#im literally sick. IM SICK

[be-bi-do-crime]

the way dfqc’s soul and spirit ends up contained in a single, small piece of an item shaped like the moon but covered with twisting vines that can fit in the curve of xlh’s palm is just. like. that’s so utterly symbolic.

dongfang qingcang, larger than life, most powerful in all of the three realms, is contained in this beautiful, hopeless-hopeful, tragic thing. the moon, representing his tribe, his people, his loyalty, but the vines, representing his heart, his person, his love. it’s curled around his very soul, unwilling to let go for 500 years, and he is grown and tended to and cared for and so so loved until…

he finally comes home.

#im literally sick. IM SICK #LOVE IS ALL THAT MATTERS #LOVE SAVED THEM. LOVE WILL ALWAYS SAVE THEM. #i cannot stop crying #watching bts videos and listening to the OST for the next month i fear #love between fairy and devil #lbfad #dongfang qingcang #xiao lanhua

[mxdotpng]

i don't think anything upsets me as much as secretive plotter does. "i just wanted to know what my life meant in the eyes of someone else" and "kim dokja will be killed by the person he loves most" and "constellation 'secretive plotter' is looking at you" and "your life saved someone elses" and

#.text #orv #dont touch me. #im fine btw. like im normal. im so normal abt it. i swear. i. i. [blacks out] #literally makes me sick one of the first vonstellations to send a message after kim dokja's prophecy is fulfilled is #secretive plotters. its him. like. he. hes. he #i know. i KNOW. i get it. i do. #im literally sick. im sick #he wanted. to know.. he wanted to know what hid life meant... and.... anf he.... he watcheffas... he... #crying sobbing throwing up etc etc #im fine. im normal now. im normal.

[lotus-pear]

teen skk being a menace to society (and each other) is my fav flavor of them

#i think everyone forgets that these bitches were literal teenagers no they wouldn't be fucking each other dirty every night #they'd be stealing gum and cigarettes from the drug store and watching low budget horror films together w burnt popcorn #bc dazai left the microwave on too long #that's their idea of a date #anyway im sick in the head thanks to them. sigh. gay ppl #bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #bsd #dazai osamu #osamu dazai #chuuya nakahara #nakahara chuuya #soukoku #skk #lotus draws

[balfiere]

Like a Dragon: Infinite Wealth (January 26th, 2024)

#yakuza #yakuzaedit #like a dragon #kiryu kazuma #majima goro #kazuma kiryu #goro majima #yakuza 8 #like a dragon: infinite wealth #ryu ga gotoku #gamingedit #dailyvideogames #dailygaming #mine #y8 #the way they looked at each other in this moment ;;;;; im SICK #(my normal mutuals probably: it's literally just two dudes making eye contact???)

[emgeneticist]

shiho doodl instead of bible study #mood #lit

#i was playing projectsekai all morning and now im so disoriented i feel sick and i can't work #i literally have latin and english study tomorrow. I'm so done for #i also have a mock due next monday and i can't study the one subject im stuckon cos GUESS WHAT #gacha hell. #prsk #leo/need #shiho hinomori #project sekai #prsk fa #pjsekai #pjsk #project sekai fanart #my art

[comradekatara]

ily king on god we’re gonna get u a razor

#id in alt text #avatar the last airbender #atla #HARU #art #mart #underrated king…. #just shave that mustache & he’s perfect #i definitely disregarded him for way too long (for unfortunate facial hair decisions i must say) #but he’s literally awesome and so cute w katara <33 and brown <33 #also yes i am now obsessed w this watercolor painting technique and i will probably draw everything in this style for the foreseeable future #until i inevitably get sick of it of course #but rn in my mind im like wow this looks sooooo good #and it’s so easy #thank u procreate pocket watercolor & calligraphy brush u guys are my best friends <3 #friendship ended w wet acrylic etc etc #anyway. i love him he’s so wretched of the earth core. literally #also his hair is so fun to draw #his beautiful luscious locks #if haru has ten fans i am one of them if haru has zero fans i am dead etc etc etc

[relaxxattack]

people will really write rose as a badass girlboss as if her main character trait isn’t hubris. as if her main story arc wasn’t her fucking things over for everyone time and time again by assuming she was better and wiser. oh you think rose is a girlboss? rose who intentionally allowed herself to be corrupted by morally ambiguous terrors because she thought it might give her a slight mental advantage on the game? rose who willingly went along with the manipulation of a groomer because she thought his idea of putting a tumor into the universe was smart? THAT rose? that rose??? why don’t you ask her where the green sun is. since she’s such a competent and intelligent boss bitch

#rose lalonde #homestuck #this isn’t to say she’s not a bad bitch because like. she is. she did let herself get corrupted to kill jack and it was sick as fuck #she looked cool doing it and i would probably let her step on me or whatever #that doesn’t mean she’s smart or knows what she’s doing ever though #rose is a petty and emotional mess #and a silly little freak too #i say this because she is literally my favorite character by the way. this is not haterism #im just tired of the Perfect Smart Alt Girl Trope #have any of you seen beetlejuice #hsmeta #my meta #op

[spectra-bear]

Riff Raff Robo Raph

#im surprised not many people take advamtage of the fact that there was literally gonna be a robo raph in the bad future #thats so fucking sick what #rottmnt #save rise of the tmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #tmnt #rise raph #robo raph #azzy art #casey jr #casey jones

[pbnmj]

you can see 42 miles from spot’s explanation about the spider coming from another dimension. if you even care

#im literally so sick rn #atsv spoilers #atsv

[watchingwisteria]

im so sorry i get it now i really do, the gay angels have me shaking screaming crying at all hours of the day and night, they mean everything to me i am literally thinking about them all the time and what it would mean to love someone steadily and silently through eternity, what it would mean to love across the lines of a divine war of supposed good and evil, what it would mean to carve out a space for oneself and ones lover in no man’s land, in the grey and moral ambiguity when you were created to be black and white without blemish. god i love them so much i just

#update from the tags : posted this after watching s1 knowing the end of s2 #and i was like hm hope im not too offbase #but imagine my surprise when they literally said ‘i love this space we carved for ourselves’ #I WAS SICK #ineffable husbands #<< u dont get it. i used to see that and it meant nothing to me. now its like a knife inside me #good omens #aziracrow #crowley #aziraphale #ur girl watches good omens #experiencing full brain rot. like every song is about them somehow #im imaginging edits in my head bc i do nawt have time to make them for real #i just bought the book and i am about to devour it #lol another update #the drama in this post is so HDISJSISB but i was FEELING IT #i was GOING THROUGH IT… #and when i think abt them for too long i still am

[prettyboykatsuki]

togachako is so teenage lesbians its not even funny. i think i like someone else but you make my chest feel like it'll split in half. the only reason im ever angry at you is because you dont seem to understand me. you're the only person i ever want to know completely. you're the only person who's ever accepted me despite it all, even when my parents couldn't. we'll always be girls together but everything is so much deeper and so much bigger and so much heavier than that. if you need something that feels impossible, take it from me. ill give it all to you for the rest our lives. im sorry. your smile is so beautiful i cant seem to forget it.

#togachako #bnha 393 #im literally sick #bnha manga leaks

[7cfc00]

home is where the heart is (and yours is gone)

#happy holidays #dndads #dndads fanart #dungeons and daddies #dndaddies #dndads s1 #glenn close dndads #dndads season 2 #dndads odyssey #dndads glenn close #im so sick and fever rn so forgive me for any mistakes in this drawing or in my following explanation #background is covered in crosses for the bad day book. the chains represent his time in meth bay prison #the three swords are a reference to the three of swords tarot card which means like heartbreak or smth #also can be taken literally because his heart exploded #the swords themselves are modelled after the sword of justice to bring in themes of justice and punishment as well as referencing the trial #i also drew the same sword in the blackjack thing. #bottom left is his funeral pyre (referencing his death) and nick jr (representing his son's “death”) #the door is the door to his apartment its number 48 because ep 48 is carry on my wayward son #christmas decor cus of course hed had them up all year round #the plant is a peace lily representing death and funeral s again #headstone is morgan's the crysanthemum represents her death. this is because its also featured in the “remember death” thing i drew once #also i just associate flowers w the close family because it very easily represents both mortality and love #anyway. fuckin. his heart (loved ones + literal heart) are gone and its like. can he ever return home #idk smth about not being able to go back to the way things were smth about having the comfort of a home anymore. leaving all that shit behi #d. i feel so tired #sorry for the long explanation i think i may have went a little too hard on the symbolism but i didn t know how else to #express the feelings of glenn's conversation w darryl in that one episode

[oyster-mash]

old men yaoi

#my art #our flag means death #ofmd #my god im finally watched it and fell in love with it #taika cant go wrong #literally so late to the party #been really sick these days and finished it like in 2 days #blackbeard #edward teach #stede bonnet #artists on tumblr #digital aritst #screencap redraw #gentlebeard #ofmd fanart

[willgrahamscock]

eaten any more moldy food lately?

really appreciate you checking in on me, actually I found out recently that it wasn't the moldy bread i ate for years (accidentally) or the 9 year expired meds- no actually i'm severely lactose intolerant.

milk tried to kill me

#alex answers #I switched to lactose free and im literally fine??? I was sick for YEARS

[himehomu]

“Homura can't stand the idea of moving on. So she's isolating madoka from everyone who's ever cared about her.” Are you fucking stupid? She literally rewrote the entire universe so that Madoka could be happy with her parents and her little brother, so that Sayaka could have another chance with Hitomi and Kyoske, so that Kyoko can have a life with Sayaka, she literally revived Mami and Nagisa and gave them a life together. What the fuck do you mean she's “isolating Madoka from everyone who's ever cared about her??”

The only person she's isolating Madoka from is herself because she knows Madoka will regain her godhood sooner ot later and she knows that her desire for Madoka and her friends to be happy will directly rebel against Madokami's rules that require Madoka to die to maintain order to the broken world that traps Magical Girls in their cycle of hope and despair, even if maintaining order means making hard choices and sacrifices, which in this case, is Madoka sacrificing herself again and again not only because she cares so much for others but because she cares so little for herself whilst Homura is the only one who can see that she's so much more than her sacrifice and that she shouldn't reduce herself to a means to an end.

She took Madoka's immortality for herself to spare her of anymore loneliness in Heaven as a trapped Goddess. She literally gave Madoka and the rest of her friends a second chance at life and you people have the audacity to just blatantly fucking lie on her to justify hating her for how she reacts to the psychological torture of having to watch the love of her life and her friends die for 12 years worth of time loops then to live in a world where no one remembers the girl she loves but her. Let something like that happen to you at the age of 14 and then come and talk to me about Homura. Idgaf that she's a fictional character. If y'all continue to treat her like a heartless monster that deserves to be “held accountable for her actions,” then I'll defend her like the traumatized 14 year old child that she actually is. Fuck off and stay away from Madoka Magica. It clearly isn't for you.

#pmmm #puella magi madoka magica #mahou shoujo madoka magica #puella magi madoka magica rebellion #pmmm rebellion #madoka magica #madomagi #homura akemi #madoka kaname #madohomu #rant #im so pissed tell me you watched rebellion with your eyes closed especially the last 10 minutes #where she literally EXPLAINS why she did what she did like are you literally stupid #no i will not calm down im fucking sick of these idiots with literally no reading comprehension skills thinking #their opinions on homura are facts when they can't even comprehend how different ppl react to trauma #without demonizing them for it. homura antis are victim blamers and deserve the worst in life idfc

[weinzapfel]

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#sasdie #Supercorp au #katie mcgrath #saskia de merindol #sadie mccarthy #melissa benoist #note: apparently the name of this ship is saskie but I'm letting y'all know im not tagging it like that but as sasdie #just with the purpose of finding the stuff here in my blog bc i fully gave up on tagging stuff here cuz it's useless theses days #also idk how to explain this but for me they're literally only a Supercorp au which is why im tagging that as well #I'm sick in bed rn and i might not be making any sense rn sorry for that #peace ✌🏼