, and i dont feel comfortable with people trying to ‘take up the mantle’ to finish it, when they don’t know how it ends.
I’m glad you like it enough to want to, though, I really *really* am. I’m just sorry I haven’t been able to finish it for you all. And i just don’t know when that will be, I just know that I *want* to do so, however long it takes.
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darius martin x female reader??? the reader works backstage at aew and falls pregnant but her shifty bf dumps her bc of it and leaves her to be a single mom and the reader confides in darius because he's her best friend and he is there for her throughout it all. super fluffy??
Thank You for Being a Friend
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A/N: I’m so sorry this took me 87 years 😩 and yes this is named after the Golden Girls theme song 🩵
You didn’t know what you were going to do. Being a single mom wasn’t on your bingo card for this year nor was it a plan in the future. You decided to ask for extra work in order to save up money for the baby because you knew babies were expensive. Very expensive at that.
Over the next few weeks, Darius noticed you had been working long hours, being there before majority of the staff and wrestlers and staying a few hours later than everyone. At first he didn’t think much of it. At least not until Andretti mentioned you and your boyfriend broke up. That’s when it clicked. Darius knows you well, often times too well. She’s working overtime to forget about the breakup. That’s what Darius thought and he was partially correct. He just didn’t know the other reason, the main reason.
Darius excused himself from the Lads and went to search for you, to check on you and make sure you’re doing alright. He knows firsthand how rough some breakups can be. He searched all down the hallway leading to hair and makeup and wardrobe. He didn’t find you so he tried another hallway nearby. He was just about to leave when he heard faint sobbing coming from a closet. His gut told him you were in there and simultaneously his heart broke at thought.
He softly tapped his knuckles on the door and heard abrupt shuffling coming from inside. Just a few moments later the door slowly opened to reveal you, slightly red and puffy eyes with tear stained cheeks. Darius was taken aback a little. How long had you been in there crying? Why didn’t you text him? You’re best friends after all. He wants to be there for you as much as possible but he can’t do that if you don’t communicate with him. “Come ‘ere.” Darius opened his arms wide for you to which you happily accepted. He doesn’t say anything for a while, just letting you take all the time you need.
“He left me.” You sniffle against Darius’s shoulder. “He left us.” You were so lost on what to do and you knew you would need help with everything you were about to experience.
Darius just rubbed your back as you spoke, stopping once he heard the word us. What did you mean by us? Darius never cared for the guy so he knew you weren’t including him in that sentence. He wracked his brain for a few seconds until it hit him like a brick. You were pregnant. “Forget him. You got me and I’ll help in any way I can. Better yet, just move in with me so neither one of us has to drive back and forth so much between our houses.” Darius insisted, he didn’t want you to feel alone, especially not now.
You pulled away and took a step back, shaking your head. “I can’t. I don’t want my problem to be your problem or get in your way.”
“This isn’t a problem. You’re my best friend and we’re a team, remember? You said so yourself when I was injured and you insisted I stay with you.” Darius laughed at how the tables have turned and now he’s offering you to stay with him. He was determined to ensure that you and your baby were taken care of.
You saw the determination in your best friend’s eyes and knew there was no changing his mind. “Alright, but the second we’re too much tell me.” You really didn’t want to be a burden and could figure something else out if needed. Darius nodded in agreement even though he knew you and your baby would never been a burden or become too much for him.
A few months later, you were settled in Darius apartment. It took several weeks to get into as much of a rhythm and routine as you could. You were now four moths along and showing your little baby bump. It was so weird to think about a baby in your belly but Darius thought it was wonderful and fascinating that your body was carrying a tiny human around.
Darius was constantly doing everything he could for you to make the whole pregnancy easier on you. He took the mood swings like a champ and had no complaints whatsoever about running to McDonald’s or Taco Bell at two in the morning because you and the baby had a craving for a Big Mac and large fries or tacos and chalupas. He was a real trooper, really stepping up and filling in where your ex should have been.
You were forever grateful for Darius Martin.
You didn’t care much about doing a gender reveal but Darius insisted you should and that he would put it all together with the help of the Lads. You reluctantly agreed, hoping it wouldn’t turn out to be a disaster.
Thankfully, it wasn’t.
Darius put Anthony in charge of keep the gender a secret from you and himself too — he wanted to be surprised just like you — and Hook was in charge of getting the cake. Dante and Andretti were in charge of setting up decorations while Darius kept you busy with random tasks around the apartment. Once Darius got the go ahead from the Lads, he led you to the party over at a pavilion in the nearby park where you were greeted with the Lads and some of your other friends along with some family members. To say you were surprised with how well the Lads decorated and pulled this off was an understatement — balloons and banners decorated the posts of the pavilion, a beautifully decorated cake surrounded by finger foods on the center table. It was perfect, simple yet beautiful and sweet.
The gender was reveled by you popping a big white balloon. Once you opened your eyes after the loud pop, you saw pastel pink confetti floating in the air and onto the pavilion floor. You were overwhelmed with emotions as was Darius and your guests. A girl! You couldn’t believe it! You threw your arms around Darius, tears falling freely down your cheeks. Everyone took turns congratulating you and the buzz about the baby girl was the topic of conversation for the remainder of the party.
Soon guests were leaving and finally you were left with Darius and the Lads. “Thanks for the party guys, it was perfect.” You told them, hugging each man. “Take as much food and cake as you want, there’s more than enough.” You chuckled, gesturing to all the left over food and cake.
“You don’t have to tell us twice.” Andretti laughed, making a beeline for the left over food. The boys agreed, joining him in piling food on plates. You just laughed as you rubbed your belly, watching the boys reward themselves with food for all their hard work.
After today, you knew everything would be alright. You had Darius and the Lads to help you and your baby girl, and that was all you needed. You just hoped the guys would be cool when it was time for labor and delivery, but you’d worry about that later. Right now, you just wanted to enjoy the moment.
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adrianicsea · 2 months
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what's ur fave fob song + album and why!! 🥰
EEP thank you for the ask!!! honestly i’m going to pop this under a read more bc i fear you’ve activated my autism blast.
my favorite album, to the surprise of approximately nobody, is folie a deux, and my favorite song is [coffee’s for closers] from that same album.
as for WHY folie is my favorite album, it’s taken me a long time to figure out how to verbalize it. it wasn’t the first album of theirs i bought/heard (that was infinity on high), nor was it the first album cycle that i was actively a fan and participant in (THAT was save rock and roll).
i started listening to fob during their hiatus, and for quite awhile there, it REALLY seemed like the hiatus was going to just… be a breakup. and so, folie WAS, for a long time, their swan song album. it still feels that way, in a lot of ways— in particular, What A Catch, Donnie feels like a celebration AND a funeral for the band. it’s their most complex and ambitious album made up to that point, in terms of the different sounds and instruments being used. it feels like it’s their most autobiographical album, but it also feels like it’s the one that was most made and written For You, The Listener.
“i’m half-doomed and you’re semi-sweet.” “i’m the one who charmed the one who gave up on you.” “i’m a mascot for what you’ve become.” “oh darling, i know what you’re going through.”
it’s INCREDIBLY personal, and a lot of the lyrics are from the perspective of a person who’s at a CAVERNOUS low, but… even still, there’s hope, or a shadow of it, that even if it won’t get better, at least we won’t be alone. a lot has been made of the album title and the art of the two bears representing p*te and patrick —which, yeah, it probably is that— but i think it can also refer to the band as a whole, as a symbol, and the listener. and that whole idea of facing it together, even if it’s not going to improve and you’re doomed either way… i really needed to hear that when i was a teenager. and even now that i’m older and stabler and happier and safe, listening to folie still feels like a long hug or a good conversation with an old friend.
now, why coffee’s for closers specifically? on a musical level ALONE, i think it’s a perfect song from beginning to end. that bombastic drum beat commands your attention from the start, almost like a pulse, and those gorgeous strings help to drive the song forward and carry patrick’s vocals even higher and stronger during that SOARING sweep of a chorus. it never lets up or loses its insistent rhythm, and even after it declares its finale with a horn section, the strings come back to provide a waltz, one last jubilant outro before What A Catch comes in with the emotional steel chair.
but like… those LYRICS, man!! “i want everything to change and stay the same, oh time doesn’t care about anyone or anything!!” “oh baby, when they made me, they broke the mold!” “we will never believe again! kick drum beating in my chest again!” the lyrics in the verses are all SO emotionally evocative, and the “we will never believe again” chant is so beautifully cathartic to sing along to the drum beat.
the peak of coffee’s lyrics though, for me, are the chorus. as fob choruses go, it’s surprisingly simple, relying more on a catchy melody than complex lyrics:
“i will never believe in anything again, i will never believe in anything again! though change will come, oh, change WILL come, but i will never believe in anything again!”
now, i have a LOT of trouble dealing with any kind of change in life, even positive change, and so there’s a lot of personal catharsis and Being Seen in this chorus for me that applies to my greater life. but more than that… to me, this chorus IS what fob is. no matter how old i get, no matter how much my life grows or changes, no matter the other bands and artists i’ve found and enjoyed, no matter my disillusionment and dislike of p*te… it’s starting to look pretty likely that fob is forever for me.
i will never believe in anything again. not the way i believed in fall out boy when i was a sad, scared teenager.
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spacecowboyhotch · 2 years
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K. (requested)
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request: Hi besti! I just saw your post about taking some request. Could you pls make a story base on the lyrics of K. by Cigarettes after sex and its Aaron Hothner x Reader its up to u what pronouns you prefer. Also, I love your works been fan of you since day 1! Thank youu!
contents: no smut but illusions to sex, angst, happy ending
pairing: fem!reader x aaron hotchner
an: hi my friend! bc it was on anon, i kept it as sfw as possible so hope you end up liking this! thank you thank you for sending something in and for supporting me for so long <333. gif credits to @themoontaxi.
word count: 843
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It happened by accident. That’s what you keep telling yourself as you sit across from Hotch at dinner later that night. The rest of the team are stuffing their faces after a long day. A long week really. But you and Hotch just pick at your food, your stomach rolling from the thought of what transpired between the two of you just a couple of hours ago.
You were vulnerable, and so was he. You’d almost died right in front of him, the bullet sinking into the concert just a mere inch from your head. And when you got back to your shared hotel room, you broke down and he held you, kissed the top of your head, murmured the sweetest things. You looked up at him, something new and intense brewing in your eyes, and when your finger traced over his bottom lip, he pressed you into the wall his lips on yours. One thing led to another and before you knew it, you were laying in a post-coital glow with your boss, the rest of the adrenaline in your body finally dissipating.
You both would have laid like that for hours if your phones hadn’t buzzed with the promise of dinner plans from the team group chat. It snapped you back into reality and you’d flown into the bathroom without so much as a word, scrubbing off the shame dutifully. It hurt, your skin was raw and young from all the washing. Your heart ached because what happened felt so right, even as you thought about how wrong it was.
That’s how you end up here, looking down at your chicken and picking at it, Hotch’s eyes burning into you. Your body is tense but your mind floats, far away from the scene you sit at here. Dinner is over in the blink of an eye, and soon you’re all headed to the jet to go home.
Weeks go by. Months pass. All you can do is avoid Hotch the best you can. He gets the hint early on, leaving you be. You figure that he’s just as embarrassed about what happened in that room as you are, that he hasn’t pushed or brought it because of his own shame, but you’re wrong.
He misses you. The taste of you, the feel of your skin, the softness of your scent. The thought of you drives him wild, the work day even more of an uphill battle as he tries to focus on everything but you. Nights are the worst. If he closes his eyes and succumbs to the thoughts of you, it’s like he can feel you. If he falls asleep with you on his mind, which is a routine occurrence, he dreams vividly about you. One dream is so clear, so delicate, and forthcoming that when he wakes up he feels tilted off his axis like the entire world is shifted. He knows he can’t keep doing this.
“You wanted to see me, sir,” You murmur stiffly, regarding him with wary eyes.
It’s the next evening after his dream, and he’s been working up the courage to talk to you all day.
He runs his thumbs over his fingers, eyes shifting around the room, “Have a seat, please, there’s something we need to discuss.”
You shake your head, as you take a seat across from him, “I thought we were both gonna let it go.”
“I was planning to.”
“And?
His cheeks flush, his tongue flicking over his bottom lip, “If I’m being completely honest, I can’t stop thinking about you. About us.”
“There is no us,” You say matter of factly but he sees you flinch ever so slightly, can hear the undercurrent of pain lancing through your voice.
“I know. But I can’t stop thinking that there could be.”
“There are rules and protocols, not to mention reputations. The gossip alone-“
“If none of that existed.”
“It does,” You answer quickly and he can’t help but smile at your stubbornness.
“But if it didn’t…” He prompts again.
“If it didn’t then yes, I wouldn’t stop thinking about us either,” It feels good to say it, to acknowledge that whatever happened between you that night is something to covet.
Hotch’s smile widens at your words, “The rules allow it. Strauss would never stop glaring at me about it, but that’s nothing new. You would have to report to Dave. The team would support us.”
“You’re saying-“
“I’m saying I want you.”
Your mouth drops open at his forwardness. If there’s one thing you never expected it would be that Hotch was in favor of continuing what happened between you that night. But here he is, looking at you with so much patience and longing that you can barely maintain eye contact. There isn’t much you can say other than your own version of yes.
Standing from your seat you hold out your hand to him, “Will you take me home, Aaron?”
If he keeps smiling this hard his cheeks will split open, but he can’t find the mind to care, “Of course, honey.”
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wrongcaitlyn · 1 month
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need more apollo and darren lore to see if i can relate them to back to december
you can ONE HUNDRED PERCENT relate them to back to december if you just ignore the tiny detail of them not breaking up in december (but like, who cares because it’s the VIBE that matters and in this case the vibe is definitely accurate)
i will definitely be adding more apollo and darren lore…let’s just say… archery world championships happening soon…. olympics in one year…. kayla’s an icon mastermind…..
but! some little notes in specific relation to back to december
i know you may think this is apollos pov, but after looking over the lyrics again to refresh my memory… it’s from darren’s perspective. 100%
I'm so glad you made time to see me / How's life? Tell me, how's your family? / I haven't seen them in a while
apollos family!! not referring to his dad. duh. but darren’s prob just talking abt like the 1-2 times he met will and austin as babies, he hasn’t seen them since so “a while”…. sure darren, that might be a bit of an understatement
You've been good, busier than ever / We small talk, work and the weather / Your guard is up and I know why
small talk is SO real with them. they’re so awkward esp rn. they don’t know how to talk to each other. apollo says “nice weather we’re having” completely unironically and darren responds “oh yeah it’s nice”
cue silence for like 2 minutes until apollo asks how his coaching is going and more and more stilted conversation
AND!!! they’re both busier than ever!! apollo returning to being employed (kinda? i mean, he has a job so) and darren with olympics being next year
Because the last time you saw me / Is still burned in the back of your mind / You gave me roses and I left them there to die
i don’t wanna spoil exactly how they broke up… bc me and wronghuntress had like an hour long convo abt pollen lore a few weeks back and. guys. when i tell you i am SO fucking excited to write it‼️‼️
HOWEVER. this line. is very. very. very. fitting. from darren’s pov that’s all i’m saying hereeee
bc ik in one of the other chapters i said that apollos like “i ruined his life” and he DID but also like. it’s messy. it’s so very messy.
So this is me swallowin' my pride / Standin' in front of you sayin' I'm sorry for that night / And I go back to December all the time
not technically in front of him but!! the phone call!! abt kayla!! him swallowing up his pride, and there wasn’t necessarily an apology for the… things that happened, but it’s a step forward
It turns out freedom ain't nothin' but missin' you / Wishin' I'd realized what I had when you were mine / I'd go back to December, turn around and make it alright / I go back to December all the time
change it to march and make darren a singer instead of an archer and this would be one of his songs😭😭
These days, I haven't been sleepin' / Stayin' up playin' back myself leavin' / When your birthday passed and I didn't call / Then I think about summer, all the beautiful times / I watched you laughin' from the passenger's side / And realized I loved you in the fall
god… this timeline is actually SO real. if anyone’s making a pollen playlist out there (i should probably do that when i have timeHDKDJD) THIS SONG‼️‼️‼️
anyway ofc apollo is associated with summer in darren’s brain… and also apollo def thinks of summer too when thinking of darren :)
and oh yeah, ofc apollo’s in the passenger seat. bro probably grew up with drivers and doesn’t have his license.. rip sun chariot!!! (he gets his license eventually, ofc, but only bc it’s to drive will to school)
I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile / So good to me, so right
But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right
i mean, do these even need to be explained? well darren, i can assure you that you WILL love again. it’s what we all need
okay so. i can’t really. explain the rest of this stuff. but here are the lyrics that stand out to me SOOO much because of how they broke up. that is all i can say for now!!
And then the cold came, the dark days / When fear crept into my mind / You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye
And how you held me in your arms that September night / The first time you ever saw me cry
thank you so much for the ask!! it’s been a while since some pollen content but i swear it’s coming soon :))
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sturnslow · 3 months
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Broken heart
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Summary: y/n and the triplets grew up together but Matt and her never got along they hated each other but maybe that changes ??
Warning: slight smut, mentions of drug and alcohol, sweating
The car ride was silent no music, no talking just the noise of the car and our breaths. I lived about 10 mins away from the triplets so it wasn’t too long but with Matt it felt like forever we had only been driving for 3 mins and it had felt like 30 years.
“You really liked her Hm” I asked breaking the silence
“I don’t know” he muttered
“It’s okay to have feelings towards someone Matt” I looked over at him. No response
“Did you love her” I asked
“I don’t fucking know Y/N she was my first girlfriend since middle school yes I liked her I just feel different now she’s not here stop talking to me like we’re friends it’s pretty obvious I hate you so just stop talking” he snapped. Wow.
I didn’t reply mainly bc I was angry but I was also embarrassed why do I even try to talk to him, but he had a point and I wasn’t going to argue against it so I just left the silence to linger.
We pulled into my driveway “thank you”I said “what did I just say” he replied. I slammed his door shut and walked in
“ANDREEA” I shouted, she walked out her room “Heyy” she said hugging me.
“Soo how did it go” I asked, we both sat down on the couch “it was the best thing ever I spoke to felix and he asked for my number” she giggled. “WHAT” I screamed jumping up, I was more excited then her I’m so happy for her if anyone deserved this, it was andreea.
“So how come you stayed out” she asked
“Well I fell asleep watching a movie Matt also broke up with Isabella and I think he’s upset about it but honestly I don’t care” I responded
“What happened”
“She cheated on him” I said
“Ouchhhh that must hurt” she she hissed
“Maybe it will teach him a lesson to be nicer to people” she added
The problem was that Matt was nice to literally everyone but me, he sweet around all other girls and his brothers, his friends and there friends. But me, no he hated me and to be fair I couldn’t care less.
“Earth to y/nnnn” andreea snapped her fingers in my face taking me out of my thoughts
“I may need to go out in a sec can I borrow your car” she asked
“It’s out of gas still in the triplets drive way”
“How did you get home” she asked confused
“Matt” I spoke
“Matt?” She laughed confusingly “Matt gave you a ride home” she said more serious this time
“Yeah, but don’t look shocked he was being a dick the whole way here” I rolled my eyes
“Typical Matt, don’t worry about it imma just Uber” she said walking into the bathroom and the shower turned on.
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Call from Chris 💗
Mmm I rolled over from my nap
“Hello” i say
“You wanna go to a party ?” He asks
“You don’t even drink why would u go” I responded
“Cause it will be fun”
“Okay yeah whatever I’m down”
“Be ready in 15 mins”
WHAT I thought that’s not alot of time
“Oh okay bye”
“Bye Y/n”
I put on this short black dress and put some some makeup on then I just did my hair half up half down in a claw clip because I didn’t have time to deal with that, I heard matts horn beep and I went outside.
“Hey” I said getting in next to nick, Nate was also in the back with us
“You look pretty” nick says
“Very” nate adds
“I’d be lying if I didn’t say u looked hot” Chris giggled, Matt didn’t say a word other than giving me an eye roll through the mirror
“Thanks guys” I smiled
We arrived at the party and I didn’t waste time going in, the music was loud and I didn’t know where the triplets and Nate went I was just alone in the kitchen of this house. I poured myself a drink leaning against the counter slowly moving my hips to the music.
“Hey sexy” I turned it was a tall guy, black messy hair and a tattoo on his neck.
“Hey, what’s ur name” I smiled at the handsome boy
“I’m Wayne what’s urs” he placed his hands on my waist
“Y/N” I downed the rest of my drink as the alcohol started to kick in as he pulled me to the dance floor and we danced.
“Here” he pulled out 2 pills lifting one to his mouth swallowing it as he put the other one to my lips
“I don’t do drugs i-“ I was cut off
“I’ll take care of you come on take it don’t be a pussy why are u at a party if ur not gonna have fun” he stroked my face, it shouldn’t have made me weak but it did I mean he was hot and I didn’t want him to not like me.
I took the pill and me and Wayne spoke and danced for about 15 mins, then the immediate regret hit me. I shouldn’t have taken that pill, my head went fuzzy but I didn’t want his hands to get off me, I wanted more, I needed more.
I ran my hands up his body as he pulled me to the bathroom, he lifted me up onto the sink “mmm” I moaned as he kissed my neck his hands running up and down my thighs. I pulled his shirt over his head his lips crashing into mine, he bit my lip asking for entrance.
A part of me wanted this but I new it was wrong I wanted to stop but I couldn’t push him off me, my body was heavy and my mind was weak
“stop” I breathed out “shh shh it’s gonna be okay” his hands lightly running over my clit making me whine, “we can’t do this stop it” I used my strength to push him away but it was nothing at this point I couldn’t even open my eyes, what the fuck did I take.
Then the door swung open “she said stop jackass” I knew the voice it was Matt, no it couldn’t be Matt but it sounded just like him.
“She was the one who wanted this” Wayne said
“Well I heard her say stop twice”
“You been spying on us, pervert” Wayne pushed him
At this point I could barely see straight let alone keep my eyes open but from what I could see it was Matt, Matt was in here, they were arguing but my ears were ringing and I started to panic, my breathing got heavy I was scared.
“Tell her not to do drugs again if this is how she acts” Wayne said walking out.
“Drugs?” He asked, turning to me my eyes screwed shut but tears slightly running down my face I felt like I couldn’t breathe
“I- Matt I- can’t breathe” I panicked
“I’m right here Y/N” Matt said interlocking his hands with mine.
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This is not proof ready but thanks to the people who read my last chapter I hope u enjoy this one
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fiiyerotigelaar · 3 months
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oh my god. this is so long but this was literally me last night:
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last night was my grandpa’s birthday dinner and in the midst of it i got a text from austin that was incredibly upsetting and clearly worded to start a fight via text (his favorite thing!!) and i was trying to quietly manage it and respond but my mom loudly said “no texting at the table” in this saccharine chirpy mother voice…i said “mmm maybe something you say to your thirteen year old at the family table and not to your thirty year old in crisis mode”
and to everyone else i’m sure it came off bitchy and snippy but like. my mom is soooo fucking childish in this way that just infuriates me. she’s never coming from a place of genuinely caring and it literally is just her larping a functional and successful parent. which she fully could have done when i was a child but she picked methadone instead of being a mother so like. you don’t get to try to parent me when i already raised myself.
so anyway uhhh been in a situationship for a year now that’s been emotionally draining and borderline abusive and instead of anyone having any empathy or reaching out to talk to me my family all whispers and talks behind my back about it. the one time anyone directly has addressed it was my mom saying “you choose to be with him though so i don’t feel sorry for you and you bring it on yourself” so that’s. an incredibly cool and loving response from your mother
like, i leaned back in my chair so my mom couldn’t see my screen and she coincidentally!!!! just happened!!! to stretch at the same time and i set my phone down and she did this four more times before i leaned over and put my hands in front of her and showed her me typing my “please stop gaslighting me and come talk to my face about shit instead of resenting me quietly” message to austin and she blew up on me so i went to the bathroom to cry (and dropped my phone and broke my screen even worse)
and i came back and she goes “YOU WERE GONE FOREVER WHY ARE YOU CRYING THIS IS PAPA’S BIRTHDAY DINNER” ohhhhhhhh my god shut the FUCK up nobody is giving you an oscar for best actress you raggedy bitch
whatever. suffered thru then got home and my bestie holly asked if i wanted to go to dennys and drive around (i didn’t even say anything she just Knows bc we’re psychic queerplatonic partners like that) so i took the opportunity to get some air and talk it out in a space with no judgement and where i could speak without having to mask or censor myself. i asked my grandma if it was okay and she said “i don’t care what you do” in a very casual like, “you’re grown and it’s your choice to go out at 8:30pm on a sunday” type shit so i uhhhh fuckin left like she said i could even after pressing her and saying “if you’d rather i stay home i will”
about 10pm my mom calls from my grandparents land line at the house practically in tears and screaming at me because she can’t find her phone and it’s not at my grandparents who are awake now because she let herself into the house and scared them to fuck and out of their slumber. she tells me i have to come to her apartment and look for it. her phone she lost is now my problem and it’s defcon five level panic attack from her. holly and i literally were listening to her on speakerphone like. the DRAMATICS. the AUDACITY. this woman thinks she’s meryl fuckin streep! yeah that’s really deadass my grown ass MOM a 56 year old!! crying to me from mommy and daddy’s house that she lost her phone!!
i got to her apartment and here’s the thing, for the level of panic and the way she was screaming on the phone about “I TORE THE WHOLE PLACE APART” her purse? on the table untouched. her bed? perfectly made! her couch had all the pillows and blankets in order like a fuckin joanna gaines target ad. not at all “torn apart”. i walked right to her bed and pulled the sheets back and lifted the pillow and there it was! there’s her fuckin phone.
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so now i’m Big Time Pissed because there’s no out on that one. if you tore the place apart like you said, you should have found it in your bed. even if you didn’t tear anything up there is no way she could have been laying in bed and not felt her phone under her. she immediately starts bawling and apologizing and retching and dry heaving from crying. she pitifully asks me through sobs while draped over the toilet if i’m going home now and i told her “well yeah, you won. you put on a show and i played my part as the villain just like you set it up” and that just fired her back up but like
you know the “mothers and daughters are wretched mirrors of each other” quote? my mom has no social life. my mom isolates herself and makes no effort to befriend anyone. my mom goes on dating sites just to match with men and immediately make up an ick to avoid having to actually date. literally just clocking in on the apps for attention. so when i go with my friends or i go on dates she will always make some fucking mindwarping comment like “are you sure they’re not sick of you yet?” or “i bet he probably has a girlfriend already”. why. why. WHY. would you say that shit if not for the express purpose of making me doubt myself and spiking my paranoia. personally if i knew my kid had low self esteem and ptsd i would not say that shit. rip to tina but i’m different!
anyway i went home after that and she immediately starts using her phone i found for her to text me to tell me i’m getting yelled at by my logan roy ass grandpa in the morning. he’s 82 and german and had two beers and a shot of tequila the night before having to get up at 4am. i’m fully ready to be out on my ass in the morning ‘cause there’s no conversation with my grandpa where he hasn’t almost blown his voice out. i watch his hands when he hollers and i can tell he wants to beat the shit out of me so bad. i know a man’s tells and i can pick up on the “if this were a different time and i trusted you’d be too scared to charge me with assault i would throttle the fuck out of you”.
reader, i got up at 8am while my grandma was at dialysis and breakfast with my grandpa and immediately started doing laundry and dishes so i could be ready to pack my shit. my grandparents came back from breakfast and did not say a word about last night. in fact, my grandma said “good for you honey i’m happy you’re working on that” when she saw me folding clothes. i spent the whole night in fear of having to flee another home. of losing the only family i have left after leaving my physically and mentally abusive dad in the dust. i was ready to go park my car in the ER parking lot and slit my wrists.
just for everything to be either actually fine or for my grandparents to be over it enough to not even talk about it. literally my mom thinking she’s some clever mastermind that’s going to ruin my life and get me in trouble but in reality she’s just a conniving and bitter bitch that can’t stand to see me have a life outside of being the family therapist/nurse/maid/punching bag.
shiv roy was so me coded when she said “i love you but i cannot fucking stomach you”
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monsterhunting · 5 months
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Hello! I was re-reading -i bet you think about me- yesterday, and saw your reblog about the commentary posts 👀 would v much enjoy some info on the writing process for that fic. It's my favourite modern-era version of Jonathan, that perfect mix of grumpy and sweet 🧡 also love how that fic gently played around with the mean/petty elements of both Steve and Jonathan's personalities (v underappreciated character traits of theirs in my opinion)
[i bet you think about me; from this ask meme!]
omg well firstly this is very very nice of you to say!!!!! i am very honored that is a fic you would want to reread, i had a lot of fun writing that one!
and ok so originally i thought that fic might be a long oneshot (this happens very often I fear.) once i outlined and started writing, I realized that wouldn’t be the case, but before that?l? the idea for the fic was inspired by the fact that my Alexa is synced to my Spotify, which means sometimes i’m listening to music on my phone or laptop and it randomly cuts off bc my mom started listening to the Alexa at home. (Luckily this hasn’t screwed my algorithm up too badly. although i did get an email the other month thanking me for being one of earth wind & fire’s top fans.) ((also: i realize now this is a weird jump to “hmm stonathan exes to lovers au where….” but that was indeed the jump i made.))
so for several months the fic sat in my Google docs with just a few lines of prose/dialogue here and there and a couple of notes with ideas. I think the first little bit i wrote was the beginning when steve tells robin about realizing Jonathan still has his Spotify (and by that i mean that for a while the only words in the Google docs were “you know what’s funny about this? You and Jonathan have, like, the opposite taste in music.”) and then for a while I’d randomly come up with little ideas and quickly add them to the doc. In fact, i distinctly remember driving home from a vacation with my family in the car, coming up with a bunch of ideas, and quickly writing them down when we stopped at the Starbucks drive thru. (I think that was when I threw in the what makes you beautiful karaoke flashback and also the scene post-confrontation where Nancy tells steve Jonathan is seeing someone and then has to clarify it’s a therapist lmao)
So that was the ~early stage stuff, and then i fully outlined it and started actually writing and then posting it in chapters, which is around the time I decided it would be nonlinear with flashbacks breaking up the present day sections. Also: the flashbacks were very much my favorite part to write!!!
And then from there i was mainly focused on creating, like….the vibe. I pretty much knew i wanted the fic to start out fun with a lot of Spotify shenanigans but get a bit more angsty as it went on, and i wanted that to tie in with Steve’s general attitude at the beginning being “the breakup wasn’t a big deal and we weren’t even serious” (which you kinda know from the get-go can’t be true because steve and jonathan were neighbors and friends for over a year before they even started dating) and then as the fic goes on you realize it very much was serious and steve is very much not over it. And then alongside that i was trying to walk the line of “these are two fucked up individuals who are very fucked up over each other and the reasons why they broke up make sense for them as characters and are realistic but also you should root for them to get back together regardless.” which was….hard at times lmao. i mean i feel like stonathan kinda have a toxic yaoi vibe depending on characterization / context so it wasn’t hard hard but also i did want to show they were genuinely good together and happy before they self sabotaged their relationship so that was another line i also struggled to walk.
relatedly; i’m glad you said you liked steve and jonathan’s petty/mean elements because i worried at several moments i was making them too mean! i think i was especially worried people would think jonathan was too mean, mainly because you don’t get his pov so you don’t really know what’s going on in his head. which is partly what i added in a little wrap-up of the events of the fic from his point of view when he and Steve talk toward the end. but also, tbh — and maybe this will sound bad lmao — i was thinking about it and then i was like “hang on. you’re writing M/M fanfiction. The only way someone would get mad at you because they think either of them is too mean is if one of them was a woman. So you’re fine.” And that helped lmao
Not really sure when I decided what the ending would be but i knew i wanted their reconciliation convo to start with Jonathan playing a song that had some sort of significance to steve / their relationship. And I knew i wanted them to be like “we’re gonna try again and work things out” but i wanted there to be a sense that they’d be successful without necessarily doing an epilogue??? so I just did a lil paragraph at the end that was like steve imagining them living together and giving speeches at robin and Nancy’s wedding and stuff, and that was basically a little confirmation that they’d be fine and things would work out. And then i ended with a flashback to Steve suggesting they share the Spotify account initially bc I thought that would be nice and full circle :)
Thank you so much for asking!!!
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casp1an-sea · 2 months
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Star Wars But Batter Part 4
here’s the link to the master post so you can get part one: Master post
because I’m releasing till we meet Han and I’m still bored
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(Another time skip bc I don’t care about imperial bs. I don’t even remember what they were talking about. All I know is Vader choked someone for calling the force weak. Now back to Luc and obi-wan who had to stop in front of a Jawa sand crawler that was in the path. They look at the remains of the dead Jawas)
Luc: Well then, guess the sand people had an argument.
Obi-wan: no not sand people-
Luc: :O Are you saying that I'm wrong?
Obi-wan: These blast points are much too accurate. Must be Storm troopers.
Luc: (muebles) Then I guess you haven’t met a stormtrooper! (See’s tracs of giant alien lizards that the stormtrooper AKA Sand troopers ride) Oh this was done by Sand Troopers!
Obi-wan: Exactly
Luc: No you said stormtroopers so I’m still right. Wait, these are the same Jawas we bought 3PO and R2 from… MY AUNT AND UNCLE! (Hops in their spider driving home as fast as possible and leaving the others behind. When Luc arrives their home is smoking and 2 shriveled burnt skeletons lay at the door.)
Luc: Damn okay then empire, you really know how to make friends don’t you.
(Another time skip because I don’t care about Vader’s torture kink. Back to the human BBQ)
Ben: (Somehow arriving just after Luke even though he had to walk Woah maybe he used that once in a lifetime force super speed???) There was nothing you could have done luc.
Luc: Well I guess I don’t have any stuff to do now. I’ll join your cult or whatever, nothing keeping me here now.
(They ride in the speeder for a bit till they get to a huge city Luc’s never been too)
Obi-wan: Welcome to Mos Eisley spaceport, a wretched hive of scum and villainy!
Luc: If it’s that bad why would you take me here.
Obi-wan: Because there’s bound to be a pilot who can take us to Alderaan here.
Luc: I’m sure there are less sketchy pilots in other cities though?
Obi-wan: I’m kind of broke
Luc: -_-
(They drive through mos eisley and are stopped by stormtroopers)
Trooper: How long have you had these droids
Luc: Long time, what's it to you!
Obi-wan: They’re on sale if you want them.
3PO: oh dear
Trooper: (To luc) Let me see your identification
Obi-wan: (Moves his hand around) You don’t need to see their identifications
Trooper: We don’t need to see their identification.
Other trooper: What the Hell Larry?!
Obi-wan: Move along
Trooper: Move along
Other trooper: You are so fired
(They drive away and head into town and enter the largest cantina)
Bartender: (Sees 3PO and R2) We don’t serve their kind here!
Luc: Uh that’s kinda droidist.
Bartender: Get them out!
Luc: N-
3PO: Don’t bother Sir Lucifer, me and R2 will stand outside.
Luc: Okay if that’s what you want.
(3PO and R2 go outside and Obi-wan and Luc go up to the bar)
Walrus man: (Walks up and pokes Luc’s shoulder) Negola dewaghi wooldugger?!?
Luc: Hey don’t touch me that’s harassment!
Dr. Evasan: (Comes up behind Walrus man) He doesn’t like you!
Luc: That’s his problem
Dr. Evasan: I don’t like you either
Luc: And that’s your problem, (Turns away)
Dr. Evasan: (Grabs Luc’s shoulder pulling back) You better watch yourself! We’re wanted men. I ha-
Luc: Have you seen this place?  I’m pretty sure everyone here is wanted.
Dr. Evasan: Are you mocking me?
Luc: No, (Mocking him) Are you mocking me? That’s mocking you.
(Pondo Baba suddenly grabs Luc and throws them over a table. He draws a blaster leveling it with Luc’s head)
Droidist Bartender: NO BLASTERS!
(Obi-wan ignites his lightsaber and, like the savage he is, cuts off Pondo’s blaster arm for virtually no reason. (“From my point of view the jedi are evil”))
(The wookie that had been talking to Obi-wan walks away to a table in the back)
Obi-wan (To look bc apparently everyone is just ignoring what happened)(Points at the wookie) That was Chewbacca, He’s first mate on a ship that might suit our needs.
Luc: Are we Just gonna ignore what just happened?
Obi-wan: We should follow him. (Walks after Chewie)
Luc: Well then I guess we are. (Mumbles to themself) Good Job Luc not only you’ve been inducted into a cult, it’s a violent cult… Hm, maybe I can take it over.
(Meanwhile 3PO is outside complaining to R2 bc I mean does he ever do anything else?)
(They walk up to a table in the back corner of  the room. A guy is sitting there with his elbows very rudely on the table. Like seriously manners, this is a quality  joint!)
(Did I mention that the whole time live music has been playing. Live Jiz played by the galacticly famous band, Figrin D'an and the Modal Nodes. Anyway back to the Guy)
Han: Han Solo, I’m captain of the Millennium Falcon-
Luc: What the Hell is a Falcon.
Han: No Idea, but she’s my ship now. Anyway, Chewie tells me you’re looking for passage to Alderan.
Obi-wan: Yes, If it’s a fast ship.
Han: Fast ship? Fast Ship?! Have you ever heard of the Millennium Falcon?
Luc: (Muebles) Obviously Not
Han: She made the Kessel Run in less than 12 Parsecs!
Luc: Parsecs is distance so how does that tell us your ship is fast?
Han: They don’t measure the Kessel Run in time kid.
Luc: Mhm, still doesn’t change my point.
Han: (Grumbles) She’s outrun imperial starships, and not the little ones mind you. I’m talking about big Corellian ships!
Luc: See that’s a better sales pitch
(Chewbacca laughs and Han glares at him)
(Side note: This dynamic is gonna be way more hostile now bc not Only Leia will be constantly bashing Han for everything Luc will as well. Fun!)
Han: Don’t tell me how to do my job kid!
Luc: (Mumbles just loud enough for him) I could do it better… loser.
Han: I’m very close to shooting you in the mouth! (Turns to Obi-wan) What’s the damn cargo already lets just get this over with.
Obi-wan: Me, the child, 2 droids, and no questions asked.
Han: Oh this just gets better doesn’t it, you guys are criminals or something?
Luc: Aren’t you a criminal?
Han: Shut up or the deal is off!
(Luc smiles smugly to themself)
Obi-wan: Let’s just say we’d like to avoid any imperial entanglements
Luc: Isn’t it more sus to be riding with someone who’s a criminal and most likely also wanted by the em-
Han: (Ignores Luc) So that’s the trick isn’t it? Well it’s gonna cost you extra… 10,000 credits.
Luc: Hmmm, I could buy a small ship with that… are you worth a small ship? I’m thinking no.
(Han is about to say something but Obi-wan cuts him off)
Obi-wan: We’ll give you 2,000 now and 15 once we reach Alderan.
Han: (Smiles) 17,000? You guys really must be desperate. Deal! Meat me in docking bay 94. Also you guys should probably get going I think someone’s interested in the old man’s handy work. (Gestures towards some stormtroopers coming into the bar)
Luc: Or we could Just kill them all.
Obi-wan: That’s not the Jedi way.
Luc: I’m no Jedi!
(Obi-wan slinks out the back door and Luc reluctantly follows)
(Outside of the cantina)
Obi-wan: We’ll have to sell your speeder.
Luc: What if I don’t want to
Obi-wan: Do you want to get to alderaan?
Luc: No not really
Obi-wan: What will you do here? And if you leave will you ever need your spreader?
Luc: Yeah that's fair, fine , we can sell it.
(Back in the Bar at Han’s table. A green alien ignoring the no blaster rule walks up with the blaster aimed at Han as Han begins to get up)
Greedo: Going somewhere Solo? (All of greedo’s quotes are translated from his native language Rodian)
Han: (Sits back down) Yes, Greedo. As a matter of fact, I was just going to see your boss. Tell Jabba that I’ve got his money.
Greedo: It’s too late. You should have paid him when you had the chance. Jabba’s put a price on your head, so large that every bounty hunter in the galaxy will be after you. I’m lucky I found you first.
Han: You flatter me, but this time I got the money.
Greedo: If you give it to me I might forget I found you.
Han: I’m not stupid, besides I don’t have it on me right now. Tell Jabba-
Greedo: Jabba’s through with you. He has no time for smugglers who drop their shipments at the first sign of an imperial cruiser.
Han: Even I get boarded sometimes. Do you think I had a choice?
(Han slowly reaches for his gun under the cover of the table)
Greedo: You can tell Jabba that. He may only take your ship.
Han: Over my dead body!
Greedo: That’s the idea. I’ve been looking forward to killing you for a long time!
Han: Yeah, I’ll bet you have! (Han shoots before Greedo can pull his trigger, because Han always shoots first, and kills greedo.)
(Han stands up and walk towards the door going to meet Chewie at docking bay 94 he flips a coin onto the counter in front of the bartender)
Han: Sorry for the mess
(Time skipping over boring imperial conversations and selling spreaders and R2 finding out how doors work)
(Obi-wan and luc enter docking bey 91 where Han and Obi-wan are waiting)
Luc: (Looks at the falcon) What a piece of Junk. (That’s og luke’s quote but I thought it worked.)
(“The tall figure of han solo comes down the boarding ramp” why does the og script have to word it like this)
Han: She’ll make point five beyond lightspeed. She may not look much but she’s got it where it counts, Kid. I’ve added some special modifications myself.
Luc: (Grimaces) I can tell you’re not an artist then.
Han: (Rolls his eyes) Do me a favor and don’t talk to me till we get to Alderan.
Luc: Hm, no!
Han: Ugh let’s just get a move on… (Stormtroopers run into the hanger) LIKE NOW! (Begins shooting at the troopers as he waits for the others to get onto the falcon)
(As soon as everyone is in Chewie lifts off as Han shoots at the troopers from the boarding ramp and runs inside at last second as the ramp lifts. He runs towards the cockpit)
Han: Let’s punch it chewie!
(As soon as they get out of the atmosphere the ship hops into lightspeed)
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colorfulyetsinful · 1 year
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This is a hc timeline list for a fanfic I’m writing (it’s not even about Bruce, I just like writing lore).
No capes au, meaning no power or hero or villains. It’s hard to explain, maybe I’ll go into it more once I publish the fic.
(I’m not sure if this makes sense but I hope it makes sense)
Going one for the Kent’s bc I got plans for Clarky boy >:}
Anyways enjoy!!
Warning ⚠️
-young Bruce Wayne
-and underage drug use (it’s only mentioned)
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Bruce is basically Damian mixed with dick’s public persona
- basically he’s stand offish and a smart ass with a charming smile
Autistic coded (where Damian gets it from
Chosen not to have friends, but when Clark and Diana became his partners for a group project, he couldn’t get ride of them
Bruce and Oliver had a rivalry going on
hey didn’t realize it at first until they shared a class in 8th grade, and after that they couldn’t stand each other
Him and Harley some how became besties (kinda like how Damian and Colin are)
He scolds her for being interested in a delinquent (joker)
She comes back at him for having a on-off relationship with Talía
Him, Harley, Harvey, Edward, Pamela, and Selina used to sneak out of school to go smoke pot
(Usually on Wednesdays and Fridays every other week)
He definitely went through a rebellious stage
Cheated on his current gf (idk you pick) with Talía
Him and Talía were that toxic couple that shouldn’t be together but are
Kinda like Maddie and Nate but Bruce would never put his hands on her (he wouldn’t and he couldn’t that bitch would beat his ass)
Him and Selina are childhood friends in the sense that they met like 4 time from the age of 8-13 and fully became friends in Highschool
Talía and Bruce are childhood sweethearts
He was a band kid,,,he definitely played the trombone
Also was in a garage band bc of Eddie
He played the drums
Thought he was going to get ride of Harley after graduation
Nah they both were in the same criminal psychology major
Didn’t know how to drive until he was well into uni (he was driven around by a butler his whole life what do you expect)
Him, Clark, and Diana are drinking buddies
Him and Harley stopped being friends after she dropped out of school and ran away with her bf
Selina, Pamela, and Harley had a reunion in jail
Bruce dropped his friendship Harvey bc they both got drunk and had a fight at a club
Finally broke it off with Talía
Well she broke it off with him…he tells ppl his version tho
Lives up to his name as “Gotham’s playboy” for the rest of college
Him and Oliver (Queen) hooked up at a college graduation party
Woke up to matching rings and a marriage certificate
They were both mortified
He took Dick in around the age of 26 (dick was around 6)
Adopted him a year later
A bit clueless, so Alfred basically raised him
He really learned what patience was with Dick
Found and adopted Jason when Dick was about to turn 7 (Jason was still 5 turning 6)
Thought he was doing good bc now Dick had a friend :D
It didn’t work
Dick was ok about Jason, just was annoyed with Bruce
He lost his parents, anger is one stage of grief
“Now you know how it feels to raise a child, Mister. Bruce”
Yes Alfred is so smugges
But Jason is Bruce’s baby
Jason was such a good boy he couldn’t see how any one could be mean or say anything bad about him
He became such a family man
Him and Selina start having a physical relationship after Jason was adopted
They aren’t really dating bc they didn’t want to “be committed to anything”
Lowkey dating
He help Clark and Lois get together
He was also the best man for their wedding
Also a groomsman for Oliver
Adopted Tim and Cass a few weeks later (the judge looked at him crazy) when dick was 10, Jason 8, cass 9, and Tim 7
Told Alfred there will be no more kids after them
Haha
He helped Kate with the legal team to adopted Harper and Cullen
Since Lucius Fox and him were working long hours, he suggested that the kids have a sleepover
He regretted it later on bc too much kids in the house
But he was happy that his kiddies were talking to other kids that wasn’t themselves or their cousins
(It still didn’t help their social skills)
He also helped Harley turn a new leaf and got her back on her feet after she finally ended things with her ex
She slowly became the family therapist
Her and Bruce also fixed their friendship and now Bruce regrets Bri going her back in his life
(This is a lie, he actually missed Harley)
Was the one that got her and Pamela the apartment together
Also help both of them finish their degree and even get their doctorate
AND helped them adopt a child together
It was a long process due to their criminal record but nothing money can’t fix
Colin was that child
He’s a little shit but the girls love him
Talia and him had a special night together
(He’s not tied down so it’s not cheating 🙄)
It was back before he even had Dick so he wasn’t with Selina
But that night brought a 9 year old Damian to his foot step when Dick was 13
(Is the math mathing??)
“No more kids, huh” 🤨
“Alfred, I didn’t even know this one existed”
He thought Dick was a hard time???
Damian truly humbled him
Selina loved him but Damian was always guarded with her
He grew to accept her as Bruce’s gf
“We’re not dating Damian”
“Then why tf is she here if your not committed”
Stephanie just added herself to the family after her and Tim started dating
Bruce couldn’t get rid of her after they broke up bc she started dating his daughter
He secretly loves her but honestly she just makes herself at home
Colin is that same way but he’s been here longer then Stephanie so🤷‍♂️
Colin and Damian are besties on accident
- They met at dojo class and was the only one not scared to take Damian 1v1
He got his ass beat, but gave damian a bloody nose so, even!!
Damian is autistic coded
Bruce adopted Duke after Damian
It was the same judge every time
The judge didn’t even hold a trial bc he just wants Bruce out of the court room
“This is the last one Alfred I SWEAR”
“You said that TGE LAST TIME”
It wasn’t but it was t by adopt
He proposed to Selina on Hanukkah/Christmas party when Damian was 12
(Hanukkah/Christmas bc Bruce and Tim are Jewish and raised dick and Jason as Jewish, but Damian, Duke, Cass, and Selina aren’t Jewish)
“I’m not dating her” “we’re not doing any commitment” my ass
It’s been 10 years BRUCE
ANYWWYS she said yes
The kids + other were the wedding party
Damian was the ring barrier
Harley was the maid of honor
Clark was the best man
Other ppl from the league was invited bc Bruce did have other friends in school, but he mostly hanged out with his little group
Selina adopted the kids as her stepchildren
(She loves her little kittens)
They honeymoon in Thailand (Selina is haft Thai)
Another year into their marriage and Selina is pregnant:D
“…”
“…at least this isn’t some kid I found on the street or was from an old fling”
“So you acknowledge that there’s a problem”
They were expecting twins
Bruce is happy to have kids with Selina but some times he wishes he would have stop at Jason
(This is another lie, this man is whipped for his family)
Honestly Bruce is happy how big his family have grown since it was just him and Alfred for so long Alfred is happy that Bruce had grown into such a family man and is happy how he far he’s gone since his rebellious younger years
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I didn't mean for this to end up as oversharing as it did so for sure feel free to ignore it if it's upsetting to you. But it's been haunting my brain since I saw the stream
The who situation breaks my heart lowkey because I really loved him even if it was all really parasocial but I'm really happy that she was brave and shared this with her audience
Because I had an ex that was exactly like this too even the living in filth part, and specifically biting me, he would bite me in public whenever he felt like I wasn't paying attention to him until he left marks on me
And I already broke up with him a long time ago because he was literally driving me neurotic but I had never thought of him as dangerous
But hearing it from her made it feel so real like this person was constantly telling me he loved me more than I loved him and then gaslighting me about it and going out of his way to physically harm me and humiliate me in public
That is abusive and that is dangerous and I really hope he (neither my ex nor her ex) ever harm another woman like that again
i’m very grateful that he wasn’t nearly as present online and that i wasn’t as parasocial as i could have been with him bc while it was upsetting and difficult to hear it didn’t feel like my whole world view was tilting on its axis (also the fact that i was already aware of him being a shit boyfriend just never to this extent)
shelby’s so incredibly brave biting is such an odd form of abuse when you first hear it like i would never think of calling it abuse if someone i loved bit me (?!) but for her to have done the work of going through therapy and having a support system to help her understand that it was abuse and for her to be able to explain to her audience how and why it was abuse is amazing and at the very least i’m glad you and other people are being helped with recognizing how upsetting and awful and literally the existence alone of non stereotypical forms of abuse
more than anything i hope everyone gets to heal from this. it’s disheartening to know that this point in the game it’s too late for something to be done about him but i hope other women in his/their lives don’t have to be subjected to the same things
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