The AO3 search/filtering system has just ruined me for every other search function ever. I genuinely go onto websites, click 'advanced search' and then look at what paltry options they've given me in utter horror. How does anyone find anything? How do people survive?
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Okay, so I know this is probably NOT how it's going to go at all, but I think a really, really interesting take for the Ruins DLC (or just A Post-Fire AU in-general), would be for the fire itself to have snapped the animatronics out of the viruses hold. Like, the sheer damage or security/self-preservation protocols it instills straight up is enough to short circuit the virus and snap them all back to reality.
Imagine the horror of finding out what they've done, what they've been forced to endure, and what's happened to their home all because someone had control over their bodies and minds and it took an entire fucking fire bringing the building down to free them from it. Ouugh.
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Any idea how to find system focused spaces to join? Things like discord servers (although I’m wary with that due to past bad experience w/ discord servers ngl), websites, anything like that
Honestly I just want to meet more people who share experiences with me and have actual conversations with them, I only talk to a handful of people atm and most of them are really busy so I am missing human interaction rn too
Before anyone asks, I don’t particularly care about syscourse stance of said spaces, as long as they’re chill with people who don’t overtly fit into anti or pro endo. I’m cool w/ being in any side of spaces other than that. Preferably though, more inclusive spaces when it comes to things like lgbtq+ identities because several alters in our system have ‘contradictory’ or otherwise lesser accepted labels so obviously I’m not gonna feel welcome in a space that doesn’t welcome me or anyone else here’s gender & orientation
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just now remembering how much Lessons in Chemistry resonated with Char while I was watching it, and for none of the actual narrative reasons that the show's drama followed along. it was, of course, the premise taking advantage of the clear but seldom romanticized intersection between cooking and chemistry; it was the details, such as: Elizabeth destroying her kitchen and renovating it to function as a chemistry lab and kitchen, her making coffee using lab - ware, her treating cooking like an experiment and her chemistry experiments like life-sustaining cuisine, it was her sometimes getting poor results despite doing everything "right" by the science protocol or recipe because sometimes chaos bubbles just out of our control.
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even has much angst about many things but the two they do not have any issues with are 1) being a test tube baby until they were adult-sized and 2) the master having swapped out various organs. and bones. and limbs. for parts that work when theirs got damaged beyond repair. usually without their consent. sometimes without their prior knowledge that he could do so. to be fair, that’s mostly because these things tend to accompany a fair amount of blood loss and unconsciousness.
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One of the things I wish that people working with marginalized individuals would understand - and I have run into this many times myself - is this constant awareness, not survivor's guilt, not really and not always, but this awareness of just how worse our situation could have been, and how the only thing standing between that and this is dumb luck.
Dear Mme No Doubt Very Kind Social Worker Whom I Like Very Much (and I do, this is always coming from the kindest people). Do you ever have these discussions with friends that start out as a normal chit-chat about everyday things and then devolves into a discussion about how dead you'd both be under an ever-so-slightly less accepting political regime? Because if not, then I honestly don't think that you understand a very important part of my reality.
When I talk about the others, and how lucky and privileged I am, I am not "putting myself down", I am making a reasonable comparison. When I say that I feel bad for getting things that others are not getting despite needing them more, then that is because I literally see people with problems that are clearly more serious than mine not getting the help I get. "But everyone has different problems why are you comparing your struggles to..." Because we receive the same government support. Hope this helps.
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