#idk why i’m posting this lmao

[sarahscribbles]

Sometimes baby is a 1000 year old Norse god with daddy issues

#idk why I’m posting this lmao #Loki

[strawberrytalia]

the batfandom has a really weird way of viewing poverty and wealth.

like between the way they depict jason, the treatment towards willis, how they write steph, a LOT of microaggressions towards cass and duke (also racism), an erasure of dick’s background in favor of calling him ‘spoiled’ (very untrue btw), the pedestal they place tim on, the obsession with galas and fame tied to wealth, and this tendency to gloss over damian’s trauma and abuse just because he was “raised to be an heir” it’s uh…interesting

#i’m leaving out a lot lmao #like i want so badly to go make a meta about jason’s interest in gothic lit and why the fandom portrays it so badly #also selina gets a similar treatment #critical #and a lot of brucie posts are also…. #idk also the obsession with calling him a billionaire #i haven’t seen it sm lately as i have in the past but yeah

[librarianbabs]

even superman has bad days

#drew this coming down from a panic attack lmao #idk why I’m bothering to post this but it feels like a good thing idk lmao #my brain is not great right now #superbat #bruce wayne #batman #clark kent #superman #my art #bee larue art

[genshxn]

i had a thought about the sagau. (y/n is isekai’d in this instance)

the traveler’s been to a fuck ton of different worlds canonically right? who’s to say they haven’t been to ours? (or i mean like really fucking similar at least)

so like what if you and the traveler just had a bunch of shitty inside jokes or something that was really just a bunch of random-ass memes from irl or whatever.

it would have begun when you first blurted out a reference to something, or made some kinda shitty meme reference in response to something someone said while the traveler was present. like:

*someone says something about kamera photos or smth*

which you blurted out “bogos binted?” in response to. everyone would have just stared at you like what the fuck did you just say lol??

nevertheless, the traveler would have also made a confused as fuck face, but then shortly followed up with a strange imitation of a grey alien face.

holy shit moment from there. now you two subtly make references to shit like that with each other every now and then, often to get a confused reaction out of the rest of the cast.

and it works so well every time.

of course the others want to know what the fuck you two are talking about. you sometimes try and explain, but it never really goes well.

the traveler, on the other hand, refuses to. it’s not like they’ll get it. besides, this is something special they have with you.

but then the others will complain in response saying that the traveler is already special enough or whatever to you since they’re the one that you controlled for so long.

#posting cringe on not main lmao #aether x reader #lumine x reader #aether #lumine #genshin #sagau #genshin sagau #sagau idea #idk why there are so many tags for the sagau but fuck it i’m capitalizing

[cicadaknight]

render process for kotallo

#he got shorter before he got taller lmao #i think this was the first time i painted in grayscale to start? #saved so much time and suffering because i could just focus on values #and then my biggest trick was generating a color palette from the reference image and running with it from there #i have a craving to do another portrait 👀👀 maybe of fashav?? or talanah?? #kotallo #hfw #my art #horizon forbidden west #process #idk why i’m posting this now just wanna get motivated again #fanart

[shibaraki]

STATUS UPDATES: GOING INTO 2024

2023 has been rough for me in all manner of ways but I will say it has been very fruitful with regards to my writing. I managed surpass my goal of 100k words, reaching an unfathomable 150k at present, and I’ve even managed to hit a big milestone when it comes to my following! I’m extremely grateful to all my readers, both those that have stuck with me and those who are new, and I wish I had adequate words to really express that. but going into 2024 I will likely be writing less frequently than I did this year. this is due to my own health, and a multitude of other problems that I can no longer keep on the back burner.

plenty of you have seen mentions of hospital visits and procedures on my blog, and while I’m not very comfortable oversharing about medical stuff I do want to be transparent about the fact that I will be posting fics less because of it. I’ve been in and out of semi hiatus for the better part of 4 months but I was always awful at sticking to it. next year I want to actually give myself grace, and take care of my body.

please do not fear!!! this resolution actually aligns perfectly with my writing goals for 2024. I want to focus on lengthening my word counts. I’d love to post fewer fics, but to have said fics be 25 to 50k respectively, rather than to post a lot of 1 to 15k fics. mostly I want to work on my own impatience when it comes to writing, and berate myself less for what I think I should be doing writing-wise. I will still be around on here, and I always want to talk with you guys (and read whenever the mood strikes!!), the biggest difference is I’ll have longer projects, and you’ll have to wait for them (though if I’m honest I will likely still post a shorter fic here and there lol).

I appreciate the patience a lot of you have already shown me this year, what with my random breaks and gaps between posting. you have all been so so kind and generous with your praise and I wouldn’t be here, writing and sharing, without that support. I love you all and wish you well going into the new year!!!!!

edited: 18/12/23

#prev tags from original post -> #if you’ve sent me an ask I’m sorry I haven’t answered yet #I am very bad at taking breaks like idk how to chill so here’s hoping this helps LMAO #how many reminders can I fit in my tags #remember to drink water and take your medication and eat when you’re hungry #remember to open your curtains and let air into your space and go outside sometimes if u can #remember to take breaks from ur screen and roll your wrists! especially if you work at a desk #stop sucking in your stomach it’s bad for you and your stomach is hot anyway why lie #remember your friends love you and keep you around bc they love you and not bc of what you do for them #nobody is mad at you and I’m happy you’re here #ok that’s all the ones off the top of my head #I’m the creature on ur shoulder whispering all this to you

[seagull-scribbles]

*Aggressively throws this at your head*

#tmnt 2012 #TMNT #Raphael #casey jones #dudes is it gay to kiss your best friend in the cheek #is it gay to hold your favourite companion close and smile agianst their skin? #asking for a friend lmao #urgh idk why I’m so embarrassed about posting this #I don’t usually draw humans like ever so this was an experience #I’ve nearly finished season 3 of the 2012 show it’s really nostalgic #I’m a multi shipper at heart so I’m torn between ahaha Raphael gay and has aro ace king we the same #anyway yeah cringe is dead but I’m going to go on a little 4 week hiatus #which is in no way shape or form because I’m embarrassed #2012 rasey #rasey #if I grow some balls while I’m away I’ll keep practicing humans and share some headcanons but alas I’m getting the anxieties #oh my friend laughed at me for going outside the lines but that’s intentional I wanted to add to the grimey aesthetic they have #casey jones 2012

[cryptid-moose]

Some Shawn doodles feat. Gus

#forest fumbles #forest draws #Shawn Spencer #burton guster #psych #would Shawn wear a sleeveless turtleneck? absolutely not #did I draw him in one anyways? #of course i did 💥💯✨💅🦅💪🍍✨💥 #I’m not gonna be active for a bit so I decided to post some art before I dip lol #my mental health has kinda been spiraling to a level that im not really used to #so im gonna be taking a break from social media #AND THIS TIME ITLL ACTUALLY BE A BREAK ISFVBHUEVHFU i wont just dip for 30 hours #and come back with absolutely no progress purely because i was too bored lmao #cause if this does lead to a mental breakdown like i feel its going to i dont want that on the internet for all to see FHUDVHBVEU #cause that would be like- majorly embarrassing 🤢 huvefbhuvefbhu #ive already gone a teensy bit bananas on here i dont need ppl seeing the whole basket lmao #if u reblog pls dont make tags referring to the tags i made about my mental health #like i appreciate the sentiment 100% but idk how i feel about other ppls followings knowing im having a moderate crisis rn lmao #im not even comfortable with the entirety of my following knowing thats why i kept this all under the see all thingy #if that even makes sense #okay i need to stop adding more train of thought tags its not healthy suhfvhuefvuhe #anyways bye bestiessss 🤙

[beetlerings]

i feel like. if ur gonna make a ship list guide but then exclude ships u don’t approve of it isn’t really a good guide. more just like “list of jrwi ships i personally approve of” like u can not like incest that’s fine but. u didn’t need to make a whole new list that’s just ships ur okay with

Buddy in the nicest way possible, I’m not cherry picking ships I “approve of” , there’s plenty of ships on here I don’t like . I removed One incest ship bc a good amount of people obviously didn’t want to see that . I don’t think it’s that big of a deal that I excluded it, I mostly added “comprehensive” to be silly but I guess I could change it to “incomplete” ? I’m sure there’s tons of niche ships not included so it can’t technically be fully comprehensive, but idk man

#baby’s first tumblr discourse #what do y’all think #I might change the list title idk #I’m not trying to start any drama #I kinda just want this to be done and over with #why can’t everyone just be normal and not ship incest lmao #lowkey making me anxious lol #tw incest #asks #text post

[jesus-chain-smoking-cigarettes]

Been playing a lot of gta v lately, so here’s Trevor :3

#ignore my cat drawing I’m running out of clean sketchbooks pages lmao #trevor philips #trevor gta #gta v #my art #sketches #doodles #one day I will post finished art on here but today is not that day #sorry #maybe soon #I’m busy hyperfixating on video games atm #I also wanna add that one boot I drew is so nice idk why it goes so hard but it do

[silverpiwon]

Not to be toxic but I almost like reading about piwon antis and what kind of stuff do they get up to

It’s very vindicating for me

#p1harmony #it’s such fruitless work idk why they even bother #saw some tweets about someone doing a tiktok live and making a list of idols with bad stage presence #and they chose Keeho as one of the idols but people found out this person went to a piwon concert #and posted videos of only Keeho and saying how good he was #and people were just dunking on this person lmao #like idk whenever somebody is a piwon hater I’m just like #you can’t really be a bigger loser than a person who hates on jongseob

[ash-and-starlight]

to all the blogs i accidentally followed & unfollowed immediately after i am so sorry and to all the blogs i accidentally followed & kept following bc your stuff/rbs are good i’m even more sorry

#like idk why or HOW but i keep seeing the most random ppl in my following and i’m like whERE did you come from lmao #at this point idk if it’s a glitch or my dumb fucking fingers #anyway if ur a random blog i followed & didn’t unfollow im even more sorry #bc now there’s the chance that u see my shitty rambling tags attached to your post #hehe #send post

[mattodore]

okay so because previous anons asked about sex, I wanna ask about aftercare, how they act after sex? oh and i’m curious how their sex life change after being together for a while

xoxo <3

their aftercare isn't always aftercare-101, if i'm honest. theo is very bad at it and doesn't really... ever... do that for matthias. and matthias may be very good at giving aftercare but theo is incredibly resistant to it. i mentioned earlier that theo really gets off on praise, but... he also flinches away from it. he's so twisted up about so much of what he wants and he's really, uh... well. he makes it really hard to get close to him and offer comfort despite how much he desires it. matthias can't say certain things without scaring theo off (and i mean, like, theo will quite literally run away), so he has to talk around what he wants to say and what theo needs to hear to prevent theo from bolting before he can bring him down.

matthias takes a long time cleaning theo up and massaging his muscles after, and he'll hum or talk to himself in polish so theo knows he's still there touching him (but isn't stirred before he comes to himself on his own by english he can understand). when he's finished, he'll ask theo very simple yes or no questions that let matthias know how theo's feeling without outright asking how he's feeling. he also checks on theo throughout the day, but he has to be even more subtle there or theo starts to feel smothered. is your body okay? do you want me to get you dressed? does your head hurt? do you want me to read to you? he focuses on asking about the physical and what theo wants to do rather than theo’s emotions. matthias has learned that asking if theo's feeling okay after is a quick way to trigger a very, very negative response in theo. it's one of the reasons why i think matthias is constantly asking theo in the heat of sex how he's feeling, because that's when theo is so preoccupied by the physical aspect that the emotional effects leak out without him fighting to keep them in. it takes a few months for theo to get comfortable with the feelings he has after sex with him before matthias can really give him proper aftercare. that’s why the sex they have early on is never anything too crazy. matthias coaxes theo into a better place first.

​i also think it’s important to clarify that it’s not like they’re always having kinky sex. still, theo usually needs physical touch after vanilla sex as well. matthias himself always craves conversation afterwards, so he waits for theo to stir awake (because he often falls asleep after sex) or come back into his body fully to talk to him.

as for changes to their sex life after they’ve been together for awhile… i believe i've talked about this before, but their sexual dynamic turns on its head after a few years. theo starts to take control of the reins and gets more comfortable asking for and doing what he wants. with theo he just has a lot holding him back and it's only after he's grown as a person and worked past a majority of his intimacy issues that he can act on the desires he's been burying waaay down. there's a sort of brattiness that theo starts to have a lot of fun with during sex—a lot of pushing and prodding, withholding, insulting... matthias is having the time of his life lmao, like he loves being challenged and pushed around. matthias takes on a more submissive role during sex as they age, which is fun for him. plus it's kind of the dynamic they've always had outside of sex anyway. of course, there are never any set roles in their sexual life so i'm not saying that it's always like that, but theo enjoys telling matthias what to do and how to do it. they have a lot of fun with it.

#river dipping #asks #anonymous #oc extras #nsft #theodore doe #matthias evanoff #a burning house to live in #echthroi #finally done..... actually patting myself on the back for being able to answer all of these in a day and a half like #normally being asked anything abt my ocs takes me forever to get to bc i just take everything so seriously #......................................exhibit a: this reply jnjhkjfnghk #my ocs are just really complicated so i feel like i have to really expand upon each new bit of information #like theo is NOT ! well adjusted in the slightest #and while matthias can read people very easily it doesn't mean that there aren't times where he messes up #theo is very closed off and he will lash out at the slightest thing that spooks him #and he also... is not really experienced in having good sex yk? so he's so bad at aftercare which i guess is like. well. #good thing your partner is someone who's used to being left to his own devices after experiencing major physical and emotional stressors #matthias can usually take himself out of a scene just because of the nature of his past... #but i think theo does pick up on what matthias does for him after awhile and he tries incorporating it into 'aftercare' #but................. i don't think he really understands what all he should be saying and doing for a few years like not until he's #domming matthias more frequently and has taken the time to look at The Internet lmao jkfjnhkjn i imagine it shocks him a bit #matthias may be good at sex but he does have his blind spots and those normally involve himself… so he never told theo that what he does #for him should be reciprocated………… additionally matthias is very much a giver not a taker #like he doesn’t expect or even really want theo to ask how he’s feeling. but that doesn’t mean he doesn’t need that. #….have been rereading this for the last thirty minutes idk why this is what i’m like Yikes ! about responding to 😭 #whatever post ‼️ theo isn’t good at sex i’ve said it before who can be surprised he gives zero aftercare

[danothan]

secondhand gender euphoria thru a blorbo can be more powerful than your own gender tbh

#danbles #idk what it is abt m/f bigender ppl that i have sm admiration for #maybe bc it’s the polar opposite of mine? idk idk #sometimes i wonder if IM bigender just bc of how happy i am for other ppl that are #(if i am i wouldn’t be m/f tho but i can’t go down that route again lmao) #kira… tom… HAL… #happy joy smile event everytime i think abt these 3 and their relationship with gender ;___; #oh my god it’s embarrassing to admit but i didn’t realize hal was so gender until recently #damn near cried reading those panels abt his internal ‘maleness and femaleness’ #i could cry again just thinking abt it now tbh #ALL THE BEST CHARACTERS ARE BIGENDER WHAT CAN I SAY!!!! #genderposting #i just remembered i hc dee as bigender too #wow this goes deep maybe i should look into this #maybe when i’m less busy #what’s that one post? #‘im probably nonbinary but i have a job so idrc abt that rn’ #that’s why i hc most of these characters as bigender it’s bc they do fuckall <3

[foofygoldfish]

hi this is idk me being vulnerable or whatever

but uh if anyone ever wants to chat or like… discord or whatever? I’d like that?

#mariahs rambles #I’m lonely as shit #I don’t want to talk about bg3 I think that game is shit for reasons I won’t get into lmao #but like. I’m still here. just at the “rewatch the entirety of greys anatomy” level of white girl depressdd #my contact stuff is all in my pinned post #I just can’t come back here it’s still the bad place #too many shitty toxic people #but idk how to make friends anymore so #idk #if someone wants to pity me #I know this will get ignored like always but #yeah #idk why I’m making this oh my god #fuck I’d even take a ‘here’s why everyone started ignoring you’ at this point #because I really do feel like I pissed someone off #…. this went for way longer than I thought it would apologies #tldr lonely as shit feel like I pissed someone off idk what’s going on

[harapeveco]

Being an utaite stan may be sad and pathetic to some but at least I still have the ability to think unlike the swifties I dodge a bullet there

#not to hate BUT she’s trash like come on #like how are her fans so brain dead bro #anyway swifties if you want to put a hit on me my address is #3828 piermont dr Albuquerque nm and my government name is Debora Melano #if you see this on the news you’ll know they got me lmao #idk why i’m posting this #im just bored oops