#i'm very emotional about him right now

[rollforjackass]

i could KILL him for this. motherfucker's every interaction with children has him being, if not nice, then at minimum kind and forgiving and genuinely invested in their wellbeing.

he asks crying kids what's the matter, he's afraid to hold a baby because he's worried he'll drop it, he goes after people who are mean to kids without a second thought. his whole mentorship with timothy hunter is him trying to do right by that kid no matter how he feels about it at the time. man would be the most loving dad in the world but because of his own awful goddamn father and the ways he thinks he takes after thomas, he doesn't think that's true. i hate.

#this panel made me SPITTING mad for real he breaks my heart #the way his father fucked up his whole mindset and self-image is something that makes me so violent #me rattling the bars of my cage yelling about how the family man arc was a vessel for conveying constantine's fears about his father #how it made him feel responsible for his father's murder after his dad had called him the killer of his mother his whole life #then made him a literal killer which turned that childhood nickname into a self-fulfilling prophecy & his dad into an unintended oracle #how constantine has always been afraid of becoming his father and yet that's exactly who he had to emulate to survive the world of magic #and then vertigo gave him the fucking rosacarnis arc which made him unwillingly a dad and his kids killers. i'm unwell #i NEED john constantine to know how good a person he really is and how loved any kid of his would be #the one thing new 52 did right for him was making him genuinely loving and caring towards rose #instead of making him pawn her off on everyone around him. which i fear a lot of writers would make him do these days #i NEED him to know he's better than who raised him #they say mary anne constantine would have been a good mother if she'd lived and i think there's a lot of her left in her son #not that he'd ever believe it #hellblazer #john constantine #i'm very emotional about him right now #oxly hollers

[unproduciblesmackdown]

also was revisiting a little bmc bway interview ft. william last night & him saying his favorite part of the show was probably doing the agtikbi reprise scene on the couch at the party & mentioning the Nonverbal aspect of jeremy & christine's interacting / communicating there & a way of exploring/depicting Love & Affection in a way you don't always see everywhere and like aaaarghhhhh so true good lord that specific scene. and Again the bway obcr version Existing and being like that, it's just like. winded exhale yeah obsessed 5ever thank you all

#sooo true so true.... #bmc #love putting it right in like the eye of the storm #both of them basically just having had these breakups & with jeremy that means mitb scene And [all of that A Time he had prior] #also now reflecting on how you know obviously he was Not ready to hear it w/michael & ofc he was affected by what all Just happened #but it's also like probably the worst time to be very pushy even with the best intentions & thinking it's Urgent & right abt all that lmao #but jeremy's Just had like whoops autonomy revoked ten ways to sunday from two different squip figures like #even [being correct! having jeremy's wellbeing in mind!] behind trying to yank him into some outcome; he's gonna be like Not Again #& ofc the sunk cost re: his squip & he has not had time to catch his breath like literally; not in a place to Confront Shit #if even his missed bestie is; from his perspective here; not at all comforting & not giving him what he feels is a real option.... #& anyways ofc we can sympathize / understand them both b/c that's what the show is giving at all moments re all characters #all this to say like jeremy & christine like having such a time being very at sea very uncomfortable but then having This moment #and the refreshment & relief finally of having this successful genuine connection & relative security being with this person rn #love & affection for sure....just say what's on your mind....lord first of all that they improvise those Noises every night. i'm gonna cry #second of all imagining not knowing how that scene goes & the pause & jeremy like [augh] & then christine just Yes Anding. aaaugh #head in hands haven't even relistened for a moment despite all this reflection. the downtempo quiet reprise waaah #it's Pretty killer to sit & chat with you....it's pretty killer for me too....sooo true Not getting this everywhere always & Waaugh ;;m;; #and wasn't even thinking of it as a joke like [and talking about devote specific focus on the Nonverbal aspect of such a scene: im putting #my hands on the shoulders of that & keep drawing a deep breath to start talking abt it but instead going Whew & making Expressions] #i.e. the significance of my nonverbal response as per conveying emotions & thoughts lmao. and just....You Know

[chasmbreach]

you hear a passing conversation

*hah, sorry i've been away.

*how have you been?

*... i love you

niji ink // belongs to @siiversans :]

#niji ink #hotarubitale #utmv #chasm art #GODS #I'M FUCKING UP EVERYTHING #IM INSANE RAHHHHHHH #me about to fucking explode #bro i'm so angsty emotions right now i am :sobbing: #i cannot people today istg i feel like everything i say is going to be taken the wrong fcking way and twisted and turned into shit #i wanted to draw a rose. then a hand holding the. and then it miraculously turned into niji #anyway he makes me feel a certain serenity when i think of him #which i need rn hhhhahah i'm passing today very poorly

[master-k0hga]

Sooga: Everybody always asks "WHERE is Sooga", "WHO is Sooga"

Sooga: But they never ask how is Sooga. . . .

Kohga:

Kohga:

Kohga: Worst date of my life

#Sooga #Kohga #... #See #This #This works cuz #My Kohga HC be that he's still a 20 something yr old lil bitch with a short attention span #Too busy texting his ex on his phone while dating a timid old ass man #Sooga is like one of them boomers who could get with the memes and stuff yet still not understand anything #And is a sad man cuz he's had like 3 other divorces that weren't actually toxic marriages #But /sigh #'' My miss my ex wives Kohga. I miss them a lot '' #I just wanted the ''nobody asks how the dog doin' meme outta my head so uh... #Yeah there we go #Will anybody ask how the Sooga doin' now? #Plz #He's going through a lot he needs pep talk dating this weirdo millennial who he's actually in love with #No. No shut up I always pictured Sooga as literally like the old man in their dynamic and I'm still mad Koei like.... #Completely cancelled out my headcanons with the DLC after those years... Salty asf and clearly last minute #Like genuinely I felt barely any emotion when Kohga had no choice but to run off crying when Sooga risked his life #At least like... ACKNOWLEDGE he potentially lost an eye during one of the many times he protected Kohga #......... Hence why my original thought was that they accidentally met in the desert during a Yiga treasure hunt or something #And like a molduga went to go eat Kohga before a travelling pre right hand Sooga comes around and kills it. However losing an eye in the #Process after mis judging a swing at the beast.. Kohga had feelings obviously IMMEDIATELY after but was acting VERY tsundere and sus about #It... Ofc agreeing to let him into the clan and ''polishing his skills'' and stuff... and then bam #...... Anyways.....

[justablah56]

there's nothing quite like the bond of being the first person a baby gay comes out to

#just blahs #my little cousin just came out to me and i am holding this kid so gently in my hands rn #like damn I'm this kids safe space #i need to kill anyone who tries to hurt them #im going to be stealing his older siblings rights to giving the shovel talk to any and all his future parteners #im stealing the title of older sibling now #hes mine now #i have literally never felt this protective over anyone ever #fuck im so glad to be a safe space for him #so very emotional about this kid rn #wishing i could give him a hug rn but alas he is like 3 hours away and i cannot just drive away at 2 am #anyways

[silverselfshippingchaos]

it's the 23rd... you know what that means...

Happy Ash Day!

#hehe it's my day! not too many special plans other than some cake but. lots of f/o rot #my wonderful wife a.qua is canonically good at baking. i think she'd make a cake for her beloved. i get so happy thinking about a.qua! #shes the sweetest girl ever and i'm always soooo honored that she loves me too #i have a lot of f/os and i could go on forever about all the little things theyd like to do for their special pal's birthday #but also. i've been getting into x.enoblade... and have feelings for a character... i am 🤏 this close to putting him on the list #but uh. a birthday kiss perhaps? #ash rambles 💚 #but man.. just spending the day with the people that i love is really all i need. hehe so happy to be with them all! #hope everyone has a great day! #and since it's very early for me. i hope i have a great day too! #happy ash day to me~~~ happy ash day to me~~~ #i'd normally be asleep by now but. i'm very brainrotted over my wife tonight and i keep reading over some of my work about her and ash #i love this s/i so much. theyre childhood friends. shes blue and ash is red. a.qua is literally named a.qua and ash is ash #theyre red and blue. fire and water. been together forever. sometimes it really does feel like they were made for each other huh? #i have so much love for her in my heart. it makes my heart feel all skdjsjdhs when i think about her #oh but where was i #right. my birthday! i have a shit ton of fankids too so i bet theyre having fun as well #but.. on the topic of k.h s/i..... R.IKU! MY LITTLE BRO! #they arent related or anything. ash just saw him and was all 'wow who is this sassy lost child... you are little bro now' #she'd get soooo emotional just knowing that the kiddo remembered. he shoots her a text on gummiphone or even visits whatever world she's in #and ash gets all 🥺🥺🥺🥺 and hugs him so tight #but yeah. birthday. f/os. lots of fluff. the good shit fr #fun times!

[maerrine]

man i am a little bummed about how this means that all this time we thought dazai was struggling for the first time was actually all just faked though. i hope we get to see dazai out of his depth at least once before the end of the series.

#bsd spoilers // #i want to see him show emotion... i wanna see him shocked and desperate... i want him to actually like. Genuinely Struggle for once!! #i'm not too down about it though since we've still got plenty of the manga left and therefore plenty of time for that to happen though. #and every time i think about how we're getting closer to finally finding out about fyodor and how sigma and him are clearly going to keep #being relevant going forward i'm like. :D #i am very easily pleased LMAO #but okay coming back to add more thoughts now that time has passed #don't kill me but i do still struggle with dazai feeling too perfect sometimes. #he does everything right and his actual flaws never lead to anything going wrong/any consequences #and he's always treated as right... i'm like. i want to see this man's flaws. give them to me asagiri!! #luckily it doesn't ruin the series for me and i think the fact that other people are essential in his plans does help with that a bit maybe #but it's my main bsd complaint atm. #...negativity aside though there's still time for asagiri to fix it... i want to believe... #now back to thinking about how much i love sigma <3333333 #god when did i become so attached to bsd's cast. asagiri thank u for my life ;w;

[bravevolunteer]

michael brainrot but i am just too eepy to articulate any of it properly

#been thinking about how he is so. emotional. #like he was an emotional kid.. that's just not the language that was really used bc he channeled it into anger and defiance #to combat feeling unsafe and alone .. he was sensitive he could be set off easily and a LOT of that comes with trauma #but even before things got *very* bad (which i still do not think he was doing well pre bite i've talked about this) he was acting out #sensitive to feeling left out and neglected (portrayal dependent but. at least william's lack of a presence during fnaf 4 to me implies #some level of negligence) and yes he did not react to this in the right way but also he was a KID. #he buried his emotions and forced them through the channels that felt the least vulnerable #and he was bound to either just burst or shut down periodically. #and i'm focusing on when he's younger but i think he ends up very.. 'forced himself to 'grow up' as a kid #because of actively being stuck where he did not feel safe' into 'he is ''out'' (heavy quotations lmao) of that so now he's just left #with all of this baggage that he doesn't know how to deal with bc he spent so long not allowing himself to be vulnerable' #very 'but now i've find i've grown into a tall child' you know. particularly interesting when it comes to unscooped/fandomless though bc #ADDING the scooping adds even more layers psychologically he's so. i'm gonna put him in a jar and shake him around #SEE I TYPE THIS MUCH /INFORMALLY/ IM JUST TOO EEPY TO MAKE FORMAL POSTS #⁂ ･ﾟ: i was looking for a job‚ and then i found a job‚ and heaven knows i’m miserable now ➛ ooc

[gloriousmonsters]

watched the moominvalley AND 90s anime takes on the Last Dragon back to back earlier and I'm still so fucked up emotionally

#what if there was a living metaphor for our relationship and I just kind of gave it to a passing fisherman to avoid that whole business #because you're desperately conflict avoidant and terrified of being left and i'm juggling genuine desires for Me Time #with glaring emotional issues #and this little last living miracle of nature was making us both extremely upset/uncomfortable with the issues it invoked #and *points* king of conflict avoidance and dude who would literally rather die than not seem chill about everything #the moominvalley take is crunchy and emotionally devastating enough but THE 90S ANIME.... #the fact it's paired with snufkin casually trying to leave months early because uhhhh. The Cards #(and I say 'casually' but you KNOW he is not casual about it but no he's chill! there's no real Reason he's looking for an excuse #to take off it's The Cards. gonna catch some minnows to give me an excuse to book it now) #and he KNOWS it's breaking moomin's heart but he just can't address that #and giving away the Troubling Underlying Problems dragon is paired with him giving away the minnows that were his excuse to leave #but he can't say he DECIDED to stay or that he didn't want the dragon he just. straight up lies. KING of emotional distance dysfunction #if we didn't lie about this we'd lose our potential no-fault excuses for booking it in the future! i love him sm #and moomin just accepts the dragon vanishing bc he's willing to settle just for snufkin hanging out with him #and they end the ep by moomin calling the dragon 'silly' and snufkin saying it'd be bad to keep because it's fickle and unloyal... #gnawing on the table. i did not expect this relationship to Get me so hard but by god the problems and issues are right up my alley #i'm always obsessed with the complexity of 'we both have problems and different emotional/practical needs in a relationship' #'and loving each other is painful and complicated even though it's so important to both of us' #and I actually do not find it in fiction very often #vic talks #aside from that one fanart I reblogged yeah this is how everyone finds out I'm getting into the moomins. sorry in advance

[warrior-of-sunlight]

.

#need to vent somewhere might as well do it here #I'm honestly not doing well #I've always tried to keep positive no matter how grim it all looked but I'm so tired #I can laugh about things and enjoy things #but everything seems deafened somehow #helmer being gone hurts but for some reason it feels like my body does not allow me to grief properly #not in the way it needs to #whenever I feel a strong emotion if feels like I'm suffocating or put in a room too small for me #doesn't help that physically I've been in a downward spiral for a while now #I was already tired and depressed for a few years but when I got covid a few months ago after managing to avoid it for 3 years it amplified #since covid allergies have become more severe to the point I can barely go outside when there are a few pollen in the air #other physical issues I had also seemed to have gotten worse #I'm tired all the time and unable to maintain social contacts I really want to maintain #I've been unable to draw like I used to because it tires me out too much #I'm not sure how to claw myself out of this hole #I'll keep trying but fucking hell I'm so exhausted #I'm also very worried for my dad and his health #I don't want to talk too much about it right now but it's bad #as in the doctor gave him a year a year ago bad #I love my dad very much and I'm scared

[thesmokinpossum]

while i'm complaining  about men, I just got told in a slightly passive-aggressive tone by a man i've known for less than 5 months that "clearly, validating people's feelings is not my strongest suit" because I told him as kindly as I could that while he can call me when he's having panic attack, there's no real guarantee that i'm gonna be available and even less guarantee that i'm gonna be able to comfort him in whatever way in need, especially if he need any type of physical comfort and I'm just sitting there like...You know what my dude, if that's gonna make you get over your annoying ass desire to hug me then feel free to assume that i'm actually even meaner than that, imagine me as the world biggest bitch all you want, i'm fine with it

#dude was clearly already annoyed with me because i didn't agree with whom on two things he was complaining about #not gonna go in details because he deserves some privacy tbh #but i will say that no i'm not gonna pretend to believe that someone is always right just because they have mental health issues #i always try to see someone's point of view in a situation but i'm also very much the friend who will tell you if i think you're wrong #a lot of people claim to want that kind of honesty in their life but when it means being told that they were wrong it's suddently bad #anyway ok bro i have no emotional intelligence i'm cold and distant and i can't be your primary support now can you chill? #that's gonna sound so fucking mean but sometimes i wonder why he even bother with therapy #like if you need that much validation from a random girl you barely know what do you pay this fucker for??? #anyway let's hope he got the hint that no i'm not gonna pretend to be his best friend when i barely know him nor his mom nor his gf

[arklay]

did not just think about diana finding al just sitting on their bed holding their wedding photo in his hands after she brings him back, and he's just looking at it, visibly distressed, and the moment she touches his shoulder he starts crying and buries his face against her chest because he thinks he really ruined their relationship. good lord

#leah.txt #pair: ewskers #baby boy she would not have spent years regenerating your body if she hated you i am going to disintegrate i can't do this #i think when his viruses are stable his emotions are very much Not. i think the mutant strain changed specific brain chemistry and he lost #a lot of empathy and just the ability to really feel emotions. he was very numb. he knew he should feel a certain way and emulated that but #he didn't really *feel* and after everything is stable he's feeling things he hasn't in over 10 years and he's also in a very bad state of #mind from everything that's happened so oh boy things aren't going great for them #also numb except like anger. and hatred. he was being turned into a literal killing machine after all. notice how blood thirsty he got? #i have so much post volcano lore for them i can't do this i need to just. explodes. and like they are still working through things ofc (it #takes years) when diana is alerted of activity with the company and even though they go and do all of that like he is still trying to find #himself again and decondition everything spencer and umbrella drilled into his head. they are still evil and scheming don't worry there #besties. and they still think they are better than everyone else. this is fact in their minds. but like. there's a lot going on for him #i put him through a lot of pain and as much as i joke that i want to put him through a blender it actually makes me really sad. he doesn't #need more trauma lmao. yeah he is evil and fucked up but no child deserves what spencer did to him #fictional man making me really sad. i need to wrap him in a blanket #sir why did you have to go and try and kill everyone on the planet whadda hell is wrong with you i'm holding your hand #maybe if your wife was there kissing you then you'd calm down a little bit and not throw yourself into a volcano #not unfolding time coming on shuffle as i type this what is wrong with you spotify i can't go through this right now #i like to see powerful men weak and cry but also he is a ball of trauma and it hurts me #i have Many thoughts about why he did what he did in 5 cause yeah it's out of character for him to follow through with spencer's vision #but i don't think that's what he was doing. kinda hinted a bit at this with that one fight fic but also i have a whole essay somewhere

[longroadstonowhere]

so

i’m playing a knowledge cleric in my dnd campaign, and the religion we’re using is a really loose structure, half teacher half librarian kinda vibe (and yes i decided to play this character before the library school thing happened), but clerics are something a little extra than just a follower of a religion, right? like, you get your magic powers from your god, so i figure there’s something more happening there for whatever cleric you play

but me, i’m not one for pages and pages of backstory, i’ll figure things out while i’m playing but i mostly just give myself sketches and outlines to work off of, so i present my dm with ‘i had a dream that god told me to look for something, but i don’t remember what i’m supposed to be looking for, and i’m not even entirely sure it was god’

and that’s where we start the campaign, dude in his early forties with a fair amount of knowledge and a not-insubstantial understanding of people finally striking out into the world, and the first major event he runs into involves someone he trusted turning out to be a blood cultist, and he doesn’t really learn from that because surely that was just a one-off weird thing, like not every person you run into will be lying to you, that can’t happen

and it’s happened again and again and again - he finds someone who is scholarly, or helpful, or even of his faith, and he trusts that they’re genuine, or at least that they won’t harm him, and then he is betrayed and it’s getting worse and worse (bodies are starting to pile up around him and some of them are those he created, when he barely took the martial training offered at his temple, only accepting because any knowledge is knowledge worth having, but now death is at his fingertips), and he still wants to believe

the worst of it is that he’s been getting visions, and at first he believed they were from his god, because why wouldn’t he? who else could get inside his head this way? but he’s found that these visions (at minimum, some of them) are coming from a former brother of the cloth, someone who believes their god is lying to everyone and is willing to destroy the entire faith because of it, and he’s recruited so many people of my character’s faith that they can no longer be implicitly trusted, and they’re even being forced to attack and die for this man’s beliefs

so my character is finding that he can’t trust anything implicitly - his siblings of the cloth, the world they live in, even the thoughts in his head - and he still wants, so much, to believe in the inherent power of information, of knowledge, in knowing that even if it’s the worst pain you’ve ever known, knowing is still better than not knowing

and it’s so rewarding to play through faith in this way, to be presented again and again and again with the same choice, the same burden - do you trust this person? do you believe they are who they say they are? how many lies can you hear before you stop believing anything at all?

but lies can tell you the shape of the truth, and that’s all that my character can hold onto sometimes

#i've had a lot of feelings welling up in me about my little knowledge cleric dude #so it was about time i put them out there for other people i guess #just man faith is one of the most fascinating things to me and i love that i'm getting to play a character who's getting challenged #so many times and in so many ways in that regard #i mean it also feels weird because my character's dilemma is definitely the biggest one in terms of world-shattering events #so i'm kinda the driving force of the campaign most nights #and i'm not used to that? i'm very much a support character in real life hahaha #so it feels weird to be the center of attention so often #but i guess that's what i get for making a character whose motivation is a god's instructions #whereas my party members' roleplaying spurs are mostly family related things #trying to hunt down family heirlooms or confront an absent father #my character knows exactly where his family is and has a good guess what they're up to #he just.... doesn't fit in with them well #he expects to be told when someone gets married but doesn't expect an invitation to the wedding #that's the vibe i'm going for with his relationship to his family #anyway we had a session last night where my character was talking with a high-ranking member of his own faith #and he rolled a nat twenty on an insight check to see if this person was following the asshole that's plaguing him right now #and she was the most genuine person he could ever imagine meeting #so you know i'm feeling a little emotional about the whole thing #(happily we are in a spot where the god thing should hopefully be on the backburner for a couple of sessions) #(love getting to explore my stuff but again i'm ill-fitted to being the center of attention for a majority of our time hahaha)

[kalu-chan]

So, Tsubaki talked about the Count?? But he hadn’t been captured yet, because he SAW Kuro kill him, and I’m pretty damn sure Tsubaki didn’t plan to get the Count dead, he’s way too angry about it. Though there’s every chance that the Count planned it all, I guess, he did found C3 after all, maybe he told Tsubaki to tell C3 the stuff about the curse and claimed it was to dissuade them etc.

Also, does that mean Kuro was just lying in that alley, sleeping, for 100 years?? And no one picked him up for 100 years?? Though he seemed pretty acquainted with new tech and stuff. Though maybe he wasn’t physically sleeping there but like, not quite existing for those 100 years.

#Servamp spoilers #I'm also very emotional about Jeje and Lily getting along from that long ago #And I guess Lily being scared of Freya makes more sense now... I want more info on her though #Like she's Wrath and all but there's definitely a big difference between seeing herself as a weapon and fighting compared to her now #Also!!! Some came back to visit Kuro and Gear and some didn't! I wanna know who came back!!! #Lily probably did all things considered #Maybe Wor #Jeje probably didn't #I wonder about Freya. I want the wolves to hang out #The timing is important C3 said... And Kuro was there RIGHT at the right time and place for Mahiru to find him #Someone (probably the Count) planned that for so long huh #He reminds me of Father from Noragami a bit

[pirateboy]

i actually feel physically sick thinking about the rolling stones right now this is reaching west wing levels of insanity please God can i be normal about this band

#feeling very like 'psamathe rises' josh rn #read my fic boy so u can understand what that means #no but genuinely this hyperfixation is so intense #gotham was not like this!! gotham was fun!! this is exactly like the show that emotionally devasted me for 6 months! hello the west wing!! #how do i deal with this level of emotion pls #especially when it's about shitty old rockstars #like girl mick jagger is who you've decided to become obsessed with?? ok then #actually wanna throw up thinking about him right now i'm so obsessed with this silly man #like. not in a disgusted way just in a oh i don't know how to deal with these emotions way. yknow? #need to just lie on the floor for a bit. maybe have a little cry. till i regain sanity #marchibald's

[churipu]

YOU SLEEPING ON A COUCH AFTER AN ARGUMENT 𓆝 ⋆｡𖦹°‧

featuring. gojo satoru, geto suguru, toji fushiguro x reader

note. i hv so many ideas right now apart from what i'm actually supposed to be focusing on, so...pls excuse me.

GOJO SATORU. arguments with gojo are a pain in the ass, he's petty and everything will be a mess. he's so stubborn that it actually baffles you sometimes — and he calls you rock head?

being a sorcerer is never an easy job. gojo wakes up every day, not knowing whether he'd die in a mission or get to live another day. so when you brought up your concerns about it to him, the male didn't take it lightly. things have been tight for him, and you're walking on eggshells for the past few days.

the slightest thing angered him, like how his sleeve got stuck on the door handle, or the way he curses out loudly when he stubs his toe on the coffee table. it puts him in a shitty mood, so when that happens, and you try to talk to him about his job.

gojo gets very pissy about it.

frankly, you understood where his anger comes from. and it was part of your fault to bother him the moment he came back from work exhausted, it was bound to happen so you weren't really blaming him at all from the projecting of his anger to you the night before — he didn't say hurtful things, gojo knew better than that. all he did was tell you to leave him alone and get out of his sight for the night.

and you did. sleeping alone on the couch, all sprawled out, an arm dangling on the edge; while a string of drool dribbled down the corner of your lips.

you seemed to not mind having to sleep on the couch (under your own want). but your boyfriend did, the moment he knew your bed time strikes — he came out of the room and eyed your sleeping form. guilt washing over him when all you did was care about his being and how dangerous the jujutsu world is.

gojo approaches you and gently carried you in his arms, an arm right under your bottom and his other arm around your waist. hoisting you up like a baby as your cheek leaned onto his shoulder, letting the drool blotch his shirt. he doesn't care at all.

the male tucks you in the bed, pulling the covers over you before slipping next to you, chest pressed to your back and an arm resting on your hip. gojo will never let you sleep a whole night on the couch, he will bring you to sleep with him and apologize the very next day for being such an ass.

he also, tried to make it up to you by cooking a classic english breakfast. which ended up in chaos — and you both decided to order take out instead.

GETO SUGURU. geto is usually calm and collected; he doesn't really get angry at anything. even if he does, he mostly keeps it to himself unless it really bothers him. but since humans have certain capacities to their own emotion — geto is not spared from being angry, no matter how calm he is.

after the death of amanai, you could feel him change. your geto. it was traumatizing for him, and you understood. always being there for him, never leaving him alone. the dark circles under his eyes were apparent, and it looked like he hasn't had a good night sleep for what seemed like . . . weeks, or months, if that's even possible.

geto appreciated your company, really. but sometimes, he also wanted to be left alone to dwell on his feelings. he didn't want to end up saying hurtful things to you because he was so angry at himself. but he did, and god was it horrible.

he was already feeling like shit before the argument— which if you see, wasn't really an argument at all. it was one-sided, geto was telling you off and you didn't say anything back. because you knew he didn't mean it. he almost desperately begged for you to leave him alone because your presence was "annoying" him and he couldn't stand it.

although geto said it in a heap of moment. he didn't mean it, and before he could say anything else, you tell him that you were going to be sleeping on the couch, so if he needed anything he was free to come to you.

geto didn't stop you. he was busy hating on himself for telling you that — and believe me when i say that he, right there, almost cried out of frustration.

he tossed and turned on his bed. where you were usually on too, beside him, holding his hand whilst he sleep. your hushed voice lulling him into a peaceful slumber; but you weren't there today, all because he told you to leave him alone. geto sat up, his eyelids heavy, but no matter how long he shut is, they always open back up.

with slow and heavy steps, he approaches you on the couch. and geto had always knew that you were a light sleeper, so his footsteps awoken you. seeing your eyes flutter open, geto slid on the couch, laying himself on top of you — head on your chest, arms clutching onto your shirt like he's desperate for your presence, and his legs intertwining with yours.

getos' hushed apologies were heard as he leaned into your warmth, and you told him that you were never angry. brushing his hair, massaging his scalp using your fingertips before lulling him to sleep, and geto did. almost immediately. and so did you.

he could never sleep without you. whether it being on the bed, the couch, or anywhere else — as long has you were with him, he will find the ability to drift off.

TOJI FUSHIGURO. is an ass. let's face it — he wouldn't give a fuck if you decided to sleep on the couch after an argument, at least for the first couple of hours. toji is a blunt man, and he's a sole believer that nobody could bear sleeping on the couch when there's a bed in the house.

but you were there to prove him wrong.

after an argument going south, he finds you grabbing your pillow and then seeking shelter on the couch. and he clicked his tongue in annoyance, knowing you'd come crawling back on the mattress after a few hours — because who'd choose the couch over the bed?

you. apparently.

he slept without a single care, thinking of words to say when you finally decided to come back on the bed. but when he woke up at three am, his arm searching to find your body, but realizing all he was catching was air — he finally realized that you weren't coming back onto the bed.

and it annoyed him. he was angry that you weren't there. and at three am? he was already wide awake, walking out of the room angrily. but his gaze softened when he saw you asleep, the constant flashing light from the television panning on your body; toji walks over, snatches the remote and turns the device off.

letting out a soft sigh, toji squats down, flicking your forehead. and the action was enough to make you grimace lightly in your sleep — although not enough to wake you up completely. the male chuckled and prepped an arm under the hollow under your knees, and an arm across your shoulder.

with ease he brought you into your shared room and he laid you down on the bed, covering your body with the blanket before he slips into his own portion of the bed. scooting closer to you as you instinctively nuzzled into his chest, seeking for comfort.

toji wouldn't admit that he was the one who brought you into the bed and would end up saying how you came crawling back at three am. you always find out the truth though, and toji tells you to forget about whatever he did because he won't be doing it again (he will).

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