#idk how i missed it... i just wasnt into it i guess ?

[puppyeared]

if escape rooms as team building exercises became popular im not sure if id be more excited or terrified

#if it isnt already anyway.. i can see it happening as a school frosh thing. idk if it would catch on as a workplace thing #i kind of find the concept of being locked in with strangers and working to find a way out weirdly exhilarating though #at least compared to icebreakers cause i dont have to spend 10 minutes racking my brain for something to blurt out abt myself #as a bonus u could like. put people into groups and give prizes to whoever escapes first second third etc. apparently they also do themed #escape rooms.. maybe let people pick a theme? or voluntary sign up? actually this would be really fun for smth like a blind friend date #although if i found out i was locked in a room with an online friend id be too excited to actually escape LOL #ive never done an escape room before so sadly i cant speak from experience. its like up there on things i want to try next to rug tufting #workshop and visiting new art exhibits or conventions. i seriously need to get out more if it wasnt for the horrors <- school and anxiety #i was planning to invite cass to a drop-in art workshop in town but neither of us could go bc typography is making us go thru hell and back #AND THEY HAD A BUTTON MACHINE TOO #im nostalgic bc i miss working in groups and not being awkward abt it or worrying abt schedule conflicts #i realized that i learn best in groups and its a little corny but i like sharing ideas and talking through a problem #in elementary i could just sit down with friends for review and come out of it energized *and* more familiar with the material #and i could technically still do it now. but as adults we're more picky abt who we work with on top of being way more busy outside school #maybe im lonely. im shy and grew up not talking to ppl unless i absolutely have to so its hard to make friends on my own i guess #only thing getting me thru it is telling myself that humans like helping and that my cringe is overblown in my head. but its hard #hence the escape rooms. i have been able to talk to 2(!!) people though!! mostly abt school stuff but im glad to be on friendly terms #i dont really know how to be happy these days cause im constantly scaring myself abt my portfolio and finding places to work #not being ambitious is part of not wanting to put energy into something that wont work out while also not having the passion to do literall #anything else.. i should probably talk to my counsellor ugh #yapping

[squiddieblogs]

🐀

#vent in the tags o7 #I got on Twitter a too much and see the coachella 2024 on the recommended feed #it makes me sad because I’m not a music guy so I wouldn’t have cared much #but mcyt’s quirked up white boy was meant to be there and #it’s really like why are people terrible? #I wish he did not abuse women #but I guess in a sad selfish way #idk how to word it’s just. man #the dsmp adjacent scene is so fucked up rn #there isn’t a lot of joy left in the fandom space I lurked in #so I guess I miss that #that maybe if mr gold wasnt awful things would be normal #maybe Wilbur soot underpaid those qsmp employees actually #(for legal reasons that is a joke)

[busylilbee]

I just remembered that I once got called up to the office of the community theatre I volunteered at and got asked if my brother could sing at all and if my mom was available for the upcoming show.

Because my mom is East Asian and my brother and I are half. And they literally could not find any Asian people at all to fill the 3 Asian parts in the show.

#spoiler alert my brother could not do it #like he had the abilify to do it hut it was too stressful #so the 2 chinese boy roles were played by 2 at least partly hispanic kids #i think #i only knew one of them and idk his exact heritage but it definitely wasnt anywhere in asia lol #my mom did agree to do the mom part #she just had to run on stage at the end and call her 2 sons names and they ran happily to her #whats HILARIOUS is that we were going to be out of town for the last 3 shows #so not only did we have to find people to fill our backstage roles #but also the tall 20 something white costume designer filled my moms role as the chinese mother #yes the musical was thoroughly modern millie #i forget this happened and then remember and laugh #this is what happens when you need to fill ethnic roles in the american south i guess #i cant believe in our whole city they couldnt find a single asian boy to play one of those parts #maybe they just didnt ask around enough #bc 3 of my brothers friends were fully east asian or at least looked it #but to be fair that was not the norm #most asians in that city were indian or filipino #anyways this production was hilarious and when i remember how i got called up and strategically asked about my brothers abilities #i laugh #i was like #i mean yes he CAN sing and dance bc we were in a performing troupe in elementary school for a few years #but he is currently a deeply stressed and anxious teenager so #dont get your hopes up #personal #i miss that theatre though it was really fun

[scover-va]

Actually yknow what. Something i DO hate Lionel for is fuckin. Pulling the pity card and telling Carla how she was his only friend and reminiscing and stuff to get her to put the Walk PROTOTYPE file into one of her games, acting like he genuinely feels sorry, but then in the released version of Walk, say that she had an ego and just overall be a bitch about her. Definitely holding that against him

#i just thought of it when drawing them and i got so mad #like. unless it WASNT a prototype #and was literally just files he grabbed from Walk after releasing it and it was just labelled as a prototype #then i hate him for that #scov.txt #lionel snill #the hex #the hex game #the hex spoilers #to be fair i guess it would make sense if he messaged her post walk release #since later on in walk he does comment abt how he misses her and stuff #but still. idk

[hairydykecunt]

i am gonna fall apart

#kitty talks #reading up more snd i think i know what i have and i just #god dude #i loved unprotected sex. but now i know. And im also never fucking anyone ever again unless i know them #like. i’m just. like duh this happened #i wish i wasnt so stupid while drunk. also wish i remembered stis existed and that a girl who flirts a lot and is a dom probably fucks a lot #idk i feel really weird rn. like i dont eant to be mad but god. god. i can’t trust my judgement i guess #maybe instesd of finding the first opportunity to fuck bc ive been depraved for so long i should just. Takr my fucking time god #i fucking haye sex with ppl i dont know i hate it so much and i did it bc i was drunk and having fun but she is not how i thkught shed be #i woukdve been fine with fucking if like. i could tell we would continue hanging out and being friends #but i am so not into this texting and flaky shit and ‘serve goddess’ out of no where . I hate sex i Hate sex #i miss having sex with my best friend it was so fun and nice and comfortable #man. i should be shot

[fat-fem-and-asian]

i enjoyed night country and most of my criticisms with the show can be summed up more development for its female (especially supporting) characters

#STEPDAUGHTER DYKE I NEED LIKE . A WHOLE NOTHER PLOT W U #esp considering the finale like. idk. i didnt mind the ending i guess but GOD some more stuff about the women #the show was at its best. by far. when it was foster and reis going at each other #fosters character esp. like. i just...i wasnt compelled by her otherwise #i love u miss foster i think u did the best u could #idk idk it felt like they never reallllly finished the protesting arc and just kinda slammed it in #when like. i would have maybe refocused that to be the crux of the show #also i dont think that reis' sister should have died im sorry it just felt cruel #like i guessss it provided an interesting beat for reis but . like i struggle to see how it says anything that isnt kinda...bad. #or beyond like yeah the system fails ppl ! like bummer! #idk idk i never fully clicked with this show and i think it sagged a LOT in the middle #also qavvik . i love him hes such a sweetie but you could cut him out and have almost no impact on the plot #okay i think reis should have been fuckin foster BUT if u really wanna keep him #like idk he felt SO sidelined to me like he was truly there for the one shack scene to get some emotional exposition #im done im done #justice for him justice for the sister justice for the stepdaughter !!!!! #i like the tongue being ambigious btw like. a bit of mystery....as a treat #me 'i liked this show' as i list my many issues with its pacing and dialogue and plot and characters #honestly i think im riding this show's ass so hard bc i realllyyyyyy think it could have been like. life changing

[wp100]

remember blizzconline

the warcraft art for it is... my lord. dying of thirst rn

#the art is so fookin cool #idk how i missed it... i just wasnt into it i guess ? #the artwork is fantastic... that bolvar art ugh i could stare at it all day #i wish i could paint digitlaly like that... i wonder how long it took for each piece #the HoTS piece is cool too... love that deathwing skin #ramblings #god i could fix him. I could fix him #id love to show the art but i feel weird even posting official game art so i wont #cos thats someones time and effort even if they dont really own it? idk how game art actually works in that respect #so its safer to juts Not Post it #i hate shadowlands but at least they made bolvar hot asf #and feral tyrande. that shit changed my psyche istg

[t0kyo-l1ghts]

Sometimes im just suddenly hit with the "damn i miss limbus company"

like at the height of my brainrot i had to stop playing cause MFKING DONGBAEK was causing me so much burn out by beating my ass like at least 20 times

I hope to redownload the game someday, beat her first try, and finally catch up to the rest of the cantos cause i REALLY wanna read the heartbreaking first hand

#👁️ podcast #its really tempting to return but also theres SO MANY THINGS i missed out on #like i stopped playing around the time cinq association don Q. was announced #theres also this whole uptie IV? thing that was like really controversial i think idk i wasnt paying attention #but yeah i just wanna play this morbid game again cause it was genuinely peak to me when i first started #(not having played the other project moon games before it was definitely a whiplash to see how dark the story could get in canto III alone) #for the record for now my lifelines just no commentary playthroughs #which while necessary i dont like to just sit there and read a video i wanna read it in the VIDEOGAME cause IDK! thats more enjoyable 4 me #i guess!

[hanarchy]

babes what do u do when u feel the old depression creeping back in after a good phase?

#wasnt a long phase but skz really hit those dopamine receptors for a while #anyway lasted like… #3 months and now i am back at this stupid point where nothing matters anymore lmao #no feelings #depression cw #it wasnt entirely skz it was also talking to ppl online again #but ive been so flaky lately im sorry #ugh anyway #i know ppl say that 2014 tumblr glorified mental illness #and yeah /some/ of it di #but some of it was also genuinely fuckin helpful #and i miss when ppl made more personal posts and talked more abt their lives #idk idk #i guess we’re all just older now and know how to put those feelings somewhere more productive #buuut yeah #idk it made it easier to make friends #wait wait wait #i hope this doesnt come off as me not being into skz anymore lmao #just #also depressed lol

[solarwoniii]

reaction to you sending him nudes out of nowhere ! zb1 legal line

nsfw, suggestive, crack, smau ! includes jiwoong, zhanghao, hanbin, matthew, taerae and ricky

includes ; mature/sexual themes, pet names, mentions of bdsm and punishments, uhmm daddy kink is mentioned in jiwoong's

a/n ; girl idk what this is i was so bored pls enjoy

taglist ; @hunbun07

jiwoong ;

📨jiwoong ; babyyy hi

📨jiwoong ; did u have dinner yet ♡

📨y/n ; yes i did !!!

📨y/n ; *attachment ; one photo*

📨y/n ; urs is waiting for u at home

📨jiwoong ; WOW.

📨jiwoong ; I WAS BEING NICE. WAS THE RANDOM ATTACK NECESSARY 😤😤

📨y/n ; no it wasnt im sorry daddy 😔

📨jiwoong ; WOW.

📨jiwoong ; WOWOWOOWWOWOOWOWOWWOW.

📨y/n ; sooo am i getting tied up today orrr 😶

📨jiwoong ; JUST tied up?????

📨jiwoong ; U ARE GETTING SO MUCH MORE THAN JUST TIED UP

📨jiwoong ; GET URSELF READY U ARE DEAD

📨y/n ; i am ready 😋🤪

zhanghao ;

📨zhanghao ; BAAAAAAAAAAAABE

📨y/n ; yes

📨zhanghao ; hi 😊

📨y/n ; hi 😊💗💗

📨y/n ; *attachment ; one photo*

📨zhanghao ; oh.

📨y/n ; 😘

📨y/n ; how screwed am i

📨zhanghao ; very screwed ! 😊 hope ur excited to get ur guts rearranged 💗

hanbin ;

📨hanbin ; bbg 😔😔😔

📨y/n ; EXCUSE YOU SUNG HANBIN.

📨hanbin ; IM SORRY

📨hanbin ; i miss u sm UGH i have a meeting soon i dont wanna gooooooo

📨hanbin ; can i have a photo of u so i can survive 😔💗

📨y/n ; ofc u can here :)

📨y/n ; *attachment ; one photo*

📨hanbin ; NAH.

📨hanbin ; U FOUL FOR THAT

📨hanbin ; NOW I HAVE TO SIT THROUGH MY MEETING WITH THAT IN MY MIND

📨y/n ; have fun at ur meeting baby 😊😊😊 love uuuu

📨hanbin ; U SUCK

📨y/n ; suck what 😶😶

📨hanbin ; FUCK U

📨y/n ; pls do 😊

📨hanbin ; OH MY GOD

📨hanbin ; I HATE YOU SO MUCH

matthew ;

📨matthew ; BAE

📨y/n ; BAE

📨y/n ; HELLO

📨matthew ; hiii

📨matthew ; i miss u :(

📨y/n ; :((( i miss u too

📨y/n ; *attachment ; one photo*

📨matthew ; .

📨matthew ; ure so mean.

📨matthew ; im never speaking to u again i hate u

📨y/n ; oh ok

5 MINUTES LATER . . .

📨matthew ; uhm so

📨matthew ; im still not speaking with u

📨matthew ; but are there possibly more from where that came from 😖😞

📨y/n ; hmm

📨y/n ; possibly

📨matthew ; OMG

📨matthew ; if u send me another i will speak to u again !!!

📨y/n ; *attachment ; one photo*

📨matthew ; YAYAYAYAYAY

taerae ;

📨taerae ; BABY did u see the food i left for u in the kitchen ??

📨y/n ; YES I DID THANK UUU I LOVE U

📨taerae ; 🫶🫶 im finishing a few more papers rn as soon as im done ill get omw home

📨y/n ; oh

📨y/n ; is that going to take long

📨taerae ; a little bit 😞😔 im sorry

📨y/n ; would u like some bribery

📨taerae ; huh ?

📨y/n ; *attachment ; one photo*

📨taerae ; IS THAT MY SHIRT

📨y/n ; 🤪 maybe

📨taerae ; @??@?@?@??1!?!?@??@?@/.?>@?>@>?@?>?@>?1.>?@

📨taerae ; I AM

📨taerae ; ON MY WAY

📨taerae ; RIGHT

📨taerae ; NOW

📨taerae ; AS WE SPEAK

📨taerae ; IM COMING HOME

📨taerae ; TEN MINUTES

📨taerae ; ILL BE THERE

ricky ;

📨y/n ; HOW MUCH LONGER

📨y/n ; UNTIL YOURE HOME

📨ricky ; an hour

📨ricky ; WHY

📨ricky ; IS SOMETHING WRONG

📨y/n ; YES

📨y/n ; im lonely 😔

📨ricky ; oh

📨y/n ; WHAT is me being lonely not enough for u to care 😔💗

📨ricky ; no not really

📨y/n ; WOW

📨y/n ; OK

📨y/n ; THEN I GUESS I WONT SHOW U THE REST OF THE PICS I TOOK TODAY

📨y/n ; *attachment ; one photo*

📨y/n ; THERES THREE OTHER PHOTOS

📨y/n ; BUT YOURE BEING MEAN SO YOU DONT GET THEM 😡

📨ricky ; NO

📨ricky ; IM SORRY

📨ricky ; PLS

📨ricky ; I CARE SO MUCH THAT U ARE LONELY AND I LOVE U SO VERY MUCH 💗💗💗

📨y/n ; 🙄

📨ricky ; NOOOOOOOOOO

#zb1 #zerobaseone #zb1 jiwoong #zb1 zhanghao #zb1 hanbin #zb1 matthew #zb1 taerae #zb1 ricky #zb1 smut #zerobaseone smut #zb1 fluff #zb1 drabbles #zb1 smau

[ganondoodle]

you know what i just saw some more of that weird ass reward for getting all shrines in totk, and tbh im still so

what is that?? there are no dog like sentient species in this version of hyrule?? the most is the sonau themselves but they got no tails??? i dont think anything in this hyrule has a tail like that? and sonau legs are pretty normalish human too areant they? they dont even have proper claws, just veguely longer fingernails- i guess there are the statues in the underground that kinda look like it (they dont got tails either tho do they??) but like ,,, theres nothing you can learn about them right? its never mentioned or even hinted at despite there being so goddamm much of the sonau still just up and functioning- their lil "material deposits" in the depths arent even withered beyond some plants growing on them, all their 'tech' (isnt it just .. magic tho? where the mechanism actually? its usually just some stone animated by green swirlies ... but ill mention that in another post) just runs perfectly like it was made yesterday

where does that thing come from?? and its supposed to the the HERO FROM THE TAPESTRY???? huh????? and its decked out in sonau clothing head to toe with clear gerudo refs too?? that so weird bc youd feel like there would have been some mention of this, especially considering that that thing is on the tapestry and impa(was it her? or purah?) RECOGNIZES ITS THE HERO FROM THE TAPESTRY???? like, CASUALLY even?? like a well known fact ?? did i miss some big lore part somewhere that talked about that dog gerudo sonau thing?? and if its on the tapestry that means it wasnt that long ago really (i mean ... all the sonau shit is still pretty much fully intact so arguing that they came and went in the time between totks past and botws past isnt that plausible either imo ..??) o how come you never see anything from that and yet its somehow completely known for them, and you cannot tell me she saw the abstract version of the hero and then looked at that armor and went thats the same bc two colors veguely matched or what?!! also given that its fully clothed in sonau stuff .. like the arms are literally raurus bracelets .. thingies, but then the sonau where supposedly a complete and unknown mystery until it suddendly came all raining from the sky and revealing its been there and EVERYWHERE the whole time apparently? with the most we knew was some flimsyly made stereotypical barbaric armor set in faron in botw? which i guess is also fully undone by totk since it shares absolutely zero in desing to the 'actual' sonau stuff we got in totk

and if it where some sort of descendant from the mix of kids rauru and sonai kinda .. must have had (unless they did away with zeldas bloodline stuff too .. which .. why even call it zelda anymore at this point lol) then again, where did those features come from (like the tail and red hair, the strange googly eyes? is there a mix of goron in there too??) and how was it then not documented or seen anywhere else?? youd imagine the mutant kids of the first tragically dead king and queen of this hyrule would be known in some way .. that is assuming it was that, but given the weird features no other species has still is ... it just doesnt add up

(i had the awful thoguht for a second that it might supposed to mean the gerudo came from that but .. the gerudo are already there LITERALLY the 1:1 same as in the present, just like all the other species ... which is also disappointing as hell, like seriously? not even different feather colors for the rito? literally the same clothing for the gerudo as in botw but white with golden stuff instead?? some vaguely different zora features? idk ? anything? also the hero would never be gerudo, we know only evil comes from that *explodes*)

if its supposed to be a mystery then they absolutely failed in making it any interesting or intriguing but still something that feels like its part of the world, like botw was very good at giving you mysteries you wanted to talk and theorize about that still felt organic, harmonic with the world, but in totk its all either boring answers or just ... completely out of nowhere and just kinda stumps you (in a bad way)

*sighs* yet antoher ramble rant, this game could have had it all, it was right there on the plate in front of them all they needed to do is grasp at it, why wouldnt you ..

totk will never not frustrate me huh ಠ_ಠ

#ganondoodles talks #zelda #totk #ganondoodles rants #i dont like it #its so????? #why even touch on that #you did all that to botws legacy and then cant even leave the tapestry alone?? #its not even a focus #like #what #you act like botw never happened but then insert this into the whole tapestry thing #its also just kinda boring #like look theres sth people wondered about QUICK make it sonau somehow and also raising more questions (in a bad way) #like theres good kinds of confusion but theres also bad ones and totk imo does it only bad #no thank you id rather forget that thing was ever mentioned in connection to the tapestry

[bthump]

I dont like how whenever homoeroticism in berserk is brought up its always “griffith was in love with guts!!!” Like yeah that is true but the guts side of it is rarely if ever brought up so much so that a lot of people believe its canon that guts didnt even reciprocate griffith’s feelings and thats why griffith was so upset. For all griffith knows guts didnt but we THE READERS should know that guts actually did and thats what adds to the tragedy. I get that with griffith it was a bit more obvious what with ruining his fuckin life over guts but guts also threw EVERYTHING away just for a CHANCE of getting griffith’s approval! It wasnt even guaranteed! (to guts it wasnt, we know he had it all along) Why is that always downplayed? And people always try to find other reasons for it like a man’s honor or whatever tf. Idk it all just adds to the false and widespread narrative of griffith being the “crazy obsessive homosexual” who unleashed an apocalypse bc his crush didnt like him back and its just icky and borders on homophobia at times. Guts was/is just as obsessed with griffith as griffith was with him and is no less of a homosexual than griffith is is all im saying. And dont get me wrong a lot of griffith’s narrative is driven by his feelings for guts but there are more layers to it than just that and repeating only that guts sentiment all the time just stands in the face of having any nuanced conversations about his character beyond, again, the crazy homosexual. This is about the fandom btw nothing @ you obv, just wanted to make sure thats clear

yeah lol, no arguments here. I mean I've written a 4 part essay about Guts' feelings for Griffith specifically because I feel like fandom has a tendency to ignore his half of things - mainly fandom as a whole rather than Griffguts fandom specifically, ofc.

it's funny because in a lot of ways I think Guts' feelings are more obvious than Griffith's - like in terms of homoeroticism and implied sexual attraction, eg. But he's more masculine, he's got a potential het love interest, and the anime downplays how his dream is just a misguided attempt to get closer to Griffith, so I guess it's easier for a lot of people to miss how gay he is lol.

Thanks for the ask, hope venting helped lol.

#ask #anonymous #b

[kayventa]

feeling like shit lately

i dont want to grow up

being a preteen was hard enough

now a teenager?

soon enough i'll be in high school

then college

then i'll be off on my own! i dont even know if i create a family or not anymore

i miss when i'd run around like there were no universal problems in the world

when i went to middle school for the first time

when i meant people already developing in the end of elementary

when my best friend caused so much drama in third grade

my i was finally taking in info in second grade

when i'd enjoy crustables

when i lost the joy of holding my little brother's hand

when i didnt know how depressed my dad was when my abuelo passed

when i was first let in to theyre first house

when i took my first breath

lifes getting harder. its nostalgic. like just thinking about the past, the trends, what changed, the privileges increasing, the higher demand.

i miss my bff from pre-k

she helped me through

then i moved

english became a part of life

i miss ariah

i remember she could make these puppy eyes perfectly back in kindergarten and first grade

then we stopped talking in third

and then she moved

i miss alexia

we had to sit together at a lone table in fourth grade

we started talking

then elementary was ending

she wasnt going to the same middle school

fuck life is hard

so sad

wow

saddddddsdssss

@ncgz nice to see you

happy i guess

its good

i get cake

yay

toodles

she said that hahah anyways

nighty

i like rambling idk

✌🏽

nice to be home

home sweet home

#bye #happy birthday #kritah

[pinkmoondoll9shihtzu]

phenomena-posting but its sad and long so readmore

idk if this sounds unhinged or like im projecting but last night i think i had some kind of psychic ptsd meltdown over my friend saint's death 2 years, i will try to explain.. All things considered, i don't know the exact day of their death, but i believe it was the night of august 6th 2021 because it was announced to all their friends the next day on the night of the 7th. And with stuff like that, people usually tell you as soon as they can. yesterday i wasnt really paying much attention to the date or anything & going about my day as normal but as night came on i started to feel so unbearably emotional, so lonely, i started crying and then it wldnt stop. Like for hours and hours it just kept escalating, i mean i am a very sad person in general so it wasn't too unusual except that usually i can calm myself after a while.. i was sitting there like doing deep breathing exercises and trying to repeat nice mantras to myself but the tears kept pouring out .. i tried going to bed early just to see if i could sleep it off but i lay awake ALL night tossing and turning. After a few hours of trying to sleep it finally dawned on me what day it was. this day last year i was at the bladee show/having a wild night in the city so i had plenty of distractions. but this year i was alone and i wonder if i was somehow picking up on the pain saint felt when they died, or the pain of others mourning them at this time of year. Not on some empath shit but i do believe the trauma of death can leave huge energetic scars on space & time. idk it could've very well just been my body remembering something that i was not consciously thinking about. many such cases.. once i realized what day it was i just tried to keep praying to saint and comforting the pain in their soul...(if thats a thing thats possible).. i still feel rancid from not sleeping and my eyes are like swollen shut but i guess i just hope tomorrow will be better ):

i miss my friend so much..honoring their memory is one of the only things that really keeps me going artistically, not gonna lie i really be getting no satisfaction or sense of accomplishment from it lately, the loneliness makes it hard to see a future but i know i cant give up because saint wouldn/t want that.. Oh how i miss my friend.

[dullahandyke]

Ok hi I'm back playing dgs for the second half of the first trial

I meant to say before but I rlly enjoy how pivotal the setting is to this trial!! Obvi they didnt jusr pick it for shits and giggles but I'm liking the tension that the British presence provides

Also seeing susato so quiet in all these opening bits is so strange... susato toss :(?

AW YEAH ASOUGI GRABBING HIS SWORD W SAMURAI ON A MISSION PLAYING !!!! love this guy hope nothing bad ever happens to him

Love how auchi is trying to guilt ryuu over anglo-japanese relations and asougis just like lollllll fuck em... anti-british king

YESSS RYUU YOU GET HIM TOO!!! Fuck the government <3

NOOOO I JUST LOST A BUNCH OF LIVEBLOG BCOS MY PHONE GUCKED UP... anyway I'm up to the handbag thing

God they really pull out the 2-4 despair sprite any opportunity they can huh

'Asougis dream of going to Britain is fucked if we lose this' bro I thought itd b fine as long as he wasnt the lawyer. Was all that shit for nothjng

Yesss ryuu objecting just before the verdict... love him

Love ryuus little thinking face... + his hand guard thing... hes so the thinker

Love how as the trial progresses ryuu gets more sprites .. hes hardly even bug eyed anymore

Boooo brett we hate youuu why'd you even study in Japan if you're just gonna b racist abt every part of it

Also tbh idk where we're going with this train of thinking but its fun

My God is it poison and she kristoph gavins her way into a conviction... kristoph gavinning is when u make glib comments about details of a case that lead to your conviction btw

'I'm sure you've noticed this student doesnt miss much' asougi is showing off ryuus talents like a little pony thay can do a canter and tbh awesime

Help me one of her rebuttals is 'your flys been down this whole time' ❓❓❓ ryuu..... 'why didnt you tell me asougi' why do YOU assume asougis looking at your dick ryuu. 🤨

Shes pulling out the 'your brains are smaller than Europeans' shit my God.... can we like kill her kill her

Ok I think Brett poisoned Wilson and then stole the glass to cover her tracks before shooting him to pin ryuu... we r gonna update her autopsy report

No hang on wait that's such a stupid fucking plan. What if hosonaga noticed Wilson was dead. What if ryuu DIDNT notice the gun. If Wilson's wrist was burned on the plate then surely it was set in front of him but part of the beef is eaten so Brett must have had some. I guess thatd probably be better for alibi shit by having it look like h3 was in the middle of eating when shot instead of before being served but like. Was she leaning over the table stretching w a knife and fork to cut off a bit of steak. Girls gotta eat ig

Love that theres an exchange where ryuu goes 'this is great auchi agrees that the police r fucked' and asougi goes 'no ryuu hes clout chasing to impress a European woman. Hes just like bisexual obama'

Asougi picking up his sword as he prepares to 'pursue' hosonaga's statement... asougi r u going to kill this man

Hosonaga that is illegal

'What does this French writing say asougi' 'idk go to France and ask' hes such a bit of a bitch I love it <3

Also I'm looking at the back of hosonaga's pants when it does the panning shot and why r they so baggy at the ankles... bro hes tall as shit does he shop at the slenderman store

SUSATOOOOOOOOO SUSATO IS HERE@!!!! AW YISS LETS GO

Oh my God another fucking to be continued? I thought this was the last part bro enenensjs so I'm gonna take a break for a bit and then go back to killing jezaille brett dead

#the gaelic athletic attorney

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I havent seen anybody talk about Gabriels new suit yet, so i took this as an opportunity to write a whole ass essay about it. enjoy lmao

You could argue that the whole suit and stuff is all just for the promo for the alias rings but honestly i dont think so bc i feel like it symbolizes SO MUCH.

First off, it makes a huge point to show that Adrien and Gabriel are complete opposites now. bc now hes the opposite of Chat Noir, hes completely in white as opposed to Chat who's in black.

He also perfectly resembles Chat Blanc now (not only are they both completely white, the only colour present is blue and its in their eyes). I think this is to show that hes going to sort of become like Chat Blanc: evolution already showed us that hes descending into madness; hes destroyed any chance to save Emilie without the miraculous by not choosing either Nathalie or Emilie, just like how Chat Blanc destroyed the world by not being able to choose Ladybug or his father, and there are probably much more parallels that I can't think of rn.

What i also noticed is that the model for gabriels suit isnt the same as his old one. its very similar, but there are some differences:

The collar is way higher and tighter than before;

The buttons are missing;

His pants are way tighter that originally: they used to slack a bit at his ankles, but now theyre skin tight;

No shoelaces.

I think the collar change shows that the new powers etc are choking him, or at least that theyre making him weaker. They also give off a more formal, strict vibe.

The lack of buttons show that hes dug himself too deep into the mess hes created; theres no way out, hes trapped in this mess.

I think the pants symbolize how gabriel feels like theres no room for error, everything must be perfectly alligned, and, like the collar, it gives off big bad formal corporation vibes.

The lack of shoelaces, like the buttons, symbolize that Gabriel has no way out.

He also has gloves on, which is interesting. I feel like gloves are usually used to show that a character is hiding something, like with Elsa and Hans in Frozen.

He also has different glasses on, the cut at the back of his jacket is different from his og model and it looks like the jacket is differently structured (theres a seam right above his shoulder blades) :

I honestly dont know what to do with that, but its worth noting.

(I know that the seam is used to make a jacket more form fitting, so I guess that falls in line with what the rest of the changes told us but idk abt the rest)

Edit: someone pointed out that the seam is probably the back of the suits lapel, thank you for letting me know!!

Whats also VERY interesting is the fact that he looks alot like how he did in the concept art:

Whats even more interesting is that originally, Hawkmoth wasnt going to be a stand-alone figure; there was supposed to be a whole evil corporation that Gabriel was the head of.

And now, in canon, we see Gabriel teaming up with Tomoe, and its implied that she is (at least partially) aware of what Gabriel is doing. Together with the whole creepy party in the Gabriel Agreste ep and the scene in Feast where Audrey Bourgeious' and Tomoe's reactions where shown to the reveal of Feast, they could be hints as to whats going to come.

tl;dr: I think the new suit puts Gabriel and Adrien even more opposite of each other, shows the parallels between Chat Blanc and Gabriel, reflects Gabriel and the position he's in now better, and hints at a change in how hes going to operate as Hawkmoth (that he's going to form an organisation)

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