The Power of Patience (and a Little Almond Tofu)
Character: Xiao
Words: 2788
Warnings: blood mentioned briefly, healing from an injury (let me know if anything else needs tagged)
Details: You stayed at Wangshu Inn for two reasons: the low prices, and the strangely handsome immortal you hope to get close to. How easy that is rests entirely on him.
Alternatively: you bring Xiao almond tofu every day. You doubt he even notices, until the day you can’t. Apparently he notices more than you could’ve ever hoped for.
You had known what you were getting into the moment you had decided to try and get close to Xiao. At least, you thought so. You didn’t realize quite how much time and patience it would take, but it was something you were willing to do. For him.
He was an adeptus, which you’d somehow guessed after seeing him the first time. Most people seemed to think he was a very young mortal, if the bulletin boards were to be believed. Something felt lonely about him though, and you wanted to help. Perhaps you’d fail, but you at least wanted to try.
At first, you didn’t see him at all, even when you actively sought him out. Maybe he knew what you were trying to do. Maybe not. Still, you’d gathered the fact he would usually be on Wangshu Inn’s balcony if he wanted to be seen.
Unfortunately for you, he didn’t.
Maybe… you’d see him if you brought almond tofu. It was difficult to convince Smiley Yanxiao to let you borrow the kitchen. You were just a guest who stayed at the inn only for the low rates compared to staying in the harbor, after all. (“You know I could just make it and give it to you?” “It wouldn’t be the same!”) However, his hesitation stopped when you mentioned the adeptus on the roof.
“Just don’t expect too much from him. You’d be lucky to see him.”
Despite his words, and his tone, you could tell he was coming from a good place. The fact he let you use his kitchen was proof enough.
Your first attempt was quite impressive, especially considering you’d never made it before. Smiley Yanxiao even seemed to approve. With his vote of confidence, you climbed the stairs to the balcony.
You’d be lying if you said you weren’t disappointed to not see Xiao, but hey! Baby steps. You honestly weren’t sure if he’d even take your offering. Still, with a sigh, you placed the plate down and headed back inside.
The next night when you went to offer more, it was gone. You felt some sort of pride, but it was immediately followed by doubt. Maybe someone else had found it. Maybe it was ignored and someone working at the inn had to take it back inside. Worst of all, perhaps he had gotten it and didn’t like it. There were no signs in any direction. You sighed, shook your head, and left the food out.
It became a routine. You’d leave it out, the next night it would be gone. The only evidence it happened was your memory. Your doubt grew every day. Still, you pushed through. After all, if a worker at the inn had brought the plate back to the kitchen, surely Smiley Yanxiao would’ve told you. It would be a waste of your time and ingredients, as well as his kitchen, if it just sat there.
Someone was clearly eating it, but who? You just hoped it was Xiao. The fact it was being eaten meant surely it was at least good. Whoever took it kept coming back every time you left it, after all.
You, for better or for worse, had a job. Sure, it was routine to make the food for Xiao but you had other things to do during the day than just that. Which led to the first conflict: a hilichurl attack.
You headed back to the inn after a long day, trying to stick to the path. Was it your fault there was a stretch where the wildlife looked so peaceful under the glow of the sunset, and there didn’t happen to be any Millelith posted? It also happened to be the furthest point of the path from both Liyue Harbor and Wangshu Inn.
“Yaya ika!”
Oh. Well then, time to get going! Unfortunately for you, mitachurls were very fast. They could outrun their targets, especially if said target tripped and fell like an idiot.
You had a Vision at least. You sustained injuries, and yet you fought to the best of your abilities. You took out what you thought was the last hilichurl, and panted from exhaustion. How were you going to make it back to the inn like this? You prayed for a miracle… and were met instead with the sound of a hilichurl blowing a horn.
Reinforcements? Now? You were dead. Maybe you could just run— wait, no. Your legs began to wobble under you. No. Not here. Not like this! Yet, you couldn’t do much. All you could do was grab your weapon and hope you’d be seen soon.
To your surprise, you were able to at least hit a few hilichurls if not incapacitate them when they saw you.
That’s when you got the miracle you were waiting for. The sound of fierce wind, black smoke-like tendrils surrounding a small body, a mask that glowed teal… There was no mistaking your savior was none other than the one you’d been making offerings to.
It was his duty, you told yourself as you watched. You weren’t special. You were a citizen of Liyue and it was his duty to protect you. That was all assuming he’d even come here to help you and he didn’t just happen to be in the area.
Yet, watching him move swift as the wind, his hair flying, you couldn’t help but wish it wasn’t a coincidence he happened to be patrolling here. The final hilichurl fell, and no horn sounded. The yaksha moved his head back and forth, and finally removed his mask. His golden eyes seemed to glow under the light of the now rising moon. The stars around him shone so spectacularly that you felt your chest tighten.
His eyes turned to you. Oh no. He couldn’t tell what you’d just been thinking, right? Your heart began to race from fear this time. He opened his mouth and you flinched instantly.
“Are you okay?” So, it seemed he hadn’t known. You’d keep it that way.
“I think so. Thanks to you.”
“You’re lucky. If you were any closer, you could’ve been hurt much worse. I cannot guarantee the safety of those who witness my battles.” Then, something pulls his eye down your body.
You follow his gaze and realize finally there was a huge gash from your knee most of the way down your leg. It was bleeding profusely. Oh. In your adrenaline-filled state, you hadn’t felt it. Now that you did, your reaction was to laugh.
Oh archons, you must’ve looked insane.
“You… are very strange. What did you think you were even doing?”
“I don’t know. I guess that’ll teach me to wander.” Your words were punctuated by further bouts of laughter. “I thought I’d be able to get them all.”
“Here.” He walked close to you, but remained slightly distant. He then offered his wrist. “I wouldn’t usually do this, but I don’t think you can get back to Wangshu Inn like this. Just know I won’t be able to do this all the time. It would put too much of a strain on your body to deal with my karma.”
Wow… even one sentence he’d just said contained more words than you’d collectively heard from him before. You took his hand gently, not that you had to grip strength to put much pressure on him.
You closed your eyes tight, and with another whooshing sound, you were back at Wangshu Inn. Only Verr Goldet and Huai’an seemed to be awake, though you felt that had a lot to do with the fact most mortals weren’t meant to know Xiao stayed there.
You turned around to thank Xiao. He was already gone. You could still feel the ghost of his touch on your hand.
Verr Goldet, strange as she could be, helped you clean and bandage your wound. She asked you questions to distract you from the pain, mostly about your encounter.
“It was a bit odd,” you admitted. “I haven’t heard him speak so much ever. It was like he already knew where to go too, but I don’t know how he would. And he- ow!- he teleported me back here.”
“It’s true that would be a rare experience for any ordinary person.”
You were too tired to think too much about the fact she said “ordinary” in such a way it might exclude you.
“Still, it may have been strange to him to receive almond tofu every day, and then one day not.” She smiled slightly at that. “Perhaps he noticed your absence more than you give yourself credit for.”
Once she had treated you, you went almost straight to bed. What a strange day.
The first thing you felt as you woke up was panic. Not because of a nightmare, but because of the night before. Was any of that real? Maybe it was a dream too. Still, you remembered it better than most dreams.
Xiao had saved you from hilichurls. Would you have died without him? Maybe not, but it was the gesture that counted. Your mind lingered on the way he looked under the night sky. You shook your head, and thought back to Verr Goldet’s words. She said something about the almond tofu, right? So Xiao had been receiving it! And he had noticed when there wasn’t any. Maybe he was worried. Wait. Foolishness of assuming an adeptus would notice if you went missing aside, how actually had he gotten to you in time?
You startled at the thought, and the pain that shot through your leg confirmed it was all real. Wait, how would you get to work if you could barely walk? You hobbled out of your room with great difficulty… and were met with stairs. Yeah, you weren’t getting to the harbor anytime soon.
Verr Goldet noticed you from the lobby, and called out. “Be careful!”
“I… I don’t think I can move much,” you replied with a grimace. She left the desk and quickly ascended the stairs.
“I figured. I’ve already sent a letter to your employer saying you won’t be able to make it in for a while. Just focus on resting.
You figured it would be all you could do. Still… “I want to thank Xiao for everything. I don’t think I’d be in a very good state if he hadn’t come, not that I’m doing too good right now. I want to at least bring him almond tofu or something.”
She waved dismissively. “Don’t even worry. He doesn’t seem to like that sort of thing anyway. As far as he’s concerned, it was nothing.”
You didn’t want to offend him. “Is there anything I can do?”
“I think the best thing you can do is heal.” She lowered her voice and winked. “Still, if there was a way you wanted to thank him, I could always look the other way. I think it’d be good for him.”
You thanked her and said goodbye. With a determined expression, you turned back to your room and nearly cried out from the pain. Yeah, this might be difficult.
When you woke up again, there were two plates next to you. One of them, you noted, was almond tofu. You didn’t expect anyone to bring you food, much less dessert too. After eating, you saw why it was one of the only dishes Xiao could stomach. If you were being honest, it had quickly skyrocketed to being one of your favorite foods. A knock sounded on your door.
“Hello?”
“This is Verr Goldet. I just wanted to make sure you’re doing okay and you got the food.”
“Oh, yeah! I’m great, and so’s the food. Especially the almond tofu.”
She didn’t respond for a second. “We didn’t—“ she cut herself off. “Well, at least you seem to be doing good.”
How strange. It seemed like she was going to say they didn’t bring you the almond tofu, but how else would it have gotten there? It was also strange to you that the staff seemed to be so kind towards you. Were they like that with every guest, or had you done something that caught their attention? You thought back to Verr Goldet’s strange actions when you mentioned thanking Xiao. Perhaps you had done something special.
The next few weeks were simultaneously the slowest and fastest of your life. The first days of rest were nice, but you grew frustrated being unable to move as you wanted. Still, you made a lot of progress and after a while your were able to walk down to get your own food at least.
When you finally were mostly back to normal, and had taken the bandages off, you marveled at how fast the time had seemed to fly in retrospect. You decided to test your capabilities one night before you went back to work, just in case. Before leaving, you left another almond tofu. This one had a note. You laughed to yourself and headed off.
Despite your curiosity about Xiao, you knew little about the actual work he did. You had no idea what sort of route he took or when he went out. He must have been at the inn around the time you left his food out. It was a cold dish, so surely it would go bad quickly. With your genius brain, you had the idea to help kill some monsters for him. It would test your leg, and you’d be able to thank him. Nothing could go wrong, unless you injured yourself again. Well, whatever. That wouldn’t happen.
To your credit, it didn’t. The night went well in terms of fighting, due in part to your Vision. Your leg felt about how it did before the injury. Just as you were about to rest against a tree, you heard a familiar whooshing noise. Xiao! What was he doing here?
“What are you doing here?” Apparently, he wanted to know the same of you.
“Thanking you?”
He scoffed. “You’re absurd.”
You laughed.!It sounded different from the last time you’d laughed around him. It was happy, not borderline maniacal. His eyes went back down to your leg.
“I’m fine, see?”
“That was still risky of you.”
“It ended up fine.”
“What if it didn’t? You really didn’t need to thank me for performing my duties.”
Wait. Was he worried? You certainly didn’t expect him to admit it, but you smiled at him anyway.
“I suppose you’re right that I didn’t need to.” His expression changed. It was still difficult to read, but it was something different. “You just missed the fact I wanted to.”
Xiao blinked, then turned away. “Mortals are so fragile, yet you’d never know from the way they act.”
You wondered briefly if he’d gotten your note. Was there any way for you to tell? You could ask, but would that be weird? You decided not to, but still wanted to say one last thing.
“If I were so fragile, how am I still here? Maybe I’m not like you in terms of strength, but that doesn’t mean I can’t do anything in my own right. Anyway, I want to say it properly. Thank you.”
Xiao’s back was still turned towards you. You couldn’t see his face, nor could he see yours. Still, you smiled. The thought entered your head once more, briefly, that he looked every bit as beautiful as the night he saved you.
“Whatever. Do what you want. I don’t think I can stop someone so stubborn. Insisting on thanking me, insisting on leaving me offerings as if I’m someone to worship, insisting on leaving handwritten notes… Truly absurd.”
That’s when you realized several things. First, he knew it was you leaving the almond tofu. Second, he had read your note. Third, he had a very strange perception of himself. And fourth…
“Before you go, I want to thank you for bringing me that almond tofu the that first day.”
The way he teleported put quickly seemed to confirm it. Of course he’d be the only one who could bring you something without the knowledge of anyone else at the inn.
As you headed back to the inn, this time for real, you felt your heart swell. Several months ago, you never would’ve thought you could experience anything like that. Your smile widened… and then dropped as you remembered you’d probably have to start working again the next day, and it was very late. Whatever. You’d gotten through to Xiao on some level, which was more than most could say. Even if you still had some way to go, you were proud of what you had done. Now, if only you could work on your heart rate upon seeing him.
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