#lils rambles

[reki-of-the-valley]

POV: I'm a Barbie Girl is blasting in the car, Shadow is driving, Renga is in the trunk, Matchablossom are in the backseat, Miya is in the passenger seat, everyone is screaming at each other. Theyre on their way to watch the Barbie movie

#totally not based on something that happened 5 minutes ago #renga #matchablossom #kyan reki #hasegawa langa #kojiro nanjo #kaoru sakurayashiki #higa hiromi #chinen miya #sk8 the infinity #sk8 #lils rambles

[musical-trash-goblin]

I literally have nothing to say. This is the post. Enjoy

Left: Bereczki Zoltán as Mercutio [Rómeó és Júlia musical]

Right: Lillium White [Countdown to Countdown webcomic] by @velinxi

#this is just how my brain works #but like #they are the same person #just on opposite ends of the spectrum #i just love them so much #resj #rómeó és júlia #bereczki zoltán #mercutio #lillium white #ctccomic #ctc #countdown to countdown #retj #romeo et juliette #lils rambles

[wzrd-wheezes]

thinking about remus with his stupid messy hair and his stupid pretty smile wearing his stupid flannel shirts and his stupid dr martens smoking his stupid cigarettes and reading his stupid books

#remus lupin #lils rambles

[lils-does-stuff]

🕷️, 🌠, ☄️

🕷️ what is their biggest fear? do they have any irrational / mundane fears? - Lils's biggest fear is being forgotten. As for irrational fears, they are scared of not being able to access their massive collection of computer files in case of an apocalypse, does that count?

🌠 if they could make any wish with no repercussions, what wish would they make? - Easy, for their friends' wishes to be granted.

☄️ what do people assume about them? are they right? - Whoa, boy, that they're easy to manipulate, that they're insane, that they're female, that they can't strategise, that they're a doormat, the list goes on. They are easy to manipulate in the sense that they will go along with almost anything their friends want even if they don't necessarily agree with them, they're not sane, they're both genderfluid and genderqueer, they can actually strategise well enough and they can be a bit of a doormat when it comes to their friends.

#ask game #lils rambles

[nikoisme]

fucking hate how cats think they can mrrp their way out of anything because yeah, they fucking can.

#how am i supposed to make rational decisions when they go mrrp #not arguing with a lil guy that goes mrrp. whatever you say goes beautiful #cats #niko rambles

[akkpipitphattana]

i’ll never understand people who can’t make fun of their faves a little. like yes i love this character and would defend them to my grave but also they’re stupid sometimes and they do dumb things and imma make fun of them for it

#someone commented under the alan post i made with him saying he can’t separate work from personal matters #and felt the need to clarify that this is what a professional would do #like yeah i agree. i made a post about that. #however this post is making fun of the fact that he’s a lil liar GDKDKED #liz rambles #greatest hits

[tawaifeddiediaz]

you know what boils my blood.

over the last 2 weeks, i've seen countless patients walk into my urgent care center, symptomatic for so many things, refusing to get tested for covid and flu, citing that they don't want to knowingly bring it to their holiday tables. i had a patient tell me, verbatim, "i don't want to test for covid, because i don't want to be the asshole who brings it on a plane."

i understand that - i understand that holidays are times where people look forward to meeting loved ones that they might only see once a year, or where they get a break from the hectic back and forth of their lives.

but here's the thing - whether they get tested or not, they will bring whatever they have to their holiday tables. it's pure recklessness to know that you're sick, and walk into someone else's house spreading the disease.

today, january 2, i saw 91 patients, many of them who have tested positive for covid and flu. many of these patients are the same ones who didn't want testing 3 days ago, until their events were over, and now, they will have to reach out to everyone they know to let them know that they were positive because they were showing symptoms well before their event.

the next week or two? we're going to see many, many more, all people with symptoms that started around christmas. these are the only two viruses we test for rapidly in our office, but they are potent and can be fatal in many people.

so here's why i wrote this post, and maybe it's a little late, but - if you care about your loved ones, please get tested if you know you're sick. it doesn't have to be at a clinic if you don't want it to, because the over-the-counter tests work just fine too (if you test within 5-7 days of symptom onset). just...please don't try to run from the knowledge that you might have covid, because immunocompromised people, elderly people, people with co-morbidities like asthma, pregnancy, diabetes, etc...many of them may not recover. and they may not be sitting at your holiday table in the future because of it.

#zee rambles #this isn't to guilt trip anyone #but im so so tired of people coming in and just refusing testing because they want to see grandma or whatever #and on top of that people are avoiding vaccinations and all that too?? #we all lived through the pandemic - everyone saw how many people unfortunately passed away from it #now because of vaccinations and some amount of herd immunity we're finding milder cases in healthy people #but that doesn't mean its gone #that doesn't mean it doesn't have long-term repercussions even in healthy people and that doesn't mean people aren't still dying from it #honestly i just needed a lil rant #and if this helps at least one person??? im all for it #also i can't sleep so here we are spilling thoughts into the voidddd

[starr-ofthevoids]

I love the “Mumbo’s some kind of supernatural creature” headcanons, and I love the “Mumbo’s just a guy” headcanons, but may I propose: “everyone thinks Mumbo is some sort of creature thing but he’s actually just a bit strange”

“His eyes are so red they basically glow!” My guy inhales enough redstone to power a small machine on the daily.

“He’s nocturnal! He’s always up at night!” Insomnia.

“It’s like he teleports! He just appears behind people” he’s just naturally very quiet and people don’t hear him walking up.

“He knows so many random facts, there has to have been around for ages to learn all that” he’s just a nerd.

Mumbo gets nervous anytime someone tries to interrogate him, making the hermits even more suspicious, but in actuality he’s just worried they’ll be disappointed and he’s starting to realise they probably won’t believe him no matter what answer he gives.

There’s a server-wide bet going for who can figure out what he actually is. Grian, who’s known him for years and knows full well that’s he’s 100% mortal and human, shows up and starts egging the hermits on by “dropping hints” as to what he may be, much to Mumbo’s dismay. Grian thinks the bet is utterly hilarious.

#I know this definitely is not an original thought but I still thinks is silly #hes just a silly lil guy #Grian is a menace ofc #feel free to add on #I like this hc I think it’s silly goofy #mumbo jumbo #hermitcraft mumbo #hermitblr #hermitcraft #headcanon #Hermitcraft headcanons #def not projecting from my bsf #who I also question if he’s a creature sometimes #starr ramblings

[fox-guardian]

i think my favorite part about the tma liveshow with the Dog Incident is the fact that it's canon. like the fluff episodes are cute and fun but they also aren't canon and weren't written to be considered potentially canon, they're just fun lil fan things. the liveshow tho is meant to be considered canon. which means that yes, jon did in fact canonically go "like, in general?" to being asked if he'd seen a dog (which let's be real that's a mood i would also do that if caught off guard)

but also essentially jon was like "okay so you work for me, cool, and i could Fire You If Don't Fix This Immediately" and martin literally Looked This Man In The Eyes and said "i mean yeah, probably heh :) oH-" with the gayest processing delay i've ever heard in my LIFE. i honestly don't think that was any of his little manipulations of getting people to underestimate him or whatever i really think he was just that gay about Handsome Man With Nice Voice Speaking Authoritatively At Him that it took him a minute to process. and that's CANON. that's REAL. he DID THAT. i can't get over that.

#ramblings with major #the magnus archives #tma #speaking of the liveshow i wish someone would do a lil animatic of tim's bit. i sure do wish some artist who enjoys tim stoker would do tha #i sure wish. i sure. i do so wish. some OTHER ARTIST who has TIME- #(jokes aside my goodness do i wanna do an animatic for that bit. but i have never done a proper animatic in my life it would take so long)

[sutorus]

this is best friend’s dad!toji and reader

#✩.ramble #✩.bsf’s dad!toji #don’t get me wrong like #i love pos toji i do #but dad toji who starts trying to be better #but then you start making eyes at him???? #the temptationnnn #like #my son finally talks to me again but now i wanna fuck his lil best friend :( #sorry sorry

[shadebloopnik]

Rewatched the scenes and just noticed this.

Husk pointing a finger at Alastor, touching him, im pretty sure semi shoving him with rather disrespectful words, and all Alastor does at that point is giggle, amused that his "pet" is daring to talk back

Vs.

Mimzy, an old friend from even when he was alive, pointing at him, teasingly reminding him of exactly what kind of person he was.

And Alastor removing the finger off of him.

AND HE DOES THIS WHILE (tho he wouldn't admit it) TAKING HUSK'S ADVISE(after he terrorized the poor guy)

My MAN what is going on in ur head

#love how you have to gather bits and pieces of his thoughts from the lil things bc this mtherfcker only has 3 emotions available for display #thats charm. homicide. and Scar's “im surrounded by idiots” #hazbin hotel #hazbin alastor #hazbin hotel alastor #alastor #hazbin hotel husk #hazbin husk #husk #husker #hazbin hotel husker #hazbin husker #mimzy #hazbin mimzy #hazbin hotel mimzy #hazbin #bloopnik rambles

[reki-of-the-valley]

"It's because he's from the mountains."

"I'm from the–?" Langa inhales sharply, thinking his words carefully. "Reki." The boy looks at him, a carefree smile brightening his face. "Reki, have you been telling people I used to live in the mountains?"

"Well, yeah? That's where you're from, no?"

"No? Reki. Reki, I used to live in a metropolis. I'm not some... Recluse mountain person..!"

Reki stares at him, blinking. "You're from... But the snowboarding?"

"A car. We'd drive up."

"But you- You used to drive up every day?"

Langa sighs, pinching the bridge of his nose. "No. We didn't... We'd go up on Friday afternoons and come back Sunday night. We had a- Did you really think I lived 17 years in a mountain cabin or something?"

"Maybe?"

#clearing out the drafts #wasnt supposed to post this one #woops lol #reki #renga #langa #reki kyan #kyan reki #hasegawa langa #langa hasegawa #sk8 #sk8 the infinity #lils rambles

[musical-trash-goblin]

So I'm an english major right? And I was reading/listening to Beowulf (basically the oldest and longest Anglo-Saxon epic poem we know) and there was a part that I might have interpreted in a slightly completely different way than it was intended....

I don't know bout y'all but that sounds gay as hell to ME

#they were technically supposed to be in a swimming contest #in the sea #in full armor #that lasted a week #none of this makes sense #lils rambles #i guess #beowulf #english major #university #mandatory reading #epic poems #lgbtq

[wzrd-wheezes]

the crush i have on james acaster is actually humongous

#lils rambles #james acaster

[lils-does-stuff]

Scissors, jeans, ruler

✂️ what is the "last straw" for them to cut someone out of their life? how easily do they let go of people? - Oh, Lordy, that's a convoluted one. Lils has a thing against cutting people out of their life, no matter what the other person's done to them. They cling hard and fast to people, and are always afraid of being let go of. (Abandonment issues, whooooooo!) They can be utterly blind to their friends' faults, and wilfully oblivious to people being dangerous or toxic as long as they consider them friends. It's caused them no end of grief, both in their past and lately. They don't really care how they're treated by their friends, or have any expectations when it comes to friendship from other people's side (most friendships they had before meeting with their current group were hella problematic and one-sided, so they're used to being manipulated, condescended at, ignored, used or even outright tormented in the name of "friendship"). However, they do not forgive someone willingly harming their friends, would summarily cut such a person out of their life if there are no extenuating circumstances, and might even go as far as considering them an enemy.

Alec is a recent example of someone Lils cut out of their life, quite literally when it came to their anchor-line. And it took Alec basically killing Darian for Lils to decide to let them go, Lils not really caring about the threat to themselves. And I'll not even mention Bee and the whole thing where they basically got their shell broken for trusting them but still viewed them as a friend. 'Nuff said.

👖 what is their go-to outfit? - Big shapeless T-Shirts with some sort of obscure reference, black distressed jeans, platform boots and some sort of choker with a lot of metal components.

📏 is your oc well educated? where did they get their learning from? - Technically, Lils is well educated, from a Greek standpoint. They always excelled in school. (They particularly love love love learning new languages.) Lils is actually an university graduate, with a postgraduate degree in Digital Information Management and Information Services. They were one of their most promising graduates, and they're very good at metadata and database management. They also enjoy reading educational books and trying to enrich their skill repertoire, when they aren't too depressed off their ass to function or dealing with the shit that seems to come with being a Lighthouse or a Beacon. They've had less and less time to learn new skills lately, which in turn makes them feel useless more regularly, which in turn makes them have even less time for learning, which makes them feel more useless, ad infinitum.

#ask game #lils rambles

[unclewaynemunson]

It wasn't the first time Eddie woke up to an empty bed after having someone spend the night. But it for sure was the first time it caught him by surprise.

He had been pretty sure things were different, with Steve. There was a real, proper date before they ended up in Eddie's bed together, after all. They held hands, they cuddled, they did all the romantic shit that Eddie used to scoff at and skip right past, before he got to know Steve Harrington. It hadn't felt like it was just about the sex: there had been tender touches and sweet words and soft kisses, and falling asleep in each other's arms afterwards had felt more intimate than anything Eddie had ever experienced before. So it didn't make sense to wake up and see no trace of Steve. No note, not a single piece of evidence that Steve had been there, not even something as dumb as a forgotten sock. Nothing.

As he went through his morning ritual of coffee, cereal and cigarette, he felt confusion make place for anger. By the time he was dressed and looking at himself while brushing his teeth in front of the crappy old bathroom mirror, he wondered how he could ever have been stupid enough to think that Steve would stay. The realization that Steve had apparently only used him to get what he wanted and dropped the act as soon as that happened, made him feel gross. He spit out his toothpaste with way more force than necessary and jumped in his van to tell Steve exactly that Eddie wasn't the kind of guy who tolerated being toyed with like that.

-----

When Eddie barged into Family Video, Steve was standing at one of the shelves with a big pile of tapes in his arms, the store empty and quiet except for some movie playing on the big screen in the background.

He looked up at the sound of the bell, and actually had the audacity to smile a soft, almost tender smile when he saw Eddie coming in.

"Hey there."

And, well, that truly did it for Eddie.

"Hey there?!" he repeated in a loud, shrill voice. "Seriously, Steve? What the hell, man? You sneak out of my bed after making me think what we did actually meant something, and now you greet me with a "hey there" like nothing has even happened?!"

Steve frowned; he looked genuinely surprised. Seriously, had none of the dozens of girls he probably pulled this on ever told him off? Or were they all worth staying for, contrary to Eddie the Freak Munson?

"Wha- What do you mean, making you think it meant something?" Steve stuttered. "It meant something. At least," he shrugged lightly and his cheeks colored into a light shade of pink, "to me it did."

For obvious reasons, Eddie found that a little bit hard to believe.

"Then why the hell did you sneak away at the crack of dawn like it was just some goddamn one-night stand?!"

Steve stared at him for a couple of seconds, his mouth falling open. Eddie had seen him look confused plenty of times before, but never like this - like he was missing something huge.

"I - I was allowed to stay?" Steve finally uttered. And it sounded so genuine, so small, so lost... All Eddie's anger easily got knocked out of him with that one question.

"You thought you weren't allowed to stay?" he asked, in a much softer voice this time.

Steve shrugged, suddenly avoiding Eddie's gaze.

"Yeah, I mean... I just assumed..." He swallowed visibly, seemingly searching for words. Finally, he fixed his eyes back on Eddie's face. "You actually wanted me to stay?" It sounded equal parts confused as hopeful, and the look in his brown eyes was so soft and innocent that it almost broke something inside of Eddie.

"Why the hell did you think I wouldn't?"

"I dunno, I just thought..." He looked away again, to a point just behind Eddie's shoulder as he continued, "Whenever a girl would come to my place, they'd always leave right after we finished. Or when I'd come to theirs, they'd have me leave through the window before their parents would notice. Some of them wanted to cuddle for a bit afterwards, but not, like, the whole night, y'know."

"Fuck, Stevie... I -" Eddie could barely believe what Steve was saying; it truly blew his mind that there were so many people who could have Steve Harrington in their bed and not want to keep him there forever. It made him furious - not at Steve, obviously, but at those girls who had made this perfect boy believe that he wasn't the kind of person people would want to keep around for what came after the sex.

"Falling asleep with you last night... That was the best thing that ever happened to me," he told Steve. It felt vulnerable, to say it out loud, but he knew he had to get it all out in the open. "I mean, don't get me wrong, the things we got up to before falling asleep were also pretty damn mind-blowing..." He couldn't help but chuckle. "But of course I wanted you to stay. I thought that would speak for itself."

"Oh," was the only thing Steve said, just blankly staring at Eddie for a couple of seconds. Then, his eyes widened as Eddie's words finally seemed to sink in. "Shit, Eddie, I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to -"

"It's okay," Eddie cut him off. "Can you uh," he nodded towards the video tapes in Steve's hands, "Put those away, please?"

Steve placed the pile on the shelf behind him and Eddie immediately launched himself into his arms, pulling him as close as humanly possible without crushing his bones.

With a surprised Oomph! Steve took a few stumbling steps backwards before he caught his balance again, and hugged Eddie back just as tight.

"I'm really sorry, I messed up," he said, his mouth close to Eddie's ear. "I had no idea. If I had known, I would never have left, seriously. I would've called in sick and made you pancakes, and I would've stayed with you in bed all day."

"It's okay," Eddie repeated. "I mean, it's frankly ridiculous that you'd assume I wouldn't want you around every single fucking morning from now on, but -"

"So can I make it up to you tonight?" Steve interrupted him, an eager undertone to his question. "Or actually tomorrow morning, I guess?"

Eddie leaned back slightly to see Steve's face. He was hesitantly smiling at him, and Eddie gave him a beaming smile in return. Then, he leapt forward again to press an impetuous kiss against Steve's lips.

"How 'bout you make it up to me every day from now on, big boy?"

"I dunno, making you pancakes every day from now on is a bit much, don't you think?"

Eddie laughed. "Then the deal's off, sorry."

"What if we take turns?"

He pretended to think for a moment. "Alright, I think I can live with that," he finally concluded, letting Steve pull him closer again to steal another kiss. And as long as he could taste Steve's lips, he couldn't care less about pancakes.

#look i know we all go crazy for the trope of steddie waking up and being surprised the other is still there #or one of them waking up to an empty bed only to find the other in the kitchen making breakfast #but have something a lil more painful instead i guess #don't mind me rambling about stranger things #steddie #steve harrington #eddie munson #stranger things #fruity ficlet