#idk i like to think they hate eachother

[quotidianish]

Various tones of BnB sillies

#tf2 #art #tf2 demoman #tf2 soldier #boots n bombs #demosolly #team fortress 2 #tf2 fanart #artwork #quotidianish #I spent 13 hours o these bad boys. I hate art #Idk man. I feel like the war exacerbated both their former anxieties probably. Soldier is deluded thinking everyone is working against him #and demo just feels because of his stupidity he can't make any good thing last. Or he's dispensable and not worth keeping. #It Leads them both to shut themselves off from whatever friendships they might have had prior #Even worse I think they were working through these thoughts together as their friendship progressed supporting eachother throughout it all #before something out of their control strongly affirms these ideas in a way they won't try and investigatebecause they already have a- #-pre arranged reason #INSANITY.

[sinclairstarz]

thinking about byler good omens au. thing is idk who would be who…

#obvi choice is crowley!mike and aziraphale!will #but i feel like either/or could work with some tinkering #like technically will is the demon and mikes the angel but they like swap aziracrows personality #idk idk #i do feel like mike in and of himself is lowkey crowley coded a #i think he and crowley would hate eachother also #like violently #idk theyve just been on the mind… #stranger things #byler #mike wheeler #will byers #good omens #good omens au #stranger things au #harpersays

[opens-up-4-nobody]

Thoughts on baby sasunaru, like academy days where Sasuke realizes ‘shoot, I like this idiot’ after Naruto is carried into the class room laughing by disheveled ANBU who had to chase him around the town for 3 hours.

Anon I've been thinking abt this all day

#listen. i love sasuke a lot. and i see a lot of hate for him and i cant stand it #im obsessed with how sasuke sees naruto. he looks at naruto and naruto makes the world feel less terrible #that is literally canon. but at the same time their dynamic in the academy is so weird bc like they do not talk but they gaze #longingly at eachother. its so weird. so i think to make sense of this i would say that sasuke thinks naruto is fun #he likes his sort of carefree off the walls nature which is something he feels he cant show. i also dont understand sasuke's intelligence #like were told hes smart but he also struggles with the same stuff as naruto. thus i must assign him auditory processing issues/maybe #dyslexia. bc i like to inflict dyslexia upon my faves. and i like the idea of iruka seating them together so that he can give special #attention to naruto and to sasuke with sasuke having to speak up abt it. but thats just me making stuff up. i also like the idea that #sasuke just like blank faced glares so much to cover the fact that he has no idea wtf is happening. like he's super smart but his brain is #on a delay lmao. anyway i just love the idea of sasuke wanting to be a dumb kid doing dumb kid stuff with naruto to the extent that he #forgets his anger. and being 100% on board for narutos stupid ideas #uzumaki naruto #uchiha sasuke #hatake kakashi #umino iruka #haruno sakura #is this the 1st time ive drawn sakura? maybe. i have complcated feeling abt her for obv reasons. bad writing i mean #naruto #also i say sasuke thinks naru is fun. im looking past the fact that they feel eachothers pain. more why do they vibe together personality #wise. does that make sense? maybe idk. i just love them a lot #oh god i wish i could edit my tags at the start to clarify what i mean. but god i dont wanna rewrite this

[dumbstupidfandomblog]

I feel like if Ashton met Lucien he would've been like "Man . .. . smoke some weed or something you need to calm down"

#“alright bud lets put the book down” #im not gonna fully explain my thought process but im kinda drawing a bit of similarity between the two #mostly stuff from the Nine Eyes book #just like ......... I think they could've had like a nice talk with eachother before the whole Journal thing #dont get me wrong i think they'd hate eachother at first #but i think theyd calm down and Vibe eventually and share some thoughts and experiences #idk let them drink together i say #let them play What The Fuck Is Up With That #maybe its ooc but lemme have my headcanons #critical role #critical role c2 #critical role c3 #cr c2 #cr c3 #critical role lucien #lucien tavelle #lucien nonagon #critical role ashton #ashton greymoore #now that im thinking about it this IS probably ooc #but whatever let me dream #if anyone wants to add on with some actual thought to this please feel free to #dumbstupidfandom stuff

[azoosepted]

i think im heathmaelphobic guys /hj

#Idk the ship just. Doesn’t Feel Right™️ to me #Like you’re free to ship them together all you want but #i just. dont see it. at all #Partially because I do not see ishmael liking men ever #also they hate eachother #I think I dislike Heathmael/Ishcliff for the same reason I dislike Rolangela #which is that one of them is still hung up over a past lover #and also that it just feels like shipping a guy and a gal just because they’re a guy and a gal #again no offense to my ishcliff/heathmael mutuals/followers #this is merely just my opinion #anzu says shit

[trash-can-sam]

now I may be cornplating here but. One interesting thing I noticed about MTAS and MTAP is the difference in how the research is structured in terms of the roles the characters have in the system.

in the My Time Universe (MTU for short ig) its notable that the seperation between research and archeology is a lot less clear, with archeology informing researchers on how to view the machines theyre studying and what exactly to look for, and research informing archeology about the purpose of what they find. They are very much close together, as being a researcher is less about discovering new solutions and more about discovering how old solutions worked and how to reappropiate them in a world where they’ve backslid in knowlege. Archeology is still very much about the stories and history of locations where research is still very much about the science, but the line dividing what those two things mean is a lot more blurry.

Now, you can see this seperation a bit in MTAP, with Petra being more archeology focused and Merlin being more research focused, but both are still interested in the other fields, both of them wanting to discover both the how of the science and the why of the archeology. Merlin and Petra work closely together, overall united in their goal of discovery for the sake of discovery.

However, MTAS takes this more cooperative approach and splits it, into Qi and Grace, showing you both sides seperately through two people who do not get along, using their fields to say something about how they think as well, and I think thats an interesting change. It sort of shows you both parts seperately, but brings attention to how they are still closely intertwined.

Qi has no real interest in people or individuals, and doesnt really care about how stuff got there. He does still speculate, like when you find the equitorial mount and hes like “there was probably an observatory here” and he still has a lot of knowlege of old world stuff, obviously. But his focus is very much on the innerworkings of the technology, how he can use it and how he can improve it (and how he can make silly things that cater to his specific interests,) hes also not really interested in it for discovery itself most of the time and will just straight up avoid things he has no interest in (Rosy) despite the fact they would probably further knowlege.

Grace, although she also is interested in how the tech works and knows a lot (both because of her actual job and interest in archeology), is more interested in the personal side. I dont know if she was actually writing a research paper on the Breach or if that was a hoax, but I feel like regardless of if shes an actual archeology student on the side or not, she did take a class on it and it is an interest of hers, because I cant think of any other reason she would want the thing’s she asked you to get. Grace is more interested in what objects say about people than how they work. She also has a goal other than discovery itself, she wants to use this knowlege to help her discover how people themselves tick. 

This makes them sort of at odds with eachother, and although their actual fields dont really come up, its more of a symbollic type of battle. Is efficency more important or is the human experience? Do we focus more on the human component, truly understanding and engaging with the past, or do we focus on the best way to optimize and improve past technologies? And really, its a false dichotomy. Both exist, and they exist together and inform eachother, as shown with Merlin and Petra. 

I just find it interesting the approach they both take, MTAS taking the system shown in MTAP and elaborating on it with stronger personalities both interested for more selfish reasons. I dont really know if I worded this correctly but I tried I hope you see my vision.

#my time at sandrock #mtas #mtas qi #mtap #mtas grace #mtas spoilers #minor but theyre still kind of there? its not really in detail but I do talk about grace #my time at portia #mtap merlin #mtap petra #a little bit I dont discuss them as much as I would like because I cant find that much on merlin :( #I think all of the characters are very silly and idk #I like looking at the sort of philosophy of the MTU #I rly feel like I couldve worded this better but idk how #Its fun tho #for the record qi and merlin would hate eachother she would drive him insane #will probably draw smthn like that sometime #innane ramblings

[sonknuxadow]

ngl sometimes when people give certain pairs of sonic characters this dynamic of one hating the other it really comes off as them just hating a certain character and projecting that onto the other not caring that its super out of character for them . does this make sense idk im really sleepy writing this

#like people having sonic hate elise or think chris is annoying or that amy is a creepy stalker. those are literally his friends !! what !! #or that whole thing of people pretending sally and amy hate eachother even though they were actually really good friends #and amy was supportive of sally dating sonic #there might be other examples of this idk but those are a few that come to mind #actually i just thought of another one. people saying that sonic doesnt actually like tails #and thinks hes annoying and creepy and obsessive #like NO thats his BEST FRIEND thats his BABY BROTHER FUCK YOU=

[drivemysoul]

😐

#taylor.txt #my one thing is i hate people calling me without letting me know first #idk what it is but it just makes me panic thinking something is wrong and it’s an emergency #my girlfriend calls me all the time and every time i panic she’s hurt and every time she’s just missed me #which is cute!! but like. dude. i was just about to start crying thinking you were hurt #she knows this by the way she’s promised me to let me know before she calls and yet #also i’m just. sorry i have specifically asked for a little space because i felt overwhelmed and suffocated #seeing eachother nearly every day and then constantly needing to text or call all the time #and then after our last fight she said something that really hurt and bothered me and i needed some time to like get over it #and i’m just. i love you!!!! please stop doing all this that you know worries me!!! she thinks it’s cute i’m panicking!!!!!!!

[rosenecklaces]

why am I suddenly seeing bryciel around my dash on recommended.... which one of you are micro dosing me like that?

#i hate Tumblr block system shit doesn't work half the time. or i need to check it again #also INSANE to me that crackship have genuine fanart of like big artists. i would understand tumblr ones but #idk how to explain it but it was so marketing you think it was licensed even #and it was from two characters that don't even gaf about eachother when they met lmao

[convolutedcake]

Okay I've just finished episode 6 of the netflix alta. And I've got to say, no it is not the cartoon regurgitated, but I am enjoying it.

The addition of the 41st being Zukos crew? And that emotional payoff at the end? Loved that.

Yes I have the little niggles of 'why does zuko fight back in the agni kai?' And the new importance placed on Koh. But!

I am still enjoying it. It's got the warmth and light of the cartoon reframed for a new product. But the spirit is still there.

#cake thinks #idk man i dont think the hate its getting is 100% deserved #we hype eachother up until we get a bit unfair and unreasonable #like a lot of the critiques are valid #but its not like the movie-that-shall-not-be-named #avatar the last airbender #alta #netflix alta #alta spoilers

[marioyuri]

Sorry guys im done being myself i need to conform to people what do you want to see from me . Less yuri more bland and unseasoned yaoi coming up

#im so serious im so tired of feeling under appreciated and its kind of ass #bc a lot of people DO appreciate me idk why i feel like this ☠️ #its like i always ALWAYS need more ‼️‼️ #my posts #its soooo frustrating though. that like nobody but a specific few numbers of people care #like i mean about what i post and say or think #like . why does it have to be that only my friends who like me have to care about me but why cant we care for eachother as strangers #whys human kindness such a earned thinh #also i feel like such a spoiled brat for this. like idk why cant i be happy with my friends who do like me ☠️☠️☠️ #also i feel like so many of my friends dont even care about what i have to say. they just follow my leas #I HATE IT #think for yourself :(

[nomaishuttle]

sometimes u put yr playlist on shuffle a song comes up and you have to put another song in the queue immediately as soon as it comes on bc it makes you think of that song

#this is abt aura by ghost and pals Sry everytime i hear it im like a fiddle This is just like devil went down to georgia and then i have to #put devil went down to georgia in the queue #i think its a fiddle innit.. it sounds like a fiddle but im also NOTORIOUSLY bad at telling instruments apart. <- guy who once couldnt tell #if something was a guitar or a piano i actually rly rly rly rly dont wanna get into it okay. #i guess you didnt know it but i am a fiddle player too 😏😏 #sry. the other thing this post is abt is kiss me and ladies in their sensibilities sweeney. obviously those r connected #but if ladies in their sensibilities comes on by itself i quite literally couldnt be assed so everytime i have to put kiss me on instead an #add lits to the queue. bc them together is like the best song i ever heard its just that the beginning of lits is just kind of boring It #does get stuck i my head sometimes but the supreme part is the end thats Basically just a reprise of kiss me #but also theyre kind of the same song anyways at least o wowww i was just typing in tempo with the fiddle that was awesome. at least on the #2012 soundtrack aka the best one talk to the hand or dont i dont wanna hear it. well i do want to hear it it being the 2012 london cast #recording of sweeney todd starring michael ball and imelda staunton. ANYWAYS!! in that one the songs lead in to eachother #ive listened to all the other soundtracks but idr if they do that.. well ill tell u the movie doesnt bc it doesnt have kiss me. which is #just so. the johanna anthony romance doesnt rly have much substance in the first place and yr taking away like. their duet together. ok.... #AND yr taking away the end part of lits? the best part of that song? whatever its fine its fine. #if anybody is curious my ranking of casts is 2012 > obc > movie > 2006 i fucking hate 2006 or 2005 or whatever i hate it sm it makes my #blood literally boil im sry. i fucking LOATHE it idk what it is well i do but this post is already 5000000 years long. idt the new one is #out fully yet... i was ok with the songs i have heard but idk where id rank it yet. i should prolly check if the full things out yet omg so #me and my lampstie (way of saying my siblings name if theres something deeply wrong with you) can listen :]

[yelloworangesoda]

omg that moment when u realize that your two closest (only?) friends dont think of you as nearly as close and youre only one of their 20+ friends and they. are each one of your 2 friends😀

#AUG HF. and like its mostly my fault bc i do not cultivate friendships. i hate texting so much. i like being alone. i dont talk about #my feelings to people and i dont start conversations about other peoples feelings. i dont ask to hang out with people. i #am not good at being a friend. but idk. i just kinda assumed bc we knew eachother for so long we were. all besties but theyre just friendly #people and i just went to school with them #and the thing is. like i know i could put in the work but i dont. want to. i want friends but not enough to put the effort in. so i kinda #have been relying on these two As My Friends bc im not going to be making new ones any time soon. maybe ever. idk. i thought we were close #shout out to my boyfriend he is also my friend. i know its bad to have ur only friend be your bf but um. its so easy #bc i can just put all my time and energy into him. and he loves me and i love him. so. um its easy. free social life. the one guy #idk i dont. like know any reason wed break up hes the best (my biggest fear is that itll be me but if i start thinking that ill. implode). #id feel stupid though saying this if we do break up. whatever thats for future me to deal with. im happy now!!!!! #ill deal with having 0 people in my life later if it ever comes to that #simons spouting #vent :(

[averagelonelypotato]

lmao i’m so tired of this camp job before it even started like WHAT THE FUCK ARE THEY DOING?????

- they haven’t sent out the welcome email for everyone they hired

-they haven’t sent me the list of specific stuff to do and not do for the position they gave me??

-they aren’t even giving info to the people they hired, and people are asking me about it like ????

-if i was getting paid to answer their questions, i would not be complaining 

-like there’s no “hi, how are you? or how’s your break been? or hey did you finish all your exams??”  nope :(. just straight up “question, answer it”

-like ik i sound bitchy rn (i am just fed up) cause listen i saw a message on whatsapp from someone I had a class with. they just messaged me a question about the job, i choose not to answer it cause it’s not on my priority list? Plus you can email the people who are getting paid and are doing stuff for the job and they’ll give you more info, cause I DON’T KNOW ANYTHING????

-a few hours later this person sends me” ???? “regarding the question, cause I haven’t answered it ??? (like damn, it’s not like I have other things to do????) 

-THEN LIKE A FEW MINUTES AGO THEY SENT ME A MESSAGE TO MY ACTUAL NUMBER ASKING THE SAME QUESTION???

LIKE HELLO?????????????

you can’t fucking wait like the world doesn’t revolve around you yk :/

#i was going to answer them tmr on whatsapp but since they fr just messaged my number i am being petty #like hello we aren't friends?? #we barely know eachother?? #like damn you can't wait awhile for the reply??? #like ok maybe I missed a social que here but i am just salty rn cause people keep on asking me about stuff regarding this job and honestly #this is something i'm going to get paid minimum wage over (money is money idfc :). ) #but they are gonna overwork us so bad for it #anyway i am just tired of it?? #like rn i'm thinking about what boundaries i'm going to set for myself and honestly i'm going to start now #like damn i get that I always reply to people's texts and stuff but idk the fact she just texted my number about this just irritates me #cause girl......there was no small talk #cause last time i answered her question #idk #i just am tired I hate being seen as the person who people think is easy or super nice but never get treated the same way in return> #??

[yesyoutubeisruiningmylife]

very heartbroken right now:((((

#you know that crush i had since april #and it felt like such a dream that we clicked so well #and we are friends obviously but i always wanted it to be more #we saw eachother today after a month or so and it just felt different #like this isnt it anymore #and you know that feeling when you think you mean a lot more to someobe #and you are blinding yourself and being delusional and excusing their every red flag #it just hit me today that if he really wanted something he would show it #and want to spend more time with me #and maybe be different idk #thing is i have hoped for this for so long and now it just feels empty #and i know im gonna get over it and its gonna be fine #but he was the only one on my mind for so long :((((( #fuckdickfickfickfick #i hate this:(((( #and i hate that i ignored every sign that this is not it #i feel like crying but he is not fucking worth it #and the worst thing is that we are friends and i cant just stop being that #and it just hurts so fucking much to even think about it #obviously we are gonna hang out #and i will obviously be hung up on him still #but i just uhhhh #dont know what to do #dont know how to hang out with him without being flirty as we have always been #or a complete dick #anyways #i feel like shit #random #crush #fucking hell

[tiredsadpeach]

Losing my fp is gonna fucking hurt but I just idk I can’t find a way this is gonna end well so I’m coming to terms with it

#it’s was a fine 4 years #the last year was already hard as fuck lmao #funny we got into a fight exactly a year ago too over him saying if you’re too sensitive don’t be on social media #I still have his Christmas present because we haven’t gotten to see eachother since #October I think is when we last met in person #just a week ago he was offering to hang out because of all the shit my mom said to me #I also have the other friend that’s involved in all of this’s Christmas gift #I was gonna mail it to him #oh well I guess #I just idk I’m so hurt #but this feels like what I’d been worried would happen ever since their obsession with each other got worse and worse #like I get it bpd does that you get obsessed believe me I know but y’all have been feeding into it with these ‘jokes’ lately and well #all the times y’all have said to each other you don’t need friend you only need me as a haha joke is gonna become true if y’all don’t get #some help and soon and like I think one of their psychiatrists said that their relationship was unhealthy and also one sided once #which unhealthy YES one sided?? nah not at all #but they both were like baffled and just didn’t believe the unhealthy part #I commented on it only saying how was it one sided because I knew if I agreed with the unhealthy part they’d both hate me lol #because believe it or not mutual obsession is not healthy lmao idc how romanticized it’s been getting it will never be healthy #I have a bf now and I strive to never be like that to him because i don’t want us to become mutually obsessed like that I don’t want us to #isolate ourselves for eachother whether knowingly or unknowingly just today he apologized because he’s been busy and I always let him know #it’s perfectly okay if he just never has time to message me one day because I know that’s healthy even if my brain is screaming #like yeah I still have intrusive thoughts I get jealous of his friends like way too jealous and I want him all to myself but I stop myself #from acting on any of those thoughts because I know it leads to a controlling abusive realtionship and I don’t want to be that he doesn’t #deserve that so it is so fucking confusing when they ‘joke’ and tell the other to delete a photo or tweet and then the other actually does #idk how they can’t see that that’s fucked #okay sorry lol but hey if y’all read the tags on the I’m so lost post and know what I did wrong please tell me because no one else will!