#i’m ok just venting

[scrimple]

#bunny talks #988blr #988twt #styr0blr #styr0twt #i’m ok just venting #block don’t report #lost the fight against my urges and i feel floaty #i’m so happy #this feeling is always here for me #this is as God intended for me #new info for the therapist! yay yippee!

[howlerbat]

it’s embarrassing how quickly I went from “oh this max jagerman dude straight up sucks” to having a shit eating grin on my face every time he appears in the musical. I was not immune to his vocals in Literal Monster. I was NOT immune to his choreography in DIRTY GIRL

#I know the show came out a WHILE ago but I just got here ok I need to vent #I see a character who calls himself a monster and I’m obsessed #when he sings ‘never look in the eyes a predator of my size’ and does that fuckin johnnny bravo pose?? why does it work so well??? #npmd #nerdy prudes must die #max jagerman #will branner

[stuckinapril]

I’m finally biting the bullet and contacting a therapist today after being ambivalent ab it for so long… this hellsite has its many disadvantages but one thing I can say is it has truly helped me be less scared of pursuing therapy. Silver lining etc etc

#And to be clear I have nothing against therapy. I’ve seen it do wonders for other people #I think the reason it’s a point of defeat (just a little) for me to be like ok. I need a therapist. Is bc I’m admitting to myself that I #need one to begin w. And I get it’s not healthy but I always liked to think I could handle anything by myself #That was even the whole point of this blog. It was supposed to serve as a conduit for these feelings #And I’m not saying I don’t have a support system. I do. I have many wonderful friends #But I struggle to be vulnerable at all tbh and whenever I am I’m guilty ab it bc #I understand so many people have busy lives & I feel like an emotional burden on them by venting #Despite them telling me that it’s totally fine. Obvi a therapist is literally paid to listen so no guilt there #And I think that’s what I need #I’m not like on the brink of a psychotic break or anything but it’s just little things. I think it’d be nice to sit in someone’s office for #One hour a week and just go. That did bother me actually. I am tired actually. I do feel that way actually. #Rather than just burying my feelings w school and a busy schedule #I don’t think therapy will make me any less of a workaholic anytime soon but it’ll at least allow me to slow down one hour a week #And also not bottle shit up so fuckin much #But ya all of this is to say I’m drafting the email to her RIGHT now . #Starting the day off strong by oversharing on tumblr dot com

[albaqae]

TW- DEPICTIONS OF PANIC ATTACK, OVERSTIMULATION AND DISSOCIATION, BRIGHT COLORS, also I vent a little :)

In honor of my most recent new rock-bottom record, decided to draw this scene from @tangledinink fanfic :)

This scene hit really close to home, I’ve just never seen overstimulation and panic attack described so well, it made me feel like maybe im not that odd and there’s actual people who know what it’s like. I dunno what that means for me yet but I feel seen so maybe it’s a good thing or maybe it’s the opposite and it’s just ANOTHER rock bottom I just hit lol

Screenshots of the scene under cut! That way u can c what I mean when I say THIS WRITING IS SO ANGELIC AND IT FEELS LIKE A GENUINE NEW TMNT GENERATION AND UGHHAHAHWHJZNSZ

DO YOU SEE WHAT I MEAN.

#it’s wild to think not everyone has panic and anxiety attacks relatively consistently #I remember the first time ppl told me they’ve never had one and it was like tf u mean thats routine for me #anyways apparently it’s not healthy :) #but it’s ok I just got therapy again let’s see what happens lol #I really hope I’m not digging myself into another hole because it feels like I’m on bedrock #rottmnt fanfic #rottmnt fanart #rottmnt #rottmnt donnie fanart #tmnt #donnie fanart #rottmnt Donnie #illustration #artists on tumblr #im sorry teenage mutant what now? #tw panic attack #tw vent

[cinnamonsly]

vent art kinda night. when in doubt draw angry dogs

#i’m ok just. self loathing a bit #what’s new #vent #vent art

[iliveinprocrasti-nationn]

the thing about grief is everyone’s like “it’ll never get smaller but you’ll grow around it” and yeah that’s true. i definitely have grown around my grief and it’s not constantly all-consuming anymore. but it hasn’t gotten smaller, and i don’t think people realise what that means. i think people figure it’ll feel smaller because they did grow around it, but it just means that it’s on the back of your mind now instead of at the forefront. you can do things and live your life without constantly only thinking of your grief. but sometimes it will also make itself known and the sheer enormity of your grief will overwhelm you because ultimately it’s the same size as the day it arrived

#as always with my grief posting. i’m ok. i just have a hard time around winter and february especially #today is my birthday. the day after tomorrow is when my dad died #it’s not a good combination and it makes me a bit varied emotionally #this is the first year i can’t be with my family for the anniversary of his passing so it’s just hitting extra hard right now #also his yarzheit was yesterday. so. #dead dad club #grief #vent tw #yall can rb this btw

[adrift-in-thyme]

Most of the time I’m fine being a person who never fits in. A person who never gets the newest trends or watches the cool new videos or has the latest apps or clothes or knows every popular song artist the radio plays into oblivion

But sometimes it feels very isolating

#I’ve always been this way #and I’m cool with that #I can tell you the entire backstories of multiple links #but I can’t tell you about the newest pop album #or what actor is considered cool at the moment #or god forbid the latest tik tok trend #but the people at my college have literally urged that I look up stuff I haven’t seen on the internet #and my siblings seem to know all that stuff #and I’m just sitting there like ….ok then #guess I’m out of this conversation #bleh #sorry I’m just struggling today #it’s been a week #vent #delete later

[onyx-got-clowned]

do with this as you will idk

TW blood

legend got an ouchie 😓

I was really contemplating wether to post this or not, since i didn’t really like it, but yk what fuck it we ball. 🤫🧏

#Onyx draws⭐️ #tw blood #i definitely used this to vent #If you couldn’t tell #And I’m just like #Why did i make this??? #Wars looks kinda funky #And four idk man something irks me about how i drew him #not able to say “I’m practicing! It’s ok!” Cus i just don’t like it #But if someone does that’s very amazeballs #Lu legend #lu warriors #lu four #linkeduniverse #linked universe #The context is that they were fighting monsters #And bam #spear to the stomach

[s0ap-bubbles]

Shout out to mappa for giving one LESS reason to live by cancelling my gay ice skating movie

#i’m in mourning #I’ve only been waiting 4 years I can’t image how you og fans are taking this #12 year old me just burst into tears and fell to their knees #mappa count your days #corny asf but this show genuinely changed my life #I feel like this cancelation signifies me growing into adulthood #ok enough of that I’m gonna go daydream about the universe where this movie came out #yuri on ice #yoi #yuri katsuki #yuuri katsuki #viktor nikiforov #victor nikiforov #mappa #fuck mappa #I’m so sad rn you have no idea #this is basically a vent post at this point #OVER FUCKING ICE SKATERS

[bumpintheroad]

i don’t know what it is about sundays but i find that my desire to be someone’s girl and have someone be mine takes up so much mental real estate that it’s all i can focus on, and after having a couple failed dates and traumatic “almost maybes” i feel disheartened and sad that no matter what i do it doesn’t seem to be working or bringing me any closer to someone who genuinely cares about me or wants to be w me.

#i’m just tired of putting myself out there and being made to feel like i’m not enough or that something is wrong with me #anyways i’m just venting #i’ll be ok

[pickypickypeak]

#ok maybe I’m obsessed lol #LISTEN no hate really #I’ll always push people to pursue their inspiration and create something #wether it’s fanfiction or fanart #REALLY #I’ve seen some AMAZING work #when it’s done out of positive creativity and not pure hate for a literal cartoon #I just find it funny that people are still starting wish rewrites #when there are so many already and they all start from the same main point #which is. bring starboy back and make him fall in love with asha #which is totally fine but #I mean maybe it’s time to start calling them fanfiction at this point? there’s nothing wrong with that? #instead of staying on this line of. movie terrible so we’re fixing it since we’re all such better storytellers than the idiots at wdas #I swear if I see another person going #I hAvE nOt SeEn WiSh BuT fRoM wHaT I'vE ReAd iT lOoKs bAD!! sO I'm GoNnA FiX iT!!! #I will riot #how can you tell it’s bad if you have not seen it???? #ok enough #sorry for the vent #I lowkey wanted to make the she’s so pretentious meme but it was too mean? #wish #disney #wish 2023

[scrimple]

#bunny draws #988blr #988twt #styr0blr #styr0twt #made of styro #self harn #self h@rm #shblur #sh art #sh vent #i’m ok just venting #block don’t report #mouse art this time!

[beta-adjacent]

PSA to all alphas: let us take care of you, goddammit!!!!! Y’all don’t have to be at your strongest all the time. I don’t care what the stereotypes say; you’re not the sole leader of the pack. We are a team that relies on each other for support!!!! So let us fucking support you!!!!!!!!!!!

#>:( im angy #/lh #with love #a/b/o lifestyle #omegaverse lifestyle #miscecanis #I understand you want to be at your best but it’s ok to not be!!!! #trust us: you are not weak for needing to breathe!! #you do not need to be in peak state and push yourself!!! you can still enjoy life when you’re less than 100%!!! #and!!!!! we’re not somehow ‘losing out’ on something bc you’re not feeling the best. we’re still spending Time with you #THAT’S what matters most. doesn’t matter if that means we’re kayaking or at home playing video games #it’s You that matters not what we do with you #sorry this was….a Weird rant #and I prolly should be telling to this to the person who needs it #not writing the rough draft here #but hopefully it’s a message that reaches out to all alphas #not just the one I’m thinking about rn lmao #vent adjacent

[emichevy]

“You’re on your way”

Comfort character moment.

Running from the consequences of these actions I’m so sorry. For legal reasons this is just experimental they are fine everything’s fine nothing bad happens to them 😀😀

This started out very venty and personal but I ended up liking it a lot lmao. But it is very personal to me. Sometimes I need to tell myself I’ll be alright because I don’t hear it from anyone else. Going through a rough patch right now so I did this for my own comfort

Tala and Noir are my babies, the blood in my body, my soul and the breath in my lungs. They mean so much to me

#my art #spiderman #into the spider verse #spider man: across the spider verse #spiderman noir #spider noir #spidersona #spidersona art #comfort #comfort character #stress relief #vent #vent art #kinda venty #comfort art #I’m alright just funky #they are my babies #they make everything feel ok #yes I base them off of the relationship I have with my dad #lmao #cringe I know #I love my dad #I love them #they make me sick #in the best way

[shibaraki]

nothing riles me more than people saying it’s no big deal cause endeavor never hit touya lol like just admit you have no idea how traumatic emotional neglect is. it’s as if you’re always on the verge of dying of thirst

#and then due to that neglect never learning how to communicate what it is you’re going through #just a constant gnawing in your chest #and because you feel like nobody will care you don’t even bother with insight anyway!!! it is devastating #not to make it about blorbo but add that to the cultural significance of being the eldest son. bro #it’s so so tragic and it makes me cry OK 👍🏻 #HE WAS JUST A BABY #sorry I’m just venting I’m not looking for debate here

[pixlokita]

Me: -sets boundaries because I’m uncomfortable-

Me: wow I’m such a piece of trash I shouldn’t exist

#pix habla #ah yes #I feel like a bitch:v and maybe I am a bitch #but I’ll be honest when I’m not comfortable #boundaries #I know they’re important but ITS SO HARD TO SET THEM WITHOUT UPSETTING ANYONE #but I just can’t sit and pretend I’m ok when I’m not #and y’know ? maybe people do things without bad intentions but I #I’ve been through things and I need there to be an understanding of that #anywya no point in feeling bad about it I’ll try distracting myself that’s all I can do #vent