#im honestly feeling so attacked right now

[jascurka]

Please tell me you didn't get cancelled over seritoi over on Twitter good god the internet needs to burn

Ah....well :'D

I said semi-cancelled cause I didn't personally see anyone write an actual post about it calling me out or something. No one sent me any hate messages, I've only seen this whole shitshow unfold beside me. One account quoted my tweet about seritoi saying something like "some of you follow" with some stupid gif attached, there were comments to it. I got blocked and unfollowed as expected. I got called "that one artist" in some other posts. I kept seeing people throwing online tantrums over this whole discourse that started out of nowhere.

To be honest it wasn't maybe that horrible, I just got massive trust issues as I never experienced anything that felt so pointed at me before and I've seen some of my moots kinda take one side in this whole thing. I went private for a week, tried not to open the app cause I was getting a weird shaky hands / heart racing response from my body any time I did.

I got over it though XD It took some time and I recall this week badly but I don't give a fuck anymore though I try to stay away from people who put "proship kys/explode/die" in their twitter bio cuz who knows what they might do next time.

#this is just my perspective so maybe there were more people who were more targeted or some other bs happening on both ends idk #twitter is really weird and I don't actually like it there idk why im staying #i came out to have a good time and i'm honestly feeling so attacked right now #answered #i did not engage in any discourse about this whole thing then cause I was too terrified of this happening in the first place

[creatiionary]

❝ why doth so many believe I dislike them personally? tis a rather bold assumption, isn't it? ❞

❝ thou believeth I hast abandoned thee, but doth thou not walk upon this earth, still? thou wouldst knoweth if Mine opinion on thee was unfavorable. ❞

#— ic. #— dash comm. #//someone says something even mildly critical of arc and Theyre just like “WOW okay. rude.” #//“i came out here to have a good time and im honestly feeling SO attacked right now ://///” #//“it feels like you abandoned me years ago” “dude youre literally not even in the distortion realm 🙄🙄🙄” #//they are The Worst im so sorry ki.eran #— wcwzers.

[hannikin-grahamkin]

*Violently slamming my fists on the table, shaking it and sobbing.*

THEY DESERVED TO BE FUCKING HAPPY.

I'm fine. Everything is fine.

#PLEASE THEY DESERVED SO MUCH BETTER #im gonna cry #i was literally just looking for reference photos of Abigail #i came here to have a good time and i'm honestly feeling so attacked right now #hannibal #will graham #abigail hobbs #will graham kin #hannibal lecter #nbc hannibal #hannibal nbc #hannibal the cannibal #murder family

[primeministerofantarctica]

bitch why is youtube showing me ads for an anti-trans "documentary"

#i came here to have a good time and im honestly feeling so attacked right now #NAH FR FR #tip: I AM SO FUCKING MAD #delete later

[ceruleanfuckup]

Had someone tell me yesterday "it's obvious you were the youngest child because of how you behave in the grocery store"

#i asked him if he was the oldest and he said he was which definitely fit #but also i came here to have a good time and im honestly feeling so attacked right now #roman #about me

[send-me-a-puffalope]

I just finished First Kill and I Am Devastated. Insane. Frothing At The Mouth even.

#first kill #juliette fairmont #calliope burns #WHO IS PAYING FOR MY THERAPY #WHAT THE HELL IS HAPPENING #i have such Strong Emotions for every character in this series #i came here for a good time and i honestly feel so attacked right now #carefully and tragically weaving headcanons and reckless daydreams in my head rn #oh to be gay people who met like 4 days ago and ran away together #season 2 needs to Fix This #and also get my bby theo awayyyy #this show got me feeling like everyone is on THIN ICE #im looking at yall elinor and oliver fairmont

[artfulacrostic]

i'm on the tv tropes page for star trek (the original series) and this ad is following me down the page as i scroll

like. yeah, thanks, why do you THINK i'm on this page?? i don't need to take the quiz, we all already know

#star trek #star trek tos #star trek the original series #gay #queer #gay quiz #i came out here to have a good time and honestly im feeling so attacked right now #i mean #actually i came out so everyone would know im not straight but. im still feeling a little bit attacked

[lurkingismypastime]

Me getting into fandoms with moral dilemmas and questionable characters: PLEASE. JUST LET ME HAVE SOFTNESS. IM HERE TO ENJOY MYSELF NOT STRESS OUT OVER MY WORLDVIEW.

#aftg #fullmetal alchemist brotherhood #fullmetal alchemist #fma #fmab #fnaf #me trying to find sweet headcanons and coming across metas that go deeper than I want to: #i came here to have a good time and i'm honestly feeling so attacked right now #tal's posts #I can only take so much philosophy #and only when I’m prepared #im too autistic for this

[rosykims]

ok question does it still count as chronic pain if it comes and goes every couple of months ?

#the tag offers a lot of comfort but #ok not to sound like a twitter user but ig im afraid of co-opting a phrase that doesnt rly belong to me #but god im so fucking tired #i mean. im vaguely uncomfortable Always but for some months it fades and its rly manageable #like it only hurts when i go out of my way to like. touch my muscles too hard lol #but then it ALWAYS comes back. after a few months i can just Feel it settling back into my body #and its honestly mild like i know its not as bad as some people's but its just fucking constant and my brain cant adjust to it #and i cant sleep and cant think and cant get comfortable like i have STANDING just walking around my house for #idk. four hours now? bc sitting hurts <3 and lying down hurts <3 but also standing around and walking hurts too lmao #and im scared to take neurofen (ibuprofen) bc its late and im saving it until i go to sleep in a few hours nd also ive taken so much lately #i havent gone to a doc bc im scared whatever it is i wont be able to afford to treat #im already in physio for another reason and i can fucking BARELY afford it lol. obvs im gonna bring it up w her but #ugh idk i just needed to vent #anyways w/e tht spongebob guy was right i also have glass bones & paper skin & at night i lie awake until my heart attack puts me to sleep❤

[hauntedpearl]

.

#I'm thinking about like. how anxiety can cripple my articulation again like. when put on a spot. i don't feel like j express myself as well #as i can. and then i feel guilt over it especially when people end up picking irresolvable arguments with me because i feel like i #overexplain myself and the other party just straight up categorizes me as the Bad Person ahdgjskd which makes me more anxious aggsjddk #(yes this is about the thing i elft tumblr for in part but not fully. like ik it's been three months but it was v traimatizing lmao) #(like every time i start thinking about it i know im on the brink of an anxiwty attack again and then i just. shut down ahgshdke FUN IT'S #SO FUN!!!) #anyway. my point is. im very. like. careful with how i curate my space on other social media because i feel like there's ~ c l o u t ~ #involved and it's also some weird sense of obligation that i can't shake. i put it down to self-importance honestly bc i don't have a big #platform or anything but i feel like even the ability to influence someone in a small way is like. RESPONSIBILITY. #with tumblr i dont feel that responsibility. i don't actively follow people who are spouting hate or have beliefs which are honestly #really fucking outrageous. like. terfs can die i wouldn't feel bad. samr for racists lmao. or nazis. the usual fodder right #but i tolerate aphobia to an extent. bc *I'm* ace and ive interacted with the group #and most of them never actively say anything. the ones who do are ignored but others im like. i will take yoir jokes but nothing else.yk?? #it's a strange system but it's very stress-free for me and i curate it that way for whatever reason #even now i feel like I'm not expressing myself properly. like.. it's not about agreeing with a certain belief. it's about my personal level #of comfort/discomfort. and how much im able to tolerate from a person before i say enough is enough. #also i can't bring myself to like block people bc again weird problems but i curate carefully enough that that's never a problem for me #all this bc i saw some post about kids being afraid to consume certain media bc they're afraid of being ousted from their social circles & #LIKE YEAH. I MEAN. IT HAPPENS FR. AND IT HURTS LIKE HELL? SO??. #HMM ANYWAY. i don't even post desinatural anymore that used to be my thing it makes me so sad :( #personal lmao. #dony even reply to this this is Nonsense ™ #i have friends outside i am okay it's just a trigger so im ranting #bYE

[naomedigamentirinhas]

❛ you’re not a very convincing liar. ❜

―  porque  eu  não  estou  tentando  mentir!  ―  o  peteleco  foi  levinho,  mas  existiu  bem  no  meio  da  testa  de  ezekiel.  

tudo  bem,  tudo  bem. . .  coincidentemente,  charles  tinha  falado  sobre  colocar  fogo  no  baseado  de  ezekiel  no  dia  anterior,  mas  foi  só  porque  estava  deixando  uma  puta  dor  de  cabeça!  ou  seja,  não  estava  dando  para  acreditar  naquela  acusação!  logo  ele!  com  as  mãos  no  quadril  e  a  cara  séria  encarando  o  hopps,  charles  nem  precisou  fechar  os  olhos  para  deixar  fluir  com  mais  facilidade  as  cenas  em  velocidade  2x,   sob  seu  ponto  de  vista,  do  que  fazia  antes  (  um  charles  terminando  de  escovar  os  dentes  só  para  descobrir  umas  barras  de  chocolates,  quais  pegou  após  vestir  uma  camisa  e  antes  de  sair  à  caça  por  ezekiel  -  com  direito  à  outros  hopps  sendo  abordados  )  e  do  momento  em  que  chegou  e  não  encontrou  nem  o  amigo,  nem  os  matinhos. 

―  mh,  darling?  ―  apelido  carregado  com  algo  a  mais,  incomum  (  talvez  um  tantinho  de  raiva  ou  um  muito  sarcasmo  ),  seguido  dos  chocolates  empurrados  e  segurados  contra  o  peito  alheio.  ―   mas  sim,  eu  bem  deveria  ter  pego.  eu  já  fui  olhado  bem  torto  no  estágio  por  estar  cheirando  a  eles. 

felizmente,  uma  coisa  logo  o  fez  sorrir  ladino. 

―  mas  sabe  algo  que  eu  gosto?  um  mistério  maroto.  quem  será  que,  oh,  pegou  tuas  ervas?

#ans! #etvaldops #ele so aquele meme #i came out to have a good time and im honestly feeling so attacked right now

[andilostyou]

Y'all this uquiz result has me dead

THE QUIZ WAS WHAT'S YOUR TASTE IN MEN 💀

#daisy shares #i came out here to have a good time and im honestly feeling so attacked right now #uquiz #good quiz though!

[poisonouswritings]

nothing quite as surreal as having a series of emotionally-crippling realizations while trying to write silly fluff

#talk about cognitive dissonance #anyways this isnt fun #i came out to have a good time and im honestly feeling so attacked right now #by my own brain #dislike #posting this here because this blog is nothing if not my stream of consciousness #and my stream is pretty fucking disrupted right now

[aaliyahtheawkward]

What is the point of posting a content warning at the beginning of a chapter...without specifying what for?

My brother in blorbo, I promise you if you had specified in either your tags, or in the aforementioned and utterly useless content warning, that the chapter would include one of my triggers, I never would have read it.

But you didn't.

So I did.

#i came out to have a good time and i'm honestly feeling so attacked right now #ao3 #archive of our own #content warning with no actual warning #that shit came out of left field and smacked me in my trauma at 8am #my whole day is ruined #i think it might be best if i just try again tomorrow #today is officially canceled #im just gonna go back to bed #🙃

[asexual-levia-tan]

ken, to ken: i could beach you off any day!

ken: i could beach off you AND him at the same time!

me:

me:

me: OH theyre saying beach

#wwaffles bein' an idiot #was linked to the trailer from the Ace Scene photoset and im honestly feeling so attacked right now

[seven-stars-in-his-palm]

analyzing some images (for fun)

so i found this pair of promotion images for good omens season 1 on the good omens reference library server and it’s hooked me so so bad im having feelings about it. we’re analyzing them now. not really for meta purposes just fun to see the parallels and differences :)

everything under the cut !

unique traits

aziraphale:

1) his plank background. its older, its crisp, it smells like wood from the screen. mmmm

2) the pencil shavings at the bottom. he does a lot of writing honestly, so i like this. also adds a messy and cozy vibe he always seems to have in that shop…. i like that blessed shop fr

3) his SUSHI. little soy sauce drops near it too—just the right amount of deliberate mess. our first formal introduction to aziraphale in the present day and beginning the Tomfoolery just happens to have sushi... i watch that scene and i go “yeah, that sums up aziraphale i suppose” very nicely. (they dont have sushi Up There) (im literally never gonna forget that)

4) the ray of light shining on the scene. tiny thing, but a bit of the heaven is peeking through..it also sort of blurs the whole image but i think thats just me.

5) and we’ve saved the best for last: the big whopper. the nice and accurate prophecies of agnes nutter, witch. I LOVE THAT BOOK!!!!!!! i cant remember if that ring stain was there but if it isnt in the show on the actual book i’d assume thats to add that ‘thy cocoa doth grow cold’ thing. ALSO. you know what’s being used as a bookmark in the pages?? a check for the ritz. he bookmarked their one chance for living . with a ritz check . MMMMMM. my GOD. that means so much to me even if i cant convey it in words. he KEEPS THE CHECKS 😭😭😭😭😭😭

crowley:

1) let me get my favorite out of the way. crowley’s glasses have fire in their reflection. we’ll talk about the glasses themselves later but the REFLECTION IN THEM. fucking FIRE, BOOKSHOP fire, PAIN, SRIVING THROUGH THE M-25, HELL, I DONT KNOWIM HAVING FEELINGS!!! i do believe this is a bookshop fire reference though, the flames feel too Familiar. the lengths people will go to to attack others 🤧

2) the leather seat background!!!!!!! probably meant to look similar to the bentley’s seats but i cant recall their texture, exactly. maybe just meant to convey modernness—unsure. still, its there <3

3) the tiny little crisp plant </3 its trying his damned best to stay perfect. it might a specific plant that means something, but i cant tell at thsi angle, so i’ll assume its a mini version of the ficus he keeps in the flat. its so SMALL and sitting in ANOTHER POT i CANT

4) the snake slithering!! black and red (in this image it looks orange lol) bellied scales!!!! slithering there, chilling, being crowley, showing hints. love it

5) QUEEN RECORD!!!!! TRYING TO OVERRIDE IT WITH TCHAIKOVSKY!!!!!! the tape over it does a reminisence to crowley’s handwriting, but in a clean ‘this made made to be a font’ way. not exactly just yet. ive become a fan of tchaikovsky recently. amazing darling wonderful crowley, trying to push the rock up the hill for eternity 😞

6) HIS LITTLE DEMON KEY THING. HOLDING A TINY LITTLE BENTLEY CAR KEY OHHH. thats how he doesnt lose the tiny key despite probably not needing one of those. and he CHOSE that intentionally probably. little wings and red circle….URGHHHHHHH

similarities

mmmmm now here’s the good shit. similarities! i’ll bullet point most of them but ohhhhh. ohhhh these. i’ll go from top to bottom as best i can….

1) one of their shoes, obviously. crowley has them iconic snakeskin shoes while aziraphale has his old loafers like the old loafer he is /pos

2) chateauneuf de pape wine bottle labels! (crowley’s is under his glasses, aziraphale’s is next to his shoe). oh my fucking god theyre MATCHING. the labels are old, battered, of course labeling the drink’s age, but mmmmm its these tiny details that get me going….

3) their respective drinks in their mugs—crowley’s a black mug coffee (or what looks to be coffee) and aziraphale’s angel mug tea (or what looks to be tea). i think about that mug sometimes. where did he get that from?? mystery for the ages….

4) their glasses, of course. crowley’s iconic sunglasses and aziraphale’s reading spectacles. i cant really tell the reflections in this pair, but if its supposed to be fucking fire, im done with this. im giving up forever

5) their own watches! aziraphale’s is visibily older while crowley’s is visibly modern, but they function just the same. also, crowley’s is set to 2:56:59 (presumably PM), which is around the time we see when crowley starts checking his watch at warlock’s birthday party. its almost time for disaster to strike!! 😃

6) and finally….their ties!! they have their own ties!!! or more accurately, neck accessories, but i digress. i mesn i assume its crowley’s neck tie, because the fabric looks… different. either way, crowley’s neck thingie is very whispy and aziraphale has his funky little bowtie i love so much,,,

okay thats it. there’s no canonical implications, any fantheories, none of the sort. just saw a pair of images and my mind went GOD DAMN!!!!!! theyre very important to me. i need to look at more promo material 😔

#good omens #aziraphale #crowley #ineffable spouses #dont have an analyzing tag so. this is it for now