#but whatever let me dream

[z0mbiefrank]

you GUYS i am officially enrolled in my degree i am so unbelievably happy!!!!! i have been fighting for my life to get here. i had to turn down all my uni offers when i was a teen (had to move out independantly bc of domestic violence and disability/health complications). i've always known exactly what i want to do with my life but everything got put on hold whilst i desperately tried to sort my shit out. BUT IM DOING IT NOW!!!!!

#u guys dont even know 😭 #i dropped out of school when i was 14/15 #taught myself all my GCSEs at home #tried to go back to school 3 times but had to leave bc of my abuser finding me + disabilities/pain made my attendance scores impossible #taught myself my A levels and GOT INTO MY DREAM UNI #had to TURN DOWN the offer so i could move out alone somewhere safe on my own income where he could not find me #then had to take a few years to sort my shit out because hello what the FUCK was that first 20 years of my life #plus hey ive been AUTISTIC and adhd this whole time ontop of the cptsd and psychosis and whatever the FUCK else #but im here now :)) #lets get a fUCKING DEGREE!!!!!!!!!!

[jentlemahae]

MARK LEE / 2024 NCT DREAM SEASON'S GREETINGS

#nctinc #mklnet #nct #mark lee #nct mark #nct dream #mark #melontrack #useroro #save me mark with blush... save meeeeeeeeeeeee #love when he wears white #pretty angel boy #the colouring is whatever but let's all move on #mine*edits

[mayhemspreadingguy]

Today I woke up and chose silliness!

(yes, the mood of my posts is all over the place but this is what you signed up for, it's literally in the name x'D)

This is another contribution to the silly rabbit au (by @cuubism ) featuring @magnusbae 's Dream in a hoodie.

#silly rabbit au #dreamling #well hob did say that he can fake is own death if needed but how many times will he have to do that? xD #at some point hob starts to attend his own funeral as a guest. and if anybody asks questions he's all like: no sadly i am no robert gadling #(/or whatever name he's been using) and i will miss that man dearly #(and he's speaking the truth because he's practically burying a life that he has built up. he's burying the person #he has been for past decades) #it's a slow process but hob starts to sprinkle the small but outrageous truths in conversation and let's others take it however they want t #he very inconspicuously adopts Dream's attitude and starts to play along with Dream's misleading truths #and then he starts to spin the tales in different directions - derailing Dream's stories #and THAT'S when the chaos really starts xD #why make dream's storytelling easier when he can twist it and basically fight fire with fire right? :DD #also. don't listen to me im just shitposting here

[to-make-yourself-known]

they went for the drama but all i see is this

#double life smp #my art #gtws #grian #bigb #rendog #trafficshipping #i am aware the chances of it going this well when scar find out are. none lmao #but i'm poly LET ME DREAM #ren is still unsure abt this whole situation #and grian's having the time of his life #dlsmp #trafficblr #mcyt #idk what ships to tag this with tbh #desert duo #uh #bigdog #IDK ALL THESE SHIP NAMES whatever

[a-chaotically-small-lunta]

I had a dream where me and this dude were just chatting drinking tea and then he pauses looks at me and says “this is a dream” and I ask him how he knows. He just says “my tea is grass” and I look and sure enough, it’s grass. I woke up right afterwards so confused.

#dreams #dream I had #dream #did this man turn his tea into grass to prove it was a dream??? #were we just drinking grass the entire time???? #did it turn into grass and that made it click for him that it wasn’t real?!?!?! #was he bored so he did whatever he could to get out and decide ‘ah yes grass tea will let me leave’ #like ?!?!?!??????????!!!?! what????? #I’m so confused

[mesafox]

i hope paeden gets to have a childhood seeing as they brought back everyone willy killed

#dndads #dungeons and daddies #dndads s2 #dndads spoilers #im pretty sure it wasnt actually willy who killed paeden but whatever let me live my dreams #paeden bennetts #dndads paeden

[ginoeh]

Dancer!Dream from @delta-pavonis ' fic Find Me in Your Rhythm on AO3! The gold bangle shirt was inspired by this post from @karalynlovescake

(Got a tiny bit derailed while trying to learn how shading works. So worth it lol)

#idk this fic just gripped my by the throat and never let go #while this was a neat shading exercise I obvsly can't hair yet. or mouth. but whatevs ITS A JOURNEY MY FRIENDS AMD IM HERE TO LEARN #lol so have fun watching me stumble along the way #and pls don’t @ me about his right hand TT alien hand galore lmao #dream of the endless #the sandman fanart #fic rec!!!! #ginoeh doodles #edit: btw there was a forograph standing basic model for the pose! Incase anyone wants to know which one just message me pls <3

[axolotlclown]

I suppose I'm a little late to the party, but I needed time to collect my thoughts.

Here's the thing, everyone's caught up on Caiti's age and whether she consented. To me, that isn't anywhere near the point. Her being so young is certainly creepy and strange, but not the point.

Here's the first thing, though less important than the next. As an adult, it is blaringly clear how irresponsible these "adults" were. Two grown ass men supplying alcohol to underaged girls in a hotel room. They were up drinking until 6am. They were one noise complaint away from getting the cops called.

Second thing. While underage drinking in the US is fairly normal, 18 is still pretty young here. Also, publicly admitting to supplying alcohol to an 18 year old is crazy, but not the point.

18 year olds can't compete with grown adults when it comes to alcohol. They don't have the same tolerance. There never should have been any "one upping."

No one should have gotten that drunk. The fact that there was a girl leaving, vomiting in her hand is fucking ridiculous. When someone, regardless of their age, is drinking too much too quickly, you cut them off and give them water. This is how college parties are run. Once you start wobbling a little too much, your speech is slurred, and you stop being a person, someone gives you water and walks you home.

And nobody walked her back to her hotel room?? Two grown men. I don't give a shit how tired you are. You always walk a girl home. Who the fuck raised you??

I am an adult man in college. I have been around a lot of different men. I have hung around men that behave like this. Let me promise you this: they got those girls drunk like that on purpose. They both wanted something. When they didn't get it, they just let the girls go. They were never interested in their safety. They were never interested in who they were.

And let me promise you this: there's never just one girl. And any well brought up man would have cut them all off and sent them on their way. There is way more to this situation than lets on.

And of course George never asked for her consent. It was never a question. They brought those girls back to that hotel room with the thought that they'd get something out of it. To George, he heard 18 and thought, "oh cool, she's legal."

I see this happen all the time in college. Usually men don't grow out of all of it, but they usually grow out of begging like a shitty dog in some random girl's DMs. To hear a grown ass man, 26 years old, behave like a fucking 19 year old sophmore in college is pathetic. I'm not interested in giving pathetic men any more time.

Also, love and light to Caiti, she looks like she's 16. "I didn't know she was 18!" First off, doesn't matter. Second off, I would've guessed she was a minor, so I know you checked first. Or else you're even dumber than the fucking college kids. Damn.

#in a few days im sure ill have a less angry post about it all #remember men #it is your responsibility to look after the women around you #cut them off give them water and walk them home #if a girl doesnt wanna fuck you whatever #dont let your ego get so bruised youll put a women is danger #are you out of your fucking mind??? #anyway #anyone trying to claim that caiti is lying isnt seeing the point #these men put young women in danger because theyre pissed they didnt get laid #danger that they themselves put together #this isnt a debate #thats fucked up #also #if a woman is so drunk shes not acting like herself anymore #use some fucking critical thinking #can she consent? #fuck no dipshit #if you need to get a girl wasted to get laid #maybe you just have the charisma of fucking ball sweat #take the L and go home #yall fucking exhaust me jesus #thoughts of dante #caitibugzz #georgenotfound #gnf #dream #dreamwastaken #oh that bitch isnt exempt either btw #hes trying to say what happened was ok

[gideonisms]

Sometimes the way other people perceive me makes me want to turn into a dragon and eat them. dungeon meshi spoilers I guess

#she's living my dream #was told i 'ooze femininity' today #GUESS WHAT I WAS WEARING. #if you guessed men's shirt men's pants men's belt men's hoodie men's cologne you would be correct! #another coworker asked if i had a boyfriend. DO YOU THINK SO #people will do anything anything anything not to acknowledge that i'm queer then still treat me like there's something off about me #or they'll see just whatever they want to see. if they want me to be fuckable then i am. #don't let little things like my own opinions and desires stop you!

[dawningfairytale]

grace chasity reads both testaments

#this is a bisexual christian joke #i hope this is clear :) i am the target audience :) #npmd #nerdy prudes must die #grace chasity #canon? idk canon is dead i devoured its soul #like girl has had one crush she acknowledged at 18 #and - projecting my personal experience here - i absolutely liked girls *and had gay dreams about them* but didn't let them register with m #like i had full-on dreams about kissing girls and. refused to let myself think that made me queer??? just 'that's probably my subconscious' #'wanting to disturb me or something but i'm not actually bi' #and the crushes on them i had #also. i think it's fully possible she liked a girl and killed her a couple of years ago. (on purpose). but she doesn't feel bad bc that gir #was also queer! so REALLY she was preventing others from stumbling #whatever point is i think she's bi i don't care if she knows it or not #give me 3 main girls being multisexual please and thank you :D

[kicktwine]

HEUSTIENNE JUST IMPLIED TRANSFORMING INTO A DRAGON ISNT PERMANENT. OR DOESNT HAVE TO BE. Give me THAT (grabs dragons blood and a fantasia)

#HAND IT OVER. #Or maybe it’s not permanent until it is. Idk I’m at the level 58 dragoon quest whatever #let me dream #play game

[thermodynamic-comedian]

if i ever do end up writing a horror novel of some kind, it's gonna at least include (if not center) the idea of a human body stuck inside a machine of some kind.

i'm not a big fan of when the horror is acting out of malice or resent. i think i much prefer the horror of being taken apart by something cold and uncaring, an inanimate object that you just happen to be stuck inside of. gears crushing your bones not because they hate you, but because all they know is how to turn, and you just happen to be stuck between them. your body, torn apart and twisted by something that never even knew you were there.

#i doubt it's ever gonna actually happen but a girl can dream #also i dislike the idea of making money off of my writing. just feels intrinsically wrong. #so if i ever do end up writing something other than fanfiction im not gonna sell it or whatever #im just gonna post it on ao3 or as a free pdf or smth lmao #cw description of gore #gore ment tw #writing #yeahg. mutuals let me know if you'd read a horror novel written by me i guess?

[shibuiking]

what i got rn

#if anyone um. is curious/cares/whatever then feel free to ask obviously #it would probably help me with ironing out details and stuff. normally i just let stuff come to me via dreams. u know how it is #the colours are just there to make this easier to look at #i was inspired abt watching documentaries abt ancient egypt and ppl commenting how their supply lines were super efficient #it makes sense that necrons need those too right...? more metals and blackstone... makes me wonder how costly resurrection is #also i forgot to add that not being very combat focused doesnt mean they wont start blasting unclean off their own mining planets

[jasontoddssuper]

Fist it was confirmed that the Svtfoe crew wanted to make trans Marco canon but Disney wouldn't let them,now there's an almost 100% chance that Spiderverse Gwen is canonically a trans girl...Is it too much to hope for that Rick gets some sense into him again like how he had Piper realizes she's into girls and lets Percy's egg finally crack

#it's never gonna happen...but i didn't think i'd ever get proof that i wasn't stupid for knowing marco is transfem either #and gwen is my childhood fave like percy and she's like me now(though in the opposite direction)so let me dream.i have BIG dreams my dudes #oh and dni if you ship marco with star or percy with annabeth they treat my girls like shit and i don't care if you make it gay #gw///iles or ghost///flower or whatever beat it too we don't stand for the erasure of female love interests of color in this black house #trans marco #minnie díaz #svtfoe tag #gwen stacy #trans gwen stacy #spiderverse #spidergwen #spiderwoman #astv #astv spoilers #spiderman #percy jackson #perseo jackson #persephone jackson #bigender percy jackson #they're all autistic too + gwen and percy are black(african-american and afro-dominican respectively).also gwen has black hair to ME #pjo #hoo #rr crit #💌 #trans women #letters from summer #piper mclean #shelper #dni if you erase piper's confirmed mspecnesd or ship age gap ships either.also choke

[4alarmfirecracker]

What’s wrong Penance is that Zephyr Alexis Navine is truly and utterly in love with you and only just realized it.

#The Nevers #Amalia x Penance #Truedair #Truepenance #Whatever you wanna call them even though I love Truedair #Nevers:S1 #TheNevers* #Truedair* #TruePenance* #Nevers:1x11 #Come on Amalia ... do you see the way you look at her ? You want to kiss her don't you? I'm not stopping you #I know it's about the vision but let me dream

[fortunatelyenchantingtaco]

Ngl to yall all remedy games feel so self-indulgent I love them so much like you can feel the passion that went there the same way you can feel it reading a fic thats 100 pages

Like alan wake 2 sounds like a fever dream

It has a time loop, it has a badass woman in a horror story who finds out her family are seers, we have a depressed traumatised writer who got a free musical segment in hell, and a totally fully straight moment with another artist when they got so high they couldn’t think, it has an evil doppelgänger, it has two tired bureau agents who are both tired and divorced a man with cat energy and a lesbian, it has a commercial with “fuck the government and fences we have bolt cutters, order our tours”, it has a retirement home drama where a lady thats like 75 seduced a man who almost dies because of her, it has a sherrif who just straight up disappears and no one helps him out of there and hes just out there with his white board of evidence for god knows how long and main characters just go “oh hi tim” and goes on his way

IT HAS SAM LAKE BEING AN ACTOR FOR ALAN’S BOOK ADAPTATIONS

Everything just has so much love in it

#alan wake 2 spoilers #remedyverse #honestly adore the fact that they dont forget about quantum break #cause i adore this game #tim is just us trying to make sense of what the fuck is happening #dont let me start on oceanview hotel #this hotel is like a separate whole character at this point in this universe #everything is just so self indulgent #i honestly cannot #it feels like a fic or a fever dream or whatever not a product on the market