#its one of those two thats for sure

[jennicatzies]

New color palette challenge. Draw oxeyeduo immediately.

I miss them AUGHOUGUAUHHU

For context. Peep the ibispaint preset palette

#jennicatzies art-chive #slimecicle fanart #slimecicle #charlie slimecicle #slmccl #slmccl fanart #wilbur soot fanart #wilbur fanart #wilbur soot #wilbursoot #daisyduo #daisy duo #oxeyeduo #oxeye duo #what IS their duo name #its one of those two thats for sure #i love them so mucj #slash platonic #non parasocially #/lh #cw eyestrain #eyestrain #eyestrain cw #thank you for the 300+ notes :)

[willczek-art]

NPMD Tarot - The Star

Others from the series: The Hierophant, The Lovers, The Devil, Strength

A bit of symbolism under the cut, but I'm curious of other interpretations 👀✨

I matched The Star with Ruth based mostly on visuals and the reverse meaning (which among other things mentions feeling like everything is against you, which I thought fit her well).

Elements that represent hope, opportunities and shining bright from the original card are turned into foreshadowing of her death here.

Light - Her Moment, chance, ambitions and wants. The second she enters it, she's dead.

Background - theater seats, empty.

#nerdy prudes must die #ruth fleming #npmd #lauren lopez #fanart #tarot #tarot cards #my art #digital art #clip studio paint #you thought I was done with those huh?? ;D #two more!! feel free to guess the card/character combos #im not sure if i mentioned them anywhere and I happen to rather like them so!! #also changed my strategy with these - rather than universal typography placement/color this one is adjusted specifically for this piece #so it looks less awkward on its own but also doesnt match the others #i'll adjust the older ones to be good stand-alones and then maybe collect all of them in one post and unify them there again... we will see #thats in case someone is scrolling through these and wondering why they changed c: #300

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Whooooo could have predicted this?

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#Poorly drawn MDZS #mdzs #wei wuxian #lan wangji #fairy #I love that they go up a mountain to check out fake ghost rumours. It's everything I want out of a date (Nature hike & something haunted) #I just know these two are big hike fans (wwx prob 'gets tired' and 'needs to be carried' at the end) #(he doesn't need it he just wants to be held) #Its not super apparent but wwx is using 'gonna be haunted in there' as an excuse to not encounter the dog #thats on me for rushing this one though #the end result makes lwj look like one of those dad's that's like 'come on kids lets go check out these dark caves! Nothing creepy here!' #Which is a vibe he deserves to have. Maybe with a more blunt tone. #I don't know who would be a worse chaperone tbh. I think together they would be good but separate? Chaos. #Speaking of chaperoning...Jin Lin sure did wander off. Wonder where he went? #JC needs to invest in a stronger child leash 'cause his nephew keeps chewing through it and running off

[rohirric-hunter]

Good news! I got approved for the apartment I want to move into. They wanted a cosigner because the very confusing paystub I provided as proof of employment led them to believe I was making about $1k a month. And then applying for an $800 a month apartment. But anyhow, that got all cleared up and I was approved with no cosigner required. I'm very excited because it's quite a nice apartment and pretty close to where I work.

#as well as directly across the street from a grocery store which is just so nice #anyhow this was one of those cases of #me: hey i need proof of employment so i can apply for an apartment #employer: we use this website that lenders can use to verify your employment online! just give them your ssn #apartment: yeah we dont use that service thats expensive as hell. give us a letter from your employer please #employer: but we use this service! its super easy and convenient! #apartment: how about two paystubs? two paystubs? you dont have two paystubs? well then let us have a letter #employer: well idkkkkkkkk. how exactly does one write a letter to verify employment? i dont know what they could possibly want #what information exactly are they looking for? are you sure you cant just give them your paystub? your singular partial paystub? #that nowhere on it mentions that its a partial paystub? wont that work instead? #i just dont know how to write a letter that verifies employment. there are so many things they might want to know #anyway #after a lot of phone calls it got sorted

[theygender]

This has been on my mind for weeks and I talked to my therapist about it today and told my girlfriend about it too so now it's time for me to update the gay people in my phone: I may have schizotypal personality disorder

#this is like the equivalent of telling the bees to me #rambling #like ive been thinking about ever since i learned that autism shares a lot of similarities with schizophrenia and looked into that #and then learned about negative/cognitive symptoms and realized i related a lot to them #and then i learned more about schizotypal personality disorder and it was fuckin scary how much i related to it #what with the magical thinking and the severe social anxiety that doesnt go away when i get to know someone #and the ideas of reference and the eccentricity and the communication difficulties and the strange thought patterns #and then i specifically learned about avolition as a negative symptom which describes the exact thing thats ruining my life rn #and. i was scared to talk to my therapist about it bc i was worried it could be used against me somehow #but it was good to talk it out with her and get some additional perspective on whats going on in my brain #and if it means i could maybe possibly work on fixing the avolition and the social anxiety (my two biggest issues for years) #then it would be 100% worth it tbh. and its also kind of helpful to have some sort of framework to understand whats happening in my brain #funnily enough when i told my girlfriend (who was previously mis?diagnosed with schizophrenia and considering autism) #about it she related a lot too. so i guess we'll see how that goes #its. crazy how much of an overlap there is between schizospec orders and autism #i feel like i might should write up a post going into detail about different schizospec disorders to raise awareness #bc like. it is so much more than just hallucinations and delusions #in fact its not even required to have both of those for any schizospec disorder. some only require one and others dont require either #there is so much to the schizophrenic spectrum that i was unaware of and I'm sure that's probably true of other people too

[brothfan1997]

the problem with adventure time is that i am so deadly serious about it and how good i think it is so it is difficult to have casual conversations about it without delving into my personal philosophies about the meaning of life and what we owe to each other and ourselves etc etc etc. cannot be normal

#sure its a funny silly show but its about life death the universe and everything in between #and it manages to grapple with extremely complex and emotional topics in ways that leave you feeling both meloncholy but also… ready? #to confront yourself and your place in the universe. u kno #at least. thats how i feel about it LOL #i’m not talking season one or even two but that doesn’t negate the vaue those seasons provide as set dressing and emotional tone. etc #to me adventure time is less about the characters (although it is certainly about them) #and more about painting a vast and nuanced portrain of a fantastical universe that gives life and humor to abstract ideas and feelings #it teaches you how to sit with them. and make peace and grow and change and love etc etc YOU KNOW !! #the love that went into creating it is so palpable with each and every episode #also that post going around about how having to shoehorn in a moral lesson is a major problem woth the artistic integrity of many kids shows #adventure time does not have that problem. #it proposes ideas ? but it takes characters entire seasons #years even #to learn from their mistakes. anyway #adventure time

[dandyshucks]

need Guz to hug me tightly for like an hour solid oh my god dhdjdkl I went driving for the first time in over a year and I chewed my lip raw 😭😭

I'm starting to look like a caricature of Anxiety with all these physical symptoms and signs LMAO

#this is so ridiculous fhfjdkdl #i do not like driving fjdkdl i know i should not be on the roads #but unfortunately i have to bc i live rural and also my parents insist i ''just need more practice'' #practice is not going to fix the dissociation 😭😭 practice will not fix the Other Drivers being shitty and scary and reckless fjfkdl #it might make it slightly easier bc i wont have to think as hard about shoulder and mirror checks and roadsigns and speed limits #and where i am located on the road and intersection rules and whatnot #but like... it does not fix that i live in a town (and world lol) where ppl are fucking bonkers on the road #i had someone riding my ass for like a full five minutes. we had only two feet btwn us. MAYBE. IF THAT MUCH. #he was BIG mad that i was going the speed limit #and THERES A POLICE STATION LIKE RIGHT NEAR THAT AREA MY GUY IM NOT GONNA GO OVER THE SPEED LIMIT RIGHT THERE LMAO ???? #also im a rule follower usually so i do tend to go Exactly the speed limit fjfkdl #and maaannn that makes people SO fucking angry dhfjdl its impossible to drive Anywhere without having someone right on ur bumper #its so ridiculous like... that's not helping anyone ??? ur not getting to ur destination faster by riding up on somebodys ass ???? hewwo ??? #ANYWAYS. i drove around the neighborhood and then went up the highway and thru some intersections and then into the main core of town #and then i got my dad to take over from there bc it was lunch hour and the core of town is a lawless land at the best of times #MY NERVES ARE FRIED. i need Guz to act as a weighted blanket or one of those pressure therapy vests for me LOL #im like... shaking fhdjsl that was far more than i thought we were going to do for driving today good lord #IM OKAY THOUGH I SURVIVED I DIDNT EVEN HIT A CURB OR ANYTHING #i think I've only hit a curb once so far in all my times driving and that was on my second time driving on a road i think #so pretty good track record... im a very careful driver fjdkdl i work so hard to be safe and drive smoothly #during my driving test the only thing the test guy had to critique was that i waited at an intersection when i could've gone #but the reason i waited was bc i wasnt sure i could make it across the traffic lane before the oncoming vehicle got to us #so it was like. a safe decision overall but a little too hesitant which can actually be unsafe fjdkdl #AUGH ANYWAYS SORRY FOR RAMBLING SM #driving stresses me out so bad and my lip is all raw now and i have so many physical stress symptoms the past few days fhfjdl #after tonight i should be able to calm down a bit hopefully fhfkdl theres a thing we're going to tonight thats been stressing me out so bad #but after tonight it'll be over and hopefully I can get myself settled down again fjfjdkl #dandy.cmd #vent //

[divorcetual]

The meower

#Queued... technically March 23rd? #I mean its march 22nd in oregon. but im not there rn lolz #either way im late. SORRY !! i forfor to queue on the 20th then i was on planes for like 21 hrs total #well no 5 of those were a layover @ the airport but #ANYWAYYYYY hi future me !!! #Howww was the trip? im on my first (second actually- its 4am of the second day if u coukd the arrival) day in Hong Kong #Its rlly hot and humid so I think im gonna die. BUT ITS ALSO SUPER COOL !! #Even just from the few hours I had out earlier its amazingggg. The lights and the buildings are so cool and theres such a fun but chaotic #atmosphere - idk if its just bcs its a big city or specific to HK? #I loveee large cities in general. New york. Tokyo. HK. thats all of the ones ive been to ig #I havent seen even close to all of HK. Im in central rn but we're goin to other parts later #Dad says the other parts are totally different- Like theres LOADS of gisnt buildings here (WAY MORE THAN U SEE IN ******!!! u know that tho #and theyre almost all residential of the ones I passed. Im sure theres offices n stuff i just didnt see them in the likd 20 minutes cab #ride lolz. U know all tuis already tho #ig what im getting at is HOW WAS THE TRIP !!!!! How was the rest of HK? WHAT WAS KYOTO LIKE?? #augh soo many cool things..... #Also also !! Have you learned any mire katakana? #ive JUST learned the vowel line so maybe u lesrned the k line now too? #I cant imagine school is any different. OHH DID U FINISH THE M P 10P COMIC?? #I started it and got abt one page done on the plane #I think it should only end up being two or three pages idk #Ohh !! Hows the new meds going !! I think u should have ur blood test done by now so do u know if it helped at all? #I hope soooooooooooo #Mm I think thats all I have to say .... NO WAIT HAVE U HUNG OUT W/ JACKIE?? #i rlly want to b friends with her ^.^ #Alright Thats all !! HAVE A GOOD DAYYYYYY I LOVE U #queue drop #weather report #WAIT EDIT DID THE TRIGUN VOLUME COME. HOW IS IT

[strawbebemilk]

Was just having a conversation with my friends the other day about how difficult it is to be a fan of things nowadays and actually avoid spoilers and so in preparation I blocked/muted literally every jjk tag I could think of across sites and somehow I still immediately open tiktok to spoilers (which is not too surprising as tiktok has literally the WORST filtering system I've seen, like even tumblr has their shit together better than that). But anyway it just kinda makes me sad that it's almost impossible to be online now and actually enjoy things at your own pace? It makes me think of when Netflix drops whole seasons and suddenly it's a race to binge everything so you don't get spoiled and I do think it's actively killing our enjoyment of things. Obviously this case is a lil different, the leaks still come out on a weekly basis but I think there's really something to be said about reading a finished product rather than seeing 25 blurry images of the same panel with iffy translations

#and sure i could just not go online ever #but also when ive taken literally every precaution possible and you know #do my best to cultivate the online experience i want #i should not still be walking through a mine zone #and like im lucky obviously in the fact that i am a manga reader so its not like i only watch the anime and am hugely spoiled #but its still fucking annoying #and also just such a huge shift from how leaks used to be treated? #like im not dumb leaks have been around for sooo long and thats fine whatever #but even just like #two years ago i could expect all the leaks and spoilers to be tagged and passed around in such a way that i could avoid them #but now #god i think the assumption is just that everyone wants to see the leaks #and because no one knows how to shut up #as soon as the leaks come out EVERYONE talks about them and theres the inherent fear that youre missing something now #that your not part of the moment #but omg #maybe the way i want to discover information is when i read it when and how the author intended #which of course #bold words from a chronic pirater i am aware of the irony there #but even in those instances im not reading leaked information its all so #fkfjshfhdosos #anyway #the consensus is learn how to use the tagging system and also maybe learn how to be quiet

[succubi-tch]

Thinking about the last roommate I had and how I wasn't allowed to use any sort of cleaning chemical in our dorm because she had some fuckass pet bird that if it inhaled a micron of Human Created Product it would fucking die

And evidently our counters were always dirty (and/or she was a fucking slob, cause her fat ass was) because a few times after I'd put ice in my tumbler for the day. The water would start to fucking taste like onions?? And I thought I was tripping for the first few days

Until I saw her nasty ass cutting up scallions, leaving them on the counter, and realizing one must've gotten stuck to the bottom of my fucking ice tray that I then stacked on top of another ice tray to save space in the freezer for her. 💀

I fished a scallion chunk out of my water tumbler that day. She thought it was hilarious and lost it and I also kind of laughed just so it wouldn't drive me insane, but hindsight? I should have just killed her to avoid literally everything (instigated by her) that precipitated the onion water incident.

#its so funy that bird was so fucking annoying. ''he came from an abusjve family so now he screeches incessantly whenever literally anyone #enters the house'' great!!! where do i sign up to be your roommate again next year⁉️ #its funny cause thats actually what killed our friendship. she had a b/pd fueled srgument with me because I thought it was bad for #my mental health to room with her again. anyway covid hit and no one roomed with anyone so 🤷‍♀️ she tried to be friends after that. #..nah fam. you spent over two hours grasping at straws trying to vilify me over a mental illness that is the very definition of #a you problem. sorry #i think ill tag this as #the roommate chronicles #anyway that was... 5 years ago? end of 2019? damn man #its taken me this long to talk about it #i had to hide so much of myself from her cause i did not feel safe expressing those parts of myself to her (she was a crazy insane leftie) #that and she had a tumblr blog. pretty sure i blocked her years ago cause shes not following me (made sure of it) #turned reblogs off so she wouldn't see this so. yeah <-paranoia

[epitheta]

⠀ > M5 - 21 - 2022

if i can give their boss impractical add-ons that could constitute as factory hazards, i can probably also let them have some

#[is.png] #[2022] #[cf.tot.zip] #[i.tot] #[m.tot] #[d.tot] #|| > okay the details might be hard to make out now but it's just. the notable stuff at least: #(slaps on the energy circuit borderline somewhere on the shoulders) #dredger gets those on its head though. the waterborne is supposed to be represented instead on the shoulders but ehh... #in which: magpie glass on inspector's eye and the ice cube ++ ''3'' blood cost on melter's midsection #(along with the ice cube of course!) #inspector gets 1 dangly earring because it's the 1st one (and two more hanging from its hover component due to the energy conduit gimmick) #melter gets 2 . that are somehow not melted off. there are two of them anyways #and dredger gets none BUT . it was supposed to be in its cane thats uhhm. i got too lazy to make sure you can see it's ''three'' energy #IDK idk idk... im in bodily pain i need to doodle things lest i have to be conscious of it ! #dredger's got a bad left ++ some bandages(?) to cover up a few exposed parts on the arms. rusting away rusting away... #none of that helps much but it's Something alright ! #idk. idk. idk. on my way to give everyone silly little meaningless nothings out of the love in my heart

[todayisafridaynight]

found family for the arakawas aint even metaphorical shits Literal

#snap chats #like you know with found families its like Oh We Found Security And A Type Of Familial Love In Each Other like the ichigang #yeah no thats just. these dads found their kids again (even if only one of them knows that) #jo found masato / ichi found arakawa #or did arakawa find ichi? #either way congratulations everyone found their way back to each other and only one bro knows that for sure #and then we all became a big dysfunctional family by merging isnt that cute #we call those Complex Step Families in psychology. or is it complex mix. #i swear i passed my final with flying colors Point Is two parenrs with kids from before join together #double checked it it IS complex step families haha gottem #sorry im still obsessed with the arakawa family dynamic it really is so funny. yes these men have kids together #no theyre not involved like that BUT they do trust each other immensely. whats not clicking #sometimes i think arakawa knew the truth but i still dont think he did #maybe got a gut feeling cause of That Dream but he probably didnt think it was anything beyond a metaphor for his bond with ichi #i already joked bout that tho didnt i.. #anyways ignore me i was thinkin of stuff to post tomorrow

[lepidopteragirl]

hm yes i love talking cq being a tricky little guy whos maybe just a little too enthusiastic about grabbing the presidency and taking down everyone in power over him during the election arc about but why do literally like a good 2/3s of the takes i see talking about it discuss how what happened in manburg made him go from a Bad character to a Good character once he saw that schlatt was Bad bc he did Bad things to lmanburg, which allowed him to have an Epiphany and become a good character (joining cwilburs side) after seeing this

#analyzing cquack in manburg without heavily centering the fact that he was abused is bad its a bad take #an exceptionally bad take even #cquackity did not deserve what happened in manburg #narratively or otherwise #like yeah sure he's not a perfect guy and he doesnt necessarily have pure intentions. fine yea cool thats great i still love him #like yeah okay you're not a cquackity main not everyone can be gorgeous sexy incredible like we are #but its not hard to talk about cquack being not a perfect person in the election arc while still acknowledging him as one of if not the #most hurt by cschlatts administration and not treat it as a fair narrative consequence smile #like i dont have to be an inniter to understand exile was fucking horrific and that would not change no matter how many houses ctommy burnt #why is it so hard 4 yall hm #oh yeah its bc those wilburians only recognize two peoples lore as actually meaningful or worth respect thats why! #tw abuse mention #discourse

[biteapple]

? Olive has the same meow for "please come pet me while i eat" and "please come here and play with me" now, which only developed after i bought her a new toy (quickly became her new favorite) which is interesting. maybe this is a general meow for "pay attention to me" now .. she no longer really meows for being pet while she eats anymore after buying this toy for them both, for some reason, which is good (that was a REALLY bad habit of hers ive been trying to wean her off of)

#her meow for ''please play with me'' USED to be a very high pitched cry which changed #i feel like ive been playing with her in the same amount as i used to though so i dont think its that #she has the ''pet me while i eat'' habit because as a kitten my family had many adult cats that used to bully her #so i would make sure they didnt push her away from the food dish by staying near her when she ate. which she then wanted into adulthood #i then specifically would feed my cats upstairs in my room after that went on too long #that was a combination of a lot of bad things all at once that she grew up in (family only giving cats one food dish & free feeding them) #i would later atleast convince them to add a second and third dish to different areas that i'd maintain #while having my own food and water up in my room for my cats #.. still .. there were 7 cats. #its a lot better now though. there's only 3 cats that live in that house now. and i took my two girls with me here #i get to care for them how i'd like now .. its better that way #she developed the very high pitched cry when i left for a year while i was trying to sort out my living situation. #apparently she used to meander the house carrying a toy around and looking for me the year i was away #i know thats a separation anxiety thing (she also does this when i go to work and go to sleep) but she'll do it for play as well #they both have different toy collections and styles of play they prefer that im trying to add to and expand #i wanna get one of those kick-y toys next. those fish that wiggle. i think Olive specifically will LOVE that #Hope is more of a ribbon-toy and laser light girl. Olive likes to kick and kill her toys but has overlap with toys Hope likes too

[maaaxx]

i think im starting a new fic soon and outlines are a bitch

#its another atla fic ofc #and this one will most likely actually be zukka #ihiap started off as a zukka fic but zuko and sokka had other ideas #but im outlining this one- so it might not stray off that far #like the stories about sokka but i think its mostly going to be zukos pov #katara and azula are going to be extremely relevant too #im just not too sure what specifically kataras going to be doimg #like there's two potential roles katara would play #im just not decided which one yet #also it might be another 'zuko and hakodas crew' fic #because i love those #and i didnt do the trope justice in ihiap #it was my first fic so thats why it was shit #im working on fixing it #im hoping this fic will be better #you guys should like... pressure me into making this somehow #it definetly wont be before next week if i post it #because finals and stuff #but yeah #tsd #< thats an abreviation for the potential fic title #so i might as well start tagging it now #max thinks shes relevant

[aria0fgold]

The more I look back in the past, the more I sound like a grandma ngl. Cuz yeah sure nowadays there are more advanced stuff, but times back then were a lil simpler.

Like, a certain magical moment of my childhood is coming out of school, seeing the many shops right outside that can get crowded during the afternoon. Each shop sells toys, candy, trinkets, and whatever thing a kid might like for something cheap that anyone can buy. It's like magical in a way cuz after such a stressful day at school, I get to pass by the shops, look at the stuff they're selling, and actually get to buy a thing or two without worrying about the price.

#aria rants #as someone thats taught bout the value of money ever since i was young cuz my mom is hella strict with money #i was really frugal and careful with the money i was given. so much so id end up returning that money to my mom after the school year #and that was in the past around like 2009 before inflation inflated too much #like sure its knockoff stuff. with some painted wrong and the ones painted right got some of their paint over the line #and its completely made of plastic #but the model itself looks good enough for a kid who only cares to have a toy of their favourite game #even if it isnt smth so high quality. and also the fact that i get to buy that with money given to me? #it made me feel so good and excited cuz in my mind it was a toy that i got with my own hands #same with when i got my first pet! it was two hamsters (boy and girl) + their wheel and i bought em using my birthday money #when converted to usd all it costed me was 9 dollars. and the lil knockoff toys? convert to usd it'll literally be less than a dollar #now tho? thats impossible #those shops right out my old school? last i walked along that route. half of the shops were gone and that was #around years before covid happened cuz there were new regulations added that made it hard to set up stalls like that #its been years since i last visited a pet store but with how everything's prices had gone up unreasonably high #i wouldnt be surprised if there isnt anything that you can get for 9 dollars there anymore